#Get-AdUser

[things-arent-what-they-seem66]

((⚠️Tw: Aduse ⚠️))

What if Adam dealt with abuse in the garden? Everything was pretty new, so many even the angels didn't know how to act with the humans.

Adam was always excited about his task of naming every animal, but sometimes, he liked to just enjoy his time in the garden. Just relax and spend time with the animals he loves.

But, maybe he stopped doing that so often after Sera flew down and saw him just lying in a field with the horses. She was fine with him until she found out he wasn't even halfway through naming the animals.

She slaps him a few times, leaving a deep bruise on his face. He's never felt pain before, so he quickly crawled backwards, away from Sera but the Seraphim kept getting closer, reminding him of his tast and how he's letting down not only the garden, but also Heaven.

Adam dreads seeing Sera or any of the angels. He's able to play off his fear and keep to himself. That was until a random angel was walking next to Adam and stood in a mud puddle. They weren't happy and scolded Adam for not warning them about it. He goes to cover his face, but the angel grabs his wrists and pulls them away, and quickly hits him a couple of times.

He watched the angel fly away in a huff. He didn't get the big deal. It had just rained in Eden, didn't angels know what happens when. Water mixes with dirt?

Lucifer eventually pulls away from Adam as he starts getting distant and closed off. He doesn't want to risk doing anything to make Lucifer mad.

He's never seen the archangel angry, but as the days went on, Adam wouldn't hug him, or his smile was more forced. He was afraid Luci would punish him like the other angels. And he doesn't know how he would handle his sweet angel hurting him. He hates the pain so much.

Lilith, on the other hand, is more aware of what is happening, but it annoys her that Adam wouldn't stand up for himself.

She screamed bloody murder at the first- and only angel to cause her pain, and they never did it again.

But Adam was more scared and wanted the angels' love, not hate.

-

Lilith: I don't get you sometimes.

Adam: Me? Why?

Lilith: ...Seriously? They constantly hurt you, even over things that aren't your fault, and you just let them. Fight back, Adam! They have no right to come down here and do that!

Adam wrapped his arms around himself: T-They have every right, Lily. Their... you know. Important.

Lilith: ...Important? And you're not?

Adam: Not as much as-.

Lilith: Am I not important?

Adam: You... you're important. You're e-everthing to me.

Lilith glared: They hurt me, Adam. What will you do about it?

Adam's eyes widened: They what? When? Why? Why didn't you say anything-?

Lilith growled as Adam came over and started fussing over her and checking her for wounds. She slapped his hand away, making him squeak and take a step back.

Lilith: See? You won't even fight for me! What will it take, Adam?! For you to fight back?! To stop them from doing this?! From hurting you?!

Adam: I... L-Lily, I deserved it-.

He freezes as Lilith hits him: Did you deserve that?

Adam: I-I... y-yes-.

She wacks him again and again, asking him if he deserves it. Adam starts to panic as Lilith keeps hitting him, her nails scratched at the skin on his face, neck and chest.

Without thinking and letting his panic fully take over, he pushes her away from him, and she smacks into a tree, her shoulder and hip getting grazed by the bark.

Adam: N-No, I'm sorry- I'm so sorry, Lily-! I didn't mean to- are you okay?

Lilith glared: You're pathetic, Adam.

He rubs his face as he watches Lilith walk off deeper into Eden.

-

The next time he sees her, she's with Lucifer. But Adam runs when Lucifer's eyes land on him, and he has the same look as the other angels. He looked furious, and that terrified Adam. He didn't want his angel to hurt him, even though he deserved it for hurting Lilith.

-

Each time he saw Lucifer after that, he hurt him. Maybe not physically, but mentally. Each jab at the meeting table, each time he touched or kissed Lilith.

But what really hurt Adam was when Lucifer mentioned his new baby in passing. Sera giving a half passed congratulations. Adam smiled when he heard they had a daughter. He loves his daughters, so he knew they were going to love theirs.

He made sure to keep his smile small so his mask wouldn't read and display it.

