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i cant lie, im also beating myself up about not being able to get excited for the new game, or anything anymore it seems, while it can be fun to criticise things, some things you just dont like so badly that the frustration knowing it could be so much better but isnt and you not able to change it outweighs any fun- i dont like being a 'hater', i hate totk, but not bc i hate zelda but bc i LOVE it and want it to be better (though im starting to doubt my ability to do anything good with it too..)
and with the new game trailer (like, i still hope its better than im fearing rn) i feel similarly as when the next totk trailers dropped after the first one (which DID excite me), all of them gave me a sense of dread bc it seemed to go into a direction i wouldnt like, i tried to tone that voice down to enjoy the game, but then .. i was right
i dont want to be an annoying complainer about everything new, but maybe i am and i dont like that thought, i dont want to spoil anyones fun, i want to partake in it :(
#ganondoodles talks#zelda#either way#i know im in a bit of a swamp of bad feelings rn so i dont trust myself and what i say fully#but i have been thinking about trying to only work on destiny in terms of fanart#and look at my original stuff and perhaps gamedev a bit more seriously#dont get me wrong im not 'leaving' the fandom#but the things i like are so few and tiny parts of old games that are pretty much irrelevant to the modern fandom#like trying to keep driving on tires even when they lost all their rubber#after botw and the first botw2 trailer i was so deep into the theories of it all- and now i dont even want to look at the thumbnails#(even if those were largely boring or kinda weird- i felt like i was taking part in a fun group about stuff i like? in a way?)#what scares me about doing more original stuff though is ...#even my fanart was niche and largely not “popular” so doing oc stuff might be even worse and idk if my frail self worth can handle that dro#and to the last point of the post itself................. maybe a fear of losing community too#like how in school you where at first a part of the class#and as you got older your classmates started to notice how different and weird you were#and then you were alone
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Things i desperately want for Project Zomboid:
Bicycles
A cat!!!
Roller Skates
Ladders!
Baby stroller or handcart to transport heavy things for short distances (mostly for lots of materials or furniture and such)
Cargo pants with pockets
Growing my hair veeeery long (and keeping it in a loooong braid)
Head lamp
Let me paint metal crates and cars!!!!!!!
I have more but these are the most functional ones i guess
#mine#project zomboid#pz#i also want a million aesthetic things like cowboy boots and cute decorations and dying fabrics and stuff#(well the fanric dying is not just arsthetic that would be useful to tell items apart and shit)#i think fabric dying is planned for the next build and i rly hope you can keep cats as part of the animal system#god being able to paint metal crates would be so useful#and i WISH painting crates would make them look different in the little tabs of the inventory window that would make things much easier!#like different coloured backpacks have different thumbnails too! i wish we could have that for closets and crates and such as well#also i wish i could preserve meat and fish for longer (i know there are mods but they all have way more functions complicated for me)#oh also i want a million more kinds of teddy bears and plants and wall decorations and things i can put in my house ;^;#making concrete would also be useful (i think it has been planned before cause there are concrete bags in game but u cant use them)#the fact that u can make stairs but not ladders is also annoying and reminds me of playing sims lol#okay i think thats all i have for now ill probably add to this post when i got more stuff to complain about lol#(dont get me wrong i love this game to bits but man i wish i could mod!!! i have so many ideas!!)
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this is my breaking point
#jules pulled up this clip and showed it to me last week when i just started neverafter and i was like#for the first time i was like i think ive made a mistake i cant keep watching these. as a lesbian who loves playing a paladin im cooked#they fucking got me im not coming back from fucking level 20 cis-her gal-a-them#i did save the url. i have to admit however that i did save the url. for scissor paladin not this monstrosity#its my fave class its my fave class to play i dont know y like that but how could you do this to me. how could you do this to me beardsley#the thumbnail being their face too like. yeah. scissor paladin is ENOUGH of a lesbian specific joke without this#d20#neverafter
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#biscuit talk#it's dire in Rowan's doltown#I've got some dolpc comics thumbnailed out that I'll get to soon#this saga with the ear slime escalated gameplay in ways that have me wanting to figure out how to draw multiple guys going crazy on Rowan#I think I know how to get rid of them... if this doesn't work though then I think Rowan is gonna be permanently ball squeezed by a parasite#the way this game keeps the player on their toes should be studied#I defied the slime for too long and now it's doing horrifying pain pleasure things to him#which led me to trying to seek out any and all encounters that will stop the pain pleasure thing happening#really fascinating and horrifying!#hank hill voice: come next blood moon i'm gonna kick ivory wraith's ass
