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delzinrowe · 10 months ago

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i finally washed my hair after three weeks. are you proud of me?

#even just standing up is such a struggle for me lately #not only depression wise but also because of the damn fucking heat #I cannot function in summer #never could #shut up stef

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lovesodeepandwideandwell · 16 days ago

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Grief grief grief I hate it

#most of all i hate how i can't just Sit with things. have to watch tv and shop and work and look at phone #it takes So much work for me to make myself sit with unpleasantness and i have to be in the perfect situation for it #and i have just found out my roommates will not be housesitting this summer so we will be stuck together for another two months #and i will not get my time of peace to enjoy my town for my last while there #which was not mine in the first place because nothing is promised to us! but i'm still so stressed!!#literally my body is starting to be unable to function when they're home. cannot sleep cannot be calm #ugh ugh #all shall be well and all that. but it is looking like it will take some Work

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shiraishi--kanade · 5 months ago

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Can someone explain to me why I'm turning full on nocturnal the moment sun starts to set before 7pm or is that like normal

#jay rambles about life.txt #like I CANNOT be productive #my adhd senda me into full task paralysis mode no matter HOW hard I try #even if I start the task I have no focus #and I'm not sleepy/tired/fatigued for this either. I just can't #but the moment 1am hits the clock I'm suddenly feeling like I'm on adderall without taking it #it's just Easier. to do Things.#like?#this is also JUST winter. I function like a normal person in summer #accounting for adhd and chronic fatigue. but my brain fires up at the right times when there's early sunrise #I do not get itttt

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fatuismooches · 11 months ago

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GUYS IDK... i'm trying so hard to write and respond to asks but nothing is coming to me when i write... feel free to spam me with some more to get me out of this block BUT IDK...

#smooches talks #IDK IF ITS BC ITS IMMENSELY HOT LIKE ITS 90+ DEGREES/#i feel so bad... literally cannot function in the heat #its time to reminisce on my fics and remember how i used to write #on a good note i only have a few more days of my summer class!

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sunflower-chai · 15 days ago

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guys my sister is moving three hours away in two weeks and i’m getting really sad about it 😭

#she’ll be there for three months for a summer internship #and then when she gets back i’m probably moving an hour away. so we only have two weeks to live in the same town for the foreseeable future #the worst part about growing up is not living in the same house with my siblings anymore #like those are my best friends i cannot function without them #mer talks

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foolishfalls · 3 months ago

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having a bad time

#can’t stop thinking about how bad i feel #both emotionally and physically #and then when i try to stop thinking about it and just feel it #it becomes completely unbearable #keep thinking about how i’ve ended up so alone/lonely again #and how much i cannot comprehend or accept or tolerate that #and then i’m just like well all this pain is too much for me to bear #so i wish i just didn’t exist instead #i will probably never get out of feeling this way #and like i knowwww i will eventually and feelings pass and pain passes or at least changes #but i will end up back in the same feeling or at least a similar one #that is inevitable #and i feel like i’ve not only reached my limit with myself #but like the world has reached its limit with me #i feel like there is nothing left for me unless i create it myself #maybe that’s just reality #but i feel like no one else cares about what i create #and maybe i’m wrong but i’m too scared to share it or even TRY to do it #because i can’t handle more of the same #humans NEED each other right?#but i have just been left behind too many times #and i can’t go through this again and again #i’m too tired #sometimes i really wish my health scare last summer just killed me for good #sorry for all of this lol #i hate being so traumatized that i can’t fucking function at a baseline #i hate being so sick nothing i do mattwrs #even resting is impossible #i rest in hope that i might not get worse and that’s the only illusion of control i have #the idea of getting better feels like a pipe dream at this point

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marigoldbaker · 1 year ago

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have started regularly having enough food in the house instead of ?????? (i don't know what was happening before the last few weeks) so i think the next thing i would like to do is not stay up until 8am on every work day for literally no reason. thanks

#musings #trying to claw my way back towards livable #the PROBLEM IS i have never slept normal since high school!#i don't know how to function if not super super sleep deprived #and when i sleep too well i cannot fall asleep. so it is simply all bad #have not yet found a solution for this but hopefully it will stop!#because it is hell and i have not gotten more than two days of sleep in a row since the summer

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antique-symbolism · 1 year ago

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The frustrating thing about seeing posts and articles and other updates on COVID is that I WILL ignore them not because I'm burying my head in the sand but because I am already doing literally everything I reasonably can to prevent myself and others from getting sick, I never stopped doing that in fact, thus reading those articles is not going to have any tangible effect on my behaviours, it's only going to exacerbate my constant existential fear of death and debilitation and make me angry that nobody else is doing anything about it

#makes me feel willfully ignorant and weak but also i could barely function this summer because of my wildly out of control health anxiety #and i cannot go back to that

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bunkernine · 2 years ago

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society if hoo had them at uni age and the lost trio went to chb and chiron is like "how tf are ANY of u alive and unclaimed". wilderness was just community college.

