#I HATE THIS SOOOSO MUCH

[coqvttes]

congrats on 600!! <3

꒰ 🍓 ꒱ — 𝐑𝐀𝐒𝐁𝐄𝐑𝐑𝐘 𝐉𝐀𝐌 : send me a song & character and i'll write a drabble !

motion sickness by phoebe bridgers with old man leon pretty please i love angst

𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐓 hey pookie! thank u for the request! i love this song sm and leon angst is soooso good. although i feel like he’d treat u good fr. sorry if this is bad and sorry it took a while <3

nsfw : fem!reader, alcoholic!leon, angst, alcohol, older!leon, p in v.

"i hate you for what you did"

you could never forget his promise to you, his promise to care for you, to love you, to treat you good like you truly deserve. but instead, you endure countless nights of him shutting you out, only to seek comfort in a bottle of old whiskey. you hated him when he was like this, drunk with no control over his emotions or most importantly, his words.

the things he would say to you, it hurt you, it cut you and it made you cry when none of it was your fault. all you wanted was to make things better. but you can't help someone who doesn't want to be helped.

"and i miss you like a little kid"

you miss the feeling of being held in his strong arms that once vowed to protect you forever, but you were young then and you were naïve. you miss how he’d always be there to help when you needed him, when you felt down. you miss how he held you gently, when he’d kiss your neck to tease you, to draw out your pleasure—when he actually cared for your pleasure. you miss when the feeling of his lips against yours was passionate, when he touched you gently, when you made love. you miss how he’d crack dad jokes to make you laugh when you felt like crying, leon made you feel safe.

"i faked it every time"

you don’t even remember the last time leon made love to you. you don’t remember the last time he told you how much he loved you. instead he was busy, away on important business that he never cared to tell you about because he’d say you didn’t understand, because you were young? countless nights of him coming back to you, your bed, to apologize, to make it up to you, but it didn’t feel the same anymore, the love, the pleasure. he wasn’t the same man you fell in love with.

"but that's alright i can hardly feel anything,"

so that’s why you don’t say anything when he tells you he loves you as he bullies into your cunt. the feeling all too familiar. his breath hot against your cheek slightly as he whispers those words to you. that’s why you don’t kiss him back when he smashes his lips against yours fervently. that’s why you don’t look into those ocean eyes that once held so much love for you, instead, you stare up into the blankness of the ceiling, just like the blankness in your heart. that’s why you don’t stay when he asks you to.

"hardly feel anything at all…"

tears in your eyes and he halts his movements, plopping down beside you to doze off. you turn to your side and pull the duvet over you, now the only thing that makes you feel protected. tears spill down you cheeks as you snuggle into the pillow, now damp. that’s why you realize now, that you don’t miss him anymore, that you don’t feel anything anymore. those feelings you once had for him, blown away in the wind that holds all of his broken promises.

[selfshipconfessionz]

my f/o is so soooso cute and handsome and i love squishing his cheeks and kissing his head and picking him up and i can never ever get why antis act like that's so wrong. i use a canon character as my s/i and everypony keeps saying it's a "pro" ship even though the way i ship me and my f/o is extremely blessed and lovely. it's like they don't even care how much love and happiness there is, they want to twist it into something hateful. it makes me sad how sad THEY are!!! but me and my f/o are cuddling and enjoying a meal together and he's watching tiktok while i browse tumblr, and i feel like most of these people who are angry online are simply not having a joyful experience that's so authentic

- ✴️💙 anon

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[teddybeartoji]

6, 14, 21, 28 for moji and mihime pretty please :3

SALEMM!!!!!!!!!! EEEEEEEEEETHIS IS SO FUN!!! ILYY THANK YOU FOR DROPPING BY MY LOVE:33

FOR MIJI

6. what was the most embarrassing thing to happen between you and your f/o before, during and/or after sex?

me sobbing after it:////// not crying, SOBBBBINGGGG. like i just got so overwhelmed yk?? he fucks so good and so deep and he's so heavy and he's like everywhere and it felt heavenly and then it just happened... i mean he didn't think it was embarrassing, he was super fucking worried at first actually lmao. but then he gave me the aftercare i needed aaand he actually didn't tease me for it either. (too much at least)(i am very grateful)(bc i still feel a little embarrassed abt it..)

oh and for him!!! in the beginning of our relationship, he came in his pants:3 and obviously i don't think that's embarrassing but ohhh he was hiding his face and stammering out an apology and yeahhh:(((( i just reassured him that it's okay and that i think it's hot hehe

14. what's something that usually gets your f/o in the mood?

just when i'm all over him!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i can get very clingy and touchy and i love just climbing onto his lap with my hands around his neck and just pressing kisses to his jaw and to his cheeks and lips and throat and adam's apple aaaand that gets him all squirmy and veeeery very handsy hehehehe:33

