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RETURN TO MONKE (PUBERTY EDITION)
MK’s monkey form doesn’t feel right to me so i wanted to break up his transformation into stages. Maybe as he learns to accept that side of himself it becomes part of him, instead of changing between human and monkey randomly (which is probably painful). Love yourself, NOW!!!
@zymstarz im tagging you for FULL MONKE
#ALSO BECAUSE. THAT BOY NEEDS A NOSE#i like the idea of MK constantly flashing between his monkey and human forms as some sort of internal conflict or identity crisis#and he can’t hold his monkey form for very long soo. I’m going to put way too much thought into it and say its some sort of repression#also I made the hair on the sides of his face more attached or growing on the cheeks so it kind of frames it#maybe it’s because his design is so top heavy on his head and that’s why the sideburns feel wrong to me#like it’s fine with Swk and macaque because their hair is more like a tuft. but MKs hair is longer it just feels less balanced shape wise#I also don’t see his tail being very strong right off the bat because it’s. a new limb so the muscle has to be underdeveloped imo#I’m still a firm believer in the face mark XP system though. that is his Minecraft experience bar fight me#ALSO ALSO going back to him flashing between human and monkey. I just like this idea because to complement that idea of identity crisis#like think about it. if he comes to accept this new part of himself he doesn’t have to decide between one or the other I guess? like he#gets used to exploring this part of his identity. also it’s like Pokémon evolution lol#my art#myart#doodles#lego monkie kid#lmk#monkie kid#lmk season 4 spoilers#lmk s4 spoilers#lmk season 4#lmk s4#lmk MK#lmk xiaotian#lego monkie kid fanart#lmk fanart
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Day 2: Rebirth
#soriku week 2023#soriku#sora#riku#kingdom hearts#fanart for fanfic#okay buckle in y’all I’m about to be a huge sap#so this is based on a scene from can you still hear me by ao3 user bigdykeenergy#which fits the prompt because it’s kind of about riku’s rebirth after kh2#anyway that’s my story and I’m sticking to it it works if you squint#however it’s also one of my favorite kh fics ever and when I first read it a couple years back after coping with world events by#playing all of kh in a row#and I wanted to draw a scene from it#and I wanted to share that with the author#and folks I had not done fanart or posted art online for maybe fifteen years and this was the fic and the fandom and the ship#that brought me back so I guess it’s kind of rebirth for me too#anyway thanks to that author and to the folks I’ve met through kingdom hearts#teleport warning draws
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Digital portrait of Alex from 2021 🥁🩷
#julie and the phantoms#jatp#jatp fan art#jatp art#alex mercer#owen joyner#owen patrick joyner#there are so many pieces i made that i just never posted on tumblr bc none of my stuff previously got any attention so i was very much like#‘guess I’ll only post my stuff on instagram ¯\_(ツ)_/¯’#but now that I’ve kind of ditched instagram I’m like. finally uploading all my shit here now#a big thing was the fucking SEARCH FUNCTION#which I’d turned off for privacy reasons re: google#but that also unfortunately means your posts don’t get seen anywhere unless ppl follow you#so. that’s why my art never got any attention#it’s bc i fucking took that away 😭#so I’ve turned that back on… makes me feel hm :/#like my posts are getting seen now which is good#but also the privacy part of it is ehhhh#i wish there was a way we could be unsearchable to third parties but still searchable on tumblr#alas. they go hand in hand#anyway… expect more of my art to appear some time in the near future#they will be mostly old pieces that I’ve posted on instagram before#i have no time nor the physical ability to really draw anything new rn#but for now pls enjoy these pieces i am very proud to finally share on tumblr :’)#oh this was also in collab with someone i no longer speak to so like. I don’t exactly feel comfortable saying that out loud on the post#so i won’t tag them here but the original collab is available on instagram if you know where to look#I know I’m not really making it easy rn but like the whole thing is actually worth the trouble of looking for it if you’re curious#I’m really glad we got to make that together#mine#i draw things
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i find this shit sooooooooo fucking annoying and frankly unworthy of respect… obviously advertising and branding are powerful and that’s why companies invest in them but i genuinely have no fucking patience for grown ass adults acting like corporations are standing their holding a gun to their heads and forcing them to spend money on their stuff. it’s genuinely pathetic to me. grow the actual fuck up please
