#I'm giddy stg

[nottheweirdest]

Hi! I don’t know why I’m so nervous. I usually don’t talk to people.. and english is not my first language. Anyway.. So I was reading your sonadow fanfic coming home and I just really wanted to draw something from it.. so here xD I don’t have to post it if you don’t want me to.

Omg I woke up to this and can I just say BEST MORNING EVER?!? Holy shit! Please don't be nervous, this is AMAZING and I'm so stupid flabbergasted over it I don't have words. I'm just grinning ear to ear 😁! I would love for you to post it! It's so good 😭 the hand positioning, the ties, the fountain in the background just ushajahsjahs. It's brilliant and made me so happy to see!! Thank you!!! 💖💖💖 If you decide to post, let me know and if you're cool with it, I'll link it in the fic! 💕

[cognitosclowns]

idk if this was done before but hc on the gang's love language?? Gigi's would obviously be receiving gifts and pamper you like royalty and Andre with quality time not just for chilling but someone finally understand him on a deeper level. And Alpha Beta is touch cause,,,,,,, HAVE YOU MET THIS FUCKER HE'S CRAVING FOR TOUCHES

AWE <3333 I don't think I've done this already but,, if I have idc this is such a cute ask GUH <33

All sfw!!

OH MY DARLINGS <3333 this is gonna be so fun smdnsd

Reagan

OH <33 QUALITY TIME <333 we see a bit of this in Ep 4 when she just,, spends ages cozied up w/ Robo-Bryan.

She's not super touchy, praise feels kinda. uncomfortable even if she appreciates it. She really does like smb she can just,, Exist Alongside and enjoy the company of?

I don't know how to describe this other than like. Parallel Play?

Like a big thing with her is her Alone Time and personal space, so if she really cares about you?? Expect her to,, slowly incorporate you into that bubble?

Not even necessarily speaking or interacting, just,, her sitting in the same room as you while you two do different stuff. There's a certain type of intimacy that comes with just,, Being Near someone that she doesn't share with a lot of ppl.

Brett

Is all an option? just all of the above??

SMNDSMD LIKE,, damn he’s such a naturally loving guy. He will literally show his love and care and affection for you in every single way and completely new ones.

Little gifts whenever he thinks of it. He will think up dates months in advance bc he’ll think of the Perfect Spring Date and log it in his journal. He compliments you and kisses and just. adores you as often as possible. He cooks dinner often during the week, not out of obligation but just because this Golden Retriever Man love you so much that he wants to take smth off your plate. Himbo.

If i had to choose smth he likes tho,,,, BIG words of affirmation.

Even the slightest ‘Today looked like it was super rough for you’ is gonna make him. so soft. little bits of encouragement go so far with Brett Hand <3

ALSO LIKE??? he isn’t super used to ppl doing stuff for him so. Acts of service would probably fluster him out of his sweet mind.

Gigi

YEAH GIFT GIVING IS SUPER CUTE FOR GIGI WHAT CAN I SAY <333

She just. She loves spoiling you. it's so cute seeing your eyes light up like aaa <3333 she'll drop so much money on smth small that'll light up your day??

She's very 'this made me think of you',, yknow,,, <333333 smth will catch her eye and make her think of you and she'll instantly grab it. mwa.

She's,, also a super busy person. She doesn't just work in media she IS media, she's constantly dealing with some new problem somebody's created for her.

Initially I was gonna say quality time bc of this,, but tbh I'm feeling Acts of service??

Like it doesn't even have to be smth big?? Maybe having dinner for the two of you when she gets home. Drawing her a bath while she's on a call fixing some Last Minute Issue. Her coming into work early, only to realized you tidied up her desk for her before your shift <333

SHE JUST. It makes her feel so giddy inside,, that little reminder that you two are there for eachother <33 mwa.

Glenn

HONESTLY?? Words of Affirmation

Just,, little things. He isn’t the type for ‘fussing’, as he likes to put it. Compliments are just very rare little things that it makes him. feel like a schoolboy all over again.

complimenting his medals complimenting his smile compliment literally anything this man is gonna forget his own NAME I STG SMNDMSD. It throws him for such an absolute loop. 

IN TERMS OF SHOWING LOVE THO HE’S DEFINITELY AN ACTS OF SERVICE KINDA GUY.

