#I wish my f/os had plushes

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[sinningvin]

It’s one in the morning but I had a fucking dream where for my birthday I woke up in cogs inc and Robert fucking cyger wished me a happy birthday (which he desperately wanted to get over with), I got my own five star hotel room, everything was in a black white and brown factory pomo style in the hotel I was in where I got a tour from a Mr Hollywood, and I actually got the makeship duck Shuffler plush. Would only be better if one of my cog f/os showed up to celebrate with me.

[selfshipconfessionz]

(u can call/tag me as leftovers anon!! i'll sign off with that name + 🥡 emoji)

i feel very conflicted about a lot of things. i'm at least a little possessive over my f/os, but i wish people could experience the same joys i do with them. at the same time, a lot of them are in some way obscure (4 r from an internet horror series with an anti-ridden fandom, one is from a vn, one's from a fanmade project of a fanmade project of a fanmade project of a video game creepypasta, and my most popular one is already in a canon relationship). there's also characters i'm considering as f/os, too.

they make me feel like i'm not as worthless anymore <33333 i've already had a lot taken from me in my life and i don't wanna lose them too. funny thing is that most of them are dead. (3 canonically dead, one suffering a lot, one dies a lot in mods, and one's a ghost).

and it sounds kinda stupid but for the ones who don't have official plushies i'd either buy bootlegs, something similar (eg. a daki), or just make my own plush. i like holding them but i feel sad cus i don't hold mine as much as i want to :(

sorry this was very long and rambly, hopefully i'll come here more often

-🥡/leftovers anon

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[psychrodraws]

I try not to feel too bad about it since, you know, this stuff does cost money after all, but I do wish I had some more physical stuff related to my F/Os

(Please ignore how I twitched at the last second holding the Eevee idek how I did that) this is… basically it LMAO. The Mabosstiff plush, which I love and cuddle with and kiss every day and night and that I’m extremely grateful to even have, and… a bootleg Eevee I got at a flea market like 7 years ago. It’s not even an official Eevee! I feel a pang of guilt sometimes bc I feel like I favor Arven a little too much, I love love love Nemona and Penny just as much!! Obviously there’s more ways to show love than buying things, it’s why I draw, but… idk, it ruffles me a bit. But don’t let it ruffle you, please!! Your f/o loves you all the same, no matter how little merch you own! Sometimes it’s expensive, and sometimes it don’t fuckin exist!!!! Your F/Os love you so so so much!!!!

Oh, but I do have two other Eeveelution plushes! The… two Eeveelution that Penny… doesn’t have.

Okay that’s just kinda funny.

[foxships]

I wish i had plushes of my Genshin f/os!!!!!

[fictoromanticism]

Hey! I’ve just learned about this community, and I wish I had learned about it years ago honestly! I’m a little nervous (just since I know it’s something I can’t exactly talk about with other ppl and stuff), but it really does fit my experiences I’ve had for so long.

Are there any ways I can bring myself closer to my f/o’s other than through art/writing? I always find myself really longing to be physically closer to them in a way that almost hurts (it doesn’t always feel healthy haha.. but other times they really make things better in my life), and is one of the reasons I’ve been trying to learn how to lucid dream for so long lol

As a side note I found it a lil funny/ironic that this is one of the first accounts for this community I’ve found and y’all happen to have the same names as my closest f/o’s lol (Sun/Moon from fnaf)

hi! welcome to the community!! it’s a funny coincidence we’re the first blog you came across! you’re certainly always welcome to talk about things here, so there’s no need to be nervous. 

lucid dreaming is a great idea! aside from that, there are some other things you can do, of course. there’s often a focus on art and writing, but those things aren’t necessary for having a close connection with your f/os.

if there’s reader-insert fanfiction involving your f/os, that might be a good place to start! i like to read reader-insert fiction on occasion, because it’s a great source of ideas, and it can be gratifying. daydreaming is, of course, always an option too. if you like making playlists, you could also put one together of songs that remind you of your f/os to listen to when you miss them. there’s also definitely something to be said for physical items, whether they’re plush toys, lockets, clothing items that remind you of your f/o, or whatever else - something you can touch that helps you think of them. none of these are quite a substitute for having them with you in the flesh, but personally i think they help a great deal. an environment full of reminders of your loved ones can bridge the gap nicely.

