#I got my dream job!
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and I am leaving you and I am sorry
#the mountain goats#tmg#protein source of the future...now!#beloved song that haunted me all through summer and early fall#and (accordingly) showed up in my [redacted] notes three times#hghghghghhghghhhhgh#(gurgling)#<- old tags but still true#this has been sitting in my drafts since December i think… time to set it free#this song really GOT me though last summer and fall when i thought i was gonna leave my job in the spring#it is everything to me#if i saw it played live i would cry#(it was played live exactly one time in 2003 - but i can dream)
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i love the idea of her wearing an alice angel cutout to cover the ruined side of her face…
youtube link (and thumbnail too since you can’t see it up there) below the cut!
#bendy and the ink machine#batim#bendy and the dark revival#batdr#twisted alice#malice angel#alice angel#doodle dump#dynamic dump#I AM DONE COOKING#i don’t know how i got this done in under a week but i sure did anyway#this was fun! frustrating sometimes (procreate dreams can go die in a hole and hopefully revive into something less aggravating) but fun!#very satisfied with the end product. glad i got it done. good job me#why can’t i insert the video like i did my animatic. why does tumblr hate me. this’ll have to do
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sheet for kian
victor's sheet
#oc: kian micelli#ts4#I feel the need to bring out some backstory#Kian leaves his house early because he planned to start a career in a big city and he worked hard to make that happen.#He got a position where he may be promoted after getting a degree and achieving his dream job#but he didn't enjoy it as much as he was expecting which broke him#He returned home and soon discovered that he supposed to stay there#Victor however would work in his parents' business for the rest of his life but he found it difficult to adapt to adulthood#He dropped out of college moved out with his parents and is now attempting to figure out his future steps#and they first met at this point#Kian gave himself time to work with his parents all summer before beginning looking for a job#Victor wants to begin a new life.#Before Victor’s family lived there but after several problems that include his brother they left#and now that he’s returned rumors about his family keep being spread so he needs to find a strength#oc stuff#my sims
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man i hate job interviews. i didnt study enough for talking about myself 😩
#adddna#'whats your dream job' well its being james baxter but we cant all get what we want can we. so im here at Medical Office.#auuugghhh she just meant my ideal hopes for this position anyways but i dont have any of those either man.#i just wanna work somewhere that doesnt make me miserable i can tolerate lots idk....#i rambled about some shit but i feel like i really fumbled that question because it got me off guard
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figured i'd do this again..bit early i guess..
#to cheer me up.. i feel bad atm.. these things don't even make me feel very good tho bc i'm such a narrative/sketch-based artist..#but Proper Beautiful Finished Pieces are what grab attention and look good at the end of the year all neatly lined up lol.....#so looking at a “yearly review” where i can only choose 'the best image of the month' (??) is like...What have i even been doing...#i did a month by month look back on twt for myself instead..but even that doesn't express the quantity of comic-based stuff..#that i do put a lot of time/heart into..but alas i feel bad bringing even them back..RTing/reblogging my own art simply feels bad lol..#AND WHY IS IT ALL B&W...trying to accept that i LIKE doing that and sketching and scribbling..not like i'm trying to like..Get Artist Job..#this year was so profoundly lonely at times bc i spent all my time drawing instead of socialising and trying to find friends....#please please please have achieved more of your dreams in the future so you can look back at 2023 and think..#It was good that happened so that it got me further to the future. Or whatever i guess.....................#regardless i did have a great amount of fun drawing and improving this year and dwelling deeply & heavily on witch hat atelier.#art-wise and emotionally....march july & september were the best months i think..AUGUST WAS SO WEIRD SUMMER IS SO EVIL ALWAYS.#thank you very much if you are reading this for enjoying & leaving nice tags & such like <3 i've realised how fulfilling that is to receive#really keeps me posting stuff here instead of keeping it all to myself in my head#i wish everyone in this world could have a safe and happy end of year. i wish living in this world were easier
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Hello! I was wondering if you’d be willing to take commissions someday 👀. No pressure tho! I just love your art so much
The short answer: "not at the moment, but it is very possible in the future'!
The slightly longer answer: I would have to figure out a good pricing and payment system! PD-MDZS is also where most of my free time goes, so until my life settles down a bit, I would be on the slow side to complete them.