21. how does your f/o taste?

kinda bitter and liike salty?? bUTTTTTT DON'T GET ME WRONG I AM NOT PICKYY I AM EATING HIM UPP ALWAYS AND FOREVERRRR:333

28. how wrecked/spent does your f/o look by the time the two of you are done? do they have a dazed look on their face? completely disheveled hair? chest heaving for breath?

i answered this here too buttt!!! THE ANSWER IS ALL OF THE ABOVEEE!!!!!!!!!!! HE GETS SUPER FUCKED OUTT!!!!!! like yea ofc i'm way worse lmao but it's not like he's just sitting there all ready to go on with his day/night. he's tired, he's borderline dozing off on top of me or under me. oh and he runs sooo fucking hot. like the blanket isn't even on the bed anymore and he warmth stays in his body for soo long like it takes him a while to cool down. but hhhhhhh he looks sooo good like this:3333333333333 i luv him

FOR MIHIME

6. what was the most embarrassing thing to happen between you and your f/o before, during and/or after sex?

.... when i couldn't get the strap on correctly. sighh that was horrible. like i put my leg in the wrong hole bc i was just so excited yk??? and i was red like a damn tomato................... hhhhhhhhhhhh i hated that. she laughed super fucking sweetly though:(( and then rushed to help me out

she got suuuuuper super embarrassed when we kindagot caught lmao. i didn't mind that at all but ohh my god she looked like she was abt to puke. poor girl:((( it didn't help that i... kept teasing her abt it too lmao she kinda hates me i think..

14. what's something that usually gets your f/o in the mood?

thigh and tummy kisses!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! she's soooo weak for them and it's the cutest fucking thing in the worldd!!!!!!! she gets super flustered and sooosooo twitchyy and sooooooo fucking wet - she's pushing my head away buuut in reality she's not even trying like there's absolutely no strength behind her shoves lmao she's adorable i love her so much

21. how does your f/o taste?

sounds super basic but... like heaven ok. she's so fucking sweet??? i didn't even know that was possible??? idk she has a magical pussy alright<333333333

28. how wrecked/spent does your f/o look by the time the two of you are done? do they have a dazed look on their face? completely disheveled hair? chest heaving for breath?

SHE LOOKS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO PRETTYYY:((((((( HAIR SPLAYED OVER THE PILLOWS AND THE MATTRESS, CHEEKS N NOSE N LIPS N EARS N N NECK N CHEST ALLL RED AND BLUSHYY:(((( she's panting and squirming and she's hiding her face:((( she looks soooso fucked outtt wahhhhhhhhhhhh she's perfect!!!

spicy selfship asks

[walnutcookie]

of course I can’t speak for anyone else but I genuinely think you’re such a cool n amazing person!! ur aus r soooso cool and amazing and ur so funny and enjoyable 2 be around and and!! It’s true I wouldn’t have met u if it wasn’t for your YouTube channel, but I promise you I don’t hate you!! If I did I promise I wouldn’t have stuck around for very long HSHSHD I get drained easily interacting with people so I prioritize the people I like talking 2 the very most,, tldr ur super cool and amazing, and though I can’t prove whether or not some people r just faking being friends with u for ‘clout’ I promise there’s just as many if not more people who genuinely like u for who u r and would care about u even if u weren’t popular!!!/gen

THIS MADE ME FEEL A LOT BETTER THANK U SO MUCH VANILLA /GEN <3333

[rwqv]

whoops i accidentally unfollowed when i was trying 2 send u another ask ... am not a fake fan pls

no bro i totally get what u mean like the culling games absolutely threw me off... like season one was all happy n dandy and yuji was figuring out his powers yes!!!! and then ooo a flashback to gojos past thats super slice of life-y how cool! and omggg shibuya incident this is where soo much action is happening and kenjaku might win!!! and then kenjaku is setting up a killing game with a points system ? like where r we going with this

like yes action wow but like at the same time i just want the story to progress... like its all battle battle battle battle with soo many characters like give me sum story ...

i think the zenins getting destroyed was cool asf and i cannot lie naoya is kinda hot SORREY ..... like hes a terrible awful person and hes ugly when his mouth is open but like he looks hot when his mouths closed i cant help it..

remi is only in like 10 panels at max LOL so u shouldn't have any trouble.... but she'll be the one to defeat sukuna trust me

NO LIKE LITERALYL RENDERING IS SOOOSO BORINGGGG .... honk shooo snooze fest ... like the idea of it is so cool and when i actually do render like it makes me feel so happy that it looks so much better compared to the sketch ... but at the same time like i just get so bored nd unhappy after a little ... BUT THANK UUU .... im ngl i lay a bunch of random colors down n pray for the best .. i took a couple advanced art classes in my days that taught me like the slightest bit of color theory but really angel ganev on yt is my goat like i literally have learned sm from him just from his youtube shorts LOLLLL hes the best ...

