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do-rey-me · 10 months

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if murderbot learned what autism was i truly believe itd go "wow humans are so ridiculous they cant even agree on their own stupid human social rules" and then never think about that or its possible relation to its own behaviors ever again

#mensah: secunit here are some accessibility drones so u can interact with the world more comfortably #mb: its super impressive how she can make up reasons to get around the 'no drones allowed rules' just so she can bribe me #ratthi has his head in his hands. like deities send me strength i cannot fucking deal with this #tmbd #mbd #murderbot diaries #i dunno the tags man. i also do not know if its even funny anymore #im so tired #lost track of my life and didnt realize i ran out of sleep meds haha. fuuck #tomorrows gonna fucking suck balls #my posts

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boygirlctommy · 1 month

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i love the bit from oct 17 2020 when tommy and quackity trapped wilbur in a cobblestone box to keep him from pressing the button... wilbur punching through the blocks with his bare hand to try to get to the button... tommy frantically replacing the block in front of him yelling for quackity to do something... the moment when tommy stops, blocks the exit, and tells wilbur to do it. press the button. but then theyd die with him. quackitys like "wait, wait-" but tommy holds his ground and wilbur. ohh wilbur. "why'd you have to make it so hard?"

#my post #this is just me rambling sorry i love that stream ive watched it sososossoooo many times from all 3 povs #AND AFTER TOMMY AND QUACKITY LEAVE....#wilbur replaces the button. i just need to know that its there.#and he goes on and on about how hes such a showman. how he shouldve just pressed it when he was alone.#but he just NEEDED someone to see him he needed someone to bear witness. guh #shaking. shaking. shaking. tommy put so much trust in him in that moment. he looked at him and said i know you want to hurt yourself but yo #wouldnt hurt me. and is he right to believe that? is he? maybe back in lmanberg maybe back during 'your life is worth more than the #revolution' but in pogtopia?? during 'wilbur wanted to be treated poorly so he treated others poorly'? it was a gamble for sure #and i mean as time went on tommy realized that. that as much as he cared about wilbur he couldnt trust him all the way.#but either way. in that moment i think tommy was sure that wilbur wouldnt press it if he realized that tommyd be killed as well.#that even though at this point people were saying wilbur was crazy. that hed lost it. that even if he didnt get it he knew something was #different about wilbur now. in that moment he bet everything on if there was anything of his brother left he wouldnt hurt him.#fucking. collapses onto the floor #disclaimer if anyone actually reads this far im not trying to slander pogbur in 2024 by calling him crazy thats just how like. every single #other character saw him.#anyways thanks for coming to my ted talk

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suntails · 1 year

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do you deserve to be loved?

#*smashes thru the wall like the kool aid man* im fucking back #we're so back. it's joever. i'm screeching into the sun i'm ILL i fucking sobbed last night i cried during work #i sat and drew during my lunch i finished the lore drop at 7am and didnt sleep and drew until work started at 9 #i. um. i dont even know where to start for making shit. i feel adrift i feel lost in the sauce of misery #the way he screamed at his baby self that he didnt deserve to cry. that he didnt deserve to be loved. im fucking ILL #ive talked before abt his bad relationship w his own mortality but ngl i REALLY underestimated how deep this ran...esp w the new dad knowle #twst #twisted wonderland #twst silver #silver vanrouge #ch7 spoilers #book 7 spoilers #he got a new rigged expression!!! all the new animations!!!!!! as a rig animator by trade i was v impressed and pleased #silver nation. fuck every other book like im sorry this one wins u cant deny it #suntails

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nova-rpv · 7 months

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they but human yippee

i didnt even bother w their designs, but i just wanted to get out of artblock

#i have so many wips...... uuuugh #and my computer has died like. twice while drawing so. ive lost so many fucking drawings ;;#and tendinitis and masive artblock and i started school two days ago and im so tired and new medication and #also no idk how to draw locs i just winged them w references kfbsnfbnfbdk #how the the physics of shadow's hair works you ask? chaos energy maybe idk #sth #sonic fanart #sonic #sonic the hedgehog #shadow the hedgehog #nov.aart