-

The only time his angel physically hurt him was when he was beating him into the ground of the Pride Ring. He hurt him like every other angel, but Adam didn't understand why he felt more pain this time. Was it the fact it was Lucifer? Or was it because Adam realised he was going to die before getting his angel back?

My fucking heart 💔💔💔💔

[your-favourite-yapper]

hi. opinion on toxic/adusive tedromeda? (Ted tonks x Andromeda black)

HIII ok so my vision of them is minda df ?? Like both of them are toxic to me anyways here u go

so

Andromeda was supposed to be the good one the nice one the one who escaped but what everyone forgets is that she is still a black and you cannot outbreed that level of toxicity in one generation unfortunately

Sshe looks at the mess that is her family and goes "ew gross disgusting get it away from me!" and then proceeds to spend the next five years actively recreating it in her own relationship bc she has zero healthy relationship models..... classic andromeda moment

And then teres ted whos what happens when you give a middle-class boy a taste of power ( by power i mean the attention of a girl who was raised in a house where affection was conditional.) he sees the way andromeda clings to him like he is oxygen and he likes it bc in his head he is the hero here he is the noble mudblood who saved her from her evil racist family and if that means she owes him a little bit of loyalty a little bit of obedience a little bit of herself then like. that's only fair right?

Andromeda lets him think that bc shes played these games b4 bc she grew up in a house where love was just another form of control so she adapts and learns to feed ted’s savior complex the same way she learned to feed her parents’ expectations. she lets him think he's the one in charge bc at the end of the day that means she is the one in control (she’s not..none of them r)

And at first it’s fun bc toxic relationships are fun when you’re young and hot and in love and andromeda is so good at pushing his buttons she insults him for everything his accent his background his stupid muggle clothes and ted eats it up bc he knows if she were really like her family she wouldn't be here so obviously this is just how she shows affection right? right??????

But then it stops being fun bc andromeda isn’t just pretending to be cruel she just is and ted isn’t stupid he starts to realize that the andromeda he fell for is not actually real that she is just a collection of survival tactics wrapped in expensive silk and charm and by the time he really sees her it is too fucking late

But neither of them leave. bc ....idk man ted needs to be needed and andromeda needs to be wanted and at the end of the day what’s a little mutual destruction between lovers?

They will be married for years before they realize that this was never love it was just two people desperately trying to fill the void inside themselves with each other and failing spectacularly but by then it will be too late bc they will have a child and a house and a life together and andromeda will wake up one morning and look at ted and think you are the worst thing that has ever happened to me and she will get up and make breakfast anyway bc that is what shes supp 2 do.

But it’s fine it’s fine bc at the end of the day at least she is not her mother right?

right????????

[ask-steve-cobs-parents-au]

oh my.. I can't help but notice you seem a bit beat up are you alright?

Also I didn't exactly do anything to aswell get death threats.

-🖋️ B.P

“Don’t worry I’m find, after our argument, we started to fight, like an actual fight.”

“But anyways, I just like threatened or being rude to people,”

“Just like I was being rude, and was being adusive to your husband, when he was young.”

Maize.

[nani-nonny]

Okay I HATE HOW WHEN AM DONE READING A CHAPTER OF YOURS AND WANNA KUDO IT, IT SAYS THAT I ALREADY DID, YPU DON'T UNDERSTAND I WANT AND NEED TO KUDO MORE OF YOUR WORK!!!

Ch 17 was oh my god *chef kiss* i would kiss this chapter if it was a book!

The first Paragraph was a great info and i love; of course when leo wants to be alone he would go places he knows his family can't find him and the older he gets he not only can hide better BUT HE KNOWS OTHER PEOPLE'S HIDING SPOTS!! Like imagine; an young adult with some problems was in an area but vanished - let's say park - leo can think of where this young adult can hide!!✨✨

But all of this hard thinking wasn't needed as leo was behind a couch - big bruh - and he joined the train but very late on " i want to spend my time with big blue as my father figure " is both awe and funny.

