#I'm not starting from zero
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Important (Hiatus)
....Where do I start?
After three and a half years, I think I've hit burnout.
Ever since my semester started back in August- no, back in the spring, my interests had fully shifted.
I think my career and journey as a writer and story teller are branching out into new territory now. And I want to see where it takes me.
It's been progressively harder to bring myself to write for this blog. I still have things sitting in my drafts and my inbox is still full but I really want to write original stuff and focus more on the series I started.
Not to mention that I genuinely have to start job hunting now as well.
After non-stop uploads and posts for nearly four years, I'm going to say that this is being put on pause. I wanted to last until the fourth anniversary but I can't bring myself to write that many posts and prompts to fill in that gap. Getting to this point was difficult as it was.
Don't get me wrong, I don't want to bring this blog to a full stop.
I still want to talk to people. I still want to hear your ideas and your stories as well. I plan on keeping my commissions open if you still want more Zelda or LU stories, but for the blog itself, I think it's run its course.
I plan to spend more time on my other blog that I made for the stories I plan on writing in the future.
You can find it right here.
I hope to see you there! I have many more stories to tell. I just think that my time for LU is gonna be put on hold for now until my creative energy comes back.
I want to put my energy into something more productive to me in becoming a full-time author.
This community has opened up so many opportunities for me and I've got to talk to so many wonderful people. I couldn't be happier with where I am, truly.
I owe you all so much.
So thank you for entertaining me and my nonsense. <3
Thank you for giving me the push I needed to believe in myself.
And lastly, thank you for sticking with me for as long as you have.
All that being said, there will be no posts (written works) as of next week. And there will be no posts in the foreseeable future unless they have been commissioned and I have been given permission to post them.
#pinky speaks#linkeduniverse#linked universe#linked universe x reader#lu x reader#I made this blog May 2021#I didn't think anything would come of it#now at over 2150 followers I think I really have a chance at my dream#granted#free short stories on tumblr are different than buying a book#but if each of you bought one copy of my book#that would be incredible#i know it won't happen#but i like... actually have an audience here#with my writing in demand and people *wanting* to hear my ideas#I'm not starting from zero#and.... it makes me so happy
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"follow."
#horizon zero dawn#hzd#aloy#rost#i love tiny aloy's little-kid walk/run#i thought about starting on UH but then i remembered the shop prices and said nah#so i'm on VH (i've done fresh UH before and turned it down when buying things but that's a pain to remember lol)#...after hfw's photomode and recently doing a lot on pc with photomode mods in various games hzd's vanilla photomode sure is vexing#unstick that camera from its weird orbit please#free the camera! pls#horizon zero dawn remastered#hzdr#hzd npcs
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My favorite brand of Ratiorine is definitely:
"They both experienced immediate attraction upon seeing the other and are (silently) interested in the possibility of pursuing a relationship, regardless of their differences and the difficulties of their situations."
But also:
"Despite being two of the most hyper-competent people in the universe, they are absolutely idiot4idiot when it comes to romance or discussing their feelings, and they are about to make their complete inability to express themselves and court like normal people into everybody's problem."
#honkai star rail#ratiorine#aventio#dr. ratio x aventurine#I just love the idea that Ratiorine might be the one ship where#BOTH parties were like “Oh no he's gorgeous”#BOTH thinking “I could spend the rest of my life with this person”#zero back-and-forth “Do I really like him? Maybe I'm just confused--”#nope just right from the start “Oh I'm in trouble”#but STILL#not able to get their shit together#still just completely unable to SPIT IT OUT#absolute chaos and drama#ridiculous hijinks#all over a relationship they both desperately want to be in#🤣🤣🤣#and like#it's one of those#“Everyone can see it”#so everyone else in the known universe is watching like#“Should we maybe help them???”#but there's no saving this#theyre both just going to have to put their big boy pants on#and *shudder* discuss their feelings
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number 3s
#artz#milgram project#milgram#fuuta kajiyama#zero escape#zero escape 999#ze 999#santa zero escape#santa 999#started this game 'n was like 'haha wouldn't it be funny if this guy also happened to be 3... like fuuta...' and well wouldn't you know it;#i drew him entirely from memory so as to avoid spoilers i'm sorry for your inaccuracy my guy v__v <3#has anyone made a milgram ze au yet... fun concept...
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This AV Club comment is making me so desperate to write a romcom, you have no idea.
