I already yelled at you on 'discor'
but i decided to yell at you on here too
first of all
THAT WAS THE BEST CHAPTER OF ANYTHING I HAVE EVER READ
It was so wonderful and lovely and i loved it so much and-
You are simutaneously the best and worse person ever like i think theres a word for it but i cant remember right now
i want to punch you in the face rn but like affectionately???
idk
i am so happy rn
The amputation?? immaculate 👌
I THOUGHT WHATSHERFACE WAS GOING TO DIE AND THEN I WAS GOING TO DIE and you would have gotten a bill for the heart attack you gave my brain
how would that happen??? i dont know
Great build up to the arm decapitation it was worth the wait
fuck i loved that scene
also you're a horrible person i want to kick you (derogatory) but also affectionetly idk
Okay on a serious note ( i think)
that was a great chapter, the reunions were incredibly written and the emotions were wonderful and you should be proud of yourself ❤👍
AWWWWWWWWWWWWW YOU LIKE ME!!!
I can’t tell sometimes with all the HARASSMENT!!!
But yea the amputation tag has been delivered and there might be something happening in the future but pfft don’t worry about that it’s not our concern right now lol ;)
:D LOVE YA
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haha oh no im definitely not at all disturbed by the prevalence of leftists on all platforms who are loudly 'anti-genocide' when it comes to the palestinian cause (and a couple others at best :3c) yet the only time ukraine [ʊkrɐˈjinɐ] leaves their mouths is in critique, in stark comparison to the former or in complaint about their (american) government sending aid.
at first what i saw often was pointing out the differences in western media framing [ukraine vs palestine], and that's fair (until the words and the agenda of western journalists are used to paint, as a whole, ukrainians who have been actively going through genocide as some kind of white supremacists hogging the blanket of global attention when they kinda just want to live and have the rights to their own land, culture, names and families)
but no one is even caring to do that anymore, today bitches just invent metaphorical scenarios and people to get mad at and to throw an entire ethnos away because wahhhh i decided that you care for X but not for Y!!!.... all while doing the exact thing they are condemning. the exact absolute same and they don't even hide it but do lack the self-awareness to realise
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there's a very specific kind of vibe that comes with living with your friends in final year that it just does not have in first year or even second year. like as a fresher it's usually the first time any of you have lived away from home let alone with SO MANY people your age and it's terrifying and exciting and randomised to boot so it's generally carnage for a whole year in the best and worst ways, and then second year you pick who you're living with and it feels like for the first time you're doing this adult thing PROPERLY. you have a place of your own now. these are the people you've chosen to live with. studying gets serious etc. but it's still fresh. it's still new. you still don't know how to navigate it. but final year? final year is when you actually get it right. you know how to manage your time better. you know what works for you and what doesn't. studying is the main focus and you've been out in the world for three years now and it's not loud and boisterous like it was in first year and you're not exciteable and awkward like you were in second year. you're comfortable. every single one of my flatmates has their own friend group and we mainly keep to our own social circles, but we'll still meet each other back at the house after a night out and sit in the kitchen or my room to do the debrief. sometimes i'll go days not seeing either of them despite sharing a house but every now and then someone will softly call up the stairs that 'the heating's on!' or one of us will sneeze and the other two will yell 'bless you!' through the walls. the lack of interaction isn't interpreted as dislike in ways it would have been even last year, because we're all just old enough to be past that now and settled enough in our friendship not to worry about it. idk. uni is very loud and unsettling a lot of the time so it's been really sweet to see how almost boringly comfortable final year is.
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if there's one thing I personally focus on when I draw something, it would be the emotions. I try to convey the exact emotions of a character when I make art, and portray how they'd be feeling at that exact situation, as they say something, and so on...
I try to feel the same feelings they would when I draw an expression, as close as I can get at least, it's what I do over and over. You don't really have to do that ofc, but for me, it's a huge part of the point and it's really fun to do! It's what I believe could give my drawings more life and make them more genuine, even if it's a sketch (in fact, sometimes sketches can be more powerful on that aspect so I used to stick to drawing exclusively those for a very long time). That's how I pour my heart in, and I'm sure a lot of artists would do the same in their own ways when they create their works.
For that same reason, I really like drawing smiles (and characters that can make genuine ones) because that makes me happy. Other feelings are cool, too, but drawing happy art is so soothing, so I draw a lot of smiles!! It's also why I feel the need to understand a character, because you can't exactly feel what they'd be feeling unless you aren't so aware of what they're going through. I wouldn't be entirely right, I'm sure, but I really want to try. It's maybe why I usually stick to drawing a select few characters from a series all the time, because there are some characters I "get" better than others, and feel I can bring out better(and most of the time, luckily, those kinds of characters end up to be my favs, so I can draw then alot ;v;) Then again, I'm seeing them through my own lens of thinking, I'm just putting out what I see in those characters in the end. But it's usually the good things I love! Or something I feel is really intriguing and want to think about, or want to explore on, emphasize? Anyhow, it's the feelings and emotions part I've always been interested about! So I hope I can do that well!
My drawings aren't perfect, but they aren't too bad either, and I've been trying all the way. If they could imbue some sort of feeling for you, that's definitely what I wanted to accomplish! It makes me so excited when I get feedbacks about it being able to make someone "feel" something.. it means what I wanted got across so I'm like "yes"!!
it'd be nice if they will feel genuine one way or another!! I was and is and will be happy to continue to share my works with you all
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i gave everything a bit of a refresh: new icon, header (similar images but i’ve made them a slightly less sickly blue-green), new pinned and blog sidebar.
pages-wise: i’m constantly tweaking stats, i’ve added and adjusted verses, i expanded a bit on james’ modern verse, and the links page is a tiny bit cleaner and more up to date.
things remain fairly simple, as i want them to be, but hopefully it looks less like i’m still moving in!
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omg😭😭 i just remembered i had a dream last night where i saw two new oscar movies in theatres back to back (they werent any of the current projects hes been working on, just some random shit my brain made up) and he looked so goddamned good that i literally was like slamming my hands on the table (idk how or why there was a table there) and gripping my face and gritting my teeth and biting my lip and blushing like... that was the realest dream ive ever had actually... like yea. yeah. i would. i do. i will. that is how i am with him.
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