Hatred. Lust. Obsession. Death. (BxA Playlist)
I worked on this...all day. Combed through almost 100 songs. It's my first time doing something like this, but I had to get my feelings and thoughts on this ship out somehow. Thank you to @a-for-alternative for the inspiration and feedback. I hope you enjoy.
Hatred
Afraid - The Neighbourhood
You're too mean, I don't like you
Fuck you, anyway
You make me wanna scream at the top of my lungs
It hurts but, I won't fight you
You suck, anyway
You make me want to die, right when I
When I wake up, I'm afraid
Somebody else might take my place
I Get It - CheVelle
How dare you catch me counting?
How dare you call at all?
How dare you call this suffering?
How dare you call at all?
You're right, I get it
It all makes sense, you're the perfect person
So right, so wrong
Let's all live in your imaginary life
You Don't Know Me - Son Lux
I feel you tracing my scars
But you don't know me
You don't know me at all
I see you down on your knees
But you don't own me
You don't know me at all
Rose - A Perfect Circle
So no longer will I
Lay down, play dead
Play your doe in the headlights locked down and terrified
Your deer in the headlights shot down and horrified
When push comes to pull comes to shove
Comes to step around this self-destructive dance
That never would've ended 'til I rose, I roared aloud
Here I will, I am
You Know My Name - Chris Cornell
I've seen angels fall from blinding heights
But you yourself are nothing so divine
Just next in line
Arm yourself because no-one else here will save you
The odds will betray you
And I will replace you
You can't deny the prize it may never fulfill you
It longs to kill you
Are you willing to die?
The coldest blood runs through my veins
You know my name
Dance With The Devil - Breaking Benjamin
Trembling, crawling across my skin
Feeling your cold dead eyes
Stealing the life of mine
I believe in you
I can show you that I can see right through all your empty lies
I won't last long
In this world so wrong
What If I Say Please - Late Night Alumni
Cry your premeditated tears
So tenderly, so insincere
Such feigned, calculated reasons
These warm smiles, they're freezing
So don't appeal me parading like a pantomime, I mean
It's unfeeling and I'm unwilling; let me be
What if I say please?
Girl With One Eye - Florence + The Machine
I slipped my hand under her skirt
I said don't worry, it's not gonna hurt
Oh, my reputation's kind of clouded with dirt
That's why you sleep with one eye open
But that's the price you'll pay
I said, hey, girl with one eye
Get your filthy fingers out of my pie
I said, hey, girl with one eye
I'll cut your little heart out ‘cause you made me cry
I Know Where You Sleep - Emilie Autumn
Fake, crawl, search, kill, fake, crawl, search, kill
Oh my god oh my god, I touched you?
I can never live it down, I can never live it down!
God save the queen, I loved you!?
I can never live it down, I can never live it down!
Oh, oh, I fucked you?
Welcome Home - Coheed and Cambria
But if you really loved me, you would have endured my world
Well you're just as I presumed
A whore in sheep's clothing
Fucking up all I do
Yeah and if so here we stop
Then never again will you see this in your life
Loveust
The Walk - Imogen Heap
That's where this ends
No mistakes, no misbehaving
Oh, I was doing so well
Could we just be friends?
I feel a weakness coming on
No, it's not meant to be like this
Not what I planned at all
I don't want to feel like this
So that makes it all your fault
I Caught Myself - Paramore
You got it, you got it
Some kind of magic
Hypnotic, hypnotic
You're leaving me breathless
I hate this, I hate this
You're not the one I believe in
With God as my witness
Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself
I'm saying something that I should have never thought of you,
You're pushing and pulling me down to you
But I don't know what I want
Tear You Apart - She Wants Revenge
Either way he wanted her and this was bad
He wanted to do things to her it was making him crazy
Now a little crush turned into a like
And now he wants to grab her by the hair and tell her
I want to hold you close, skin pressed against me tight
Lie still, and close your eyes girl
So lovely, it feels so right
I want to hold you close
Soft breasts, beating heart
As I whisper in your ear I want to fucking tear you apart
I Get Off - Halestorm
I get off on you
Getting off on me
Give you what you want
But nothing is for free
It's a give and take
Kind of love we make
When the line is crossed
I get off
Gingerbread Man - Melanie Martinez
I'm the icing covering his body
I wanna hold him so close, so tightly
Baby, how do I say this politely?