#adventures in writing#the trouble is that the idea begins and ends with 'romcom!'#the same way my desire to write mysteries would be 'they solve a mystery!' and i'd have no idea what the mystery was#there's this idea that keeps niggling me#from back when i was just braindumping potential elements i might want to make use of in an inklings story#and looking back at it later the list elements of 'arranged marriage' and 'rom com' stuck out#as well as a world that involves politics and mermaids#and my brain keeps trying to tell me this is a viable idea while providing zero plot or characters#see the thing about rom coms is that they require detailed characters who need their own arcs#the thing i'm bad at!#so it's hard to fulfill this writing craving because all my brainstorming instincts to start with the plot work against me here
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"You sense it too, do you not, friend? ...Your mistress has need of you."
Something of a companion/sequel to this set. Somnia was Nyx's familiar, and though it wasn't entirely her original purpose, she is adept at helping quell Ahru's Echo when it reels out of control.
#mine#ahru hiraeth#deryk#companions: somnia#ahru's unique form of echo has p much always been related to dreams#but i have done next to zero with it apart from occasionally torture her lol lmao#so i'm going back and refining the concept with somnia 😌#at earlier points she's not quite a physical presence#kind of like an ascian or one of the twelve she somewhat straddles the boundaries between physical and Something Aetherically Higher#and ahru isn't entirely aware of her presence other than her starting to show up in dreams occasionally#leon s kennedy voice: it's that dog again
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#obviously i am Thrilled with all the buddie goodness we got this ep#but one thing about this whole eddie/chris storyline that is driving me absolutely UP THE WALLS#is that there has just been absolutely Zero realistic communication about any of it from the audience's perspective#we don't hear anything about logistics in the moments where chris is actually leaving#(about how long he'll be gone for/if it's just for the summer/etc etc)#which whatever fine tim wanted it to be dramatic#but still in season 8 we don't know if there's been any discussion with chris OR helena and ramon about when/if he should be coming home#like you can infer if you want that the diaz parents have no intention of giving up chris and this was the plan all along#but tbh even that is largely extrapolation on the fandom's part bc they haven't told us anything!!!!!!#two facetimes and three conversations eddie's had with people that Aren't his parents is not enough!!!!#and i know it's the Eddie Diaz Routine(tm) to jump to the most extreme possible conclusion re him moving back to el paso#but WHY have we gotten no indication at all that he's attempted to talk this out with chris at some point in the last 5 months???????????#the dust settled a long time ago and eddie has Always been so good at talking to chris even when it's a difficult subject#i refuse to believe we're in last resort territory i'm sorry askdfjhsa#i want to write something about it but there's so much to tackle i don't even know where to start!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#anyway yes i know i was the one pointing out last week that storylines 8 seasons in are not going to be top notch but that doesn't negate#my frustration aksdjfhsih#tbd
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Ms Fangirl & Friends: The Fight is Always Worth It.




@zaya-mo @the-sith-in-the-sky-with-diamond @ladykatakuri @marierg @thecoffeelorian @salubriousbean @bring-backup-99 @99tech99
I will be leaning hard on my emotional support clones. EchoOoOoOoOoOoOoOo!
#I'm not saying we won't lose anything#I'm saying you are not starting from zero#and your are certainly NOT alone!#Don't despair#We will get through this together#star wars#the bad batch#tbb#tbb echo#EchoOoOoOoOoOoOoOo#jcmmw
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horizon zero dawn (remastered) | thunder's drum
#horizon zero dawn#hzd#the frozen wilds#wish i had a few more to make a nicer photoset but HECK#lookit that volcano!#i'm sure my computer isn't even able to make those clouds look as good as they could but they still look pretty awesome#there's lightning in there too - i mean there was before‚ but the way it lights up the smoke/ash is intense#(if you check my “tfw scenery” tag you can see another shot of the volcano from a similar spot at a similar time#i will say i miss a lot of the color from the original game. it was so specific and recognizable...)#anyway still haven't started a new playthrough yet but i did visit one of my favorite spots :)#horizon zero dawn remastered#hzdr#hzd landscapes#tfw scenery#hzd thunder's drum
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"People are creatures who cant live without loving someone. But since they're creatures who can't love something that's strange or revolting, then by process of elimination, they can't live without loving something they can love."
