It's so weird when you think back at the people who used to hit you up when you were younger and the things they would say to you because "they liked and cared about you". Disgusting
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Odds, Ends
The Leftovers
TBH Era:
Nasty’s 16-20
16. Daft Punk - Random Access Memories
17. Chromatics - Kill for Love
18. A$AP Rocky - Live. Love. ASAP
19. Yeasayer - Odd Blood
20. Action Bronson - Blue Chips 1 & 2
Larson’s 16-20
16. Lizzo - Cuz I Love You
17. Taylor Swift - Lover
18. Waxahatchee - Out in the Storm
19. tUnE-yArDs - W H O K I L L
20. The Weeknd - Beauty Behind the Madness
BC’s 16-20
16. Youth Lagoon - The Year of Hibernation
17. Disclosure - Settle
18. Kurt Vile - b’lieve i’m goin down
19. Lotus Plaza - Spooky Action at a Distance
20. Vampire Weekend - Modern Vampires of the City
Bronco’s 16-28
16. High on Fire - De Vermis Mysteriis
17. Violent Soho - Violent Soho
18. Moontooth - Chromaparagon
19. Thou - Rhea Sylvia
20. Alien Weaponry - Tu
21. Elder - Reflections of a Floating World
22. Inter Arma - The Cavern
23. Windhand - Eternal Return
24. MAKE - The Golden Veil
25. King Gizzard & the Lizard Wizard - Nonagon Infinity
26. Slugdge - Esoteric Malacology
27. Monoliths - Monoliths
28. Violent Soho - Hungry Ghosts
Code’s 16-26
16. Robyn – Body Talk
17. Colleen Green – Sock it to Me
18. Colleen Green – I Want to Grow Up
19. Kanye West – My Beautiful Dark Twisted Fantasy
20. Washer – All Aboard
21. Spook Houses – Trying
22. Alien Boy – Sleeping Lessons
23. EMA – Exile in the Outer Ring
24. PAWS – Cokefloat!
25. Snooty Garbagemen – Snooty Garbagemen
26. All Dogs - All Dogs
Chap’s 16-33
16. Tomberlin - At Weddings
17. Dan Deacon - America
18. Cloud Nothings - Attack on Memory
19. Lana Del Rey - Norman Fucking Rockwell!
20. M83 - Hurry Up, We’re Dreaming
21. Jessica Pratt - Quiet Signs
22. Father John Misty - I Love You, Honeybear
23. Nick Cave and the Bad Seeds - Skeleton Tree
24. Lost Under Heaven - Spiritual Songs for Lovers to Sing
25. Titus Andronicus - The Most Lamentable Tragedy
26. Kanye West - Yeezus
27. PJ Harvey - Let England Shake
28. Girls - Broken Dreams Club
29. Robyn - Body Talk
30. No Age - Everything In Between
31. The National - Trouble Will Find Me
32. Girls - Father, Son, Holy Ghost
33. Youth Lagoon - The Year of Hibernation
JD’s 16-57
16. Kacey Musgraves - Golden Hour
17. Animal Collective - Centipede Hz
18. DIIV - Oshin
19. Ariel Pink - Pom Pom
20. Beach House - Depression Cherry
21. Purple Mountains - Purple Mountains
22. Kanye West - The Life of Pablo
23. Panda Bear - Tomboy
24. Death Grips - The Money Store
25. Parquet Courts - Wide Awake!
26. Slowdive - Slowdive
27. Lana Del Rey - Norman Fucking Rockwell!
28. Radiohead - The King of Limbs
29. LCD Soundsystem - This is Happening
30. Deerhunter - Halcyon Digest
31. Destroyer - Kaputt
32. Grouper - Ruins
33. Parquet Courts - Sunbathing Animal
34. Jessica Pratt - Quiet Signs
35. Joanna Newsom - Divers
36. Nine Inch Nails - 3 EPs
37. Earl Sweatshirt - Some Rap Songs
38. The Strokes - Angles
39. William Basinski - A Shadow in Time
40. Todd Terje - It’s Album Time!
41. The Knife - Tomorrow, In a Year
42. Oneohtrix Point Never - Replica
43. Julianna Barwick - Will
44. Eleanor Friedberger - Rebound
45. LCD Soundsystem - American Dream
46. Vampire Weekend - Modern Vampires of the City
47. Panda Bear - Buoys
48. No Age - Snares Like a Haircut
49. Dirty Beaches - Badlands
50. Ariel Pink’s Haunted Graffiti - Before Today
51. Underworld - Barbara Barbara, we face a shining future
52. Frankie Cosmos - Zentropy
53. Nick Cave and the Bad Seeds - Skeleton Tree
54. The Voidz - Virtue
55. Trent Reznor and Atticus Ross - The Social Network Soundtrack
56. Pantha du Prince - Black Noise
57. Colleen Green - Sock it to Me
‘19:
Laser’s 16-20
16. King Gizzard and the Lizard Wizard - Infest the Rats’ Nest
17. The Black Keys - “Let’s Rock”
18. Electric Guest - KIN
19. Stella Donnelly - Beware of the Dogs
20. Tegan and Sara - Hey, I’m Just Like You
Bronco’s 16-20
16. Blackwater Holylight - Veils of Winter
17. Year of the Cobra - Ash and Dust
18. Blood Incantation - Hidden History of the Human Race
19. sunn O))) - Pyroclasts
