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i-have-a-lot-of-ocs · 6 months

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Vent below the cut!

I had a friend in 7th grade. We had no other friends and we liked each other. We moved to 8th grade. I met an old classmate from Elementary. I went "Hi!! Come join us!! :D" and we had a "friend group".

They found something in common that I'm not really interested in/understand. They talk about it infront of me without including me nor explain and show the stuff they like. They don't respond unless I talk/approach first. And even then, even though I walked up to them first to start the convo, they usually just respond with short answers. I am practically non-existent! Even though I reserved a spot for them THEY FUCKING REFUSE AND PICK ANOTHER ONE. ALRIGHT THEN. FINE. FUCK YOU. I TRIED SO HARD TO BE THE OUTGOING ONE WHO DOESN'T COMPLAIN WHEN YOU GUYS HAVE FUN TOGETHER BUT YOU ACTIVELY CHOOSE TO NOT ENGAGE WITH ME. FINE. Fine! See how you like it when I ignore the two of you in 9th grade! Go and talk to each other on your own! You don't need me anymore! You have someone else to get together with! I don't need to be here! I'll just sit in the corner and pretend we're strangers! I hope you like it that way! You sure seem to!

#tw: vent #tw vent #cw vent #forgot to mention we were “the weirdos” in 8th grade #So if one of us gets singled out we would be alone #I tried to make sure girl 2 feels included so none of us would feel lonely #And in 7th grade me and girl 1 was also excluded from groups #Well I guess ENTPs and INFPs just don't mix #Girl 2 is still rlly nice tho #we just aren't what you'd really call friends #Just comfortable acquintances #Like if you're not close with your sibling #You know how they behave but you aren't close with them #Girl 2 is an INFJ btw #I wanna punch girl 1 tho! A lot! I act normally around her but God knows I'd kill to be able to see her mentally SUFFER #She knows this acc tho so whoops if I get found out!#It's fine she doesn't even check or care anymore ^^#I drop so many #SO MANY hints on how I feel #But because she's a stupid dense idiot she doesn't pick it up #Needs it spelt out for her; of course!#Though even then when I spelt out how I felt she just freezes. Like bitch I'm trying to be straightforward so we can talk here hello??#I get you feel stressed but COME ON. I'M NOT GONNA WAIT FOREVER AND NEITHER WILL THE WORLD #Stay in your F corner; I guess

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