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eyesxxyou · 5 months

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❝ monster under the bed ❞ (hobie x black ftm trans!reader

｡ﾟ･ ¡ content. monsterfucking. kinda dub-con. usage of shadow tentacles. reader is ftm trans. hobie calls you a good boy. mating press. mentions of somnophilia. hobie's a little bit of a creep. reader calls hobie "freak", "creature", and "it".

You’ve been staring at your closet for an hour now, terrified out of your feeble, little mind with a knife in your trembling hand. Tears glazed over your eyes, your bottom lip quivering with untold fear. You’re too scared to get off your bed, scared that he might be under there as well, might grab your ankle and drag you under. What things it would do to you.

You never before believed in monsters, not since you were a child and used to have your parents check every night before you went to bed to assure you that there was no monster waiting to come from under your end and eat you whole. Oh if only they could see you now. A paranoid mess on the verge of tears in your own home. You still closed your closet door at night and jumped into bed simply out of habit, not because you were scared, not until recently.

It started with the slight caresses of your limbs whenever they lie outside the confines of your bed, like cool fingers touching and grasping your ankles and wrists until you ripped away, yanked your limbs back onto your bed with a startled gasp. Tender touches against your thighs and hips as you change beside your closet door left slightly ajar. The door opened on its own in the middle of the night, you witnessed it with your own eyes. The knob twisted as if someone on the inside had grabbed and turned it but when you checked, there was nothing.

There was the pair of glowing eyes you swore you saw when you looked under your bed for something you had dropped beneath it. It receded into the darkness quickly, so swiftly you thought you might have been imagining things. But it terrified you nonetheless.

Then there was the figure standing at the foot of your bed. It was dark. An amalgamation of shadows that held nothing but the obvious outline of a very tall man standing there, watching with those glowing gold eyes you had seen before. You had screamed, turned on the light, and he was gone. You thought you were losing it. Were you losing it? What was happening to you?

You always kept a knife close. You were a trans man living alone, it was for your protection. Who knows what sick bastard would follow you home and try to break in. You had grabbed it with a swiftness you never knew you were capable of and went about your house, searching, clearing every room until you were sure no one was in your home. You slept with the lights on that night.

But he was back, the figure. You saw it, saw its hand reach out from your closet, and another one reach out from under your bed. You grabbed your knife again, both hands wrapped around the hilt to stop your hand from shaking. “Whoever you are, come out! I’m not scared of you!” But your voice trembled and revealed your fear. “I have a weapon and I’m not afraid to use it.”

There was silence, silence so still you could hear your erratic breathing. Your gaze flickered between the foot of your bed and the closet, eyes well enough adjusted to the dark to see if anything came from either.

It was the foot of your bed where it came from. A shadowy hand reached out, seemingly coming from under your bed, and grabbed your sheets for leverage as it dragged itself up slowly. The thing, the creature, was nothing but a blob of darkness at first but slowly gained more form and shape as it rose to its staggering height. You watched with wide eyes and parted lips that let shivering breaths escape you.

It chuckled, it laughed at you. Slowly you began to see a smile take shape in there as its face formed from nothing but black smoke. If you weren’t terrified out of your mind, you would have thought him the most gorgeous person – thing – you’ve ever seen. With wild black hair, dark skin, even darker lips, piercings that glint under the fading moonlight.

Something about the inhuman human made you all the more scared for your life. You scrambled back, to the very top of your bed as he began to walk around the side toward you, your knife pointed at him the entire way. “S-stay back!” You sputtered out, breathless and terrified. It did not deter him.

“Ya know how long ‘ve wai’ed f’this moment, lil birdy?” The baritone of his voice felt familiar, everything about him felt so familiar, as if you’ve known him this entire time. He’s been here for years, watching, listening, waiting for the right moment to reveal himself to you. All the touches, then breezes, the caresses of your frame. All of it was him, just wanting to make himself known.

You saw a shadow slither around the blade of your knife and yank it from your hands, tossing it to the floor with a metallic clatter. Your only defense against this intruder gone in the blink of an eye.“‘M no’ gonna hurt’cha, dove.” He reached out for you. cool fingers stroking the round of your cheek. You shiver, looking up at him as you made a motion to pull away. “No,” he mutters, “jus’ relax.”

“What– what the hell are you? Who are you? Why are you in my house?”

There was a lit in the man-like creature’s voice as he smirked and spoke. “Jus’ call me Hobie.” He avoided the other questions as if you hadn’t even asked them. His fingers grasped your chin when you looked away from him and towards your door, forced your eyes upon him once more. Hobie tsked at you, clicking his tongue as he shook his head with a slow sort of disappointment. “Don’ even think ‘bout i’, dove. Why ya tryna run from me? Ya know me.”

You know him? You don’t know him. Your brows pinch with confusion as you shake your head. “I don’t-”

“Ya do, birdy. Ya know me.” He sits on the edge of your bed beside you, his fingers still grasping you. ”Ya think all those nasty lil dreams you’ve been havin’ since ya moved here were jus’ ya imagination?” Hobie’s thumb comes to rest against your bottom lip, swiping from left to right, right to left, his hazelnut eyes glowing softly as he looks at your lips. “Ya body knows me a’ least.”

You don’t know why you’re not ripping away from him, why your fear has settled.

“Open.” His voice is gentle yet demanding and without thought, your lips part as if it were waiting for a command all this time. A smirk pulled at the corners of his lips as he eased his thumb onto your warm tongue, pressing down just a bit to keep you from talking. “See, ya know me, dovey. Don’ pretend like ya don’. Yer always such a good boy f’me.”

It was like he was sedating you, forcibly calming you when you knew you should be biting his thumb off. Was this freak touching you at night while you slept? Did he watch you when you touched yourself after wet dreams that left you wet and sticky. Wet dreams he had caused? Your body shivered with the thought and you weren’t sure if it was from disgust or something far more horrifying. A shiver of pleasure.

You felt something cool slither up along the inner part of your thigh. As you glanced down, you saw a shadow slipping beneath the pair of boxers you wear to bed. It slid across the axis of where your pelvis met your thighs and caressed your warm, soft lips. It slid between your pussy lips, breaking off into two separate appendages. One for your clit and one for your pretty, little hole that’s been left neglected by you for quite some time now.

Hobie pulled his thumb from your mouth and leaned in to push his lips onto yours. They were cold against your warm ones, his tongue tracing the seam of your lips. You didn’t know what to do except accept. Your mind told you to stop, that this wasn’t right. You have no idea what this thing was but your body, aching, didn’t seem to care.

Hesitantly, you parted your lips for him. Hobie hummed with satisfaction, a smile easing onto his lips. “There ya go. There’s ma favorite boy.” His tongue overtook yours, stroking with a precision you weren’t sure you ever felt from another lover. His kiss was wet, sloppy, filled with soft, breathless moans from your hot mouth as his appendages work away at your cunt.

You let out something of a low groan when one of the shadows pushed into your slick hole. It was thick and full and offered you no kindness as it thrusted into you inch by inch until you were filled to the brim with it. The coolness of it made you shiver violently against Hobie, who’s hands parted your legs to give his shadows enough space to do as he pleased them to.

“Ya remember this?” He crooned at you, his fingers gripping your thighs, his claws digging into flesh yet not enough to puncture, just enough to cause the slightest bit of pain to mingle with the fact that his shadows were playing with your engorged clit, sliding beneath the hood to get to the sweet spot. “I did this to ya las’ week. Ya woke up before I couldn't finish ya off.”

The other stuffed you full, stroked every one of your ridges and sweet spots until you were gasping for air. “Ngh~ please! Oh my God!” It pushed in and out of you, so hard you felt your entire body rock and shudder. “S-slow down mmh~” you could feel the thing circle your cervix, kissing it so softly with the languid tip.

“I know ya can take i’, lil bird.” He shifted his grip on your legs and moved his hands beneath your thighs to press them against your chest. Your boxers were pulled out of the way with another shadow to expose your puffy cunt plugged up with a dark appendage, the other lavishing over your firm clit. “Jus’ take i’.”

His lips are on yours again, firm and cool, tongue claiming your mouth until drool began to seep from the corners where your lips were sealed. Hobie smiled into your kiss, your body writing beneath his hold. Your eyes are half-closed and fucked out, your body thrashing with something far more otherworldly than just pleasure.

You couldn't understand why you were letting this happen. What the hell was he doing to you? Or was this truly just your body falling into what it already knows. Him. It. This thing and his shadows. He kissed you more passionately than any man has and was fucking you better than you could imagine.

The sound of it was filthy. The soft squelch of his shadow forcing its way in and out of you permeated the room and mingled with your muffled moans against his impassioned kiss. He’s been waiting for this for so long and he’ll be damned if he didn't revel in the satisfaction of having you all bent out of shape for him. He could feel you through his shadow, your tightness, your desperation, the pull of your soft, wanton cunt.

“Do ya know what torture feels like?” Hobie asks and you’re tempted to say yes with the way his shadow lapped at your swollen clit and filled your cunt to the brim, stretching and molding to your every dip, curve, and ridge until no spot was left untouched. It filled you perfectly, so perfect you could weep with pleasure.

“Torture is havin’ to watch ma lil dove touch himself and I can' do a damn thing about i’ ‘cause I don' wanna scare ‘im.” You let out another broken moan while the shadows seem to work in unison, his large hands pressing your thighs harder to your chest, opening you up a little more to make more room for him to stuff your cunt a little more.

You’re open and exposed, shamelessly so. The darkness allows for all the things you would have shunned in the light. Something was dripping from your pussy, down the round of your ass, maybe your wetness oozing, being pushed out by his shadow.

Hobie chuckled softly while watching your eyes roll and your saliva-wet lips fall open. “I don't scare ya, lil dovey, do I?”

You wanted to say yes, that he terrified the hell out of you but as you opened your mouth, all you could do was let out something of a whiny, needy, little moan. “Please.” That’s all you could muster, the shudder of an orgasm beginning to make itself known in the pit of your belly.

You couldn't handle it. It was simply so intense, so demanding of you all your energy. “I can't-”

“Ya can,” Hobie insisted. “Lemme taste ya cum. I need i’. Lemme take wha’ I need, then I’ll go f’the nigh’.” He glanced out the window to find the sky growing lighter; the dark was being pushed away by dawn. It wouldn't be long until the sun crested over the horizon and he’d have to go back into hiding beneath your bed where he'd wait patiently for you to climb back into your bed, maybe touch yourself a bit, get yourself ready for his assault on your body the next night.

Your body rolled, thrashed, quivered with the beginnings of your climax. The walls of your pussy clamped and pulsed and Hobie let out a heavy breath. He could feel you, his shadow coaxing out your pretty moans as it stroked your gummy walls and kissed at your cervix oh so gently.

Your mind felt fuzzy. Your vision went in and out of focus. Your hands gripped at your sheets before relaxing all together. You shuddered with the aftershock, breath labored and hitching with every exhale.

Hobie released you and your legs fell onto your bed as his shadows receded back into the darkness as if they had never been there in the first place but the slick, sticky cum against your thighs and underwear left proof of their presence.

“I wish I could stay a lil longa, birdy, get one more outta ya, but I gotta go.” He pressed his lips to yours, a kiss not reciprocated. You were too tired, too fucked out. You couldn’t imagine having to undergo a second one, you couldn’t believe you had let him drag even a single one out of you.

Hobie turned to whisper in your ear, his hand stroking your thigh tenderly. “I’ll see you tonight, dove.” He stood up, glancing at the window just as the sun was beginning to rise just over the treeline. He began to lose his form and became nothing more than a shadow creature once more, melting away into an amorphous blob before slithering back beneath your bed.

You scrambled up, chest heaving as you leaped from your bed and dropped down to your hands and knees to look for him beneath your bed frame. There was nothing, just the other side of your room, you could see straight through. You swallowed nervously and lied on the cool hardwood of your floor.

Your mind was empty, wiped completely blank by your orgasm. There was a single thought on your mind, just one. What the fuck just happened?

There was a monster that lives under your bed it had fucked you so good you might never recover from it.

#across the spiderverse #atsv #spiderman atsv #spiderman #hobie brown #spider punk #hobie brown fic #hobie brown smut #monster under the bed!au #monster under the bed #monster under the bed!hobie #spiderpunk smut

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silent-raven13 · 9 months

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When Miles prank Hobie🥺

After Hobie's little prank, Miles decides to prank him back. This was after he forgiven Hobie's little prank, he waited to do the prank.

"So you're gonna do it?" Gwen asked as they eat lunch together at Headquarters.

"Yup! A little pay back. I wonder what he'll do?" Miles hums.

"Probably freak out!" Gwen knows Hobie would probably go into panic mode. He loves Miles, too much.

"Awe, good! He got me so heated." Miles huffed.

His blond friend giggles, "Your gonna make your baby be sad."

"Good!" Miles grins widely.

Pav and Hobie came into the cafeteria to find their friends eating, "Hey guys!" Pav happily said to them.

Hobie cooly said, "Yo, Gwendy. Hey, Sunflower." He went to sit next to Miles to give him a kiss on the lips until Miles turn his head away from him. "Huh, luv? What's wrong?"

"Nothing, Hobie!" Miles hums as he eats, he glanced over at his man to find him frowning.

Pav laughs, "Oh, what did I missed? Did you two fight?"

"What no?" Hobie quickly turn to his partner being confused, "Luv, what's wrong?"

"Nothing, dude." Miles casually said as he chews his fried rice. "Mmm, this rice is so good. Try it, man."

Hobie pouts as he heard Pav gasp, "Did you two broke up? Miles, you always call him your bae or baby!"

Gwen giggles, "Yeah, Hobie. What happen?" As she plays along.

"Wha? Luv, what's wrong?" Hobie asked having to slouch over to his boyfriend being upset with hurt in his eyes, "Sunflower, tell me what's wrong! Did I hurt your feelings, luv?"

"Mmm," Miles ignores him as he eats.

"Sunflower!" Hobie whines being a child having to put on his puppy eye look. "This isn't funny!" He kisses Miles' cheek try to fix whatever got his boyfriend upset with him.

Pav watches with joy like a drama show. "Wow, I never seen Hobie be so sad."

"I never knew he can get sad." Gwen smiles with amusement.

Miles giggles feeling Hobie's kisses on his neck, "Hobie, stop!"

"No, until you tell me what's wrong. Is it because I didn't give you a hug or cuddles. Oh, I know, luv!" He picks Miles up to have him on his lap, "How about this?"

"BAE!" Miles finally said it out loud feeling embarrassed how his boyfriend picks him. They're both Spider-men, out in Spider Society and this was so sudden.

"Awe, there it is. It feels good when you call me that." Hobie's arms around Miles' waist with his lips on his boyfriend's neck placing kisses.

Miles giggles, "Stop. You're tickling me! You're good, bae. I was just pranking you as pay back!"

"I don't like it! Don't be cruel, Sunflower!" Hobie kisses him on the lips, "I apologize didn't I?"

"I still wanted pay back! Just so you know how I feel!" Miles kisses him back, "Mi amor."

"Mmm, everything is to the rightful order." Hobie sighs with relief with his face buried in Miles' chest.

"I thought you didn't believe in order?" Gwen asked.

Pav grins widely, "For real! Mr. I don't believe in order but chaos! Anarchy!"

"They're right. Maybe I should be chaotic and call you, dude more often." Miles jokes.

Hobie frowns, "No! You're the only order I allow, Sunflower. Keep calling me, your baby!"

"Okay, baby." Miles giggles as he lift Hobie's chin to kiss him on the lips, "Mi amor, *kiss* mi vida, *kiss* mi alma, *kiss* mi cielo, *kiss**kiss* mi nova guapo! *kiss**kiss**kiss*" They kiss being all mushy and lovey dovey.

"Oh brother. I think I lost my lunch." Gwen rolled her eyes.

Pav said, "Awe, it's giving teenage romcom. It's cute."

#punkflower #miles morales #hobie brown #spider verse #across the spider verse #spiderman #atsv hobie #spider punk #astv #across the spiderverse #spider man #atspv #flowerpunk

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backtothefanfiction · 8 months

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The Angel In The Garden of Evil | Chapter Twelve: The Good Nurse

Summary: Peter's having nightmares and Angel just wants to be in her own bed.

Warnings: 18+ ONLY!, Mentions of injuries, medical equipment, nightmares, the Gwen thing, angst, fluff, genre typical tropes and topics.

Word Count: 4.3k

A/N: Some might say that these two's relationship is just like a freaking yoyo. Also the women in the Daredevil universe keep sneaking into this story, hmmmm. I'm also trying to be reasonable with this recovery time so we got a lot of talking and bonding with different characters going on too.

TWELVE

Sirens blared, red and blue lights flashing as one cop car after another raced down the street. Peter stilled on the corner of the street as he watched them pass, that feeling in the back of his neck putting him on alert. He quickly turned down the closest alley, shedding his clothes and donning his suit as he began to climb up to the roof.

His feet pounded on the hard concrete rooftops as he jumped from one roof to the next before leaping diagonally off the last, free falling towards the ground. Thwip. He fired a web, the other end sticking to one of the nearby buildings and he swung himself forward. He carried on like that, chasing the sirens and flashing lights as they continued to move towards a large electrical surge at Oscorp tower.

As his feet finally hit the ground and he looked around he found he wasn’t at Oscorp. He was suddenly on the roof of a building in the middle of Hell’s Kitchen. He looked along the rooftop to find The Vulture, kitted out in some sort of flight gear and Angel.

“Oh no Pete, looks like I’ve got your girl.” The Vulture taunted.

Peter crouched into his fighting stance but the Vulture just laughed. But it wasn’t his laugh, it was much more chilling and familiar. The Goblin. Peter looked around frantically and when he turned back to Angel and the Vulture, neither of them were there. Instead he was at a clock tower. He looked above him to see The Goblin in a green suit and on a glider, in his grasp, flailing around in mid air. “GWEN!” he heard his voice shout. “GWEN!” But suddenly the image changed again. It wasn’t Gwen and it wasn’t the Goblin, it was Angel and the Vulture.

There was a scream as the Vulture let her go. “PEETTEEERRR!” she screamed.

He jumped off the building as her body passed him, his arms lying flat to his sides as he dove, his body piercing the air as it tried to catch up with her but no matter how fast he fell, she seemed to stay just out of his reach, her hands reaching for him. “I’m coming baby, I’m coming.” he said.

He reached out his arm, his fingers moving to release a web but nothing happened. He kept clicking the mechanism, but nothing happened. He could see the ground coming up fast behind her, he had to do something. ‘Come on!’ he groaned. He had one hand reaching out to her, his fingers inches away from hers, as he continued to tap his web shooter on his wrist with the other. Thwip! Smack! His body jolted to a stop just before he hit the ground but he was too late. He had just begun to process what had happened, red blood pooling out onto the side walk when-

Peter awoke with a start, his body jolting itself awake in the wooden high back armchair he had placed by the side of her bed. The steady sounds of beeping in the room quickly eased him, along with the steady sounds of her breathing beside him. He rubbed the sleep from his face as he shifted in the chair. He was still dressed in his shirt and trousers he’d worn all day for work and his skin felt pinched where some of the clothes had ridden up in his sleep. He let out a small moan and a sigh as he pulled his trouser legs back down slightly, sitting forward on the chair, his hand reaching out for hers.

She had been fast asleep when he had come back earlier. His moment with Hobie ended up being a bit longer than expected. Eddie had informed him of Angel and Felicia’s little spat while he’d been gone. He hoped Felicia would just walk it off and be back to work as normal in the morning like nothing had happened, but he wasn’t quite sure anymore. He wasn’t sure about anything. He hadn’t felt this unhinged since, well, Gwen; his dream only acting as a reminder for how everything could go so wrong.

They had been lucky, again, but it was only a matter of time before that luck ran out. It was clear that Adrian Toombes meant business, everything he had been through with Fisk mere child's play compared to the stakes the Vulture was willing to go to. The man wasn’t from the city. He had no respect for the people.

Peter had gone round and round in circles trying to talk to George Stacy and explain things.

“Come on Chief, you know this isn’t my game. Everything I’ve ever done in this city was to help it, not hurt it.”

“I don’t care Parker, you’ve brought a gang war to my streets, whatever happens now I can’t protect you. And if they can tie the bombing back to you they will and there’s nothing I can do to stop them from arresting you.”

“And what about you sir? Are you gonna arrest me? You know that without those hubs, crime goes up. You wanted me to hang up the suit and let the police do their jobs, I did that. You wanted me to find another way to help. I did that. I don’t want this fight here anymore than you do.”

“I’m sorry Peter, there’s nothing I can do.”

Peter lowered his forehead onto her hand, his eyes closing. He needed to think. He needed to work this out. He needed to keep her safe. No matter the cost he had to keep her safe. He kissed her hand before he got up and left the room.

He moved down the hall to his office that he had set up so he could be closer to her. He switched on a small table top lamp on his desk before he started rooting around in the boxes he’d had moved over. He then grabbed a roll of tape off of his desk and moved over to the far wall of the office. He wiggled the framed print that had been put up on the wall off of its hook, his fingers still wrapped tightly around the roll of tape and bits of paper. Once the wall was completely blank he started taping the bits of paper to it before rummaging around in the boxes once more for more pieces of paper. Scraps of newspaper articles, photos, hastily written notes, maps, all being added to the wall. When he ran out of things from the boxes he sat himself at his desk, opening up his laptop, searching and printing more things off until the entire wall was covered.

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Angel woke up alone. She figured someone had to be at home but she had no idea who. She felt disgusting. She wanted to get up and just wash off all the sweat and grime from her body and give her teeth a good brush, but she couldn’t very well do that while she was plugged into these bloody machines, who’s beeping was starting to do her head in.

“PEETTE!” she called out. “PETERR!” There was a delay before Eddie came into the room. “Where’s Peter?” she asked.

“He had to go out again?”

“What time did he come back last night?” she pondered. She had tried to wait up for him but the drugs had made her so drowsy.

“He got back just before midnight I think? I mean I went home at like, quarter past so yeah, I’d say just before midnight.” Eddie rambled.

“When is he gonna be back?”

“Not sure? Why is there something you need?

“Yeah, I want to be free of all this.” she said, raising her hand and showing off the cannula and tube attached to it, motioning to all the other bits and bobs she was attached to. “And I want to have a shower.”

“Okay, okay.” Eddie said, sensing her distress. “I’ll call Pete, get him to get someone out to check you over and see what they say. In the meantime, can I get you any breakfast?”

She thought for a moment before she said, “UUUhh I could murder one of those bagels from-”

“That shop on the boulevard?” Eddie finished for her, more than familiar with the place himself.

“Yesss.” she beamed.

“Cream cheese?”

‘Yup.”

“Coming right up.” he said as he left the room.

“Morning?” Miles said as he hobbled in on his crutches.

“Heyy.” She greeted him with a smile.

Miles used his crutches to hop across the floor and grab the TV remote from where it had been left the night before. He hit the power button, letting it load, before he swung himself over to the chair at the side of her bed.

“How you doing?” she asked.

“Not bad. Docs got me on these painkillers.” he said, reaching into his pocket and pulling out a small tube of pills, tossing it on the bed in her direction. “Pretty good stuff.” he joked.

“How’s your leg?” she continued to ask as she looked over the label of the bottle before handing it back to him.

“Ehhh, I’ve had worse.” Angel raised her eyebrows at him, pressing him to continue. “Okay, maybe I haven't,” he said, doubling back on himself and making her smile. “What about you?”

“Sore.” she said, her hand moving to ghost across her ribs.

“I bet… Hey, at least you didn’t have internal bleeding.” he joked.

“What?” she frowned.

He chuckled. “The paramedic rushed you out of there because she thought you might have internal bleeding. Hit the side of that car pretty hard. Not seen a dent like that since my cousin pinched my Uncle's car and jumped a red light.”

“Well that would explain why my body feels like it’s been hit by a truck.” she joked back. They both let out a small chuckle before she coughed and winced in pain.

“Heard you wanna be off that stuff. You sure it’s a good idea?” Miles asked.

“If I have to stay chained to this bed for one more day I’m gonna end up committing murder.” She jested. “Hey, maybe they’ll put me on some of those painkillers you’ve got, I mean, it seems like they’re doing a good job.”