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pictureday2005 · 1 year

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DONT REPOST THIS thanks

#home #mine #turning reblogs off and taking it out of tags for a while #i might just delete it #it feels fucking dehumanizing none of you were here nobody knows what happened in these walls #even the people who live there now who probably trashed the place #neither did the people who took that grand piano out in pieces #none of you will ever understand how much i lost when they took me from here #that little girl is dead shes fucking dead and im living in some cruel imitation of her #and every time ive tried to kill myself its been so i could go home again #but i cant ill nevet go home shell never go home home isnt real anymore #r

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boobchuy · 2 months

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I love amphibia I'm really happy it exists

#this is so random LOL but ive been like going thru lots of phases where im just trying to feed into a latest interest #and when doing so i tend to look back on the stuff ive liked in the last and like.. as im scrolling thru an anne and sprig tag on tumblr #i suddenly had a realization that i havent been feeling sad about the fact that the shows been over for a while now??#idk its crazy to me instead im just having warm fuzzy feelings inside and im just #gah i do miss these goofs but i really appreciate the laughs and the love you showed me. hope u dumbasses are doing ok #also more random thoughts: the 'did hop pop just leave us' joke has been randomly playing in my head for no reason other than me remembering #season 1 and also been randomly reading gf fics and read a crossover one w amphibby and i fucking lost my shit when it reminded me abt how #they fucking played kpop in all in like thags so fucking funny to me all the time for no reason its peak silly

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luck-of-the-drawings · 4 months

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[OLD ART ALERT] A COLLECTION OF SCENES FROM THE GILLIONS CATSCRATCH ARC THAT BROUGHT ME GREAT JOY. i love fishy chips especially when its just gillion being delirious and violent and hostile

#jrwi fanart #jrwi show #jrwi riptide #jrwi riptide spoilers #JUST NOTICED A MILLION MISTAKES FUUUUUUUUCK BUT WWHATEVERRRRR IF I STARE AT THIS ANYMORE IM GONNA HHUURRRLLL #SO I REALLY LIKE FISH AND CHIPS RIGHT. IVE BEEN IN LOVE W THE SHIP EVER SINCE THAT NAT 20 KISS #BUT I THINK I SHIP IT WRONG. OR LIKE. I AM CORRECT BUT EVERYONE SHIPS THEM DIFFERENTLY #THE FISH N CHIPS I SEE EVERYWHERE ELSE IS SO FLOWERY AND SWEET AND ROMANTIC. AND THATS NICE! THAT STUFFS NEAT #but gillion and chip would NEVERRRR enter anything similar to a romantic relationship. chips too damaged and gillions too uninterested #I LIKE MY FISH N CHIPS ONE SIDED AS FUCK #bc 2 gillion chip is his best friend in the whole wide world but hes also kinduvagross little man that took him a MINUTE to really warm up2 #but to CHIP gillion is this powerful and gorgeous and heroic paragon of destiny and his best friend in the whole world who will #bring about the eschaton. 'i didnt believe in destiny until i met you' until i met a champion radiating with a light thatll alter the world #OHH REMEMBER THE FIRST ICE ARENA?he was so mad.still probably shaking from the ordeal.NEVER had he felt true divine radiance CLEAVE through #his SOUL like that.do you remember that moment in the forest w the bugs. an alien from the ocean; lacerating the land w lightning #when the realization flickered in chip for a moment.that the thing standing before him was more powerful than he could ever fathom #remember when grizz mentioned that the nat20 kiss was the 'best kiss chip ever experienced'. that has nothing to do w this. where was i.#LOST MY TRAIN OF THOUGHT. BUT HEY. I THINK at the beginning chip absolutely knew that gill was smth grand n powerful n scary #when gillion revealed what exactly the prophecy was;chip got defensive and mad.sure he was sleep deprived but OOH. HES SCARED!#he believes gillion too! he believes that his destiny is to eradicate either the sea or land and that scares him!#but then he gets past it bc ultimately he trusts his bestfriend gillion so so much. he fuckin loves this dude.#he would throw himself intothe path of fire for this dude. he would boat across the ocean for this dude.he would build arenas for this dude #even if this dude will end half the world.even if this dude wields the power and the obligation to eradicate him at any second.#even if this dude is going to throw himself into harms way for his own comrades.even if this dude is just going to sacrifice himself.#one way or another one shall die for the other.these self-sacrificial bastards click so well with eachother!!#chip believes his body is best used to pave roads and gill believes his body is destined to pave prosperity.WHATEVER!!#i really love their dynamic!! they care for eachother so much!in MY heart tho. the icing on the cake here is the fantasy that chip is #just a bit more In Love w gillion than he realizes. like this powerful fish guy is HOT and PRETTY and KIND and FUNNY and LOYAL and STRONG #but gillion would never rly feel that same sort of attraction towards chip. its just not rly his thing. aroace as fuck man.#thats how it is in MY little heart atleast. and i sit here and play w my touys in my brain n i explore my silly lil one sided fish y chips.