- mod moon

[mouseship]

My Kro.bus plush finally came in he is so cute...... I wish I had plushies of all my f/os 😭

[alphasmoonlit-selfships]

5, 10, and 15 for either Atsushi or Jason for the domestic f/o ask game! I’m feeling extra generous today. You’re welcome. 😉💕💓💖💞💝

(@rose-wine-selfships 🌹🍷✨)

🥺💖🥺 Bless you @rose-wine-selfships 🥺💖🥺 honestly do excuse me I didn’t see this till like this afternoon ;;w;;

Ah, my beaus 🥺🥰 Imma go ahead and speak on both of them because I am in dear need to just speak on both of them 🥺♥️ my heart beats with amore UwU do hope you bare through my rambles ✨😚 I also don’t do the asks as often as I should and really just want to speak about my f/os when I have the chance!

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5.) Who’s more spontaneous? Would your f/o randomly want to go on a midnight drive out in town or would they be the one to complain that they’re tired?

I feel like Atsushi is definitely more spontaneous in AtsuDany relationship, he is the one to kind of abruptly ask without thinking about it. Such as suggesting to go for a walk in the middle of the night or maybe go to the pier to watch the sunset. He kind of asks simply, especially when I am the most stressed and feeling bad anxiety 🥲 I have taken notice how often it happens when a simple moment to break away from the area causing me stress, especially with a friend or loved one, definitely helps a lot. Atsushi is definitely more spontaneous in the relationship, especially when it comes to de-stressing Dany. I think it also works vice versa, Danielle often encouraging him to take a run with her at night or star gazing, maybe even going to a cat cafe! Cats always are a sweet furry friend, especially with a tiger mans! 🥰

In DanyJay relationship, I think Danielle is more spontaneous, especially in Digimon Au. Considering Darkwolfmon’s presence, Dany is more free and willing to take a chance that I otherwise would hesitate in. While Jason can spontaneous in his own way, he isn’t one to outwardly suggest something, unless Dany is severely taking a heavy toll mentally. He isn’t really one to complain and just kind of goes along with what other suggests are fun. Such as when Dany suggests to take a fly with her on Cyberwolfmon, Jason is nervous but all for it and honestly becomes a sweet romantic thing~ I have claimed this moment as the first, official moment he and Dany get together and also first kiss ☺️💖

10.) What’s their contact name and assigned picture? What do they have for you?

💖🥺 ohh I wish I had a perfect image draw for this but heck knows it would take me forever UwU”

What Dany would have for Atsushi in the beginning of their friendship would probably be “Atsushi-kun🐯” then “Atsu-Kun 🐯💕” when she is growing feelings before finalizing with “Mi Tigre 💖🐯”. Her assigned photo of him would probably be a cute picture of his tiger self in the start. In relationship, she changed it to one she snuck a picture of him when out on a date. It’s one of him handsomely looking at the sunset, before he began to snicker laughing. 🥰

With Jason, at the beginning of friendship was “Jason 🐺⚡️” then “Jay 🐺⚡️”. It took the two of them in Digimon Au forever to really get together, but once Dany had true and real feelings for him and they got together, she changed it to “My dearest Jay 💕”. His picture at the start was one she took of him with Raiwolfmon, and current one, relationship wise, is a picture of him gazing at the camera lovingly and softly. Looking beyond it to Dany UwU 💖.

Ohhhhh 🥺💖 and their name and image for little ol me?