#this isn’t the worst example i’ve seen but i guess it’s a straw breaking the camel’s back moment#bc this mentality is everywhere and it’s fucking annoying every time#by grow the fuck up i don’t even mean stop spending money on disney stuff#i mean stop acting like you are being helplessly oppressed and incapable of exercising choice#also i feel like going to the parks is actually qualitatively different than listening to a soundtrack#bc of the labor stuff…. not that i think going to a disney park makes someone like evil#but it does kind of gesture to other limits of this sort of ‘corporate helplessness’ style analysis#reminiscent of AHP being like ‘i’m burned out bc i HAVE to grow tomatoes because of Culture’#you literally don’t. grow up
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it’s bpd
#puts a lot into perspective i think#cost me a lot too especially my last major split#i’m doing cbt but my parents really want to try hypnotherapy so we’ll see (my poor bank acc…)#lots of things i wish didnt happen but for some reason i’m mostly bummed bc all my writing is just depressing#which is fine! but (and maybe this is my tendency to be harsh on myself) a bit corny even by my standards#i’m glad we had the bipolar misdiagnosis straightened out bc i dread going back on lithium (though at one point i thought it helped)#(i mean despite the way bpd is treated online i guess)#thank u all so much for ur kind messages and comments!!! i’ll never run out of gratitude#but i’m sorry if i don’t respond to everyone!#i’ll pop up once in a while (?) and i’ll make sure it’s good i hope that’s okay!
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i’m over the whole concept of wips. be done already. get out of my head
#i wrote like 2k of my new soulmate au a few days ago while v drunk and haven’t gotten back to it#hm maybe i need to get drunk again ahhaha#don’t worry boys i’m well on my way#zukka#thoughts#update#i guess#i love soulmate au’s cuz they present an especially unique issue of ‘these characters will know they’re meant to be together-#-not just the reader’#(certain kinds at least)#and it’s fun to play w that esp in enemies to lovers like zukka#my last soulmate au is so cringe to me now but it’s my top fic by FAR lol#last i checked it had over 2k kudos and like 12k hits?? that’s crazy for me for real#anyways#i suppose i’m glad y’all like them too#lolol
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THE BEST OF ATTICAN TRAVERSE: KROGAN TEAM
Featuring: Cmdr. Sophie Shepard, Lt. James Vega, EDI, and Urdnot Grunt
With: Urdnot Wrex, Dr. Mordin Solus, Primarch Adrien Victus and The Rachni Queen
I don't need luck- I have ammo.
Mass Effect 3: Legendary Edition (2021)
#mira makes gifs ✨#sophie shepard#james vega#EDI#urdnot grunt#urdnot wrex#mass effect#mass effect 3#me3#mass effect legendary edition#dailygaming#i finally finished gif’ing traverse and this set is cursed is all i will say :)#i don’t know why this one was such a pain in the ass but compressing them was a massive chore for some reason#and my dumb ass realized as i was assembling i set the frame hold wrong for like 4 of them so i had to go back and redo a few of them 🙃#the thing that pissed me off most is that there’s usually a nice planet shot with a normandy fly in to make a header from#and traverse just doesn’t fucking get one for some reason?? so ig we get rachni queen header#i’m so sorry but this is like my least favorite mission in the game 😭#like i do like grunt but this mission is just meh on all fronts to me at least#like the decision from ME1 to spare or destroy the rachni queen is so fucking cool?? and it has 0 consequences in ME3 LMAO#not to mention that half of this mission is just standing around with a flame thrower burning down webs lol#the only cool thing i’ll say is i ADORE the Aliens™️/xenomorph vibes that the mission has!! that is so cool the first time around#the cutscenes are alright but there’s really only some towards the front end and the back end? so you miss so much of the middle#which makes it hard to connect what’s going on to make a best of: set lol#grunt has some nice scenes if you have him here and the rachni queen quotes are cool#the enemies are also kind of interesting in concept? i just wish the rachni decision from ME1 had more weight here#james and EDI have a few nice lines towards the front in the shuttle but there’s not a ton of great dialogue like grissom has tbh#idk this mission is just okay to me i guess? like the ardat-yakshi sanctuary with samara is much more interesting to me#i feel like this one needed longer to cook and the rachni deserved more weight in the mission based on your decision in ME1#james and EDI looked cute like always!! and soph ate it up in cleric’s guardian armors for shepard (which continues to be gorgeous ❤️🔥✨)#idk seeing grunt and playing fashion dress up was the best part of this mission besides the wrex cameo at the end lmao
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I have my first actual date date with a woman next weekend (that isn’t just like. Friends hanging out and it being that weird space in-between/where there’s some intimacy but you’re not really a thing lol idk iykyk).
