#I cry when I’m tired

[peachdues]

I’ll probably delete this later, because I genuinely not trying to start anything. I just want to drop a gentle reminder that authors put a lot of time and effort into their works — from plot, to dialogue, to themes, it takes a lot of brain power and planning and dedication to create and put your work out into the ethos.

I have more to say on this but tbh it’s all based on a series of anons and comments I’ve received over the last few weeks, and I’m not going to subject you all to my whining. But please remember to be patient — whether it’s for waiting for the next installment or getting confirmation whether certain things will/wont happen — the wait is half the experience. I know instant gratification is the norm, but it’s really disheartening to see people write off your hard work before it’s even out because they’re convinced something is going to happen one way or another.

In other words, please recognize the time and effort it takes creators to put out content.

[nicholasnelsons]

i’m just so so so tired of netflix claiming that “representation matters” and having an entire collection dedicated to it, only to continuously cancel their shows with queer characters. from julie and the phantoms to i am not okay with this to teenage bounty hunters to the babysitter’s club to everything sucks to first kill, it’s literally sickening to see how much they try to have the representation and get their queer audience invested only to throw it away like it’s nothing. don’t get me wrong, i’m glad that shows like this exist even if it’s for a fleeting moment and i’m glad shows like heartstopper are doing so well, but it becomes so frustrating to get excited over certain representation and having it pulled from under your feet sooner than it began. i can’t help but notice first kill doing better than heartstopper in it’s first week. i can’t help but notice the show with wlw mains getting cancelled after one season and the show with mlm mains getting renewed for two more. i can’t help but notice the show with a latina lead and an interracial mlm couple getting canceled after one season. i can’t help but notice a show that touched on young queer characters and diabetes and mental health getting canceled after two seasons. i’m just tired. i’m so tired and i really do feel like now is the time to cancel your netflix subscription if you haven’t already because there becomes a point where enough is enough and truly from the bottom of my heart i’ve had enough

[sexswansworld]

I really want to take somebody into like an abandoned building and chase them the fuck down, you know? It’s so much more scary that way, neither of us know the layout, you won’t know where any hiding places are, I’ll get frustrated trying to find you and it’ll only make me more determined, and then I fuck you into the floor when I finally catch you. Sounds good, doesn’t it?

[shima-draws]

What the FUCK Furina’s backstory is so fucking sad??? The absolute TORTURE she’s been through. Shit dude,

[cat-dad-cyder]

Guess who started reading the IDW sonic comics

[astrobei]

JUST TRIED TO TYPE SHARP AND SWIFT AT THE SAME TIME.

[valoale]

Is it normal to have a mental breakdown over the loss of the ability to smell and taste

Because I am

[saetoru]

just watched gojo get sealed 😍 life is too fun 😍

[xyztrio721]

Hey everyone

It’s like 5 A.M as of me writing this, and I’m just… so tired.

I know I haven’t posted in a while. I just don’t know what to do with this blog, but that’s not important right now.

What is important is this: after the whole situation with Chuggaccnory over the past few days… I need help. Serious help.

I can’t handle being betrayed like this. I’ve been a fan of Chugga since 2018, but a few years before that, I enjoyed his content until I was like… 10 or so. I got back into TheRunawayGuys and his content as a whole when I was 16, and I’ve been a fan ever since.

Well, if you know what he’s been accused of over the past few days… yeah.

My childhood. My teenagehood. My adulthood. All three of these have been ruined by this drama and the allegations.

I just… I need help. And yes, I’m being serious.

Who do I turn to now? How am I supposed to cope with all of this? How do I stop myself from wanting to commit suicide?

I think I need to contact a crisis helpline, this is just too much for me to handle…

I doubt anyone will see this or care, but if you do… I hope you will be able to provide some help. I desperately need it.

[angelbesideme]

best boy award 🏆

KINNPORSCHE THE SERIES: episode 4

[merildae]

A hug would fix so many of my problems rn

[sapphicsnzs]

started crying over a tik tok…turns out i have a low grade fever

[arihi]

The difficult thing about openly blogging about healing and going through a long period of growth publicly is the feeling of “I’m not doing super great, and it’s worse than it has been before” springs to mind, but for the X number of times you’ve said it in the past, it feels more trivial. And maybe that’s a sign that things have always been an up and down sort of pattern, and that it will pass again, but maybe it also serves to feel more isolating in not having the words or energy anymore to describe how it is *this* time. And it is a position that changes day to day, and on better days it feels more passable, and on worse the void feels more vast. The mere fact that it changes is probably a good sign, that nothing ever has to be set in stone. But boy are some days so, so dreadful.

[h8ani]

I should not be this chronically exhausted both physically and mentally at this age.

[tvrningout]

small heads up that i might be scarce for the next few days! i’m really tired and stressed bc of finals and work, and it’s affecting my mood which in turn affects how i feel here. i’m much too sensitive these last few days, so i’m not gonna make being here a priority for a little while.

sorry about this and thank you for your patience 💜 and pls!! take care of yourselves!! this time of year is hard on a lot of people, so remember that it’s okay if you need to step back and rest 💜

[makkie-is-screaming]

I should fucking kill myself