To say he’s Gruff is an understatement. He’s very guarded overall - he also doesn’t go out of his way to help other ppl. If he’s doing something for you, it’s because he likes you.

Also like. Southern Gentleman Stuff (tm).

LIKE SUPER FARM-BOY ESQ, SOUTHERN POLITENESS THINGS? he’s more than a bit traditional so like,, opening doors for you, insisting on holding your umbrella, standing on the side of you that’s nearest to the road, etc, plus a billion others msndmsd.

Andre

OH YOU’RE SO CORRECT ABOUT. QUALITY TIME BUT,,, DEEP CONVOS??

Like as much as he adores just,, lazing about with you the stuff that gets him MUSHY is,, being able to have real convos with you.

Because come on, most people DO just see him as this fun-energetic-guy and don’t give him much thought beyond that. 

PPL FORGET HE STILL GOT HIS BACHELORS DEGREE. EVEN OUTSIDE OF THAT HE’S A VERY SMART MAN, COME ON HAVE SOME DEEP PHILOSOPHY CONVOS WITH HIM <33333

just. sitting up late at night on the roof of Cognito, relaxing and watching the stars and just. talking about everything. debating things and proposing ideas and having those Really Good Dense conversations that feel like the Communicative Equivalent of eating a Steak like. UGH <33

Myc

OH TOUCH <333 TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH <333

not even just sexual/flirty touches like. Touch in GENERAL is smth he loves. 

It gives him this perfect look into your head. he likes being able to see,,, into you,, having that intimacy and closeness. It’s such an absolute delight.

Expect,, just tentacles draped around you at any and every turn - he doesn’t care about PDA so,, he’ll gladly curl em around your shoulders, along your arm, leg - basically wherever he can reach smdnsd.

Rare love language,,, stealing your shit,,,

You came over to his place? He's gonna steal your sunglasses. Or your lipstick. Slowly you will have a little

He’s also. very clever with gifts bc he’s Attentive and Ancient. The stuff he gets you are things you’re gonna both Love and make use of for Ages <3

‘it isn’t sentimental, you brat, it’s practical. ‘ mhm sure

JR

YEAH GIFT GIVING <333 sorry he’s so obsessed w/ spoiling you

it’s very different from gigi tho - it’s less small trinkets that made him think of you, and way more ‘oh i want my lover to be so absolutely flustered by the things i give them’

LIKE HE ADORES SPENDING THOUSANDS ON YOU. It makes him happy it brings him a sense of safety to just. drop a few thousand dollars buying some insanely expensive suit or necklace or perfume for you. <3333

I feel like,,, quality time is probably also smth he cherishes. Not only is he very busy, but his line of work is always putting him under the constant thought of He Could Get Disappeared At Any Moment By The Council. Every spare moment he gets to spend with you is one he cherishes more than you could possibly understand.

Alpha-Beta

OHYEAH TOUCH FOR ALPHA-BETA <333 ABSOLUTELY. I'M OBSESSED W/ TOUCH BEING HIS LOVE LANGUAGE SMDNSM

Nothing makes him melt like touch. The closest this little bastard has gotten to gentle touches was being,, sliced in half

It's very cute bc he'll insist he 'doesn't care about things like that' and that touch means nothing to him but also. He'll so naturally gravitate to being close to you. If your hand is open he'll just subconsciously hold it. If he's still trapped in his tube, and you lean against it, he'll lean against the same part so he can feel close to you. He's painfully obvious.

I'm not sure if this would fall under quality time but like. Banter Speaking Dialogue Interaction Talk Words.

LIKE FUCK HE GOT SO FEW VISITORS IN THAT BASEMENT HE JUST WANTS,,, CONVERSATION. he craves talking and interaction and just,, connection. Talk about literally anything he doesn't care, he just loves sharing time with you.

LOVE THIS THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH <3333 MWA MWA MWA LMK IF THERE WAS SMTH ELSE YOU HAD IN MIND

[hibiscus02]

Shelby's just absolutely giddy almost sing-song voice when she goes "aand I'm right next to Katherine's archery range, I didn't even know that when I pulled in here I swear~" is SENDING me they're going to be the end of me I stg

[gifsbysimplysonia]

For the lyrics inspo

“ oh and my love, did I mistake you as a sign from God?”

