#I love the doodles in her journal and playing guitar and the messages from her friends and the shark on her laptop

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Mae’s little ear twitch 🥺

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Intro post

Hello, Internet!

I am a freshman looking to expand their social circle electronically in addition to IRL! I am an ex-tumblrite, back at it again with my collegiate shenanigans. While I did mainly lurk in high school, I’d like to be a more active user in certain tags and make a little online string of connections and companions for myself out here in the wild wild web.

While I was in middle school, I did a lot of forum-posting and fan fiction writing and OC doodling... But as I got more focused into my classes, some of my interests died off. I still don’t quite have the right fandom to fit into, and I’m not as creative as a lot of the folks on here, but I think it’s good to balance being serious and having fun. 

To tell you a little about myself, I am nineteen years of age, located in the greater Cincinnati area. My gender is a collector’s postage stamp, only to be displayed with the utmost discretion of audience. I am a pre-law, English-and-something-else double major. I love analyzing literature, and one of my life goals is to publish an article of literary criticism in a respected journal. If I could spend my life doing anything, I would probably wear sunglasses indoors and purse my lips while reading fiction manuscripts.

My favorite poets to read are Dylan Thomas and Charles Bukowski, the former because I adore him and the latter because I despise him, and consistently go on ten-minute tangents detailing the mild yet persistent dissatisfaction that accompanies the light reading of any of his purchasable collections. From time to time I work on my own poems, and a secondary life goal of mine is to publish a collection of my own. I may share a few of these on this profile if it seems right at the time, but I try to be cautious about sharing anything half-baked or vulnerable.

I like little dogs, little birds, little houses, little cars, little ditties, and *especially* little, tiny boxes. I have a significant other that I met in college who is a wonderfully non-binary cowboy gay. My weaknesses are infants and the elderly. If you are too busy to hang out with your grandma, give me her address; I’m her grandkid now. 

I play the saxophone, trombone, euphonium, French horn, tuba, trumpet, a bit of the flute, a bit of the clarinet, a bit of guitar, and a very choppy amount of piano. I got obsessed with instrumental music when I was about thirteen, and learned how to read all the different clefs and whatnot. I wanted to be a professional jazz musician at the time. I remain very fond of the style, esp. the work of Cole Porter.

My five year plan is to finish my undergraduate work and do one or more internships in either a marketing/publishing/law office environment. I’ll also want to save a bit of money from my part-time work in order to use as a down payment on a one-bedroom apartment in the cheapest cheap-but-still-nice part of town. I want to have plants in window-boxes and on the sill; on the end tables and any available counter space, too. I want to have a parakeet sometime, but I need to make sure I’ll be home often enough to take care of it first, as I expect to be very busy with work and class. When I’ve finished my undergrad, I’m going to apply to a few of my state’s law schools and see where I land. If the opportunity comes and it seems right, I may go on to do graduate work in literature before moving on to law school.

As far as Tumblr, I am here to love and support artists, to ogle queer fashion, to motivate myself with study blogs and fitness blogs, to message fellow gays and make nice, to participate in things like Inktober and any other web culture I might have overlooked, and to interact with nerds who obsess over the same things I do. I’m totally ready to get back into the ring! Bring on the group chats and role plays, my dudes. 

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Numerology Report - Express Yourself - The Gift of March’s 3 Vibration

Express Yourself – The Gift of March’s 3 Vibration

How are you expressing yourself? Joyfully, truthfully, passionately, quietly, peacefully, creatively… intermittently, smugly, apologetically… or are you expressing in other ways or multiple ways? Are you expressing in a way that others expect or are you being true to you? Or are you feeling shut down and not really expressing at all?

Well the 3 Vibration of this month (March), combined with the 1 Vibration of all 2017, puts you on notice: It is time to Express Yourself!  Your true self. No more masks and hiding behind what you think others want, need or expect. It is you, owning your unique form of brilliance, and expressing yourself in ways that make you feel alive. Just like the girl in the picture blissing with her turquoise (Throat Chakra- expressing!) guitar

You don’t need to play an instrument, sing or be an artist to express yourself. Your voice is the most powerful tool of self-expression. Speaking and writing from your heart are so potent.

