#Ive... had this ready for a while now...
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Hey guys!! Jester here,
So.. Ehhehhehsbsjjx i dunno how to start this um ;-; i literally JUST REHEARSED THIS-
um....
I quit taocc (kinda- let me explain)
Im quitting the rp part of taocc. Its just not fun anymore, not like it used to, i cannot connect and keep my characters stable for the life of me, and most characters are done. Im just adding unnecessary lore to them. Im just really. REALLY burnt out from taocc rping. I wanna focus on other projects that taocc have gotten in the way of..
Im not quitting taocc all together!! No,no, this whole community has been amazing. Taocc got me through some hard times in life, and literally all my friends are here. Im just not doing roleplay anymore. Ill still finish projects like the TAOCC Episode, A TAOCC in Time, Hollow Oc Circus, etc., dw!!
You see, the Characters Of Eternity (I.e. Lantern, The shadows, Eternal Eclipse, etc.,) are done. Their story has been finished for a looong time.(when lantern became Guardian.) Its just, i keep adding unnecessary lore that I feel is ruining that bitter ending.
And the other half of my characters i made on a whim and have either A. No personality. Or B. No real reason to be there.
Rodger: made on a whim, no direction
Mimic: no real reason, plus i failed at making them evil, no direction Cookies: made on a whim, stopped using after my CRK hype went down
Lannbot: was requested to make by Mod Stuff, no real reason, no direction Knights: made on a whim, not even done yet Gardener: given to me by Jeff, no direction, + Jeff selfuses him more than me Sunshine: no reason and has no direction Ludvic: not done, no direction
And, that is why im giving away some of my characters. I feel like some of them CAN have direction, i just cant execute them. For the collab characters (Knights, Gardener, etc.,) ill be giving to the collabers respectively.
Now, the ones who ARENT collabs, ill be giving away to others if they want it. Those include
Sunshine @sunshiningdayyy Rodger @rodger-rodger-101 Mimic @mimic-your-actions Lannbot @artificialflame And Ludvic (librarian for WBQuest)
You can alter appearances, lore, personality, whatever! Im not giving away the eternity characters, as they were my first in taocc and i refuse to give them to someone else, plus their story is done.
You guys can still find me on: @courtjesterrr , @theamazinghollowcircus , @taocc-updates , and @storyjesterrr !!
Sorry guys again for this sudden announcement, like i said, roleplaying isnt fun or fulfilling anymore, and id prefer if i didnt have to stress 24/7 about where things go, whats happening, whos who, etc..
But ill still be here, making stuff for TAOCC, joining VCs, and interacting with this community!!! >:]
this also means i will info dump on unsaid lore on my characters if you desire to know more-
With that said, i will see you guys in the near future!! Stalking you from the shadows, uee hee hee!!
Jester, out!!
#Important#announcement#Not a prank#Not doing this for attention#Im being /srs#Ive... had this ready for a while now...#Its just now it feels more relevant than ever ;-;#Sorry guys :(#Ill still be around. Just not rping#And i probably wont BE roleplaying for a loooong time#But those characters i mentioned are free for grabs!#If you guys have any other questions id be happy to answer (<- retail habit coming in clutch)#Fuxk i keep hesitating to post this cause like what if yall het mad :(#Yknow what fuck it i need to get this off my chest.
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Day 149: graham is drowning
#toontown corporate clash#pacesetter#graham ness payser#this is an old doodle from a few months ago i just dont know what to draw him doing rn#well thats partially a lie i have been drawing him but its specifically an au design of him and i havent shared it on here yet#i'd like to finish all the managers designs first before posting about it (and even then i'd prefer to keep it on main)#sobs#anyways ive already had day 150s post ready for a while now so yall dont have to wait too long for that#also goodbye april toons rip high roller o7#dailyloweffortpace
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Day 5 — Favourite AU
I'm not great at drawing humans, but still wanted to draw him, so this is my go to design for him as I am much more comfortable drawing felines :] Take this as my au!!!!
