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strangerays · 1 year

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i think that’s enough gaslight gatekeep girlbossing for today

#I have to wake up at five tomorrow #oh joy #you what tho I did kick ass at writing and reading goals today #I was really nostalgic and a bit sad tbh becauseeee I just did not feel connected to my old self at all #not gonna open that whole can of worms but it had a lot to do with feeling disconnected to my creativity/wrapping up my first year of colleg #and also writing my book has really made me miss who I was in high school #idk yanno?#I felt a bit sad today but it was still a good one(:#goodnight

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nientedal · 10 months

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Usually I just save stuff like this to my drafts until I calm down but you know what, fuck it, I'm done.

Any so-called leftist who refuses to recognize that our options right now are "genocide abroad, progress at home" and "genocide abroad AND genocide at home" and that there is a significant difference between those two options is cordially invited to eat shit and die. We do not have time to entertain your anti-voting hopeless nonsense. A future in which we are able to move towards less death will always be preferable to the one in which we can't, and if you smug, sneering little clowns sacrifice that future on the altar of your own self-righteousness because you're too high on your own farts to realize how far up your own ass you are, I genuinely hope you fucking drown. Specifically, I hope you drown in the blood of the people who will die all over the world as a result of your bizarre refusal to work towards a future that doesn't include ethnic cleansing.

This is the United States. We sell war, here. I don't know how so many of you are only just now figuring that out, but you better get over your shock like yesterday because we are out of fucking time. We ran out of time when Reagan took office if not long before. You think not voting will improve any of this?

Keep calling, keep writing, keep screaming. Governments everywhere are (slowly) beginning to listen. Democrats are (slowly) beginning to listen. But Republicans never will, and if they seize power again next year (which they will absolutely do their damned to attempt), everything will be so, so much worse for everyone, everywhere. The work is slow and painful and imperfect but it will only get done if we show up and do the work, so keep calling, keep writing, keep screaming-- and when the time comes, you show up and vote for the future that lets us build a better tomorrow instead of just choking to death in the steaming shitpile of today.

#''i can't have No Genocide tomorrow!!! so i don't want No Genocide at all!!! WAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH'' that's you. that's how you sound #''if i can't have perfect then don't even fucking bother with better!! just give me worse instead!!'' are you for fucking real #you don't care about Palestine you don't care about anything other than being able to go ''Well. at least I didn't choose this.''#not choosing is still a choice! you stupid motherfucker!#choosing to stand at the lever and do nothing and watch the trolley crush five people is still a choice!!#how DARE you act like that blood is not on your hands!#again: THIS IS THE UNITED STATES. WE SELL WAR HERE.#not voting for Biden is not going to help Palestine!#in fact it will absolutely measurably make the situation WORSE!#for them AND everyone else!#this is the reality we are working with and if you want it to change then you HAVE to play the long game!#leftists heard ''don't let perfect be the enemy of good'' and went ''WHAT THE *FUCK* DO YOU MEAN I CAN'T HAVE PERFECT??! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA''#and i have fucking had it!#all i can do is try to keep working towards a day when the current left is the farthest right we have #but we are never gonna get there if y'all don't wake the fuck up and get moving #us politics #vent post #so help me god if this turns into a game of Spot the Tankie in the notes i'm gonna start knifing people

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trbotunnel · 1 year

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yoooo o ooo... . chica., pas s that fredie fazblunt.....,,,. , , ..,

#ehmmm #i have nothing to add here #im so tired i will wake up tomorrow and promptly forget about this post #fnaf #five nights at freddy's #fnaf foxy #foxy fnaf #chica fnaf #fnaf chica

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challenge-ant · 9 months

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Jungle Club Supercut: Part Two

#I can't believe how much time I spent on this when I have to wake up at five tomorrow #happy new year everyone!!#if I watch it again tomorrow and I hate it I'll fix it for the youtube upload #iac #ant and dec

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paint-it-dead · 8 months

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-Kurt Vonnegut, Slaughterhouse-Five

#berserk #griffguts #guts #griffith #griffith×guts #berserk manga #griffith berserk #guts berserk #honestly... im tired #idk if its pretty or not i spent too much time on this its 2 am i have to wake up early tomorrow lol #hope yall like ittt #slaughterhouse five my beloved <3 #i have another post about this ill be posting it shortly whoop #i always think about making edits to song lyrics but alas i dont know how to do that so this is my substitute #my posts