The part of the song that has the lyric starts at about 3:34 (it really is like 2 different songs in one)

I am so sorry this took me so long but I finally just effing did the damn thing. I apologize for the errors and just overall terrible quality. I'm SO appreciative of whomever this was actually sending something in tho. I stg I have like 5 human followers 😄

*divider by @saradika

"We're closed," she announced at the light airy sound of the bell over her door. It was close to midnight and she had just gotten everyone out of her bar.

"Should probably lock your door, then." That voice. She closed her eyes and shuddered as the sound slid down her spine with a chill. She turned to look him right in the eye, and the smirk he offered her sank that chill into her bones.

"Lloyd Hansen." His name fell from her lips like a curse. If anyone knew his presence on their doorstep was exactly that, it was her. Especially if he was here for the reason she thought he might be. Casual measured steps brought him to her, and she did her best to appear unphased as she looked up at him. Lloyd wore a smile anyone might see as jovial which made her nervous. He usually was only giddy before the torture began.

"Did he send you?" Her voice was so much quieter than she wanted it to be. As soon as she said the words, Lloyd's expression chanted. His face morphed into a mask of barely contained fury. She was stunned.

"Ohhhhh, my love," she said, not intending her tone to be mocking. "Did I mistake you for a sign from…" the last word never made it past her lips as Lloyd's right hand clasped her throat. He didn't squeeze but he did not treat her as delicate. He closed the distance between them and traced her cheek with the tip of his nose.

"Do. Not. Say. His. Name." She laughed then, the sound choked but true. What a delightful turn of events. She reached up to dig the chain around her neck out from under her shirt and flash him the key. He released her immediately. She took a step back and rubbed at where he had none too gently grabbed her. She licked her lips as she looked Lloyd up and down.

"You know the rules," she told him as she made her way back behind the bar. "Any enemy of his drinks the good stuff." Lloyd had seated himself on a stool. He looked around the place, keen eyes taking in far too much for her liking. Regardless of the new situation, to be on Lloyd Hansen's radar was dangerous.

"Pour me a glass, then, troublemaker. Let's toast the asshole and his imminent demise." She squatted down to unlock the cabinet she kept the expensive liquor in. She quietly slid her gun into the back of her jeans as well, just in case.

"How am I the troublemaker?" She wondered aloud as she placed a napkin in front of him. With a flourish to cover her nerves, she grabbed a glass and flipped it before she set it on the napkin. Then she poured him 2 fingers worth of Angels Envy whiskey. When she put the bottle down in front of him, he snorted and nodded towards it.

"There's an example. Shit stirrer. Don't know a fuckin thing about whiskey, pick something based on a name or a bottle and then tell me it's the good stuff." His long fingers wrapped around the glass and he threw it back without hesitation. When Lloyd righted, he shook his head and pursed his lips as he let out a laugh that sounded slightly maniacal.

"Damn!" He exclaimed, turning the bottle around. "Even a broken clock I guess." She nodded, leaned her hip against the wall opposite the bar to put distance between them as inconspicuous as possible. Lloyd helped himself to another glass.

"Why are you here?" Lloyd looked at her over the top of the glass with a look that was almost pity. She rolled her eyes at him because she knew what it meant. "Whatever you two are to each other now you had to know there'd be no trace of him here."

"Do you think you're lying to me? Or are you flat out just lying to yourself, sweetheart?" Her eyebrows came together and she had to fight the urge to reach for her gun. "Because you and I both know…" She was ashamed at how her body heated at his leisurely perusal of her. "You're the one to bring God to his knees, whenever you want." She swallowed thickly.

"Maybe once upon a time but…"

"Are you really that thick?" She crossed her arms over her chest. "You really thought he'd stay away?" Lloyd's questions irritated her. Of course he had stayed away; she hadn't seen him in a month. Wait. She hadn't seen him…oh for fucks sake.

"There she is." His tone was smug as she caught on. Lloyd sipped slowly at his second glass of top shelf whiskey. "Just because you don't see us doesn't mean we aren't out there." His tone was quiet but earnest and it made chill bumps erupt all down her arms. "You of all people should know that." His eyes were too focused, too intense, and saw too much. She cleared her throat and went up to the bar to face him.