A soap opera marathon is something i think good because i don't know much about soap opera but it's hella long and above that Spanish?! Yeah that would be difficult for me buddy.

April pointing out that big blue is like Jupiter jim is so beautiful - despite the fact that i HATE HIM - but still adorable, and he offered to take blue to see his older brothers and sister!! That's a great treat, now i wonder if other siblings can see the older ver of them or not somehow, someway...

BAM! Little blue enters the big blue core chat and meet his older siblings, seeing older April is THE BEST because god we need more big sis April!! Then mikey pull him like how a puppeteer catch a puppet and PULL his shell into the group pile LOL. (It would be funny imagine how the little turtles fight older mikey and he just tie them around chains and just throw them left and right XD)

Then here comes big raph AND HE'S BIGGER THAN LIFE ITSELF!! Awwwww seeing how baby blue go and try to hug him 🥺🥺🥺

Then comes Donnie... Oh Donnie the " not nice and more mean Donnie " LOL

He just picked him up, dropped few words before " okay am done with him " LMFAOO and mikey calling him " rude goods " XD

And the adusity of playing volleyball while big blue is SLEEPING!! Ahahaha it's like some loading screen or when you wait in elevator to reach your floor, and mikey just turned leo's core into sims 4 XDDD

I can't wait to see leo's react from " you're the turtle's dad now!! " more then anything!!✨✨✨✨

aksjakshak it’s fine just one kudo is more than enough :))))))

vvvvvv

Leo being an unpredictable person in his family and able to predict what said family are doing down to a T really gets my brain going. It’s such an interesting concept that is so bittersweet in context.

You can’t leave little blue out of the peepaw itinerary lolll he’s the first of the brothers to witness the peepaw in action

The soap opera marathon will definitely be a doozy for me to write… if I planned to write it out but I won’t. Mainly to save time so that we dont get lost in the story and dive into the marathon with them (/j) but because it’ll be a pain in the ass to write. It’ll just be a time skip to the aftermath where they’ve accumulated weeks of stank /hj

April mentioning Little Blue’s childlike wonder to how he viewed Jupiter Jim made my heart warm :) and of course she doesn’t mean the way Jupiter Jim had treated them irl but to the excitement of their eyes locked on the screen watching all Jupiter Jim movies

(And we’ll have to see what happens in the future of this story in terms of the past turtles meeting the future turtles)

Raphael being the biggest, warmest, cuddliest teddy bear and so full of love but then there’s Donatello and Michelangelo being the “uncle figure that have a favorite and that one child is not the favorite” /j and really harnessing that “I will tolerate you for this amount of time but if you exceed that time then you can only blame yourself” /j

The future turtles playing volleyball makes me laugh a little too much because they have to do something while Leonardo is sleeping.

We’ll have to see where we go from here on hahah! Thank you for reading <3333

[fuck-you-official]

Fuck my parents. My mom fucking downplays and shits on my interests even to this day and using the "we come from a family of hoarders" cards everytime im even slightly interested in a physical item, like bitch you cant say shit i know what my old room looks like now. Bitch cant take the fact i genuinely enjoy shit and is actually organized and barely has any physical possessions anymore (yeah thanks for that bitch hope that 2k from selling my things easily worth bout 100k (had alot of collectors stuff like figures from the 80s in box perfect condition) was fucking worth it). Fuck my dad for barely being there giving me a shit ton of issues with my ethnicity and how disconnected i am from it. And dont get me start on how much emotional and financial aduse he put mother and in turn me through. Hope all those years deployed where fun for him, hope those years desperately trying to stay away from his wife and in turn his kid were fucking worth it.

