#I dont deserve him

[h1gh0ctanegarbage]

Shoutout to my mans for listening to me sperg about school shooters for the millionth time even though I know he would rather be watching paint dry at this point

[barelyliving-barelybreathing]

I fucked up, I hurt him and now I've lost part of his trust.... why do I do this every fucking time! why can I just make it work once in my life!! I'm such a fuck up, I'm not worthy of him in any way, shape or form

[smigglepill]

guys i’m so scared for when he finds out im tcc and also just very problematic

he’s like very sweet and kind to me and i feel like he’s not that kind of person but he’s also a man and like a 17yo teenage boy so maybe he dgaf

BUT HES FROM THE USA so idk if he cares more abt that sorta stuff

[shanti-ashant-hai]

What was Nitya's gift?

as i have so eloquently told siva earlier this morning

[king-carnivore]

Just broke the fuck down because my boyfriend told me he wants me to focus on having art be my source of income and if it doesn't work out, he'd help me find a job that would only have 3-4 hour shifts

He's the first person to encourage me to find income that works with my disabilities (specifically my undiagnosed sleep disorder) instead of forcing me to conform to a work schedule that would make my shit worse

He's the first person to really listen when I say I don't function like everyone else - I can't function like everyone else - and tell me, "I love you. I will support you and help you figure out a life that works for you"

[carmsgarms]

I'm going to ramble for a bit about how supportive my husband is and about gender for a second because I feel like writing it out and posting it into the void for the world to see is weirdly helpful.

My husband used to occasionally use they/them pronouns for me before I actually came out to him

usually it was because sometimes he calls me "carms" so I thought it was just a grammatical slip of the tongue because "carms" sounds plural (ie he'd say things like "yes yes carms can do whatever they want") like it was always kind of in a playful manner.

I told him recently I think I'm genderfluid/nonbinary. Still trying to figure it out tbh. Some days I'm solidly like "no yeah I'm a girl" and some days I feel like I'm not...quite in any gender category. Which I've recently realized being genderfluid isn't necessarily a flux between being masc and femme, it can also be sometimes you're femme and sometimes you're like ??????

He is more insistent about using they/them than I am. It's weirdly affirming since I don't always feel like I'm nonbinary enough to say that's what I am. I haven't even told some of my closest friends yet because I don't feel nonbinary enough to warrant coming out.

Anyway. Everyone deserves to be with someone who supports them unconditionally. I love that the longer the two of us have been together the gayer we've gotten despite our outward relationship looking fairly straight.

not to tie everything back to baldur's gate but part of the reason I'm coming around to it is because I started playing as a nb tav and hearing everyone call my tav "they" makes my brain go brr, and Samantha Beart's entire existence is kind of an inspiration. I want to steal their gender lmao.

[sulkykitty]

Fuck shite today was bad man

[baynton]

me: ditches marlo in london

marlo: saves me £15 on train travel

[3motionallyunavailable]

Let him go. Detach from him now. So it won't hurt. You. Especially him. He doesn't deserve what you put him through.

He doesn't.

Keep away, shut down, make him hate you, make him not want you anymore.

Tell him he deserves better. Tell him.

Tell him he can do better. Stop wasting his time.

you wasted his time. he didn't deserve that. you don't deserve him.

i don't deserve him.

[doomerdog]

hes half asleep and fixing the patch he got to help with my back pain. hes half asleep and reaching out to hold me. hes half asleep and mumbling that he loves me. hes half asleep and hes mine hes mine hes mine all mine

[blusheher]

me: worries about my husband leaving.

My husband: posts about how much he loves me, and remembers my birthday and our anniversary but doesn't expect me to remember because I have memory issues, and he continues to love and support me and my issues along with every flaw I have.

Me: ya- he's definitely not leaving- Im just being a silly girl :P

[poison-uwu]

Been having seizures tonight so my bf brought my bong, my heatpack and water to the couch for me + put on a comfort show

[dolfin]

bf surprised me with a new keyboard 🥺

[xxlelaxx]

So we're officially getting married in September!!!!

[horrorxweasley]

STOPPP I DONT DESERVE THIS MANNN

he said i looked cute but my snap was black due to lack of lighting so i’m like

”you cant even see me”

TO WHICH HE REPLIESS

”i don’t need to see you to know youre perfect baby”

🥺🥺

im CRYINGGGG

[kochei0]

I turn to Ares.

Thanks to Tyler Miles Lockett who allowed me to draw inspiration from his ARES piece for page 2! Look at his etsy page it's SICK

⚔️ If you want to read some queer retelling of arturian legends have a look at my webtoon