Love me harder and don't be nice, please
I wanna feel your crumbs on my body
I want to break you in pieces, fight me
Baby, don't be so scared of biting
Want to eat each other into nothing
Hundred - The Fray
Its hard I must confess
But I'm banking on the rest to clear away
Cause we have spoken everything
Everything short of I love you
You right where you are
From right where I am
Somewhere between
Unsure and a hundred
Third Eye - Florence + The Machine
Cause there's a hole where your heart lies
And I see can it with my third eye
And though my touch, it magnifies
You pull away, you don't know why
'Cause your pain is a tribute
The only thing you let hold you
Wear it now like a mantle
Always there to remind you
Pagan Poetry - Bjork
On the surface simplicity
But the darkest pit in me
And it's pagan poetry
Pagan poetry
This time, I'm gonna keep it to myself
This time, I'm gonna keep me all to myself
But he makes me want to hand myself over
Mechanical Love - In This Moment
And I know you'll never understand me
No matter how hard we try
And I know I'll never understand you
And your mechanical love
I still hear you in my sleep
Your running through my veins
Your whispers, your machine
We knew it was meant to be
But never meant to last
I'm sorry, you always knew
Tender - Stuck In The Sound
Please believe that I won't
Won't give you a chance
To see me fall
Now I'm losing my head
You'll never see me
Never see me again
In love
Obsession
The Diary of Jane - Breaking Benjamin
Try to find out what makes you tick
'Cause I lie down sore and sick, do you like that? Do you like that?
There's a fine line between love and hate
And I don't mind, just let me say that I like that, I like that
Desperate, I will crawl
Waiting for so long
No love, there is no love
Die for anyone
What have I become?
Decode - Paramore
How can I decide what's right
When you're clouding up my mind?
I can't win your losing fight, all the time
Nor can I ever own what's mine
When you're always taking sides
But you won't take away my pride
No, not this time
You Know You Like It - DJ Snake & AlunaGeorge
You know you like it but it drives you insane
You know you like it but it drives you insane
You know you like it but you're scared of the shame
What you want? What you gonna do?
I'm So Sick - Flyleaf
Hear it! I'm screaming it!
You're heeding to it now
Hear it! I'm screaming it!
You tremble at this sound
You sink into my clothes
This invasion
Makes me feel
Worthless, hopeless, sick
Liar (Manic Depressive Mix by ASP) - Emilie Autumn
I want to hold you to the sun
I want to be your faithful one
I want to show you all the beauty you don't even know you hold
I'm hurting you for your own good
I'd die for you, you know I would
I'd give up all my wealth to buy you back the soul you never sold
I want to mix our blood and put it in the ground
So you can never leave
I want to win your trust, your faith, your heart
You'll never be deceived
Liar
Love Me Dead - Ludo
You're a faith-healer on T.V.
You're an office park without any trees
Corporate and cold
Gushing for gold
Leave me alone
You suck so passionately
You're a parasitic, psycho, filthy creature
Finger-bangin' my heart
You call me up drunk
Does the fun ever start?