Atsushi would put me under “Dany-chan ✨” in the beginning of friendship, slowly changing it to “Dany 💖✨” when his feelings for her grow. In relationship, he changes it to “Darling 💜✨”. His first picture of Dany is one he cropped from a whole picture taken of her during her small welcome party. In relationship, is one he took of her while she slept, cuddling a tiger plush she gifted him for his birthday.🥺💖

Jason would definitely have Dany as “Danielle 🐺💕”, adding the hearts for his first affections for her. Having a crush on her since they meet, which did dwindle a little when her attention was towards someone else, changing to “Dany 🐺✨”. Once in a relationship, he changed her contact to “My Always 🐺💖”. His picture of her is one of her and Darkwolfmon at the start, and changes to one of her during their wedding party in the Digital World. It was actually taken by one of their friends during their Union Dance, her smiling widely and in pure love and affection for him. 🥰

15.) What’s an inside joke between the two of you?

Hmm 🤔 an inside joke Eh? Am not good at what is funny to some but I think that is the point of an inside joke ^^’ it makes the party in question laugh and giggle in fondness or joke.

AtsuDany: I think an inside joke between them is the whole concept of wolves and tigers not really getting along together. Considering their abilities, many think they wouldn’t be a good pair or couldn’t be close friends. To which everyone is wrong in honestly 😤 it makes the both of them giggle with laughter at the assumption people have when they really are fond of each other; they have much in common and have a peacefulness with their abilities. If anything his tiger and her wolf are playful together and find each other appealing, in friendship and as mates later. 💕

I think it’s most definitely funny when someone who doesn’t know of their abilities says it, they kind of just start snorting with laughter and looking like silly idiots when the person looks at them confused.

DanyJay: An inside joke between them is essentially explaining how they met to anyone who wants to know~ Dany came in saving his life when a Digimon manifested and attacked him and his friends in an outing. She came swooping in on Cyberwolfmon, kind of slipping off as she wasn’t anticipating his weight and height (tiny stubborn lass is ambitious). They were caught just fine soon after by Cyberwolfmon! But essentially that whole ordeal was kind of hilarious considering how smol Dany is and how tol Jason is. While it was also terrifying if her Digimon didn’t come swooping in, it is still something they laugh about and is a sweet moment looking back on how they meet and gradually sparked a flame between them that lead to their forever. 💖 Some people are like “aww” others are like “👀 yall wild”

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Ahh these are so good and had a joyous and fun time writing 🥺💖 thank you so so much again for this Rose 🌹 I truly appreciate it! 🥰🥰 a chance to just talk about the two loves of my life and heart UwU

[poetryandnightmaress]

Are there ever situations in which one of your f/os needs your comfort?

I’ll try to answer this question with all of my romantic F/O’s, because I can ;w;

And before you ask: Of course there are situations like those. Some might not show it, but they all have feelings and their own problems, so I’m trying to not be that self centered, helping them.

Toma: He’s a true sunshine, but he actually needs comfort when I do as well. The only thing that truly drags him down is knowning that I’m in a bad state and he couldn’t help or protect me. This ends up in both of us cuddling close to each other.

Trevor Belmont: This poor men gets so much hate, it’s insane. People are always whispering about him, I really know how much of a burden that is. And so, when he comes home stressed out and grumpy, I often make him some hot chocolate, while laying a carpet onto him and telling him to rant about everything. We both rant about all the dudes hurting him and we feel way better after.

Louis Amamiya: Louis is already a worried men, but he also has experiences in panic attacks, sadly. The things who totally throw him offguard are insults of strangers and huge stress hitting at once. Since we both have our problems with panic attacks and similar stuff, we teached each other how to react in such situations. I will hold his hand, leave him room to breathe and calm him down with some words. 

Dante: Dante would never show he’s upset or done openly. Not even when he’s with me. But I recognize the small details, when he needs some comfort. He knawing on his down lip, the nervous looks, he talks a bit less... Then, I cuddle against his breast and look at him as cute as I can. Mostly, he melts away and tells what happened, while I listen to him, still cuddling.