#Ask#Even longer answer: I technically do - but it's been people I know irl asking and handing me physical money/bank transfers.#I'm working on one right now but the tricky part with pricing is that they want the physical copy of it - which is different to online comm#Fun fact: I have gotten a fair amount of commissions from a local hobbiest quilting club.#They show me their pintrest inspiration board and tell me size specifications and I draw out patterns on parchment paper.#I am probably being undervalued by a group of 50-60 year old women but they call me handsome and say I'm doing a good job so...#There was also someone a while back who asked about a tattoo design and I was *so* enthusiastic but I just got too busy to commit.#I truly do appreciate people asking - It is *extremely* flattering that you like my art enough to want to commission something!#I will re-examine my situation in a few months! Someday really is the keyword here; I think I'd have a lot of fun with it!#(All the money would go back into buying more artbooks and supplies too! What a dream!)#Through this blog I've gotten to know a few people who do commissions for a living who I will probably pester for pricing advice#Time really is the only barrier for me right now B*(
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should i quit working and become a "writer"
#aka someone who technically says they're a writer but just stays home chillin'#and maybe also i would finally have the energy to write more books and fulfill my life's dream!#(my partner got a new job and like. technically i could. i won't. because it's a horrible idea. but also i'm dying inside from stress#and it's so tempting!)#dollsome's deep thoughts#imagine it. me. a gold-digging lazybones!!!!#*chef's kiss*
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the absolutely Vivid reality based chronological dream i had last night. man
#i got a job at like... an automobile warehouse or something?#we had to change a large trucks tires...#and i was sent to get some more from across the block or whatever#and its more complicated than that - there were conversations and interactions with people etc#and i was trying to find it but it was all like... in this corridor shopping mall?#the signs were western themed and listed items that you could get in that store#though i think it was all free?#anyway at some point it opened into a restaurant and i had a friend there who was carrying a plate for people who left prematurely#so i of course started shoveling it into my mouth - free food! but their manager caught us#and i had to be all 'hey i work around here im just lookin for tires and no one was gonna eat this anyway'#it was like... a rice/mango/cream thing...? strange because i dont like mangoes!#long story short i had to go back for the tires bc i wound up forgetting them. something about a dog....#i was too late in getting the tires so i had to go sort rubber bolts instead :/ at least the warehouse was cool#absolutely unprompted#but it was very. linear. and it felt very real. like it was genuinely a place and a job that could exist#like i remember what the outside loading area looked like. the packed restaurant. the corridor. the warehouse. the lockers. the hallway#IF I HAD A BETTER MEMORY I STG I COULD MAP IT OUT#god i love my dreams. they're always plot based and im rarely myself <3
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#i turn 27 tomorrow and i feel like my life is collapsing in around me#i officially made the decision to take the summer off. which i hate. which means i have to get a summer job#when ive only ever had jobs in academia so my resume looks insane if im applying to work in a bakery or whatever#im just so tired. everything makes me so tired and sad. i still dont kno what im gonna do#im glad my dad is here bc he gets it more than most ppl bc hes also dyslexic and like everyone assumes im fine bc ive got this far#but like at what cost? im doing a job where im set up to suffer. and for what? im doing something so niche and weird#all i can do is more academia. but what if i cant cut it? what if i would b better off getting a epa job or something where i can do my job#and then go home and stop thinking abt it. how do i apply the stupid bullshit i decided to study? i should have done Ecosystem restoration#or something. its just that my dream was to study weird things in weird places and now it feels like that dream is collapsing#which is devastating. im gonna try to come back in the fall and give it a go but like i dunno it feels so hopeless rn#im just so tired. i have no joy. i just want to lay on the floor#unrelated
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re: last reblog, if anyone in the path of the storms tonight ends up losing power/tv signal and want to stay informed ryan hall on youtube should be live through the whole thing, he's my family's go-to when we inevitably end up losing power in bad storms
#meterology used to be what i wanted to do when i grew up lmao he has my childhood dream job#but yea he stays live sometimes for 12+ hours 👍#his thumbnails are................but he's got a whole team#me shilling for my youtube weather guy 🫡🫡🫡#t
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bark bark bark BARK BARK BAR-
#dnf#dnf fanart#dreamnotfound fanart#dreamnotfound#as a dogboy dream ENJOYER- it is my job to make dogboy dream art#and so#I give y’all dnf#bc WHY THE HELL NOY#NOT#I hate this drawing but it’s all I got rn#my apologies
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Putting my iono and grusha here as well. They’re friends for streaming reasons
#Imagine getting a good atar score and it not mattering bc none of the courses you applied for need atar#Unrelated i got my atar today :) it was v good heheheheh#For non aussie ppl atars p much a mark for how you did overall in your y12 classes its important for most unis#But it can also not matter at all bc theres other ways to go to uni! And plenty of jobs that dont need uni! Idk!#I saw people saying grusha and iono are t4t. Ofc they are#Pokemon#Gym leader grusha#Gym leader iono#Oh my god i am yet to draw an actual pkmn and not just trainers god. I promise im a real pkmn fan#Oh yeah chongoblog replied to this art on twt i nearly had a heart attack#I woke up to like 12 new replies i and 40 follows i was like!!!!!! Aaaaaaa!!!!!!!#Todays been good so far. Only thing thatd make it better is if my dream uni got back to me….. they accepted my prerequisites i see you#Art tag#Only reason i posted this was to ramble abt atar. Farewell#oh my god i never replied to any of my replies on twt. im so bad at this. i cant think of things to say sjdbowwna augh
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#louie like a melody in my head#hotel dusk room 215#kyle hyde#hotel dusk#i have got to get normaller#he is just so fun and silly to draw#i want to tell hihm he is a good boy#in the cellar scene after Kyle woke up I was just like 'what about Louis is he okay tell me he's okay Rosa'#my concept for another sequel if Cing ever comes back:#Louis is there#that's all I need#but also he needs to crash on Kyle's couch for like a week straight#maybe he has a job at a bar locally after Dunning decides to employ someone who can correctly deliver a total of 2 packages#there's a mystery and they have to solve it together cause they're best buds#I mean Kyle said they were partners now so I see no reason we can't have a buddy movie style game#segments where you play as Louis but he's really bad at the puzzles#give me the rights to the Kyle Hyde franchise and I will make my dreams- i mean our dreams come true#in Renpy with no budget
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A little appreciation post for my dad for fathers day cause i love him and im very greatful to have a dad who loves me and is in my life and one of my favorite memories is that when he bought his first house two years ago he wanted me to be the first person to step foot in the house aside from him cause i always believed in him and he knows hes not perfect and has made mistakes but i couldnt ask for a better dad.
