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leaving. | xiao x gn!reader

a/n: this is inspired by moira dela torre’s song “Paubaya”! make sure to listen to it, its greaattt<3 (NO HATE TO LUMINEE)

summary: you and xiao loved eachother so much, treated eachother fairly, not until traveler came into your world. part 2.

“I’m leaving it all up to her.”

Xiao loved you, for whoever you are, for whatever mistake you did. And you loved him unconditionally. Truth be told, You loved him more than he loved you.

He doesn’t express his feelings, it took quite a while for you to befriend him but he got comfortable around you. Whenever you left, he would realize how empty his world is when you were gone. He would come back to you first after arguments, And you would do the same.

You both knew who was in the wrong at petty fights, If Xiao was, He would come back to you and apologize with roses in his hand. You would of course forgive him since he was your boyfriend.

Every rose he gave you, you put them all up in a vase. To put it simply, you collected that one rose he gave you that night when you guys’s argument was really bad. Both were in the wrong but Xiao chose to say it was his fault.

You both were happy, No one was meddling in your life, You didn’t care if people gossiped on ‘how on earth did you choose a yaksha to be your boyfriend?’.

You both didn’t care, Not a single care left in the world as you both loved each-other unconditionally.

Until, Traveler came. Her name was Lumine, You could tell she was not from here because of how she dresses. She had blonde hair that reaches to her shoulders, A pretty fair lady.

Xiao had stopped hanging out with you during his freetime, He says he has to protect all of Liyue and you understood that. Probably because you just don’t want the both of you to have an argument.

You decided to visit Wangshu Inn, holding some Almond Tofu you cooked in your home before leaving. You greeted Verr and asked where Xiao is.

“Oh, Xiao? He’s upstairs at the balcony. He’s with—“ You cut Verr off with a thanks and rushed immediately to the balcony upstairs, That place was also where both of you had your first date. You still remember that shy face of Xiao that day.

But today, You were met with that same expression. Not to you, But to Lumine.

You stood there, all the excitement in your body gone as it was replaced with disappointment. The pale expression on your face explains how this scenario hurt you.

Xiao and Lumine were on the railings, Lumine laughing with her eyes closed while Xiao was blushing with a pink hue spreaded across his cheeks, He looked down at Lumine’s lips and kissed her which— in turn, Lumine reciprocated.

You put on a sad smile, putting down the plate in the table causing a sound to which Xiao flinched at and his expression turned dark when he realized you were there.

“[Name]..? You.. w-were here?” Xiao mumbled, his heart pounding due to nervousness while Lumine was shocked. Her eyes widening.

I wonder what her flying companion would think of this.. behavior she had been doing.

You smile at them and bow, looking over to Xiao. “I just dropped by some Almond Tofu, have fun.” You say, putting on the most brightest smile, yet, Xiao could tell it was fake.

You left, rushing down the stairs with tears welling up in your eyes as Verr tried to ask if you were okay but you sprinted past her desk.

You sat down on the chair in your kitchen, A blank expression on your face while you stared into oblivion.

Xiao went inside, You stood up and looked at him. He was sweating and panting.

“[Name].. Can we please.. talk..?” He murmured, gulping and approaching you in the kitchen.

You walked over him to face him, smiling sadly at him while you cupped both his cheeks. You hugged him tight, He reciprocated the hug tenderly and you both stayed like that for a few minutes..

You were the one he embraced, but he was still thinking of her.

“Xiao.. If you truly loved me.. Choose her.” You mumbled, pulling away from the warm embrace that you wished, oh wished to have lasted longer but you couldn’t. you just wouldn’t.

Xiao winced at your words and shook his head, He opened his mouth to speak but you cut him off. “Where did my love lack? I gave everything to make you smile.” You said, looking down with a faint smile.

You both stayed quiet, the silence wasn’t peaceful. It was sad, and pale.

You looked up at him while Xiao’s eyes widened at the sight, You were tearing up. Tears were dripping down from your eyes and down to the floor while you looked at him.

“I love you Xiao, truly. So that’s why..” You paused, wiping your tears while you cupped both his cheeks after and you kissed him on the forehead while his eyes were welling up with tears that threatened to fall.

“I’m letting you go.”

You said, which made his tears fall, He hugged you, tighter than that last hug. You cried at his shoulders, patting his back while he silently cried on your back.

Xiao pulled away, wiping his tears while you both headed onto the door. You pointed at the door and smiled sadly at him.