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wyrmswears · 5 months

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gguys im so fucking serious id die for a flashback episode following at least one member of the team in the immediate aftermath of the merge

#WE KNOW LIKE LITERALLY NOTHING ABT WHAT ANYONE WAS DOING #ok cole we know has been in the lamd of lost things the entire time #and zane was offline(still leaves many questions??? howd he get in the egg??)#lloyd is missing a huge chunk of time (doesnt remember how he or the bounty got to the monastery)#and he meets kai a few weeks later who vaguely had to travel through several realms to get there #and nya didnt originally end up in the realm of madness or at least near the craglings. but we get no details on where she did end up #jay pixal and wu are obviously ????? too #guys im so fucking serious rn we know NOTHING #this show is gonna be the death of me #ninjago #lego ninjago #ninjago dragons rising #wyrm rambles

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taxkha · 1 month

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Sometime in 2021 or 2022 I deleted a good amount of my old art from this blog and I really regret this now. Theres still art starting 2015 on here and I also never threw away any of my traditional art, but unfortunately Facebook deleted my old artist page where I had my first digital drawings and even older art from 2012-2017, I deleted my old twitter art acc and I also cant access my old laptop anymore because I forgot my pin and its also pretty damaged and the older I get the more upset I get about this. This is a reminder to artists of all kind to please save your art and to not throw anything away and to not delete anything. Your old art isn't embarrassing, it's the best art you made at that time and to be able to look back onto your old stuff and say "I've improved so much" is a great feeling.

#rambles #I specifically deleted a lot of art from 2019 and 2020 #because I got really embarrassed about it #and I still dont like a lot of my art from that time but #I experimented with my style a lot at that time #some experiments being pretty hideous #but that experimental phase was important to what my art is now #which is something I like.#and man Im just rambling #but Im so sad to realize how much of my old art I dont have anymore #especially my facebook page being lost makes so fucking sad

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sluckythewizard · 6 months

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YOU JUST HƎARD IT FROM [HIS MOUTH] FOR SURƎ!!!

