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HOW TO PIN YOUR INSECTS:
Position limbs into desired arrangement and pin in place
Maintain eye contact
Pin should pass through the center of the thorax
Move slowly; lest the divine light leak out along with the ichor
Wait for the embers to die.
Wait for the embers to reignite.
#Ultrakill#V1#V1 Ultrakill#Gabriel Ultrakill#Gabv1el#Insects#Disclaimer. Not actual insect pinning advice. If that wasn't obvious from the start.#Cw:#Blood#Should I tag this animal death. Maybe? Hell if I know#Hm. I think I'll leave it at#Ask to tag#Just in general.#Don't ask me to put this in the ship tag though I'm not doing it (if I tag it ship know it was a moment of weakness... Joking.)#Anyway I don't want to talk about how long this took. Fuck's sake. This is like the third attempt at this concept#The first one I just didn't vibe with and the second you couldn't see the pins well enough (I would say it was also too horny-looking but.)#(but so is this one. As told to my by my peer reviewer. And by that I mean my friend I sent the sketch to and they said-#''I don't see how your other sketch could possibly be worse than this''. Thank you for the encouragement. I'll add more bloodlust next time#EDIT: FIXED A MISTAKE THAT WAS BOTHERING ME#EDIT 2: I caved. It's in the ship tag now.
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after two years i finally draw the favorite
#my art#still learning honestly. idk how to explain it but some medias youre so fixated on and obsessed with u instantly want to draw everyone#for me dunmeshi has always been the opposite. series and characters i enjoy sm i cannot bring myself to pick up a pencil#for some reason. it got a lot worse once the anime started airing idk. simply forcing myself to get some of my energy out. in a way#dunmeshi#dungeon meshi#thistle#dunmeshi thistle#thistle dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#>_< series i was into since late 2021. yet u wouldnt know that unless u follow my side twitter account. sowwy ig#i do this with a lot of franchises honestly. cannot bring myself to draw even if i think abt the characters constantly. ie skip to loafer#u will nvr catch me calling this guy sissel sorry. save that name for Mr. Ghost Trick. another thing i. also. dnt talk abt. which i adore#i need to get better at talking abt and expressing myself for the things that i enjoy. ive been wanting to draw laios for a good#while too but im scared. for some reason. u-u should nvr let a white man do that to me honestly.#for now i'll thistle tho. maybe we will get kabru namari or mithrun next from me >_< i have to talk myself into it#i think the closest way i can explain why i cannot bring myself to draw for some series is that i dnt want to mess up somehow#like 'ilu so much [character] what if i cnt draw u the way u deserve even tho i love u sm what if its not enough.' <- leaves it to sm1 else#tbh [scratches head] i prefer the version with less coloring ^-^ but i realize the one thats more colored would get more eyes on it... hm
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*checking the milgram tag* wow kotoko stans are really going through it
#idk if im gonna listen to everything bc i kinda want to wait for the mv#though i think i can check streaming heart out#but.. ahahahaha...#okay i'll say this i'm gonna be honest i'm a guilty voter i have my reasons but i really was okay with her turning out to be inno#but from what i'm reading. hm. should i let the gay instincts win#also i still think me telling sol and taru about kotoko and everything she did and then all of us going “DAMN SHE'S FINE” is so funny#my moral complex leaving my body when i see a hot woman fr fr#[ 💚 𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐚 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐤𝐬 ]
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Is my discomfort with my boobs gender dysphoria, body dysmorphia, or just a general discomfort with the sensations of having a human body that comes with possible neurodivergency
#ramblings#it's probably all three tbh#it's not severe. like i can live with this. it's fine#but also i generally wish i had a flatter chest#every time i imagine myself in my head i see myself with a flatter chest#but like do i wanna go through the trouble of getting rid of them entirely#or should i just try getting a binder or something#or should i just. leave things as they are#idfk#i don't think top surgery would be an option bc money and. i'm scared of surgery honestly#and the recovery looks painful as shit#and like what if i regret it? what if i was wrong and that wasn't the best option for me?#i think i should just try to get a binder or something. just see how that works for me#and contemplate surgery when i'm older and can support myself and am more sure of whether that's right for me or not#also i'm. hesitant to call it anything bc again it's not really that severe#it's like. a thought that occassionally crosses my mind. at least once a day.. and doesn't leave for a while....#hm yeah no maybe it's not as mild as i thought it was actually. wonderful realization to come to in the middle of writing a post#anyways. idk if anyone has any binder recs or anything i'll take 'em#also maybe tips on how to approach my mom abt this?? idk if feels like something i should talk abt with her but idk how to even bring it up
