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pixelatedraindrops · 2 months

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#rain code #rain code spoilers #makoto kagutsuchi #whumpcode #pixeldoodles #my art #animation #sketch animation #yeah I tried to make another animation ;w;#honestly this is super choppy and not clean at all #but idk I had the urge #to see someone feeding this poor boy some ramen broth #thats supposed to be one of those large ramen spoons #another limited animation due to my version of clip only allowing 24fps >_>#I wish I had more...then I could make it longer #but yeah I'll just leave this here and yeet myself outta here #its not nearly as good as my yuma animation x w x;#but I tried and it was quick lmao #animated gif #gif #poor thing's ill/fatigued and needs some rest #had to make an animation of my second lil blorbo too <3 #now you drink your special ramen broth like a good lil flesh eating homunculus and get some rest you silly workaholic~💕

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sapphorror · 7 months

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oh

#invader zim #zadp #saph reads #natterings #iz posting #i dont have anything articulate to add here #but if i dont express how unexpectedly hard this hit me i will implode #the victoriana and theater is basically just icing on a decidedly chrysalis-shaped cake #*slamming fist into floor* they ARE trapped in the center of their own broken narrative cluelessly doomed to repeat their tragedy #never reaching completion or closure or learning or growing because all they can see is the set dressing #prisoner to a contrived feedback loop of their own making because ultimately they dont WANT to leave the stage #preferring the safety of stagnation within a story they understand #and also its about aliens #okay ill chill out now #i really wasnt prepared to get hit with this in the silly au issue okay

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trainingdummyrabbit · 7 months

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angela

hi this is Really Funny but also this just got me thinking that. yknow. angela never really Did get to leave the library did she. like, regardless of if she Completes Her Plan, she still just... shes still just In The Library. all that work to Leave Her House and she just Doesnt Get To. thats fucked up

#pikasks #projmoon #i am so good at taking serious things and making them silly and taking silly things and making them sad. itseems. sjskjfj #i am not supposed 2 be awakw right now pardonme #its so fucked though somehow i didnt really piece that thruline together. im so sad.#makes this place to feel the freedom of living and yet she lives there; dies there; binds herself to it.#i need t rewatch the pale librarian alt but man. man. girlie what are you doing. why are you doing that. girlie please #girlies when they bind themself to the cycle; completely unaware of how tp function without it #completely trapping them in that same cage they wished desperately to escape from the beginning #girl it isnt rebellion to tie your own leash girl please this aint it #and then the other one is yknow. They Just Get Evicted. does she even leave there either? or is she still just hanging out?#graahhhh this is why its so hard t look into limbus all this shit will happen and ill just sit there like ';; i wonder how angelas doing...'#anyway . windowsmoviemaker dissolve effect disappears.

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szczylpierdolony · 2 months

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life is falling through my fingers more that usually

#i’ve been in a pretty much constant state of panic since january #and it’s gotten worse recently bc of 1. thesis writing (or lack thereof)#2. administrative problems at uni that i caused due to the constant state of anxiety and depression #like whyyyy do things like going to the uni office send me spiraling like nothing else #and i’ve been feeling weird and disconnected for a while now and nothing seems to interest me anymore #like i’m light headed in the worst way and i think if one thing goes badly i’ll genuinely fall down crying #and i can’t seem to do anything productive bc of the anxiety either #ok i checked usos. the administrative problem got more or less solved #oh thank god #i love depression loveee it love causing problems for myself that i later have to bother other people about bc i can’t solve them by myself #esp when you have to admit to them that mental illness is what caused them bc even when they’re sympathetic and nice about it i still feel #like such a pathetic idiot my god #also i’ve been thinking a lot abt how a pattern that repeats in my life is the lack of closure #from silly things to more serious ones #like how i didn’t attend my elementary school graduation nor the hs one #the first one bc of travelling and the second bc of covid #so i just closed my laptop and then went to pick up my diploma after matura results and that was it i never saw any of my teachers or #thanked them etc #and how all my friendships that died out were this kind of sudden drop like nothing happened but we just stopped talking one day and that #was it and idk where we stand #and how i seem to leave loose threads everywhere i go and i can’t tell if it’s just a coincidence or if i do that on purpose but #unconciously so as to not have to deal with things ending bc that scares me #i’ve never felt grounded in any moment and it’s so strange #also yeah yeah weird behaviour meant to save me from abandonment whatever #📓#niedziela wieczór i humor popsuty co mogę powiedzieć

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junk-culture · 1 year

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has anyone solved society's most complex problem of how to walk to a train station in a timely and non-stressful fashion yet.