“Nah, I’m just built like a house, man.” Miles continued to joke.

Miles flicked through the channels until they found a movie they both wanted to watch, settling down and watching Jumanji. Eddie returned about 30 minutes into the movie, dragging his own chair into the room and they all sat there watching the movie as they ate their bagels.

When the movie was done, Eddie left the room as Miles and Angel went back and forth about what to watch next.

“The Princess Bride.” Miles threw out. “I am Inigo Montoya, you killed my Father, prepare to die.” he said as he impersonated the famous line.

“Ehhh. What about Shrek?” Angel asked as they shuffled through the movies on Netflix.

“I watched it while you were out for the count the other day.” Miles interjected. “OOOH what about Hook?”

“Nahh, I’ve already watched one Robin Williams film today, I can’t do another, it’ll just make me dwell on the fact that he’s dead and it’ll depress me again.”

“Big Robin Williams fan then.” Miles observed as he continued to flick through the movies.

“My Mom was.” Angel replied.

“What was her favourite?” Miles asked.

“Mrs Doubtfire.” Angel smiled as a memory of her and her parents sitting down to watch the movie on a Saturday night when she was little, crossed her mind.

“Oh I love that film.” Miles said before breaking into yet another bad impression. “HELP IS ON THE WAY DEAR!” he called out before chuckling to himself.

“Oh what about this.” Angel said eagerly as Miles stopped on The School of Rock. “Uhh I loved this film growing up. It’s what made me learn how to play the bass guitar.”

“You know how to play the bass.”

“Knew. I knew how to play the bass. I haven’t played since I was maybe 14 when the reality of my Dad’s job finally hit home and I realised I was never gonna be in an actual band.”

“Why’s that?”

“When your Dad’s Wilson Fisk, you don’t tend to have many friends.” Angel said a little disheartened by her childhood memories.

“That sucks.”

“Yup.” she quietly agreed.

“You know I’ve never actually watched it.” Miles said as he started to load the film.

“You what!?” Angel’s head whipped around to him in shock.

“Yeah, it was a little after my time.”

“A little after your time!” Angel’s eyebrows raised. “Are you calling me old? I thought you said you weren’t a kid.” she continued to jest and poke at him.

“Oh shut up, you know what I mean.” he grumbled.

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Angel fell asleep around half way through the movie. One second she was watching the kids pretending to be sick with ‘stickittothemanosis’, the next she was waking up 2 hours later. She was alone again, Miles no doubt having hobbled out on his crutches to leave her to sleep as soon as the film ended. ‘Uuuuhhgg.’ she groaned stiffly, as she tried to prop herself back up against the pillows again. She really hated how all these drugs were starting to make her feel.

She was about to call out for Eddie to chase him up about the doctors when her phone buzzed.

She frowned as her head turned to the bedside table where it sat. The only person who had ever really messaged her on it was her Dad and he was dead. ‘Maybe Peter had noticed it last night and put his number in it and it was him’ she thought. When she pulled it over and opened it up, it wasn’t Peter. She didn’t know who it was. It was an unknown number. There was a message, sent 6 minutes ago.

‘And there was me thinking Felicia Day was the Black Cat, but you seem to have 9 lives all of your own.’

The message wasn’t signed off.

‘Who is this? How did you get this number?’ she typed back.

Nothing. The message said it had been seen, but nothing. There was no response. ‘What the fuck?’ she frowned as she analysed the series of numbers attached to the message, trying to work out if they were familiar or not. They weren’t.

“Hey, Baby.” Peter said as he strode into the room. “What’s wrong?” he observed, his face suddenly becoming paranoid and serious as he observed her look of confusion towards her phone.

“Nothing. It’s nothing.” she said shrugging off the message and closing her phone, placing it back on the bedside table.

“Okaaayyy.” Peter said slowly. “So I hear you’re not being a very good patient.” Peter pivoted the conversation.

“I honestly have no idea what you’re talking about.” she said back.

“Oh really. Picking fights with Felicia, making demands left right and centre.”

“All I want is a shower Pete.” she tried to reason with a sickly sweet demeanour. “Look at me, I look disgusting. I feel disgusting. And I know you can smell me from over there Spider boy so don’t try and spin me some web about me smelling like roses because it aint happening. Get me off this shit, I want to have a shower.” she said as she gestured towards the machines and tubes around her. “Oh and by the way, I can get up and pee for myself just fine thank you without this fucking thing.” she said as she pointed out the catheter, the thing that irritated her the most.

“Okay, okay, sassy pants.” she frowned at the old nickname she hadn’t heard since she was probably 23. “Docs on his way up okay.”

“Thank you.” she sighed in relief at the news.

“Don’t know how well it’s gonna go though-”

“Pete, I swear to whichever God so happens to be listening right now, if you are about to make a comment and rub it in my face about your regenerative spider abilities-”

“-I’m not, I’m not.” he said, his hands being thrown up in front of him defensively. “I’m just saying no matter how much you don’t like it, you still have broken ribs and a-”

“-fractured wrist, I know!” she said back. “But unlike Miles, there is absolutely nothing wrong with my legs.” she began to snarl as her irritation began to rise again.

“Okay, okay!” Peter said again, his voice getting higher in pitch the more agitated she became.

They were gratefully interrupted by the Doctor who came in, a nurse in blue scrubs hot on his tail as he came into the room.

“Ahhh Miss Fisk,”

“Parker.” Both Angel and Peter corrected together.

“Sorry, Mrs Parker,” the older gentleman said, correcting himself. From his balding hair and crows feet, Angel assumed he must have been in his early 50s. “Right so I’m here to take a look at things, my name is Dr Healey,” he said, “this is Nurse Temple.”

“Just Claire’s fine.” the younger woman interjected, her hands slipping into her pockets as she rocked back and forth on the balls of her feet, waiting to start her work after the Doctor’s assessment. Angel sent a small smile of apology her way for having to work with the good doctor.

“Okay…” Dr Healy said as he started up his regular spiel again. “I’m just gonna check over your vitals, take a look at the bandaging on those ribs, do a couple of physical tests to check your movements-”

“Just get me out of the bed Doc.” Angel snipped at him, eliciting Claire to look down at her feet to hide the smile across her face and the small snicker that escaped her lips.

“Yes, well… very well then.” Dr Healy said, suddenly on the back foot.

“Angel.” Peter chastised.

“What?!” she threw back defensively. “I just want to shower and be able to pee for myself. I’m not planning on going anywhere other than the bathroom- and maybe my own bed,” she quickly added, “I promise.” she said to him.

Peter sighed as he gave in. “Can we do that Doc?” Peter asked him.

“Yeah, of course we can.” Claire chimed in as she stepped forward, grabbing a pair of gloves out of her bag and slipping them on as she started to make her way around the side of the bed.

“Umm yes, yes.” The Doctor hesitantly agreed, still on the back foot.

As Claire began to remove the cannula from the back of Angel’s hand, the Doctor checked over Angel’s abrasions and mobility. She was still very sore and achy but with slow careful movements the Doctor finally conceded, with a nod of his head before moving away to allow Claire to remove the catheter, as he wrote out a prescription for some painkillers.

“Okay, this is gonna feel uncomfortable.” Claire said to Angel as she started to brace her fingers around the small tube attached between Angel’s legs. “Okay I need you to take a deep breath for me alright, I’m gonna count you in okay?” she attempted to reassure. “1,2,3-”

Angel let out a small wince as she was detached from the catheter. “There, you go, there you go.” Claire coached softly.

“Okay, you’re probably gonna want help taking that shower.” Claire informed as she moved back around the bed to where Angel was already trying to shift her legs over the side of the mattress. “Actually if I’m honest, I don’t really recommend a shower at all, just maybe a really shallow bath and a wipe off with a washcloth.” she continued to say as she took her gloves off before reaching her hands out to Angel’s to help steady her as she stood.

After being stuck in bed with little mobility for the last 3 days, it was no surprise Angel’s legs wobbled and gave out when she tried to stand. “It’s alright I got you.” Claire said as she took most of Angel’s weight against her own body, as Peter raced around the bed to help. “It’s okay, you’ve been lying down for a while now, this is normal, just give your legs a chance for the blood flow to get round them again, you’ll be okay.”

Angel felt slightly dizzy as her blood now raced around her body, finally reaching her toes properly for the first time in days.

“It’s okay, I’ve got it.” Peter said as he swapped places with Claire.

“Yeah no problem.” Claire said as she allowed Peter to take over. “Umm I can go start getting the bathtub ready if you want?” she offered.

“Yeah, it’s just across the hall.” Peter informed her as she began to leave. “You okay?” he asked, checking in with his wife.

“Yup.” she said fighting through the mild pain in her back and ribs and the odd sensation in her legs.

“You ready to start moving?” She didn’t give a verbal response, just nodded. “You want me to carry you?” he asked, noting her obvious attempt to downplay her pain.

“Nope, I’ve got this.” she reassured him with heavy breaths as she began to start hobbling with his assistance towards the door.

“Uh Mr Parker.” Dr Healy interjected, “She’s gonna need this prescription filled out as soon as possible.” He said lifting up the bit of paper he had just ripped off of his notepad.

“Uh Yeah, okay. Can you pass it on to one of the guys down the hall?” Peter threw back over his shoulder. “Preferably not the one with crutches.” Peter tried to joke, using it as some way of apology and ease the tension created by his stubborn wife.

“Ummm yes, of course.” The Doctor stammered as he attempted to gather back up his things.

“There we go.” Claire said as she helped Peter eaze Angel into the bathtub. The water was shallow, only just covering her legs and hips as she sat herself upright in the tub, her arms resting on the sides of the bath to prop her up and make sure she wasn’t leaning back against her ribs in the hard tub.

Peter could sense Angel’s tension at having Claire watch over his shoulder as his hand reached into the water for the red washcloth she had found and placed into the tub.

“Make sure you ring it out well, she can’t get her bandages wet.” Claire informed.

“Okay, okay. I think I’ve got it.” Peter said, turning his head to look at her. “Ummm thank you, I think I can take care of things from here.” Peter said, kindly dismissing her.

“Okay.” Claire conceded with a nod. “I’m just gonna hang around out there for a moment just in case there is anything you need.”

“Thank you, but I don’t think that will be necessary.” Peter said, driving home her dismissal a little harder this time.

“Okay. It was nice to meet you.” Claire said over Peter’s shoulder to Angel with a wave.

“Thank you.” Angel said timidly from behind the cover of Peter’s body.

When Claire left the room, Peter began brushing the damp cloth across Angel’s bruised skin. “What?” she queried when he began to frown.

“It’s just,” his voice said quietly as his fingers traced across one of the bruises on the top of her chest.

“I know, I know.” she said equally as softly as she too took in the bruising all over her body.

“It just… makes me feel so helpless.” Peter confessed.

“I know. But this isn’t your fault Pete and you know it.” she tried to reassure him.

There was a pause between them before he said, “I had a dream last night.” he confided. “She was in it.”

“Gwen?” Angel confirmed.

“Yeah.”

Gwen had still been alive when Peter had first swung into her life, saving her from that explosion at her Dad’s warehouse. They hadn’t met again until after Gwen had died. They used to run into each other at the cemetery, her visiting her Mom, him visiting Gwen. They used to just sit with each other and talk, reminisce about their loved ones.

“I’m not her Peter.”

“I know that.” he sighed. “I know that.” he said more confidently. “It’s just…” his voice trailed off and tears began to form in his eyes, “I can’t lose you too okay? Not again, not for good, okay?”

“Okay.” she repeated quietly, a silent promise just between the two of them.

“You can’t be doing shit like that again, you know?”

She looked confused, “What go help out at-”

“No, I mean, what happened downstairs. You can’t- I can’t” he corrected himself, “I don’t know how to keep you safe when you do shit like that okay.”

“But maybe you’re not meant to.” she said cautiously as he continued to wipe at her skin, “Maybe you can’t, maybe you’re not meant to. Maybe that’s…” her voice trailed off as she had a thought ‘Maybe that was what her Father was training her for all along.’

“Maybe that’s what?” he asked, growing tense at the idea of not being able to protect her, to keep his own wife safe.

“Peter, maybe that was the point of my Dad keeping me away from you. Not just to protect me, but to show me how to stand on my own two feet, how to protect myself.”

“But you shouldn’t have to-”

“And why not? Because you’re my husband and that’s your job? Bullshit. Who’s there to save you huh? When shit hits the fan, which it already has, mind you; who looks out for you?” She looked deeply into his eyes. “Who is there to save you?”

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nonbinaryeggrolls · 10 months

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Battle of the Larynx III

Miguel O’Hara x afab!reader

Pt. 1, Pt. 2, Pt. 3, Pt. 4

Synopsis: Having Spider-Man as a boyfriend was becoming increasingly more difficult, and his reoccurring absence is tearing you apart

Warnings: ANGST, drinking, smoking oui’d, self destructive Miguel, self destructive Y/N, stalking.

MINORS DNI. AGELESS AND MINOR BLOGS ARE BLOCKED

Gwen: “Guys this is super weird, he went from nearly ripping peoples heads off for even breathing near him incorrectly to having the personality of a wet napkin.” Gwen spoke to the rest of the group as they all sat in the cafeteria

Pav: “I know right?! I took the last empanada and he didn’t freak out like he did last time. I didn’t even want it I don’t even know what empanadas are I just wanted to see if he’d fight for it, but no. Nothing!”

Miles: “I don’t know I’m kind of liking him not yelling every twenty seconds. The valley is at peace now”, he laughed and grabbed the empanada from Pav, but his laughter stopped after seeing all the irritated and disapproving looks he was surrounded by, “Or maybe I’m just still salty about the train thing. Yeah, yeah I’ll shut up now.”

Gwen: “He looks really sad.”

Hobie: “Definitely bummed about something. He hasn’t even joined Jess on most of the missions. Every time she turns around he’s disappeared to god knows where.”, he leans back in his chair and turns his attention to Peter who’s been eerily quiet the whole time, “Oi what’s got you so quiet?”

Peter had been mentally checked out the entire conversation. After all of the events that took place with Miles ended, Peter had found a newfound friend in Miguel. Someone he trusted to come to with problems so it worried him deeply that his friend was so aloof nowadays, and Peter knew exactly why. He knew all about what happened at Alchemex, Miguel came home from work that day and he knew something wasn’t right. He’d never seen Miguel look so hopeless when he broke down and told him everything that was said and since then he’s watched Miguel deteriorate more and more.

Peter: “Sorry, just trying to decide what to feed this little gremlin when we get home!” He lied and picked Mayday up onto his shoulders, “I’ll catch you guys later! Try to stay out of trouble!

Peter opened the portal to his dimension and left without another word

Pav: “Now he’s being weird too!”

Mj: “Peter! Are you home?” She shouted from the upstairs bedroom

Peter: “Yeah I’m in the kitchen babe! I’m making Mayday some dinner!” He shouted and placed a sleeping Mayday on the couch and prepared some chicken and mixed veggies for her to have when she wakes up

Mj: “Peter, what did I say about taking our toddler to work with you? Did you take her out of school again?” She smiled and nipped at his ear. Obviously not completely upset but still irritated with him

Peter: “She wasn’t missing anything, I can teach her 2+4 later tonight.” He chuckled

The three of them sat down and ate an unusually quiet dinner

Mj: “No Miguel tonight, he’s not out doing it again is he?” Peter raised his brow at Mj giving her all the answers she needed, “You should talk to him again, he isn’t himself. I can’t believe I’m saying it but I actually kind of miss pissy Miguel.” She laughed

Peter: “I know I do too.” He sighed and pushed around his vegetables. He missed his friends happiness, he got used to the way Miguel’s demeanor changed when you both first started dating. Miguel was happy, there were times he caught the man smiling to himself and laughing at his phone when you texted him. For the first time in a long time Miguel seemed to enjoy life, Peter wanted that Miguel back.

He pushed his plate to the side and began to gather his suit and the rest of his belongings.

Mj: “Are you going back to headquarters?” She asked

Peter: “No. I think I need to go talk to somebody, I’ll be back soon babe. Tuck Mayday in for me tonight.” He placed a kiss on Maydays forehead and one on Mj’s cheek before slipping through the portal into your dimension…

Mayday: “Pissy!”

Mj: “No, no sweetie that’s a bad word. Only mommy can say that.”

Miguel sat atop a ledge of some random apartment complex. He’d been hopping from building to building all night following a yellow cab that was driving through the downtown area. When it finally stopped he nested on the nearest building and watched you and your friends exit the vehicle and entire into the bar out front.

He wasn’t trying to be weird but it had been 2 weeks since you both last spoke, this whole ordeal felt like it was going on forever. Of course he respected your need for space but he couldn’t help but worry about you so everyday since he’s made a habit of tracking your whereabouts: the grocery store, the pharmacy, fast food places, everywhere. Miguel watched over you like a hawk until he was confident you made it home safely, and tonight wasn’t any different. Patiently he sat outside the bar watching from afar until you left.

You sat at the table twiddling with your half empty glass

Macie: “Girl get up an have fun! You’re being soooooo boring.” She was clearly drunk, she’d been dancing with your other friends for a while now before coming back over to you

Y/N: “I just don’t think I’m up for tonight Mace, I’m not in a partying mood.” The last thing you wanted to do was go out tonight honestly. Being jobless and entering an ‘it’s complicated’ status of your relationship wasn’t exactly a cause for celebration.

Macie: “I knew I wouldn’t like him the moment you started talking to him. He went after his receptionist for fucks sake and you probably weren’t the first one he picked up and threw away”. She continued, gaining the agreement of your other friends, but you heard nothing as you threw back another vodka tonic. Your silence is finally acknowledged and your friends leave to give you some space.

In your peripheral vision you could see the space next to you become occupied

Y/N: “Macie I know you’re only trying to help but i really REALLY just need to be alone right now, okay?”

“Macie’s not really good with problem solving when she’s drunk is she?” you eventually looked over to see Anthony taking the seat next to you. He was dressed nice. It was different to see him out of his security uniform and in something a little more formal.

Anthony: “You can add her drinks to my tab.” He offers, “I hope you don’t mind the company, I saw you drinking alone and it looked like you needed some sober companionship.”

He wasn’t wrong, you really didn’t need Macie drunk babbling about how Miguel probably used other girls before you came along. Regardless of everything you still loved him, you thought so highly of him but god you wished for a second you could get him out of your head.

Y/N: “I guess I look pretty pathetic don’t I?” You laughed and used your sleeve to wipe a tear that managed to escape

Anthony: “No, not to me. It’s getting kind of hard to hear in here.” He stands up and picks up his jacket off the back of his chair, “Wanna join me outside?” He suggested

You nodded and did the same and gathered your purse and keys, following him outside onto the empty patio. The wind starting to blow heavier than usual making you shiver a little bit, the thin cardigan you wore tonight wasn’t enough to to fight of the Nueva York weather.

Anthony: “Here.” He wraps his denim jacket around your shoulders and pulling you in slightly, “Better?” He asks

Y/N: “Y-Yeah. Thank you.”

You smile at his gesture. Unbeknownst to you Miguel was not only watching the entire interaction, but hearing it too. He noticed Anthony’s sultry tone and a glimmer in his eye when he looked at you.

Anthony leaned against the building wall with you and proceeded to light a pre roll he had in his jacket pocket. He took a long puff and handed it over to you, to which you gladly accepted. Not realizing how long it had been since you smoked weed you of course started coughing almost immediately, but quickly got the hang of it.

Anthony: “I really wasn’t trying to eavesdrop earlier but I couldn’t help but hear what your friends were saying to you at the counter. Bad breakup?” he questioned while taking another draw from his blunt and blowing it out the side of his mouth.

Y/N: “Something like that, it’s been a rough couple of months but I don’t really wanna ruin your night with my sad shit.”

Anthony: “If it’ll help you feel better I don’t mind. Go ahead.” He encouraged.

Miguel listened carefully, almost scared of what you were about to say next

Y/N: “I have this person in my life and things aren’t going great. He’s not really there for me y’know? And I get he has problems that he’s working through but sometimes it feels like he doesn’t even like me anymore. It’s starting to feel like that more often now…”

The air was silent for a few seconds, not uncomfortable just a few brief moments that Anthony took to absorb everything you said.

He shifted from the wall to stand directly in front of you. When the two of you stood eye to eye Miguel could hear his own heart race like a gatling gun, he couldn’t tell whether it was fear or anger

Anthony: “He sounds like a dick. It’s a hard decision, I get it. Deciding whether or not to stay with someone like that must suck.”

Y/N: “He’s not so bad, he has his moments.” You laugh and look down at your feet. You cant help but think back to the times you and Miguel spent cuddling in your apartment watching old cartoons, “…But yeah, it kind of sucks right now.”

Anthony: “I wouldn’t worry, a girl like you could find a new guy any time she wanted.” He smiled at you and stepped a foot closer. You feel his hand hold your chin and he softly brings your head up to make eye contact with him again. Anthony holds your face in his hands, caressing each cheek with his thumbs and then feeling down to your bottom lip.

Anthony: “You look really pretty tonight Y/N…”

Miguel felt his body burn red hot watching you and another man. He boiled with rage and jealousy and just like that it fizzled away. His body stopped tensing, his heart stopped racing, his fear went away. Everything felt numb as he saw Anthony lean in to kiss you.

Miguel couldn’t bring himself to look and turned away immediately. An unfamiliar wetness ran down his face and he realized that for the first time in a long time he was breaking down. He sobbed on the roof of the building until his lungs couldn’t pump anymore oxygen for him.

He left in a blur of red and blue back to the only place he could think of to go right now. The spider society headquarters was empty and his office was cold. Everything in Miguel’s sight was an obstacle to him right now, and soon he found himself destroying everything in his path. His chair, his monitors, his machines; he ripped every bit of structure in his office apart until he was the only thing left standing.

Miguel’s world was once again crumbling around him. He found a new life, a new chance at happiness with someone else and he let his own selfishness tear it all apart

This was his doing. He pushed you and pushed you, until you fell right into the arms of someone else

You didn’t love him anymore.

Your heart beat so loud you swore someone could hear it down the street in passing. Anthony pulled you in by your waist close enough to breathe in his cologne

Anthony: “You look really pretty tonight Y/N…” he tilted his head and brought his face in closer to yours, his touch was warm and gentle, something you hadn’t had in so long

But that didn’t change anything.

You interrupted Anthony’s attempt and brought your finger ups to his lips, pushing him back softly

Y/N: “Im…I’m sorry Anthony. I think you’re really sweet but I’m still—

Anthony: “In love with him?” You smiled and nodded. Anthony nodded back and released his hold on your waist, “I get it, the heart wants what it wants. He’s a really lucky guy. I guess I’ll see you at work then?”

You nodded and handed his jacket to him, thanking him for his kindness before he stepped his blunt out on the ground and headed back inside the bar.

Fuck. The hold this man had on you. Even after everything all your thoughts and actions circled back to him and only him. Soon you decided that this intended night of unwinding was a complete bust and decided to head home. Looking back, walking home alone at 11 at night probably wasn’t the best idea but you figured you’ve made worse decisions. So you texted Macie and told her you were heading out.

The walk home through Nueva York was peaceful, maybe it was the alcohol in your system giving you a bravery boost but you didn’t walk with panic like you usually did late at night. That was the case until you turned down the corner that led to your apartment and felt the chill of an unfamiliar presence watching. You had a light buzz but not enough to imagine danger when there wasn’t any, you sped up your pace and prepped your keys in hand to get inside as quickly as possible.

You heaved a breathe of relief once you finally got inside the building and made a note to yourself not to test your luck again by walking home alone. Once you made it to your place you took a quick hot shower and threw on a pair of pajama pants and one of Miguel’s old t shirts. You let the window open to get a few minutes of fresh air while you worked on some unfinished art projects. The night went by slow and calm, until you felt that weird feeling again and in the corner of your eye you saw a figure creeping up by your window. You shrieked and instinctively threw the closest object towards them.

Peter: “OW FUCK!” He shouted and tumbled backwards a bit and fell down the the fire scape on the floor below you

Y/N: “I’m calling the police!” You turned to shut the window before he raised his hands in protests

Peter: “Wait wait Y/N I’m a good guy!”

You looked back at the man, this time noticing he was covered in a tight red and blue suit, one that resembled Miguel’s in theme but not in design.