20. Baroness - Gold & Grey
Chap’s 16-20
16. Field Medic - fade into the dawn
17. Brittany Howard - Jaime
18. Mannequin Pussy - Patience
19. The National - I Am Easy to Find
20. Vampire Weekend - Father of the Bride
JD’s 16-24
16. Sui Zhen - Losing, Linda
17. Empath - Active Listening: Night on Earth
18. Gesaffelstein - Novo Sonic System
19. Earl Sweatshirt - Feet of Clay
20. No Age - A Cassette of a Live Ambient Performance
21. Paul Maroon - A Two Song 45 I Bought On Etsy
22. Denzel Curry - ZUU
23. Avey Tare - Cows on Hourglass Pond
24. Vampire Weekend - Father of the Bride
From the Desk of
Bronco’s Brettnacher-Certified Attendance Report
2019: A Broncospective
This was a year of waiting. Waiting for Tool. And I feel like I treated the rest of the year's music up until that point as thumb-twiddling whilst waiting for the big payoff. This year seemed to be filled with passable hold-over music. And a sense of dread as the months ticked by, that dread that comes with the unattainable expectations I've come to experience as I've grown older. Waiting for something awesome to happen, and then it happens, and it's not nearly as awesome as you hoped it to be. I've come to equate anticipation with dread now...to the point that I do my damnedest to avoid anticipation by pushing everything future out of my mind. So I live in the present now, and I feel totally unprepared every single day. Weekends come and I have no idea what's happening. I really should rethink this strategy and maybe just try not to build up my expectations. Fuck it. Either way, I was dreading the new Tool album. There's no way it could live up to a 13 year wait. Then it came. And it was good. Not redefine my life and realign my soul good, just perfect. It was what we all needed, those of us who have been waiting.
One album that definitely wasn't a time-killer during the great Tool wait of nine deen was King Gizzard's 'Infest the Rats Nest.' That easily would have been my number one album this year had it not landed in the same year as Fear Innoculum. I actually had a hard time deciding which one was my number one, but in the end had to place Rat's Nest second. I know these guys have pumped out so many records in the past few years, but I was pleasantly surprised at their ability to sound like themselves while at the same time ripping out a proper metal album. The subject matter, the riffs, all of it is great. And it's accessible to non-metal folks who want to hear some tasty licks.
Lastly, I listened to a lot of hardcore this year too. Unlike any other year, something about it spoke to me. I don't know if it's our current political climate or what, but the indecipherable doomy sludgly stonery spacey lyrics of the stuff I'm usually in to felt like a nondescript blob of meaninglessness (not that I care what their meaning is at any other time). But the hardcore scene felt important. Like something topical was being said (or screamed), and said hard. The sheer anger in the music, I think, reflects the way I feel on a daily basis as I'm inundated with political shit from NYT, WashPo, CNN, etc. etc. etc. News about no news, filler designed to get me pissed off about shit that's out of my control, and designed to push me over the edge when the eventual outcome of all of this outrage is just more outrage that none of the original outrage mattered at all. That feeling of not being heard, the voice of reason being smothered by a sweat stained pillow owned by some bible thumping hypocrite child fucker, is maddening. To the point that all you want to do is scream until you're heard...like Sara Connor at the chainlink fence before Judgement Day destroys the playground and melts her skin off her body. That's what some of these acts have sounded like. And it's scratching an itch. Probably not going to be my jam for an extended period of time, I don't see myself pivoting to this corner of the genre, but like a good enima, this stuff has cleared my brain's bowels for the better this year.
Here's to the next chapter, the next decade, and the next Tool album in 2035. Hail Satan, Happy Holidays, and a Happy New (Wave of British Heavy Metal) Year to you all.