"Even if you're right, it doesn't mean he cares so what good am I?" Lloyd leaned his forearms on the bar, stood on his stool and leaned into her space. He put his face in the side of her neck and inhaled slowly. The hairs on his mustache tickled her sensitive skin and she felt her eyes fluttering. Not again, she thought…only to be interrupted by the sound of the bell on her door.

"Told you sooooo," Lloyd sang at her, all knowing and smug in his rightness.

"Should probably lock your door." God’s voice sounded harsh and dry. He stood just inside her doorway, backlit by neon signs. He looked dirty and exhausted and damn her for somehow still wanting to greet him with a hug to offer him some comfort.

She sighed as Lloyd sat back on his stool. God walked up and sat next to him. Moving automatically, she slid a napkin in front of him, once again grabbed a glass and unnecessarily flipped it to set it down. She could feel his heavy gaze, as if he was trying to pierce through her layers of armor to get down to the nitty gritty. She'd made that mistake already and was not looking to repeat it.

"Why don't I get the good stuff?" He asked. Her glare had him holding up his hands in surrender as Lloyd unabashedly laughed.

"Isn't this great guys?" Lloyd exclaimed. He clapped God on the back just as God went to drink so his cheap whiskey spilled all over him. "The gang's back together! Imagine the kind of trouble we can get into!" Despite Lloyd's attention being on God, God was solely focused on her. Her throat was the Sahara so she threw back a shot and immediately started coughing and wheezing.

"Sweet baby Jesus and the grown one too! How the hell do y'all drink this stuff? That burns like a bitch!"

"That's why," they said in unison. She looked at them as God finally acknowledged Lloyd. The look they exchanged was dark; she wondered if it was about to turn deadly. The weight of her gun in the small of her back provided a small bit of reassurance as she braced herself for what was about to unfold.

[forthedancingandthethriving]

(I hope these two explode stg /pos)

You need to get up. Domain chuckles.

Forum let's out a small hum, closing his eyes. Mmm.. don't wanna.

The 'older' of the two USBs snorts and shakes his head. Forum, you can't lay on me all day. We have things to do.

The 'younger' of the two USBs opens his eyes and raises an eyebrow at him. He stays silent, evidently not buying what his counterpart said.

Domain rolls his eyes. You know what I mean. We need to run the checks on 3 and 4, on Lil Coding, we need to make sure everyone is safe-

You worry way too much. Forum cuts him off and puts more weight onto the other hologram. Domain glares at the other, grumbling.

For good reason!

I know, I know. But if anything is wrong, Emulator will let us know. Forum assures his partner. He pushes the other onto the couch that had been brought to them a few days ago. He snickers before getting onto the couch and making himself comfortable cuddling Domain.

You're not getting up, are you? Domain stares at him.

Nope! Forum chuckles, popping the p.

I swear, you're more of a cat than Lil Coding. the latter pokes the former's cheek with a small glare. The former only grins before resting his head on the other's chest.

A comfortable silence overtakes the two as Forum closes his eyes, listening to Domain.. breath. He smiles a bit.

Domain was the more stern of the two and a bit more resistant to their new identities as not the just the USBs, but as people. He knew the other only felt this way because of how they had been made, but still, it did always make him a bit sad.

So to hear the other USB breathing? Acting like a human despite not really even needing to?

Forum hums as his smile becomes giddy.

Why are you smiling? he hears Domain ask, making him open one eye.

Don't worry about it. he grins.

Domain snorts and places a small kiss on his head. You make me wonder why I put with you.

Forum grins. Because I'm the only one you could ever tolerate back when we were being made!

The other can't help but laugh. That's true. Thats very, very true.

