!TW eating disorder!
Aiden never had problems with his body... Well never used to have problems atleast.
Everything was all fine until his parents came home once when he was watching a movie. He wasn't eating healthy while watching the movie, but who does? You don't go to the cinema and ask for a salad, no you ask for popcorn. But according his his mum eating such foods will ruin his body.
"You don't need anymore junk food in you. I mean look at you!" She gestured to his stomach "You're already getting a little bit chubby"
His dad (like normal) didn't say a word to disagree with his mum. He also didn't say anything to agree with her. His silence was enough, it spoke volumes.
He didn't start hating his body straight away. At first all he did was avoid eating infront of his parents. He knew that mum would make a comment and that his dad (with enough convincing from his mum) will start bothering him about food.
But then he stopped eating infront of people in general. He didn't know when or why it started but it felt like everyone's eyes were on him, judging him. Silently asking 'are you really going to eat all of that?' And 'I could never eat something as unhealthy as that'. If he was uncomfortable eating infront of people then he didn't have to. Of course the others started to ask questions as they became naturally concerned. He brushed it off "I'm just not hungry" he told them. He guessed that excused only worked the first few times, but for the moment nobody was questioning him so he was fine with it.
Slowly, he just stopped eating. He remembered the moment he decided that he should stop. In his room layed a full body mirror and next to it a discarded scale. His parents brought him the scale as a 'gift' he knew they were trying to make him lose weight, that's why he put it next to the mirror he never used. But things change. Every single day he checked his weight and every single day he looked in the mirror he saw what his parents saw.
He was disgusting, he was ugly. Maybe one day if he became skinny enough he would deserve his parents love.
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List of my force-sensitive ocs because I have no self-control whatsoever:
1. Nayah Johari
Homeworld: Shili (raised on Coruscant)
Species: Togruta
Gender: Female
Age: around 36
Status: Alive
Affiliations:
Jedi order
Galactic republic
Grand army of the republic (formerly)
35th attack battalion (formerly)
Alliance to restore the republic
Master: Sirial Wil
Apprentice: Easuu Teemado
2. Sirial Wil
Homeworld: Raxus (raised on Coruscant)
Species: Human
Gender: Female
Age: 25
Status: deceased
Died in: 19 BBY, Coruscant
Affiliations:
Jedi order
Galactic republic
Grand army of the republic (formerly)
35th attack battalion (formerly)
Master: Sierna Nurnirrae
Apprentice: Nayah Johari
3.Vitali Sashka
Homeworld: Arkania (Raised on Coruscant)
Species: Arkanian
Gender: female
Age: Around 32
Status: Alive
Affilations:
Jedi order
Galactic republic
Grand Army of the Republic (formerly)
75th Legion (formerly)
Alliance to restore the republic
Master: Cid Krodviss
Apprentice: Neha'ir Esrurdoa
4.Rahnya Caladi
Homeworld: Pantora (raised on Coruscant)
Species: Pantoran
Gender: Male
Age: Around 50
Status: Alive
Affilations:
Jedi order
Galactic republic
Grand Army of the Republic (formerly)
356th Star corps (formerly)
Alliance to restore the Republice
Master: Hazaam Vanil
Apprentices:
Ishkall Daerig
Unknown padawan
5. Ishkall Daerig
Homeworld: Cathar (raised in Coruscant)
Species: Cathar
Gender: Male
Age: Early 30's
Status: Alive
Affilations:
Jedi order (formerly)
Galactic republic (formerly)
Grand Army of the Republic (formerly)
356th Star corps (formerly)
Galactic Empire (currently)
Inquisitorius
Masters:
Rahnya Caladi (formerly)
Darth Vader
Darth Sidious
6.Nero Esqualdi, née Neha'ir Esrurdoa
Homeworld: Ryloth (Raised in Nur)
Species: Twi'lek
Gender: Male
Age: 17
Status: Alive
Affiliations:
Galactic empire (Formerly)
Inquisitorius (formerly)
Alliance to restore the republic (currently)
Masters:
Darth Vader (formerly)
Darth Sidious (formerly)
Vitali Sashka (currently)
7. Rizani Viran
Homeworld: Ryloth
Species: Twi'lek
Gender: Female
Age: 14
Status: Alive
Affiliations:
Viran Family
Free Ryloth Movement (formerly)
Alliance to Restore the Republic (currently)
Milano Crew
8. Easuu Teemado
Homeworld: Nar Shaddaa
Species: Zabrak
Gender: Male
Age: 17
Status: Alive
Affiliations:
Teemado family
Alliance to restore the republic
Voyager crew (formerly)
Milano crew (currently)
Master:
Ceyu Ahake (briefly)
Nayah Johari
9. Ceyu Ahake
Homeworld: Mirial
Species: Mirialan
Gender: Female
Age: 23
Status: Deceased
Died in: 2 BBY, Naboo
Affiliations:
Alliance to restore the republic
Voyager Crew
Apprentice: Easuu Teemado
10. Avoz Yiqu
Homeworld: Mirial (Raised on Coruscant)
Species: Mirialan
Gender: Male
Age: early/mid 30's
Status: Alive
Affiliations:
Jedi order
Galactic republic (formerly)