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when i was in highschool one o my biggest coping mechanisms was drawing all the kids i hated getting killed and eaten and killed. and well. time is a slowly ascending spiral. you will find patterns.(i work as a blackjack dealer. gamblers are FASCINATING
#cw blood#luckys original content#ITS SMALL BUT ITS ART SO IT GOES ON THE ART BLOG#also wwaooooww its meee its my lil persona!!! i dont draw myself enough....#anyway i have bigger things in the works. im slowly but surely chipping away at a pd thumbnail for that pd thumbnail project#FINALLY COLORING. BUT COLORING IS SO HARD AND I HAVNT BEEN IN THE COLORING MOOD#SO IVE JUST BEEN MAKING RLY DUMB COMICS INSTEAD... OOPS..#idk if anything finished n polished will be posted here anytime soon. BUT i post wips of everything on my twitter#and i post jrwi exclusive wips on my slucky blog. you may look at those if u have Truck Art Wishdrawls. as many do. as many do#THIS BLACKJACK JOB IS RLY AWESOME BTW DONT GET ME WRONG#i work three 12-hour days ina row. i gotta take an hourlong bus up to the depths o the mountains and then#i get to stay in this delightful lil hotel that was built in an ooold hospital. its a whole casino town. and an OLD one at that#ITS GORGEOUS HERE. last week my bus home was delayed for 2 hours#so i finally got the chance to head to other casinos and try drinkin n gambling. lost ten bucks to a pretty girl. NOT the first time#i rlly wanna try it again!!! i love interracting w ppl and i love being inebriated in public bc im just so sweet and pleasant and friendly#and pretty girls LLOOOOVEE MEEEEE i think i just need to go to gay bars more#but theres fucking NONE HERE. HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im collectin comrade queers up here tho#we wanna make a Group but we just gotta come up witha name first. i need something weird and strange#yknow i remember being in highschool. and being miserable n unmedicated. my mommas ultimatum was that;#if i dont drop out of highschool; i dont need to move out. she probably wouldntve kicked me out anyway bc my mommas sweet like that but#she REALLY wanted me to graduate. and i remember dreading that i might never do that#i remember feeling like the Resident Idiot. sweet but so so fucking dumb. it took me 7 years of strife n stress before i finally graduated#i remember worrying back then that i might not ever be able to handle myself out there. that i'd be too dependant on others#AND HERE I AM. DID U KNOW I WAS LOOKIN AT HOUSES A WHILE AGO? IM AN ADULT AND IM WWINNINNNGGGGGGG#IM RUNNING OUTA ROOM BUT HERES MY ADVICE TO YOU. BC I KNOW UR FUCKING SCARED TOO. THE ONE THING THAT SAVED ME.#THAT KEPT ME FROM SINKING INTO DESPAIR IS REMEMBERING ONE THING: ITS LITERALLY JUST LIKE VIDEO GAMES#MOST PPL YOU CAN JUST WALK UP TO N ASK A QUESTION N THEYLL ANSWER. THEYRE ALL NPCS THEYRE NOT REAL#LIKE IF U WALK INTO A BANK AND ASK HOW A DEBIT CARD WORKS THEY WILL HELP YOU#AND IF YOU THINK THEY HAVE ULTERIOR MOTIVES RELATING TO MONEY. YOU CAN ASK THE CUSTOMERS TOO. ITS JUST LIKE VIDEO GAMES#ANYWAY STAY SAFE KIDS HAVE FUNNNNN. IM GOING TO GO DO DRUGS NOW. HOPE U CAN DO DRUGS SOON TOO. I LOVE YOU
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i see so many people starting their own projects and it makes me so happy but so angry at myself at the same time
#after the thumbnails for the entirety of episode one got corrupted like two years ago I really lost steam with the comic#abd art#I’ve improved definitely#but the fear of starting is back again and it’s really bad#I see the thumbs and I can’t even draw on the canvas#its like my body keeps freezing#Chevy keeps saying there’s no secret to it. just to do it#but I physically can’t :(#abd I know she means act the fear in general#but I forget how to draw when I’m too stressed#im so tired of waiting and thinking about it I just want to draw it#but I can’t#is it my autism or my adhd??#I know it stems from my perfectionism and my fear of failure but this feels deeper than that#maybe it’s my anxiety?#I can drawish when it cooked to those characters#but then I try and put them in panels and then. I just can’t#I got better at drawings bgs and perspective abd lighting and all of that but the second I try and do it for real.. I freeze and forget#this shit is making me sucidal esp after having to quit being an art major#ik there’s not a magic word to make me do this shit but is there something to help with the fear? because this is past mebtal#abd if anyone says do it scared I will block u because it’s more than just that#jk… maybe
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also the original thumbnail/sketch/linework for that Sal fanart I reblogged yesterday


#for the sketch i loved the thumbnail so much that i just scanned it and blew it up and printed it out lmao#i don't know how well it shows but you can see that all the new details were done in pencil afterwards#(the shirt logo his jewelery me adding a hand and more of his legs at the bottom etcl#i didn't keep the shirt logo tho. i didn't feel like drawing it lmfao.#OH ALSO: the linework was originally done on watercolor paper cause it was gonna be a watercolor piece#got too attached to it and got overwhelmed with the idea of possibly messing it all up. sorry. it will happen again.