It's her. The meat woman.
tbh, I don't really know anything about her asides from the stuff that I read on her wiki / Birth of Authority from Wish document and stuff that people in the fandom have said about her, so idk how accurate this would be to her lol but I think I have a gist for what her deal is XD
For Capella, I was going for a kind of butcher aesthetic, but with some touches of demon / dragon elements because iirc she transforms into a dragon at some point (also I think she already has a demonic vibe to her + just... how she is in general), and she 'butchers' people's bodies into grotesque shit. That's also the reason why her weapons are meat cleavers, to go with the whole 'butcher' theme. I also wanted to have a sort of clashing of cutesy / risqué elements in her outfit to go with the contrast of her appearance versus her personality, hence the ruffles + bows in her outfit paired with the latex top, gloves, and pencil skirt. I had no idea what to do with her at first, because her outfit in canon is literally just. A bikini. And some other shit. Aside from a color scheme I had no real 'theme' to go off of, just scantily clad outfit. I was at first gonna go for something like a mad nurse / surgeon vibe cause of how she alters people, but being a butcher just fits so much better for her and goes with her vibes really well. Also I think she's been called 'meat woman' in the LN or WN before so it makes sense lol XD
The authority from a wish document basically says that she wants to be loved by everyone and believes that people only love someone's appearance / looks are all that matter, so she wants to make everyone else around her look disgusting so that they only love her, and says her 'wish' is to turn others into something revolting, so that's what she probably wished for, giving her the ability to transform herself and others into whatever she wants.
#re zero#re zero starting life in another world#re zero kara hajimeru isekai seikatsu#re zero fanart#pmmm#puella magi madoka magica#madoka magica#pmmm fanart#puella magi madoka magica fanart#madoka magica fanart#capella#capella emerada lugunica#capella re zero#the document also mentions some theories that her true form is actually ugly and she got some kind of trauma from it#which i find really interesting :)#could be a possible scenario which “”“something”“” would approach an emotionally vulnerable capella to make her a magical girl :):):)#it also mentions that she transforms people by changing the shape of their od / soul? don't really know how i'm gonna incorperate that lol
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Potential January Reads
A Brilliant Night of Ice and Stars by Rebecca Connolly
Rhododendron Pie by Margery Sharp
So Big by Edna Ferber
Jane Eyre by Charlotte Bronte
Vibrant Paradoxes by Bishop Robert Barron
The Diary of a Country Priest by George Bernanos
Doctor Thorne by Anthony Trollope
Katherine Wentworth by D.E. Stevenson
#monthly reading lists#books#i have so many specific books that i've been lining up#(especially since at the end of the month i was saving new books for the new year)#that i don't need the wider categories#the january categories are still represented#we have lots of vintage fiction (including an american one)#the first book is the story of the carpathia's rescue of the titanic#soon as i saw that premise i was like 'yes please'#it will cover january's category of a book with a cold setting#i read the first couple of chapters and a novel from the perspective of real people is very weird but i like the story so i'll keep going#i also started 'rhododendron pie' and it seems delightful#it's about someone straddling the worlds of normal grounded people and artsy people#and as someone from the world of normal grounded people who likes artsy stuff but still has the perspective that a lot of it is quite silly#i think it will be nice and relatable#i think i'm going to succumb to jane-eyre-ry#every time i consider a different classic reread my brain's just like 'what about jane eyre though?'#'vibrant paradoxes' is a book of essays that i got for free along with my book of church fathers#it's a very thick book to give away for free and looks good#i love essays and these are nice and short#it'll be good to dip into through the month#(i also want to read the church fathers book but that's not something to put on a monthly reading list)#(just something to read through thoughtfully like the bible)#'diary of a country priest' caught my attention months ago#and now that the library hold came in i have zero interest#but maybe putting it on a list will convince me to try#i'd kind of like to keep this one-barchester-a-month thing going and 'doctor thorne' is next#'katherine wentworth' is exactly the kind of vintage fiction that january is made for and i'd like to try and get it off my unread shelf#oh and i forgot to mention someone recommended ferber's first book#but when i downloaded that one i also figured maybe i should read the famous pulitzer-prize-winning one
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i am sympathetic to people's merch issues don't get me wrong but i'd be far more sympathetic if a solid half of the complaints weren't like, shit they made up. also i genuinely thought we all just knew and accepted that merch is usually a bit shit like i'm not saying that's Right but i didn't realise this was news to anyone. ur 27 surely you've bought an overpriced t-shirt with a name on it that washes away before like
anyway. why are people mad the logo on the tit stream hoodie is "printed and not chrome like it claimed on the website" ? am i just ignorant what the fuck are you talking about. what is a CHROME logo? like this is a chrome design that's printed on.. i thought it was obvious that's what it would be... did you think it would be made of metal or like what is the issue here i genuinely don't get what people were envisioning
don't get me wrong i don't think the tit stream merch is particularly pretty, but i don't quite follow the claims about False Advertising
#there are many valid merch criticisms but god why does everyone need to take everything SOOO FAAAAR#don't get me started on people bitching that their merch hadn't arrived yet three weeks before they were set to Start shipping out.#it just pisses me off when people's valid arguments get drowned out by the whiniest people on the planet#and thats coming from MEEEE#this is also why i avoid most discourse in this fandom lol#'do you not care' i do but i know it's gonna get turned into something bigger than it is and i cba#zero interest in purposefully getting more people involved in what's already stupid chaos i'm sorry
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So, first things first: I got a 93.4% in my scoping final, which means I am officially done with the course!!!
