Octonauts is gone guys… let’s accept it and grief together 😞💔
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Stay away from r/fakedisordercringe and similar reddits, I have a habit of scrolling them to make sure I haven't been posted to them out of anxiety about it, but when I am posted there I have panic attacks and it makes my mental health spiral. It's best to just stay away entirely and never look. It's best to completely avoid interacting with anyone who spends the time to speculate whether or not someone is faking based on a meme they posted with a 15 second trending sound.
You can't tell whether or not someone is faking their disorders based on their internet history, and dredging up old posts from years ago just to harass someone about what they've posted in the past is quite frankly disgusting.
It's for that reason that I'm no longer going to be making system content of any kind online. I'll talk about my personal experiences on tumblr from time to time, and I'll make art about it, but the internet is not a safe place to be yourself or try to spread awareness about DID and other stigmatized disorders. I'm constantly being fakeclaimed and bullied on all platforms that I post on and it's something that my mental health just can't handle anymore. I really need to just focus on my mental and physical health, healing, art, and school.
Trying to prove to a bunch of people that I'm not faking my disorders that I've been diagnosed with has just driven me insane because even if you post your medical records, even if you have witnesses and countless pages and years of evidence in your favor, they will say you're making it all up and will harass you constantly anyways.
I'm exhausted from fighting and trying to prove myself to people who don't want to take the time to acknowledge they're wrong. they just want to hurt people. they don't care if they're wrong or right, they just want to cause despair and doubt to someone else.
and frankly, I'm fucking over it.
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Everytime I see someone writing something about Alastor dating an angel loses their wings
LET MY MAN BE AROACE IN PEACE PLEASE
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i need westerners to stop saying that no one cares about Palestine because its not true. its just not fucking true. everyone and their mother cares - cares exponentially more than anyone has ever cared about anything else. and then when its revealed that the passion and fervor was all performative or self serving or disingenuous, no one looks around and asks “how did this happen?”. no, they ask “who can we blame”, proclaim “they never really cared anyway”, drag their former allies over hot coals for sullying The Movement - a movement which is a perfect breeding ground for this exact kind of pretending to care for attention. very aspect of the western propal movement functions to reaffirm activists’ beliefs about themselves: I am Good, I am Moral, I am Righteous, I am Superior. so don’t tell me no one cares. the people who do have been shunned from your movement for not meeting your standards of morality. you, on the other hand, only care about yourself.
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maybe it'd do me good to step away from all kinds of social media for a while. the global headlines have been pretty grim for a whole 3 years and i'm. i'm at my limit i think
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I got a new job selling phones (which will be my second time doing that yay) and I'm currently working in a department store. When I tell you I am staring dead on at my notif bar waiting for that start date 🫠. Legit so tired of having people not know how to use a gift card or swipe a debit card, I can't respect the elderly in these conditions
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But I can't go to sleep, I don't want to disappear, I want so desperately to cling to this reality that I've slowly come to build things in. I'm needed. I can't leave. The longer I go the more I know I'll have to. Please don't make me.
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terumob outfit swap that i posted on twitter almost a year ago from now! ❤ the sillies
the pose is based on this picture:
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isn't it a little messed up that in orv your story is you. your soul. your sense of self. your life. and your relationships
isn't it a little fucked up that yoo joonghyuk thought that his story came to an end when the lone reader went away. that his life ended when kim dokja left. save me from this hell
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