Oh and fuck my mother's mom for putting the weight of fixing my mom's alcoholism on me, a fucking 10-17 year old at the time. Really fucked me up good. I think its telling when three therapists drop me cuz they think im a lost cause cuz of how bad my family has fucking fucked me over

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[fernstarsblog]

Some ashpool facts

-is always seen with his eye shadow on but where times he doesn't wear it is at night and early morning

-favorites flowers are tuilps especially purple ones

-is originally daddyclan cat but left after getting his warrior name

-hates being called gay just because of his feminine appreance

-love kits and would love to have kits with his future mate one day

-never get angry unless it's with adusive/neglectful parents

-favorite color is ocean blue

-is surprising single and never been in a relationship in clan of divorced lesbians

-have lot of friends

-real sweetheart

[strawberry-tv]

strawberrys thoughts >:3 also a long rant qwq

TW:TALK ABOUT ABUSE/BAD STUFF LIKE THAT AND HOW IT TOO COMMONLY ROMANTICIZED IN MEDIA AND CW?:TALKING ABOUT CRINGE AND SHIPPING(that all i cans think of :3)

I believe in do what you want online as long as it doesnt hurt you or others be as cringe as you want while staying safe make that cringe fanfic,drawing or post, get that tattoo do your makeup the way you want even if it seems cringe ship that ship even if it considered cringe or disliked in it fandom as long as you arent hurting anyone and it not normalizing/romantizing bad stuff it okay in my thoughts :3

Anyways

Lets talk about the somewhat romantialization(is that even the right word? qwq) and somewhat normaliztion of abuse/harmful things in media(normally books) that is normally ignored when talked about how fiction affects reality also this is all my thoughts and going to drop the emoticons :[

If we want a way of showing how fiction can affect reality, it is best to look at most romances. Media abuse or predatory relationships are sadly way too commonly seen as romantic, which has caused them to become normalized and seen as desirable or hot. Yes, you may not want said relationship, but you are still romanticizing it. Am I saying people who read or watch these TV shows are the devil? No, do I think the maker is? No, but yes, kind of? I find them actively in a way normalize extremely horrible things, and trying to pass it off as lovely, dovey, and oh so romantic is horrible when it shows them abusing their partner or stalking said love interest, or shows us an age gap that may be legal but is morally wrong, or it just straight up up illegal, and no, it doesn't matter if it's 17x14; it's still creepy. one has just started high school and the other one is about to finish it and one of the worst case of this type of stuff is in romance books that shows straight up abuse and no no stuff happening and it being passed off as "romantic" and "s*xy" and seemed to normally be seen the same way from most readers and it not seen as bad in the writing nor is it ever writen where whats happening is actally not romantizing it and the few that may have a person fight for the love interest that person is shown as insane and getting between 2 love birds or if the love interest staying up for themselves they are victim blamed and their aduser is babied by the characters i also hate how stalking protracted in some media and making it seem "cutesy" or "romantic" when it not nor should it be viewed like that ,producer/maker and most of the fans do as well and fans ether ignore it or defend it with victim blaming or by babying the abuser i am so tried of people not ever talking about this when talking about whether or not fiction affects reality as this shows how fiction can affect reality in it purest form also sorry if this sounds like me just repeating myself so I will stop here though might come back to this subject someday and probably if asked will make a posts for videos to watch if you want a deep dive on this.

(i recommend looking for videos about this as it will probably be able to go in depth about this topic :3)

I dont hate proshippers/profiction nor do i hate antis or am i anti anti

me and tv share morals in believing that “Your right to swing your arms ends just where the other man’s nose begins.” and  It means that the freedom to exercise one's rights ends at the point at which the exercise of that right harms another.(gots this from googles UWU)

-🐶🍓

[it-system-engineer]

AD Last Logon Bilgisi

AD Last Logon Bilgisi

Merhaba, bu yazımda sizlere AD Last Logon bilgisini nasıl çekeceğinizi kısaca anlatacağım. Bunun için AD üzerinde Attribute Editor diyerek last logon kısmına bakabilirsiniz. Powershell kullanarak son oturum açma bilgisini almak için aşağıdaki komutu kullanabilirsiniz. Get-ADUser -Filter * -Properties LastLogonDate | Sort-Object -Property LastLogonDate -Descending | Select-Object -Property Name,…

[technocreature]

How exporting User Lists from AD Server with PowerShell Magic

Introduction

This guide helps system administrators handle user data in an Active Directory (AD) Server. It explains how to use PowerShell to export user lists from the AD Server in a simple step-by-step process. With PowerShell cmdlets, administrators can easily get, filter, and export user information without using additional software.