Y/N: “You don’t look like a good guy, you’re in sweats…and snorlax slippers.” You looked over the window ledge

Peter: “Yeah well looks can be deceiving.” he laughed and took off his mask to reveale his scruffy face.

Y/N: “How do you know my name?”

Peter: “I work pretty closely with Miguel, he’s said a lot about you… I’m Peter. I know it’s kind of weird for me to walk up on you like this, in hindsight I definitely could’ve planned this better.” he said, awkwardly rubbing the back of his neck

Y/N: “Oh…yeah he talks about you from time to time.” You said, “What are you doing here? You scared the shit out of me.”

Peter: “Sorry about that I really wasn’t trying to startle you. I just, um, I kind of think…I think you two should get back together.” He blurted out. You looked at him confused but still motioned for him to come upstairs into the apartment. He shimmied in through the window managing to accidentally rip the curtains off in the process

Y/N: “Did Miguel send you here to talk on his behalf?”

Peter: “No no I promise he didn’t, he doesn’t even know I’m here. Honestly he’d probably go ballistic if he found out.”

Y/N: “Peter, I appreciate you coming here. It’s very sweet and Im sure you just want what’s best for your friend but our relationship isn’t anyone else’s concern.”

Peter: “I know I know but just hear me out and if you don’t like what I have to say then I’ll go and leave you two be…” You looked at him in confusion but decided to sit down and hear what he had to say

Peter: “Y/N I’ve been pretty close with Miguel for a while now and I think I know all there is to know about the guy. And if there’s one thing I know about him it’s that he’s a fucking idiot”, He took a seat next to you on the bed, “one of the biggest idiots i’ve ever seen and that’s coming from the second biggest idiot…I know about the night you locked him out. He said things that hurt you didn’t he?” He asked looking over at you. You nodded, his question triggered all the emotions of that night. The feeling of betrayal, worthlessness, and isolation all came rushing back and made the tears swell up

Peter: “Yeah, he does that sometimes. It makes you feel like he doesn’t even care about you but I promise you he does. Y/N he’s absolutely crazy about you.”

Y/N: “Really?” You sniffled

Miguel: “Yes! You should see the way his face lights up when you call him, he tries to hide it but we all notice he’s giddy about something . And oh my god when we’re on missions and he sees something he thinks you’ll like, he writes it down in this little notepad he has! Here.” he hands you a small brown notebook, “Don’t tell him, I snagged this from his desk today, he’d kill me if he found out.” he chuckled

He was right, the book was filled with notes and scribbles, some crossed out probably indicating he’d bought them already. He even put little reminders on sticky notes for himself so he could remember what colors you liked and didn’t like. It brought a smile out of you

Peter: “He’s hasn’t been doing well since that night. And im sorry if this sounds like I’m trying to guilt you into being with him, I really am not trying to do that. Im just asking, can you go talk to him please?” He asked

He looked at you awaiting your decision, but it wasn’t like you needed thinking. You missed Miguel so much, for fucks sake you wore his shirts every night since he left, and if Peter said he missed you too then that’s all the answer you needed…

#miguel x reader #miguel o'hara #miguel spiderman #miguel x y/n #miguel x you #atsv miguel #peter parker #miles molares #atsv hobie #hobie brown #gwen stacy #miguel angst #miguel smut #pavitr prabhakar #across the spiderverse

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smolwritingchick · 4 months

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The Bangtan Gal Chapter 68- Under The Mistletoe

Chapter Summary: BTS attend the MAMA Awards. Jimin and Taehyung aim to get Jennie and Jungkook to kiss under the mistletoe

Words: 8,000+

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In Hong Kong, BTS prepared for their performance during the dress rehearsal. They were to collaborate with GOT7, which Jen was thrilled about.

"Hey, Bam Bam, look it's your future girlfriend." Mark teased as they saw Jennie stretching from afar.

"Shush!" Bam Bam playfully shoved him away.

"And you're drooling~," Jackson exclaimed.

After she finished stretching, she spotted the members of GOT7 and waved. Just before Bam Bam was about to approach her, he stopped when he saw Jungkook.

"Babygirl."

"Yes?" she turned around, greeted by Jungkook.

"Hobi Hyung wants to go over the choreography with you to make sure you got it. You know that one part."

"All right."

After the dress rehearsal, Jennie had slipped through Bam Bam's eyes as he wanted to take time to talk to her, but like she always does, she wandered around backstage. She saw Monsta X and approached them with a smile.

"Finally get to meet you guys properly. Hi!" she bowed.

"Jennie Walker! Miss BTS! It's nice to finally meet you properly, too! I'm Jooheon. This is I.M, Hyungwon, Kihyun, Minhyuk, Wonho and Shownu."

"I'm trying not to fangirl but oh my gosh, you guys are friggin badass. I am so looking forward to your performance at the show. I can see you guys making it big, I can just feel it. And I'm proud to announce that I am a monbebe~!"

The members seemed pleased to hear that as they welcomed her with open arms.

"What's your favorite song?" Minhyuk asked.

"Gone Bad is my favorite!"

"Oh really? Can you sing it?" Shownu asked

Jen nodded and sang out Kihyun's part, "Geurae hal mankeum haebwa oneul haruneun. Eodikkaji galji hanbeon nareul jigyeobollae."

"Wow~. I love it." Kihyun applauded.

"Continue." Jooheon challenged

"Okay." she accepted and started feeling herself while rapping to Jooheon, "E eee eee, neon hukhago gayo. E eee eee, neon hukhago gayo."

Jooheon immediately smiled and nodded his head as he rapped with her, "E eee eee, neon hukhago gayo. E eee eee, neon hukhago gayo tto hanbange KO."

She went on while Hyungwon joined in for his verse, "Ppittureojillae. Ppittureojillae ho. Ppittureojillae. Monsta X yeah we rock the show. Ppittureojillae. Ppittureojillae ho. Ppittureojillae. Monsta X yeah we rock the show!"

"We might need to let her be the 8th member of Monsta X, now." Kihyun laughed.

"Ha! I don't think Bangtan will take too kindly to that." she giggled.

"I'm sure we can work something out." Wonho smiled, causing her face to warm up

'Lord Jesus, I was born the wrong year. He's smiling like that on purpose.' she thought.

Wonho was one fine looking guy. Everyone here was.

"So, we heard that Wonho is your bias." Minhyuk teased. "So, who is your bias wrecker? Me, right?"

"No way, it's me," Shownu added.

The members began joking around and trying to impress her with funny poses, making her laugh.

"She doesn't have a bias wrecker because her heart belongs to me, right Jennie?" Wonho wrapped an arm around her and got closer to her face.

"Oh mah God~." she started feeling shy at how close she was to him and covered her face as he chuckled. Once she pulled herself together, she joked, "I know I'm too young for you, but I fit your ideal type because I can make some bombass ramen."

After goofing around, she asked, "Are you fellas nervous for your first MAMA Awards?"

"Very. It's a big moment for us. Do you have any advice?" Shownu asked.

"Honestly I was freaking out during my first MAMA. It's such a big deal, y'know? Huge event. But just have fun with it. You're performing in front of thousands of people and various idols from different companies. Show them who Monsta X is and show them that you guys are here to stay and take over. You're going to do great. I'll be cheering you on."

"Thank you, we'll take that to heart." they bowed.

"I remember your performance from last year's MAMA. You performed with Block B's Taeil. You were really good up there. Great charisma." I.M spoke in English, causing Jen to smile and speak in her Native language

"Aw, really? Thank you. It's still one of my favorite performances I had on stage. You're fluent in English, right?"

"Yes, I am."

"I'm giving you a warning now since we're going to be great friends, you're stuck with me and we'll be having a lot of English conversations together."

I.M chuckled. "I'll mentally prepare. Can we take a picture for Twitter?"

"Yeah!"

Getting in the middle, Jennie posed gleefully as they considered her their new Monbebe. I.M posted the photo on Monsta X's Twitter, 'With Miss BTS herself! She's our new Monbebe! Thank you for supporting us!'

Wandering around again, Jen saw The8.

"Jennie!" he happily waved

"Hey! It's been a while!" she rushed up and pulled him for a hug, surprising him as he shyly hugged her back.

After they pulled away he smiled softly. "You look well!"

"I'm surviving. You look great, excited for Mama?"

"A little nervous but Seventeen is working very hard."

"I saw a snippet of your performance. You guys are great! Mansae is one of my favorite songs."

"Look forward to us performing."

"Trust me, I will."

Once the show began, BTS and GOT7 performed their collab dance. Afterward, GOT7 performed If You Do and soon after, BTS came out to perform Run. Jen wore leather pants and a white leather jacket with the words, 'Love Yourself' and wore that same white butterfly necklace in their starting position. She stood back to back with Jimin.

Run...Run...Run...

Starting off with V walking to the members, they shift. Rapmon starts off and they perform.

dasi Run Run Run nan meomchul suga eobseo

tto Run Run Run nan eojjeol suga eobseo

eochapi igeotbakke nan mothae

neoreul saranghaneun geot bakken mothae

Transitioning to the middle, Jen sang while her hair bounced every time she ran, "Dasi Run Run Run, neomeojyeodo gwaenchanha, tto Run Run Run jom dachyeodo gwaenchanha."

The camera panned to some idols who were watching the performance and it showed some IKON members smiling and lip syncing when Jen sang. One of them covered his mouth to tell one of his hyungs that she looked pretty but some fansites that were filming them caught them and thought it was cute.

(Run)

Jen and Rapmon face each other.

Don't tell me bye bye!

(Run)

"You make me cry, cry!" she patted her hand over her heart

(Run)

"Love is a lie, lie!" they say in unison. "Don't tell me, don't tell me, don't tell me bye bye!" they push each other away

Once the chorus came again, Jen sang first this time as they danced.

chueokdeuri mareun kkonipcheoreom

sansani buseojyeoga

nae son kkeuteseo nae bal miteseo

dallyeoganeun ne deung dwiro

machi nabireul jjotdeut kkum sogeul hemaedeut

neoui heunjeogeul ttaraga

The fan chants could be heard as they noticed various ARMY bombs in the crowd. Jen was having a blast on the stage and before she knew it, the song was about to end.

(Run)

Don't tell me bye bye

(Run)

"You make me cry, cry!"

(Run)

"Love is a lie, lie!"

Don't tell me, don't tell me

Don't tell me bye bye

Later on, the members watched the rest of the show. Jen had stared at Ailee in admiration when she had won best female vocal performance. She was just so beautiful and ARMY was eager to see her reaction to Ailee winning while the members teased her about it. Jen was the first to stand up and applaud when she won as well, with a proud smile on her face.

Jennie also was so proud of Hyuna when she won best dance solo performance. Her life was slayed watching Jessi and Hyuna perform. She enjoyed seeing women take the stage. Hopefully one day she will be able to do that. She saw it as inspiration that she could get there, too.

BTS had won the World Performer award, which was a proud moment for them. Jen hoped that they'd be able to win even more awards as they continued what they were doing. Ever since the Melon Awards, Jen's reactions and dancing to performances have become iconic for those that have fancams of her because they were so amusing to watch and tonight was no exception.

When CL had performed, Jen was mesmerized. The charisma, how the crowd can get behind her instantly, she hoped to be like that one day. Being able to move a crowd like that by herself. She was so hyped that the camera kept filming her while fans said, 'Same, Jennie, same'

Just like everyone else, no one expected 2NE1 to pop up as Jen freaked out, holding onto poor Jin.

"HOLY SHIT! HOLY SHIT!"

Her reaction was bound to go viral as she also wiped a few tears when they performed Fire and I Am The Best.

And of course, once EXO had performed, she had to jam to them. She lipsynced all of Baekhyun's lines as her fansites filmed everything.

"Eodun miro soge gacheotteon. Whoa na Oh, geu eodum sogeseo, nal kkaeweo jun ni moksori deullyeowa, nal dashi taeeonage hae~" she sang out, jamming around.

The members slowly turned to her and were amused. She truly loved Baehkyun. When the lights went out and Chanyeol began rapping fast, Jen got even more hyped as EXO performed a lightsaber dance break. Then, with Drop That, it became a huge party as she danced with Taehyung and Hobi who were near Suho and Chen.

Jump jump jump jump jump jump E.X.O

Jump jump jump jump we are E.X.O

While watching Baekhyun perform, she soon saw him walking towards where she and the rest of the idols were. Her butterflies came back and all those thoughts about keeping her composure were out the window.

She soon noticed him looking her way and began to walk over to her.

'He's coming over here!?' she thought, widening her eyes.

He extended out his hand and she immediately took it, getting pulled forward and they started jumping and dancing together.

"Ah, she is so freaking out right now!" Namjoon laughed.

"I know. I'm surprised she didn't faint." Jin giggled.

Chen and Suho did the same with GOT7 and the rest of Bangtan nearby.

This was a moment that she'll cherish for the rest of her life and the members knew how much this meant to her. Baekhyun smiled at her and made his way back to the stage to regroup with the members. She couldn't wipe that huge smile off her face. It was nothing like being able to get hyped with one of your favorite idols like this.

Chen had blown her away with his high note and she had to lean back and place a hand over her heart.

'MY GOD! How did he do that!?' she thought

And once they performed Love Me Right, Jennie was no more good as she swayed around while standing and clapping along. Her ears were almost ringing from the screams of fans for Big Bang. Their stages were always unique. All of YG artists were. The way they were so composed and had strong charisma. She hoped to get there one day. To that point as a performer.

During the dress rehearsal, she had told G-Dragon that she hoped that BTS could have a longer stage at MAMA, and he told her that they'd get there one day. So she'll continue to work hard and remain patient for their time to shine.

When the camera panned to Jennie with Taehyung bopping to the song, she looked directly at it and smiled, pointing, "Bang, bang, bang! Bang, bang, bang!"

Spotting Kiyhun and the rest of Monsta X, Jen and Taehyung began to dance with them too. During PSY's Daddy performance, fansites filmed her laughing and asking Hobi and Taehyung how the dance goes, following their moves.

During Gangnam Style the camera caught her again, turning up and dancing around without a care in the world despite everyone watching her. She was dancing similar to how Taeyang was during Gangnam Style a few years ago. The members couldn't help but party with her. Jen feeling herself was such a mood and it made awards shows more enjoyable to watch because of her reactions.

Bam Bam had soon danced his way over to Jennie, tapping her over the shoulder. Once she turned, she danced with him as BamJen shippers were delighted. Jimin was not happy when watching them dance. He felt like his ship was getting ruined and didn't like how close he was to her.

Jungkook glanced up and saw them dancing, feeling some type of way as jealously crept up on him.

"Are you going to sit there or are you going to do something?" Taehyung asked in his ear over the loud music.

Jungkook soon thought about their conversation after the concert,

'Let everyone know that the person you want will be yours and no one is going to change that or interfere with your mission.'

Some idols were glancing at Jungkook, wondering what he was going to do. The gossip about Jungkook's feelings for his bandmate was going around fast. And it was also a known fact that Bam Bam had liked her for quite some time and was very vocal about it. The only thing stopping him right now was the dating ban.

Jungkook stood up and glanced at the 95 Liners who followed him. Dancing to the song, the three of them moved to where Jen was dancing. Jimin and Taehyung watched eagerly as Jungkook gently pulled her away from Bam Bam

"I'll take it from here," the Golden Maknae spoke.

Bam Bam and some members of GOT7 were disappointed that his moment was interrupted. But Jimin and Taehyung had low fived each other as they watched JenKook have a friendly and goofy dance battle, with Bangtan hyping them up. It certainly caught the camera's attention and made JenKook shippers happy.

Watching everyone perform tonight motivated Jen to do better and she had hoped that at next year's MAMA Awards, she would be able to blow everyone away with her charisma with Bangtan. Sometimes she felt like she wasn't doing enough. What can she do to stand out and get people talking about how much she has improved on stage? She will be practicing and working even harder to give a better performance for fans.

After the show, Jungkook went directly to Bam Bam. He wanted to have a long talk about everything.

"Can I speak with you, Bam Bam?" Jungkook asked.

Once Bam Bam agreed, they walked to a private area. "So, what's up, Jungkook?"

"It's about Jennie."

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"Thank you!" Jen pulled the table right inside her hotel room.

She was so hungry after the show, she had to order room service. She felt like she deserved a big meal after the pleasant time she had at the MAMA Awards.

Her face during 2NE1's reunion performance was sure to become a new meme as she already saw her face plastered all over Tumblr and Twitter. ARMY did not waste any time to capture her reaction. After eating, she prepared to shower, shutting the bathroom door behind her. Finally, she was able to shower. The whole night exhausted her. It was overall fun but with a big award show like this, it took a toll on her body. But nothing like a hot shower to ease her muscles. Connecting her phone to a portable speaker, she put her music on shuffle and walked into the shower.

Meanwhile, back in the room, a sasaeng had crawled out from under the room service table after hearing the shower turn on. They began to place hidden cameras all over the room and called their buddy who was also around the hotel.

"I'm in Jennie's room~! Our plan worked! I finally got in. The video is clear, right? Good." the sasaeng giggled and found her suitcase.

Opening it, they started to examine her personal belongings. They began to take some of her underwear and even took photos of her bra size. After having too much fun with her belongings, the suitcase fell to the floor and made a loud noise.

With Jennie, her stomach dropped, and she stopped everything that she was doing as soon. Hobi was not in the room yet because he was with friends so he couldn't be back yet.

Something was not right and someone was here.

What is she going to do?

Another sasaeng had walked into the room and it so happened to be someone who worked at the hotel. The same woman who had given Jennie her food. She eagerly helped the other person put Jen's stolen items under the table, including her friendship ring.

"We'll meet with the others later. Double check the cameras, and get out of here," she advised and left the room with the table.

Getting out of the shower while leaving it on, she put on a towel and disconnected her phone from the speaker to give Seijin a quick call to frantically tell him that there was someone in her room. After he told her that he was on his way with the others and security, she decided to stay in the bathroom, feeling anxious.

"Jennie~, I know you know I'm here! Come out so we can meet! I'm a huge fan~!" the sasaeng said in a teasing voice.

This was so scary. Never in her life had she ever been in this type of situation. She became anxious when she heard the doorknob rattle as the sasaeng tried to get in. She didn't know if the sasaeng had intentions of hurting her or had some sort of weapon.

After hearing various sasaeng stories, she never thought she would be one to deal with someone breaking in. She hated this feeling. The feeling of being helpless and paralyzed with fear.

"Open up!" the sasaeng yelled, making her flinch and shed a few tears.

The sasaeng didn't want to leave like they were supposed to. They wanted to get noticed by their bias.

Looking around, Jennie grabbed the nearest weapon, a toilet plunger, just in case they attacked her. It wasn't much but it was something. She let out a shriek when the sasaeng began to kick at the door. After a while, they managed to break in and as soon as that door swung open, Jen couldn't even use the weapon.

"Get away from me!" Jen shouted when she was grabbed by the arm.

The sasaeng had a tight grip, digging their nails into her skin, with that sick smile on their face. Seijin and various security guards rushed into the room, to go straight after the sasaeng while Jen screamed.

"No! No! I love her! Let me go! Let me go!" the sasaeng began struggling and managed to get detained while Seijin made sure Jen was all right.

Jennie watched with distress as the sasaeng continued to go crazy. When they were taken away, she, still shaken up, explained what happened while in tears, holding on to Seijin. After he made a few calls, it was certain that Big Hit would be taking serious legal action over this, immediately.

If Jen didn't have her phone with her in the bathroom, who knows what could've happened? Her blood went cold as she still felt that death grip on her arm. She then looked at her suitcase which was open with her items scattered.

Anger soon overcame her, "And they had the audacity to touch my shit?!"

She ran her hands through her wet hair, fearing for the worst of what might have been taken. When she got dressed in her pajamas, there was an investigation of how the sasaeng broke in. Clearly, the sasaeng had some connections in this hotel and someone or more people helped them sneak in.

When the members found out what had happened, they immediately rushed to her room, Namjoon being the first, running in to hug her.

"Are you hurt!?" he demanded with worry.

Jen was not happy. She was mainly angry at herself for being in that type of situation and getting so scared. She was considering taking self defense classes or something to defend herself if God forbid no one was there to save her. The members stayed with her while Seijin filled them in on everything. Yoongi, Namjoon, Jungkook, and Jimin especially struggled to keep their cool, while everyone was concerned for her safety.

Just to see how easily the sasaeng came in from a room service table was not good and they will be increasing security and doing more hotel room checks from now on.

"And we found hidden cameras." Seijin pointed out.

"You're the one with the good news, today, huh?" Jen asked sarcastically, shaking her head. "Man...hidden cameras? Unbelievable...well, I clearly made it because I now have people breaking into my hotel room."

This was sick. What if they filmed her when she was undressed?

Later that evening, Jungkook came back to her room while Hobi was showering. He was still shaken up by what had happened with Jennie. Everyone was. He had wished that he could've protected her.

Noticing something bothering her and decided to ask, "What's on your mind?"

"I'm so sorry..." she murmured, shaking her head as tears appeared in her eyes

"For what?" he asked in alarm.

"I'm so sorry, Kook..."

"Wh-what's wrong?"

"I lost the ring..." she mumbled.

"What?"

"I lost the ring, Jungkook. I-I thought they took it but it wasn't found on them. I dunno where it can be. It's not in the room, the sasaeng doesn't have it. It's gone. Th-they searched everywhere."

His eyes softened as he held her close. "It's okay."

"That friendship ring meant everything to me. Now it's gone."

"It's okay."

"How can you say that so easily?" she looked up.

"Because what we have isn't just a ring. Your safety is worth more than a ring," he responded firmly. "You or a simple ring, I'd choose you in a heartbeat. I'm just glad you're safe. That's all that matters."

There were numerous reports of Jennie being the next unfortunate victim of dealing with a sasaeng as fans had voiced their concern and hoped that she would be okay. It was going to be a while until she got over this but being with the members helped ease the tension.

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As a pre-birthday surprise, the members and MPD decided to prank Jin. First was a mission which was to make an acrostic poem with Hong Kong. When Jin was declared the winner, he was shocked.

"Why me?" Jin asked, flustered.

Since he was the winner, he went out with MPD while the production crew gave the members instructions. They were to have the lights off and the members not in the room but only a woman lying in the bed as they hoped that Jin would fall for the plan.

"Yo, V cannot keep a secret. He kept mentioning Jin's birthday." Jen said on camera while they hid in the bathroom.

"He mentioned it twice!" Rapmon added

'Trust me, I know.' Jungkook thought about the various times V almost blurted out his feelings for Jennie.

Thankfully Jimin kept him in check. After a while, Jin came back and entered the room with MPD, only to jump when the girl screamed from the bed. Jin instantly jumped and began shaking.

"What, what, what is going on!?" he exclaimed.

"Happy birthday to you~!" the members walked out with a cake while laughing. Jin continued to stand there, stunned while Jimin held onto him. "Happy birthday to our beloved Jin Hyung! Happy birthday to you!"

"I was so startled!" Jin exclaimed after blowing out the candles. "I was like what? Who's that?"

"Did you fall for our plan?" J-Hope asked

"I did!"

When it was officially Jin's birthday, backstage during a music show, Suga and Jimin started a V-Live and walked over to Jin with a cake. Everyone had sung happy birthday to him.

"Whaaaaaa!" Suga yelled while the members butt in the camera to get in the frame.

"It's so good to be with our members on my birthday. And it's even better to be with our fans. Give me a knife to cut the cake." the birthday boy requested.

"Here you go!" J-Hope pretended that his hand was a knife, pretending to chop the cake while the other members did the same thing.

After getting an official knife, Jin began to cut it.

"It's blueberry yogurt," Jimin informed.

"Looks mighty tasty~!" Jen added.

"Who wants it?" Jin asked

"You first, Jin." J-Hope answered

As soon as he took the first bite, J-Hope said, "Yeeeahhh."

When he ate another piece, the members said, "Yeaaaah."

Another bite.

"Yuuuuuum!"

"It's good, right?" J-Hope asked

And another bite.

"Yuuuuum!"

"So good!" Jin answered with his mouth full.

"53,000 of our fans are with us," Suga announced.

"It's my birthday and I hope you'll be happy too. We'll do our best to show you the best performance today. So please enjoy it." Jin beamed

"Happy birthday! Bye!" they wave goodbye.