#cw gore #cw blood #jrwi fanart #jrwi suckening spoilers #jrwi suckening #BEEN VEHEMENTLY SCRIBBLING THIS THING ALL DAY #IM SO FUCKING IN LVOE W THE NEW EPISODE #VIV N VEX ARE LITERALLY EVERYTHING I COULDVE EVER WANTED. I LOVE BLOOD AND MEAT AND BLOOD AND MEAT #THE SCRIBBLE IS KINDA ROUGH SO DONT LOOK AT IT TOO HARD BUT EHEHEHEEEE THE FACE THAT I CREATED UNNERVES ME #AND IM VERY HAPPY ABOUT THAT. I LOVE CREATING SOMETHING AND HAVING IT EVEN SLIGHTLY PHASE ME #I LOVED ALL THE TOOTH RIPPING NOISES IN THIS EPISODE. AHVE U EVER HAD A TOOTH REMOVED?#SHE USED A BLUNT METAL TOOL TO PUNCH IT OUT. IT REMINDED ME OF THE SPLINTERING OF A TREE. THE WAY IT TORE.#SUCH A SPECIFIC SORT OF CRUNCHING AND SPLINTERING AS A MOLAR WAS RRRRIPPPEEDD FROM THE SOCKET. OHH I LOVE IT.#GOING IN FOR A ROOT CANAL NEXT WEEK AND IM VERY EXCITED. ALL THE DENTISTS LOVE ME N ARE SO NICE TO ME #WHAT A GREAT EPISODE. I HOPE THE URGE TO DRAW MORE STRIKES ME LIKE THIS AGAIN. WEEEE!!#I WANNA ANIMATE EMIZEL GETTIN HIS EYE RRIPPED OUT. BUT. IM ALREADY COOKING 3 OTHER VIV N VEX ANIMATIONS #THERES NO WAY THEY WILL ALL BE FINISHED HELP!! HELP MEE!!!! I HAVE TO MANY IDEAS AND NOT ENOUGH HANDS. DO U GUYS REMEMBER HTF?#OR HAPPY TREE FRIENDS. THE CUTE ANIMAL SHOW W ALL THE BLOOD AND GORE AND TERRIBLE TERRIBLE THINGS HAPPENING TO THE CUTE ANIMALS #in elementary school i would show the 'eyes cold lemonade' to other kids and tell em thats how they make pink lemonade.#hope that helps you undertsand. i wish i could make a lil cartoon w just viv n vex doing what they do best #LOST MY TRAIN OF THOUGHT. IM GOING BACK TO MY LAB. DONT EXPECT TO HEAR FROM ME IN A MILLION YEARS

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kabutoden · 7 months

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if aradia's death was just in-character for a long roleplay, what's the deal with tavros and terezi's disabilities? did vriska have anything to do with them?

She Did Do Those Things. vriska no!!!!!!

#im insane that vriska is a roleplayer #its so funny to me i love roleplaying jokes #for those not in the know: 'i was just acting in character' is a common phrase used by people Behaving Badly #vriskas like OOOOOOHHH you want me to break the carefully crafted and lovingly acted personality of marquise spinneret mindfang? you monste #listen!!! im playing as my spidersona!!!!! its what she would do shes a spider you want me to not act like a spider???#vriska. you threw the boy off a cliff screaming and cackling to yourself FLY PUPA FLY #thats not '''''''in character''''' marquise spinneret wouldnt have fucking done that you bitch!!! you just got bored and started #causing problems!!!!#her glasses details had to be shifted around because vriska saying to terezi 'its harder for me. i lost 7 eyes you only lost 2' is so fucki #oh my god vriska no. NO. VRISKA #but yeah she did still do those things. i wasnt sure how to handle this but i decided to go this way. a vriska is a vriska #vriska #homestuck #bugstuck #vriska serket #One time I got a death threat in the middle of an in-person roleplaying game. That underclassman just looked at me with hatred in their eye #a panic attack #then later after THAT they began openly weeping.

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milo-igidk · 1 month

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the fucking galls that keefe haters have saying theyre "a small and hidden comunity" when theyre all i see here

#im so fucking tired of yall go touch grass and stop yelling abt how a child is manipulative #kotlc #keeper of the lost cities #kotlc fandom #kotlc thoughts #kotlc keefe #keefe sencen #anti keefe sencen

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isa-ah · 9 months

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here's what it is I think. it's so hard to just enjoy stupid shit anymore bc it's all so commercialized. commodified. we couldnt just enjoy frogs and mushrooms- I have to see 30 posts a day that are reblog bait for people's Etsy collections of pride colored mushroom themed frogs. we couldn't take away anything of weight from be gay do crime, instead I have to see it slapped onto every conceivable piece of merchandise in every font under the sun, for years on end. it's not fun anymore. it makes me hate things I used to enjoy.