For the record, I’m still not really wanting to like, start up some new long-term thing right now, but I really wanted to meet people and put myself out there/practice dating after so long and everything, especially since aspects of this are new to me and I want to learn to do the pursuing rather than just waiting around for someone to pursue me. I feel like it will be good to build up my confidence with stuff like that.
But yeah, this girl has been really cool to talk to, so I just went for it and asked her, and now we have plans next Saturday! I feel proud of myself and excited to hang out with her.
#by bug#they are also active plans which#I’m happy to finally go on a date that isn’t like. sushi. movie. home.#not that those times were bad but it gets I guess. repetitive#I was thinking back to when I started dating my ex and I was always trying to come up with fun ideas so it wasn’t just#the same thing every time#like let’s go hiking let’s go to the zoo let’s go to the museum#the best date I’ve ever had was a nine hour hike to the top of Humphrey’s Peak#followed by massive hamburgers#honestly that was one of the best days of my life#that’s the kind of stuff I want to do more of#not a diss on getting yummy chirashi bc I do love that too but still#I think I really just prefer active dates or dates where I get to learn something#so it is a plus if someone else likes those things too
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there has got to be a nicer way to say that i don’t care about befriending these cis white men to my friend. Please please i don’t care if they’re nice i don’t care omg😭😭😭 We have nothing in common and so do u guys. pls. Stawp it
#kitty talks#i love it to death but pleaseee. idgaffff😭😭😭 omg😭😭😭 and theyre all so fucking ugly too and mid FUCKEKJEEHHWHH omg#i’m being so nice right now but Please. Ur killing me. Please . Please. Please#again. i love it a lot but it also ends up breaking up with its boyfriends like 1 month in. So i jjust. Dont have the capacity for that#I dont need to be introduced to random dating app men and then find out theyre weird or assholes. LMFAO. who cares#i am Begging begging it meets a trans guy. like god. its only cis men.and theyre so stupid looking. And uninteresting. and unpassionate#uneducated. Ok. Rant over i guess. My head hurts so bad snd reading these texts are just kind of getting to me . Man#Omg. Hes giving us a ride back after thr show tomorrow and im hoping to like. Bear through it#I need to be drunk out of my mind for this
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#i have to give a presentation to latine high school students and i’m nervous#i’m not gonna be alone there though but still#i have to talk about myself in a “i’m a role model for these teens” kind of way and i’m like?????#i don’t know if i’m a role model but sure let’s do this#thing is it has to be at most 7 minutes and i have a lot of talking points for someone who’s supposedly not done much in his life#but i guess i never truly reflected back on my life so far#i’m gonna throw myself off a window this adulting thing is the worst#logan.txt
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Just got back from my friend’s wedding :’) I think it says a lot that I was the only high school friend that showed up
#TBF the others in our friend group back then live in different states now#And flying out for a wedding can be SO expensive.#But yeah idk it just meant a lot to me :’)#And my friend (the groom) was SO happy to see me. And his family was too#That made me really glad 🤧#The fact that he invited me to come at all also says a lot I think#And you know what maybe I cried on the way home in the car but that’s nobody’s business but mine!!#I’m very very happy for him. And his wife is SO sweet and so pretty#It’s just weird yk? Cause in high school I liked this guy SO much#Like I daydreamed about getting married to him some day#So seeing him marrying someone else felt very weird lol#Bittersweet mostly#Sorry this is super embarrassing LMAO but it’s not like I’m ever going to tell this to his face.#I know they’ll be very happy together and I’m so so glad he found someone that fits together with him so well#He’d better come to MY wedding tho. In the future. LOL#Shima speaks#It was a very ‘saying goodbye to your first love’ kind of thing.