#if i walk normally ill probably miss it if i walk fast i get there several minutes early and sweating like a hooker in church as they say #it's actually because i never leave early enough its a chronic problem i was always just in time at school college and now work #ambiguous disorder ?probably not i think im just a silly billy who never learns.

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justablah56 · 4 months

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I'm literally going to explode and die I sent my best friend a playlist I have about her for valentines day because I love her , but now I'm listening to and being like whoooaaah man those songs are wayyyy too vulnerable why did you think this was a good idea what the fuck

#just blahs #head in my hands #my only hope is that i know that she knows im aro and not actually interested in dating her #but what the fuck man why do i have so many love songs on there orz #i so badly want to try to start/negotiate a qpr with her but like . i dunno if shed actually be down for that #for now ill just leave the song 'friends kiss too' on that playlist and hope but kinda not hope that she doesnt look into it too hard #its not even like oh those songs are exaggerating n i dont actually feel those ways about her but like no . no i literally do .#i just mean it in a silly little aromantic i wish we were qpps and that i could try kissing you and i hope we move in together kind of way #im going to throw up i hate vulnerability

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malwarechips · 1 year

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sup guys so honestly otherlink was mainly what i was using bcz it was the closest i could find to whatever is going on w/ my species rn but hey i just found out that constelic exists soooooo

#lev.txt #optic - oc #constelic fits actually sooo much better holy shit /pos #i gotta change all the stuff on all my abt pages now </3 /silly #also yeah not so gentle reminder that if you dont support alterhuman ppl to like . leave . my blog isnt for you lmao #anyways probably gonna take me a while to get used to saying constel instead of linktype but !#ill get it eventually . its just bcz ive been using otherlink for like actually ages now

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todayisafridaynight · 1 year

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thinking about masato this fine morning good god hes so

preach it brother 🙌

#snap chats #omg same 🥰#kinda. i was just thinking bout nick being all 'sir youre trending' SHUT UUUPPP ITS STILL FUNNY TO ME #eng dub bad ik but i do not care if its making me cackle at that LEAVE ME ALONE #we KNOW my philosophy....... if its for the bit its legit and telling the governor he's trending on twitter is very well For The Bit #no one look at me im going to be cackling to myself about it #oh but Double Fun i do have. a silly thing involving masato cooking #if i actually finish it itll be a miracle cause i sketched it last night and we know if i dont do things in one sitting #its likely i wont finish it but this one shouldnt require a lot of work LMAO so i should be able to get through it #anyway im rambling now i should have breakfast :) BYE #think of masato in my stead while i make mac and cheese. cause again its my food of the week #if im feeling spicy ill make some katsu too #ok bye wait i have one more ask

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kneworder · 1 year

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i also think there are few things funnier than the way allen and kanda's relationship changes throughout the manga. like i do not ship them at all but for over a hundred issues it's yuu edgelord supreme kanda being like 'FUCK you for being nice and polite all the time. the world is a TERRIBLE place and it is STUPID AND NAIVE for you to pretend otherwise' and allen grin and bear it walker being like 'Actually I Believe In The Inherent Value Of Human Life You Piece Of Shit :) Be Nice To People :) Appreciate Your Friends :) Find Hope Or Go To Hell :) ' and then searching for AW hits with all the force of neah and the fourteenth and suddenly allen is like "maybe it is all meaningless actually haha i ruin everything i touch and my life was never truly mine <3 i think i might go catatonic for a little while about it wouldn't that be fun <3 go on the run and isolate myself <3" while kanda tracks him down to shake him by the shoulders like "wait wait wait fuck you oh my god stop that you need to believe in people again what about your fucking friends jesus christ don't you remember them oh my fucking god where did your stupid hope go and why do i have to be the one to force you to find it UGH." kanda fucked around and found out. literally be careful what you wish for.