After the V-Live, Jen presented Jin with a Mario themed birthday box. "Happy birthday~!"

"For me? And it's Mario? Oh wow, thank you, Jennie." he happily accepted it and sat down with her to open it. "I have been looking forward to getting your birthday box. It was one of my top birthday wishes."

"Oh really? Well, I'm glad this birthday wish came true. I hope you like it."

Opening up the letter, Jin couldn't help but giggle. On the top was a small ship she drew with the pun, 'Oh ship! It's your birthday!'

To my precious Jin,

Ah, you're getting older! But as each year goes by, you get more handsome. Just ask those who call you the car door guy back at the Melon Awards. Thank you for always taking care of me over the years. You have always looked out for me. Even that time when I was embarrassed when my period came unexpectedly and you were there and washed my sheets for me and took me to the store to buy what I needed. And as much as I hated that time when you forced me to take medicine when I got sick for the first time in Korea, I'm glad you did because even though we were just getting to know each other, you were concerned about me and wanted to help me.

You have no idea how proud you make me when I see you dance. I can definitely see the improvement and I hope you can too because your hard work is paying off. You have been working diligently on everything and just know that we appreciate all that you do. I will continue to help you clean and cook for the members. I don't want you to do all the work by yourself. I'll always be there to help you out. Oh yeah, and thanks for increasing my appetite because you were the main one wanting me to eat more when I came here. I want to be a part of Eat Jin soon, so invite me to your show!

Your laugh is one of my favorite things about you. It's contagious and I will continue to tease you about it. I also love your silly dad jokes. I swear I be like the only one laughing because of how silly they are but I always appreciate them. There are times when I think about them and start laughing and then the members stare at me like I'm crazy, haha. Including you! But you're the reason for my random laughter. Happy birthday and I wish you many more happy, safe, and healthy birthdays to come.

Love,

Your precious Jennie

After he had read the letter, he wrapped his arms around her for a tight hug and began giving her kisses all over her face as she tried to escape while laughing.

As the days went by in December, BTS promoted Run on music shows. During one show, V had the opportunity to MC. The members were very eager to watch him in action. Jennie wondered when she'd have that random opportunity to MC for a music show. It seemed a bit intimidating with the script and having to do all this random stuff. But she hoped that when it was her time to do so, it would be fun and a great learning experience.

"Ah shit, I accidentally got foundation on your face." she noticed some of her makeup on the side of Tae's cheek after she kissed him for good luck.

That helped calm his nerves since he was so nervous about MCing and he began to laugh at her struggling to wipe the brown makeup off.

"Stop laughing! I'm tryna help!" she giggled

"Hehehe, thank you, I needed this laugh." He responded as a stylist came to fix his makeup.

"You are going to be just fine. Everyone gets nervous when they do stuff like this for the first time. But you're a natural on camera. You're always so silly and bring in that adorable charm that fans love. We'll be watching you backstage, cheering you on, mkay? Ennie will always support you. Don't forget that."

Taehyung gave her two big kisses on her cheeks as she laughed.

"Oh, my gosh, Tae! You got my makeup on you again!"

And for Inkigayo with Rap Monster MCing, Jen and the rest of the members watched him from backstage.

"Bruh...I dunno what he was so nervous for. If he is, it clearly does not show on camera. Look at how smooth he is. He's doing so well." Jen said for a Bangtan Bomb.

On Music Bank, the members were hoping to get their first win for Run. Some members were asked what they thought about the possibility of getting their first win.

Jen answered, "Prayer is a powerful thing, so I'm praying that we get this first win. And I have faith in ARMY. Things will be fine."

Thanks to ARMY's hard work, Bangtan got first place as the confetti came down on the stage. Fans screamed louder than ever for them as the members broke out into huge smiles, applauding as they received flowers from the MCs. It was nothing like getting a first win and it was something that they will honor every time they get it.

"Thank you ARMY! Love you!" Suga said over the mic.

Receiving the mic, Jen happily shouted, "ARMY, you rock! Thank you!"

"Thank you so much ARMY!" V spoke

"Thank you, everyone! Woo! We won first place!" Jimin waved as their song came on while the other idols left the stage.

Since Bangtan won first place, they wanted Jennie and Jungkook to perform Adult Ceremony to become an adult. So, making ARMY scream louder than they were before, the members continued to slowly bend down and do a little bit of the choreography while singing run and waving.

Rushing off stage, Rapmon happily said, "We got first place! Jungkookie and Ennie are now adults!"

"Thank you!" Suga blew a kiss

"Woo~ First win! Woo! BTS Run first win, woo!" Jennie yelled in front of the Bangtan Bomb camera, grabbing it and giving it a big kiss on the lens.

"We got first place! We got first place!" J-Hope excitedly yelled

"You've worked hard~!" Jungkook waved

"Wow~!" Jin showed off the award, looking at it in awe.

"We won an award!" Jimin said, with Taehyung having his arm around his shoulder.

Backstage, Jimin and Jennie were filmed together with J-Hope making funny faces in the background and hugging Jen from behind.

"Jennie, since you became an adult and won first place, what are your thoughts?" Jimin asked.

"First, ARMY, you did this for us, your hard work and dedication to supporting us is always appreciated. So again, thank you and we love you very much. And since I've become an adult, I can have all the smarties I want without no one telling me no, muhahahah~!" she laughed evilly.

"Muhahahah?" J-Hope questioned

"Muhahaha!" she answered back.

"Muhahahaha~!" he copied her.

"You two are very weird." Jimin laughed.

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BTS were on another episode of Weekly Idol, discussing their RUN comeback. For random dancing, Coni mentioned, "As a way to motivate them so they don't make any more mistakes, what about giving a kiss to each other."

"Oh, that's really strong," J-Hope responded as the members looked astonished

"Who? Who?" Suga called out

"Say what now?" Jen added

"That's good, the first person to make a mistake will give a member a kiss on the cheek," Coni said

As the members began to dance, it started simple with no mistakes. But once Boy In Luv came on, it looked like Jungkook had messed up.

"Time out, time out. Jungkook!" Heechul exclaimed as they both went to him and J-Hope.

They thought J-Hope's facial expressions were way too obvious and he acted like he didn't make a mistake.

"I was a bit confused," J-Hope admitted.

"Is it better to be kissed by Jungkook or by J-Hope?"

"Wouldn't it be better if they just kissed each other?" V suggested

"WOW!" everyone shouted.

Jennie began laughing loudly as she saw the two poor boys cringing and taking a step back.

"Say, 'Let's not be wrong from now on', then hug and once...twice...do that." Coni demonstrated, kissing Jungkook on the cheek as he cringed.

Jennie giggled at his reaction. He was just too cute. Soon Jungkook and J-Hope held hands and stood in front of each other.

"Hyung, let's...not make mistakes," Jungkook said as they went to hug each other.

"Euahhhhhhhh~!" J-Hope yelled as they reluctantly got close to each other's faces. "This is cruel!"

Once J-Hope had yelled and kissed his cheek, everyone had to push Jungkook's head near J-Hope's cheek to kiss him. The boys were so happy when the torture was over.

"Everyone, this time, instead of a kiss, do one hit on the wrist," Coni revealed the next punishment.

When they continued their next round of random dancing, this time Suga got confused when I Need U came on and sheepishly tried to explain himself. He exposed his wrist out for Jungkook to hit.

"You have to kind of like it!" Heechul explained, demonstrating getting hit and dramatically saying, "Ah!"

It seemed too inappropriate for the broadcast as the members burst out in laughter.

"No, he did not just say that!" Jen laughed.

"That's too weird!" Suga exclaimed and got hit by Jin and Rapmon afterward.

"If you get it wrong the third time, this time, the butt." Coni demonstrated.

Jennie took a step back, exclaiming, "UH! UH!"

"UH UH!" "UH UH!" They replay her shocked sound effect as everyone laughed while she protectively covered her butt with her hands.

"I will knock somebody out," she announced, getting defensive, pounding her fist once against her palm.

Taehyung had accidentally slapped her ass during the War of Hormone era in one performance at a music show. She knew fans wanted the full story of how that happened. She planned to discuss it when she went to talk to JRE in January.

Her ass was not going to get hit by anyone. Not today. Not the next day, and the next day, and the next day, and the next day, and so on. You have to earn it to touch her ass.

Jimin and Taehyung thought about Jennie messing up and trying to get Jungkook to be the one to give her the punishment, giggling to themselves.

As they danced again, War of Hormone came on and it popped up to Jen's verse.

Of course, it did...

Strutting to the front she danced powerfully.

...but I ain't you baby, you gotta earn that.

Hello! Hello! Hello! Hello!

I'll tell you what I want right now!

Hello! Hello! Hello! Hello!

I ain't giving it to you right now!

She successfully got the moves right as the chorus continued. She was not letting anyone touch her booty. They can look but they can't touch. If anything, you gotta be her significant other first.

Once Boy in Luv came on, Jimin was finally caught.

"We'll do the last punishment and after that, especially for you, we'll add another on top of that," Coni said. "The two MCs will hug Jimin and-"

"No," Jimin begged. "You don't have to do things like that." he fell to his knees and laughed

"A hug and a kiss," Heechul said while the members laughed and applauded.

Jennie, Suga, J-Hope, Taehyung and Jungkook gave Jimin pats on his butt and then he was hugged from behind by Heechul. When Jimin received kisses on the cheek, the members yelled, continuing to cringe.

During the next segment, BTS received phone calls from various fans who were very excited. The phone lines were down due to the high demand for Bangtan, which bewildered the members. One fan had spoken in English, talking to Jennie and she was moved that the fan was learning English to communicate with her. Jen made the fan feel good when she praised their English skills.

"So, what is this about Jin and Jennie wrestling?" Coni asked

Jin and Jen glanced at each other and laughed while the members thought about the hilarious memories.

"That was a fun day." Jen happily nodded.

"That match didn't count because she cheated. I was supposed to win." Jin exclaimed

"You tapped out. It doesn't get much clearer than that, Jin."

"AHHHHHHH~!" the members said with their loud laughter filling the studio.

They had played the clip of Jennie putting Jin in an armbar and him tapping out while Jin became flustered. His ears got red as he tried to explain himself.

"Will there be a continuation?" Heechul asked. "Round two?"

"I mean, we could. You down?" Jen turned to Jin.

"I still need to win so of course." Jin nodded eagerly.

"I dunno about all that but anyway." she teased as Jin blankly stared at her. "I guess when we have some free time, we'll think of some funny promos and work on what we want to do for Jin vs Jen Part 2. Stay tuned."

As the show went on, with Rapmon struggling to cut an onion, they had their idol on the grill segment. The male members would be called Bulletproof Girl Scouts while Jennie would be called the Bulletproof Boy Scout. They recapped the female idols the boys wanted to get closest to and how Jennie was very interested in EXO. So the plan was to dance to an idol song and they'll be given Korean Beef.

"Jennie! Which EXO song would you like to perform?" she was asked.

"Call me baby~," she answered and stood up.

"Of course." Jimin giggled.

"Yes, we are fully aware that you love this group a lot. Especially Baekhyun." Coni teased.

"I hope that one day I could have the opportunity to collab with an EXO member." she brought up. "That would be so cool. I learn a lot from groups such as them when I watch them perform. It motivates me to work harder. Collabing with a group like EXO, I'm sure I can learn a lot from them. Even if it's just one member, a simple dance collab, or singing together, I'd be grateful."

"EXO if you are watching, what is your answer?" Coni asked.

As the song came on, it started with the chorus after Chanyeol's verse. It looked like she would have to do some eye-opening pelvic thrusts. She even had her hand on her crotch and thrust her hips up. It surprised the members along with her fluent body rolls and movement with the song. The MCs were impressed with her powerful movements and praised her. When Jen watched the rest of the members dance, she immediately covered her mouth when Rapmon danced to EXID's Up & Down.

When it was Jungkook's turn, he mentioned that he wasn't familiar with any IU songs and decided to dance Up & Down instead. Sure enough, being the extra Golden Maknae that he is, the MCs hyped him up while the members laughed. Jennie dropped her jaw when he started to thrust up and down.

"Whoa! Yeah! Whoa! Yeah!" the MCs yelled as he displayed a different personality once again.

'Did you hear what Jennie said on Weekly Idol!?' fans asked under Baekhyun's Instagram.

What got everyone talking was that Baekhyun had only responded with a smiley emoji, causing everyone to flip out at the possibility.

Will SM Entertainment allow a member from EXO to collaborate with Jennie one day?

And will Big Hit allow Jennie to collaborate with a member from EXO one day?

These were questions on everyone's minds and it had been anticipated ever since she released that cover. It looked like they would have to stay tuned to find out.

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When Christmas Eve came, Jennie and Jungkook spent the day playing video games in Jungkook's room.

"Jennie, later I want you to help me bake," Jin called out, walking past the room.

"I got you, just let me know!" she answered.

Jin examined the living room of the dorm with a smile. Christmas music was playing softly in the background and the tree was decorated. After a fierce game of rock, paper, scissors, Jin was the one to put the star on the tree.

"And what are you two doing, now?" he asked when Jimin and Taehyung were wandering around the dorm.

"Put one right here...right here...right there...and there..." Jimin placed mistletoes all around the dorm with Taehyung, in hopes to finally get JenKook to kiss.

The 95 Liners wanted this done ASAP.

This needed to happen TODAY.

"Why are you putting so many mistletoes up?" Jin asked

"Shhh, not so loud, you want them to notice?" Jimin shushed him.

"Jennie and Jungkook? Oh my gosh, Jimin, Taehyung, this is not going to work."

"Yeah. You two should give it up. You're doing too much..." Yoongi mumbled from the couch, lying down.

"I don't think that is going to work. Just let it go naturally, all right?" Namjoon added

"Oh come on! This will be a great opportunity!" Taehyung whined.

"I dunno what we are going to do with them." Jin sighed and went to the kitchen.

Later that day, Jen helped Jin with baking tons of cookies and placed the last remaining gifts under the tree. Jungkook joined in to make sure things were in order.

Meanwhile, Jimin and Taehyung watched JenKook's every move, hoping that they would get under one of the many mistletoes they put around the dorm. They waited all day and still had no success in getting them under the mistletoe. It began to frustrate the 95 Liners.

It wasn't until later that evening they finally yelled, "Look who is under the mistletoe~!" when Jennie was right in front of Jungkook who was by the door in the bathroom and they looked up to see a mistletoe on top of the door.

"Oh. Oh wow." Jen chuckled softly.

Jungkook looked shooked once he saw it. He was not prepared as his hyungs were looking on in anticipation and cheering. The pressure was starting to get to him and he began to feel overwhelmed.

"I mean, you wanna...?" Jen's voice brought him back to reality as she was waiting for him to tell her what he wanted to do.

"U-uh, sorry." he quickly rushed away, flustered, going to his room.

That did not sit well with the 95 Liners.

"JEON JUNGKOOOOOOOOOOOK!" Jimin yelled in anguish, falling to his knees.

"NO!" Taehyung rushed after him with Jimin.

"ARE YOU SERIOUS?! ARE YOU SERIOUS!?"

Jennie laughed at how silly they were acting. "Guys, it's all good! Relax!" she reassured. "Anyway, I gotta pee."

She, however, did deep down feel a little disappointed that he decided not to kiss her. But brushed the feeling aside. She shouldn't take it personally. He probably didn't want to be put on the spot like that. She understood.

With Jungkook who was trying to calm himself down in his room, he was a little angry at himself for chickening out but he wanted to kiss her without anyone looking. He wanted to do stuff like that in private. Alone, with no one else around or in another room nearby. But with his hyungs all around him like this, that wasn't going to work.

If they were truly alone, he would relax and show her a real kiss like he always dreamed about.

Once it was past 12am, Christmas Day, Jen had been cleaning up the dishes in the kitchen while everyone else had settled into their room. Hearing footsteps, she glanced up to see Jungkook strolling into the kitchen to grab a bottle of water.

"Ah, so you finally came out of your room," she called out as she watched him avert his eyes and set the water down on the counter. "Am I that unkissable?" she teased.

As soon as she said that, he looked up, widening his eyes. "N-no! It's not that, i-it's just..."

"Hey, it's fine, don't worry about it. I understand. It's a lot of pressure being put on the spot like that. I'm not one for kissing in front of an audience like that, myself."

"But-"

"Kook, it's fine. Really. I get it."

"I wanted to. I wanted to kiss you."

That caught her by surprise. "Really?"

"Yeah. I wanted to. I still do," he responded and saw her smile instantly from his words.

While JenKook talked, Jimin, Taehyung, and Hobi were spying on them from afar. The three tried not to make any noise as they eagerly watched them.

"What are you two doing-"

"Shh!" they cut Jin off and brought him close to them so he wouldn't get noticed.

"Oh my gosh...if they would just look up already. I planted a mistletoe right in the kitchen." Jimin complained in a hushed voice

"I know~," Taehyung whined.

"Now, what if this doesn't work?" Jin called out

"It will work! It better work!" Jimin grabbed him by the shirt and yanked him.

"W-we can always try New Year's!"

"No! Jimin and I want this done now! Long overdue! One step closer to our wonderful ship to sail." Taehyung replied

Back with JenKook, Jennie looked at him. Something in her stomach flipped and part of her felt thrilled that he wanted to kiss her. Throughout the entire rest of the day after the first attempt, she had that feeling in the back of her mind that she wanted to kiss him. But she couldn't understand why.

Should she be feeling this way?

Jungkook soon looked up and noticed that there was a mistletoe right over him, causing butterflies in his stomach and excitement.

The boys spying on them became so giddy that their cover was almost blown when they saw them find out.

Jennie and Jungkook stood in the kitchen in a comfortable silence, glancing up at the mistletoe and back at each other.

Did she want to kiss him? Should he make a move?

Noticing him trying to figure out what to do, Jennie decided to take the lead, slowly walking forward and gently grabbing his hands. As she looked up at him, she realized how much she loved how her soft hands fit nicely with his large ones and how handsome he looked up close.

Standing on top of his feet, she raised herself up on her tippy toes until she was right at his face. The faint Christmas music was heard in the background as they spent a moment looking at each other.

"Oh my God, oh my God, it's happening..." Taehyung fanboyed with Jimin in quiet voices as they looked on.

Jungkook watched her lean in, closing her eyes and he soon did the same until their lips met, softly. He felt so many emotions as he kissed her and even faintly tasted peppermint on her lips from the candy cane she had eaten earlier.

As soon as they saw them lock lips, Jimin and Taehyung covered their mouths before they screamed for joy. The two fell to the ground, rolling around in excitement while Hobi and Jin were jumping around in glee, back in the bedroom.

Jennie felt something strong behind such a simple mistletoe kiss with her best friend as she gently pulled away, releasing his hands. She felt her heart rate increase while Jungkook felt his cheeks flushed.

"There. Not so bad, right?" she took a step back and smiled softly. "Merry Christmas, Kookie."

Watching her walk to her room to go to bed, Jungkook touched his lips and let out a soft chuckle, overjoyed. Her lips were softer than he expected. Big difference from Rookie King.

Reminiscing on the moment he shared with her, he wanted to kiss her more than just once like they just did. The kiss felt too quick for him and he made a promise that the next time they kissed on the lips, he'd show her a real kiss to prove how much she meant to him.

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"Merry Christmas!" Taehyung dove on top of Jennie on her bed as she let out a groan.

It was too early for this. She was just dreaming about Nike finally noticing her and allowing her to endorse their stuff.

"Merry Christmas~!" Jimin ran in to dive on top of Tae, causing her to let out another groan.

"Merry Christmas~!" Jungkook jumped on top of Jimin while Jennie continued to deal with the torture of heavy bodies on her back.

She muffled something against her pillow while the Maknae Line tried to comprehend what she was saying.

"Guys, I think we're crushing her, hehehe." Taehyung giggled as they all got off of her.

She rolled out of bed and stood up. "Ow, my back...why are y'all so damn heavy?"

"Come on, we wanna open up presents! But Jin is making us eat breakfast, first! Let's go! Get a move on!" Taehyung dragged her out of the room to meet with the rest of the members.

Saying their good mornings, they sat to eat.

As breakfast went along, Jimin mischievously asked with a smirk, "So...did anyone get caught under the mistletoe, last night?"

Jungkook instantly narrowed his eyes at him but then glanced at Jennie. She looked unfazed and not bothered by the question.

"What about you Jennie? Kiss anyone last night?" Hobi asked.

"You kissed someone last night?" Yoongi asked with sleep in his voice.

"Who'd you smooch?" Namjoon asked with interest.

"I'm just glad there wasn't any tongue." Jin blurted out

"Wow, you just exposed yourself. You were spying." Jen called out, making Jin flustered.

"Darn it Jin!" Taehyung exclaimed.

"Come on!" Jimin yelled.

"Who kissed who?" Namjoon kept asking.

"She kissed Jungkook last night!" Taehyung announced loud and proud.

Jungkook felt himself blushing and looking down. He could never get a break from his hyungs.

"Did you like the kiss?" Hobi asked with a smile.

"Sorry, but I don't kiss and tell." she smiled and placed her dishes in the sink.

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koolcece22 · 16 days

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Enter Venomgirl

Ch.13

Miles’s pov

We all just rushed towards Shade and noticed that her tendrils were wrapping tightly around 42 and that he was starting to turn purple. Me and Hobie stopped fighting to help him. The others joined in and Margo turned the room back to normal. I ran up to Shade to try to snap her out of it, but she was in some kind of trance.

“Shade! Snap out of it!” I shouted at her as me and Hobie tried to get her to let go by pulling her away. For a split second, from the look in her eyes she seemed to snap out of it and let go of 42. He was coughing, trying to catch his breath. Shade looked around, surprised were all close to her. Before we could ask what happened, Shade’s eyes rolled to the back of her head as she seemed to about fall over. Hobie caught her before she completely fall backwards.

“ Vuck. Vuck. Vuck.”

We heard what Shade said or what we thought was Shade. It sounded like more like her symbiote; Kuro, I think its name was.

“ Shade, what the vuck is going on?!”

Shade looked up at us, her eyes weren’t purple; they were silver, and her mouth seemed to stretch more to show her sharp teeth, something we’ve seen with most symbiotes. It’s just a little weird seeing them when they're mostly human-looking.

“Uh, Kuro right?” I asked, giving her attention back to us. “What happened? Why did Shade attack 42 like that? Why did it take over Shade’s body?” I asked it a million questions a second, I guess it didn’t like being accused because the next thing I knew she grabbed me

“ Look bloody pits, I don’t like this tone and million questions you throw at me. Shade saw the red bastard for a split second then I don’t know I barely snapped her out of it. She…”

“She what?” I asked. Kuro let go of me and looked down.

“It’s nothing.” she looked at Peter “ Hey Peete spider! I think we’re done here.”

Peter's eyebrow raised “Peete spider?”

“Yeah, it likes naming us weird names. Shade said it sucks at remembering names.” Pav whispered in Peter’s ear.

“ I’m leaving this stupid place.” Shade or Kuro was about to walk off. I quickly grabbed her arm too much shocked.

“Hey look. You can’t just walk it off. We have to see what’s going on. You don’t want Shade to freak out, don’t you?”

Kuro just scoffed while she ripped her arm away from me. I can tell she cares for Shade. I heard her growling as I heard her mutter ‘fine’. Nodded as I turned to the others.

“Hey Pete, I’m going to take Shade to Doc’s. Maybe she’ll know what to do.”

Peter nodded “Sure kid.”

“Not a kid remember?” I said with arms folded with a smirk. Everyone laughed but 42 wasn’t in mood. I looked at him. “Hey 42, you should come get checked out.”

“I’ll pass. I’ll go to my doctor thank very much.” he said as made a portal back his earth. No one tried to stop him. 42 doesn't like getting help from us even though we treated him like us. I sighed going to check on him later but one person at time I guess. I led Shade or Kuro back to Andrea, weird how they work.

We made it back to Andrea’s office, she was smoking which not allowed in her office but i don’t think no one is going to call her out for her rules. She saw me and Kuro without an amused expression.

“I see you’re back Kuro,” she said both me and Kuro’s eyes widened.

“ How do you know I’m in control?”

“Your blood cell count increases with symbiote cells so i’m guessing her other side took over. What happened?”