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nate please please please please I am shaking you by the shoulders right now no one needs to do this please you can make a actual thought provoking interesting thumbnail for the song you don't need to appeal to clickbait algorithms anymore you're still letting yourself be bound to it people loved your early original songs for what they were without this. please stop doing this please stop changing thumbnails I am going to cry
#literally has done this to multiple thumbnails that were even perfectly okay before#I mean the original for this one wasn't all that good either but this is far worse#massive disappointment when I saw with you change it's so. boring and predictable I have seen it plenty of times before#literal opposite of what he was going for#not to mention SCRAP HEAP DOESN'T EVEN HAVE THE SONG TITLE ANYWHERE EXCEPT THE VIDEO ITSELF#nothing left to want became boring too though at least STILL INCLUDED THE TITLE IN IT#does he realize that. THIS is probably just damaging his content further?#I mean he can do whatever he wants and if he's happy with it then fine by me#but do you SEE the traction and views sandcastle kingdoms and paid in exposure got? besides his fnaf songs and parodies#he's ALSO known for phantom! an original song! and I hate that his rebranding of it as a hazbin hotel song actually worked!#because it's not going to continue to!#like dude we all know a lesson in grief has nothing to do with sonic. none of the lyrics tie into anything sonic related whatsoever#ik he's trying to get his stuff out there via the things he was once known for but maybe..... it's time to FULLY let go of that?#bc it's embarrassing to watch and it doesn't feel all that passionate. though he's dropped fandom music he's still very much bound to it#and ADMITS it#please you can make original and thought provoking art! without ties to fandom! idk what you did with your first two original albums#but it wasn't this and you should do it again#I swear nate people love your music for what it is and even though to let go was not my favorite#you still have potential far past what the algorithm is doing to you. none of this is genuine and it's very much present#in how you promote your music. I feel it when I see these thumbnails. I feel it when I watch these videos. it PUTS ME OFF so much#sorry for the rant in the tags and sorry if this is a hot take I hope y'all can see where I'm coming from 👍#natewantstobattle#nwtb#nathan sharp#nate posting#natewantstobtl
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ive once again come to understand the fact that i do not fuck with analog horror. shit got me seeing things that aren't there out the windows if its dark
#friend showed me the first few minutes of the first episode of that one youtube analog horror that starts with m last night#(that I don't want the internet thinking I want thumbnails of to be showing up in my recommended anything)#and dude. dude dude i got wayyyyyy too freaked out like i got fucked UP and i didnt even see all of it#and I was like right I did. I did get really fucked up about. the concept alone of the lost cameraheads creepypasta thing#like the most surface-level unserious analog horror concept possible. however quite similar to this one in a way#I don't like it. I do nooooooottttttttttt like it. it fucks with me TOO MUCH and I gotta simply not touch it knowing this lmao#LOVE-LETTER-FOR-YOU.TXT.vbs
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Artist's rendition of walking up to a friend's house, happy I'm putting my energy toward Ferrous instead of Lyra only to have a song that I IGNORED because I thought it would be too romantic come up in the shuffle queue and HAHA!!!!! OH NO!!!!!!! OH NO BESTIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LIKE THE. THE SUN LINE, ON THE 2ND LISTEN THROUGH, IS THE EXACT MOMENT I JUST HAD TO CUSS OUT LOUD. BUT THAT'S NOT EVEN THE FULL FUCKING STANZA THAT MAKES ME HOLD MY HEAD, LIKE DO YOU SEE THIS??!?? DO YOU SEE THIS?????
I'M GONNA GO FUCKING INSANE Y'ALL AAAAAAAAUGH
ENOUGH LINES OF THIS SONG FIT. THAT I COULD ANIMATE IT. AND THAT IS SAYING FUCKING SOMETHING. AUUUUGH
#song is She Wants Me (To Be Loved) by The Happy Fits btw#I!!!!!!!#THE. IM. I WILL REITERATE THAT I AM NOT MAKING AN IYRA TAG#THE. THE PLAYLIST THUMBNAIL. IS ALLLL HAPPY FITS#LIKE AND THEY'RE ALLLL AT DIFFERENT POINTS IN THE FUCKING STORY DO YOU UNDERSTAND ME.#SO ALRIGHT COOL WHATEVER IS I THINK THE BEGINNING OF LYRA'S FEELINGS BECOMING. CRUSH-Y#FOR LACK OF A BETTER FUCKING TERM#TOO LATE IS THEY LOVE IOUN BUT THEY DIDN'T START TRYING SOON ENOUGH SO THINGS HAVE KIND OF GONE TO SHIT#SHE WANTS ME TO BE LOVED IS. WELL I THINK THE TIMING IS OBVIOUS FROM THE LYRICS#AND COLD TURKEY IS EPILOGUE#now see cold turkey is a stretch which is why i made a separate playlist so i can indulge in this shit#'I'm so alone/All of your words like sticks and stones/I must confess/life without you is such a mess'#SJDFKSLSKDFSL. SOMETIMES ITS ABOUT VIBES OKAY#ANYWAYS IVE WRITTEN THIS POST THROUGH 3 INSTANCES OF MY POWER AND INTERNET BLINKING#FUCKING TAKE THIS INFODUMP IM GONNA GO. DO SOMETHING I DONT FUCKING KNOW MAN!!!!!!!#lyra#cee draws#sona#i got a haircut :)
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i love genres!! i do not know what they are but they're cool !!
