#HOWEVER that motherfucker didnt have to be a coward and then come back after fucking me over like what is fucking wrong with you dude
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i wish i could go back in time and be there for myself like jesus christ, i just re-read the letter i sent to someone who literally didn't deserve anything from me and fuuuuck that poor kid needed someone real bad. i love you little me
#me from a year ago is still little me#time truly does heal all wounds i have gained so much perspective and peace after everything#its still so offensive that i have to think of this person and this period of my life at all but its also furthering my determination to#see people for who they really are and not love them so fucking blindly#or desperately rather#in all honesty i wanted something that wasnt there so badly and i projected hardcore onto someone totally unprepared#so it wasnt necessarily one person at fault#HOWEVER that motherfucker didnt have to be a coward and then come back after fucking me over like what is fucking wrong with you dude#well anyways#being young is being stupid and being stupid is often being hurtful me thinks...#at the end of the day i dont regret a single thing#the embarrassment doesnt even matter bc at least i can be honest with myself and in turn honest with others#i think thats a wonderful thing :)#and im starting slowly but surely to transcend the resentment and am getting left with that love i still have#of course im always always going to love him#and id so much rather look back on how beautiful it all was rather than how much i want to hate him#i dont think its fair to either of us#alright thats it LOL
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