Love Untold (OT8 x F! Reader)
Chapter 4
Paring: Han x reader
Genre: fluff, angst
Warnings: swearing, mention of sex, violence, panic attacks, mention of blood
Word Count: 3,117
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Due to the work of your parents, you are forcet to constantly move. However, this time moving houses let to interesting and unusual events. You met 8 handsome boys at school and somehow you managed to move in with them. How will your fate go?
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You couldn't concentrate at all. You sat spellbound with your eyes glued to a small piece of paper. Your smile never left your face. You quickly save Changbin's number in your phone, adding a little heart next to his name.
When the bell rang, a teacher entered the room, which you didn't notice, you were too immersed in dreams about Changbin.
You were snapped out of your trance by a man who took the note from your hands in one quick move.
" What the fuck!?" You raised your voice aggressively as you stood up from your desk and turned to face the person who had taken the small message from you.
As soon as you saw the person standing in front of you, your eyes widened.
You suddenly took your breath away and your ears turned red. You quickly apologized and put your head down, staring at the floor.
"Why don't you share with the class what interests you so much Miss Y/n" The teacher said in a stern voice, looking at the piece of paper.
You didn't want to say anything, why give another reason to laugh at you. You lowered your head and nodded slightly in denial.ย
The teacher just sighed and you heard the horrible sound of paper ripping. Your head shot up, eyes wide open towards the sound. You couldn't believe that the teacher was destroying your message from Changbin.
You picked up the scraps of paper that were now flying to the ground, then sat down at your desk. Your eyes glazed over as you tried to put the torn pieces back together.
You heard soft whispers filling the classroom, you knew they were talking about you, but you didn't care. For others, it was just a piece of paper, but for you, it was the only sign that someone was actually interested in you unselfishly.
The rest of the lesson you were in the room with your body but your brain wandered towards the boy you met earlier. You felt a great need to hug him. You felt a bit like a ten-year-old who sighs for her favorite idols and gets excited about their every move.
You were pulled out of your thoughts by the faint sound of your phone. At first you didn't pay attention to who was trying to contact you, you thought it was probably Sebastian or one of your parents.
You didn't have a good relationship with your mom or dad. They were always busy and closed upon their business world. Everything was more important than you, after all, the money had to match. They tried to make up for their absence with expensive gifts, pets, and new servants. That's how you met Sebastian. Even though you adored him, he was the only one who wanted to know about you, listened to you when you needed to talk, and even remembered all the important dates for you, he still was no substitute for the love you should have received from your parents. You were angry at your parents for never being there for you and for those terrible moves that were against your will.
When you heard the notification sound once again, you picked up your phone annoyed and checked who was calling you. The name "Hannie" appeared on the screen, you excitedly gripped the phone tighter and quickly read the message.
Han is a boy you met on Tinder about 2 years ago. At one of your ex-schools, you made a bet with a friend who could get more guys on Tinder. Of course you've met a lot of guys, but the first message they ever sent you was "Do you want to fuck?" Until Jisung showed up. He was obviously interested in you, and not in a sexual way. It started with him texting you every once in a while about some stupid stuff, then you started texting every day. You both opened up to each other, you knew his every secret and he knew every one of yours. Unfortunately, about half a year ago things started to get complicated. You felt like you were starting to have feelings for him, even though you'd never met him. Unless we count staring at his photos on the app.
A month ago your contact broke off. You didn't have time to reply or you were out of reach. Of course, because of those stupid moves. You missed him like hell, but you couldn't bring yourself to text him after so long. So a message from him was salvation for you. Your heart beat faster again, a smile painted on your face, you held your breath as you read the short message.
Hannie: Hey cutie, I'm sorry I haven't written to you for so long, but I've been really busy with school. Tell me quickly what happened to you?
You were all excited, you started tapping your feet under the table, smiling stupidly.
Y/N: Hey Hannie. I missed you, you know? Everything is fine with me, although the new school seems so different to me. Everything is so nice and modern here, but some of the teachers look like they broke free from the army, especially the PE guy.
As usual, you made up your mind, after all, you had such a good time talking to him. Without putting the phone down, you waited with great hope for an answer. You felt like if someone were to take your pulse right now, it would be like you'd run a marathon. After a while, those longed-for three dots appeared. You made puppy eyes and smiled wider.
Hannie: I missed you too, sunshine. Hah I know something about that, I have a terrible PE teacher too. What school did your parents send you to this time? Maybe you'll finally be a little closer to me and I'll be able to see you? I wish I could finally see your beautiful face.
