[ cw: scars / permanent injuries / chronic pain / ]
Leo’s shell gets some permanent cracks in it due to the Krang, and as a result his shell’s pattern is all messed up.
He makes a fuss about it in a lightheartedly vain way, but it’s clear that it bothers him, more than just the chronic pain that comes with it.
The one who breaks about the cracks isn’t Leo in the end, it’s Mikey.
It’s a night where Leo can’t sleep, insomnia and the remnants of a fit pulsing through his shell keeping him awake. When making the rounds to check up on everything, he sees Mikey, crouched over some old crayon drawings, drawings that were only salvaged by some miracle.
Mikey always loved matching with his “cool blue bro” growing up. Their shell designs were something they had in common, different from the spines/spikes that their other brothers had. It felt good to share that with Leo.
To Mikey, seeing that pattern tarnished felt a little too much like their home getting destroyed. Worse, even. The two of them are complementary colors, it hits harder when things disrupt that.
And Mikey admits this to Leo, on this day where emotion kept mounting up in him until he couldn’t help but break a little. It feels selfish to say, but it’s the truth. It’s a visual that’ll constantly haunt Mikey, knowing what the cracks represent, knowing how they lost something that was just theirs to share.
Drawing Mikey to him, a hand on Mikey’s intact shell pattern, Leo admits that that’s what kills him the most too. He can deal with the pain, he can deal with the appearance, but he can’t deal with no longer seeing himself in the crayon drawings they managed to salvage from their past. Drawings that highlight their shell patterns, because Mikey always had a lot of fun drawing those.
He always loved what they decided they represented.
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“Like links of a chain!” Little Mikey had called them as he scribbled them down in oranges and blues.
“Of course it’s like chains!” Little Leo nodded, having never noticed that before, “It, like, shows how we’re- how we’re always connected!”
Little Mikey had gasped at that, stars in his eyes as he babbled endlessly about how that meant they’re the chains holding the family together, right?
“Raphie and Donnie don’t have chains on their shells, so we gotta step up to keep everyone together!” Little Mikey said as he drew big circles around his drawings of their family, overlapping circles of orange and blue around everyone.
“Yeah! And if anyone gets lost, we’ll bring them back!” Little Leo boasted with a laugh, “No one has to be alone, we’ll make sure of it!”
“We’ll make sure of it!” Little Mikey echoed with a happy giggle.
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‘You sure made sure of it, Mikey.’ Leo thinks, continuing to run his hand comfortingly down Mikey’s shell.
Then a thought hits him.
“Well, we got something better than just shell patterns in common now!” Leo starts, waiting until Mikey looks up to continue, “We got portals, little brother!” He grins, “And y’know, I think you’ve done a great job keeping us all together, Miguel. Sorry you had to pick up my slack.”
Mikey looks two steps away from sobbing at that, but his smile is wide, “You just got lost, of course I had to bring you back.” He leans back, out of Leo’s hold, and looks his big brother in the eyes, “That’s what we said- Raphie and Donnie don’t have portals…”
“-So we gotta step up-“ Leo continues.
“-To keep everyone together!” The finish simultaneously, laughing a little at the juvenile words.
A wry smile crosses Leo’s face, “Again, sorry I’ve been dropping the ball there. Feels like I did a lot of the opposite instead.”
He yelps as Mikey swiftly smacks him on the head.
“Nuh uh uh, none of that!” Mikey puffs out his chest, “I’ll have no slander toward my fellow portal pal!”
“Alright, alright…”
It’s not a fix to anything, more of a new way of looking at a change. Bringing that change into their lives as something familiar.
The cracks in Leo’s shell remain, and the cracks in Mikey’s hands scar over, but their family stays together all the same.
They gotta make sure of it, after all!
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So I made the turtles into The Magnus Archives avatars and
Ngl I think I might go in with a full AU on this it just seems WAAAY too fun not to kekekek
Def want some extra opinions/ideas on some stuff if you’ve got any!!
Any-who, reasonings and other ideas below the cut;
Raph and The Hunt! I was stuck between Hunt and Slaughter for him, but figured Hunt just fit a lot better given it is heavily based around the idea of instincts especially with it’s whole predator/prey deal, being sure to take into account the canon “Savage Raph” that we know and love.
Donnie and The Lonely! With his outrageous smarts and lack of understanding in terms of mystic magic, I’d say this is definitely the most fitting of the fears for him. Despite being surrounded by a loving family at all times it wouldn’t be surprising if that just made him feel an even greater sense of loneliness.
Leo and The Eye! Leo’s a show-off, we all know this, and he often goofs off in moments of stress and panic. His ego’s bigger than Donnie’s forehead and he wears it proudly, but ofc, the fandom (me included) LOOVVESSS to have this be due to his incredible lack of self-esteem. I think of the fears The Eye would definitely have a hold on him if not being an avatar of it, since he’s so keen on preforming with this confidence. All eyes on me type beat, got that paranoia.
Mikey and The Stranger! I was honestly pretty split with Mikey. One one hand I was thinking web because of his younger-brother-therapy-ness, and how it can be taken as his way of trying to have some control over things for the sake of feeling more secure, but on the other hand he’s real acrobatic and in the air a bunch so The Vast could be interesting, and then on ANOTHER hand his whole art obsession could lead to The Stranger (which was actually recommended by a friend of mine, love you Vix) in terms of just un-canny creep factor, with a lot of his mental stability maybe resting on his artistic ability and a sort of perfectionism? That and the use of two separate kinda personalities (Dr. Delicate Touch and Dr. Feelings). I dunno! I just went with The Stranger for the time being.
THE OTHERS!! I was honestly thinking April falling into The Spiral side of things could be interesting, mainly because of the fact that in this situation she’s the odd one out and that whole freak-out over trying to be normal. Draxum I thought could be neat as The Corruption, Big Mama as The Web (cause c’mon, she might as well be Annabelle you can’t deny that), Casey and the Slaughter, Splints and The Corruption (have you SEEN his backstory??? Yeesh!!), aaaaand I think that’s all I’ve thought up for the time being!
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