#Haven't been here in awhile

[nostalgiedromer]

Participating in this thing

[gcneral]

woof

[nebuladreamz]

A little different than last year's, but here we are again. To say that this past year hasn't been absolutely wild would be a lie, cause HOLY SHIT MAN

This year's birthday is. A little different for me, but you already have the silly comic to show that so I won't make like a broken record oops

But, despite the changes and hills that life's decided I should climb or throw at, it hasn't changed the fact that I'm so genuinely fucking thankful to the people that I've known since joining this fandom. I'm not even kidding when I say that being here has actually changed my life for the better. I know I said something similar last year, but this time, hoo boy it sure turned up the AMP and test how far I could go.

So, to everyone, both new and old; thank you for being here :D

@garbagechocolate @darkxsoulzyx @smoljeanius @bunmuffin @skizabaa

@tuzesdays @sleepykas @fernzwing @kandidandi @starsketchez

@just-a-drawing-bean @notdysfunk @ilsole @amberluvsbugs @cloudyvoid

@nomsthecat @alfinefalf @nosleepygay @theblog-with-thestuff

@cacaocheri

(Edit: ty kibbits for informing me of the. Fuck ass tagging system)

AND TAGGING OTHERS BECAUSE. POINTS. BONKS WITH HEAD. GETTING TO EITHER INTERACT OR TALK OR WHATEVER IS ALWAYS A DELIGHT

@ohno-the-sun @kibbits @ink-yy @saltyfryz @kaprisvn

@hierba-picante @sunny-sophies-garden @cookiiemancer @sneeblbop @justaduckarts

@pepethehumanz @crystalmagpie447 @woolysstuff @mocha-illustrates @duhsty1

@sanchensky @pillowspace @victarin @witherfide

[I DEFINITELY GOT SONAS WRONG AND THESE AREN'T ALL THE SILLY PEOPLE I KNOW BUT IM SITTING HERE AT 2:30 IN THE MORNING JUST KNOW YOU'RE THERE IN SPIRIT HANDING YOU ALL POPTARTS WAUGH]

[yyuuraii]

your honor I miss them

[bloodhoundsonlyfans]

im actually sobbing

[climbdraws]

put together some more oopsie sticker bags - 20 flawed stickers, 1" - 4", no duplicates

x - here

[madowperle]

The BFF's house.

[suddencolds]

personal //

[ripeteeth]

If you're following me here and did not originally follow me on twitter (rip), then please know that I'm a problematic disaster rat into dead doves, messy dynamics, and bad vibes. If that ain't your thing, then please feel free to block or unfollow and focus on curating your own experience.

[yuseirra]

Josua children of the rune -demonic-

[amplifyingtrace]

{ I really hate to ask for help and or bother anyone, but if anyone is interested in commissioning me please check out my post here please and thank you. If your unable to donate please boost this thank you

To save my kitty son Edward

[causticsunshine]

wanted to share the sentiment here too but didn't feel like rewriting the whole thing lmao so here are some Thoughts i had last night on twt regarding my weird relationship with my art whilst being in fandom:

i know i've definitely talked about this kind of thing in the past but it's been a very recent development that i actually understand what's been going on with me and why i've picked up this habit of letting a fandom i'm in / a piece of media i'm really into fully dictate my creative drive. like, just because i'm very interested or invested in something, it doesn't mean i necessarily feel inspired by it or inspired by it for the duration that it holds my interest, and forcing myself to create relative art or fic or what have you for the vested interest(s) has both dampened my desire to be creative as well as my imagination. i know a lot of people can be super into something or a few random things at once and that can keep them going for ages without them running out of ideas, but in my case, things that hold my interest aren't always synonymous with my creativity and i'm just now learning that despite how obvious it seems!

i also imagine i'm not the only person who functions like this but i personally haven't seen it spoken about very often (if it even needs to idk), so i wanted to bring it up / talk about it a little bit :)

[daz4i]

in my "dad on vacation" era

[junibugs]

hi guys i'm absolutely so embarrassed and ashamed to be asking this, but if you could send me anything, any amount of money to help pay for summer classes i have to take and payments i have to make for for physical health, i will be so astronomically grateful. i've had a long journey with different health problems and doctors appointments, and course payments (which some of you know the history of) and my spendings are running very very low where it's very hard to sustain myself, my health, and my education.

struggles economically and financially are so very real and sometimes they're so hard to seek help for because of the embarrassment that comes with it. i would never ask for anything if i didn't need it for my health or education. i would never resort to this if i didn't think it was one of the only options i had left.

your most valuable donation to me is support and kind words, but of course if you could give anything i would be beyond grateful.

my venmo is @marawrs, and if any other method works better for you please let me know. i am so grateful for all of you and all the support you have shown me over the years. i will forever be thankful for all of you.

[keymintt]

♫?

Kakusei- Superfly

none of this song is in english but it's a banger

Plenty- Aeseaes

a coronation, a beheading from the funeral to the wedding do you think they care where the crown goes?

Soldier, Poet, King- The Oh Hellos

there will come a poet whose weapon is his word he will slay you with his tongue

The Edge- Panicland

remember when i said that i would "never forget you"? now I'm really hoping i was wrong

Tusk- Fleetwood Mac

the lyrics are eh, i'm here for the fucking marching band in this song

[realmforged]

how long has it been......? what if i made a return? after many moons