“We don’t know. Shade joined us for training and during it, she or Kuro said they saw Carnage in front of them, and they almost hurt 42 badly.”

“Mmmm?” Andrea then beckoned us to come closer and have Kuro sit at the table.

“So tell me what happened.”

“ Uh…Shade was fighting the kid during the match when she saw red goo guy in front of us and our tendrils were the same color as that bastard. But I don’t feel him anymore.”

Andrea raised an eyebrow “You don’t?”

“ Yeah, we- I felt him in Shade but he’s now gone but I feel like. Shade feels like…”

“Like what?” I asked

“Like I was looking through him and felt what he feels and thinks.”

Andrea and I noticed that Shade’s eyes were back to purple now, meaning we were talking to Shade now. Andrea walked up to her, studying her then she sighed and pulled out one of her smokes. The ones Hobie would sometimes steal from her.

“Well that’s bad news for you, guess you're staying another day then.”

“What!? Void! Send me home, I‘ll deal with the problem myself.”

“No can do. The boss ordered me to keep an eye on you till Carnage is out. The last thing we need is for Carnage to come out nowhere and ruin a canon event.”

“Canon what?”

I put my hand on her shoulder “ to explain and kind of BS. Let’s go talk to Miguel and see if he can send you home.” I said trying to de-escalate this. Maybe we can talk to Miguel about this even though I really don’t want to. We were still trying to work things out. He’s gotten way better, but he still has his moments and he sure can be a hardass at times. Shade sighed and nodded as she got up. Andrea lit up her smoke.

“Fine, but please come back here if it gets worse. Or I’ll drag you here myself. Got it?”

We both nodded as we headed to Miguel’s lab, It took a little longer since Shade couldn’t stick to the walls so I took her on the easier way. The Miguel way. We made it to his lab. As we entered it we didn’t see Miguel there, but we saw Jess. She turned to us from the platform she was on. At least it wasn’t as high up like Miguel would have it.

“Hey Jess, uh where’s Tio?” I asked. Jess turned around, showing her baby girl in a carrier pouch, the one Peter gave her at the baby shower.

“Hey Miles, you must be Shade.” Jess said as she hopped off the platform. Shade gave her a weird look then whispered in my ear

“Do all of you people bring your babies to work?”

“Heh, it's a grown-up thing,” I whispered back. We heard Jess cough, guess she heard us

“Anyway, to answer your question, Miles, Miguel is on a mission on Earth-2424. He’s taking care of things while Shade gets better.”

“Well there’s no need for that. Just call him back and I can go back to taking care of my own Earth.” Shade said not in the mood to talk anymore.

“No can do.”

“What!? Why?!”

“You are in no condition to be sent back. I heard what happened in the training room. If you still have another Earth’s Carnage still in you, we don’t know what effect it will have on you or your Earth. Also it’s not my call. I’m in charge till he comes back but Miguel gets the final word.” Jess said with a stern tone. She reminded me of my mom and I really don’t want to argue with her and if did I would surely lose. Shade glared at her, seeming to not back down from this.

“You guys can’t keep me here if I don’t want to.”

“Look, I know you don’t want to be around here as much we also don’t. But we need to take precaution on this. We’ve never dealt with-”

“Someone like me right? Yeah, I get it i’m a freak. Just…just give me way for me to talk to him. Please.”

Jess sighed, guess she didn’t mean to word like she meant it. Then she gave a number to call Miguel. Shade pull out her watch from her mouth. That’s where she’s been keeping it? Shade walked to back of the room where Miguel’s secret room was.

“Thanks.” she said as she walked off to the room. I guess he gave his room since it’s only used when the ‘other’ him takes over when the medicine doesn’t work. Jess sighed as she went back to work.

“Miles, there’s an anomaly on Earth-687 please go with Hobie and report back to me as soon you’re both done.” Jess said while playing with her baby. I nodded and make a portal to meet Hobie. Then I got an idea.

Miguel’s Pov

I’m so glad I left spiderbot at Shade’s hideout before I left, otherwise I would be so lost. Lyla already giving me lip on this.

“Not trying to judge on the woman's style but maybe she should try to get like…a less creepy place to live.” Lyla said. I agree but Shade has her reasons. I don’t know much about her past, but I try my best not to spy on people. Peter said it was too creepy and make me look like weirdo. I'm not I’m just patrolling.

I was able ‘borrow’ some money from a couple of thugs who were trying to rob someone so I can get some food. Man, Jess was right the bread here is amazing. It put all the other conchas I ever ate to shame. Lyla took a picture of me enjoying the bread. I glareed at her.

“Delete it.”

“No way, jose! This going into the files.” Lyla chuckled. I just rolled my eyes as I brought out my injector and injected the serum into me.

Before I could feel the effects of the serum, we heard a crash. I quickly resummoned my mask back on and brought out my talons. I look in the darkness of the room, and could see that someone is here but they’re hiding.

“Come out!” I growled trying to not sound too threatening, but they were coming here at a bad time.

“I’m-I’m sorry…uh…”

I recognized the voice as the figure came out from the darkness. It was that squid kid from the port. The one who works with Zee. Timothy, I think is his name. He looked like he had some stuff with him, two bags full of it.

“Please don’t hurt me Mr. Alien.” he said as he was shaking. I quickly put my talons away and walked over to him trying not to scare him. God, this is the second time I almost and hurt a kid. I can sense he’s terrified of me, I don’t blame him.

“Sorry. You just caught me at a bad time.”

“No! No! I should have known. Uh…I just wanted to see if Shade is home yet.” he said as he laid down the stuff he brought. Looked like food and some games.

“Do you bring her stuff?” I asked.

He nodded as he pull out a can of soda and gave it to me, he got one for himself also. I took it as we sat on the coach that has seen better days. I dissolved my mask, and he look at me with wide eyes , guessing that I was some horrible alien creature, We took a sip it was a bit awkward, not knowing what to say to this kid. Hell, I didn't know someone else came here but Shade.

“So…are you Shade’s boyfriend?”

I practically spit out my drink while Lyla popped up beside me laughing.

“What!? Shock no! She is just someone I’m working with since we have similar goals.”

“Ok. Have you checked up on her yet?” Timothy asked. He must really worried about her. Before I can say anything my gizmo went off as I had a message coming from it. On the holo screen was Shade who I was surprised to see.

“Miguel? Is this working?” she said seeing if I can see and hear her. I do get a little kick seeing someone trying to used the gizmo for first time

“ How the vuck should I know? You’re the one with fingers right now.”

Guess her symbiote is trying to help her.

“I can hear you Shade, did something happen?” I asked she gave me stern look but I know what she was about to ask me.

“I want to go back home. I’m better now.”

“No can do, Peter told me what happened at training today. Clearly you still have some of Carnage in you if you reacted like that.”

“Look, I don’t know what that is but I can take care of myself. I’ll go take care of this collider business and you guys can be on your merry way and my Earth can go back being banned or whatever.”

I was about to say something that wasn’t going to be nice till Timothy grabbed my wrist to bring my watch closer to him so he can see Shade’s face.

“Wait, what do you mean banned?” he asked Shade’s widened in surpise to see him there.

“Timothy?! What the void are doing there I told you not go near me.”

“I know but I got worried, Mr. Alien Man said that you were sick or something and I got so worried and I just wanted to see if you were ok. Please Shade if you’re sick, please let them help you. He seems very nice and he reminds me of you.” Timothy said sounding like a kid worried for his big sister. Shade looked away and cursed to herself.

“I agree. Look, stay there till I get back. We can take care of your Earth and figure this collider problem together. And once that’s dealt with we’ll be out of your hair. Comprende?”

Shade sighed but she can’t deny that she needed us. This is too big even for her to handle and if the collider got out of control or someone was using it for their own evil gain, it was going to be a bigger mess than it already is.

“I…”

“Please Shade. Let's work together to stop the bad guys!” Timothy said with his fist pumped up. He reminded me of Miles. Shade sighed then nodded.

“Just don’t mess with my stuff. Got it?”

“ Yea! If you deleted my save file. I’ll delete your face big dumb spider!!”

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borahaejenn · 1 year

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🌈💜For Bangtan and ARMY,💜🌈

I am early but since it will be Hobi's birthday next week I wanted to do all my V-DAY greetings this week. hehe💝HAPPY V DAY!💝 How has your week been? hehe I missed you. I wanted to feel cute and have fun with y'all and so I took pictures and made many videos for you lol I say this in the videos but I also like to see this day as Tae Tae day lol IT IS V DAY haha Taehyung-ah!!!!!!!!!! Hi!!!!!!!!!!🤟😂 I saw your mini-lives and I am happy you have been resting well and enjoying your time with family and friends lol I know I am late in saying this but I wanted to say it regardless. I love u. 💜 I also wanted to say, FIGHTING! For when you choose to work on your music, I send a lot of support and encouragement, honey. I also hope you enjoyed your boujee strawberries lmao 😭🤟🤤 Because strawberries are delicious no matter the price they come at lol 🍓🍓🍓🍓🍓🍓🍓🍓 I read a forum about how strawberries don't taste as good as they look on the outside and I was laughing so hard because I think people have been deprived of good strawberries lol The ones that have no taste are the ones that are usually green and ready to be picked and some look just about right and still taste bitter at times. I have had some delicious and sweet strawberries in my lifetime and let me say that it just depends on luck at times and having a good feel and eye for a batch of strawberries. My mom is a master at picking any fruit and veggie at its perfect taste and it is insane how good she is at it so I always had sweet strawberries lol She learned from my dad's mom lol I have been trying to learn so I can keep it up.😂😂😂😂😂😂 Plus she is a Taurus, she has great taste no matter what lol 😂😂😂😂😂 Sometimes I pick certain foods and my mom sometimes just gives me that look of approval and a thumbs up and I know I won at life when she pulls that kaep jjang 👍 on me. haha It's an honor to get a thumbs up from any mom. lol Also, y'all I met the sweetest grey French bulldog lol I walked around the neighborhood with my parents and my sister and so many French bulldogs live around here lol they are so cute though. But, I met one called BLUE and he was so freaking adorable. Homie would not stop coming to me and sniffing me. He would go back and forth between my mom and my sister and then come up to me and stare at me with the biggest cutest eyes until I petted him and ahhhhhhhhhhhh I fell in love. I have to say that I have never met a dog with a strong personality like that. lol Homie would not walk away until I petted him and his eyes were just so freaking cute. lol Such an angel. 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭I miss running into dogs during my runs lol and this reminded me of those times. 😂 When I go run I don't come across any babies these days lol But, it was one of my favorite moments of the week next to Jimin waddling during the VIBE mv shooting lmaooo Jimin not wanting to crease his pants was the best scene. lol I love you Jimin. hahahahahahahahahaha That was the comedy I missed seeing. lol You are naturally funny. Props to the BTS CREW for holding it in and not laughing lol

For the videos, I got the self-love cards out again and I also wanted to talk about random commentary from things I read and saw this past week. I brought back some light karaoke again for V DAY if you want to be in your feels, dance, and sing with me. I get to be a fool again muahahahahaha I apologize for my voice but I was in my feelings lol Bring your ARMY light stick!! haha I hope y'all can enjoy them and sing along. haha I even got EPIPHANY BY JIN lol because if we are about loving ourselves this day too well that track is the standard for it and I miss Jin😭 I was happy to hear that Jin chats with Bangtan too and updates here and there. I am glad he is doing well and doing his best.🥰✨ LET'S HAVE FUN!!!! AHHHHHHHASHSDAKFHSDKHSFKGHDFK. LOL

For this letter, I wanted to finally catch up with Suchwita with you all yay!!!!!!!!!! I finally watched the Taeyang episode. Let's get into it. 😁✌

-I loved how this episode brought out Yoongi's inner fan out. lol I was just laughing so much at how you kept putting your hands to your heart like almost every minute Taeyang was breathing in the episode Yoongi lol That is me with my sweets lol Yes, I only ever feels so overwhelmed by my food🤤🤤🤤whenever I see a perfectly layered and frosted cake with strawberries I am afraid to even cut it or eat it lol I get super flustered over food because the aesthetics and scent overwhelm me lol I just need a minute to comprehend how good it looks and how good it will taste before I go for the first bite. I would cry. It got to thinking and I admire people but I don't really feel super starstruck. I once got to meet a player from the Raiders football team because of my mom's work and I just passed him by. Homie was hella nice but super tall and I just greeted him but I didn't really feel anything in the sense that I was not nervous and I didn’t want to invade his personal space. My mom is also really chill around people like that lol She met interesting people from time to time and as a kid when I saw her interact with them she was in business mode. Lol It was in those rare occasions that my mom brought me into her work space that I was a witness to her hard work. hehe My mom always told me that people may be a certain way on the outside but they are just like me and her. She taught me to be understanding and growing up I didn’t like to think people are better than others because of status or what they do. So, when I see people get mistreated or judged by what they do on the outside I like to take it with a grain of salt in those situations. I always think of how I would see myself if that was me and I don’t like to treat people differently. It’s one thing to admire someone and be motivated by them because of what they do and it’s another to think that just because someone is in the spotlight you are entitled to judge them and think they are more perfect in your mind that when they mess up you project all your disappointments on them. I like admiring and hyping up people but we all bleed at the end of the day. I admire the work people do like I go insane for certain tracks and things people do because I enjoy them but I realized that I am not into the concept of fame in the bigger picture lol if I see someone I see on youtube or someone I listen to in the streets I would not approach them unless I met them naturally and just talked lol For me people are just people no matter what they do I also think of how being approached can also cause anxiousness to others and I would rather not do that to someone who does not know me well lol. Plus, crowds are not for me haha I would walk the other way. However, I think it's amazing to see people be passionate about people they admire and feel motivated by. I think it is natural to admire and bring about change in yourself because of those who you may look up to or who inspire you as they may push you to do differently and build dreams and goals so as long as it is healthy and sincere just like Bangtan has with many people they admire and Yoongi has here with Taeyang. 😊

-"It's like I'm meeting a celebrity." lol Yoongi. I love how you don't see yourself that way lol Sometimes I don't even see myself as a human. lol I feel like I don't belong with any species lol A LONE WOLF. 🙂

-"I love to eat." TAEYANG!!!! YES!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love how this episode started with Taeyang speaking about food and saying he does not really drink. WELCOME TO THE CLUB YOUNGBAE. lol You are welcome here in my club. 👍😎 I knew Taeyang meant business when he said it really relaxed and was laying back on his chair lol you know he loves food.

-Bless Taeyang's heart lol Homie was like "I gained 10kg in the military." lol I gain 1kg every hour I breathe haha just kidding, but at times it feels that way but I am active and I walk here and there so I don't really feel it most of the time. lol But, it shocked me a bit because he brought up how he used to eat once a day and once he went into the military he got used to eating three times a day. From my own studies, eating three times a day is good and the standard. Eating six times with 3 meals and 3 snacks is also best as it is more nutrient dense than just one meal. I know six times is wild and many people in my class in the past were so shocked but our teacher was like, "yeah, snacks are needed." lol I remember being able to only eat twice a day because of my hectic schedule and just thinking how hard it is being a human lol I don't human right but I ain't perfect either lol. Plus, in this day and age, six times is hard but possible if you are into building that habit to be well-fed through the day. I know that one meal a day is like the popular diet people do to reach a certain look for work and I get it. I can say something about how it isn't really healthy or realistic to keep the weight off in the long run but I can't change a whole social construct with my words lol I will say that I am glad that although y'all diet with one meal a day for work, I like that when y'all are not working you go back to eating all you want. I know that y'all do it temporarily. It was nice to see Taeyang eating well during Suchwita. 😊👍

-"[And a boy who built up his own dream watching him]" BTS CREW talking about Jimin was nice. I talk about this in the video but it was so wild that Jimin has been into Taeyang for such a long time because both of them are Gemini Moons and I bet they didn't know lol You have a Libra and Taurus working together with the same moon sign and you get a wonderful collaboration and work ethic. Y'all are about presentability and very specific with what you want out of what you put out. Y'all work well together and gravitate towards each other through thoughts and style of going about things with work. Gemini moons are known for being highly charismatic but live to learn and start new things. They love to learn and converse with people. They seek knowledge and are very passionate about it. Y'all are people of communication, spoken word, and being really good at it. I see that in both of them. The way Taeyang speaks is also really eloquent. He gives a space to take in the question and then answer. It was a different dynamic and I thought it was awesome. Taeyang spoke a lot about learning after a result has been shown and Jimin speaks a lot about how results are important to him because it is the feeling that moves him from them. I see the connection. I dig it.🤟

-"I noticed he tries really hard...I'm the type that keeps on going until I make it work and Jimin...He works so hard until he gets it right. Even I couldn't keep up with him." I love how Taeyang brought up this difference. The concept of modifying things when needing to and then the concept of not giving up just yet and sticking to something until it is done all the way. The passion is big here. But, I think there is something in just being aware of your own style of work and creative flow and being inspired by someone and putting those different synergies together that show growth. I admire Taeyang for being someone who seeks growth and allows himself to learn from people. You don't see that in people all the time. Sometimes people let status get to their head and it was also nice to hear Taeyang talk about that struggle too and you can tell he has been doing his best to be open about it and learn from it. With Jimin, he might feel shocked someone like Taeyang would say something like this about him but I hope he realizes he also encourages and moves people to be their best and do their best. I think people who can inspire a thought or just make others think differently are the scariest. When you have the capability to engage and intrude on the thoughts of others you can bring about new outcomes and perspectives to the table. It is not always about being super deep or knowledgable either even though there is nothing wrong with being about that but about formulating even the simplest questions in the minds of others so new conversations can be made. I always say this but if someone disturbs my thoughts and makes me feel some type of way about something, instead of feeling sad, frustrated, angry, or irritated I should praise them for getting to my head in the first place and ask questions about why it bothered me and how I can go about it. I find people who also seek clarity in the disturbances even more frightening because they will always try to learn instead of react. Taeyang and Bangtan got that lol I say this because of how y'all work and speak beyond just stage presence. There is power in the energy of someone who does not fall easily into the words of others and questions instead and finds ways to improve and see things differently.

-"I'm going to keep on playing it. [1- person streaming team]" lol Me with not just VIBE but also PARADISE, DIMPLE, ATTACK ON BANGTAN, WHALIEN 52, DOPE, AND 21ST CENTURY GIRLS. 💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

-"It kind of feels like my worlds are colliding." Yoongiiiiiiiiiii I feel you. lol But also with BTS AND COLDPLAY.😭💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪

-"...but in our position right now... there's a level that I'm satisfied with so if it doesn't reach that I wouldn't be able to release it. So, based on my standards I was really satisfied with this song which is why it's being released. As for the things I lack or need to work on those can be discovered after this song is released. People could tell me about things I didn't know about and get me to think about them." This question Yoongi brought up about scaling how satisfied Taeyang is from 1 to 100 brought up a good response from him. Usually, people are quick to answer with a number right off their heads or they would think hard and try to come up with a number. This answer Taeyang said is refreshing. It was more of a, why scale things by numbers when in the eyes of others it will always be a 1 or a 100? As long it fit his standards and he focused on that, that is all that matters. It reminded me that people will always have something to say about what you create, say, or do but do you ever ask yourself if it fulfilled with what you wanted? We sometimes forget about our standards and what we want in every aspect of our lives. Sometimes we are told that we have to define our standards and scale them in two ways. If you focus on yourself and what you want it is selfish to people and if you go by what others want you are doing too much or trying too hard. It is like you can never win with anything or anyone. Taeyang reminded me that results and what you do speak for themselves and not everyone will get it but what you get out of it is what matters above all else. 🙏 Taeyang is like I am just here to see where I can grow. Homie gets it.

-"'Twilight at the end of a dark night sky.' [A bright twilight that lights up a pitch dark night]" For someone who was on hiatus for six years, this is a beautiful way of putting his comeback to music. It's like the light is coming back into the sky after 6 years of pure darkness for VIPs. It's interesting because I remember when I looked up his name and I found out that Taeyang means sun, sunshine, and positivity. I hope VIPs get to bask in their suns light. hehe I feel like Taeyang is VIPs sun. ✨ I think it is a lovely sentiment.

-BTS CREW putting "[Neglected]" in front of the food is funny as hell. lol 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 The conversation was hitting them so hard they forgot about the food. That is a good sign. haha You know the conversation is hitting when you can talk for hours and forget about food and the time passing. haha

-"[BIGBANG gave them dreams and BTS went on to achieve them.]" I think this was said well. I read so much and read so many comments on the idea of people paving roads and ways and this kind of gave me a different perspective. I don't think there is only one person who ever transpires a whole new way for everybody because it is more of a butterfly effect. It is like the idea that not one person started something or can claim one thing came from a specific thing or person, but that one thing inspired another and it lead to an expansion. I know not everybody will agree with my point but this is food for thought. If Bangtan didn't have people inspire them or who moved them and this can be other artists too not just only one specific artist, they would not have come far the way they are now. One person creates one thought and then it opens a whole new world to one person and then it leads to action and greater expansion out of it. If anything it is the inspiration from others that we create new things and pave different ways from that first interaction of inspiration. Would Joonie have picked up the mic and started going down the music path if he didn't listen to the artists who moved him? It would be a wholly different result. Those artists that moved Bangtan paved new worlds and possibilities for Bangtan and in return they went and achieved the thoughts they had from that seed that was planted in the beginning. BTS CREW said a strong statement here and it makes sense. 👍 This is not to discredit the work form artist who did open new ways in many areas for others like Bangtan did on their own with their music and presence but also in the past with other artists who also opened up space for people in other groups in the industry, but this is also just a thought to credit those who gave the ideas to the trailblazers to pave ways for others in the first place as well.

-"I think all the solo activities and music I do now has to help the team. The team always comes first and the members are my first priority I don't want to do anything that hurts the team. Expanding yourself and taking pride in who you are is good and a reflection of your team/ your people. It's hard and tough being on your own and you might not always do well but knowing that you have a team who is always with you was really encouraging... there's nothing else that makes you as strong and invincible as that." This is one of my favorite points Taeyang spoke about. I love that Yoongi also admitted his fears and faced them by speaking about them. This was beautifully said and it reminds me of how if you don't take care of your wants and needs first, you can't expect to be your best and do your best for those who rely on you and who you care about. When you know that you are expanding and doing what you want and focusing on your desires and filling your own cup, you need to remind yourself that it is also for those around you. Doing you and being you in all that you are is less scary knowing that people want you because of who you are in all your entirety because of what you offer and can give with your presence because you are the only one who can give what you have and be who you are for those who love you. You are the only one who specializes in yourself and no one else can. Knowing that you are getting gains but that it is also helping your own people is an amazing feeling because you are also expanding and that means you will bring more to the people you love both directly and indirectly. You can do no wrong when you know what you are doing is only adding to the person you want to become for yourself and also those around you. I wish to say thank you to Taeyang for saying what he said. I hope he gets to fulfill his dream of being useful to those around him but also of being the best for his wife and baby. When he spoke about his family it just showed the growth in his tone and I was soft because he really thought into it beyond also just his team but also his own family. He has been building a good head on his shoulders. I can tell. 😇

-"But I also love BTS as a fan." MIN YOOOOOOOOONGIIIIIII.😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭Reminds me of Jin and when he spoke about seeing Bangtan as an ARMY when he got his hand on a cast lol We only got us so we have to be each other's fans and egg each other on. LET'S GO!!!!!!🙌

-"It's more like a gap. That's what I felt the most. As Taeyang, I receive recognition and I'm judged by a lot of people and I keep moving forward towards a goal but when I go home, I'm different. I'm someone that can live without all of that so I felt a gap over that." I felt this lol the "can live without all of that" hit me because some days I have thoughts of being just numb and I question what life would be like if I didn't do certain things and just stayed still for a whole day. I realized that while goals and dreams are good, who made the concept of them and why is it that our purpose is heavily reliant on making them? Not to say that those things are not important but who defined those things as important in the first place? I have questions. If we just lived for nothing but just to live and survive wouldn't things be and look different? Is it wired in our minds to have something to work toward as humans? Is having purpose a real thing or socially constructed to keep us going because we don't really know what else to do beyond just living? We can live without a lot of things but it is all in our heads when we think about it. lol This is why I don't really believe in fame or the concept. I can live not really caring about that and just seeing people as people. I don't care about popularity either. If I like or love certain things, I just do. If I don't I just don't lol Why do I have to like something or not because of popularity or how well-known it is? I am sometimes in my bed like I just want to have a human experience without having to have reasons for certain things lol Like let us all live. I wonder if people ever think this haha but Taeyang has a point. We all play certain roles in our lives but when we are alone it's like you don't really need all that or need to really do all that at the end of the day but you are doing it because you wish to go out there and show those personas. It is interesting. We can choose to disassociate but also be into it. lol

-"The most important thing is what kind of people you surround yourself with. Whether it's your members or staff close to you. You need people who can be objective and say no...The more loved you are and the more popular you become everything you do gets an okay. The more people like that around you. The more toxic it becomes for you." THISSSSSSSSS!!!!!! along with Yoongi saying this, "Because at a certain point, everyone just wants to please you." This is why I say that I love ARMY. A lot of ARMY is very opinionated and they say when they aren't into something or don't feel okay with something and this goes beyond calling out others but also speaking on music and in the fandom. This is why I don't like to bash on ARMY who feel differently about certain things Bangtan has done or said or created. When you allow room for conversation as Joonie said recently, it says more about you. When you can let people speak and you listen instead of reacting, that is powerful and you know the connection is real. People who really care about you and love you will tell you when you said something out of pocket, will tell you when you made them feel uncomfortable, will tell you they ain't feeling something you did, and will let you know than to talk behind your back and resent you. I feel people see objective thoughts as bad signs and feel as if they are disliked or rejected by someone but that is far from the truth when you know deep down it is critical and it could help you improve or learn something new. We at times run away when someone we care about has something to say, but someone being honest is love. They show that they care about you enough and see you as worthy in their lives to speak to you about something than hide it from you. This is why I say that people don't have to agree with me but I am just going to speak about how I see and how I feel about something. It is my truth and how I feel and I want to communicate with you and be real. Also, when you can be at peace with a "no" you learn to live with an open heart because you see that a "no" is also a gain in the long run. You either learn something or you get pushed to another door that will open for you.