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literally my favorite blog on tumblr. Ur perfect at being Kim Pine and I love the little notes it the tags :3
(^ this is me at you rn)
Thank you so much <333 it seriously means the world to me that people love/like my Kim stuff. AND to know that some of yall actually read my silly little notes
I try to keep her as in character as I can, and I feel I have been largely successful, for the most part. I feel like she comes fairly naturally to me- I only occasionally hit snags,, but usually that's just because I'm high or something and am overcome with the desire to Maximize The Silly shfgkjshjld She's so serious though, usually. I love her <3 I love getting to be her for The People
#im never sure how many of those little notes get read but i love leaving them. little insight into my Unhinged Mind. or my day sometimes#not all of them make it into the final post- sometimes i go ''hm perhaps that is too many notes'' and remove some-- or decide they didn't +#+need to be there for whatever reason. but yeah i like leaving them for people#ooc#txt#asks#anon#im like one unhinged moment away from making ANOTHER kim blog one of these days you guys dont even know#((it would be future kim... i want to write about The Goats. I'd /j but I'm not joking. it would be a kimona blog basically sdkjfshj))#((want to live my ''they have goats in the future'' truth and no one should be allowed to stop me))#idk if I'll do that though. I still haven't opened the werewolf kim blog (cause yes that does exist. i've actually given a very big hint at#+the username for it here for people that have ALL the hints... but only two people know about it I think)#((as i write this actually i am. unsure if i explicitly told the second person the username for that one.... for people who didn't receive#+the hints from before or need/want a reminder- I am Genuinely Shocked it wasn't a taken username w the userbase of this site- and it's +#+also a song reference. I feel like it's findable w that :3c ))#but yeah. like i have said in the discord a couple times now: i am she and she is me. I love getting to be Kim here it's great#i love and relate to her a lot. she is deeply beloved
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hebrew is fun except when it's not
#i don't like the gendering of objects but it's not that difficult so I'm fine with learning it#names of numbers are also pretty easy to me#but so much about it sound wrong#זה נחמד פשוט להחליף למקלדת העברית כשאני צריכה tho#but it leaves me with writing halves of posts in gibberish#איןד צקשמד מםאיןמע#zv kt tunr auo scr#one time i was 13 talking to my 15 yo online friends about pronouns in hebrew and they were like#'lol a 13 year old is giving me a lesson in hebrew rn'#and yes i might have gone a bit overboard with my explanations but cmon man#also it's concerning to me how easily biblical references come to me#i think i might just have been raised in a religious Jewish household.#sounds kinda unlikely tho hm#if i talk any more about anything relating to judaism I'll blow up so good night
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#attack plan for tonight. grocery shopping. cooking. finish edits. video games. movie night#attack plan for tomorrow. survive#ungasfhduiasdf watching a movie with my friend in the afternoon and then i need to figure out the evening#i should do cleaning#but i think after she leaves i'll play video games and then cart my ass to a cafe for the evening#fucking pre getting anxious about tomorrow#sunday should be okay too and then im in the fucking homestretch of two weekends after that with plans#🤔 i could also take myself to (another) a movie tomorrow night. hm i might do that#using my blog like a to do list
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so um... HI AGAIN EVERYONE LOL, i am at a very awful dilemma because the thing is,, i have not been in the mood to write genshin lately (despite still playing the game and reading fanfiction from genshin)
and i honestly really want to archive this acc and start a new one (soon, hopefully) but the thing is this is my main blog, so i can't just delete it bc it ends up deleting my private blog which is basically just for all my rbs 💀
so uhh, if anyone has any suggestions as to how i go about this, send em over!