#this very nearly happened to highland cows which have been my favorite animals for years & years #but people lost interest in them before i had to deal with the commodification burnout thank god #i know everyone needs to get their bag but fuck dude how many bubble style frog stickers does etsy need #how many be gay do crimes possoms in inoffensive sanrio styles can you stomach #theres nothing interesting or unique about this anymore its content for the content mill #its corporate art style for poor people im so tired of seeing it EVERYWHERE

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saturngalore · 9 months

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the universe of saturngalore 🪐🌈

#ts4 #sims 4 #the sims 4 #black simblr #black simmer #ts4 edit #🪐#happy 2nd anniversary to me!!#um it seems like i was really fucking with the color blue this year cause my absolute favorite edits are the blue ones #i did so much stuff in cas and in game which im amazed at how well they turned out #i also did so much retro 70s/20s stuff this year like yasss go little history nerd #there’s so much stuff that i had planned but i didn’t get it to do which is 😕#it’s bc i either lost motivation/procrastinated/focused a lot of cc making #but nonetheless thank you so muchhhh to everyone that supported and inspired me this year it’s really means a lot 🫶🏾💗#i hope to break out my shell more and interact much more with y’all in 2024 #there’s so much i got planned for 2024 both cc and edit wise so i hope will get the opportunity to do it all 🙏🏾#2023 was a rollercoaster year for me so i really hope that 2024 is muchhh better #okay byeeee tysm if you read this far 😭🫶🏾💗

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nova-rpv · 10 days

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unhinged stinky critter for @lazydayslivin

dont forget ur daily clicks!!

#I FINALLY FINISHED A SORREL DRAWING AND NOT LOST THE FILE YIPPEEE #ive made like 3 whole fucking drawings of him before. i lost them in the void i call my computorr #also i couldnt figure out how to draw their logo on their cape bc of the folds so i made anotherlogo #hope u like it payton ^^ also sorry that i havent replied i got too anxious and i dont kbow if ill ever reply but ur so nice but i cant rn #(im in a shitty mental state too. please dont take me not responding personal im just Not Competent Texting and Not Okay)#sth #sonic fanart #sonic #sorrel the hedgehog #sonic oc #nov.aart

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demadogs · 2 months

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stranger things season one 2016 was so fucking incredible. it exists as an entirely different entity to me than the rest of the show. you literally just had to be there. to this day nothing has ever come close to the amount of universal love for a fictional story that stranger things first received. ive been chasing this high for eight years.

#ik theres a lot of young fans of this show that are teenagers rn and listen #if you were too young to watch this when it first came out I DONT THINK YOU REALIZE HOW HUGE IT WAS AT THE TIME #THE FIRST TEASER FOR SEASON TWO LITERALLY PREMIERED DURING THE SUPERBOWL #THAT ALPHABET WALL DID SOMETHING TO OUR BRAINS AND CHANGED THE WAY WE MAKE AND CONSUME SCIFI FOREVER #i genuinely believe that scene of joyce looking around at all the lights is one of the most iconic scenes in tv history #like i cant even explain it to you we lost our fucking minds over this show it was unlike anything anybody has ever seen #this was such a pivotal memory of my junior and senior year year of high school #everyone was wearing merch my teachers would gush about it in class everyone tuned in to watch the cast on fallon it was EVERYWHERE #and do not even get me started on halloween that year oh my god #it was just so fucking fun i miss it #just rewatched s1 and all i can think about is 17 year old me losing my fucking mind #its such an amazing season #i do understand why some people say they wish it stopped at season one im glad they didnt but i see where theyre coming from #stranger things #byler

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