You felt like a wave of heat, go through your body, that directed all its power into your cheeks. You missed such lovely messages, you missed Han in general.
Y/N: This time my wonderful parents decided that we were changing the country because they got bored of the US and I came to South Korea. This time my mother wanted to go back to her country, do business here. As for my school, it's probably some XYZ, but I don't remember, I didn't pay attention.
After writing the message, Han did not reply for a long time. The lesson ended, and without taking your eyes off the screen that seemed to be stuck, you packed up and left the classroom. Still not looking up, you made your way to the parking lot as your classes for today are over.
After a few steps through the long, emptying corridor, you noticed the long-awaited 3 dots. You stared at your phone harder as if it was about to disappear.
Hannie: Y/N you won't believe...I go to the same school as you. We have to meet. Are you still in school?
You couldn't believe what you just saw. Your Hannie with you at school. Your best friend here. After all this time, you will finally be able to see him. You were excited, your body tensed with happiness. You quickly started clicking on the letters, trying to make meaningful sentences out of them.
You suddenly hit something and fell to the ground. Your phone flew out of your hands and flew away from you, landing under the cabinets. Confused, you cursed under your nose. You scratched your head and brushed your hair away from your face.
When you looked up, you couldn't believe what you saw. Your eyes widened as if you had seen a ghost.
In front of you stood none other than Han Jisung, your best friend and boy you have a big crush on.
The boy was also obviously surprised. Your reactions were very similar to each other. Jisung's eyes stared at you in surprise and disbelief. You didn't take your eyes off each other for a moment.
You both wondered if the person in front of you was real or just a figment of your imagination.
Han finally snapped out of it and smiled widely at you. It was the best and most sincere smile you've ever seen in your entire life.
"Y/N!" he shouted with happiness, hugged you and lifted you up, spinning with you in his hands.
You felt like you were in a fairy tale and you just met your prince charming. A feeling of joy filled your whole body, and all your sorrows faded into oblivion. All that mattered now was Jisung.
Your eyes glazed over from the droplets of water forming in them. You snuggled closer to him, wrapping your legs around his waist and burying your head into the crook of his neck. You wished this moment would never end.
Finally, Jisung stopped spinning and placed you gently on the ground, making sure you didn't fall over. He pulled away from you, but you still didn't break eye contact and the smile on your faces only grew bigger.
โY/N is it really you? I can't believe I met you here." He said, examining every inch of your body with his eyes.
"Yes, it's me. Wow, Hannie, after all this time, I finally got to see you in real life. Maybe this move wasn't so bad." You were as excited as a little child, you couldn't stop the little jumps of happiness. This brought a sweet puppy smile to the boy's face.
โDo you have time now? Can we go to a coffee shop? I have so much to tell you." He asked with hope in his eyes. Hoping you'll go with him and spend more time together.
Without thinking for a moment, you agreed and went to the coffee shop together. Han ordered your favorite drink for you, which you told him about during one of your long phone conversations. Your heart warmed as he placed it in front of you. You were surprised that he still remembered such details of your life. It made you realize that you still had feelings for him, but you didn't know what feelings.
You talked, laughed and joked all the time. After all, you had to make up for lost time without each other. You didn't know how long it had been since you sat down at the coffee shop, but you didn't care, right now you were the happiest person.
You had a wonderful conversation, you had a lot in common and you would have talked longer if it wasn't for someone calling Han. The boy apologized to you and quickly answered the call.
โI'm sorry Y/n, but I have to go now. It was great talking to you and we definitely need to do it again. Best as soon as possible. Maybe tomorrow? I will call you. See you later, baby." He said in one breath, not letting you get a word in.
He kissed you on the cheek and stormed out of the cafe, leaving you in shock.
Baby, that word stuck in your head. You lightly brushed your cheek with your fingers where Jisung's lips had been a moment ago. You didn't expect a guy to have such soft lips. You couldn't believe what just happened.
What was so important that Han left so soon? What was all this supposed to mean? You tried to answer these questions in your head, but your head seemed to be as empty as a black hole. Only after a while, when the waiter approaches you, you come back to earth.
You quickly got up and made your way to the parking lot. Halfway through, you realized you didn't have your phone with you. You panicked as you tried to remember where you left it. You ran to the coffee shop but it wasn't there so you went back to school, searched the corridors.
The phone was under one of the cabinets in the corridor where you bumped into Jisung. You checked if the glass is not broken and then you saw 12 missed calls from Sebastian and 10 from parents. You started to panic, you knew you fucked up. Your body was in a cold sweat.