V: V often feels guilt for things he has done in his past. His sad expression is sometimes too much for me. And so, when I see him in this state, I ran towards him hugging him tightly while crying. I know, he’s uncomfortable with showing his weakness and I know, he hates when I notice him being sad and upset, but after a while of hugging, he slowly relaxes and takes me in his arms. We’re silent for the whole time, just sitting there and hugging it out. 

Aymeric de Borel: Even a commander can be sad at times. And so, when he falls stressed out in his bed, I careful go into his room and sit beside him to stroke his hair. He will ask if it’s ok he’s venting now, and I always tell him it’s ok. And so, he tells everything that happened, while I just look into his eyes, holding his hand.

Noctis Lucis Caelum: Noct can barely keep his problems hidden. If something big is bothering him, he will go into his room and cry it out. Usually, he wants something to hug afterwards, but while he cries, he wants to be alone. After he calmed down a bit, I sneak into his room with my Mogry plush and some pillows. I try to make some jokes with him as well, but when it’s something serious, I keep silent and just try to make everything as comfortable as possible.

Lon’Qu: Another candidate for the topic “Rather not talk about it”. Lon’Qu actually needs a lot of comfort, even tho he would never ever admit it. He is a bit scared of touches, and so, when he’s upset, I’ll just look at him and tell him it’s ok. It’s not his fault. He did what he could. And I’m proud of him.

Chrom: Chrom is, like Noctis, pretty emotional. But different then the nerd prince, Chrom isn’t afraid to show his emotions. He will talk openly when he had a bad day, and I give him comfort by telling him about my day or just hugging. and a bit of massaging his shoulders.

Jakob: And another one, who hates to show his problems around me. He gets more rude around everybody else, but tries to smile around me while shivering. Then, I ask him to calm down and to drop his butler facade for a while. He then unties his ponytail and starts to scream out his anger, while I leave him for a while. After that, I come in with some tea, and we talk about some other stuff.

Shiro: Another sunshine, who can get sad rarely. If he does, he cuddles up in his bed and silently cries. I often ask him then what’s wrong, and while he tells everything, I take him in my arms while trying to dry his tears.

Angel: Angel? Needing Comfort? She would never say she needs it, but when she needs it, she gets aggressive and defensive. Then, she doesn’t want any hugs or kisses. She just wants to smash something down, while I’m sitting in her room listening to her.

Kusuriuri: He’s pretty honest over his emotions, so when he needs comfort, he will just say it. Then, I’ll take care of him by making both of us some tea and giving him drawing ideas. And sometimes, I feed him some cookies, while we talk about it.

2B: On the outside, 2B has her troubles showing emotions. But when she’s alone with me, she will often ask me to stay with her for a while. It often ends up in her taking of her eyebound to reveal sad shiny eyes, and her hugging me suddenly while slowly calming down.

A2: Why do I have so many f/o’s having trouble to tell when they need help? anyways, A2 is similar to Angel. She will smash things down and rampage in her room, after that I come in and she rants about all her anger, while I just listen.

N: Like me, N is a crybaby and often cries about his past. I understand him so well, and so, I often visit him when he’s in a bad state. I bring my pokemon plushies with me, so he can cuddle some while he ends his crying. I wish I could help him more...

Raihan: Dragon Boi is passive-aggressive when being in a bad state. He gives himself the guilt for how things have happened and him not being strong enough. Then, I try to sneak underneath his hoodie, looking him in the eyes and telling him how awesome he is. Also, he stays away from social media, so he doesn’t trigger someone.

Leon: Since he’s a champion since he’s pretty young, he’s often stressed out. He always calms down when I come in and treat him like an ordinary men instead of a godlike champion everybody looks up to. We also often play with his pokemon, it distracts him as well!

Kogami Shinya: You will never notice when Kogami is having a bad day and needing comfort. So, it’s really hard for me to recognize when he needs my help. I often talk to him, but Idk what else could help him.