Pre-requisites

Before embarking on the user list export journey, ensure you have the necessary permissions to access the Active Directory and execute PowerShell commands. Additionally, confirm that PowerShell is installed on your system.

How to Install PowerShell on a Windows Server

If you don't have PowerShell installed in your system just follow the below steps and install Powershell features.

- Open the "Server Manager" on your Windows Server. - In the Server Manager dashboard, locate and click "Add roles and features." - In the "Add Roles and Features" Wizard, click "Next" until you reach the "Select features" page. - Scroll down and find "Windows PowerShell" under the "Features" section. - Check the box next to "Windows PowerShell" to select it. - Continue clicking "Next" until you reach the "Install" button. - Click "Install" to start the installation process. - Once the installation is complete, you'll see a confirmation message. - You can now access PowerShell by searching for it in the Start menu or launching it from the taskbar.

Step to export user list and understand the command line

Now we are going to know how to export the AD user list from the domain server and understand the command line of Powershell Understanding Command Line The key to unlocking your user list lies in two powerful PowerShell cmdlets: Get-ADUser: This retrieves user objects from AD, allowing you to select specific users or filter based on criteria. Export-Csv: Transforms the user data into a tidy CSV file, accessible by spreadsheets and analysis tools. Let's assemble your command lineup: Basic Export: Get-ADUser | Export-Csv -Path "C:usersyouadusers.csv" This simple code grabs all users and dumps them into a CSV file named "adusers.csv" on your user directory. However, for targeted operations, we have some handy tricks up our sleeve: Filtering by Specific Users: Get-ADUser-Identity "JohnDoe", "JaneDoe" | Export-Csv -Path "C:usersyoufiltered_users.csv" This command pulls only JohnDoe and JaneDoe, sending them to "filtered_users.csv." Filtering by Criteria: Get-ADUser -Filter * -SearchBase "OU=Marketing,DC=contoso,DC=com" -Properties Name,EmailAddress | Export-Csv -Path "C:usersyoumarketing_users.csv" This code grabs all users from the Marketing OU, retrieves their names and email addresses, and exports them to "marketing_users.csv." Bonus Tip: Customize your exported data by specifying desired properties after Get-ADUser. For example, -Properties Name,LastLogin,City select those specific attributes. Step-by-Step Guide: A Journey through PowerShell Prompts Open PowerShell: Launch the PowerShell application as an administrator from the Start menu. Craft your Export Command: Choose the appropriate combination of Get-ADUser and Export-Csv based on your desired user set and data. Execute the Command: Press Enter and watch PowerShell work its magic, retrieving and formatting your user data. Locate your CSV File: The specified path in your command will guide you to the freshly minted CSV file, ready for further analysis.

Conclusion

In conclusion, using PowerShell to export user lists from an AD Server is a powerful and efficient method for system administrators. This guide provides the necessary skills to retrieve user information easily, simplifying administrative tasks without the need for third-party software. Read the full article

[razumny]

Powershell: Retrieving all properties for a given user object

I was asked to provide an overview of all available properties in an Active Directory user object for an upcoming project. As it turns out, that is very easily accomplished. Unsurprisingly, PowerShell has an applet for this. We use the Get-ADUser applet, with the parameters Identity to identify the user in question and Properties with a wildcard to return all properties.

The query looks…

[pyrokitten]

Ok. So.

I noticed that you people noticed that I re-enabled anon. I turned it on because I felt like you guys were behaving enough to earn it back.

...but now that i'm getting multiple asks about any outer!messengers, I'm starting to guess who u are. -.-

The only outer messenger that's mine mine is my outerfell. The other outer messenger belongs to @chattier80.