#just me hi#love reading in genres hello genres !!#i have never in my life figured out where my own stories go in there so i'm Struggling once again hfbhsv#trying to set up a thing for pi.e but i have already been stopped short so heeeere i aaam hfhs#//also oh my LORD i am TIRED. Why#thought i went to bed at a semi-semi decent hour but you know i didn't check the clock? or maybe i slept for too long. mmmmm.. i dunno hfhs#//aside fro- what the heck was that#dude it just sounded like my computer got a good smack while singing. just a fricken 'GTTTKZ' out of nowhere?? hallo ?? hi ?#/uh yea well aside from that lmao-#i gotta figure out this genre thing. it has eluded me for as long as i've had this story hfhsh#i keep being told sci-fi but i really don't think that's it ? i don't know about fantasy either.....#hmmmmm...#/i have put my question to the firefox and it's fantasy i'm sure :3 !!#okay now i have to write a summary :(#ghfh.. grghf.. wah hfshv#this is always the hardest part and it's so silly dude hghfsvh#i have been sitting here for like 6 minutes now. helloooo [<- to myself]#okay whatever that'll do lmaoo#why be clear? vagueness is my specialty hfbshf#okay now i gotta do the whole thumbnail thing. sigh hfh#gonna get on that. so weow ciao :33
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On domesticating Simon Riley.
Simon knows people, knows how to read them and how to get what he wants out of them, in a general sense. He also knows women, their bodies and how to handle them. How to pick one out that wants the same thing he wants, how to approach them and then how to cut and run.
What he doesn't know is how to stay. How to let someone else know him, even see him. What makes a home.
So you're going to have to teach him.
He has the most minimal wardrobe you've ever seen -- a few pairs of jeans, a handful of t-shirts, a couple of hoodies and one pair of boots. After a few weeks of watching him lace up those boots every time he takes out the trash, you check them for his shoe size then order him a pair of crocs to wear around the house and when they arrive, you leave them by the door, where he keeps his boots.
"The fuck are these?" he grumbles that evening when he goes to grab the boots while you're cleaning up after dinner. They're too big to be yours, but he knows they're not his.
"I got them for you," you answer, coming to stand beside him. "Just something to wear when you need to step outside for a minute or if your little feet get cold and you wanna wear something around inside."
"I don't have ... fucking hell," he says, pointing down to the shoes. "They've got holes all in them."
"That's so you can accessorize!" you say proudly, pulling out a little bag full of charms that you picked out for him.
It's ridiculous. It looks absolutely absurd. But he wears them anyway, because he's learning that when people care about each other, they make little gestures like this, and if there's a way that he can wear your love for him around like a badge of honor, then no matter how goofy it looks, he'll be proud to do it.
Simon chews his fingernails down to the quick, a nervous habit that he's had for as long as he can remember. After catching him with a couple of bloody fingers after one particularly bad evening, you tenderly pull him into the kitchen, wash his hands and dry them, then sit him down at the kitchen table and leave for a moment, only to come back with nail polish.
"Really, love?" he asks, looking up at you with a smirk. "Gonna give me a manicure?"
You roll your eyes, pulling one of the chairs closer to him and reaching out for his hands, replying, "What, too manly to have your nails done?"
"Yeah, that's what it is," he smirks, all sarcasm, then says, "Why though?"
"It's the taste," you explain, shaking a bottle of black polish before taking the cap off and carefully leaning in to start on his right thumbnail. "The idea is that when you go to bite your nails, the polish will make it taste bitter so you stop."
He can't help but smile a little to himself as he watches you work. He doesn't care one way or the other about his nails, but it's cute, watching you so focused on him. Still, something about it nags at him, because while it feels good, having you care, it doesn't quite feel right, not all the way. Not just yet.
"Not hurting anyone with biting them," he says quietly, his eyes on his hands as you finish up.
You give a little sigh, capping the bottle before meeting his eyes, and you tell him, "You're hurting yourself. And that's not ok, not with me."
He doesn't do birthdays, not his anyway. Not in a dramatic "I hate my birthday" way, it's just not something of note to him. He knows the date, acknowledges it to himself when it comes just as a reminder that he's 40 now, not 39, nothing more. The first birthday he has with you comes after you've been together for several months, and you only hear about it after the fact.
"My sweet boyfriend," you coo at him one night in bed, a little tipsy from the wine you'd had with dinner. "My beautiful, beautiful boyfriend."
He chuckles, still marveling at how much you seem to marvel at him. Your hands are on him, gentle and doting, and he hears you giggle as you ramble on.
"Sweet and kind and handsome and strong," you say, running a hand through his hair. "He always watches out for me. He always takes care of me. My favorite person."
"You're drunk," he points out, smiling softly, cheeks red.
"Am not," you reply. "Even if I am, the truth is the truth."
You go on, praising him for everything you can think of. Pretty blonde hair, pretty smatterings of freckles, pretty dimples that only you ever get to see. It's almost unbearable, hearing how much you adore him, but in a good way. Like it's stretching something in him that's been closed for far too long.