but like yeah .. i alwayz render over the sketch which sometimes looks cool and it looks cool on all my inspo but oh my goodness it takes so so long to do ... lowk i might go back to lineart even tho i HATE lineart

YES NOBAMAKI NATION!!! SCORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fakest fan ever!!!! ggggrrr

yuji learning his power was so wholesome and even the kyoto exchange was good and gojo lore was also great and i liked the shibuya incident although i just wanted mahito to die. but whats the poitn of the culling game bro its not jeopardy... also i keep thinking whenebr they say noritoshi kamo as kenjaku i keep thinking its the third year or whatever

i think the complexity of jjk comes from the deep level of thought gege put into it. i was watching some explinations on tiktok and i felt like gege definitely has the brain to do stuff its just why did you do the culling games make more story pls

thats just personal feeling though i love seeing all the fight scenes and stuff but it feels kinda baseless like yeah all these randos popping out of nowhere for like 0 reason at all definitely have a meaning. all these good character ideas too

i do understand that everyone was saying jjk was dragging on for too long but 5 chapters is not enough to finish everything off either!!! what about the merger? what about like other people? are we ever gonna get a reason why sukuna goes on a killing rampage?? is he evil to just be evil?? i mean i get the fact that everyone hated him and he was based off of someone who was despised at birth for his extra limbs but... just blood lust?!

if gege did a spinoff series where everything was slice of life and fun id watch it... lobotomy kaisen is carrying me rn

LIKE MAKI YES GOO i support also WHAT... that man would want you in shackles bro he does not think of women kindly... naoya is a wild crush

esp with that popularity poll and HE COMES OUT NUMBER 5. NUMBER 5 OUT OF EVERYONE. HOOWWWW. over sukuna my bbg... and mechamaru...

I GET IT WITH GETTING BORED like okay heres another color that no one else will notice but ill spend 10 minutes undoing and redoing because it doesnt look right!!! i will be sure to chec angel ganev out!!!

i hate lineart tbh i just use my sketch as my lineart and call it good because if i line it it looks like i traced my own art bro its crazy but ur rendering over ur sketch looks so goated ngl but u do whats best for u because art is about being happy and cool!!!! and expression (even if its sugar baby gojo)

NOBAMAKI WAS SO CUTE IN THE SHOW IT MADE ME SO HAPPY they are so cute together i fw them heavy

i miss happy jjk

[hopingforovercast]

Having friends when ur borderline is like

“I love them so sos so sosoooo much omg we r so fun and funny together and they are so cool and amazing and hot and funny-“

And then they say one thing that like mildly hurts your feelings in such a specific way that they don’t even know you’re upset and it’s like

“I LITERALLY cannot stand them they are the bane of my existence I can’t believe they would do this to me what a selfish horrible person who I literally actually hate so much-“

And then they send you a nice text and it’s like

“I love them so so soooso much omg we r so fun and funny-“ and on and on into infinity

[peanutbuttaz]

hello south park blogs who have recently followed me for some reason. south park is not welcome on this blog, for multiple reasons

1. blatant right wing ideas, transphobia, homophobia,climate change shit, etc

2. the characters have annoying voices

3. my dad likes south park. i hate him sooosos much

4. the robert smith thing. what did they do to you robert

thanks for reading 👍

[theday]

omf really??? i cant FUNCTION without music omg i always have something playing otherwise id go Nuts. and the car/plane mention.. do you travel often? OH speaking of brian i HATe calling him that (maybe even more so than brian hates not being called young k) bc i had a fucking crush on someone called brian (or something that sounds like it; he was european lol) & it always reminds me of him whenever i hear the name and i hate it soooso much 5/9

DJJDSDJJSJ I MEAN.. i listen to music like 23/6 too i just cant fall asleep in bed with music playing rip :-( 

hmmm i travel outside of singapore at least once a year!!! this year i went to japan in late october (i miss the weather there) and earlier i had to go to malaysia a lot bc my grandfather was sick and eventually he passed away so i made frequent trips! (my mums side is malaysian so :O) 

as for travelling in .. vehicles.. on land.... hm i dont go outside that often with family nowadays but when we do eat dinner outside i listen to music on the car and just Rest bc i hate using my data im always scared ill overshoot my plan and end up getting charged more ;-// i have went out a lot this past 2 months bc its break rn so i went out with friends a lot and on public transport buses and trains i do listen to music but i dont sleep bc usually theres no space to sit so i stand !! i never leave without my earphones and one time i did and i kinda died

GODIDNSJJ THAT SUCKS... here ill censor it for u br*n.... brn...... barn... call him brain omg call him kang bra bc its what sungjin calls him its funny and cute ok from now on ill be using kang bra for ur sanity dw i got u covered miss p*nnywise