#one day ill be able to draw actual people but today is not that day#ive had this ready for like a month now i think??#ive tweaked it n while i think there can still be some changes; ive liked how its come out :]#zooming into the lil lightning zag omg it looks so mesmerising 2 me#i should design the others cats designs omg#billy batson#bb84week#dc captain marvel#shazam#my art!#art#edit: tumblr killed the quality so bad sniffles oh well
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i am not dead sorry ive just been very busy spending a disproportionate amount of time deep in the ocean
#I LOVE SCUBA DIVING <3#also i have had sooo much work lately#my group got our 33 page final report turned in but now we also have to make a presentation and a video#i found an apartment for the summer! extremely excited for my internship :)#study abroad ends in a week and while ive loved this experience im also ready for my next chapter
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And a sort of alternate version for the last Fuuta/cry prompt, from a normal au that lives in my brain -- some hurt/comfort with Mappi :')
Mahiru hummed as she stirred. The apartment was filled with the wonderful aroma of her cooking. A door around the corner clicked. Perfect timing, she thought with a smile.
She hadn’t been sure Fuuta would wake up in time for dinner. He’d been out cold ever since she picked him up from his dorm room. Well, he’d probably recount it as kidnapping, since he was in no state to actually agree to come along. But that was the very reason she’d dragged his weak form out of there – no one at the school had noticed that calls stopped going through to him, or that his social media pages all vanished overnight, or that he’d stopped attending classes. When Mahiru finally made her way to his dark, trash-piled room, she discovered him with a 39 degree fever and rambling frantically about death. She needed to take matters into her own hands.
And that’s exactly what she did. Fuuta could hardly keep food down, after his diet of instant meals, energy drinks, and painkillers (if the discarded containers around his room were any clue), so she replaced them with homemade soups and teas. She traded his rumpled bed for her own, which was sweet-scented and well-lit. Mikoto had even helped with a change of pajamas for him.
Mahiru had taken the liberty of calling Fuuta’s sister to let her know the situation, though it was difficult to find her information without Fuuta’s phone. She couldn’t find it anywhere in his dorm. She’d also given Shidou a call, and he’d stopped by the first day to check in. He said Fuuta should be more coherent by day three, at least.
Mahiru could always count on him for reliable information. Sure enough, soft steps approached from behind.
“Good to see you, sleepyhead~” She smiled over her shoulder. Though in a better state than when she found him, Fuuta was still a bit of a mess. He looked pale and thin in Mikoto’s clothes, which were already big on him. His eyes were bleary. Strands of bright hair stuck out at all angles. His expression was dull, taking in the cozy apartment.
“Mahiru made your favorite for dinner! I bet you’re hungry.”
“I… don’t want it… ” His expression was uncharacteristically blank.
Mahiru giggled; he must be really tired to be denying food. “Oh, of course you do!”
“No, you… you don’t understand…”
“Come take a seat, it’s ready now.”
He took a step forward. “Mahiru…”
“You should be more careful, Fuuta-kun! Next time you come down with something, you should really let somebody know. It’s a miracle I came and found you in time, hm?”
She spun to set things on the table. The pride in her masterpiece faded away as his expression twisted up. His hands drifted up shakily to his face, and he started to sob.
“Fuuta-kun!”
Mahiru hurried to him. His knees gave out as she wrapped her arms around him. He leaned down into her, his breath hitching and hiccupping as he tried to tell her something. “You shouldn’t… if you knew what I… I…”
“Shhh, hey. Shhh...”
After a moment of broken phrases and body-wracking sobs, he regained his balance and pulled away from her. There was a look in his eyes Mahiru had seen in the last few days, when he was trying to talk through his delirium. She’d chalked it up to feverishness, but she now saw that this raw, revolted horror was something real.
“I fucked up.”
The simple sentence sent him into a fresh wave of panic. He tried to step backwards and hide his face away, but she tugged his sleeve backward. Normally she wouldn’t be able to forcibly move him anywhere, but for the second time, he was too weak to stop her.