You're breaking him in, slowly and carefully.
"Have you ever," you ask him at one point, "ever in your entire 39 years, thought that you'd get a girlfriend as thoughtful and loving as me?"
It's a playful question, but of course he's never thought that. His chest aches at the thought of just how much you've given him, and how much you let him give you in return. So instead, he dodges it.
"Not 39 anymore, sweetheart," he says softly.
Your brow furrows immediately, not understanding, and he laughs quietly, his hand on your stomach under the blankets sliding to your side to pull you closer.
"A few weeks ago," he explains.
"Your birthday was a few weeks ago?"
"It was."
"And you just ... didn't think to say anything?"
You're serious now, almost concerned, and he can't stand it.
"It's not a big deal, love," he says, leaning in to press kisses against your forehead and temple. "Just another day."
"It is a big deal," you argue, pulling back to look at him. "I would have ... I don't know, I would have gotten you something. Treated you special. Thrown a party, something."
"One, I don't like parties. Two, you treat me special everyday. Three, you've already given me more than you know, I don't need anything else."
All those things are true, but it still takes much longer than he'd like to get the frown off your face.
The next day, you ask him to run some errands for you. You need the oil changed in your car, some things from the big grocery store on the other side of town, but you need to stay home and take care of some things that need done around the house. He agrees easily. He likes taking care of you.
When he comes back later that afternoon, he goes for the kitchen, ready to put up the groceries he'd picked up, and there you are, leaning against the counter and smiling at him like you were waiting for him.
The homemade cake on the counter beside you, with candles sticking out and "Happy Birthday Simon" written in icing on top, tells him that you were.
Every time you do something like this, perform some little act of kindness that comes so naturally to you, it feels like something gets unlocked inside him. Like there have always been chains wrapped around his mind and his heart, keeping him tight and cold and alone, padlocks piling on top year after year, keeping all the hurt secure inside. But somehow you have the key, and you take your time, undoing them all.
Undoing him, completely and thoroughly, until he's open for the first time. And it's raw and new, and it hurts, but something in him knows that the pain will give way to something beautiful.
He watches as you step up to him, wrapping your arms around his waist and leaning your head against his chest.
"Happy birthday, Simon," you say softly.
He can't say anything, not now, so he pulls you closer to him, strong arms cradling you against him, and you're close enough that he can feel when the corner of your mouth turns up into a smile
Another lock coming off. Another piece of proof that he can be something different, something better, with you.
#call of duty simon riley#simon ghost riley#simon riley x you#simon riley x reader#call of duty#call of duty ghost#cod ghost#cod simon riley#ghost cod#ghost x reader#ghost x you#soft!simon riley
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❥ SHOTA AIZAWA X FEM!READER
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❥ WARNINGS/TAGS: cam girl!reader, former student/teacher relationship (but you're still his ~favorite~), praise, mutual masturbation, sex toys, use of "good girl", lots of dirty talk, aizawa is a pervert and we all know it

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“Look how far you’ve come.” Shota loves how you still tremble at his praise, fingers faltering on the screen. “Remember when you used to be so shy? And now you’re just spreading your pussy open for me.”
His gaze follows every movement, breath in his throat as you part your labia and slide your fingers down your folds.
He really thought it was just a rumor that the young generation of heroes had taken to social media to make money. Less villains meant less pay, sure, but he never thought he’d find you��on one of his favorite sites, using the body he trained to stuff yourself with toys.
“You were always one of my favorites. Always such a good girl.”
“I’m still a good girl, Sensei. Promise.”
You prove your point by smearing your fingers over your clit, moaning as your hips buck.
“Yeah? Then show me your face, sweetheart. Wanna fist my cock to every inch of you.”
It’s so wrong. He feels like a dirty old fuck in his bedroom, sweats shoved down to his knees and his laptop screen glowing in the dark on the bed next to him. His camera faces the muscles of his chest, angled just perfectly so you can see the dark trail of hair that leads down to his cock. The frame captures the pump of his bicep as he strokes his dick, yet he leaves it up to your imagination to piece together what’s happening off screen.
“Then you have to show me your face too, okay?”
There’s the nervousness he’s used to hearing crackle in your sweet voice. Always so studious, so sweet, the most pleasant of all the brats to deal with. You only ever wanted to please.
He knew it was you by your bedspread in the thumbnail to your page. You still have the same pillows you used to have at U.A., all plush and girly with a memorable stuffie tucked off to the side.
“Maybe next time,” he offers, watching your tits heave and nipples tighten as you debate fulfilling his request.
Your camera lens is focused from the bottom of your bed, allowing him the perfect view from your spread thighs to your delicate collarbone. You never show your face, not to anyone, not even in one-on-one chat rooms. He read your rules, but he’s special—he’s no scary stranger, just a perverted sicko who wants to watch his former student fuck herself for him.
He shouldn’t be doing this. But god he can’t help himself. He’s seen you flourish as a pro hero, tight suits and bright smiles to the public, and all he’s ever thought about is how fucking pretty you must look naked.
“Then at least show me your cock, Sensei.”