[baby-prophet]

just had the weirdest elevator ride. ok so im high but i swear time skipped and I swear we were on the 8th floor and that the next floor was mine but the next floor was the 3rd floor?? and the person and there was someone in the elevator with me before. like the logical answer is I forgot to hit the button but I was first on the elevator from the basement and I distinctly remember hitting the button. but were on the 3rd floor and someone gets on presses basement im too embarrassed to do anything so I just fucking stand there. well I looked up and was visibly confused when he got on and i went to get off but back tracked. then I you cpuld physically see me process and try to decide if I press groundfloor get off and wait or do I just ride down. like real time back and forth indecisiveness.. like a robot.. then I freeze. anyways, I'm glad I just decided to go along with it because there was a lot of people waiting to go up on the first floor so it looks like I just came from the basement and not like im some freak who exits and just stands there. another odd thing a guy got on the elevator from the first floor who looked exactly like the guy from the 3rd floor. (except he lives on the 4th floor)(I really hit every floor huh) it felt like I was being sucker punched by constant glitches in the matrix....... anyways were on the elevator, it's crowded. one girl bends over to get stickers from her backpack.. hit the call emergency services. doesn't react. at all. and so its ringing and literally nobody is doing anything, and you hear the voice of the emergency whatever asking us if we're OK or whatever. and I'm in the back corner yelling across the fucking elevator trying to tell the guy it was and accident. meanwhile the girl who hit the button is fucking carrying on about her stickers!!! what!! and of course the guy can't hear me. I finally project my voice loud enough and the call ends guess what... girl bends over AGAIN to find another roll of her business card stickers and I was like I stg if she hits that button again I will explode. while the whole time I'm giddy lost in my phone like in my head I was lying in bed kicking my feet over a really sweet email from that one professor I'm in love with (not really LOL it's just funny to say) where he said I was one of his best students ever 🥰 be still my heart lol

[feixshal-selfshipping]

The feeling when your favourite artist draws your selfship is the best feeling ever I stg !!- It's been days since I received the artwork and I'm still so giddy and hyper over it heheheheheheee

[witchboyjimin]

Gah I'm glad to hear! I'm so so so so stoked for ILHDYS 10 plus epilogue but also hearing you mention other fic ideas is making me giddy hihi. It did peak my interest when you said the other day how you wanted to write different kind of characters who are not black and white is and more ambiguous. It's an interesting road to travel fic wise.

Also regarding Trek, I'm basic/classic. Spock and Kirk are the beginning and end to it all. When even the author himself says so, well I'm sold yall. And the history of fandom in trek particularly is so so interesting and the influence it had and has on fandom history as whole get me STARTED on this i stg lmfao.

[inhales deeply] DOOGGOOOOSSS ❤️❤️❤️ dogs are just the absolute best. My family's always had dogs. Our old dachshund had to be put to sleep in April unfortunately. But my mom gets a new dog this week actually. An old ladie haha. All dog breeds usually are an absolute 107 percent yay for me. And i will, once the day comes, get a shelter dog or rescue dog. What about yoouu?

many apologies for the late reply cabin anonie ✨...it's been a Week. i got a root canal done yesterday and took today off to recover so i finally have some time jdfh

thank you for loving ilhdys so much crying emoji x 1000000 truly, you are keeping me going TTT but yes!! i really want to write like morally grey characters or even unlikable characters. i feel like fanfic has kinda....okay with fic, you're writing about characters/people everyone knows and because of that there's this expectation these days that you have to write them as wholesome/perfect/good people. if you don't, then you're making them look bad and this is all driven by how much fans of the characters/people love them. they don't want to see their fav depicted in a "bad" light (really it's just moral policing). but because of this, i feel like storytelling in fic has really been damaged and limited tbh. i also feel like i've veered away from being able to tell the kinds of stories i want because i'm worried about how people will receive characters who are imperfect, who do fuck up, and even who do bad things on purpose. it's definitely happening, in part, because of how puritanical fandom has gotten and because i think people are a lot more entitled over their favs these days so they can't tolerate them being depicted in a way they disagree with.

i think i'm finally getting back to a point where i'm storytelling to challenge myself and to challenge my readers versus feeling obligated to tell wholesome, low conflict stories because people just want fluff. i love reading about my two blorbos falling in love as much as the next person but eventually it gets boring to read low conflict stories over and over again (FOR ME). and it gets boring writing them, too (ALSO FOR ME). and i will add that i think fic has a specific purpose which is people wanting to indulge in their fav characters and pairings but i don't think it has to be restricted to that especially when my favourite fics always did more than just that.