“Go.. please.. She’s waiting for you.” You chuckled in a sad tone, Xiao smiled and kissed you, one final time before he left.

You counted, wishing he would come back and hug you in his embrace while you hugged him by the shoulders.

One..

Two..

…

Three.

You had burst into tears, crying, but no shoulder to cry on. You didn’t have an arm wrapped around you tightly, You didn’t have an arm that had tattoos trying to comfort you while soft hands took off the strands of hair in your face.

You had no one else, except you.

You were the one he needed, but not the one he loved.

Lumine had met up with you, outside of your house. You smiled at her and hugged her, then reached your mouth over to her ears. “Don’t make him cry like what I did… Please.. take care of him.”

Lumine widened her eyes at your words, she then squinted it then returned the hug, nodding while you pulled away and smiled sadly.

She walked away, Xiao next to her side while you were there, alone.

No one to wake you up in the morning, No one to support you to what you wanted to do.

While you didn’t notice, the rose Xiao had gave you that was in your vase, The rose you kept so long and taken care of, one of it’s petals has fell.

Xiao looked at Lumine tenderly, love and desire plastered onto his eyes while he smiled slightly.

“And it can be really seen in your eyes, why you chose her.”

[lumineescente]

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Stray Kids (Band) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Hwang Hyunjin/Kim Seungmin Characters: Kim Seungmin (Stray Kids), Hwang Hyunjin, Lee Minho | Lee Know, Lee Felix (Stray Kids) Additional Tags: Exes to Lovers, Angst, Injury, Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, there's only one bed, Angst with a Happy Ending, Hopeful Ending, Dancing injury, Anxiety, Fake Dating, Kinda Summary:

When Hyunjin ends up in the hospital after a dancing injury, he does not expect his ex, Seungmin, to be there. He expects even less for Seungmin to stay.

this was written for the seungjin fic fest on twitter 

[verosika-mommy]

LUMINEE MOVE IT'S MY TURN

(found the pic on audiomack so no creds)

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Bobrisky has been counting down to his birthday for weeks and today, August 31, he finally turned 32 years old.The crossdresser, who shared snippets from photo shoots for his birthday, reveal...

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The Lumineeers

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Song of the Day: "Long Way To Go" by P!nk feat. The Lumineeers

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Photos of Austin and Baz at Luminee awards tonight.. congratulations to both of them.

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+ @luminee (who i can’t tag for some reason) / polly 

don’t start a fight, don’t start a fight----

“and...you’re the authority on gryffindor? since when?” udyati shakes her head. wow, okay.  what even is polly chapman’s problem? udyati figures there’s gotta be one, at least. otherwise she wouldn’t act like this, would she? 

“just ‘cause i hang out with scor and al doesn’t make me any less a gryffindor than you!”

[prophezeiung]

@luminee​​   ›   albus

          “ albus, have you ever felt love? ”

          marty flops onto the bench next to his friend, with no regards for what he’s been doing previously to his entrance, or for, well, personal boundaries. dramatically, he leans back and lets out a big sigh, the kind of sigh where impossible scenarios play behind the lids of your closed eyes while you cannot put into articulated sentences how much you regret them being fictional, and so you reach into yourself for something else to express it and can only produce this sound of oh so many things heavy on your heart.

          “ and if you have, have you felt it as deeply and achingly as i do this very moment? ”

[suspectedalways]

"Astoria always knew that she was not destined for old age. She wanted me to have somebody when she left, because...it is exceptionally lonely, being Draco Malfoy. I will always be suspected. There is no escaping the past. I never realized, though, that by hiding him away from this gossiping, judgmental world, I ensured that my son would emerge shrouded in worse suspicion than I ever endured."

Draco Malfoy, Harry Potter and the Cursed Child.  

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@luminee​ liked this for a starter from Ginny | Albus

It was awful to know what her husband had said to their child. There was no excuse that could ever justify the use of such cruel words. It didn’t matter that Albus had wished he weren’t his father, he was the adult in this relationship, he couldn’t lose his temper – not to their child.

Ginny had sent Harry to bed, believing him to have done enough. Now she was out, roaming the streets, searching for Albus. She had to bring him home, she couldn’t just wait up all night hoping for his return.

Eventually she found her boy at a park they used to frequent, sitting on a swing. She approached cautiously, unsure if Al was going to run at the sight of her. “Mind if I join you?” she asked, nodding to the empty space next to him. 