You quickly dialed Sebastian's number and quickly made your way to the parking lot. Your heart pounded wildly in fear as each beep was followed by silence.
โHello Miss Y/n, where are you? Everyone has been worried about Miss for 2 hours and trying to find Miss. Your parents are furious, please come to school as soon as possible, I will take you home." When you had no more hope, the voice of the butler spoke. He was calm, but you sensed a note of concern and consternation.
You sprinted to the indicated place, you don't think you've ever run so fast and a moment later you were there. Sebastian was already waiting for you and you got into the car.
While driving, you kept moving your legs nervously, you were afraid of what was about to happen. Usually you didn't give a shit what your parents told you or told you to do, but lately they've become very aggressive, especially your father.
All because one of their shareholders died in an accident and his company refuses to cooperate with your parents.
When you arrived at the house, you were afraid to get out of the car, but you knew that a confrontation with your father would be inevitable. You took 3 deep breaths and headed home. Of course, your parents were waiting for you there, they were obviously pissed off.
You stood in front of them without saying a word and with your head down, waiting for the fuck.
"Where have you been? Everyone was looking for you. What's the use of a phone if you can't be reached? Ungrateful daughter!โ Your father yelled at you, slapping you with his hand.ย
You bit your lip hard trying to hold back the tears that formed in your eyes. The father was aggressive, but he'd never raised a hand on you before.
โSorry, I was hanging out with a friend in a coffee shop and I didn't have my phone with me. It won't happen again.โ You stuttered quietly, trying not to show that you were scared.
You looked up slightly to see your father's reaction. He didn't seem happy with that excuse, in fact he was even angrier. With the corner of your eye, you saw your mother, who was standing with her arms folded, and Sebastian, who was fighting with himself not to come over and help you.
โI wish I didn't have a daughter like you. I have only problems with you! It would have been better if you hadn't been born." He grunted, turned on his heel and left the room. Behind him, like a faithful dog, your mother followed.
His words hit you harder than his fists. You bit your lip harder until you tasted the metallic taste of blood. Your body rebelled against you and tears streamed down your cheeks. You didn't want to stay there any longer, so you ran to your room.
You locked yourself in it and fell into despair. You couldn't even control the tears that flooded your eyes. You were a total mess, hoping your father just said it emotionally, but the more you thought about it, the less you believed it.
You grabbed your phone and texted Han without thinking.
Y/N: Hannie, save me, I'm scared
Then things got really bad. Your breathing sped up a lot. Tears began to roll down to your throat, choking you. You panicked. A trickle of blood from your lip began to run down your neck. It really wasn't good. All you knew was that if you didn't calm down soon, you'd pass out.
The whole world began to spin slowly, you felt disoriented, your consciousness was slowly turning off. When you heard the phone ring. You looked at the screenโฆ It was Han. You answered the call and Jisung's worried face appeared on the screen.
Barely keeping your balance, trying at all costs to take the breath you needed so much, you looked at the boy.
โGod, Y/n what's going on!โ He asked, obviously worried. You didn't have to tell him to know you were having a panic attack. You've been through it together many times. โHey, hey, hey sweetie, do you remember what we do in this situation? Look at me and take deep breaths. I am by your side and I will always be by your side.โ You did everything he asked you to and slowly began to calm down. โThat's right sunshine, you're doing great. Let's breathe together, deep breaths." You managed to control your breathing even though your heart was still pounding.
You wiped the tears from your cheeks, but you still felt unsure. Although just seeing Han appearing by your side whenever you needed him calmed you down a bit.
โFuck Y/n you're bleeding. Someone hit you? It's my fault, I shouldn't have left you in the coffee shop like that." The boy was terrified, approaching the camera to look closer.
"No no no. It's not your fault. I did it myself, but it's nothing. Take it easy.โ You gently lifted the corner of your mouth and wiped away the blood that was dripping down your face.
Suddenly you heard knocking on the door. You panicked again, without any warning you hung up and turned off your phone. You thought it was your parents, even though they probably wouldn't knock.
โMiss Y/n, I know this isn't the best time to talk, but I brought Miss hot chocolate with whipped cream. I will put it under the door and if Miss wants it, can take it.โ You heard Sebastian's voice from outside the door and you felt a little relieved.
You waited a moment and slowly opened the door, making sure your parents weren't anywhere around. You quickly took the chocolate and closed the room again. You took a sip of it and felt the heat flowing through your body.