#he always wanted the like nice house with rooms for all of us kids and a nice big yard and he tried but the rescession and divorce#and family loss and trying to get upward movement in his job without a degree didnt always allow for that but he tried#and i told him id always believed he'e get a house one day and itd be all his and he did and when it happened he got me#on a cross country train so thatd id be there i literally sat right next to him as he signed the papers and got the keys#and i find it interesting cause the first time o saw it it looked exactly like the house from my dreams like down to the layout it#it was just all so meant to be#and while i dont physically see him as much and id like theres never a day were i dont get a text or call or instagram reel sent and he#often tells me abt how proud he is of me and how he loves me and hes always believed in my dreams and anything i want to do and im also#really proud of him cause hed told me before he never wanted to be like his father who was not around and the breif time he was wasnt good#and hes never been like thats hes alwayd been loving and caring and supportive and trys the best he can hes always been a great dad#and i know not everyone gets that or even gets to have a dad so im very very greatfull that i do
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smiles that don't flake off
written for the @steddiemicrofic prompt: rest | WC: 387 | T | CW: None
"This isn't all of it, they still have to do the rest," he overhears Eddie telling Argyle of all people. "Once it's healed, they'll do color; then it'll pop!"
It's not weird, that he has his head in the fridge eavesdropping on his two newest… friends? They’re friends. Age appropriate friends that he's borrowed from other people. Only Argyle is more Eddie’s friend, bonded by being the freshest members of Team Victims of Government Oversight.
And Eddie… Well Steve likes to think they’re more than friends. They live together and sleep in the same bed and sometimes they even touch each other's dicks. But Tommy and Robin are his only comparison points (they've also seen his dick.)
He’s just curious, trying to be whatever about it, cause Eddie had laughed when Steve gently asked if the cool, underground tattoo guy had botched it. Said it was perfect with his sleeves pulled down to his wrists. Steve thought they had something good going.
Seriously, Argyle gets to see it!
“That is some righteous work, my man. Has-”
“No! I want it to be finished first, y’know.”
“Right, but if you hide, it could look like you don’t trust your bro with this intimate part of yourself.”
That’s when he decides he’s had his head in the fridge for too long.
“Found some of last night’s pizza, Eds I brought you water for your cottonmouth.”
It's at least subtle, when Argyle nudges Eddie. "Stevie! I realized I never- I kinda wanted it to be a surprise once it was finished, but I guess you can still see the vision even without color. And I wanted to get something for you and name tattoos are a curse, and you're it for me, even if we haven't really talked about it. Do we need to?"
"Just show it to me?"
Arm on display and it's him. Deniably but Steve knows that's safer. His face softened in a Geena Davis sort of way. His face on a body that will soon be wearing a bright blue sailor's uniform, the shorts somehow shorter, the socks higher, and the ass even more on display than it had felt all that summer.
"Eddie, I love you," it slips from him for the first time, but it's true, "I'm going to cut off your fucking arm."
#steddie#steddiemicrofic#steddiemicroficnovember#my fic#scoops ahoy steve#i love every iteration of eddie gets a tattoo for his relationship with steve but the sailor steve pinup has a special place in my heart#sometimes we have a bad idea that makes roots in our brain#eddie let his demons win and got a tattoo of his boyfriend in the summer job uniform that has been haunting his dreams
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leftover vibes from yesterday
#witch hat tag#orufrey#alcohol /#we have endless time (no we don't) can we kiss then. (not yet)#forgot i never posted the sinocia/ermile. ermicia.. i dk#no i was supposed to draw really happy carefree loveydoveyness before i go back to regular slow burn hours. What happened..maybe tomorrow#i had a bizarro qifrey-related dream on valentines day. i wrote some notes in my phone.. let's see what happened#'dreamt of future witch hat chapter. SANS UNDERTALE WAS THERE ???? i got a spoiler that Corrupted Qifrey was going to be a major boss battle#there was SO much more than that all going on. there was a flashback scene where qifrey was a stowaway on the titanic#where he did makeup for other stowaways that was his job there'#okay! thanks! that's something someone definitely had to dream. Literally why#there WAS more... i'm sure i had to fight Corrupted Qifrey. and i got a sword as an item drop from our struggle. it wasnt his water sword#it was like a cloud strife sword. Anyway#i had so many bizarro fe3h dreams this is what its like#*adds in a follow-up drawing later*
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