Grand army of the republic(formerly)
40th Legion(formerly)
Alliance to restore the republic
Master: Harek Alm
11. Salia Doolahr
Homeworld: Katarr (Raised on Coruscant)
Species: Miraluka
Gender: Female
Age: Early/mid 30's
Status: Alive
Affiliations:
Jedi order
Galactic Republic (Formerly)
Grand Army of the Republic
80th Attack Battalion
Alliance to restore the republic
Master: Rhentvil Zun
12. Hado Vel
Homeworld: Shili (raised on Nur)
Species: Togruta
Gender: Female
Age: 16
Status: Alive
Affiliations:
Vel family
Inquisitorius (formerly)
Black Sun syndicate
13. Shid Cherdi
Homeworld: Tholoth
Species: Tholothian
Gender: Female
Age: 15
Status: Alive
Affiliations:
Galactic Empire (formerly)
Cherdi family (formerly)
Alliance to restore the republic
14. Sevuc Zadat
Homeworld: Glee Anselm (Raised on Coruscant)
Species: Nautolan
Gender: Male
Age: early 30's
Status: Alive
Affiliations:
Jedi order
Galactic republic (formerly)
Grand army of the republic(formerly)
89th attack battalion(formerly)
Alliance to restore the republic
Master: Gradot Herain
15. Pilar Bore
Homeworld: Umbaran (Raised on Coruscant)
Species: Umbaran
Gender: Female
Age: 38
Status: Alive
Affiliations:
Jedi order
Galactic republic (formerly)
Grand army of the republic(formerly)
456th star corps (formerly)
Galactic Empire
Inquisitorius
Master: Jaler Gad (formerly)
16. Krakao Hezer
Homeworld: Rattatak (Raised on Coruscant)
Species: Rattataki
Gender: Male
Age: 34
Status: Alive
Affiliations:
Galactic Republic (formerly)
Jedi Order
Grand Army of the Republic (formerly)
56th Attack Battalion(formerly)
Galactic Empire
Inquisitorius
Master: Marir Ereni (formerly)
Apprentice: Shid Cherdi
17. Sala Nil
Homeworld: Shili (Raised on Coruscant)
Species: Togruta
Gender: Female
Age: around her early 40's
Status: Alive
Affiliations:
Jedi Order
Galactic Republic (formerly)
Jedi Temple Guard (formerly)
Alliance to restore the Republic
Master: Nimera Bran
Apprentices:
Nase'ti
Hathor Nil
18. Nase'ti
Homeworld: Csilla
Species: Chiss
Gender: Male
Age: 16
Status: Alive
Affiliations:
Alliance to restore the Republic
Master: Sala Nil
19. Hathor Nil
Homeworld: Alderaan
Species: Human
Gender: Male
Age: 18
Status: Alive
Affiliations:
Alliance to restore the republic
Master: Sala Nil
20. Muwuni Sak
Homeworld: Cathar (Raised on Zygerria)
Species: Cathar
Gender: Female
Age: 16
Status: Alive
Affiliations:
Gan family (formerly)
Alliance to restore the republic
21. Nojin Gan
Homeworld: Zygerria
Species: Zygerrian
Gender: Male
Age: 16
Status: Alive
Affiliations:
Gan Family (formerly)
Galactic Empire (formerly)
Alliance to Restore the republic
22. Massos Felan
Homeworld: Shili (Raised on Coruscant)
Species: Torguta
Gender: Male
Age: 36
Status: Alive
Affiliations:
Galactic Republic (formerly)
Jedi Order (formerly)
Grand Army of the Republic (formerly)
90th Legion(formerly)
Galactic Empire
Inquisitorius
Masters:
Derram Sor (formerly)
Darth Vader
Darth Sidious
23. Atoc Faal
Homeworld: Ryloth (Raised on Coruscant)
Species: Twi'lek
Gender: Female
Age: Around mid 30's
Status: Alive
Affiliations:
Galactic Republic (formerly)
Jedi Order
Grand Army of the Republic (formerly)
67th Star Corps (formerly)
Alliance to Restore the Republic
Master: Sarh Leron
24. Koaliam
Homeworld: Csilla (Raised on Coruscant)
Species: Chiss
Gender: Female
Age: 35
Status: Alive
Affiliations:
Galactic Republic (formerly)
Jedi Order (formerly)
Grand Army of the Republic (formerly)
56th Attack Battalion(formerly)
Galactic Empire
Inquisitorius
Masters:
Taran Jin (formerly)
Darth Vader
Darth Sidious
25. Taron Ka'ir
Homeworld: Ryloth (Raised on Coruscant)
Species: Twi'lek
Gender: Male
Age: 37
Status: Alive
Affiliations:
Galactic Republic (formerly)
Jedi Order (formerly)
Grand Army of the Republic (formerly)
705th Legion (formerly)
Galactic Empire
Inquisitorius
Masters:
Alwen Orm (formerly)
Darth Vader
Darth Sidious
26.Baher Mael
Homeworld: Pantora
Species: Pantoran
Gender: Male
Age: 17
Status: Alive
Affiliations:
Alliance to Restore the Republic
Master: Faira Mael
27.Faira Mael
Homeworld: Pantora (Raised on Coruscant)
Species: Pantoran
Gender: Female
Age: 36
Status: Alive
Affiliations:
Galactic Republic (formerly)
Jedi Order (formerly)
Grand Army of the Republic (formerly)
28th Star Corps (formerly)
Alliance to Restore the Republic
Master: Haeelon Asert
Apprentice: Baher Mael
28. Hadiss Tosrazi
Homeworld: Zygerria (Raised on Coruscant)
Species: Zygerria
Gender: Male
Age: 33
Status: Alive
Affiliations:
Galactic Republic (formerly)
Jedi Order (formerly)
Grand Army of the Republic (formerly)
64th Attack Battalion (formerly)
Alliance to Restore the Republic
Master: Kawert Salem
29. Garandr Izakins
Homeworld: Zelos II (Raised on Coruscant)
Species: Zelosian
Gender: Male
Age: 50
Status: Alive
Affiliations:
Galactic Republic (formerly)
Jedi Order (formerly)
Jedi Temple Guard (Formerly)
Alliance to Restore the Republic
Master: Aland Oern
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