So basically, since you discovered I secretly turned anon back on, do not abuse it. Again. Or else I'm turning it back off.

Thank you those who are using it for good 💛

[nixie-writes]

Sir pentaous(don't know how to spell that) and adopted daughter!lighting magic!y/n

-used to be raised by her adusive parents before they were killed by a crime gang

-is mini version of her adoptive father

-hate blue but love purple

-she is crushing on cherri bomb kid who is named raspberry bomb

-is practicing her lighting magic to control it

it's spelled Pentious

-your parents were abusive and neglectful. They almost never fed you, they were always high and your clothes were old and tattered. You were used to this, until your parents didn't pay for drugs and were killed by a mafia.

-after your parents were killed you wandered Hell for a little while. As a snake demon you found it easy to get around Hell. You ate what you could and stole money to buy better clothes and food. You were eating one day when a turf war broke out.

-you hid away during the fight, avoiding the cameras catching it. One of the assailants was picked up in a limo and the other one left, claiming to be the winner. Inside a ship was a snake demon who looked a lot like you, hissing at the demon leaving.

-when he turned to fix something in his machine you caught his eye. You were a young snake demon all by yourself in raggedy clothes and eating the cheapest food available. He left his ship and approached you.

-"Excuse me little demon, where are your parents?" He inquired. No child deserved to look like this. You just shrugged. "Dead," you replied casually, turning back to your fries. Pentious dead panned. You seemed like you didn't care that your parents were dead.

-"Well, come with me. I can't leave you out here by yourself, it would weigh on my consciousness," he said, taking you by the hand. You didn't argue or fight back, you really didn't care. Anything was better than your parents.

-you were just like your adoptive father. A snake demon with an interest in machines and inventing. You also had light magic, which intrigued Pentious. He'd never seen light magic before and wanted to see you use it more.

-when he took you shopping for clothes you showed a distaste for blue clothes, opting instead for purple. You picked out a purple shirt with dark purple shorts. Purple suited you well.

-as you lived with your adoptive father you became accustomed to turf wars. During these you met Cherri Bomb, a woman with an affinity to bombs and explosives. You also met her daughter, Raspberry Bomb. You thought she was really pretty and developed a little crush on her.

-you were still harnessing your light power, still being young, but you were improving by the day and Pentious helped where he could, encouraging you to keep practicing. One day you would be very powerful.

[littleoddwriter]

Billy Loomis x male reader who killed his adusive mother

Billy Loomis x Male!Reader | Headcanons

Hey there! Thanks for the request, I hope you like what I've done with it. <3

notes; Male!Reader; Abuse; Abusive Mother; Self-Defence; Murder in Self-Defence; Hurt/Comfort.

Reblogs > Likes. Thank you!

Terrified of what you've done and still trying to comprehend it at all, you run away from the scene and to the only safe space that you'd ever known, which is Billy.

He opens the door to see you standing there, soaked in blood and shaking with a vacant expression; and so he doesn't waste any time, pulls you inside and leads you to his bathroom to clean you up a little and give you some of his own clothes to wear.

Billy only asks what even happened when you look like you've arrived back in reality.

Then, you tell him that you've killed your mother, insisting that it was in self-defence and begging him to not call the police on you.

He quickly shuts you down, wrapping his arms around you tightly and explaining that he's not going to call anybody, unless you ask him to. You're safe with him now and he understands that you had to do it, since he knows about some of the abuse you've experienced at your mother's hand.

All the while, he's trying very hard not to give away that he enjoys killing and has done it before, and that you have nothing to feel bad about; especially since she's had it coming and he had considered murdering her for you anyway.

But he's fairly certain that at the very moment it would only terrify you more if he had told you those things; although he made a mental note to introduce you of the fun side of things, soon. You were already halfway there now, after all.

What you need now, though, is for him to play the role of a good, caring boyfriend and so that's what he does the entire night through and the days afterwards, until you've finally calmed down significantly.