Sebastian knew you well. He always brought you hot chocolate when you were feeling a little bit down, so now you associated it with care and comfort. After you drank the whole thing, you felt like you were back in kindergarten and didn't have any worries.
The emotions that had been tormenting you all day turned into fatigue. Without changing into your pajamas, you laid down in bed and drifted off into dreamland.
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โIn Every Universeโ
โ๏ธSummary: Everything about your situationship with Yeonjun seemed perfect. There were no rules, no romantic feelings, and you stayed friends. But when jealousy leads to a falling out between the two of you, Yeonjun is forced to look inward and reevaluate his feeling for you as well was what kind of relationship he wants with you. The question is, are his feeling more powerful then fate?
genre: NSFW, FLUFF, ANGST
pairing: yeonjun ร fem!reader ร Soobin
Warnings: none
Chapter 3
Yeonjun does not consider himself a jealous or possessive person. Heโs what you would call a โflirtโ. Sometimes he would act on it but mostly he just enjoyed the interactions and attention. He thrives on it. And it makes sense with the company he keeps outside of his members and others from his company. You were the same. It was how you met actually, a few years back. YOU both talk โฆ. A LOT! And he really enjoyed the sense of comfort you exuded in him right away. He will admit, he was a little shit back then. Top trainee, handsome, getting constant praise from all. He found you cute and fun to be around and enjoyed how you sprung to โmatch his energy.โ Another thing was your physical touch. You were so open to it and the more the two of you became close, the more it became so natural and platonicโ until it wasnโt.
But still, he wasnโt (not) a possessive person.
After you got older, he met and got with people and you did the same. You would share your experiences with each other and cringe or enjoy the stories and go on about your day like normal. Itโs never set him off. NEVER. Why would it? Youโre not his girlfriend. Youโre his best friend. But heโd be lying if seeing you with Jackson FUCKING Wang didnโt make his stomach curl JUST a bit.
Now, if it was just normal talking there would be no issue, thereโs a lot of idols and celebrities around. But the way he had you leaning on the wall so you had to look up at him (the innocent doe eye fuck me look!) and his hand seemed to have fallen to hold your waist and heโs whispering in your ear, having you giggle about god knows what he said. Have you fucked with him before this? He wanted to go over there more than anything and stake his claim. But heโs a idol first, he canโt act out like that, ESPECIALLY not to a superior as famous as Jackson fucking Wang. But donโt you know better? HEโS a man-whore, why him? Sure, Yeonjun could be considered the same thing, but he didnโt constantly fuck around, especially not with A list celebs and idols. Itโs too complicated so youโre the only one. But heโd be lying if his first choice was to sleep around with โnormal peopleโ (you hated when he said that) so in that sense yeah, he was he guesses, but Jackson was so bold and open about it that it boiled his blood.
He truly had no right to feel this way. You werenโt his girlfriend, you didnโt date, but rather slept together here and there. And you did have the rule that you could be with other people. It all started when you lost your virginity to each other back when you were teenagers. And from there, it was a comfortable, safe space for anything between the two of YOU.
If only heโd known at the time that changing the dynamics between you two and acting like nothing changed would open up a world of problems. Since the the two of you would frequently hang out and debrief with much excitement and little to no jealousy as well as no shaming. Which was a big one for you. He didnโt know it then but he was going to break that promise. But, at this moment, he didnโt know how to feel. He knew he was angry but he couldnโt pinpoint where it was coming from. Deep down he did. But right now, the only thing that he wanted was to punch out Jackson FUCKING Wang! For touching his โฆ.. for touching you! And making you uncomfortable. She pushed herself away from the wall and headed towards him. Yeonjun was so livid he didnโt even notice her saunter over to him. Pretending to get herself another drink, she inches closer to him so she could whisper.
โJunie come on, letโs go!โ Your hushed tone snapped him back to reality. Your eyes sneakily meet his but he fully turned to face you, staring you down which startled you quite a bit. You looked around, hoping no one would notice.
โWhere to.โ He said in an unreadable tone.
โJackson is holding an after party and weโre both invited! So letโs go, Iโm getting bored and people are starting to leave anyway.โ
You start to head for the door, knowing that he should wait a few seconds to follow after so no one gets suspicious. Youโd have to take separate cars anyways. Is that why you were talking with him and flirtingโ to secure entry to the after party? But heโs Choi Yeonjun! The Ace of Hybe. 4th Gen It boy. The list goes on and on. So why? He finally waited long enough and made his way out. He prays heโs right. Cause he can feel something bubbling and doesnโt know if he can hold back if heโs wrong.
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