#it's also a really beautiful character arc!!#like the way allen was such a beacon of hope he literally forced hope into kanda's life after YEARS #and then allen lost everything he ever knew about himself and his life and suddenly it's kanda's job to remind him of that very hope??#that's so good like AWAUGHH??#i wish i did ship them bc it seems like the perfect kind of thing to be mentally ill about #unfortunately i hate hate hate the idea of allen in a relationship love and light <3 #im just mentally ill about them in a platonic way #main character syndrome except it's just that i care about their plot and friendship dynamics too much to ship them with anyone #also he is Literally Son Boy to me. that is a baby. he's my LITTLE GUY.#allen is literally kanda's first friend too tho like i think that's part of it #it's so much more valuable for me to think of kanda finding respect for allen despite and even bc of everything he thought of as a flaw #so kanda coming through for him in searching for AW is just so!!! it is everything to me!!!#kanda starts out the series by outright saying i will leave you behind if you slow me down #and now he's grown so much as a character that he absolutely refuses to give up on allen even when allen's given up on himself #and to me personally this is a much more meaningful friendship dynamic than relationship dynamic #bc it feels more novel platonically #try too hard to beat the hope out of your silly little coworker and you might have to be the bitch who forces it back into him.#it makes me very emotional to think about it ok. i am cringe but i am free etc etc

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dragons-and-yellow-roses · 1 year

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Maintenance guy woke me up two hours before my alarm was supposed to go off. I am missing out on important sleep sir. I am also missing out on important packing for my trip, and changing into proper clothes. Sir, this problem that is in no way your fault and you are trying to fix, is ruining my day. Sir.

#8am trying to sleep and i hear banging on my door #terrifying #hear him shouting 'maintenance!'#scramble to hide my space heater #he opens the door and i am confused in my pajamas because i did not call for maintenance #apparently my upstairs neighbors have frozen pipes so he needed to go through my ceiling #my ceiling! to get a fan on it #and i have to live with this fan until Tuesday or Wednesday when he'll come in and actually fix it #how rude #im just sittinf in bed so i dont get in his way #i have my space heater hidden in a cupboard discreetly aimed at me #because i dont want him to see it. but i dont want to freeze to death #yes ill turn it off and let it cool before i fully shut it in the cupboard #im not a silly goose #i want to sleep so bad but i have a man drilling a large hole in my ceiling and its cold as shit!!#i have to drive four hours on very little sleep in very questionable weather and now i am grumpy :(#nah its fine but i will complain and no one can stop me #wanna get going but i have to pack but i dont want to be in his way #but hes in my way!! i cant get out of my door!!!!!!! i need to haul all of my laundry out the door but hes in the way #i hate living in an apartment. i need to leave immediately #at any time a man can break into my apartment and take out my ceiling

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malewifeph1lza · 29 days

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ougghhhghh qblrsmp save me. save me qblrsmp

#I just want to see my silly mc friends but I am not free for another like 3 hoursssssss 🥲#TODAY IS ROUGH IDK IF ILL EVEN BE ABLE TO PLAY 0(-(#had to force myself to seem able bodied in front of my boss so there goes my body #my brain isn’t all there I keep zoning out my vision won’t focus and it’s annoyingggggg #and then stress and mixed emotions from the eggs I watched leaving (for now at least)#hough #into pieces emote.#colt posts

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stardust-make-a-wish · 10 months

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#stardust.txt #let me ramble abt my day and then talk abt my sad dream under a few tags lfjdkfkdjdk #hmmm its so hard to line up schedules already so im worried for what my free time will look like during the sem when jm gonna be busy T__T #🥳🥳 i managed to secure a slot in a class that had previously only had 8am seats open (death) but now my inbox is blowing up w notifs #that i did sign up for. but im too lazy to turn them off. bc i was desperate and set notifs for Every slot that wasnt kn the morning #lots of ppl at my job r leaving bc college/getting a diff job and its kinda sad </3 i was planning on leaving myself but ill prolly stay #for another month or two at least #lately i have been playing star rail incessantly bc im waiting for bestie to finish watching her aa playthroughs so we can play tg/aa at the #same time #thats my life tags for today. sad dream thoughts now #i always seem to remember my not-so-fun dreams with perfect clarity compared to the ones tht are more silly and not based in reality #me: im over this person who cut me out of their life very swiftly with zero warnjng #also me: repeatedly dreams of reaching out to them and becoming friends again #its like i dont feel any ill will towards them bc i care but its like usoyqiqgjdjsgkwrb i wish it wasnt seen as harsh to tell someone #straight up u dont wna be friends w them. bc PERSONALLY that would hurt much less than being dropped out of nowhere not knowing if it was #bc of life stuff or just bc. they dont care anymor #if they dont care i would also like to be free of caring. but bc i dont KNOW why we arent friends anymore i just keep thinking abt it #i miss her :(#ill live tho ✌️ will probably cross paths with her at family parties and have to be normal yaaaay