-Taeyang talking about getting a typewriter after watching a typewriter documentary and writing in his dressing room is the definition of less is more. lol It was cool that he brought that random fact out lol I just am imagining it and it's random but I mean everyone has their own process but it is nice that he brings out the idea that you don't need to have certain things to get something going. It reminded me of when I started training for marathons for the first time and I agree. I didn't get any specific shoes or gear and I just went for it with a random pair of Nike shoes and my oversized tees and sweats and went for it. No big goals or specific expectations but just to do my first marathon. lol I didn't know how but I just kept going. I think it is a nice sentiment with the typewriter because you really can't go back and erase what you wrote and that is genius in this time where we have the technology to delete and forget what we wrote. With a typewriter it makes you face what you wanted to forget. You just have to keep typing. There is no going back until you finish feeling out your thoughts and you go back to read what you felt. There is beauty in that. It is like this quote, "THE ONLY TIME YOU SHOULD EVER LOOK BACK IS TO SEE HOW FAR YOU'VE COME." 🦋 When you can go back to see what you felt you will see how far your thoughts and feelings came to how you think now. It reminds you that you did well and are trying. It counts for something. 🥰

-"Running helps me organize my thoughts." lol TAEYANG, YES!!!!! You get it lol You brought up running and I am passionate about it lol You are even more welcome in my club with Joonie lol 😂I know you run from time to time Joonie lol I would say Jimin too but not sure if he still runs these days haha Just in case, Jimin is in the club too. hehe Running is humbling and it is not for the weak-willed. It is one thing to lift heavy and to be flexible but it is another to run for hours and keep at it with your sanity, stamina, and strength intact. lol It is like 60% mind and 40% strength, physical, and food. lol People like to say running does nothing and that it is useless, but it helps with your heart health in the long run and builds a mindset one can't gain anywhere else. Trust me. One does not simply run. 👌haha (insert LORD OF THE RINGS MEME lol) If you know someone who runs, they are scary lol I know I am muahahahaha. Just kidding. It just depends. lol

-"But living a normal life as much as possible, feeling thankful for the little things, maintaining good relationships with the people around you. In my opinion, those things are the most important." A 100% times yes! I think when we can see ourselves as humans above all else you can live a life where we can love all things because we see ourselves as one with people in the good and bad. Your energy shifts into being aware that we are all just living on a rock floating in space trying to make sense of our lives no matter how small or big they may seem to people. Focusing on the things in front of you is like touching grass and realizing that not everything is about you but how you assume things are about you. It's important to find our small happiness and passion in the little things we do and have to live out each day.😊

-"My shortcomings then made me into the person I am now." I enjoy reading how people answer the question about going into the past and if they would like to go back to a certain time or change something. I hear so many people speak about how they would not go back or want to change anything because they would not be the person they are today and I get that answer because the butterfly effect is real. If you at some point go back and think about if you didn't go somewhere or met someone at some point in your life things could go differently because they at some point taught you something you needed to learn to get to another important part of your life. But, for me, I would like to go to the past not to change things but to re-experience certain moments and met again certain people I lost in my life early on without it changing anything but having that moment be still in another multiverse lol Like let me play THE SIMS 2 in peace without having to think about anything else. lmao Also, I just want to be with Ana for a bit again. I miss her like I always do and I would love to be in her presence again especially with my tatts and short hair lol She would say, "I told you that it would suit you." haha Where is the Homie DR. STRANGE lol But I do agree with Taeyang's statement it reminded me of Jimin's answer from his W Korea interview about what he would tell his younger self lol Jimin, I remember you said you would say nothing because you would not learn the things you know now. I know I would have told myself to keep going. As a kid I always wanted someone to tell me I will be fine. It was hard for me some days and I think every kid deserves to be told that at least once in their youth from an adult they can trust. Adults are proof to the youth that things will be okay if they keep going. When you see someone grow amongst the heaviness of life you can believe that you can too. I like that sentiment. hehe 💖

-"[The light of the sun changes from sunrise to sunset] [But it always rises tomorrow] [And never loses its light]" This was a nice sentiment BTS CREW left to end the episode and I love it. I had to end it with this to bring some words of warmth if anyone needs it today. Remember that we all fall and we also rise but within us lies the bravery to keep going no matter how the process is for us. Our curiosity to know what will become of us is always there and it just means you are capable of living the way you want to. If you think it, it is because it is possible. You choose to give that possibility energy or not, but it is up to you. 💜 I love you.

Thank you Yoongi for another thoughtful episode.👍 I love that you sometimes bring simple questions that bring out interesting answers from your guests. Lol I enjoy the last questions segment about the past. I feel like a lot of the time y’all get asked questions that seem so repetitive that other artists get them too but when you ask questions and people enter your space it’s like something new gets said. It’s a nice feeling. Plus, it’s nice to hear from people that I have not heard talk in awhile the way they do with you. It’s like they get a nice space to breathe and be open in your show. Fighting, SUCHWITA!💪✨

I shall go now. hehe I hope y'all eat deliciously this weekend but also for V-DAY. haha I will be going out with my sister. We found this new restaurant we wanted to try out and we are going lol My sister was like "they have a vegetarian menu, JENNNNN" It is hard at times to find vegetarian and gluten-free options in some places and my sister goes insane when she finds one lol but I do have to go shop for some essentials and I am going to eat to my heart's content. 🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤 Oh and Kook and Jimin I will enjoy your lives well soon. lol But, first it is Hobi day soon lol But, let's enjoy today as well. One thing at a time, right? YES. hehe Please take care and have some sweets for me if you can lol Enjoy the videos and thoughts in the blog if you wish to see them and also if you don't agree with what I say just know I will still love you. hehe I want to remind you all of that because I don't mind when people don't agree. I remember Joonie had this quote stuck in my mind way back then and it's this but I modified it a bit lol: WE ARE NOT PERFECT BUT SURE AS HELL ARE LIMITED EDITION. Don't be afraid of your differences both physically and also mentally, embrace them in any way you can. 🙏💕I purple you. Bye bye!

With love, Your Jennifer 💖✌🐰✌💖

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I AM FINALLY HERE FOR 7 AND 8.

Hwiyoung being the real one to stay by ceoyn when Jay freaken fainted. omg I PAUSED MY MUSIC SO FAST, NANA!! And the whole brushing his hair scene PLEASE! Jay let me run my fingers through your hair, dammit!

WHY ARE WE CRYING? Because we love jay omfg

“You’re beautiful even when you cry. That seems unfair,” he protested.

SHUT UP JAY! i'm still crying omg they are so beautiful wtf.

AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH IS THE SCENE FROM TIKTOK WHERE YOU SENT ME ABOUT JAY STAYING IN T-T IM CRYING OMGOMGOMGOMG MY HEART

“Come here,” he invited. “Sit on your throne.”

BYE! I NEED HOLY WATER

Your lipstick began to stain the base of his dick, and when he opened his eyes to look at you he almost cummed right then and there.

WEE WOO WEE WOO I NEED TO GO TO THE ER I AM CRYING AT THIS SCENE

“Be a good girl and do as I say, will you?”

#TEAMFERAL BYE I AM DEACTIVATING

wtf nana THAT ENTIRE SEX SCENE i am levitating. omg i feel dizzy. someone needs to help me for a minute

NAMJOON?! EXCUSE ME!? WAS K NOT ENOUGH? omg my heart.

-- onto pt8

the very finger that was already tainted with your arousal.

I JUST LEVITATED YET AGAIN CAN JAY STOP?

There was a lot of pouting and whining and stomping your feet softly when it came to persuading your boyfriend

GIRRRRRL me right here dhajskdajk always trying to convince my man to go to places with me T_T i know how ceoyn feels

Hoseok noticed your behavior and was about to ask you about it

HOBI MY MAN! MY MAIN MAN NOTICING hjdsakhdakjdakj come here hobi

“If I win, we’re getting the fuck out of here so I can have some alone time with you,” he said, ever so gently and right into your ear.

WE LOVE THIS MAN BYE! jay we dont need play. lets just leave rn. right fucking now dhsajkdhakj

Okay their conversation about Nam is so mature and awesome? Like this is what communication in a relationship is about. You communicate before the assumptions build and I love it so much. Jay didn't like the way Nam was looking at her and its fair enough for him to say, "dont see him again."

“Was I too rough last night?” He asked again, voice lowered to a whisper.

JAY FHJKDHJAKSDAKS CHILL, MY DUDE! Our bodies hurt for different reasons okay!

JAKE BABYSITTING CEOYN T-T PLEEEEEEEEASE!! That is the sweetest thing every omg im weeping happy tears. Jake is the man for the job.

NANA T-T the entire bed scene of them cuddling and ceoyn in tears, afraid of losing something wonderful to jay freaking out about her being in pain lord have mercy i just wanna hug them both. ceoyn is soooooo relatable when she gets a lil emotional because im the same

Not Hwiyoung out here sharing information and Heeseung knowing dhakjsdhakjs HWI SHUT YOUR MOUTH SDFGHJKL

NOT JAY PUTTING HER IN A HEADLOCK WTF FGHASDJHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAH EVERY GIRLS DREAMS OUT THERE RN

omg game night with the boys pls that is so fucking precious. me squealing at Jake telling them to get a room but they're the ones raiding her house dhsajkdhahaahahahha!!!

AND THE MINISODES PLEASE! I LOVE HOW CUTE THEY ARE I AM HERE GUSHING AND KICKING MY FEET IN THE AIR UGHHHH worth the wait <3

I'm laughing because I can't imagine how tired your eyes must be after reading all the parts that you missed!! I have missed your reactions! And I'm glad you liked the parts that I liked writing too especially when Jay explicitly said he didn't like her ex <3

I TRY MY BEST to make ceoyn relatable to all of you like... okay maybe not all of us own a company lol but she is a woman just like everyone of us and we get emotional sometimes!!!

also I didn't know you'd be that surprised to find Namjoon because I thought I talked about him a lot HAHAHAH GREAT THEN, A SURPRISE!

part 9 is in the making and thank you for always tuning in!!!

#your feedback is like fuel #nanaanswers #nanafeedbacks #from.genie #fic: aeropuerto #fic: ambulancia

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blu-joons · 3 years

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When They Get Broody Seeing You With Children ~ BTS Reaction

Jin:

His eyes widened as you took your niece from your sibling, slowly rocking them side to side until their cries began to subside. “See, nothing to be upset about little one.”

Jin stared across at you in disbelief, “how did you manage to get her to stop crying? Not her parents?”

“I guess I must just have a magic touch or something,” you chuckled, glancing down at your niece’s eyes staring up at you, “I have been told my voice is soothing before.”

“You’re good with kids,” he muttered underneath his breath.

Your eyes flickered to him as he spoke, softly smiling in his direction. “Do you want to hold her for a little while? It’s about time she met her uncle properly, don’t you think?”

“No,” he laughed, “I’m not being responsible for her crying again.”

“She’s not going to cry,” you tried to assure him, but his head continued to shake back at you. “I think it was just pure luck that she stopped crying with me anyway.”

His head shook, “when we have kids, you’re definitely going to be the one to cuddle them.”

“When we have kids?” You challenged, noticing how quickly his jaw hit the floor. “You’ve never really mentioned kids around me before.”

“That’s because I’d never seen how good you were with them before until now.”

Yoongi:

You pushed Yoongi’s arm gently as he failed to respond to your question, bringing him back into the room. “Sorry,” he muttered when he realised you were stood before him.

You quickly shrugged it off, “it’s nothing, but what’s got you drifting off into such a huge daydream there?”

“I was just watching you with the kids,” he whispered, scratching the top of your head, “I guess it just got me thinking about the future and thinking about us too.”

“Broody?” You questioned as his head shyly nodded back.

An awkward laugh came from him, “I wasn’t going to quite put it like that, but I guess you could say I got a little broody looking at how good you were with them.”

“There’s nothing wrong with being broody,” you smiled, “I’ve felt it too.”

“Really?” He questioned, surprised when your head nodded back at him. “I thought you were probably going to say that I’m crazy for feeling broody right now.”

Your head shook, “we all get broody from time to time, whether we act on it or not.”

“You know,” he grinned, resting both his hands on your hips, “I wouldn’t be completely opposed to acting on it one day with you.”

“Good, because when the time is right, if we’re still broody, I plan on acting on it too.”

Hoseok:

You smiled softly as you kicked the plastic ball back across the field of the park to the young boy who had kicked it away. “It’s a good job I didn’t mess that one up.”

Hobi’s head nodded, fixated on the wide smile on your face. “Yeah,” he muttered, barely registering that you spoke.

“Don’t sound too enthusiastic,” you frowned back at him, confused by the unimpressed expression on his face. “The kid was adorable, don’t you think?”

“It’s not the kid that’s adorable,” he mumbled to himself.

You stopped walking, standing directly in front of him, “I just kicked his ball back to him and you’re acting as if I’ve just done something wrong, I’m confused.”

“You were adorable,” he sighed, “you lit up straight away.”

“I was always going to smile at a young child,” you pointed out to him, but his head shook, as you continued to miss the point that he was trying to make to you.

He sighed softly again, “the way you are with kids just makes me happy, it’s hard to explain.”

“Oh,” you blushed, unsure of quite how you wanted to react. “Why didn’t you just say that to me from the start Hoseok?”

“Because it’s embarrassing showing you just how much I fall for you at times like this.”

Namjoon:

Your eyes looked across to Namjoon at the mention of your name, smiling softly as you met his eyes. “If I ask you something, do you promise not to freak out on me right now?”

Your head nodded tentatively, “I won’t freak out, but you’ve got me a little worried asking me like that.”

“It’s nothing bad,” he quickly assured, “it’s just that watching you at the party today, with the kids, got me wondering about us. I just wanted to ask what your thoughts were?”

“You mean if I’d want kids in the future?” You clarified with him.

His head nodded, “I’ve not been able to stop thinking about it since I saw you, and I just wanted to know if you were on the same page with me really, or not.”

“I’ve always wanted kids,” you smiled, “if that answers your question.”

“It does,” he chuckled, pulling you closer into his side. “The kids seemed so happy around you today, it just got me thinking about us a lot too. Is that a little weird?”

Your head shook, “not at all, I find it quite sweet that you were even thinking about us like that.”

“I’ve always dreamed of being a dad, and seeing you with kids, picturing you as a mum, it really felt like I had the perfect dream in front of me,” he confessed.

“That’s adorable, honestly Joon. I think you’re right; we have got the perfect dream.”

Jimin:

The wave of a hand over his eyes pulled Jimin out of his daydream, glancing across to see Namjoon beside him. “You’ll get dizzy if you stare at Y/N for much longer like that.”

Jimin quickly muttered an apology, “I just can’t help but watch her, she’s so good with kids, it’s unfair.”

“Why?” Namjoon questioned, “shouldn’t you be feeling lucky that one day when you have kids, you know that she’s going to be an incredible mother for them.”

“I’m trying not to think like that,” he sniggered in response.

Namjoon’s eyebrows knitted together, “I see what’s happening here. Watching Y/N with those kids is making you want to have a kid with her, isn’t it? You’re getting broody.”

“Keep your voice down,” Jimin hissed, “I don’t wat her to hear.”

“She’s too busy playing a game of tag to pay attention to what we’re saying,” Namjoon quickly pointed out to him, “I think it’s cute that you feel that way though.”

Jimin’s eyes looked back to him, “you don’t think it’s weird? We’ve not been together that long.”

“When you know, you know,” Namjoon smiled, throwing his arm around Jimin’s shoulders, “and I think it’s fair to say that you know Jimin.”

“I think I do too, I couldn’t imagine anyone better to one day start a family with.”

Taehyung:

A loud laugh escaped Taehyung as you threw his cousins around, racing around the garden with them. “I like Y/N,” one of them suddenly said to him as they played.

Taehyung’s smile instantly widened, “I’m glad you like Y/N, because I really like Y/N too and bringing her to see you.”

“Will she stay with you forever?” The youngest of his cousins continued to question, “is she going to become a proper part of our family one day, with a really fancy wedding.”

“Would you like for that to happen?” Taehyung asked him.

His head instantly nodded back, “I like playing with Y/N because she’s so funny. She always comes up with silly games for us to play, just like how you do as well.”

“She’s good, right?” Taehyung sighed, glancing across to you again.

“The best!” His cousin cheered, throwing his arms up into the air. Taehyung smiled across at him, before looking back to you once again and the wide smile you wore.

His cousin poked his cheek as he stared, “shall we go and play too? They’re having fun.”

“Come on,” Tae grinned, extending his hand out for his cousin to take, “I’ve got to prove to you all that I’m more fun than Y/N after all.”

“You’ll never be more fun than Y/N, she’s the absolute best for fun!”

Jungkook:

Once you’d finally managed to pass your cousin back across to her parents, you walked back to Jungkook. “I thought she was neve going to let go of me for a moment.”

His head nodded absentmindedly, “you’re incredible with kids, has anyone ever told you that before Y/N?”

“A couple of times,” you responded, confused as to what was on his mind. “Is that the thought you’re having to explain the look on your face right now too?”

“It was just cute,” he hummed, glancing across at you.

You looked back to your cousin as her parents led her out of your parent’s home, “she’s always had a bit of a thing for me ever since she was born, stuck to me.”

“I don’t blame her,” he grinned, “you’re incredible with her, that’s why.”

“It’s more the fact she’s a good kid,” you tried to argue, but Jungkook’s head shook. “I’m not as good with kids as I think you might think I am right now.”

His head continued to shake, “honestly, it makes me really want to have a baby with you.”

“Really?” You doubted, taken aback by how sudden his comment was. “But we’ve never really talked about having kids with one another.”

“I don’t need to talk about it, I just know exactly how I feel about it, Y/N.”

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likeastarstar · 2 years

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8:05 PM when the sun met the moon.

(A/N: this is a short prequel to my fuckboi hobi drabble series which you can read here, listed in chronological: Snow Child, 2:37 PM , 9:00 PM, 2:54 AM. this takes place like...a year before 2:37 PM and is from Hobi's POV of the first time he sees OC.)

The first time Hoseok saw you, it was snowing.

Snow was rare where your college was- there were tons of people playing in the streets, adults suddenly reverted back to children making snow angels and drawing messages into the pure white sheets beneath their feet. I love you, happy holidays, multiple expletives that Hoseok may or may not have contributed to.

He should've known something special was about to happen, the freak weather should've been a clue because there you were- his own personal version of an angel.

You had snow in your hair and your cheeks were flushed, the tip of your nose red from the cold and a bright look in your eye. He hadn't ever seen someone smile the way you did, running around in the snow that day. It felt like someone had muted everything in the world other than you.

It was cheesy, he knew that.

Still, he was the kind of guy who was constantly moving- never focusing on one thing for too long, always seeking a new thrill in whatever form it came in- so a moment of focus as intense as the one he had when he first laid eyes on you was rare.

He stood there, transfixed by the way you laughed without a care in the world, jostling a taller boy trying to throw a snowball at you. Hoseok ignored whoever that was- focusing instead on your presence.

He scanned your outfit, noting absentmindedly that he liked the hat you had on, it was fuzzy and over dramatic and matched your equally as flamboyant coat in a matching tone. He liked how warm your eyes looked, staring at them for too long before realizing you noticed his gaze and were walking towards him.

Shit- there you were, walking towards him.

His mind whited out in the moment, trying to think of what to say. He was good at this sort of thing usually- always knew exactly what to say to a girl like that.

"Hey, Jimin!" You said cheerily, sidelining Hoseok completely, "Jin shoved a snowball down my back- wanna help me get him back?"

Hoseok looked to his left blearily, having completely forgotten that the only reason he was out here was because Jimin had dragged him outside to see the snow and meet his friend he wouldn't shut up about.

Was this her?

Hoseok's head snapped between Jimin and you, a sinking feeling in the pit of his stomach. Jimin had gone on and on about a girl he had met in a film class he had taken as an extracurricular- about how interesting you were, how funny. He said wanted to introduce Hoseok and the rest of his friend group to you to make you an official member- with one stipulation.

Hoseok was not allowed to hit on you.

"Hell yeah- this is Hoseok, by the way." Jimin responded, smiling broadly at you before gesturing over to Hoseok.

"Oh- hi," You grinned, stating your name in response. He repeated it in a soft tone and your smile widened- a good sign in Hoseok's mind. You nodded, tilting your head to the side, "Nice to meet you- are you any good at making snowballs?"

He decided that he liked saying your name, wondering how it would sound to have you say his name, in multiple contexts but especially a sexually charged one. He spaced out for a moment, imagining your voice breathy and broken, the sounds you would make if he touched you.

Someone else called your name and he liked it coming out of their mouth less, narrowing his eyes at the taller boy behind you as you ran off towards him, pelting the world's shittiest snowball in his direction. Hoseok was about to follow you before he was stopped by a gloved hand on his arm.

"Don't."

Hoseok stopped in his tracks, daydream evaporating within seconds, "Huh?"

"I know exactly what you're thinking- you wanna fuck her." Jimin whined, annoyance bleeding through his tone.

"I do not want to fuck her," Hoseok lied, scoffing dramatically.

"Oh really? So you've just been making sex eyes at her for five minutes for no reason?"

"No, of course not." Hoseok said lamely. "I've been staring at her because she's, like, gorgeous."

"You're trying to get in her pants!" Jimin looked outraged, stomping his foot down indignantly all while you ran around obliviously in the background, flailing your arms about like a cartoon character.

"Okay- Fine! What's wrong with that?" Hoseok snapped, "She's a girl, isn't she? Is she not straight? Does she have an aversion to good dick?"

"First of all- ew," Jimin cringed. "Second of all, she is off limits, okay? She's my friend and I refuse to let you do your little fuck boy routine with her because when it doesn't work and I have to choose between the two of you, I will choose her. Don't make me choose."

"Damn," Hoseok pouted. Suddenly, visions of you under him were shifting into ones of you crying, which did nothing but make Hoseok sad. "You'd choose her, seriously? You're my best friend."

"That should tell you something," They said lightly. "Promise me- you won't hit on her."

Hoseok whined but conceded, knowing his chances with you were probably slim to begin with. "Fine, I promise. I won't hit on her."

Hoseok really did intend on keeping the promise, if it weren't for one cold night a couple months later.