You have got to stop calling him that. Yet his cock throbs and leaks at the honorific.
“Fine.”
His simple answer is enough to convince you. You sit up on your knees on the bed and lean forward, making his mouth water as your breasts fill his screen.
Shota strangles his cock in his fist as all of you comes into view. You raise the camera high enough to show your whole bed from an upward angle, letting him leer at you from head to toe.
“Atta girl.” He groans as you lean back against your pillows with one hand anxiously running a finger over your lips. You stare right at him through his laptop screen and it makes his balls swell. “I’ve missed your pretty face.”
He watches how his words make you press your already sticky thighs together, like his voice shot straight down to your cunt.
“Oh yeah? Have you missed me, too? Do you think about your old Sensei?”
Moaning, you’re unashamed to slide your hand down your stomach, spreading your thighs so you can relieve the ache he’s building between your legs.
“Mhmm, I do. Right now I’m thinking about what your cock looks like.”
He’d almost forgotten his promise. Shota looks down at his length, sucking in a deep breath at the sight of himself swollen and drooling for you. He pumps himself a few times just to feel the pleasure, to gain the courage to drag the laptop with his free hand just enough to bring his dick into the picture.
A sharp little gasp from you echoes into his room and he’s suddenly far too self-satisfied. He admires how you writhe on your bed, pulling your knees up so he can once again see the full image of your wet pussy.
“You’re so big,” you whisper like you mean it, like you’re wishing you had his cock in your hand instead of his.
“You think I’d fit inside you, hm?”
You’re like a curious cat eyeing him across the screen, lashes fluttering as you glance him over from base to tip. You must have a screen set up right next to your camera because your gaze is still meeting his as your head bobs up and down with the way he strokes his cock.
“I dunno,” you moan as you spread your legs wider, two fingers dipping to prod at your hole, “you’re bigger than my toys.”
“And I bet that little cunt is so tight. Put your fingers in and show me.”
You still listen so obediently, just like when you were his student.
He thumbs the head of his cock as he watches you sink two fingers into yourself, the microphone picking up the wet squish of your cunt. Your belly tightens with pleasure as you start to pump the digits into your pussy, slow at first and then picking up pace as your bliss builds.
“Tell me what you would want me to do to you if I was there.”
There’s no filter for him now, not with your messy cunt filling his screen and your hand now plucking at your nipple.
You take a moment to think, pretty head falling back to the pillows as you moan for him.
“Always wanted to kiss you, Sensei. Want to feel your hands all over me, ah,” you press the palm of your hand against your clit as you talk, making you nearly whine between breaths, “and I’d want your cock in my mouth.”
“You like sucking dick, sweetheart?”
He starts matching the pace of his fist to your fingers, picturing his cock sliding between your plush, parted lips.
“I like having my face fucked,” you admit and it makes him groan.
His noise spurs you on, makes you grab your tit and squeeze as your fingers move faster.
“I’d love to slide my cock past your sweet lips and into your throat. Want you to gag on it, spit running down your face as I take what I want.”
“Yes, want you to take what you want from me. Want you to use me, fill me up and fuck me with that fat cock, Sensei.”
He nearly chokes at your words, blushing at how filthy your mouth is. He pumps himself faster, picturing having your soft body in his lap, your sloppy cunt sinking down onto him.
“How do you want me to fuck you?”
The moan that sounds from his laptop is so lovely, the slick sound of your fingers in your pussy making him shiver.
“I can show you?” you ask more than state, pausing to look straight into the camera feed. “With a toy, I mean. Y-you can pick.”
God, you’re such a delightful little minx. Shota squeezes the base of his cock as the mental image of you fucking yourself on a toy nearly topples him over the edge. He doesn’t know how he will handle actually viewing it.
“Get your biggest dildo. Let’s see how it compares to me.”
Any ounce of guilt he feels fades when you return to your bed with a purple, silicone cock, long and thick but not nearly as fat as the throbbing flesh he holds in his hand.
“Guess you weren’t lying, were you, sweetheart? I’ll be the biggest thing that little pussy has ever taken.”
Shota doesn’t care if he’s stepping beyond the realm of hypotheticals—he’ll get his hands on you, one way or another, all in due time.
“Wanna see how I want you to fuck me?” you ask with the cutest smile, like you’re hiding such a naughty secret.
“Show me. Fuck yourself for me, tell me every little thing I’m doing to you.”
He props an arm behind his head to get comfortable, the muscles of his abs and lats rippling in the dim light of the screen. He threads his fingers through his long hair and tugs the moment he sees you turn and get on your knees, bending until you’re in the most sinful doggy position he’s ever seen.
“You start slow,” your voice drops to a sensual note, thick like honey, “cause you want me to feel every inch go inside me.”
The hand wrapped around his cock is moving before he can even think to stop, squeezing hard as he watches you reach around your body and start pushing the dildo between your pussy lips.
Shota gets too close to the screen, strands of black hair grazing the edge of the camera, face still out of sight. His gaze scans from corner to corner, watching as if he intends to commit every single detail to memory.