In the background, he gets Stu to help him dump the body and get rid of any evidence so that it can't be traced back to you; even though it was self-defence, he doesn't want you to go through an unnecessary trial.

[averagemental-crisis]

its beyond me how i can go from a sinister creature sitting in solitude, writing a dark story with the main character getting revenge for the torture and mental aduse and manipulate they were subjected to,,, to spinning my phone in rounds like tubbo with a laptop in that one ranboo stream where he was on the string and dressed in black and purple...

[lazywriters-blog]

Omg this is my first ask! I was just thinking about how cringeworthy it was- lol thank you! I um didn't think I would get any asks, so I put up no rules, my bad- yandere content is my specialty! Hope you enjoy! I'm sorry if this is not to your liking-

Warning: Contains mentions of blood, kidnapping, unhealthy relationship, suicidal behaviour, general yandere theme, abusive past. If you find anything said above to be triggering, please refrain from reading.

Oddly edited, apologies for any errors.

'It's quiet now..'

Childe thinks to himself, he hasn't seen you for a couple of hours, after you threw a tantrum and began to hysterically cry, he hasn't.. gotten the chance to see you. He did of course try his hardest to comfort you, sadly enough, you refuse his advances, push him away or sometimes threaten to hurt yourself if he came anyway near you. 'Y/n has gotten very unstable recently.' Childe ponders, staring at your bedroom door, 'I should check up on her.' Unlocking the entrance to your room, for a moment, he is confused at your panicked state.

"What are you doing?" Childe questioned. Approaching you slow and steady, in response to his advance, you back away, childe observes you carefully, your hand tucked away behind your back, your eyes fearfully watching his movements. Childe immediately knew something was amiss.

"What are you hiding y/n?" He firmly asked, his gaze hardening. "Show it to me." He demanded.

"No!" You yelled, tears welling up. "Just leave me alone!!" You violently shouted, "if you come near me I'll kill myself!!" Without hesitation, you hastily press the sharp object to your neck, whilst glaring at childe.

"Y/n put that down. Now."

"I'm going to kill myself, then I won't be so miserable anymore! I'm tired! I can't-"

Before you could manage to severely endanger yourself, childe was already behind you, Grabbing you firmly, he takes the sharp object in his hand, quickly throwing it far away from you. "Let me go!! I don't wanna live anymore! Let me go!!" You cried.

Childe ignoring your cries, quickly checked for any injuries. You had somehow still managed to slightly cut yourself in the process, a couple drops of blood drip down your neck, without giving any second thoughts, he presses his hand onto the injury, hoping to cease the bleeding.

Childe felt angry, yet scared, he doesn't want to say it but it does hurt him, very much. Watching you struggle, trying to escape his clutch so you could get your hands on your only means of protection. Childe just had do it, you've basically forced his hands this time. With little to no thought, he swiftly knocks you out.

Childe had already killed the one who adused you, way long ago, he had never forced you to open up regarding the issue, knowing full well that it might worsen your situation. But he had his ways of knowing, he did wish for you to tell him everything about yourself, although he knew most of it, he still wanted to hear it from you. He did take you to a safer place right after taking care of your abuser. After all that time spend in misery, you are bound to think that dying is the only way of escapism.

Even after everything he's done, you think he's just here to hurt you, pain you. He doesn't want you to think of him that way. He watches you cry, refusing any words of comfort, he wants to help you, but you always push him away. It makes him agitated. Even as he sits by your side, you avoid recognizing his presence.

"Y/n.. please, let me help." He mumbled, gazing at you with a concerning look. "Why won't you just let me die..? I can't bear this pain, I can't do this.." you sob. Hugging your legs closer to your chest, moving away from his touch.

"Please don't say that. I'm here to protect you! I won't let anyone hurt you.!" He replied, his voice laced with desperation. He did not want you to die..

"If you think about hurting yourself again, I might have to take away your hands y/n." He knows he shouldn't say this, but he means it, he will keep you safe at all cost. He won't let you die.

"Please let me help."