#Matt Murdock x mtf reader

[moth-murdock]

A night to forget, and one to remember. (Matt Murdock x any reader)

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A/n: moth writes! Part two, electric boogaloo

Genre: fluff/comfort

Summary: you have a nightmare about your past, Matt comforts you

Warnings: mentions of past CSA, people being assholes about SA

Other tags: comfort, more domestic matt, nightmares, trauma recovery

Matt started to stir when he heard your breathing turn from regular sleep to fitful nightmares. They were uncommon for you, but you had told him before that there were dark parts of your past that you didn't want to go over at the time. He accepted that answer, not wanting to push you too soon.

Before he can wake you himself, your whole body jolts and you shrink in on yourself. He can taste the tears on your waterline, and the salt of sweat on your forehead.

"sweetheart?" He asks, his voice rough with sleep as you immediately try to put distance between you two

"what's going on?" He sounds more worried now, as he can hear your rapid, shallow breaths and your racing heart.

You scramble so much that you end up falling off the bed, hitting your ass on the hard floor below. Then, Matt hears the sound he hates most. You crying.

"I'm sorry-..." you apologize through soft sobs

"fuck, i'm sorry, I just-... I had a nightmare..." You explain as you crawl back into bed.

He instinctively wraps his arms around you, holding you close in an attempt to soothe you. It's what always works, so it's his default. But when he hears your heartbeat speed up even more and feels you tense up, he pulls back.

"Hey... talk to me... tell me what's wrong..." he urges softly, wanting so desperately to hold you in his arms and kiss away your tears but knowing that's not what you need right now.

You're hesitant, and for good reason. You've heard enough to know how most religious people judge "purity" and you don't want this to be something to scare him off. But you know you can't lie to him, especially not after this.

"Ok... um... when I was younger..." you start, closing your eyes so you don't see his face as you tell him about that night all those years ago, when someone you were supposed to be able to trust took advantage of your childhood innocence.

You don't open your eyes until you've finished telling him what happened, and how you still have occasional nightmares where you relive that night, but now actually knowing what's happening, unlike when you were a kid. When you finally do manage to open your eyes, you expect a few things. Disgust, contempt, and not to mention disappointment. but what you somehow didn't expect at all was sympathy, unwavering love, and compassion.

"... You're not... upset?" You ask cautiously, and the response makes your heart melt

"why in the world would I be upset?"

You start to give some excuse about why you should be valued less, but your protests are quickly silenced by a single finger to your lips

"listen to me. I don't care. It wasn't your fault. You didn't want it, why should I judge you for it?"

Four simple sentences. In four simple sentences, he had calmed your worries, insured his love for you, and made you cry again for a different reason. All your life, you were told that it was your fault. You should have said no. That nothing could be said to defend you because you had agreed to it.

As if he had read your mind, he speaks again.

"you were a kid. You didn't know what was happening. And you were supposed to be able to trust them. Anyone who puts you at fault is flat out wrong." He says firmly

"but-"

"but nothing, Angel... Can I?" He asks, searching for your hand. You meet him halfway, gently putting your hand in his. Normally after a nightmare, you feel disgusting. You want to throw up, and you scrub yourself raw in the shower to try and get rid of the phantom hands all over your body. But tonight? You don't feel any of that. Sure, you're shaking, but it's because you have never felt so loved and accepted after opening up.

"You are perfect. What happened doesn't define you. Don't let anyone tell you any different. I love you. No matter what." He murmurs as he holds you close, petting your hair and placing kisses on your forehead, cheeks, nose, and lips.

He continues to whisper soft words of affirmation and reassurance until you fall asleep again, and when you wake the next morning, he's still holding you.