The Horror of Our Love - Ludo
I'm a killer, cold and wrathful
Silent sleeper, I've been inside your bedroom
I've murdered half the town, left you love notes on their headstones
I'll fill the graveyards until I have you
Moonlight walking, I smell your softness
Carnivorous and lusting to track you down among the pines
I want you stuffed into my mouth
Hold you down and tear you open
Live inside you, love, I'd never hurt you
But I'll grind against your bones until our marrows mix
I will eat you slowly
Breezeblocks - Alt J
She may contain the urge to run away
But hold her down with soggy clothes and breezeblocks
Germolene, disinfect the scene, my love, my love, love, love
But please don't go, I love you so, my lovely
Please don’t go, I’ll eat you whole
I love you so, I love you so, I love you so
A Love Suicide - Yutaka Minobe
I will do you harm, I will break my arm
I'm a victim of your charms
I want to be dead
When I am, I'm in bed
I can be so mean, you can beat me
I would like to shame you
I would like to blame you
Just because of my love to you
And love itself is just as innocent as roses in May
I know nothing can drive it away
Though love itself is just as brief as a candle in the wind
And it's greedy just like sin
Run - Thien Baccarin
Run.
Death
Protect Me - Placebo
Maybe we're victims of fate, remember when we'd celebrate?
We'd drink and get high until late, and now we're all alone
Wedding bells ain't gonna chime with both of us guilty of crime
And both of us sentenced to time, and now we're all alone
Protect me from what I want, protect me from what I want
Protect me from what I want, protect me, protect me
Cage of Bones - Son Lux
Let's be anyone but you and me today
Trade this heavy cage of bones for flight
And when the sirens reach out for us
We'll be far away
Oh, what a noise we'll make
Drowning out our mistakes, we can't erase
This is the chance we take
We shout until our bones break, we can't replace
Are we now what we'll be?
Are we fixed or free?
Blue - A Perfect Circle
I didn't want to know, I just didn't want to know
Best to keep things in the shallow end
'Cause I never quite learned how to swim
I just didn't want to know
Close my eyes just to look at you
Taken by this seamless vision
I close my eyes, ignore the smoke
Call an optimist, she's turning blue
Such a lovely color for you
Call an optimist, she's turning blue
While I just sit and stare at you
Come As You Are - Yuna
Come as you are, as you were
As I want you to be
As a friend, as a friend
As an old enemy
Take your time, hurry up
Choice is yours, don't be late
Take a rest as a friend
As an old memoria, memoria
And I swear that I don't have a gun
No, I don't have a gun
Running Up That Hill - Placebo
You don't wanna hurt me
But see how deep the bullet lies
Unaware I'm tearin' you asunder
Oh, there is thunder in our hearts
Is there so much hate for the ones we love?
Oh, tell me, we both matter, don't we?
It's you and me
Won't be unhappy
And if I only could
I'd make a deal with God
And I'd get Him to swap our places
Be runnin' up that road, be runnin' up that hill, be runnin' up that building
With no problems
Lacrymosa - Evanescence
Out on your own
Cold and alone again
Can this be what you really wanted, baby?
Blame it on me
Set your guilt free
Nothing can hold you back now, love
Last Flowers - Radiohead
And if I'm gonna talk
I just wanna talk
Please don't interrupt
Just sit back and listen
'Cause I can't face the evening straight
You can offer me escape
Houses move and houses speak
If you take me there you'll get relief
It's too much, too bright, too powerful
Passive - A Perfect Circle
"Dead as dead can be"
My doctor tells me
But I just can't believe him
Ever the optimistic one
I'm sure of your ability
To become my perfect enemy
Wake up and face me
Don't play dead 'cause maybe
Someday, I will walk away and say
"You disappoint me"
Maybe you're better off this way
In The Lake - Emilie Autumn
In the lake
You will find me
Behind your house
Behind your house
And from that lake
I will remind you
Of your promises broken
Your cruel words spoken
My ocean is bluer than the heart you had to break
My sea is deeper than your lake
Vienna - The Fray
Maybe in five or ten yours and mine will meet again
Straighten this whole thing out
Maybe then honesty need not be feared as a friend or an enemy
This is the distance
And this is my game face
There's really no way to reach me
There's really no way to reach me
Is there really no way to reach me?
Am I already gone?
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