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bteezxyewriter12 · 2 years

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ARMY/ 2

Pairing- Yoongi x Named Reader

Word count- 4.1k

Includes- Fluff!

*gif is from Google

Part 1. Part 3 Part 4

J POV

Waiting on line outside the fan meet venue, I'm freaking out

I could not believe that the number was actually Yoongi's

I almost died when I answered the phone and it was him

His fucking gorgeous face on my phone, his to die for smile, his fucking voice- my god his voice

He was actually talking to me

He actually wants me to be here today

After we got off the phone, I couldn't stop replaying the call in my head

I couldn't sleep last night

I was too excited

I would sleep for a little then wake up, not being able to go back to sleep right away

I'm so nervous to meet Yoongi in person

What if he doesn't like me?

What if I'm not what he thinks I am?

That is far more likely than him wanting to actually get to know me

I've been here for hours

I came early to get a good seat when they talk to us

So I can see him

I'm one of the first people online

I hate waiting and just want to go inside already

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After another twenty minutes, we're finally allowed inside single file in one line

When I get into the room, everything is set up already

The table where they're going to sit and the chairs for us

This is all surreal

I can't believe I'm actually here

We're lead to chairs and I score a seat right in the first row, in the middle section

My luck is holding up

I can see the whole table and where they'll be

And there's one chair right in front of me, behind the table

After another twenty minute wait, BTS comes out and everyone screams

Including me

Yoongi is looking around, scanning the rows

Is he....looking for me?

When his eyes land on me, a huge smile breaks on his face

Holy shit

All my breath leaves my body

I smile back at him

He makes a beeline for the chair that's in front of me and sits down

Jin who was going to sit there, gives Yoongi a shocked look as Yoongi sits down

Yoongi is still looking at me trying not to make it obvious, making me blush

Jin is talking to him but he's not answering

Jin follows his gaze and looks at me

His eyebrow raises and he says something to Yoongi

Yoongi's head snaps to Jin, glaring at him and answers him

Jin rolls his eyes, talking back to him and sits next to Yoongi

Yoongi moves his eyes off me to the rest of ARMY

But he keeps coming back to me

And I can't tear my eyes away from him

😺😺😺😺😺😺😺😺😺😺😺😺😺😺😺😺

Yoongi POV

I'm freaking out in the back

I'm going to meet her

She's going to be here

I've never been this nervous before and I keep pacing

"Yoongi what the hell is wrong with you?", Jimin asks

"Nothing", I answer

"The girl is coming. He's nervous", Hobi says as he passes by

What the fuck is with them throwing me under the bus all of a sudden?

First Namjoon, now Hobi

"Oh yeah, I forgot about this girl that has you, Hobi and Tae hot for her", Jimin smirks

"Shut up", I snap

"Damn I need to see this girl", he laughs

"What's funny?", Tae asks coming over

Great

I just know he's gonna piss me off

"Yoongi flipping out over the girl being here", Jimin teases

"Oh yeah her. The sexy girl"

"Tae", I growl

"Better make a move today Yoongi or I will"

"I will murder you", I snap

Tae just laughs, walking away

I'm going to murder all of them

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Walking out into the area the meet is, I scan the audience, looking for her

I don't see her yet

Did she not come?

'Stop', I tell myself

She said she'd come

I keep looking until I see her

She's looking at me and I feel a huge smile burst on my face

She smiles back and it's stunning

She's in the first row and there's a chair in front of her

I walk as fast as I can without making it look like I want to run

I see Jin going for that chair too

Fuck no

I get there a few seconds before him and sit down, looking at her

Jin starts talking to me, probably yelling at me for taking the seat

I don't pay attention, just watching her

"Oh shit that girl is fucking sexy. Is that her? I'd like to-"

My head snaps to him, "Do not finish that sentence"

"Well it finally got your attention. That was a dick move you did. You could of just asked me to move and I would of", Jin says

"Whatever"

He rolls his eyes, sitting next to me

"Stop staring. You're making it so obvious to the other ARMYS"

He's right

I don't want anyone to know about her- yet

Not until I talk to her in person

So I look away, looking at the other ARMYS but I can't help it

My gaze goes back to her over and over

"Fuck me, that's her?", I hear Jungkook whisper

I turn my head to my other side

Jungkook is staring at her, with Jimin whispering to him

"Yeah Tae just told me that's her"

"She's gorgeous", Jungkook says

"Yeah she's hot", Jimin agrees

"Can you fucking stop", I snap

"Sorry", Jungkook apologizes

Jimin just smirks at me

This is going to be a long day

😺😺😺😺😺😺😺😺😺😺😺😺😺😺😺😺

J POV

I take lots of pictures and videos of Yoongi and the guys as they talk to us, answer questions and have fun

Before I know it it's time to line up to actually meet and talk to them personally

I'm so nervous

They line us up and I'm pretty close, with maybe thirty people in front of me

I'm going to talk to Yoongi

I'm going to meet him

My heart is pounding as I wait again

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I'm next and I'm scared to meet them all

They're all my idols and I love them all

So I'm nervous

Namjoon is the first one I'm going to meet

The time is up for the ARMYS to move to the next BTS member

I'm directed in front of Namjoon

I kneel down and look up at him

Holy shit

It's him

"Hi", he smiles

"Hi", I answer

"What's your name?", he asks in English

"Joanne"

"Pretty name"

"Thanks"

"That's her", Hobi tells Namjoon in Korean

"Yeah?", Namjoon asks him

"Yup"

What the hell?

They know me?

"Damn she's freaking beautiful", Namjoon says

I blush

"Yeah. I told you that", Hobi answers then goes back to his ARMY

What the hell just happened?

He turns back to me and I ask him, in Korean, "Uh do you know me?"

His eyes widen, "You speak Korean?"

"Fluently", I answer

Horror crosses his face and he turns red

"Oh no, I'm not trying to embarass you. I just....it seems like you know me and I don't know how. I've never met you before", I quickly explain

"Oh uh.....I only heard about you yesterday. I didn't know what you looked like."

"You heard about me?", I ask confused

What the hell does that mean?

"Uh yeah. The note that Yoongi wrote you? He asked me to write it in English so he could copy it and give it to you. He uh, didn't know you spoke Korean."

"Oh."

"Yeah I'm just going to tell you that we all know about you but some of us don't know what you look like"

"Uh ok"

They all know about me?

How is that possible?

"Tae does and he's going to want to mess with Yoongi. He was messing with him yesterday. And if he told Jimin, then Jimin is going to do the same thing. Just letting you know"

"Ok thanks for the heads up", I thank him, "But how do you all know about me?"

"Oh well that was my fault"

His fault?

"Yeah the guys were asking Yoongi what was wrong with him yesterday during the concert. He kept almost missing his parts. He didn't want to answer them so I did. I told them about you and they started making fun of him. I didn't mean for that to happen. I just opened my big mouth without thinking. Sorry"

"Oh uh it's ok"

That's horrible that they made fun of Yoongi

I hope that doesn't change what he thinks of me

I change the subject and keep talking to Namjoon for a little until it's time to switch

"It was nice meeting you. Hopefully I'll see you again", Namjoon says

"Yeah me too", I smile

I move on to Hobi

"Hi again", he smiles

"Hi"

"So you're the girl that has Yoongi all nervous"

"I uh....I guess?", I answer

"So what's your name?"

"Joanne"

"Joanne", he repeats, "I'm Hobi"

"Hi Hobi"

Hobi and I talk for awhile, thankfully not about me

Next, I kneel in front of Tae

He smirks at me and I know he's going to mess with me to get Yoongi upset

"Hi gorgeous", he says

"Oh uh hi", I say still blushing because he still complimented me

Even if it's fake

"What's your name?", he asks and I tell him

"That's so pretty"

"Thank you"

Tae talks to me about the concert last night

His tone is normal but he keeps touching me

Little touches, like stroking the back of my hand, touching my arm

It normally wouldn't bother me but I know he's trying to upset Yoongi

So it bothers me

But I can't tell him to stop

So I just make small movements that seem natural so I can move away

Until he takes my hand, holding it

I would of given anything for this before yesterday but I know the reason he's doing it

And it's not because he likes me

I can't pull away so I just leave my hand there limply

"You know you're really pretty. I was serious when I called you gorgeous", he smiles at me, then reaches out and moves my hair behind my ear

I blush again, "Thank you"

He signs my album and writes something else in it

It's time to move and he gives me my album

"I wrote my number in it. Maybe you can call me sometime?", he smirks

"Oh I uh...", I say flustered, "Yeah uh maybe"

"Great. Bye Joanne"

"Bye V"

"Tae. You can call me Tae"

"Ooo....ok Tae"

He smiles again, then turns to the ARMY waiting behind me

Holy shit, what the fuck is going on?

Next is Jungkook and I pray this conversation will be normal like Hobi's

"Hi", Jungkook smiles at me

"Hi"

"What's you're name?"

I tell him

"Cool.", he answers as he signs my album

"So what do you do for fun?", he asks

"I uh I like video games", I answer

"Yeah?", his face lights up

We start talking about video games and it's a nice conversation

"Well if you get with Yoongi hyung, maybe we can play one of the games ", he says

"Oh uh...yeah maybe", I stammer

"Oh my god", his eyes widen, "I'm sorry, I didn't think about what I was saying"

"No it's ok. I promise, it's ok", I answer

"You won't tell him I said that right?"

I giggle, "No I won't. I won't throw you under the bus"

"Thanks", he smiles

"No problem", I smile back

"You're smile is pretty. No wonder Yoongi hyung is nervous"

"Oh thank you", I blush, "You have a cute smile too"

"Thanks"

It's time to switch again and I go in front of Jimin

"Holy crap you're beautiful", he states, his eyes wide

"Oh uh thanks", I answer

"So what's your name?", he smirks

Shit he knows me

He's gonna fuck with Yoongi

"Joanne"

"Joanne. Beautiful name for a beautiful girl"

"Oh thanks", I blush

I see Yoongi frown, trying to hide it

Jimin keeps flirting and he pushes my hair back like Tae did

"So do you have a boyfriend?", Jimin asks, smiling and flirting

Yoongi stiffens and glances over at Jimin, upset but trying not to show it

He keeps talking to the ARMY in front of him, but I know he's listening to Jimin

It's not nice that they're fucking with him

So I'm going to fuck back

"Oh well not yet but I want one", I answer nonchalantly

"Oh yeah?", Jimin smirks

"Yeah. I have someone in mind", I answer

"Yeah? Is it me?", he teases

I see Yoongi's hand ball into a fist

"Oh you're so sweet Jimin but I'm sorry no. It's Yoongi", I smile sweetly, "He's the best BTS member"

The look on Jimin's face is hilarious

He looks so shocked

Yoongi tries not to smile but he's having a hard time

"You know Jimin, it's not nice to tease Yoongi like that"

"I...uh....I...", Jimin stammers

"Listen Jimin, I didn't mean what I just said. All of you are the best and I love all of you. And while I do like you Jimin, I'm sorry it's not like that. And I doubt you like me and are just acting this way to piss off Yoongi. So how bout we stop that and just be friends?", I ask

He smiles, "Yeah ok. That sounds good"

He turns to Yoongi, "I like her. She's cool"

Yoongi turns red and it's adorable

Jimin turns back to me and we talk normally until it's time to switch

Jimin is really nice and funny when he's not pretending to be all into me

Now it's time to switch and I'm going to meet Yoongi

I'm terrified

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Yoongi POV

This entire thing has been so stressful since she first went to Namjoon

I keep looking at her and watching how they act towards her.

When I saw Tae touching her, holding her hand and touching her hair, I got pissed and jealous

I know he was doing it to get me to feel that way and it fucking worked

And then Jimin flirted with her, asking her about a boyfriend until she basically shut him up

His face was hilarious and she was so straightforward with him about cutting his shit out

I like that she's like that

Now she's coming to me and I'm so scared

She goes in front of me

I take a breath and look at her

She's already looking at me and smiling

Jesus Christ she's so much more gorgeous up close

"Hi Yoongi", she says

"Hi Joanne", I answer

"Uh how are you?"

"Better now that I'm talking to you", I say

God why did I have to say something so stupid?

She giggles and it's the cutest thing in the world

"You're so cute", she smiles

"Thanks", I beam at her

"You're welcome", she laughs

"You want me to sign your album?", I ask

"Hell yeah", she answers, sliding it to me

I sign it and give it back

"So have they been giving you a hard time?", I ask

"No. Well Tae and Jimin yeah. But no one else. RM told me that they were going to mess with me to get to you so I was prepared"

"Yeah they're annoying"

"Uh I'm sorry they were trying to get you upset. And RM told me they made fun of you last night. I'm sorry", she apologizes

I take her hand without thinking, "No it's ok. I don't care. Don't be sorry. I'll just murder them and it'll be ok"

She bursts out laughing and it's so cute to watch

I like her laugh, I like that I make her laugh

"Ok then", she says

It's then that I realize I'm holding her hand

And I start getting nervous

I guess she notices too and she moves her hand

I feel my heart dropping until I feel her fingers lacing with mine, gripping my hand tighter

She wasn't taking her hand away, she was fixing it so she can hold it better

My heart soars

I want to ask her if she wants to hang out with me

I'm so scared

But she's holding my hand, so I suck it up and talk

"Uh Joanne, would you wanna-"

"Yes", she answers

"What?", I ask surprised

"Yeah Yoongi. Whatever it is yes" she says blushing

I nod, "Ok. So uh you can wait until the fan meet is over so we can go out somewhere?"

"Yes"

"Ok..uh great", I answer, looking at her

She smiles looking at me, some hair falling in her face

I reach out and move the hair behind her ear

"You're so beautiful", I whisper, not really paying attention to what I'm saying

Her cheeks turn pink and it's adorable

"Thanks", she answers

All too soon it's time to switch and I relunctely let her hand go

"I'll see you after?", I ask

She nods, "Yeah"

I nod at her and she moves to Jin.

I breath out, not realizing I was holding my breath

She said yes

Fuck where do I take her?

I have time to figure it out

The next ARMY sits in front of me and I greet her

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J POV

'Keep it together', I tell myself

I need to meet Jin now

I can fangirl and freak out later that I'm going out with Yoongi

"Hi", I say to Jin

"Hi", he says, "Joanne right?"

"Uh yeah"

"I heard Yoongi say your name"

"Oh ok"

"So he's really into you. I've never seen him like this"

I glance over at Yoongi whose talking to the ARMY in front of him

"Please don't hurt him", Jin asks

My gaze snaps to him, "I would never, in my life, hurt him. Ever"

He nods, "So I'm guessing you feel the same way for him? I mean it was obvious from the interaction you two just had but I don't want to assume"

It's obvious

Shit, I don't want to get him in trouble

"Uh yeah I do", I answer, "But I don't want to get him in trouble. If it was that obvious"

"Oh don't worry, Yoongi doesn't care about that. He won't get in trouble. We're allowed to date. And even if we weren't he wouldn't follow it if he really likes someone. And he really likes you"

"He does?"

"Oh yeah. He almost bit all our heads off last night for making fun of him, when he normally wouldn't care. And he got pissed at Hobi and Tae just for saying you're pretty"

"Oh", I answer, not knowing what to say

"I've never seen him like this about a girl."

"Uh thanks?"

Jin laughs, "Sure no problem"

I talk with Jin for awhile until it's time to switch

Since he's the last one, I can leave or go back to my seat

I go back to my seat and wait for Yoongi.

There's a lot of ARMYS still waiting on line and some in the farther rows behind me haven't even lined up yet

I take out my phone to entertain myself until the fan meet is done

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After about twenty minutes, someone comes up to me

I look up from my phone to see a security guard in front of me

"Can you come with me?", he asks

What?

What did I do?

"Uh where?", I ask

"One of the members requested that you be brought in the back to wait until the fan meet is over", he answers

I glance at Yoongi and he nods

Ok then

I stand up and follow the guard

He brings me to the room where I'm assuming BTS got ready since there's a lot of stuff around- clothes, backpacks, makeup, hair products, electronics

There's also couches there so I go and sit while the guard leaves

Another person comes in, I guess a BigHit staff member and asks, "Do you want anything to eat or drink?"

"Uh no I'm ok thanks"

He nods, then hands me a tablet

"Uh Yoongi wants you to use his tablet in case you get bored. He said you can download anything you want on it. And you can use his charger if you need to charge your phone", he says handing me the charger too

Oh uh ok

"Oh thanks?"

"No problem. We're all around so if you need anything let us know"

"Yeah sure. Thanks", I answer bewildered

The guy nods then leaves

What the hell?

Yoongi gave me his tablet?

I mean I guess I can use it to keep my phone battery full

I turn it on and click on the YouTube app

I'll just catch up on youtube videos I haven't been able to watch yet

I lay on the couch, my head on the arm rest, balancing the tablet on my boobs and start watching

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I wait for about two more hours but I don't care

I'm going out with the guy of my dreams, I'll wait hours for him

Right now I'm grossing myself out by watching Dr. Pimple Popper's YouTube

It's so gross but I can't look away

I fell down the YouTube hole and ended up here

"That's fucking nasty", I whisper to myself in disgust

How people have this shit in their bodies is insane

Thank god I just had normal acne when I was a teenager

And I hope none of this shit ever happens to me

I hear footsteps and voices, so I turn off the video and exit out of YouTube, sitting up on the couch

Hobi, Jin and Namjoon walk into the room

"Hi Joanne", they greet me as if it's normal that I'm here

"Hi", I answer

Hobi sits next to me, "So Yoongi is taking you out huh?"

"Uh yeah"

"This is crazy", Namjoon says, then looks at me, "Not that it's crazy that he likes you, just that it's him doing this the way he did. I never thought he'd act like he did yesterday at the concert or today. Hobi and Tae are the ones more likely to do this kind of stuff"

"Hey!", Hobi protests

Namjoon rolls his eyes, "You are"

I just nod, because honestly I agree

Yoongi is the last member I ever thought would act this way based on his personality

But I'm happy he did

Screaming his name at the concert last night was the best thing I've ever done

The rest of BTS comes inside but Yoongi's not with them

Where did he go?

Did he change his mind?

"Hi Joanne", Jungkook greets, "Yoongi wanted me to tell you that he's coming. He's changing and taking his makeup off."

I nod, "Thanks"

The members start talking among themselves

A few minutes later, Yoongi walks in the room and I have to hold my mouth from dropping

He's so fucking hot with his white shirt, black pants, black and white Nike sneakers and black jacket

Oh my god, how am I supposed to talk to him with him looking like this?

I'm going to make a huge fool of myself

He looks so good, and I...don't

I didn't get dressed up for a date because I never thought he'd ask me out

I just wore regular clothes- black pants, black tank top, combat boots and a red checkered flannel shirt

I looked like a bum

I did do my makeup and hair but compared to him....I'm a troll

Not that it would be any other way even if I was dressed up

He's just...everything

He looks around and sees me

A huge smile breaks on his face, "Hi"

Jesus Christ, that smile

'Talk', my brain screams

"Hi", I answer

Good job Joanne, you fucking idiot

I realize it's so quiet in the room because everyone has stopped talking

I know they're watching us but I can't look away from him

"So uh, wanna go?", he asks

I nod, "Ok"

Standing up, I move closer to him

He looks down at me, then reaches out, taking my hand, lacing our fingers together

I can't help but look up at him and smile, gripping his hand tightly

He smiles back, then to turns to the door, leading me out

As soon as we leave the room bursts into noise and we can hear them in the hallway

"They are so getting together"

"Did you see how he smiled at her?"

"Yeah he's in love"

"So is she. Did you see the way she looked at him when he walked in?"

"They look so good together. I ship them"

"Me too. They're cute"

I blush and when I look at Yoongi, his face is red too

He starts walking down the hall and I go with him, walking next to him, still holding his hand

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kthstrawberryshortcake · 3 years

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BTS Reactions: Their S/O is Inexperienced Yet in Their Mid 20s

A/N: Here it is, my first post after my long-ass hiatus :) I hope you guys enjoy it! Requests are OPEN, please send some over! <3

PREMISE: OT7 reacting to finding out that their s/o is physically inexperienced relationship-wise / that this is their s/o’s first relationship despite them being in their mid 20s

A/N: I think a lot of people won't understand why this is a reaction in the first place (lol) but it can be super uncomfortable / awkward to have not dated / had any experience at that age, and a lot of people react badly to finding that out about someone. It's definitely an insecurity for a lot of people (myself included).

warning: mostly unedited due to my status as a trash gremlin

Jin:

Jin was completely shocked when he found out that you had never dated before him. Without thinking, he let this incredulity show on his face, total surprise evident and eyebrows raised. He was briefly silent in disbelief. You took that to mean that he thought you were weird now. You certainly felt that way.

Involuntarily, tears welled up in your eyes and Jin finally registered your distress. “What’s wrong?” he asked in concern, gently brushing away a stray tear from your cheek. You stared down at your feet, murmuring “You probably think I’m super strange now.” in explanation. Jin shook his head insistently, imploring that he didn’t find it weird at all.

“Honestly I was just shocked because I don’t know how you didn’t have people practically lining down the block to date you.” He explained, bringing a small smile back to your face. He pulled you into a hug, assuring you that he was in no hurry as long as he got to spend time with you.

Yoongi:

You and Yoongi were having a cozy night in and catching up on dramas. In the show you were presently watching, there was a character who was in her mid 20s that had never dated or even kissed anyone. Yoongi scoffed, rolling his eyes at this. “This is so unrealistic. Like come on, seriously? How do you get to be that age having never dated, having never even kissed somebody? It’s a completely absurd concept.”

You started to curl in on yourself, looking down with a tortured expression on your face. You were scared to explain the truth, fearful that if he knew he wouldn’t want you anymore. After a few minutes like that, Yoongi finally noticed your body language. “Are you okay? What’s wrong?” He inquired gently. How were you going to explain this to him?

“I, um… I guess I kind of freaked out when you were talking about the plot being unrealistic… You were so sure it couldn’t happen that you were annoyed by it. And then I really didn’t know how to tell you that the plot line we were discussing is literally the same as me. I’ve never dated before, you’re the first… And when you kissed me for the first time, that was my first kiss.” You took a deep breath, having exerted a lot of energy to force out your words.

Yoongi’s eyes lit up in recognition, then guilt crept onto his features. “Baby no, I’m so sorry, I completely overreacted about the show. I shouldn’t have said all that. I never wanted to hurt your feelings.” Yoongi admitted sincerely. He could tell that you felt a little bit better after that reassurance.

"It’s not a bad thing to do things on a different timeline. Plus, I got the honor of being your first boyfriend because of it. Maybe I’ll be your last.” He said the last part quietly, smirking softly before pressing a kiss to your forehead.

Hoseok:

One of your favorite things about Hobi was his open and energetic attitude. He was truly one of the friendliest people you’d ever met, and it had felt easy to become close with him. You hadn’t been dating long at all, but the ease of conversation made it feel like you’d known each other for years.

On one particular day, the two of you were chatting over a dinner of your favorite delivery food. Hoseok was in the middle of a funny story about one of his exes, never one for unnecessary social boundaries or conventions, which was fine because you were laughing like crazy at the ridiculous tale he told. Then he continued, though, to tell (admittedly hilarious and absurd) stories about some of his other exes. You were entertained, certainly, though the number of people he seemed to have dated was a bit intimidating to you.

When he finally finished, he asked about *your* exes, and that was where the issue really started. You deflected, not wanting to directly bring attention to the fact that you had never dated before him. He became oddly persistent, seeming frustrated that you didn’t want to share. Not wanting him to misunderstand why you weren’t telling him what he wanted to know, you sucked it up and told him that he was your first boyfriend.

He was extremely surprised, but seemed to understand now why you had been reluctant to answer his questioning. He apologized for going on about exes for so long, and for inadvertently making you nervous. You assured him that it wasn’t a big deal, especially since the only important thing was your relationship moving forward, not either of your pasts.

Namjoon:

When you and Namjoon had only been together a few weeks (after a much longer friendship prior to your romantic relationship beginning), you were spending a nice chill evening at home, eating takeout and chatting. The two of you seemingly never ran out of things to talk about, one of the things you loved about being with him.