February’s 2 vibration was inviting you to create a better relationship with yourself… and cultivate inner peace and balance. March invites you to express more of your authentic self and nurture yourself… and your Inner Child!  Reconnect to that playful, creative, innocent, inventive, excited part of yourself.

March is a 3 vibration, according to Numerology. The number 3 is about Self-Expression (in all forms), Self-Nurturing, Pampering, Enjoyment, Communicating, Socializing, Passion, Sensuality, Enthusiasm, Excitement, Sensitivity, Artistic Creation, Words (written and spoken), Playfulness, Joy, Light-heartedness, Fun and Humor.

When did it become wrong somehow to fully and honestly express yourself, be silly, and do things because you feel like it? “Growing up” does not mean shutting down your creative essence. You are allowed to be happy. Even in crappy circumstances you can choose to be happy, find the humor in something, and do things that lift and feed your Spirit.

Instead of complaining about things, practice appreciating things. (OK, you can bitch about it to 2-3 people and then stop! Each time you use the power of your words (the power of creation) you feed the energy of the thing you don’t want. And, yep, you get more of the uck. So yes, express yourself honestly and complain if you need to get it out of you… and stop after the 3rd time. Then choose to focus on something more positive.)

So back to the practice of appreciating: When you appreciate something, even something simple like a sunset or a cool breeze or a glass of water, your energy lifts up and a smile naturally bubbles to the surface. Appreciation and gratitude are my two failsafe charms that lift my funk… when I allow myself to do it.

Even with the work I do, and knowing my tools and my connection to Source, sometimes I feel like wallowing in the stew. When I can’t talk myself out of it and reach for gratitude and appreciation or another tool, then I allow myself to sit in the funk for a little bit longer. No judgement about it. It must be serving a purpose even if I don’t know what it is.

Eventually I decide enough is enough and climb back up into the light. I’m sharing this with you so you don’t think you’re the exception. We can all go into that sucky stew. And we can all break free of it too!

One of the things I do is go on an Appreciation Blitz. I walk around and appreciate everything in my house or environment. If I’m on the road I appreciate the roads, the people who built the roads, my car, the people who built the car, the songs on the radio, the landscape, the colors, textures, every little thing I see. And with each item of appreciation, stated out loud, my Spirit lifts higher and higher until my face hurts from smiling. Yes, it is that powerful a tool. Give it a go. Dare ya!

  Here are some ways the 3 vibration (March) combined with the 1 vibration (2017) may show up for you this month:

Self-expression: Many of us have been conditioned since we were young that fully expressing ourselves was somehow wrong, undesirable or inappropriate. Being brilliant at reading the energy of our surroundings (parents, teachers, communities, and so on) you may have morphed who you are and how you express yourself to fit in with what you determined was safe and acceptable at a tender young age. And you lost touch with you in the process. But you are still you inside!

The 1 vibration of 2017 is coaxing your true self back up to the surface. Be bold and fearless and unapologetically you. If you’ve been afraid to speak up for yourself, this month and year can help you find that courage. If you’ve been trying to please others with the way you are expressing, this year will not support that behavior anymore. It is time to be willing to express yourself honestly… and with kindness.

This year and month inspires creativity of all kinds. What do you want to create? Play with it, no judgment. What delights you? Do more of that. If you aren’t sure, then let curiosity be your guide. Does it feel light? That’s a go. Does it feel heavy or constricting? That’s a no.

  Self-Nurturing: Start nurturing you! Each morning check in with yourself on 1) how you feel, physically and emotionally, and 2) what you need, physically, emotionally, and spiritually. Honor how you feel. Give yourself what you need or ask for help if that’s what you need (and be willing to accept that help!). When I ask my body what it needs each day, I often get “more rest” or “movement” as the answer. Then I do my best to give my body that rest or movement it desires.