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sportsthoughts · 6 months

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#oh i am a bit tired tonight folks. had a nice time yesterday trawling through old pens forums and linking back some posts to here #(all with links because like - it's nice to share where you've found fun stuff right?) no point gatekeeping at all - we don't own content #and then the same old people once again somehow by chance post the exact same five or six photos 5 minutes after #and yeah. great minds think alike right? you were probably trawling a not touched since 2015 forum too at the same time. it's possible #and out of the hundreds of photos on there you decided to make the exact selection i did. it's possible right?#and truthfully i don't really care because i'm posting this stuff because my blog is MY personal archive and it's stuff I want to catalogue #but when you have blocked as many blogs and sideblogs as you can and people are still finding you and send you shitty anons for just...#daring to use the player tags? cataloging stuff by literally tagging the player's name? ughhhhh it's exhausting how can i block you when yo #are the tumblr equivalent of hydra regrowing a new fake sideblog pretending to be a different person every week.#sorry i know this ranting into the abyss is pointless but i have a few more posts scheduled for tonight and i know i'll wake up tomorrow #and miraculously the same ones will be posted on the same people's blogs 5 minutes after me and it's just so childish #but yeah. we all know who they are and i'm just a little tired of it and hearing the stories of people being harassed in their inboxes/dms #anyway anyway anyway. i think i shall just take a break from posting stuff because feeling a little disheartened! and uncomfortable #because i feel watched. please stop using other blogs to find me. please stop talking about me in your tags. touch some grass my friends

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zaddyazula · 1 year

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it’s called commitment not addiction

#i have 9 chapters left??? if there’s 21 that is #parts 1-3 are done #gonna start 4 in the morning because i’m very tired #so i will wake up at 6 and play tomorrow #the last part must be five chapters long or something because shinada’s should only be 4 #yakuza #zad plays #zad plays yakuza #zad plays yakuza 5 #rgg

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todayisafridaynight · 1 year

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stream tomorrow. ~3pm est. this fuckin site. if i dont get hit by a car by then.

#snap chats #ill make another reminder post an hour before the stream tomorrow dont worry #yes this is related yes this is also so i can be angry FUCK #imagine being an american and waking up and reading the news and wanting to light everything on fire #anyways. before i bring politics into my funny sideblog.#ive been shirking /drafting/ a comic all week cause i keep getting distracted And Brother I Feel Another Impulsive Idea Enter The Dome #ok im lying its another idea ive had cooking in the back ever since i made my initial tattoo post but it's a short silly comic #so i think i can get the one day Relatively quickly #BUUUUT the main monster i wanna do.... idk what ive been shirking it it SHOULDNT be terribly long #it SHOULD be pretty simple and just me being Smart and Funny right and yet... brain broken.#i dont know if i want to make it especially long or keep it short and sweet...#SOOOO this all relates back to Stream Tomorrow because i wanna have it at least DRAFTED in my head by then #not another accountability stream... uh oh...#i vow to be less annoying this time around i looked in the mirror and reviewed myself and said 'bitch shut up you fidgety bastard'#so HOPEFULLY i'll be less erratic #in any case. off to do that mini comic. i guess it's more of a warm up in my book #bye bye ill see yall in five. hours.#cause apparently thats how long it takes me to COLOR SHIT god forbid sketching and lining and kms #ok bye fr stay sexy

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bitegore · 10 months

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They need to invent a version of me that sleeps for reasonable amounts of time if I go to sleep at reasonable hours

#i think the SECOND my sleeping meds wore off i woke up #red rambles #because I dared to go to bed at pre-3am so naturally i needed to wake up at 4am but there are drugs in me #i'll have to try this with the lights on tomorrow and see if that helps #not that five hours is awful but it's not horrible

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the-rat-eatery · 8 months

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Do I care that I am currently in an echo chamber of how fun Hazbin is? NO!

I AM A SAD TEENAGE GIRL MY MIND WAS CREATED TO PING PONG AROUND ECHO CHAMBERS

#AAAAAAAAA #hazbin hotel #FULL OF RAGE AND FURY #I am so tired and I have a test tomorrow and I have to wake up at five to go to the gym because we’re trying to be healthy Yall #the thought that the next episodes are coming on Thursday might be the only thing keeping me going #I am pining after my long distance best friend and I’ve moved away from all my friends and family and I think that everyone will forget #about me all the time #LET ME HAVE THIS #also like the boarders between Russia and like the rest of the world could be closed at pretty much any time #and then I would potentially not see my family for years #or my parents at least my sister could probably get through #but def not my closest friends #which is great #and I won’t see said best friend that I’m pining over till the end of march if everything goes right #and I’m in love with her though she’s painfully straight #and I haven’t been hugged in like a month #wow this is a tangent in the tags #sorry for being depressing #hazbin hotel trailer #I want someone to like this for the validation

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southislandwren · 1 year

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Can’t wait to sob hysterically into internship boss’s arms on Sunday after I’ve been day drinking since 10am and I’m so incredibly overwhelmed with school I am AT my breaking point after a 3 day weekend

#girl if I could graduate and then just come live with you and farm I would be soooo happy #but my dad won’t let me work for free and you won’t house me and my aunt won’t house me indefinitely #and I want my own farm and I want to wake up at 9am every morning and I want to make cheese and butter and listen to music #and I will NEVER have that!!!!!!!! and what have I been working towards for FIVE FUCKING YEARS!!!!!!!#god sorry. I’m coping I’m using all sorts of mechanisms. but when I run out of coping mechanisms to use it’s over fr #I am licherally just. trying to survive over here #also the STUPID fucking astro freshmen have not emailed me their parts of the project #so I’ll email in the morning and be like if I don’t have your part by 2pm tomorrow I’m taking your name off the project #okay. I’m going to try to play bg3 and chill out a little bit. I didn’t do any fucking work today and my house is messy #but I can’t do this. I need to relax. I am like a cheese mold getting squeezed with 60psi for 24 hours and all my juices r running out of me #diary post