You don’t even remember what had led to it, but partway through the evening, he made some dumb joke about virgins and you visibly froze. You had yet to tell him about your lack of experience, and now you were terrified to. Was that really something he’d be bothered by? You hadn’t thought so, but his joking around about it made you doubt that. You did your best not to show your panic, paying unusually close attention to the glass of water you were drinking.

Unfortunately for you, your discomfort was completely apparent, and Namjoon asked you if you were okay. You nodded with a forced smile, making him frown, easily able to tell that you weren’t. You were afraid to tell him now because if it really bothered him that much, maybe it would disappoint him. Maybe it’d be a dealbreaker and he would lose interest in you. Unsure what to do, you stared at your hands, tense and worried. Namjoon lightly rested his hand on your shoulder, staring at you in concern. “Please tell me what’s wrong.” He implored gently.

At that moment you could no longer hold in your emotion, your fear, and tears began to leak from your eyes as you sniffled, starting to shake a bit as you cried. You let him pull you into his arms, holding you close as you tried to stop crying. After a few minutes of you trying to calm down, aided by Joon’s sweet behavior, he asked again what was wrong, insisting that you could tell him anything. Your chest felt tight, but you didn’t see a way out of sharing what had upset you.

When you explained what had happened, Namjoon felt horrible, cursing himself for having said something so dumb. He told you that it was just a stupid joke, not something he actually cared about, apologizing for upsetting you with his thoughtlessness. He made sure to assure you that it wasn’t a problem for him in the least, and that he was in no rush. Afterwards the whole situation seemed a little silly, though you remembered how genuinely panicked you had been only minutes before and shuddered. But things were immediately made better, the two of you snuggling up on the couch to watch a movie.

Jimin:

Your blossoming relationship with Jimin made you feel like you were walking on a cloud. He was incredibly sweet and so much fun to spend time with, you felt very lucky to be dating him now. Just to be sweet, you had picked up food from his favorite lunch place and were bringing it to him at the BigHit building, where he was currently busy at work in a practice room.

When you arrived, the door to the room was open, but you heard voices coming from inside. You only paused when you heard Jimin say your name. You didn’t mean to eavesdrop, and you were about to announce your presence until you realized what he was saying. “You know I really like her, man, I just feel so unsure right now. There has been like, zero physical affection up to this point, nothing beyond hugs and holding hands.” Jimin grumbled, sounding irritated.

Tae hummed in acknowledgement, pausing before inquiring “So obviously you’re frustrated, but what are you thinking about it?” Jimin sighed. “Maybe she just doesn’t like me as much as I like her. I don’t want to think anything bad about her, but what if she’s playing me? Like, she doesn’t have actual feelings for me.” He sounded very down, clearly hurt by the mere possibility. At that moment you were so shocked by what you were hearing, you accidentally dropped the bag of takeout, hurrying to pick it up, but you’d already drawn attention to yourself.

Jimin and Taehyung looked beyond shocked to see you, and you realized you were crying. Taehyung excused himself to let the two of you talk. You walked farther into the room, approaching the boys. “I thought we could have lunch… I know you don’t take enough breaks, and I really wanted to see you…” You admitted quietly, unable to actually make eye contact.

“I just feel so horrible, it’s all my fault that you don’t even know how crazy I am about you. I can’t believe…. I let you be unsure of how much I care about you. It’s my fault, I’m so sorry Jimin.” By the end of what you were saying, you were holding back full sobs. Seeing how distressed you were, Jimin wasted no time in rushing to you and pulling you into his arms, hugging you close.

When you’d finally calmed down and stopped crying, you thought you owed him an explanation. “The lack of physical affection isn’t because I don’t like you. I like you more than I’ve ever liked anybody. I’ve just… never done anything. I haven’t even been in a relationship before now, it’s all new to me.” You admitted, feeling Jimin stiffen in your hug.

When you pulled back to look at him, tears were welling up in his eyes. “Oh, I’m the worst…” He muttered, feeling so guilty. “I was just frustrated, I was feeling insecure. Now that I know, I don’t mind one bit waiting for anything until you’re ready.” He assured you, planting a quick kiss on your forehead as you nodded understanding.

Tae:

It had only been a few weeks since Tae had confessed his feelings to you and the pair of you had started dating. Long before that, you’d been close friends, so you had spent a lot of time together over time. During one of your first few movie nights as a couple, things slowly began to escalate between you. You were sitting close together, seemingly focused on the film, when Tae moved to put an arm around you, pulling you closer so you were snuggled up beside him.

His eyes never left the screen, but there was a telltale little smirk on his face. You rolled your eyes a little, but you certainly didn’t mind. Despite it being such a small thing, at this stage in your relationship, this was a little bit thrilling. Soon you could feel him staring at you, and you turned your head to look back at him. His face had gotten much closer to yours than you’d expected. “…Tae?” you whispered, seeing both affection and mischief in his eyes. “Yes love?” He replied quietly in his gorgeous low voice, making you shiver just slightly.

You shook your head almost imperceptibly, and before you knew it his lips were on yours. You froze, all of this being completely new and foreign for you. Feeling you stiffen and fail to reciprocate the kiss, Tae pulled back to look at your face, wearing an expression of concern. “Um, I’m sorry… I shouldn’t have just… assumed you felt the same way…” He muttered nervously, not making eye contact. “No!” You exclaimed a little louder than you meant to, quieting your voice to a near-whisper before speaking again.

“No, Tae, I do feel the same way! I really, really do. I love you. I have since we were just friends. I… I want you too. Just, um, I don’t know what to do…. That was my first kiss just now and I kind of just panicked and froze.” You confessed, watching the surprise and then recognition cover his face. That was all it took to take his unsure expression back to a smug smirk. Knowing the power his voice held over you, he leaned in close to you to speak in your ear when he said “in that case, I think we need some practice, don’t you?” Oh boy.

Jungkook:

You had been seeing Jungkook for a couple of months now and it was more than apparent that he was smitten with you (and vice versa). He complimented you frequently, his heart eyes for you always clearly on display. The only problem was the way you practically jumped away from him any time he got close to you. He had definitely noticed your weird behavior, and though you didn’t know what to do about it, you knew it was only a matter of time until he brought it up in conversation.

When that moment came, you had just clammed up and pulled back from him when he tried to put his arm around you while watching a movie. When you saw his expression in reaction, you felt immensely guilty, seeing the hurt on his face. After a moment it shifted to extreme irritation, him clenching his jaw in annoyance. “What’s your problem? I can’t get anywhere near you without you freaking out and moving away in a hurry.” You couldn’t make eye contact anymore at that point, feeling the tears well up in your eyes as you were filled with the fear that you had ruined things with him.

“I… I don’t really know why I keep doing that, it’s just all new to me. I’ve never dated anyone before you so I kind of don’t know what to do with myself most of the time.” You confessed, trying to mask the sniffle that you gave as the first tear rolled down your cheek. Now it was Jungkook’s turn to feel guilty. He approached you slowly, asking you to look at him in a gentle voice. When you did, you saw that the irritation was completely gone, replaced with remorse and fondness. “I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have snapped at you like that, I could have just asked like an actual adult rather than how I behaved. I guess I was just insecure, afraid that you don’t like me in the same way I like you.” He explained, and you nodded slightly in understanding.

“That’s not it at all! I really *really* like you. A relationship is just totally uncharted territory for me and I handled it wrong. I should’ve just told you.” You sighed, the heaviness leaving your heart as an adorable bunny smile grew on his face. “Uncharted territory, huh? Well let me be your travel guide. We can be explorers together.” You rolled your eyes at his dumb joke, but smiled in spite of how silly his words were. You felt like now, with it all out in the open, things could be good with the two of you.

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bts-hyperfixation · 3 years

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I Was Mermaid For You

Kinktober Day 12 - Hoseok/cockwarming

Warnings: Cockwarming, hand-job, Y/N is a mermaid who gets hit by a boat, blood mention/injury mention

It was a beautiful day when you first met Hoseok. Well, met might be a bit strong. You had watched him from rocks at a distance as he sailed with his friends. You knew you should’ve dived for cover, but you couldn't help yourself. His heart-shaped smile which is so infectious you had to see more. You followed them on their route, his obnoxious laugh like a siren’s call. It was like he was meant for you.

From then on you followed their ship whenever you saw it. Sadly, this was not as frequently as you would’ve liked. He and his friends were fishermen for their seaside town, they fished in this area once every two months. You couldn't help but get sucked in by their antics. When they went fishing they seemed like they were having the most fun. They played games, sang songs, and ate delicious fresh food.

One day you let yourself get a little too close. Too enraptured in their behaviour you didn't notice the anchor coming towards you. It struck against your side and cut along your skin.

“Blood in the water!” One of the boys yelled over the side of the boat noticing the red seeping into the clear ocean around them..

“Girl in the water!” Another one yelled after getting a closer look. They wasted no time. He ripped off his shirt and dove into save you from the tide before it could take you away. A strong pair of arms wrapped around your torso. You tried to twist away, but the pain shot up your side. He pulled you back with him to the side of the boat, and the other boys pulled you up. However, they dropped you quite quickly onto the deck when they found a tail where your leg should have been.

“The actual fuck?” Said one of the shortest.

“Is that a… is she a… mermaid?” The one you had always thought resembled a Bunny asked.

“don't be stupid, mermaids aren't real, maybe it's a swimming costume?” The sweet blonde had responded.

“Whatever it is, she is clearly hurt, have we got a medic box?” He asked, the one you’d really been watching, the one who had been dripping wet after his heroic dive. He’d knelt at your side, using the t-shirt he had torn away to dab at the blood. The tallest fetched the small red box and joined your saviour on the floor.

“Hobi, do you even know how to help?” Finally a name.

“Joon, I don’t have a clue, but we can’t just let her bleed out.” Hobi had replied.

“How are you not freaking out right now? You are always freaking out.” Bunny Boy had asked.

“I’m trying really hard right now… Are any of you going to actually help me? Or are you just going to make it harder for me.” They’d looked sheepishly between one another before rushing around the ship to find more items to help. One came back with a bottle of alcohol, two more with towels, and the others prepared a bed for you (Well one had prepared a bath in case you had to be in water, which was a nice thought.)

Whilst they were gone Hobi managed to stop the bleeding, the cut wasn't that deep, just long. It had made the injury seem worse than it was. He poured a little of the alcohol onto the wound and you couldn't hold in the scream making each of the boys flinch. Then he wiped away the access with the towels and dressed it accordingly.

“Can you speak?” He had asked, voice wavering. His confidence slipped when there was no longer an emergency situation.

“Yes, I can speak.” You’d responded, leaning up on your elbows. You’d flinched as you creased the wound.

“Do you need water?” His eyes had started to swim a little, he’d been blinking too much.

“No dry land is fine.”

“Right… good… gr” He hadn’t managed anymore before passing out next to you. The Bunny boy lifted Hobi away, took him to lie down. In the meantime, the others had introduced themselves to you and asked a myriad of questions. By the time Hoseok had awoken you were well acquainted with his crewmates.

You’d spent four days on their boat that time. Just enough for your side to heal to a point where it no longer needed to be dressed. It was a sad goodbye, but they had to return to port.

Every time they visited after that you were pulled onto the boat to join in with their festivities. And each time they left you got sadder. Not only had you become good friends with the crew, but you have been right about Hobi. The two of you managed to get closer, he would stay up with you even after the others had long gone to bed. You’d talk late into the night. Sometimes it be petty, small talk about hobbies, at the times it was about family and friends. And then one night it wasn't talking, it was kissing.

That turned int Hobi visiting you far more often. If he wasn't on a long fishing trip with the boys he hired a smaller boat and found his way to the cave you lived in. You loved leaning upon the sand of the small beach as he lit a fire and lay out blankets for himself. He told you about his hometown, all the places he used to go when he was younger. You told him about the sea, the hidden treasures beneath the water. You couldn't help but wish for legs, or for him to have a tail. Just a way to live in each other’s worlds if only for a day.

Before he set off on a month-long fishing trip you swore you would find a way. And that's what you did. While he was gone you followed legends across the world in search of a fix. Until you came across a spell, one that would give you legs for six months out of the year. That was five months and 29 days ago.

Tonight was your last night.

The last half of the year you had spent going on adventures with the boys, seeing where Hobi grow up, and maybe the most fun finding out what a vagina was for.

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“Y/N are you ready to leave?” You and Hobi had planned to stay in your cave, feeling the warmth of a real fire as you lay together. He rode the two of you out to sea. As much as you'd loved being with him, you could feel the call of the sea beckoning you back.

Originally you were going to have a picnic and fall asleep with the sound of the waves calming you knowing you would wake up with a tail once more. It made your heart ache to leave him, but you weren't really leaving, he would return to you every chance he got, and six months from now you would once again be able to walk amongst them.

After the picnic, you laid out on a blanket, cuddled into his side. He was telling you about the next trip he was set to leave on, how long it would take, and how much he'd miss you.

“Hobi?” He turned his face down to look at you, his gorgeous heart-shaped smile beaming at you.

“Love?”

“I want to feel closer to you.” You admitted.

“I'm not sure how much closer than this we can get.” He laughed, motioning to the way your leg was slung over his as you pressed up against his side.

“there's something I want to try.”

“I will try anything with you.”

“I saw it in one of your videos, you know the naughty ones?” He looked amused at the thought.

“I will definitely try anything in those my love.”

“I think they said it was called, cock warming?” A blush rises to his cheeks.

“That’s very intimate, and I’m not sure I’d be able to keep still knowing the way you feel around me.” He says ducking his head to kiss you. The idea alone was turning him on, and you wanted it to be something a little more meaningful.

“Please? Can we try? I want to do something more intimate for our last night together. My last night with this.” You say gesturing downwards. You walk your fingers along his torso towards the tie on his board shorts.

“Ladies choice for your last night darling, I will try anything you want me to.” With his permission your hand disappears under the fabric, grasping his cock and starting to pump. Using a leisurely pace, you work him up to full mast. When you think he is hard enough you wriggle back to help him slip out of the trunks. However, so close, you can’t help yourself. You lean in to lick the precum away.

“Don’t start something you don’t want to finish Y/N” He cautions, voice now three octaves lower than normal. You head his warning, instead removing your own clothes and lining yourself up. He sucks in a breath through his teeth as you sink down onto him. Going on with no foreplay hadn’t helped the tightness of your pussy. His fingertips dig into the blanket below until you come to rest on his hips. He wriggles a little, getting used to the feeling, you moan a little as he pushes against your walls.

“Fuck, this might be harder than I thought.” You whisper as you bend to lie on his chest. He chuckles and makes a point of pressing his hips up one more time.

“Nah I think we can do this, the hard parts over and this does feel pretty good.” He admits, pulling the spare blanket from the side over the top of you and wrapping his arms around your waist. “In fact, I could stay like this, with you, forever.” He nuzzles his face into your hair, kissing gently. “I love you Y/N.”

“I love you too Hobi.” You mutter into his chest, placing a kiss there. You talk for a little longer, feeling him start to soften inside you. Then you both start to yawn. He rolls onto his side, careful not to slip out as you readjust positions. That’s how the pair of you fall asleep, having never felt closer.

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I have a thing for Car wash

Genre: NonIdol!AU, SummerJob!AU

Pairing: OT7 x Reader

Summary: You do car wash as a summer job each year. But this year , 7 new employees are added to the mix.

Word Count: 2k

Warnings: none

A/N: Thoses Butter's concept photoshoot are gonna be the death of me ...

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Summer’s Job never been dreamy or appealing you always preferred to stay home and play games or hangout with your friends.

You were doing the same summer job from your high school’s years throughout your UNI years, this year was the last year where you could work at the same gas station you usually spent your summer’s at. You were quite happy about this news because your work there wasn’t really enjoyable to say the least.

You were working as car washer.

The staff was limited to you and Gladys. Gladys was an Australian grandma’ with an heavy accent and a loud voice.

You used to complain about the underpaid job and understaff issue to her each year , but even if she tried her best to pay you more each year, the problem of understaff was remaining.

Plus you had the marvelous advantage , note the irony, to be a woman. So of course you had some guy every now and then asking you for some porn kink including cars and water to you.

And of course as soon as you dared to say to them that it was not respectful of them to ask for such favors , well their ego feeling insecure will make them insult you ‘til Gladys will come out and try to dissolve any trouble. And if they didn’t leave… well then Tallulah will come help you out. Were Gladys was a true perfect cottage core granny , Tallulah her spouse, was a weightlifting Olympics coach. So she was , massive and looked very frightening.

But since she was often occupied most of the time Gladys would have to do the trick , and if too much persistent she would call her little brother Jeff a policeman always coming in and out of the shop to check on things.

It was nice, for a summer or two, but seeing as it’s been years since you were first introduce to this summer’s job to say it became painfully annoying was an understatement.

And this year would be the same…

Or so you though.

Gladys finally took your complains about the car wash job being understaffed and recruited a few people to help out .

When she said a few, you though she was talking about 2 to 3 people.

But no, no non no no no. Gladys took in 7 people !

She promised you your check wouldn’t take any damage by the presence of those new employees , but you sincerely doubt that.

And of course you’ll have to show them around and proceed to show them how to wash a car because of course it’s not like anybody could know how to do it by themselves.

You were moody when that tons of information’s felled down on your head, but now finding yourself in front of the 7 new employees changed everything.

Apparently Gladys misspelled car wash job for model’s photoshoot coz’ those 7 boys were for sure way too beautiful to need a car wash job.

It had to be a prank, right?

So being more self aware in what you’ve been for years you showed carefully those men of to do the job. And no it wasn’t cute or sexy, far from it.

You were dressed in your yellow hoodie and black jogging with flip-flop.

For once you wished you had were those fucking shorts looking like panties more than anything, and a crop top or something similar, like all those freaks watching too much porn often asked you to.

But no , and those guys were dressed in matching outfits in jeans and whites tee.

Even if they were very dreamy swoon over , you had more pressing issues to think about.

Like why one of them started a water fight with another one, and putting a stop to it before one of them put soap into their eyes.

“Okay guys!!! Please stop …? I don’t want to have to report you to Gladys on your first day okay? So keep that behavior for when you’re on your own okay?”

“Sorry , we didn’t meant to …” Said one.

“Huh sorry to interrupt , but none of us seems to have catch your name earlier ?” Said the guy with blue hair.

You liked his hair, it was nice, like blue waves , more darker on the edges and lighter on the center of his scalp. He had such beautiful eyes too, so sharp an-

Oh god , wait did you really lost yourself by admiring him?!

“Huh miss???”

“Y-Yeah !!! Haha my name’s Y/N !” You extended your hand , losing your mind for talking in a higher voice to him , good job at not being suspect Y/N….

And you hated yourself even more for being awkward by presenting your hand to him. But he, on the other hand sensed your discomfort and made your move seem completely normal shaking your hand lightly and giving you a cute smile showing off his dimples.

“Namjoon,…. And those two are Jungkook and Taehyung, and I hate to be the one breaking it to you but we’re probably gonna have a hard time keeping them calm.”

“Oh… Okay” You just ended , looking to the two guys involved in the previous water fight, and looking back to Namjoon’s face. He was calm and put you at ease. Hargh you were staring , good job on not being a freak Y/N .

The one all covered in jean from head to toe approached you, and ever so silently spoke to you.

“Hate to be a bother Y/N, but can I have a bucket to wring out my sponge, please?”

“Huh Yeah of course huh-hu….”

“Yoongi’s the name…”

“Oh huh well yeah let me get that from Gladys to you okay I’ll be back in just a sec Yoongi.”

He nodded very calm much to your dismay as you were starting to feel anxious about advising Gladys for more employees, maybe you should have just shut it.

You entered the store who basked in a sunny light as the morning was starting to begin for most of other people’s in the city.

At the register was one of the new employees, he wore a plaid skirt and converse’s with a white thee and jean shirt. You couldn’t believe how gracious his lips draw themselves on his face. They looked pillowy and as dreamy as the six other’s man out there waiting for you.

“Huh hello ? You might remember me from earlier ? Y/N the foremost employee?”

“Of course I do you’re the sweet mango! “

“I’m sorry what ?”

“The sweet mango ! The color of your sweatshirt look alike a mango!”

“I-I Yeah it does…”

“Would you like another nickname maybe? I’m sorry if this one doesn’t fit your style haha. What about little mouse ?”

“Do I look like a little mouse ?”

“No ,you look like a fucking rat”

Said another voice coming from behind you.

“I beg you pardon?”

You turn over to the masculine voice behind you to find yourself facing a chest. Your eyes flew up to the face of the stranger, ready to take down any bratty client. And you were surprised to face a smiling shit eating brunette man glancing down at you . He was snickering and looking at you like he was mentally undressing you with his eyes.

“Yah ! Jin ! Don’t be rude to our new friend!”

You look down to the content in his arms, some sandwiches squeezed between bottles of water.

“Wait your on job duty ! Why aren’t you with the others ?” You started to take over yourself and focus on your task, keeping everything organized.

“Some of us forgot to bring our lunch to work this morning , so I volunteered to go for it , but you’ve been blocking the line too preoccupied to talk to mister big flirt over there.”

He gestured at the cashier.

“We weren’t flirt-“

“You totally were!” Gladys interrupted you coming out from the back of the shop with several boxes of energy bars .

“Gladys I would ne-“

“Don’t lie to me girl ! Okay Jimin go fill up the shelves with those and Jin , you’re lucky you have a nice face, it’s on the house for today so go back to work will you now?”

“Sure thing Gladys! Thank you so much !” He offered her a wink before smirking down at you , going back to his devices.

“AND SHE DOESN’T LOOK LIKE A RAT! BUT YOU SURE TALK LIKE A BRATT!!!” Shouted Gladys at Jin, while a girl was approaching him to take care of her car and asking for his number. He was a blushing mess and Tae had to intervene to talk an eligible sentence to, the poor lost girl, after that.

“Now, Y/N what do you need sweetheart? I mean other than Jimin’s number of course?” She had said it loud enough for Jimin to hear it and bringing a cute smile on his face content of his accomplishments.

“Gladys please stop. “ You warned her with a tired face. She maybe looked old but she was fearless for sure .

“I need extra buckets for the boys, please.”

She leaved the register for what felt only two seconds before bringing over 5 extra buckets for you , to share.

“Thank you , you’re a life savior!”

“I know , should have started a sect when it was trendy.”

You left laughing to her dumb joke , but not before quickly glancing to Jimin. After that event you formed three distinct groups between all of you to get their heads in the game.

But with Jimin busy with helping out Gladys around the store, one of them was standing by himself.

“Okay since your alone I’ll help out for today.”

“Really? Thank you so much I was worried I’ll found myself alone when everyone’s having fun in groups.”

You looked around to indeed found them more busy playing around then actively work in silence .

“Yeah well normally having so much fun isn’t part of the job but I don’t want to kill the mood.”

“I’m Hoseok by the way but you can call me Hobi ! “ He said with a heart shaped smile.

“Y/N. Haha did you had to see Jimin assigning you a nickname too?”

“No this one’s for my crushes .” He said glancing up at you with stars shining eyes behind the comfort of his sunglasses.

“Yah! Hobi Does it mean I’m one of your freaking crushes?!” Yelled a not-so-speechless Jin , across the parking lot.

“Why don’t you come found out ?!” Yelled back a way too enthusiast Hoseok.

The day went by pretty quietly apart from those 7 agents of chaos you were stuck with from now.

Lunch came around pretty quickly and you all went to the back of the shop to have your break there , enjoying the nice breeze of the fan, while chatting.

“So , how come you’re all working here this summer?” You asked between bites of your meal.

“My aunt knows Gladys and told me she was recruiting , and since I was in need of a job I took it.” Said Jimin looking at you oh so charmingly.

“I have a thing for car wash.” Said Jin like it was completely normal.

“Your such a weirdo something hyung I swear… I was in need of a summer job saw the flyers by the campus and thought why not ? Here I am.”

Replied Jungkook slowly slurping down his noodles.

“We wanted to prove some sexist asshole that , no it wasn’t , a job only reserved to women.” Said a disgusted Namjoon swallowing quickly his part of the sandwich.

“I want to be a social entrepreneur.”

Said Taehyung leaving you with wide eyes.

“How is that related to bein-“

“If I succeed to make this place a rentable place from just the car wash then I could do anything.”

“And how would you do that ?” asked Jin dismissing his lunch to look over at Taehuyng.

“What about a photoshoot?”

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