“Just breathe,” she said. “You can tell me.”
Mahiru had known Fuuta for long enough to hear the range of his voice – the excited chatter, the snarky muttering, the grating yelling. In all that time, she’d never once heard him sound like this. His words cracked and wobbled. Sometimes it was so hushed that Mahiru had to press her ear closer just to understand.
And by the time he finished, she understood why.
“I didn’t know,” he kept repeating. “I’d never h-have done it if… if…”
“It’s okay,” was all Mahiru could repeat in turn, through her own tears. It wasn’t quite the truth, but it wasn’t a lie, either. It was what Fuuta needed to hear, and that’s all that mattered.
“I just want to take it back… but there’s no way… What am I – what am I supposed to do?”
“We’ll figure it out, alright? It’ll be okay.” She guided him around. “Let’s get you back to bed, okay? I’ll bring the food in to you.”
He paused. His teary eyes studied her in bewilderment. “W-why?”
“Eh? Well how else are you supposed to eat from there…?”
“No, I mean,” he swallowed hard. “Why would you do that? You… you don’t hate me…?”
“Oh, Fuuta-kun.”
She wrapped her arms around him again. This time, he willingly returned the gesture. He grabbed onto her for dear life, and Mahiru was suddenly struck with just how much of a miracle it really had been, that she’d found him in the state he was.
She held him close, one palm spread on his back, the other twisted through his hair.
“Not at all. Now, let me feed you something, okay?”
“... Okay.”
#milgram#mahiru shiina#fuuta kajiyama#its a mix of her traditional caretaking methods: the home cooking the clean comfy home the sweet reassuring voice#shes like an angel to someone so deep in fever omg#also miss i-let-others-do-what-they-believe would take a long time before discussing crime details#her first instinct is just To Care which -- while not entirely healthy lol -- separates her from some of the others#the others would ask a lot of questions just to get a grip on the situation but shed wait until he was ready to tell her details#its not inherently shippy since ive pictured similar interactions with everyone#but you can definitely take it romanticly#hes a bit more willing to admit his guilt/open up in this one than my other one because of the situation --#being in a comfy home and still being half-feverish makes him a bit more talkative#the one detail not featured here is that (platonic or romantic) mahiru would say 'i love you' and repeat how much she cares#and by this time in their relationship fuuta knows this isnt some grand confession of love -- its just how mappi is#i think if mahirus crime had happened by now shed react a little different#plus i like the thought of her going to fuuta first with the news because they were able to share this moment#drabbles
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I think about that tiktok trend where you like paint your partners eye color on your nails or make a bracelet or something with the color a lot actually
#like its so cute honestly but sometimes i wonder how hard it would actually be to like find the right color match#maybe one day... but for now probably expect oc art with this trend in it maybe 💀#the thing about it too is i have like dark eyes and idk if ive ever seen like a dark brown nail polish. beads or thread yeah but ya#oh nvm i googled. it exists i just dont pay attention ig#OH you know what i can do... i can paint pepperonis eye color on my nails.... my baby... my kitty......#dude it feels like 5 am why is it only 2#amyways. 4 monsters was a big mistake i think... i feel quite icky...#it doesnt help i didnt eat for a majority of the day it was just monster. im really unhealthy. need water maybe#wait i was talking about nail polish how did i get here#i just want to actually do cute couple things. i must heal. im gonna be so healthy.#its fine. lmao. i just know im not ready#oh i did eat btw dont worry lmao i had. chicken nuggets#i actually have to eat more bc i need to gain back some weight or they wont let me donate plasma#my extra pokemon money..... nawr...#i dropped like 10 pounds. my current job is very physical. lots of scuttling around.#i thought about working out too? i had a short phase last year in like spring or something where i started doing workout type stuff#so like.. maybe. probably should. healtly mindset shit yk#i also maybe want some more clothes. like update my wardrobe a bit. really figure out my style.