ANYWAYS!!!!! i've clearly been thinking about this a lot lmao sorry to dump it all on you cabin anon ✨...thank you so much is you even read this essay dfjdh

YES!!!!!!!!! TASTE!!!!!!!!!!! i am ALSO a kirk/spock truther ugh i love them sfm and i love the star trek movies that came out 2009 onwads so much too truly the fandom history and the fact that we have slash because of k/s shippers is everything to me.

aw :c i'm so sorry about your dachshund;; it's always so hard to lose a pet even if that's something you're signing up for with pet ownership TTT ugh, dogs are just so fckn delightful and truly...no one loves you like a dog loves you. i love them!!!! i hope you guys have been having tons of fun with your new ladie hehe unfortunately, i don't currently have a dog due to my living situation but i'm hoping that changes by next year >:) i really want a bichon frise fjdsj BUT i also love all breeds. i just know i'm not built to have a super active breed but if i was, i'd 100% get a coonhound. i think they're so gorgeous

[admiringlove]

“wait, really?”

— welcome to sam’s brewery, where we commemorate reaching 500 customers! this event lasts for one week, and will only take up to twenty orders(as above that can become quite overwhelming).

+order: hey :) if there are still spots open for your event, could I maybe ask for "I hate you" "I love you" "wait, really?" with Sugawara Koushi as angst to fluff or hurt/comfort (something in that direction)? Please take all the time you need and if you don't feel like writing this, don't worry and just delete this ask ^-^ [submitted by @x-whyareyoureadingthis-x​]

+word count: 1k.

+author’s notes: pls i had so much fun writing this i stg 🥺 i hope you don’t mind me changing up the dialogue just a lil to suit the scene better <3 here is the link to the event masterlist.

You never thought falling in love would be such a pain. 

And you never understood how or why you fell in love in the first place. Maybe it was because of his obliviously pretty smiles, or his caring yet forgetful nature, or the way he always greeted you with that same glint in his eyes—Sugawara Kōshi always managed to make you feel giddy like a child. Your heart always beat faster around him, and your smiles almost always were wider when you spoke to him. 

You didn't know how to avoid these unnecessary feelings of yours; even after brainstorming for days on end, and trying to get rid of them, you couldn't. It felt impossible, having to meet him every day while walking to school, or having to walk home with him because he actually didn't live that far away. Between your high-school years, you never knew how you fell deep for him. And now, being the smart Senior you are, you come up with a fool-proof plan, and that is to avoid your friend—whom you are hopelessly in love with. 

You decide to take the longer routes to school(you were almost late on the first day of your oh-so-perfect plan, so you now set your alarm a little earlier to manage your time better), you hide in the bathroom for a bit before leaving(because he always waits outside the gates for some time till you get back from your club activities), and you make sure to leave the class as soon as the day is over, so he doesn't have time to even call your name. 

It hurt you. It really did, but it had to be done. You knew someone like him would never reciprocate the feelings you have. What was the point, if you simply built your hopes up, only for them to be shattered in the end? What was the point, for you to build a skyscraper full of expectations if they were to only end in tears?

So you cower behind this game of hide-n-seek. It was your ultimate method to forget.

It was all going perfectly—or so you thought, really, because your feelings still remained. It was like someone put a fake screen in front of your eyes, hypnotizing you into thinking that every single aspect of your so-called plan was working when it actually wasn't. You still subconsciously cared for him; because every morning, you'd think if he was doing well. Every night, before bed, you'd think if he still smiled the same way. Every time you successfully avoided him, you'd let out a shaky breath, thinking if you're hurting his feelings while doing the same. 

Today was supposed to be the same, really. You'd gotten up at six, taken the route that was to the opposite side of his home, gotten to school just in the nick of time to avoid being late. And even in the gym period, you ended up making small talk(something you really didn't like doing) with a few classmates to avoid him. 

Emphasis on 'today was supposed to be the same'. Because soon enough, you started realizing that today was, indeed, turning out to be a disaster. Your club, the student council, finished up later than you thought. You were handling accounting, and when the calculations were finally finished, you handed them to the President and left in such haste that they'd never seen before. You could swear you heard the President of the Student Council say, "Are they okay?"

"Shit," you mumble under your breath when you see the same pewter mop of hair walking out of the gym. You stop dead in your tracks, and you're sure your shoe screeched loudly as you turned on your heel and headed the opposite way. 

You could definitely hear his footsteps. The bathroom was nowhere nearby, and all you could see was the turn towards the library, and at this point, you had no choice. 

