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takeyourcyanide · 5 months

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God, i need to smoke. Fortunately I should get to either today or tomorrow. But it’s highly likely I won’t experience the effects of nicotine since I only have one left right now. I’m going to huff that thing like no one’s ever huffed before

#self medicating #at its finest #takeyourcyanide #send me out I’m done #I wish it were cloudy today #cloudy days put me more at peace #takeyourcyanide’s ramblings #I’ve been told I shouldn’t smoke so young #it’s not as though I’m not aware of the consequences #but the nicotine feels nice #and I don’t plan on living a long life anyway #I never saw the appeal in it #the only people who want to have never experienced the static #I’m not going to be able to live long #my brain is collapsing #you expect me to live after that?#it’s going to happen #a matter of life and death #should I allow them to whip me #she always forgets about wanting me psychiatrically evaluated anyway #she’s too busy all the time #which I don’t necessarily mind #they’ll force feed me medication #“don’t inhale it into your lungs #I will #I shouldn’t smoke because of all my doctors appointments but what’s why I spac sit out #I can’t wait until I can live alone #I’m going to end up chain smoker #I won’t have to space it out anymore

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