The 1 vibration this year is helping you to become more self-focused, in a positive and healthy way. You may be excellent at nurturing others. Now it’s time to fill your well first so you stop depleting yourself! Check in with yourself and determine what self-care you need. Do you need to get a checkup, modify your diet, get some exercise, more sleep, a massage, energy work, quiet time for reflection, meditation, laughter, fun, play, time in nature, or something else? Give yourself what you need. No pushing yourself. TLC is required now.

  Playfulness: Are you allowing time for fun or are you taking everything too seriously? The energy this month encourages you to lighten up. Have fun. Do things that make you laugh… or at least smile. Connect with your inner kid. You don’t always need to be practical. In fact, if you don’t make room for fun, your personal energy bogs down, and things don’t flow as smoothly.

If you allow a play break, you may have that breakthrough you are looking for. Inspiration comes from connecting to that childlike playfulness and wonderment. You can see things with “fresh eyes” and solutions and options appear where you didn’t notice them before. Schedule some fun and playtime into your life right now! Then do it!

  Now let’s take a look at the flip side of the energy this month…

Here are some common ways the Shadow of 3 (March) and 1 (2017) vibrations may appear in your life:

Being self-indulgent, self-centered, or vain

Wanting attention and acting out to get it

Being critical, egotistical or manipulative

Exaggerating and telling stories that are only partly true

Overdoing and over-indulging

Withdrawing from everything, or being too social and exhausting yourself

Feeling blocked creatively, passionately and sensually

Uninspired or apathetic

The Shadow shows you where you are out of alignment in some area of your life. Often it points to where you aren’t showing up for yourself in some way. If you find yourself in the Shadow, here are some things that can help you shift it:

Create something

Make something

Color (have colored pencils or crayons on hand along with a fun coloring book)

Paint

Write, journal about what’s going on

Laugh, watch a funny movie

Use appreciation or gratitude

Make some impromptu art or write about how you feel (spend 5-10 minutes on this; your doodles may give you insight to what is really going on!)

Dance

Sing

Ask your inner child to show you this from innocent eyes of wonder and curiosity… and play

Take a play break

Take a nap

Pamper yourself in some healthy way (you might create a list of 5 things you can easily do and have that on hand, because we often forget when we are in the throes of the Uck!)

Ask for some support from the Angelic Realms!

Archangel Jophiel is an excellent source to call on for assistance this month to help you reconnect with your sense of beauty, joy, playfulness, creativity and passionate self-expression. Ask Archangel Jophiel to help you connect to your inspiration, creativity, and joy. Imagine you are surrounded by a vibrant yellow light. Imagine it flowing through you. Appreciate the beauty that surrounds you and know the beauty resides within you as well.

  Archangel Gabriel is a great source to help you express yourself honestly. Ask Archangel Gabriel to help you communicate more clearly and have the courage to speak your truth. Imagine a soft white light surrounding you and moving through you. Imagine you are now receiving your messages more clearly and you have the courage and confidence to speak and express yourself.

  This month, explore what it means to fully and honestly express yourself. Play with different ways of expressing yourself: with art, movement, song, words, writing and whatever else your imagination offers. Do things that are fun and make you feel alive. Be silly just because. Hang out with people that make you feel good. Go play. Watch movies that make you laugh. And pick a couple of ways to nurture yourself and do them regularly.

Create an expressive month that delights you!

Much love and blessings,

Karen

PS: If you’d like a refresher on the energy of 2017, you can read about it here: http://sunnydawnjohnston.com/blog/2017-kicks-off-a-whole-new-cycle-we-are-moving-into-a-1-vibration-are-you-ready/

  Spiritual Teacher, Intuitive Numerologist, Past Life Therapist, Speaker, Writer Karen works “guided by Spirit” — blending intuition, wisdom and metaphysical and spiritual teachings with practical guidance, compassion and a wickedly playful sense of humor. She empowers healers, holistic practitioners, creatives and heart-centered professionals to get unstuck, take back their power, own their gifts and learn to love and accept themselves… exactly how they are… right here, right now. She is available for private sessions. Connect with Karen at www.TheLifeCraftingGuide.com and https://www.facebook.com/karen.m.winkelman.lifecrafting