#insert that one taeyang clip#long time no post i suppose#ʬ 📻 talk show#hm although if a lot of people want to see my works up i think i'll post them on ao3 if there was anyone that wanted me to#in regards to some of the stuff i left unfinished like hitch in the scheme#yeah that thing's not going to be touched LOL#i've really fallen out of sagau#so yeah#humblest apologies#i have wips for other fandoms lately but i'll leave it to myself if i want to post them#i'm going to have a lot of free time very soon so i'll see if i can do smth abt that#i am also saying this simply bc i really wanna start anew and be on a blog where it's much easier for me to be less aware??#of the audience i have
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I'm only partially thru ep26 so I know I'll find out when I continue listening tomorrow, but I'm just very very curious how they ended up uh..... writing out.... Tiberius. :T
#ignore me#maddie liveblogs critical role#iirc the yt comments mentioned 27... don't remember if that was his last ep or the first ep without him#I've been hearing about all the past drama but am v curious how they address it in-universe#where I'm at there's some obvious tension w him and everyone but nothing (yet) that points to him permanently leaving the group#... that's not true hm. he mentioned his personal mission thing. he also got majorly chewed out for killing that old lady lol.#but like. is he gonna leave on his own terms? is he forced out? is he gonna die?? I can't tell if I'm gonna be blindsided by this or not#(also pls no spoilers! I'll be listening tomorrow so I'm sure I'll find out)#(but bc I listen to the podcast they leave out all the announcements n stuff so I have no idea if they'll address it outside gameplay)#I've just been thinking about this nonstop since I first heard about the drama lol
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cant wsit to text my boss and b like. so i went back. haha. yeah :")
#logbook#she was like 'you dont have to go back go to these other stores' and yet. here i am. going back. . .#i'll just do hrs at the new store if it sucks. i guess. and then next week i'll do like 3 or 4 days MAX lol.#i need to start applying to jobs and thats not happening with all these hrs. glad someone else is able to do it but i cant.#im hoping bc its bf it wont be bad but. maybe its bf it'll be bad??#anyways im going in at 7. so i got to sleep in an extra 45.#i guess i'll do an 8hr ish. i have the hrs to do that anyways.#ive only done 17 this week 😭 even if i do 2 hrs today and tmrw i'll be fine and under 40.#like im not going against my boss. she DID say to check in with the store and stop by sometimes and i did just.#earlier than she mesnt me to im sure. im hoping if i dont go in til 7 i'll miss some initial bs.#and then over the weekend i'll just do 6hr shifts i think.#my idea is if they piss me off enough i'll just leave. like i tried lol.#i dont know what i'll bring for lunch either. . .hm.
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5 Happy Things
11/11/2022
1. My supervisor at work is just very cool and kind and pretty
2. The brand of cis boys who say they’re super into anime and then when you ask what their favourite anime is they’re like “have you heard of an anime called Naruto?” like yes baby I have and I love that you’re so hyped about this
3. Made a drink for my little sister and she was happy about it
4. Dad drove me to work today because it was raining and I’m a beginner driver and if that’s not love idk what is
5. Downloaded 2 apps and loving them both
#5 happy things#WHY is my supervisor at work so cool i don't understand but i love her#technically i re-downloaded duolingo but it's after literally 4 years of not touching it so it counts HSJOGISDKJ#the other one is bearable the tracking app#i did like an hour or so on duolingo bc my kid cancelled on me but i had a lesson right after so i couldn't like. leave the office#the chinese was too easy which is??? a WACK thing to say. how did my chinese get beyond 'non-existent' i'm so impressed with myself LMAO#bearable is just weirdlyyy fun like. why is it fun to say 'i'm fatigued'. idk but there's a sense of calm where like#you take stock of yourself and think 'hm i think i'm actually okay' and you are! somehow! bc emotions are all in your head???#'calm' wasn't an emotion it was all like 'anxious' 'happy' 'overwhelmed' etc and i was like. i'm usually just. here chilling.#i might put in 'curious' as an emotion as well bc i've been feeling vv curious about so many things lately but i can't ask ANYONE about it#it's so frustrating to have questions that cannot be asked augh!!! i want to ask!!!#even with great friends who i CAN ask questions to i can't ask them THESE questions bc they'll just go like#'huh that's a good question. idk sorry' and i'll be like. is okay but CURIOSITY. NEVERTHELESS.#i want to knowwww thingssss
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arghh w dynamis data center coming out (having my fave dc name and world names!! esp seraph!!) i am even more. ahbjdjhgd. i want to be more active in na dc