From the Bin Bin
Nasty’s Best Rap of the Decade
Nasty’s Video of the Year
Da Baby - “BOP on Broadway”
JD's Silver Screen Video Staff Recommendations: Long Form Shelf
Solange - When I Get Home
Earl Sweatshirt - Nowhere, Nobody
Thom Yorke - Anima
New to Code in 2019
Colleen Green - Dude Ranch (cover of full album)
Ganser - Odd Talk
Felt - Forever Breathes the Lonely Word
Duster - Capsule Losing Contact
Dungen - 4
Alien Boy - Sleeping Lessons
Charmer - Charmer
Michael Cera Palin - I Don't Konw How to Explain It
Interloper’s Corner
Fergwad’s 1-10 of the Decade
1. Tame Impala - Lonerism
2. Tame Impala - Currents
3. Vampire Weekend - Modern Vampires of the City
4. Beach House - Bloom
5. Kanye West - Yeezus
6. Real Estate - Days
7. Beach House - Teen Dream
8. No Age - Everything in Between
9. Deerhunter - Hacyon Digest
10. Vampire Weekend - Contra
Ferg’s 10 “Call the Fire Department” Songs of the Decade
Tammy Rooney’s 1-10 of ‘19
1. Vampire Weekend - Father of the Bride
2. Cass McCombs - Tip of the Sphere
3. William Tyler - Goes West
4. Purple Mountains - Purple Mountains
5. Bon Iver - i, i
6. Strand of Oaks - Eraserland
7. Sharon Van Etten - Remind Me Tomorrow
8. Thom Yorke - Anima
9. Deerhunter - Why Hasn't Everything Disappeared Already
10. Hiss Golden Messenger - Terms of Surrender
From the Desk of Code’s Pal Jon Wotman
Artists spend an entire career and oceans of money in an effort to *shimmer.* I Wonder: shrug, yeah I shimmer so what. It’s not hard.
-This, and the lines below, taken from an imagined documentary called “'I Wonder' Speaks”
Somehow, despite the fact that in its initial release the recording sounds like a construction project nailed hastily in a tin lean-to (and the hammering was also included in the mix)... I Wonder: you take ecstasy and it’s not like everything drops away clean. There’s blood in there, there’s all the memory and old feelings and shit in your brain that that drugs have to sweep out and they don’t want to leave. It’s messy and I made it messy on purpose. You wanna make something really good, it’s got to feel messy even if it’s got the 90 degree bones of a skyscraper underneath. [Handclap.] It’s not hard.
“When I look over my shoulder, I know who’ll be on the other side” effortlessly combines gesture, solidity, and faith in what must be the most romantic line of the decade. I Wonder: Everyone thinks writing about this stuff is hard. It’s not.
“… and things’ll get trashy when we get to my place… “ presents sex as both without forethought and deeply premeditated, but, in both cases, without judgement… it’s the most erotic line of the decade. I Wonder: I’m not punning. No fucking way. And shame on your for putting me in this position. There’s some judgment for you.
Any closing thoughts? I Wonder: Y’know.
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Fuck you, these are fun to do!
I mean, has some questions that are the same as was in the last one but I actually enjoy doing these. Even if no one were to read them!
1. 19
2. 167
3. Libra
4. Really don’t care about religions.
5. I’ll support whatever political party that supports everyone. Thinks nobody should be discriminated, everyone should have the same rights and so forth.
6. Ass.
7. Propably like, IT stuffs.
8. Pan(da)sexual.
9. PC.
10. -shrug-
11. Like, 4 I think.
12. Yes
13.
14. I mean, propably.
15. Don’t especially watch cartoons.
16. What is HS? Hearthstone? No, propably not. Hold on, I’ll Google it! Ohh, it’s like, High School! Okay, so, lower grades I had some mocking nicknames because of like people bullied me. In HS I was anxious and mostly was alone, so didn’t really get any nicknames.
17. I drive Peugeot 206. At work I drive Volkswagen Polo, Ford Focus and Opel Vivaro.
18. I have a bit too small T-shirt, pantsu, very fluffy socks that are making my feet like, so sweaty and college pants.
19. Not really. They are very annoying. Judgemental, not developed brain, all that.
20. Propably somewhere where I could fix all my stupid mistakes.
21. Like, dude, I barely know where I am from, don’t even get me started about my ancestry.
22. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q59ubjqpGO8
23. Zootopia, I think.
24. I remember crying but I can’t remember any specific reason for it.
25. I can’t think forward to future. I can barely think what I’ll do tomorrow, so, like, I propably tought I’d be succesfull and all that. Oh 9 year old me how I’ve dissapointed you.
26. Oh, I wouldn’t think they’d be especially proud of a depressed confused blob.
27. -shrug-
28. Finding the right words for this is quite difficult. No, I do not like Trump. I hate him. Hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, h̴ate͞,̕ h͞a͘t͝҉e,́͠ h̢͢a̴҉̢͜͡t̵̷̡͞e̸,̴͜ !
29. THICC
30. Northernlion, Jerma985, me ;3 .
31. Overwatch mostly, I should get back at finishing Metal Gear Solid 5, NieR:Automata and few other games too.
32. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hu8wjB3xuX4
33. Have no goals.
34. I don’t know how I would like to die, but I have a plan how I would do it myself. I would basically just get strangled somehow.