What's left is to set up payment options (which I've been procrastinating on for no reason) and schedule a mentoring session with one of the teachers, which is something they do once you finish. And so I probably should make up a list of questions to ask for when I do that.
I don't feel like I really did anything to get closer to working this week - I didn't get my grade until Tuesday, which was a crapshoot anyway because I was out most of the day. And we have company over later today, which means the entirety of yesterday was spent cleaning the house x.x And I took Wednesday off completely from anything work-related, because tears started welling up anytime I even thought about it, so I was trying to be kind to myself. But that means here we are at the end of the week, and all I've really done is sort of poke halfheartedly at tax information and decided that I'll probably just try using TurboTax or something to begin with. Which isn't much for a whole week.
It's really weird, because my emotions keep flip-flopping between these two:
#what's the scope?#strangest of all was the moment i realized the most prominent emotion these days is not fear but SHAME#still not entirely sure why#but i know what crying from fear feels like#and these days whenever i'm not focused on a conversation or chores or something hobby-related#i find myself suddenly dangerously close to tears#and i feel SAD and ASHAMED#someone please explain myself to me because i sure don't understand me#well okay...i know one big part of the shame is the sudden sinking realization that the only way i'll be able to pay my bills in june#is if i literally spend zero dollars for the rest of this month DX#because even if i get started working pretty quickly i still probably won't get paid right away#this past week i've seriously felt like i was fourteen again - crying over something literally every day#i don't know if this is a cause or an effect but i feel like i ought to be energized and excited and ready to get started#but now that i'm done i just feel exhausted#it's over...it's done...now let me lie down on this rock and let the lava consume me while i think of strawberries and cream
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AELSWITH & ALFRED (being SO Married and SO cute 🥺🥰) IN 2x02
#the last kingdom#sevenkingsmustdie#I'm back#I am (mostly) recovered from illness and work has (mostly) calmed down#your honor I love them#they are everything to me#its missing them hours#who am I kidding#I am ALWAYS missing them#and I am always thinking about them#I love them so much#they are everything#they mean so much to me#g o d#the way they look at each other#the way they are so comfortable here and the way alfred is so cute with her#my HEART#he loves her so much#they start this scene with no space between them#literally LEANING against each other#the way the SECOND she starts to move away from him he immediately lets her know that he's joking#because she moved away and they weren't touching anymore#the way she literally is leaning into him in the last gif#the way there is ZERO space between them#they are the definition of married and in love#god#g o ddddddd#I rest my case#they are it#they are the only couple
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Trying to figure out who the hell this "Ninja Brian" musician is and gotta say, not what I was expecting
#first heard of him in a galactikraken song#then in tom cardy's recent release#then youtube started recommending me ninja sex party#the man's had a powerful career#i also had zero idea that dan from game grumps was the other half of nsp. i'm learning so much tonight
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The fact that Charlene Kaye has started an all-girl Radiohead cover band called Labiahead and Lena Hall is the lead singer is a string of words that I think would have actually made my 19-year-old brain explode.
And the fact that I very likely am not available to go to their debut concert is an actual travesty. Like, I am so mad.
#charlene kaye#lena hall#radiohead#labiahead#i have a show that same night and i've been raging about this for weeks since the concert was announced.#if you've followed me for at least the last decade you're aware i love charlene kaye and she nearly single-handedly defined my music taste#as a teen since so much of what i listen to today stemmed from me listening to her and then finding similar artists from there#and even if i don't post as much about her like i did as a teen. know that i still love her music so much.#and she's teased labiahead for months and it really started to come to frutition around the new year and i'm SO excited.#plus lena hall has one of the best female rock voices ever and she's also seemingly one of the only people to cover Sulk#since Sulk covers on youtube are few and far between and i remember being SO HAPPY to find 2 videos of her covering it.#radiohead hasn't performed Sulk live since 1995 and it's also my FAVORITE song of theirs.#so like the fact that charlene was starting labiahead already got me excited. and then you throw in lena hall joining.#like it's just a total no-brainer that she'd be involved. when i found out i was shocked but also like 'of COURSE she is'#and there's a non-zero chance that Sulk will be one of the songs they perform at the debut concert since it's already in lena's repetoire#i'm SO excited for this cover band to be a thing and i'm SO mad i'm missing out on it since it feels so specifically catered for me.
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