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#most filipinos are actually on na too tbh. or elemental still. but i see a lot on na#and i know a lot of people online on na!#funny bcs i've only ever been mostly active on eu and oce#but yeah... i have an alt on dynamis now but i'm in somewhat of a dilemma between my main & alts#i don't want to leave materia until i get a proper pc/vpn but also idk if i do want to even leave#bcs na wld be my biggest choice then but oce is def more chill i feel. but na has the most of stuff i think!#also bcs i want to move elsewhere so oce/jp might not be most ideal but mostly w jp. i think i might go to aus so that's that#so ig it depends on my future tbh. and when i'll get a pc & ffxiv on pc & vpn! bcs currently i play on ps4 and just play on oce#bcs i started on eu and used the free world move for better ping ^^; and the thing is i NEED good ping bcs otherwise#it's a huge bother esp bcs i do raiding :]#i think the best thing to do esp bcs there's not much i can do. best thing to do rn is just let things be#bcs w house & fc i know what to do w that (relinquish to an alt or smth like that) !! tho there's the fact alt leveling takes so long#and so that wld mean i have an alt on all regions aside from my main. so that would be 3 alts that should be up to ENDWALKER...#and only one so far has finished BASE ARR. so yeah </3 :') not to mention college soon and i'm a young student still#so hm yeah ... i'll focus on the present ^____^ aka my chem and filipino hw <//3#i think ultimately i want to be more active on dynamis/na#esp w vpn... but also be very active on oce? bcs i think it's likely i'll go to australia (hopefully)#n then there's my friends on eu! <333 and jp is Yeah too hehe so yes yes yes#so yeah. ultimately between dynamis/materia (na/oce). ig i'll see as time goes by bcs oce is still so small-seeming it kinda sucks ???#wish that dynamis was oce ngl ...... it fits better w the feel of na yeah but i think more people would have been willing to move to oce#but also na suffers from overpopulation so. yeah. but ghsbgjhbdhhgb yeah </3
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tbh i think if i reach 500 followers. i will be forced ( by my own hand ) to finally finish those few reqs from my 50 milestone ^^;
#✩⤻; rambles !#bcs 50 x 10 is 500 and it's like. 50 w another zero added ?? so i'll finally /finally/ get the motiv to finish em bcs what a nice relation#IDK HOW TO EXPLAIN BUT. 50 & 500 <33 HELPPWBAHFBHGBH#and i'll finally be able to put out my milestone event i meant to do ever since valentines / 200-ish followers! :)) helpfeshjgbjg#uh ... w that tho ... hm. hm. also the breakfast matchups ><#i'll prioritize the ones off anon and for ppl who follow me or are still active !! and then do for those on anon. and then those inactive :D#i still wna do them all !! dw it's not me forcing myself or anything. i just don't like leaving anything undone#ooooo n i still have to fix around my blog and all ... HEHE. this makes me happy tho. fun <33 i like doing work ehabfhbdhjb#✧ ; —— important !#ig a bit of an update w my blog ?? ^^ bcs i think this a lot but forget i haven't actually posted it ........
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feeling the urge to cut off contact with everyone I have ever known and lie in bed all day, which is usually a sign that I need to go message my friends and do social interaction things. dangit.
#repeating what I said the other day. if I end up in a depressive episode during exams I will bite someone#need to put my all into self-care to beat away apathy with a broom#buuuut I'll be stuck at home over study leave so. that's gonna be a challenge#god I really want to disappear off all social media and delete all of my accounts for a while#not because they make me feel bad! learnt my lesson there n would not hesitate in that situation#this is stemming solely from intrusive thoughts and I know that. doesn't stop me from being tempted though#hm. guess I should tag this as vent? I think it counts?#wasn't going to but tags pushed it over the line I think#vent
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Who is the best Sex Bob-omb fan, and why is it Knives?
I have to admit, I did let out an audible chuckle at this. She really is one of our biggest fans... aside from Neil, of course.
She is certainly our most vocal fan, at least, and it's not so bad having her around. The excitement is... endearing. I'm glad the whole Scott thing hasn't put her off from us, at least.
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... Probably would have been better for her if it had, though...
#Anyway.#No one tell him but she's definitely taken Neil's spot as our top fan I think#I mean. She actually recommends us to people. And she made all her friends come to our show that one time?#We didn't really get to play much that night but it's the thought that counts#pine.txt#asks#anon#rp#kim pine#sp comic#spto#spvtw#(ooc: hope this was an okay answer? I'm leaning more on comic canon but I'm also realizing where I've placed her on the timeline in +)#(+relation to that. so. hm.)#(ooc: leaving things vague and nebulous for a moment I guess! h a-)#(ooc: ... should I be tagging knives for this? i probably should have tagged the other one scott too)#(ooc: ehhh I'll think about it)#spvtwtg
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well. here at work. cool.
#garden hotspot#gcwtual#i thought gcf would've come in late but no he came in at 5:30a stayed late and left right after i clocked in lol#jh lied to me said it was just him and some new guys. . .shaking him by the scruff.#o tested negative and is coming back tmrw so at least i can ask her on days she works if he's in or not#i had to redo 3 tables. just one whole left and finishing a few flats on another. and this endcap im sitting on to type.#after that im going home idc abt clearance or the annuals i have left on carts#i also redid the aframe and consolidated on the monster rack. found these weird dead brush. why.#i wont go in tmrw i think. either i work wed/thurs and then maybe sat or i work like thurs/sat or. yeah.#i can go in early on both of those days bc i'll have hrs left.#but. . .i'll have more than what i could do working overtime on 2 days i think. hm. anyways. future mes problem.#im finishing tables and leaving#also my fave cashier is here. i dont think i have a c. we'll call her c. she's here and apparently my father said hi to her yesterfay lol
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