#like some cool shirts and maybe pants. cause i wear a lot of the same stuff#also again. dropped weight so. need better fitting pants.....#i want more mens pants. big pockets... gender....#anyways. nice chatting with you besties. love you guys my silly little tumblr besties.#some of you that follow this sideblog have supported me on here for a while. i see you. i appreciate you. thank you 💖#genuinely there are names that pop up and im like !! hello!!! its you!!!!!#you guys probably know who you are. go get yourself a little treat you deserve it. or like. idk what you enjoy.#play a good game. watch your favorite show. idk. be happy. love yourself.#this also goes out to those of you who are more passive on my blog. i appreciate you too!! thank you!#all my little tumblr followers.... my besties..... unles you are a bot i havent cleared out lmao#k i might have to go to bed idk im tired well see
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MY BEETLE FINALLY EMERGED




#THIS IS THE BEST DAY EVERRR#ive had the larvae for a couple months now#the beetle just now came out of the cocoon#my first beetle btw. im super glad it went well#I LOVE HER SO MUCHHH#i took her to a bigger enclousure now and she immediatelly returned to the dirt#derbys flower beetle#beetles#dicronorrhina derbyana layardi#bugblr#myguyzz#im gonna feed her in a while. for now im gonna wait for her to calm down and get the enclousure fully ready
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Me, while manically cleaning my room at 3:27am: I should make several large, life-changing, irreversible decisions.
#so ive been in a bad mental state lately#because of many things. but the biggest being (yes i know ive complained about this in multiple other posts)#that my best friend and my ex gf were fucking. without even asking or telling me. i got no heads up. just figured it out on my own#which sucked and now im not speaking to either of them#and when i first found out i was in a bad place physically too#i had a terrible ear infection that was so fucking painful#and i realized i could concentrate on both things. so i focused on healing#and then i remembered ny family is coming to visit for Christmas#and thats a lot to deal with. so now im focusing on cleaning the apartment. specifically my bedroom#so im manically cleaning at 3:30am while angry and stressed and trying not to focus on this thing that makes me really upset#and in the middle of cleaning ill suddenly think 'should i quit my summer camp job?' or 'should i move states again?'#its not good. but i havent acted on anything#AND in the middle of cleaning i found all of my meds#i havent been taking them for months. but i decided im gonna start taking them again#i have a few refills left but then ill have to find a psychiatrist. i dont want to. but its definitely for the best#im trying to get my life back on track and build and better it#but then something hits me and completely derails everything and makes everything so hard#so anyway im gonna go do some more cleaning and try not to make life-altering decisions. and maybe build a desk#btw i have to get up at 9am to take out my puppy. and at 11:35 i have to get ready for work. again its 3:30am#and im full of manic energy#tomorrow is going to be very bad but at least I'll have a semi-clean room
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well one of family never ends' author's other fics is the epilogue of course ;) but ipgd also wrote people don't do that (alphacest), homestuck watches boku no pico, and like the first uucest fic
YAASS OMG.
ANON.
Thank you.
Deeply and truly thank you. Saved me a real pain. It was People Don't Do That. Gonna reread it ASAP. I don't remember if I read the uucest one, but I powered thru a lot of fics while I was sick in Jan, and I don't remember like 90% of those two weeks. (Like, as I'm going thru the tag I'm reading now, I'll see something unclicked and go to read it, finish the fic like OMG SO GOOD, and then scroll a little more and I see my name at the top of the kudos list and it's like, wait, when tf did I read this? It was when I was sick.)
Ughhhh. I ADORE the dynamic of whichever younger Strider being the instigator, and it fits Alphacest so deliciously. (I don't even know what to say here without being so fucking overtly horny for Alpha Dave in general but that's not new lmao.)
But seriously, the scene on the roof where Dirk took Dave's underwear, like. I died. There's no other way to put it. It fucking killed me. I'm going to remember that forever, it was so good.
