#Faxa tag

[sparkles-and-trash]

I am absolutely devastated.

With another diagnosis more severe than I could have predicted on my record, and Faxa herself is clearly not getting what she needs from me right now. 

Having to make decisions like these are the worst part of owning animals. But their needs come first.

Here’s hoping I can find her the person and home she deserves.

my heart is broken beyond repair right now, losing another horse I love so much in such a short timespan is just too much

also

when it comes to posting on here in times like these I’ll either be on all the time and post like hell, or not at all, idk yet

[sparkles-and-trash]

Icon & portrait commissions open!

I’m taking over a horse in need of a home this week, and with me being chronically ill and me working freelance, esp during covid, money is tight right now, so I’m opening commissions!

1 icon/portrait = 20$

2 icons/portraits = 35$

5 icons/portraits = 60$

paypal only, contact me through DM’s to order!

Characters, OC’s and anthro’s welcome, but I’m not experienced with furries, so that’s a no-go!

examples:

reblogs are very much appreciated <3

[sparkles-and-trash]

just me and my lil’ friends 💞✨

yes the kid is a better rider than me, no I’m not afraid to admit that, that kid was practically born on horseback and has no fear and hella compassion!

[sparkles-and-trash]

my Christmas Tree is decorated and... I love it? 💞💫🎄

my fav new ornamates 💫🦄❄️

bonus pics of my floofy gurl as we cooled of I’m the frosty woods after a great workout today!

[sparkles-and-trash]

tiny, wet and tired babie after a hard, but fun hack in the drizzle with climbing, meeting lots of people and seeing a new part of the woods for the first time!

she’s so brave, good, funny, full of attitude and personality, I love her with all that I am, and will fight to the death to keep her with me, and making sure she’s living her best life; she deserves that <3

[sparkles-and-trash]

contract signed, no more fosterhomes, no more uncertain future, just love, friendship, adventure and acceptance 💞

my forever girl 💖💞

[sparkles-and-trash]

I’ve been an equestrian for 15 years and never, not once, have I seen a horse managing to mess their face up like this???

she was so proud too, look at her posing

kinda managed to clean her up, but only kinda 🙄

anyways I’m kinda sad today so I’m gonna watch Julie and the Phantoms again and write my little heart out, peace

[sparkles-and-trash]

What is wrong or happened? :O

It’s a long story, but the short version is that I have a lot of health issues, but I was doing better this summer and took over a young rescue horse, I’ve had horses all my life but my previous one died last May, and she is like, the best horse ever, I love her, but she’s so young and is quite a handful at times, and recently my health got really bad, a whole new issue, and I’m really scared of not being able to give her the exercise and attention she needs!

For now my best friend is helping me out, while I’m still figuring out my newest health issue, maybe it’s more treatable than we suspect, but if not, I have some very hard decisions to make, because I REALLY don’t want to re-home my horsie, but her needs has to come first!

Thanks for asking, and sorry for the long answer! <3

[sparkles-and-trash]

two more days until she comes home!!

TWO MORE DAYS, I CANNOT WAIT

Starting over with such a young horse is such an exciting and scary thing at the same time ahhh, but at this point I feel like a 10 y/o about to get their first pony, I’m so excited!!!

[sparkles-and-trash]

horses are seriously just big, silly dogs who’d love to sit in your lap ~

...or at least, this one is!

[sparkles-and-trash]

So I signed the contract for Faxa today, and four hours later they call from the stable because something’s wrong.

Just my fucking luck, guys.

Queue panicattack, tears and old trauma from last year as I drive like a maniac to the stable!

After a few hours of walking around in the rain, checking her temperature, cuddles and healthy snacks, she seemed normal and good, which is great, but damn I am still worried!

BUT, she seems better now, so I’m praying to all the gods and godesses I have faith in, and now I need a warm shower, some food and sleep, before I go back early tomorrow!

If you have any good vibes to spare, please consider sending them our way <3

[sparkles-and-trash]

very merry from me and my girls ♥️✨🎄

kissus all around 🥺💞

get you someone that looks at you the way I look at Faxa 😂✨♥️