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Warnings = **

teen!reader / child!reader / daughter!reader / gn!reader / platonic!reader / sibling!reader / son!reader / romantic!reader / ftm!reader / mtf!reader

I don’t own Marvel or any of the characters in Marvel , I only own the imagines that I have created in tumblr or wattpad

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MCU CHARACTERS

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*✧.｡.:*･# IMAGINES ﾐ

Pizza & Cuddles ** - You blind in one eye and Kate helps you get by - Kate Bishop x reader

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Little Soldier ** - Bucky’s relationship with his chil - father!Bucky Barnes & child!reader

Family Reunion ** - Zemo si your father and you have a bad relationship with him after what he did in CACW and he’s trying to fix your relationship - Baron Zemo & teen!reader, Sam Wilson & teen!reader, Bucky Barnes & teen!reader (coming soon)

✧.｡.:*･# HEADCANONS ﾐ

Dating Kate Bishop Would Include ** - what I imagine it would be like to date Kate Bishop - Kate Bishop x reader

Tony Stark as a Father ** - what I imagine it would be like if Tony Stark was your father - Tony Stark & teen!reader

Steve Rogers as a Father **- what I imagine it would be like if Steve was your father - Steve Rogers & teen!reader

Being Star Lord’s daughter** - what it would be like to be Peter Quills daughter - Peter Quill & daughter!reader

Being Marc Spector’s sibling** - what I think it would be like to be Marc’s little sibling - Marc Spector & teen!reader, (Steven Grant & teen!reader, Konshu & teen!reader, Jake Lockley & teen!reader)

DAREDEVIL ✧ PUNISHER ✧ VENOM ✧ WEREWOLF BY NIGHT ✧ SPIDER-VERSE

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Coffee Talks** - you met Frank a while back at your fave coffee shop and since then you two have met up each weak to talk, only this time it’s not only Frank who has bruises all over his face - Frank Castle & teen!reader

Birthday Special - it’s your birthday and Matt is the only one who knows how you really want to celebrate your birthday - Matt Murdock & teen!reader

Nonexistent Eating Patterns** - you haven’t been eating sleeping or drinking as you should and Matt is there to help - Matt Murdock & teen!reader

✧.｡.:*･# SERIES ﾐ

Little Red ** - series of events between, daredevil, the punisher and their little spider - Matt Murdock & Frank Castle & teen! vigilante!spider!reader

Little Murder ** - you try to get into Anvil so that you can learn how to protect yourself against your abusive parents, and in doing so you made Russo interested into why a teenager that’s too young to join the army wants to join Anvil which is made for ex-military to get a job, and eventually he finds out about your family situation - Billy Russo & teen!reader (coming soon)

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Jack Russell adopting a child ** - Jack finds a child and decides to take care of it - Jack Russell & child!reader

Venom ** - being Miguel O’Hara’s child while also being Venom/Spider-Man - father Miguel O’Hara & teen!venom!reader

Being Eddie Brock’s daughter would include ** - what I would be like to be Eddie Brock and Anne Weying’s daughter - Eddie Brock & teen!daughter!reader, Venom & teen!reader, Anne Weying & teen!daughter!reader (coming soon)

X-MEN CHARACTERS

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*✧.｡.:*･# IMAGINES ﾐ

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✧.｡.:*･# HEADCANONS ﾐ

Being Logan’s daughter ** - what I imagine it would be like to be Logan’s daughter - Logan Howlett & daughter!reader

Being Logan’s ftm son ** - what it would be like if you were Logan’s ftm son - Logan Howlett & ftm!son!reader

Being Deadpool’s daughter would include ** - what it would be like to be Deadpool’s daughter - Wade Wilson/Deadpool & teen!daughter!reader (coming soon)

MCU CAST

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You Okay Darling? ** - Tom helping you after a fight with your parents - Tom Hiddleston & teen!reader

✧.｡.:*･# SERIES ﾐ

✧.｡.:*･# HEADCANONS ﾐ

A Dream Come True - you persuade Jake to go to an amusement park - Jake Gyllenhaal & teen!reader

Tree House - Jake building a tree house for you while in quarantine - Jake Gyllenhaal & child!reader

Surprise - Jake (your father) gets surprised when he sees that you had taken home two dogs - Jake Gyllenhaal & teen!reader

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