#anonymous#asked#hhhh ive had this text box open typing paragraphs for a while but none of that shit was relevant#i was just rambling too much abt the alpha dave in my own wip#just ugh i love in fics when dirk gets alpha dave all flustered#(i mean. bro doing that to dave too is good im not denying that)#but if its dave riling up bro that means it was something particularly nassssty which is great#like for dirk and dave the freaky bar is a higher reach#idk where im going w these tags i need to get ready for bed lmao#stridercest#seriously thank you it wouldve taken me forever to get around to finding the title#ugh i could talk for days ab alphacest hhh the hero worship is so fucking good#i dont remember which tab was scrolling that ao3 tag but im pretty sure its one i read all the way through#i havent found another open alphacest one lmao the despair when i read to the end of the tag was horrible#i might stillhave some fics i havent read yet open in the tab folder but its probably like longer stories that take me a while to start#for now tho im workin on the brodave one (and so many more lmao recently opened a tab for brodirk)#i read too much and dont write enough i couldve already been done w my wip and moved on to finishing the other wips#anyway#im cold and gonna get into bed
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late night chip-posting! oh yeah !
#ive had this littl guy in my head for a while but ive recently become obsessed w/ him#see i actually /do/ have agent ocs but i never draw them for. Multiple Reasons (mainly lack of confidence)#chip is 3's lil buddy. hes kinda dumb but thats reasonable bc hes like. five#youd never know his name is chip bc 3 has so many other potato chip/french fry-themed nicknames for him#“crinkle-cut i have to ask you. are you ready to take on the world.” “i thought his name was ruffle?” “well it's crinkle-cut now. too bad”#+ he does get a “proper” salmonid title later. it's 'Seasoned Savior - Kin of Three Stormstruck Frontiers'#“it's chip! he doesn't!” “doesn't what?” “uh - think. probably.”#cass's creations and conjurations#splatoon#chr: chip 🍟🐟#⛺🪲
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#join me in the tags will you.#so around Christmas time i found out my grandpa was in the hospital for like a week#no one had told me right away bc it was rly hectic which understandable#i had a meltdown whether to go or not but inevitably i knew that i had to go see him#i had been vaguely wanting to visit family anyway thus just lit the fire under me#so i go. im glad i did bc i did get to see him and being there with my family after he did indeed pass#which. ive been dreading even saying it out loud to anyone bc i wasnt ready to hear the consoling words and sorry for your losses and all#but i gotta. i miss him and hes gone#it seemed rly sudden bc it seemed like he was on the upward swing but. idk i guess he was in the hospital for 2+ weeks maybe he wasnt#just was rly hoping i could have got to see him out of the hospital!! aughhh#all while this was happening of course california was on fire. thankfully our area was safe but the high winds did mean our power was off#for like 3 days? which grand scheme of things i know thats not that bad. ppl lost everything in those fires#but man. not only was our power out but also our water bc it runs on electricity hdjdj#idk man. im definitely feeling better now and things are looking up#Definitely just a few days before i was feeling overwhelmed and not knowing when i could go back home#but. time heals all wounds i guess. i go home in a wwwk#the other day me my brother and my cousin went to the zoo and that was rly nice#and i know ill get to hang out with my family at least once more before i go so theres that guilt off my shoulders hdhdj#but yeah. that's what's been up with me. couple of days ago i wouldnt have been able to type this hdjdbu#and now it feels all very silly doesnt it. hdjdj#anyway. thanks for joining me in the tags
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today I learned that my nightmares can be cool inspiration for at least one horror game
Here's this morning's concept: an Escape Room Tower, where every floor is a new puzzle. It's gimmicky with haunted house vibes. But wait that's not all!
Your friends are mysteriously disappearing and coming back as horrifically disfigured monsters! now you have to finish the puzzles and survive in order to reach the top to get to the exit! oh and the gimmicky horror vibes become,, not gimmicky. that is real gore now.
