a wild mags!
yes hi this is my design for mags. specifically for my au
for sparkbird's circle maker contest! i don't think that's on tumblr at all but im proud of this piece which is rare
w/o the lyric version:
tried a lot of new things on this! i can remember exactly one other time ive actually drawn a face in 3/4 view and it was awful (but also middle school art class sO). also new style of digital shading,, usually only throw an actual noticeable light source drawing traditionally and not characters for some reason?? idk
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Somtimes i feel like id just like to go on a quick date, maybe hook up. But part of me as a trans person just does not feel safe doing that. I feel like i need to have essentially vetted someone before i feel safe being alone with them. Especially sexually.
And i think huh… maybe i’m paranoid.
But then I remember the times i’ve been followed at night and called numerous slurs with threats of violence not to mention you barely have to look to find the horror stories that have happened to others.
Especially when i do get read as trans I’m actually more often read as trans fem than transmasc because of the level of gender fuckery i have going on and that can actually be an even more dangerous way to be read.
I just… -heavy sigh- i’d like to find intimacy and get fucked stupid without worrying that the other person might inflict harm to me or worse
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for weird asks, 31
[31. what type of music keeps you grounded?]
ohhh this ones kinda embarrassing. I don't listen to music.
Or well, I started listening to some music this year! Becaues my partner likes music, and a teacher I respect told me to listen to the Beetles for homework, so that's the only one I've ever consistently listened to. [if listening like, once a month count as consistent. . .]
For grounding though, I don't think I've ever set music on.
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How's rain world treating you? Apart from the everything wanting to eat you
ITS SO FUN and challenging in the absolute best way possible!!! its my total favorite game rn i play basically every day im on my like 90 somethingth cycle in subterranean im having a blast and i only got mild ish spoilers from getting super excited and browsing through tumblr
i dont really know where im going right now but my main goals are explore as much as i can and befriend the scavengers (and also get better at the controls)
gourmand and survivor doodle from while i was in class today :D
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Ok. Ok. Prev post (edit: link to the post) bc like its making me have thoughts but I know its just a silly joke so im not gonna put that on ops post. But like to me that is never how reigen would interact with mobs parents and its like almost funny that we never see reigen interact with them but I almost think thats intentional bc its another way of mob separating himself out and trying to be acceptable to different people???
But anyway I do think reigen just acts the utmost respectful and like a model citizen around the kageyamas and thats both bc he wants to make a good impression bc he knows how useful mob is and he is not going to jeopardize that w mobs parents. But also because reigen wants to be seen as responsible bc thats something he personally values. He wants to be seen as a responsible adult and I think esp considering his relationship w his own mother that would be something he would try his absolute hardest to come across to the kageyamas.
This also got me thinking about ritsu and reigen and what ritsu meeting reigen for the first time would have been like. And I absolutely dont think ritsu would have known reigen was a fraud from the get go and I dont even think thats the main reason ritsu dislikes him. Bc first of all if mob came home and said this man is a psychic and hes going to teach me about my powers. There is absolutely no reason ritsu would not believe mob was 100% correct. Bc of the reverence (and also fear & envy) ritsu had towards his brothers powers he would take mob as the authority on this.
I do think, however, that if mob came home and said "this man is a psychic and hes going to teach me about my powers" that would cause immediate resentment and also fear in ritsu. Bc not only is that a part of mobs life that ritsu inherently feels left out of its also a part that he has his own trauma about. (Which is of course the reason mob was so desperate to separate that from his family life in the first place.)
Of course the kageyamas are very respectful and have taught that to their kids, so I'm sure even at what like 10? Ritsu would have been very respectful to an adult, even if really he really really didnt like him. But I also think that ritsu picked up on the fronts reigen was constantly putting up. Im talking abt the acting like a model citizen w the kageyamas specifically, bc we know he had plenty of ways he acts but specifically that is the thing ritsu would see upon meeting him. But the reason he would see that, is not because reigen is obvious with his attitudes, we KNOW hes a good liar and a child isnt ready to just see through that, but because ritsu would unconsiously see himself. And the things that he does, acting like hes nicer than he feels, acting like he only wants to get high grades and function in society as he has been told to function. Acting just like a model citizen and i think reigen is a bit too similar to ritsu in a lot of ways. And I think thats what ritsu dislikes the most about him....
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yall see all these posts about artists leaving the site bc of low engagement and you rly have the nerve to be like "I'M NOT one of those artists who complains about engagement. dont interpret my posts like that"
like sure thats a completely fine way to use the site, but if youre an artist dont complain when other artists leave bc YOU want to shame them for the very human characteristic of... wanting attention. instead of being treated like an emotionless content machine, wanting some sense of community from their followers?? oh the horror. how dare they
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