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#I AM IN PAIN UTTER PAIN
s7873 · 1 year
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Happy Valentine’s !!!!
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pepis-room · 5 months
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hey angeleyes shippers how we feelin
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some-pers0n · 6 months
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Whenever I hear people call Fatespeaker an empath I just think of this meme
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fatal-blow · 1 year
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So guys. Listen. If you have muscle pains or really just any chronic pains where you can't find the source or treatment has failed, I am begging you to look into trigger points, myofascial pain syndrome, and trigger point therapy. I've been reading more and more about it, and it's a highly overlooked treatment that can help with a broad range of symptoms--and it's easily self-managed.
I've had tendonitis in my elbow for years now, including some occasional tingling in the fingers. I took nearly 6 months off to give it a break, and the pain only reduced to a manageable level, never fully healed.
Last week, it was starting to flare up again. Earlier this week, I started reading about trigger point therapy.
Y'all, I found trigger points associated with elbow tendonitis and I've been massaging them for maybe 3 days now, and the pain is lowest it's been in years.
This isn't a miracle treatment by any means, but if you're out of options or if your only options are something drastic like surgery, it doesn't hurt to search up triggers related to your pain.
PLEASE LOOK UP PROPER MASSAGE TECHNIQUES FOR TRIGGER POINTS IF YOU'RE GOING TO DO THIS. DO NOT MASSAGE A PULSE. I AM NOT A HEALTH PROFESSIONAL JUST A GUY WHO'S IN A LOT OF PAIN AND DOING EVERYTHING HE CAN TO LIMIT THAT PAIN.
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lamboficarus · 2 months
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came up with a lamb design i think
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chainofclovers · 6 months
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Being a human is literally like this weird combo of being okay and not okay that goes on forever except there is also death
#(i'm fine)#(personally) (mostly) (really)#this has just been an absolutely terrible year for our planet and its people and animals#and it's fucking insane that as an american living in relative safety and comfort and experiencing the pleasures and guilt of that...#...i can experience this horrible yet ENTIRELY SURVIVABLE blend of acute pain over so many things at once#including war and genocide and the utter hopelessness of that#and also things like being really really sad that matthew perry's life was so hard and he died#and also so many bad and weird things have happened to family members this year but we mostly have the resources to come together and deal#which is amazing and bolstering and exhausting#and my brain still has space to be excited about writing and numb to writing and angry/impotent about writing#desperate for feedback yet private and retreat-y and weird#always hoping to hit upon The Perfect Thing :-/#and i live in a place that basically is not a democracy any more and also the u.s. is so cursed we've never been what we said we were#so a lot of my own perceived safety is incredibly fragile#but still so much more solid than what the people i am mourning for had#and none of the comparisons make a lick of sense and are in and of themselves deeply unfair#to the point that it's humiliating to feel guilt (making it about me) and simultaneously humiliating that i don't feel guilt *constantly*#and i have therapy this week but also this deep sense that while my therapist will be a fine person to talk to it will feel unuseful#i've always been a muddle of optimism and pessimism and i am very adamant that life is super beautiful and this is precisely why...#...all the violence in the world is so brutally devastating#it's just that the casserole of all these thoughts feels increasingly horrible#and feeling that way is 100% sane#and even intersectional frameworks and intentional attempts at gentleness only get you so far in the grapple#for meaning and for ideas of what to do#so i end up contacting my reps about various awful things#and zooming in and out on my fixations and having excellent days and terrible days#often dependent on what feels like a camera setting i only partially control#and i'm sure i'm not alone in feeling embarrassed that deep empathy and grief for people i've not met somehow ends up being...#...at least a sliver about ME and my little world#about me
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valyrra · 1 month
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i will make them all in sims with me and see who will win over my heart
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itspileofgoodthings · 7 months
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#so. Rambling on this my 28th birthday#I think I might have some kind of hormonal/mood imbalance#maybe. I think that could be likely#and I also think I have very fast emotional cycles#so I work through things quickly#and so I’m in kind of a pattern right now where I post in utter anguish#and the anguish is REAL and I am by no means faking it#but then it resolves. Not even the thing that causes the anguish but the feeling itself#and I just feel better and then I move on#and I am trying to get somewhat of a handle on what exactly it is#and I know I don’t owe anyone an explanation of what I post#but I guess also I would like to#and I think—as I type this out—that what’s happening to me right now#is TWO things#and one of those things is the very real very new pains of adulthood and life#that are hitting me like a shock to the system#but then ALSO some old emotional echoes that need to be purged from my psyche#that are not in fact how I want to deal with things or react to things#but which flare up in response to triggers#and cause anguish so bad it is literally physical#and I would love to be able to distinguish between the two#because there IS much that is hard and scary and painful and confusing in my personal life right now#and also there are simply old wounds and fears at play that I would like very much to set down#and allow myself to change. In response to which I would like to choose a new way of thinking!!!!#a truer and different attitude!#and yeah. it’s so hard. It’s SO HARD. It’s SO HARD TO ACCEPT THAT IT’s BOTH and it just AHHHGHHHHHHHHHHHJJ#!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! anyway thank you for listening and for seeing and for taking the cries of anguish posts#I guess I just wanted a follow-up of some kind#because sometimes I feel insane and I feel like I LOOK insane#and it’s awful
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burninlovebutler · 1 year
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being an elvis stan in 2023 is a cruel fucking sick joke
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unmotivatedartistry · 10 months
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EVERYONE. I HAVE A VERY IMPORTANT QUESTION. Well, this is only for people who like mint, but still.
HOW? How do you like mint? It tastes like pure fucking pain and it burns. How can you like that? It doesn't taste 'cold' or 'fresh', it just tastes like pain. And it makes the cold hurt. It makes everything hurt. HOW DO YOU GUYS ENJOY THAT?!?
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deva-arts · 6 months
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In which Nate hears of a small fragment of Vincent's past life and immediately regrets it.
He's wondering if Vince needs a doctor or a therapist, but it's most likely both.
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daeluin · 9 months
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ok but really the part that always gets me the most about miss missing you is the second verse:
"now you're gone, but I'll be okay / your hot whiskey eyes have fanned the flame / maybe I'll burn a little brighter tonight / let the fire breath me back to life"
and the idea of patrick of working on this song during the hiatus and shelving it because it's not *his* solo song. of the imaginery of meeting someone else when you're a kid and them igniting a passion in you just by being there and believing in you so fiercely. of drifting apart of that person but that passion, that fire remains and maybe it's enough to keep you going on your own. because they may have feed the sparks inside you enough to turn them into a wildfire that can sustain itself without them. you don't need them anymore, you never did (except you did, maybe) because that fire is all yours but you miss them. and you miss missing them. and you hope maybe you can burn bright enough to keep yourself alive
and then in a funny twist of fate or a well constructed story you can't finish your song because it's not yours. not really. it's not finished until you get back together. and finally it's that burning passion that gets you back together and it's only when you're with your band that finally you can burn as bright
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many-gay-magpies · 1 year
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you ever have disproportionately large feelings about something that seems comparatively very small and you feel like if you don't articulate them all perfectly youll explode and die
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handfuloftime · 10 months
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Will Twitter die before the Ross expedition livetweet reaches the Antarctic? The ultimate question.
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todesboten · 4 months
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i would furthermore use my shapeshifting powers to make all my clothes fit just right
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semiotomatics · 1 year
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:/
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