#IDK WHAT TO DOOOOOO

[cannibalise]

posts an intro in a discord and immediately feels sick im sooooo normal

[vensulove]

this might sound dumb but keep my cat in your thoughts and prayers please 💔

[tvckington]

man i know it’s just about the end of the semester and my group needs to talk to me today but i am just. so. fucking. tired. i slept for 12 hours last night and woke up feeling worse than i did last night.

[luaspersona]

you know what?

i am sad 🫤

[rosicheeks]

🫣

[shenzuns]

damn. i rly wanna write on my multi side blog but it’s not done? bc some of the muses i wanna add i gotta. re look at their lore Or complete their lore content (i.e my f.f14 muses, o.vw muses and ha.des muses), BUT! i also wanna write on there.

what do.

[shadow0-1]

ayo what if I ship jax with graves

[autisticlee]

I know I complain about this too much but it gets mire frustrating the more years that pass by with nothing changing despite how hard I try.

i'm so tired of being the only one that reaches out to people and asks them to do things (and always get ignored or rejected) why can't people ask me to do things or reach oht first?! it's hard to not feel like everyone dislikes you when you wait years and years for at least one person to reach out and no one does. its hard to not feel like no one likes you when you spend years reaching out to people who ignore and reject you and never get back to you. it feels nice when someone remembers you or genuinely wants you around. but no one goes out of their way to make me feel that. i'm the only one that does and it feels like they don't care. how do you not feel shitty from that???? how do you accept being stuck alone in your dark room with no support and no one to reach out to or share things with? how do you accept going years with no genuine human connection or social interaction? why is that too much to ask for? yet I'm also told it'd apparently "necessary" to have?

i'm usually told to do things alone. told i'll naturally make friends that way. buy i've been doing things alone for half my life ever since i've. een old enough do stuff alone!!!!!! it never gets any better. it's overwhelming to need to do everything alone while disabled. it's exhausting and takes away any chance to relax or enjoy the moment. no one talks to me, unless they target me to beg for money or something which stresses me out so bad. I don't have the energy to keep trying to initiate. i've tried and never made friends from it. I literally do not know how. there's no instruction manual! it's boring to only talk to myself about things I see/experience. that's why i'm trying to share life with others. share the burden and it gets divided, share the joy and it gets doubled, as they say. right?? you'd think, sighs. I dont get it. why is it always my fault according to others when I can't control what others think and do?

I can only give the benefit of the doubt and make up excuses for them for so long before it starts affecting me too negatively to ignore. can people really be "too busy" for 15 years straight when they are posting pictures of all the cool and fun stuff they do with their friends?! you can't say they're just busy and it's not that they don't want me around.

and it's not like I have many options. i'm not in school. there's no local groups/clubs for anyone my age unless it's a "girls only" group and they won't accept a nonbinary person, or a thing I have no interest in at all (and no i'm not going to "just try it" I refuse to go to bible studies and realestste meetups) most groups are for middle age/50+ or children. I doubt they'd accept me into their age specific groups. even if I find a group I could join, they always meet weekday night when I work and wont change for a single person. I'm trying so hard and googling every day and nothing is working. it's exhausting to keep trying and I keep burning out. I keep getting "advice" and no actual friends. I genuinely don't know what to do and no one has been actually helpful.

[woestruckalex]

im scared that if i make a compromise and go to montpellier instead of toulouse next year ill regret it bc i'll be in the middle of "nowhere", far away from my family and far away from my bf and ill just be alone :((

[faggotmarshmallow]

Girl help my coworker is flirting with me and I am flailing hard

[pato-owards]

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[drakonovisny]

i ran into a problem with my little project and idk what to do. the audio from trespasser is slightly louder than in the rest of dai so i was recommended to use the audio normalization tool on all of my samples, but there are 1444 of them and the program only works with 63 at the same time! it's going to take me forever to work all of them through, but if i don't there's a risk that this difference can lower the overall quality of the voice model, even though it's not significant...

[camzverse]

Nooo cam u dont want to analyze the psychology behind mikes actions in the bite of 83 even though scott didnt put anywhere near your amount of thought into it noo dont do that. freak

[introspectionera]

i went to bed with a headache and I woke up with it being the worst headache I have ever had and I was puking and so I took some medicine and put a bag of ice on my head and fell back asleep for 2 hours and woke up with it feeling better but now that I’m up it’s getting worse again and I just want to cry and cry and cry lol

[daz4i]

i need to be euthanized fr. unironically