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voiceshearingyouloud · 1 year

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Not to be cringe but I kind of kicked depression’s ass today. I nearly went to the hospital cause I was so suicidal but I also:

Went and got a medical test done

Got groceries

Went and fixed an IT problem

Signed and paid my new lease

Had therapy

Wrote a paper I’d been putting off

Did more homework where I reviewed people’s papers

Emailed my boss (even if it was late)

Solved a conflict with my partner

Opened up about my feelings with them when I found it hard

Ate three square meals

Did the dishes

Wore nice clothes and earrings

Showered and brushed my teeth

So like considering I was deeply depressed I think I kinda smashed it and this shows that the ‘I’m worthless and a failure’ voice is lying because that’s a lot of stuff in a normal day let alone a very hard day.

#suicidality tw #tw suicidality #now is just the last set of dishes and then bed on time hopefully #I think I’m getting sick but I’m gonna see tomorrow #I’ll wake up in time to get to work and see if I feel like I have a cold or not #but I’m really proud of myself; not only for surviving when the suicidality was really very high (worst it’s been in five years)#but also for being kind to myself as best I could and taking care of myself and getting stuff done #:-)#anne speaks

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t4tstarvingdog · 2 years

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oh yeah. you know how it is

#the numbness -> the can't get out of bed -> the got an A- on my quiz (/pos) -> the brain fog -> the gay and in love -> the want to write ->#the want to draw -> the need to create -> the inability to create -> the waking up at five and not being able to fall asleep -> the waking #up at noon and not being able to get up -> the. well. as i said. you know how it is #frankly emotionally i am fine. good in fact. and yet my very existence works against me #now i'm gonna get my BIBL late assignment / discussion / 2 quizzes done #and if i'm lucky my SCIE discussion today but maybe tomorrow after work #and i'm calling out of my last day of work (Sat.)#and work on my Disc. Resp.s and my late ALA/LAB for SCIE if i am. as i said. lucky #on sunday i WILL get my BIBL ALA and SCIE ALA and Lab in. or just the lab.. we'll see #full on ready to throttle myself. i enjoy my biblical interpretations class and i won't have myself mucking it up by not being able to work #on my assignments. science though.. well :|#no but this week is alright. it's on water solutions and stuff and then it's also on the earths rotation orbit and seasons and effects etc #timothy's txts.#if only my ability to ramble about my class translated into having the brainpower to do the assignments. yay

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dragons-and-yellow-roses · 2 years

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#getting flashbacks to middle school right about now #because i just spent like three hours reading a whole book #putting off taking a shower and going to sleep #it was Simon vs the homosapiens agenda #i read it like three years ago #but i just rewatched the movie and so i had to reread the book #i bought it and Leah on the offbeat #and i needed to reread Simon before i read Leah #i have to wake up in less than five hours and i still need to take a shower #the problem is. im not tired #i took a nap earlier #the worst nap of my life #but now i cant fall asleep #im gonna get max four hours of sleep and then work a ten hour shift tomorrow #maybe ill just pull an all nighter and read Leah instead of sleeping #im sure that wont go wrong #i have an interview for starbucks on monday :)#im super excited because i want to quit this job #hopefully i wont have to work ten hour shifts there #okay. gonna take a shower #i kind of want to start Leah but i knew that if i start i wont be able to stop #idk. we'll see how i feel after showering

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banannabethchase · 4 months

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Teaching is spending 9 hours at work with no break time and a 6 minute lunch, then coming home to do an hour of housework, resting for 30 minutes, and then working on your bilingual letter sound instruction plans because you just hit 15 students in your room and hell at this point all of them will benefit from the letter sound instruction.

#in which sara is a teacher #I'm going to have to adjust my groups #for next year though #The one good thing is handwriting is the same regardless of English or Spanish #So I can practice with that piece with all 5 of my early elementary group #And then my upper elementaries are all focused on English primarily with Spanish provided in the gen ed rooms #I have to wake up early to go in early tomorrow #Because my fifteenth kiddo needs materials #But I don't have them so I have to find or make them #For the last five days of school

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beneathsilverstars · 5 months

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ok i queued up copies of all my thoughts from twitter, plus enough fanart to alternate btwn textpost and reblog.... now i HAVE to go to bed

#i have to wake up at 7:30 tomorrow to get my kid ready for daycare and then go babysit 😭 that's in. five and a half hours #and i'm such a “9 hours every night” bitch #maybe i'll get a little coffee on my way from one errand to the other :) :) :)#it's too easy to spend too much time on tumblr that's half of why i stopped using it six years ago #however. i feel so alive?????#i have been basically in work-and-chores lockdown with the occasional preparing-for-a-show lockdown for the past uhhh #wow just about 12 months exactly #I THINK I'VE EARNED A LITTLE LATE NIGHT TUMBLING!! as a treat!!!!#silverstarschat

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