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mistergoddess · 11 months

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omg just remembered the highlight of my work day was seeing a BEAUTIFUL trad cuff tattoo and gushing about it and asking her who did it and her citing a local artist 🥺🥺🥺 ummm im not gonna run out and hit him up bc i need to budget and don't have much time left here for booking but WAOOOWWWW so exciting to see in person and know that there's a local artist who has done them... a trad cuff is rly like my current tattoo holy grail which idk is maybe a lil stupid and overdramatic but we don't have that many tough ass trad artists here and even for a trad artist who mainly does more conventional compositions i think it's gotta be a hard one to pull off, doing super super clean bold straight symmetrical matched up lines on such a weird small bendy wrapped body part, and it's super visible and probably a bitch to heal so i don't imagine people ask for them a lot therefore artists don't get to do them a lot... so i've always known that if i want one i gotta do my research and find someone who knows wtf they're doing and is confident with it. So idk it was just exciting as fuck to see one by a local artist i was like oh my gggggoooooddddddd freaking out and she was super sweet about it waaah

#i think my ultimate tattoo holy grail is a huge ass back piece that i wish i was rich enough to ever afford lol #and also my yume nikki themed sleeve idea hehe #which ive thought about and wanted for YEEEEAAAAARSSSSS #so im keeping those spots open n untouched in hopes that maybe somedayyy ill be in the place to start big projects #for now the tattoo fever is real and im thinkin of getting a lil silly and seeing if i can book smth with my friend before i leave #even tho i do need to budget :) but... just lil and smalll... just a lil one... a lil present to myself...#and ive been talking to a dif friend who is umm not an apprentice or tattooer yet <3 but is self taught... about doin smth #which id also pay for of course #so... getting sillay but uouughhh the FEVER THE TATTOO FEVER IS SO BAD #shitpost.txt

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boombams · 11 months

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lord have mercy on me

#EVERYWHERE I GO !!!!! I SEE OMORI !!!#ples leave me aloneeeeee i am just a poor little guy WHO HASNT FINISHED THE GAME YET #im not even actively looking for it. tumblr just recommends blogs with omori fanart but they have !! spoilers !!#arrrrrrhhhhhhh girl i am. fighting for my life #anw ill probably just block the tag now :'( goodbye silly omori friends #dumb things ft. hae #delete later

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zenyuumi · 1 year

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I'm gonna cry and sob and bawl right now . Maybe even explode and die

#vent tag #GOD IM SO FUCKING TIRED #im jyst . AGHH #why couldnt i just leave the fucking kitten on the sidewalk. if i just did that i wouldnt be in this mess #even if it was orphaned i shouldve just left it alone #i love it but now my grandfather is pissed at me . hes telling me shit like Why would you bring it home and Just leave it on the road #I WANNA KILL SOMEONE AND IT MIGHT JUST BE ME #<- not srs bc im a coward. but god i just wanna vanish and never come back #ill get over this . im being silly

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skeletonmaster69 · 1 year

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#vent continued #frankly i dont know why im even talking about it here when none of you care either #i mean yoy all follow me for funny shit and thats literally it none of yoy give an actual fuck #i could drop dead right now and none of yoy would care #oooo look at me im such a silly little guy please stop ignoring me please be nice i promise ill be funny for you if your nice #i promise ill be your little pet compliment and joke dispenser if you just hang out with me every few months and say you like me #its so funny when the only adults that care are literally paid to do so #its even funnier that sometimes even qhen theyre paid to they still dont care enough to do the bare minimum to keep me alive #its *even funnier* than that that not a single one of the 300 people who like the silly things i reblog would care if i died #thats another selfish thought im not allowed to think that because im always selfish even if all i want is for people to care for once #i hate all of you #and see thats why no one cares because i say i hate them right after i beg them to care this is why im so stupid #im so tired if dad was one of those neglectful parents that leaves a gun around id hurry up and blow my brains out #maybe my best friends would be sad but lets face it everyone else woumd get over it before the funeral ended #'oh no my son is dead. atleast i dont need to deal with what a failure he is anymore'#i thoght meds were supposed to stop me from feeling like this anymore why the hell are we payinf for them if i still wanna die so bad #im so tired. i wish it was all over already

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