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@kikoloureirosdeliveryservice tagged me so here
THE LAST:
1. Drink: water
2. Phone call: The bike store lol 3. Text message: This dude I do Pokemon Go raids with lmao
4. Song you listened to: The God Particle by Allegaeon 5. Time you cried: Uuuhhh no clue lmao
HAVE YOU:
6. Dated someone twice: I date Emily all the time!
7. Kissed someone and regretted it: I don't think so lmao
8. Been cheated on: Nope as far as ik lol
9. Lost someone special: My cat :/
10. Been depressed: Lmaooo yea hella
11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: Ew no never drunk
LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Black!
13. Blood red
14. Turquoise
IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. Made new friends: I think so? Maybe? Maybe not? Lmao
16. Fallen out of love: Nein just keep fallin in deeper with the girl of my dreams 17. Laughed until you cried: Yes at one of my own jokes at some point lmao
18. Found out someone was talking about you: No one talks about me
19. Met someone who changed you: Uh no i don't think so
20. Found out who your friends are: What does this question even MEAN
21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: Ew no only Em for moi
GENERAL:
22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: I mean, I've known the vast majority irl at some point or another, I just don't anymore lmao
23. Do you have any pets:A fuckin jackass of a cat I love him so much yes
24. Do you want to change your name: Nope
25. What did you do for your last Birthday: I have no fucking clue I just know I got my guitar a few weeks later lol
26. What time did you wake up: Around 10
27. What were you doing at midnight last night: I'm pretty sure Em was stillhere and we were playing Mario Kart i think
28. Name something you can’t wait for: The Slayer/Lamb of God/Behemoth gig on tuesday and Arch Enemy's new album
29. When was the last time you saw your mom: Around 2 weeks ago
30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: Honestly? I wish I had any kind of druve in me to succeed or do literally anything.
31. What are you listening right now: My dumbass cat chewing at my shit
32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Uuhh… maybe?
33. Something that is getting on your nerves: Tyranitars
34. Most visited Website: This one, unsurprisingly
LOST QUESTIONS. (I JUST PUT IN RANDOM INFO ABOUT ME)
35. Mole/s: I don't think so
36. Mark/s: Scars here and there, some birthmarks and whatnot
37. Childhood dream: Paleontologist lmao. Then wildlife biologist. Then guitarist
38. Haircolor: Dark brown/black
39. Long or short hair: longish
40. Do you have a crush on someone: Boy golly do I
41. What do you like about yourself: My height, my hair, my puns, my hands, my skintone and my girl
42. Piercings: Zilch
43. Bloodtype: O- or + i can't recall
44. Nickname: Fucking dumbass, bitch
45. Relationship status: Hella involved w the girl of my dreams
46. Zodiac: Caprisun
47. Pronouns: Bitch usually does the trick
48. Favorite TV Show: Uuh, Parks n Rec, Top Gear, Orange is the New Black
49. Tattoos: Not yet
50. Right or left hand: Righttyy
51. Surgery: Not fucked up THAT bad yet
52. Hair dyed in different color: Nein
53. Sport: Biking around in Pokémon Go
55. Vacation: Well we just got back from Mexico ig that counts
56. Pair of trainers: Well, the circle of Pokémon trainers i know right now is around 5 I guess?
MORE GENERAL:
57. Eating: Nada
58. Drinking: Water
59. I’m about to: Go to sleep lmaoo
61. Waiting for: Death
62. Want: Cuddles
63. Get married: At some point, sure.
64. Career: Raccoon
WHICH IS BETTER:
65. Hugs or kisses: Hugs!
66. Lips or eyes: Eyes
67. Shorter or taller: SHORTER. I MUST BE THE TALLEST!!
68. Older or younger: Idgaf lol but Em's older than me
70. Nice arms or nice stomach: TUMMY
71. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive
72. Hook up or relationship: relationship all da way
73. Troublemaker or hesitant: BOTH lmaooo
HAVE YOU EVER:
74. Kissed a stranger: Oh goodness no
75. Drank hard liquor: Tried it yes but not drank it per se
76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: maybe
77. Turned someone down: Uh i think so
78. Sex in the first date: How about sex after like a year of knowing each other and half of one of dating that sounds better
79. Broken someone’s heart: Kind of lol
80. Had your heart broken: Have I? Idk I don't think so
81. Been arrested: Not yet lmao
82. Cried when someone died: My cat :/
83. Fallen for a friend: Twice
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
84. Yourself: Nope
85. Miracles: Eh, not really
86. Love at first sight: Haha no
87. Santa Claus: No just Satan Claus
88. Kiss on the first date: Eeeehhhhhg. Nope.
89. Angels: Just the one I'm in love with
OTHER:
90. Current best friends name: Emily!!
91. Eyecolor: Dark brown
92. Favorite movie: Jurassic Park, Alien and How to Train Your Dragon
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