Your pussy sucks in the tip of the dildo, making you mewl, and slowly, torturously, you shove the length of it into your hole.
“How do I feel?”
“So good, want you to move, want you to fuck me hard.”
You take the initiative to start bouncing the dildo in your pussy, sliding it in and out, building speed. The sound is licentious, wet, all mixed together with the short, airy moans you let out with every push into your body. Slick is starting to build on the silicone, creamy and thick.
“Do you always get so wet or is it just for me?”
“All for you, Sensei. Cause you feel so good, you fuck me like I’ve always wanted.”
Shota smears his thumb through the pre-cum freshly leaking from his cock, using it as lubricant as he starts a brutal pace on himself. He can hear the repetitive slap of his wrist hitting his thigh echo into the laptop microphone.
“That right? You’re a dirty girl for wanting to fuck her teacher.”
“You’re so good to me, you rub my clit just how I like it.”
He examines how one of your hands reaches under your body, two dainty fingers swirling around your clit before kneading it quickly, like you’re just so desperate to cum for him.
The strokes he gives his cock are furious, other hand now coming down to cup his balls and roll them in his palm. His stomach flexes at the pleasure, picturing how that perfect cunt of yours would be squeezing him so tightly.
“You wanna cum for me? Wanna cum all over your Sensei’s cock?”
“Please,” you groan into the sheets, hips now bucking with the pace of the dildo slamming into you, “will you let me cum? You said I’m such a good girl? Ah, ah, one of your favorites?”
“Always my favorite, sweetheart. Show me how you cum, let me see you make a mess of yourself.”
Your knuckles are tight against the base of the dildo, using all your strength to fuck into yourself. You’re so close to the edge, panting, whining, hole stretched and practically weeping around the purple silicone.
“You know I’ll fuck you faster, right? Harder. Just wait until I get my hands on you.”
Your tongue falls loose, “Want your hands on my hips, want you to spank me, oh god, pull my hair, kiss me and fuck me and tell me I’m all yours.”
“You’re gonna cum for me, scream for me, all for me, got it?”
He can see the way your head shakes on the bed, mascara dripping down the side of your face that he can see. Tears are in your lashes, your lip caught between your teeth, and even still you’re looking back for him, watching him tug and pull his cock with your name in his mouth.
“God you’re so hot, your cock’s so big—”
A beautiful, strangled noise comes out of you as you finally come apart, your cunt clamping down around the dildo and your motions stilling. You scream into the mattress, all high-pitched and fucked out. Slick squelches from your stuffed hole, dripping down your thighs.
With the scene before him, it only takes a few more pumps before he’s unloading, cum spurting out over his knuckles and up onto his stomach, rope after rope spilling out for you.
His room goes quiet, his pants and your whiny breaths the only sound he hears over the pounding of his heart.
Finally, you shift on your bed, and he does his best not to look at the mess he’s made in his hand.
“Um,” you awkwardly clear your throat, looking away from him as you slide the dildo from your cunt. He can’t help but watch the way your pussy lips drag along the length.
The post-nut clarity hits him like a steam roller. His clean hand grabs his laptop, ready to shut the screen and pretend none of this ever transpired except in the guilty pit of his daydreams—
“Shota,” you mumble, sitting on your knees and holding your body, “this was, uh, well really…hot. I…I wouldn’t mind doing it again.”
His ears perk, unsure if he’s ever heard you call him by his first name.
Before he changes his mind, he drags the laptop on his bed until the camera catches his face. You blink so prettily at the sight of him, dropping one of your hands from your breast like you’re just so comfortable seeing him.
“Next time will be in person.”
You give him the most genuine little smile, “Promise?”
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husband!kageyama taking care of your nails for you.
“You know, when you told me you were going to clip my nails, I didn’t think you meant it seriously.”
Kageyama gave a small grunt, not looking up. “I always mean it seriously.”
“That’s what worries me a little.”
He blinked, pausing to glance at you. “Why?”
“Because you have your ‘actual game face’ on. Like you’re about to hit the ball through someone’s soul—my poor finger’s soul.”
His brow furrowed. “This is delicate work,” he said, as if it were obvious. “I have to focus. And I’m careful.”
You laughed, watching him lift your hand like it was a precious object. He took a long moment to examine your fingers—turning them slightly, his thumb brushing along your knuckles in slow circles. It’s gentle and careful, and it warms your heart to see your husband so loving like this.
“You have a hangnail here,” he muttered, frowning. “Were you picking at it again?”
“I got nervous during that meeting yesterday.”
He clicked his tongue quietly. “Stop doing that. You’ll hurt yourself.”
“I didn’t know I’d be getting a full checkup afterward!”
“You don’t need to be nervous. You’re… good at what you do.” His voice dropped a little as he said it, like it embarrassed him to offer praise so directly. “I’ve heard you on the phone. You’re smart. And brave.”
You blinked at him, caught off guard. Your smile softened. “That’s the sweetest thing you’ve said all week.”
“I said you looked pretty yesterday.”
“You said I ‘looked rested.’”
“…Oh. Well, you look even prettier today.”
You laughed, and it made his ears turn pink.