[veracicus]

“ of course i’m fine. i mean, who wouldn’t want to be told they’re going to have a painful, grim death, on their first divination class? ” albus to james!  @luminee

      “Oh, you had your first divination class! It’s total bollocks, I tell you. Half of the time the things that are being sprouted out  are poppycock and the other half m i g h t be true. Just out of curiousity, Al... “ he leaned in close, a wicked little grin curled around his lips, mischievous glint in his eyes. Almost as if he were p l o t t i n g something.

       “ What DID she say about your painful, grim death? “

[lumineescente]

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Stray Kids (Band) Rating: Not Rated Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Han Jisung | Han/Lee Minho | Lee Know Characters: Lee Minho | Lee Know, Han Jisung | Han, Hwang Hyunjin, Kim Seungmin (Stray Kids), Kim Minju (IZONE) Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Soulmates, Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Meet-Cute, Strangers to Lovers, Lee Minho | Lee Know is Whipped, Minor Hwang Hyunjin/Kim Seungmin, science finds your soulmate, Kim Seungmin & Lee Minho | Lee Know are Best Friends, Anxiety, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Lee Minho | Lee Know Is Bad at Feelings Summary:

It all starts when Minju gets dumped because her boyfriend run the test and find his soulmates. Maybe it starts before, when the test first appeared and Minho did not want to have anything to do with it. Or maybe it starts when Han Jisung crosses the door of the library.

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@luminee​ said: ‘ what are you afraid of? ’ from rose to roxanne!

             Roxanne is playing with a strange gelatinous thing, glittering silver as if it holds moonlight inside of it. An experiment, she hasn’t decided if a success or failure. And she ignores the question for as long as she can, she doesn’t want to answer it, doesn’t want to make it that real, she hasn’t spoken it out loud to anyone, just wondered about it inside Hogwarts’ library’s walls.

          ❝ Becoming meaningless. Spending my life here and it amounting to nothing in the end, not making a difference. ❞  Not that she has ANY clue what kind of difference she can make but… something. It feels awful to have all these people in the family who did so much, who changed the world, and staring out a window having no clue what you can do that hasn’t been done before.

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@luminee​ said: “ It’s not a choice everyone has. ” from lily to any (in french) pls!

Il y avait de la FIERTÉ dans le regard d’Hermione au moment où elle écoutait la jeune fille parler. Lily était déjà très mature pour son âge; c’était plaisant de l’écouter. Peut-être même se voyait-elle en elle. Cependant, Hermione avait été forcée à devenir mature rapidement à cause de son amitié avec Harry et la guerre contre Voldemort. Leur adolescence avait été chamboulée, mais elle s’était promis qu’elle ne laisserait pas quelque chose briser des vies à nouveau.

« Tu as raison, Lily », assura-t-elle en gardant un petit sourire sur ses lèvres. « Parfois, les gens n’ont pas le choix. Ou ils ont le choix, mais il n’y en a un seul qui soit un bon choix, pour plusieurs différentes raisons. » Elle hésita un moment. Avec les années, Hermione avait appris qu’elle n’aurait pas dû juger aussi rapidement certaines personnes. Maintenant, elle essayait toujours de demeurer ouverte, comme Lily, même si ce n’était pas nécessairement facile. « Je suis contente que tu aies compris cela. Vraiment. »

HAWKE DIALOGUE | ACCEPTING

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@luminee​ requested a Hogwarts verse starter! // for Polly

         She looked up at the Gryffindor girl from her seat near the window. “ Oh, I’m sorry, I didn’t recall hearing them ask for your opinion. ” It was irritating enough to deal with the people who stared and whispered behind her back with her having to retake some of her OWLs at the beginning of the year, the comments about her house were enough to tip her over the precarious edge of anger. It was all too easy to set her off recently. Cleo hadn’t been trying to listen in on the conversation, but the snide remark about Hufflepuffs had caught her attention. Many of her housemates tended to be too nice to stand up for themselves, which only enabled further mistreatment. She cast a cursory and dismissive glance over the girl from head to toe, and then tilted her head and rested her chin on her hand with a little raise to her brows. “ Let me guess, Gryffindor is just so much better than every other house, right? So we’re just going to ignore the fact that Gryffindor and Slytherin account for almost every single instance where Hogwarts has nearly fallen apart? Sure, you’ve had some really famous witches and wizards over the years, but sometimes bravery seems to be synonymous with stupidity, if you ask me. ”