#Even after I confessed to him in high school (and got rejected) I never really stopped liking him#Like I just never got over it I guess. Even tho I KNEW nothing would ever come of it#Idk sometimes it’s hard to let that stuff go! It’s hard to stop liking someone after you liked them for so long and so strongly#I want to say I’m over it now but considering I was crying in my car:#Well. JFJSJMFMSMSNN#I know I don’t feel that way for him anymore like as a fact but. Idk it was weird—#Again bittersweet. I think I just needed a second to process and really let it sink in#Goodbye to my high school fantasy //waves a handkerchieff#Also MAYBE I saw them be so happy and was like. Why can’t I have that with someone. HUH#Leetle jealous. I need to find me a someone *squint emoji*#Anyway rant over wedding was good I’m just an idiot ;)
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its so hard to watch time pass when things like careers and assignments exist. what do you mean im supposed to take that seriously
#I have an assignment that was due a week ago and I really really dont want to do it. I have to but i dont want to#im probably making it worse because my brain has built a wall around it so now i can’t do literally anything else until thats done. but#because I don’t want to do it I’m just kinda stuck. turns out this is what they meant when they said emotional regulation is part of#exec dysfunction.. I’ll have a thought like if I get a little bit of it done now i can get it over with. I can just submit something#and then not even 5 minutes later itll be like ugh but I have to draw all the assets out. I have to write things and make spreads ugh#and its just flopping between those two things. i hate it when ppl are like well how much time do you need to work on one thing#because BOY id love to know too. I’d love to know exactly when my brain wants to cooperate with me and work around that but I cant#even my period can’t decide when it wants to punch me in the stomach. which is kinda funny in the grand scheme of things but still#its so weird im just lying on my bed thinking abt all this like damn.. the time will pass anyways no matter what I decide to do.. damn….#if I submit that assignment now and take the L I literally won’t die. it’ll just be a deduction on an assignment nobody will ask me about#I know this but I’m still stressing myself about it so my thoughts aren’t really connecting to my body. weird#maybe its because Im having a hard time looking forward to things. theres definitely a lot I should be living for but I don’t really feel#a strong attachment to it I guess? it’s been like this for a while with holidays and meeting with friends so I just don’t#I kinda figured its because im pretty passionless and its more like passing interest. but it’s not very fun when it feels like I’m going to#be living distraction to distraction for the next 70 years or so lol#idk it kind of feels like slowly bleeding out. which is funny because I actually did experience blood loss this week#had a 30 minute nosebleed and literally could not stand. also it felt like someone was pinching the back of my brain which was interesting#yapping#does this count as vent#vent#Ive just been making an oc carrd and contemplate changing my blog header for the past 3 days honestly
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how are we feeling about the new netflix adaptation of avatar??!!!!!!!!!!!! the zuko casting eats and swolzai is so cool to see actually translated well (although we will see how they treat the characters in this)
HEYYYYYYOOOOO!
The only thing I’m really looking forward to from the live action is being able to gossip about it with my mutuals. I don’t really have any other opinion, I mean… it looks cool! (Sokkas hair & zukos scar bother me but ehhhh what can I do?) But I’m an animation junky, I love my anime and my cartoons (bobs burgers beloved) so I don't particularly care for the “real people actors” taking over my cartoons but I’m totally chill about it honestly.
I will ABSOLUTELY be watching it and probably will form a more solid opinion after I actually watch the show.