#on a serious note this changes a lot actually. annabeth and percy would not be in chb anymore so when percy goes missing #its like. a genuine possibility and fear because demigods don't make it that old. there is also some added time between tlo and tlh as well #further adding to jasons isolation as being even WEIRDER than everyone else. he also would've been praetor for longer so maybe the romans #wouldve cared more. this also does away with the plot hole of ppl not giving a shit that jason piper and leo (and dylan) straight up #dipped. introducing piper especially to a summer camp makes chb less appealing because they're too old for that and thus makes their #departure from chb make more sense in toa. yet also it opens up the possibility of new rome uni.... which i cannot see any reason as to why #leo would not go there!!!!! outside of being banned cuz he bombed new rome lol. but pipers sexuality arc works for college too!!! ur never #too old to find urself. but also this is the question of if you are able to relatively function in society (this is more for piper leo fran #and i guess percy) then why would you even fight this prophecy??? anyway lol them being college aged is perfect cuz percy is literally #going to a new place and having a new transition with new ppl... like u do in college LOL. now the question is would hazel still be 13. nic #is a lot older at this point and perhaps has the same age gap as bianca and him did 🤔 cant remember. but also don't know why hazel was 13 #in the first place lol. idk. in my college hoo she is just a senior in hs about to graduate from spqr and thinking about staying there or #possibly going to newru after seeing frank make the decision the previous year! SAD!#anyway in hoo. percy and annabeth are sophomores. frank and the lost trio are freshman.#but then in toa. percy annie frank and the lost trio are all graduating cuz percy got held back and Annabeth failed after tartarus fr.#but then also know that piper never went to newru and is adamant about going to mortal uni. and leo kills in newru but is bored. nvm i #forgot he died 🧍‍♂️ ummmmmm ok. ignore leo. and jason actually. so um. ok that really threw me off but are u getting it. that's when apollo #is like 'heeyyyyy i need help pwease 🥺' and they're all like 'dude.'#OK!#but also i ackowedge that this is a children's book and i am not its demographic so god be with you.

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saprosappho · 11 months ago

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finished spring term yippee now abt two weeks til i start summer term.... which is a math class. and im so bad at math it's actually tragic

#abysmal. ive taken this class before and i think we use excel... which i also just cannot understand #oh i mean i failed it i have taken and failed it. happy summer time #god i think im going to get an A in the english course but i dont know i feel like the teachers gonna pull another curve ball on me #and it doesn't have the predict grade function so i just have no idea #i have an a right now but will that stay.. will it

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burtonsdoodles · 2 years ago

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Dilemmas are occurring… the most immediate one being the realisation that I need to pack for this weekends newsies trip but have ZERO numbers of clothing appropriate for HEAT… uh-oh 😥

The others being that rail strike dates for next month have been announced which will definitely affect both newsies trips we have booked… so, things are going well at the moment 👍🤦‍♀️

#😬#I really hate summer and absolutely cannot function in hot weather…#send help #random ramblings #I’m dealing by doodling

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ehlnofaey · 8 months ago

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it's goddamn cold again and i hate everything

#i'm a summer girlie i cannot function otherwise #*.txt

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curionightshade · 8 months ago

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#how do i deal with the fact that the thought of having to maintain a career and network connections and human interaction indefinitely just #makes me default to wanting to kill myself. even feeding myself daily and getting through the hours makes me distressed and miserable #but the thought that im just going to be chronically socially anxious among a literal half dozen other mental illnesses.. forever #like that isnt going to change for me. im stuck with a laundry list of reasons why my brain CANNOT function normally #and maintaining income AND beating art block just seems. impossible #so where does that leave me lol #but its so pathetic how quickly i revert to considering suicide. even getting assaulted in the summer doesnt feel as big #i dont want to have to maintain this #and to top it off i feel even more. socially inept this year. somehow. when i meet someone i could actually be enthusiastic about getting #to know. i just crumble lol.#annywway etc etc kms blagh

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