He clipped your nails gently, his hands steady, fingers long and precise. He held each of yours securely, guiding you through the process like a practiced routine. It wasn’t rushed; Kageyama took his time, carefully aligning the clipper, checking the angle twice before making a cut. After each nail, he paused to brush the trimmed bits into a little ceramic bowl they kept nearby.
“Do you do this often?” You asked after a long pause. “For yourself, I mean?”
He nodded once. “Every few days. I have to. My fingers are everything. If I don’t keep my nails short and clean, they can catch on the ball or split. It’s stupid how much one little crack can mess with your whole game.”
You gave him a look, eyes wide with something like quiet awe. “You take this so seriously.”
“It’s part of taking care of myself,” he said, and his gaze lifted to yours. “And now it’s part of taking care of you too.”
Your breath caught for just a moment. How did you ever get so lucky to snag this man?
Kageyama picked up the small file next and began to smooth the edges with slow, even strokes. The motion was rhythmic and tender. You watched the way he focused so intently on the task—the slight pinch in his brow, the way his lower lip pressed into a thin line when he was trying to be especially careful.
“You always do this when you’re nervous,” you said softly, brushing your free hand against his hair.
“Do what?”
“Zone in. Like the world disappears except the thing you’re trying to control.”
Kageyama was quiet for a moment, then exhaled. “That’s… true.”
“Are you nervous right now?”
He hesitated. “Not nervous. Just… I want to get it right.”
“Because it’s me?”
He gave the tiniest nod, eyes still trained on your thumbnail. “You’re important. I don’t want to mess anything up.”
You leaned in, resting your forehead against his for a beat. “You won’t.”
The silence between you grew comfortable. The kind of quiet that speaks in glances and gentle touches. After he filed the last nail, he gently ran his thumb across each fingertip, checking for snags, tiny splinters, anything he might have missed. Then he reached for the cuticle oil and unscrewed the little bottle with a slow, almost reverent motion.
“I’m going to massage this in,” he said, almost shyly—yet still determined.
You nodded, watching him carefully as he dabbed a small dot of oil on each nail, then rubbed it in with soft, circular motions. His touch was warm, so warm, like the atmosphere during mornings in a bakery. The way he held your hand wasn’t just careful—it was reverent. As if your hands were something sacred. Something worth protecting.
“I like your hands,” he said suddenly.
You scrunched your nose, barely. “Really?”
“They’re soft. And warm. And… I know them.” His voice dropped lower, murmuring. “I know the way you hold my wrist when I’m anxious. The way you press your palm to my back when I come home late. How you run your fingers through my hair when I can’t sleep.”
You swallowed. Your chest ached in that lovely, terrible way when someone says exactly what you needed to hear without knowing it.
“I want to take care of them,” he added, brushing his thumb along the side of your pinky. “Because they take care of me.”
“Tobio…”
He looked up then, eyes a little wide like he was afraid he’d gone too far. But you leaned forward before he could pull back and kissed him softly. When you pulled away, your voice was barely a whisper. “You are the gentlest man I’ve ever known.”
He shook his head, a breath of laughter escaping. “I’m not.”
“You are. Maybe not with words. Or… you know, strangers. But with me? You’re gentle in all the ways that matter.”
You sat like that for a long moment—hands still entwined, foreheads nearly touching, the world outside fading into white noise. Then Kageyama cleared his throat. “I could… maybe paint them next time? If you want?”
Your eyes lit up. “You’d paint my nails?”
He gave an awkward little shrug. “If you like it. I’d have to practice.”
You hummed, pulling him forward into another kiss, lingering and full of affection. “You’re already perfect.”
Kageyama flushed from the base of his neck to the tips of his ears once again. He’s so easily flustered—it’s almost illegal to be this cute, you think.
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here's my 100% Objectively Correct ranking of all the longforms
ive created a SFTH longform tier list if anybody wants to rank them for whatever reason! the patreon ones are on there too but if ive missed any please lmk
#slash jay slash elle aych (/j /lh) i love seeing everyone's own rankings#and shoutout to op again for making this!!! and including the patreon ones too like u had to make the 'thumbnails' for the livestreamed one#i made my top 15 list post not too long ago so the first 3 rows follow in that order from left to right#the only change is the new entry of 'the underground murderer' coming in at number 13#which means the meringue haberdashery got demoted sadly. and i just rewatched hornchurch so it ranks a hair higher bc recency bias#and yeah i didn't know where to put the 3 in the red row bc ive watched them so many times#and they don't belong that high based on the criteria im judging everything else by#like i enjoy hornchurch's play/storyline more than oh my god is this a joke#but 1. i am not immune to tom mayo's xavier#2. suki webster is hilarious ('oh my god what is he doing to that hamster?!' had me in tears). also that tom buzzer scene#3. listen i know we go Crazy for the on-stage kissing. but sam just straight up stage punches luke in the face in this one#and it's So Realistic from the angle the longform is filmed. also aj spends the entire show barely keeping his head above water#so that's why those three are there. sort of in their own pocket dimension#the rest are self explanatory i think#sfth
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