#Omg I had to message a friend and ask who sowlozai was hahaha#I was like ummmm I don’t know this person#& they had to hold my hand and walk my old ass through it#But yeah! I guess I’m just not the kind of person who jumps to criticism#I mean don’t get me wrong I love a good gossip sesh#Don’t tempt me with a good time haha#I see a lot of effort being put into it so I want to give everyone who worked really hard to bring this show to life a chance#I can’t just tear apart all their hard work from a few photos and a couple trailers#I know it won’t be close to the original but it might be good#I heard the one piece live action was good#Idk I’m watching one piece currently so I haven’t seen the live action but ahhh luffy is so awesome haha#Again this show could be a dumpster fire but can it be worse than the first live action movie….? I think not#*points at friend who actually likes the live action movie* HAHAHA I KNOW WHAT YOU ARE#poor dads still waiting for book two hahaha#Sorry sorry I love you don’t be mad <3#Ok well COME SCREAM AT ME WHEN YOU WATCH IT AND ILL YELL BACK!!!!!!!#& yeah they had no business making ozai look that offical… damn it live action CUT IT OUT#& im sorry but iroh is the most iroh looking iroh i could have imagined and i giggle every time i see him#But i will take jabs that Netflix threw all that money at the show and still always sunny did a burn scar on cricket 10000x better than zuk#Left eye paint job (i know it’s mean but i doubt anyone would have stopped watching if they would had added a little more realism to that…)#(They didn’t have to shave his brow but put some of that effect glue shit on it and plaster that sucker down#ONE EYE BROW ZUKO!!!!!!!!!!!! )#& sokkas jet black hair with his front poof is just …. Damn it I think it’s actually stupidly canon for them to fuck up sokkas character#THIS MUCH - but again… maybe he’ll pull it off idk I JUST DONT KNOW#The girls are perfect & fuck it when azula picked up a bow#The first thing I thought was that fucking Annie song#“Anything you can do I can do better I can do anything better than you”#Zuko works tirelessly to master his weapon#Azula picks up a bow and laughs ‘silly zuzu weapons as child’s play’ *proceeds to hit a bullseye with no effort*#BECAUSE WHY THE FUCK NOT
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outlining is going great
#this literally sounds so..crack#but i hope everyone knows that this is exactly what happens#feenie kills a bunch of people in his fucking pink sweater#technicallyyy it’s kind of an alternate timeline though? so technically it doesn’t really happen#but still#also this is very much an AU in case you couldn’t tell LOL#flipflipping back and forth between chapters rn#which means i’m alternating writing this crazy angsty paranormal killing spree#and also miego lowkey adopting pearl#tldr: i’m having a great time#this fic does not have a title yet so i guess i’ll just tag it#paranormasight au#nemali speaks
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abby, explaining herself to the court after pulling some shenanigans: your honor it was just a feminine urge
#the crucible#arthur miller#classic lit#classic literature#classic lit memes#mod dio#wednesday incorrect quote :)#GUESS WHO’S BACK (for today)#i’m sorry for abandoning y’all </3#i’m like a mother shoebill deciding to take care of only her strongest chick :(#but no seriously: the past few weeks have been kind of crazy for me so i’ve been unable to perform my duties as your caretaker (head mod)#know that i love you and cherish you and always think of you but i am currently suffering with ap exams and such#over the summer i’ll definitely try to be more active#anyway mwah i love you i’m sending my love to you from across the internet
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#I originally had “Visions and Voices” on here because of THAT LOOK Sabine gives Ezra as he runs back into the cave#like that’s the kind of scene that animators include when they’re trying to tell the audience something#something along the lines of “girl is falling in love with boy”#it’s a very unplatonic look of awe and longing and revelation#like I can’t think of another time Sabine looks at him like that before V&V#but they have more overall interaction in “Crawler Commanders” I guess#so I went with that instead#anyway I’m betting that Imperial Supercommandos or Heroes of Mandalore wins here#but there are a lot of great ones throughout seasons 3-4#and some gems in 1-2 which are surprisingly soft#sabine wren#ezra bridger#sabezra
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