#legit i woke up. laid there#and went “huh I'd watch someone play that”#i dont play horror games <3 i watch them (except fnaf)#but anyway yeah i thought id write it down a little#get the nightmare out of my system while having fun with the concept ya know?#and it worked! but i spent the last 2 hours conceptualizing this non existent game instead of trying to go back to sleep#fun fact! this hypothetical horror game has 17 endings!#i had waaay too much fun coming up with endings yall#oh lemme know if you want me to talk about this more! i plan to at least post the endings with or without context XD#there were four people (including me or whoever i was idk I'm rarely Me in dreams)#two of them were clowns???? for some reason???????#one of the clowns got yoinked 😔 then he tried to kill us (the other clown) on the next puzzle.#oh i should do achievements next...#no! not now. ive been up so long i actually need to start getting ready for my day out sigh#literally my alarm just went off lmao#typing out loud#Nightmare Horror Game Edition
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where the FUCK is ichiban
link if youre a dweeb and want one (both even)
#snap chats#im the doom meme in rgg studios WHERE IS HE#ALSO I KEPT SAYING THESE WERE GONNA BE $200 BUT THEY'RE ONLY $60 ?????#do you guys comprehend how cheap that is compared to statues typically of this nature#well. i guess thats not absurdly cheap#i bought a jojo statuette for about $30 years back and that one ike statue's ~$200#thing is that statuette's small and relatively simple while that ike statue is enormous and possesses SOOO much detail#these statues are tall sure but they're also incredibly simple so i guess it's not that egregious in the end#you know what IS egregious... hiding ichiban from me WHERE IS HE IM RATTLING AMIAMI'S CAGE#i know i just spend money for the plushies but listen ive had money for the ichi statue stashed away since i saw it months back#ive BEEN ready.... and now ill have a lot left over... hopefully...
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Well, I didn't get any sleep. But I managed to call my mechanic.
Or rather, they called me, then I had to call them back b/c my phone is stupid and sometimes need to be restarted to take calls.
So that's something.
#gonna try to reach out to people i havent in a while and have been meaning to#then if i cant take a nap idk#maybe go to the post office and finally turn in my passport application#ive had that printed and ready for a while i just havent gone yet#because of anxiety#well now one anxiety is superceding it#well see how strung out i feel from lack of sleep#at least i had the forsight to request off today#was figuring itd be b/c we're still waiting on news#instead its this#terrible terrible country
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its time for yet another brain game of am i like fully neurotic or was this genuinely not a cool situation . prize is jack shite and yet im playing anyways👍
#j.txt#vent#just like. to preface. im not bringing any of this up im just going to stew in it for the night and then move on as per usual#alright disclaimer made now i can get to the point. So. tonight is my close irl friends bday right but she didnt tell me about any plans#so i naturally assumed she was gonna do her own thing and not really celebrate. Ive had work all day and while working get a text frm her#asking if we want to go to this restaurant i introduced our group to for dinner. so i respond saying oh im off at this time if yall want to#go even tho its late i can. Never get a response so i assume theyll bring it up when i get back. get home and no ones here not a word abt#whats going on. i do my usual unwinding get ready to chill etc which takes abt half an hour. she comes back with our other mutual friends#and theyve already gone to the restaurant which is fine i get it. but they get back and say oh now we're going to this themed music night at#a club we've all been to before as soon as (other friend) changes. and then just. dont offer for me to come along or anything and leave.#which like. whatever its happened a hundred times before im used to it but Still. does it not even occur that I might want to participate??#if i had Any notice that this was happening I could have been getting ready instead of slacking around waiting for someone to get home#its so. i try extrememly hard not to be a downer or just invite myself to things bc I Know this is how they all operate but it does still#sting that it feels like im not even thought of if i dont happen to be in the room when plans are being made lol.#and obv I am Not bringing this up rn and ruining what im sure was a really fun night for all of them#its just truly a goddamn bitch of an unsatisfactory situation yknow. but such are the whims of fate and i shall endure as always✌️
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