You stood there, back against the wall with your eyes closed until a soft yet familiar voice spoke in your ear, "Who are we hiding from?"

You definitely screamed. 

"What the hell are you doing here?" you ask him, his usual smile playing on his face as if you hadn't been avoiding him for the past month or so. He laughs smally, then says, "Oh, I just came out of the library and saw you standing here with your eyes closed. So, who were you hiding from?"

"None of your business," you grunt, walking towards the exit(you're mentally yelling at yourself now, because you could've just walked out instead of standing there like a fool).

He follows you—well, not really, because he has to walk in the same direction anyway. This feels like the first time someone ever tries to go to the gym and ends up burning themself out instead because all of the progress you've made until now has just sunk. Seeing him again, being this close to him again, making eye contact with him—it all makes your heart flutter with such intensity that it hurts.

"Well, you've been avoiding me too. You know, that hurts my feelings, [Y/N]," his teasing tone invokes a blush out of you. And before you know it, you're mumbling out, "I hate you."

"Ouch that hurt," he holds his hand to his heart to fake being offended, but then crouches down to your level and mumbles softly, "I love you though."

Your eyes go wide, the blush on your cheeks evident as you turn to look at him, "Wait, really?" 

"Really," he throws you a smile, ruffling your hair as he continues walking, "I'm guessing you avoided me because you knew?"

"No," you shake your head as he looks back, "No, I was avoiding you because I think I love you too."

It all comes together now; all the strings become untied, and it's in front of you. Falling in love with Sugawara Kōshi was the easy part. It's admitting to yourself that it happened which was hard. You had built up many walls around you, but he always found a way through. Why, you may ask? Because the boy you've fallen in love with decided to build a door to walk through.

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[darkdevasofdestruction]

Hi! I just found your blog asdfktjyz you're amazing *-* and you write for lots of fandoms I love! Can I ask for a little request? I wanted to ask for oldest fandoms buuut I'm currently obsessing over La casa de papel so I thought why not? Can I have hcs for Sergio cuddling with s/o? (I know he has Raquel but... a girl can always dream hahaha)

(( El Profesor has been my fave character since the first episode and the actor is an absolute angel I stg. El Profesor, Berlin and Nairobi are my faves, bless them - And Denver’s laugh -As well as that, while I like Raquel as a character, I found her wayyy too aggressive when approaching love, which isn’t exactly a trait of character I appreciate, and for Sergio, I think it wasn’t the best. He’s such an awkward and gentle sweetheart…))

This baby is under a lot of stress and pressure because of the big plan, training the guys for 5 months, everything going on with Raquel, but after that, when he moves to the island, he’s going to let relaxation and the holiday vibe take over him completely

He deserves a break - A long, calming break with his beloved

He’d be silent the whole day when he spends with you, awkwardly shifting around the room, walking silently, thinking, overthinking, planning everything, but it seemed like his brain was roasting inside his skull so much that he was about to burst into tears and have a breakdown right there and then

Thankfully, his S/O knows him the best so you’re going to hug him from behind and take his hands into yours, leaning your head on his back, holding him tightly

He’d try to protest, saying that he’s busy and needs to concentrate to achieve his goals, and we all know how the idea of relationships between associates is only going to damage the plan

Of course, he broke the rule he set himself because he loves you dearly

This way, you took of his blazer gently and started humming the Italian Resistance Song to him, in a way to sooth him, as you slowly take him to the bed and cuddle him, his head close to your chest so he could feel your heartbeat and warmth, as relax somehow

You’d play with his hair and massage his scalp, caress his cheeks, and kiss his face all over, telling him everything will be okay and that he’s the smartest man alive, and of course his plan will go perfectly

He might shed a few tears while he holds you tightly

If he feels really down, he’s going to confess to all his worries, insecurities, his past, the people around him and so on

He’s a sincere and genuine person and you know most of the things about him, since you gained his trust enough to be higher than Berlin on his list of favourite and trustworthy people, but there are always little things that you get to learn about him

It’s not going to take very long before he falls asleep in your arms with a soft smile on his face, and it would make your heart so giddy because he’s a precious cinnamon roll who deserves the world

You only pray that the plan is going to work as he wishes and then you can run away into the world, see the beauty of life and live a life without worries, just the two of you, together, forever