#Only Sin Deep
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i'm such a fake bitch because i'm like "it's okay to like problematic characters (◡‿◡✿) it is also okay to dislike them (..◜ᴗ◝..) your opinions on fictional characters do not reflect anything about you as a person" and then someone will say something mildly critical of venat finalfantasy and it's like hm. i may have been lying earlier.
#venat#shitpost: i got a good feeling#weirdly i get like this in the exact opposite way about s*las dr*gonage#ONLY him though. i have no beef with emet likers or anything. my quarrel is solely with the bald elf.#and they're the only two. every other fictional character is Whatever to me#this is a joke. mostly. my actual sin is that there can be a real rigidity in how i interpret texts#and when someone disagree with those interpretations i take their disagreement as mere failure to understand#but that's just garden variety arrogance#and everything around the literal and metaphorical meaning of the sundering is something that provokes that rigidity in me#i have a real beef with 'we used to be immortal and that was good and pure' stories tbh#and i find interpretations sympathetic to that nostalgia troubling in a way i can't quite put a finger on#hence my deep sympathy for venat and my deep enmity towards s*las
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tumblr is orchasting my downfall because it's not letting me update the audio on the sillies discography post im logging off forever day = ruined
#not that deep i like being dramatic#no soy nada sin hacerme la loca un ratito#anyway. they debuted with fromis' supersonic instead of cosmic ^_____^#that was going to be the sonic movie song but song is just too good to be just a collab i needed them to HAVE IT!#plus its not the vibes of the movie lawllllll#song came on shuffle. then looked thru their angel of the season project pinterest board. and i saw IT.#theres also the fact i didnt rlly like cosmic as one of their tts. same with lucky girl but eh.#maybe i will change lucky girl too idk too many red velvet songs in that disco#then again i dont rlly listen to kpop so thats why there is a lot of rv#this reminded me of the anon asking me if they were addition to a bg where would they go#and i scratched my head bc i dont listen to men. only exo sjnsnddkjnjdnjdnjdnjdnjd and nct#sorry that ive never replied anon let me. TRY.. to listen to more..... men........#oh im yapping my bad
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hm.
#if you find yourself worried that growing in faith will remove parts of your personality becayde you might suddenly lose interest in#what makes you you#thats something you really have to like Investigate. deep down. because in the end even if you change a bit you will be Better. l#like you will be where God wants you to be#the heart is deceitful above all things and desperately wicked etc#like i GET IT but also . growing in faith doesnt make you a Totally Different Person it doesnt take away all your interests#maybe it changes how you interact with them and the importance you place on them but like#me being more spiritually mature than i was a year ago doesn't mean that im not interested in poetry anymore or i dont like all the media#im invested in anymore#EVEN when i felt called to stop listening to secular music#i was like oh well ill just be boring now#no girl theres worlds out there of good music by christian artists you just gotta find it#anyways. this is rambly#i cant really make this concise#but really like. sometimes you gotta reconsider your priorities#God created you as you are WITH your personaliyy#sure we were born in sin etc but your personality being sanctified does not mean that you will lose it#yk#anyways#reminds me of this story abt a guy asking an older brother about if he should be listening to secular music#and the brother was like . ok well first off answer me this#if God told you to only listen to ska music for the rest of your life would you listen#and the guy was like ?? what??? no???#and the brother was like well then you still place your preferences higher than Gods#kind of silly and i do still think theres nuance in the music thing#but like. Yk. The Basic Idea
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In regards to the Eve = Roo theory [ which I personally vouched for before settling on Lute = Eve instead ]: no, in my current blog canon, Roo & Lute [ Eve ] are two separate individuals,
Lute’s relationship with Roo is defined by a tension so ancient, so foundational, that it exists in the bones of her being — though, she is loath to acknowledge it directly. For Lute, where Lucifer embodies rebellion, & Lilith symbolizes defiance, Roo is something far older, far more insidious. She is not temptation in the form of a snake, nor a whisper in the dark —ㅤshe is the root of what made temptation possible in the first place,
Roo was there in Eden; a presence, a feeling, a hunger just beneath the surface of paradise.ㅤThe fruit, the bite, the fall — Roo didn’t need to trick Lute; she simply needed to be present,
Remember what Charlie said in the first episode:ㅤ“Angels that worshiped good & shielded all from evil, [ … ] For with this single act of disobedience, evil finally found its way into Earth…”ㅤEvil existed long before Adam & Eve; all Eve did was open the gate for it & the worst part? Roo remembers. Roo knows. Alongside God, Roo is one of the only beings who knows who Lute really is. Not just as a celestial enforcer, not as an exorcist — but as Eve, the first sinner. She holds that shit over her head, & Lute hates it,
That makes Roo not just a looming threat, but a deeply personal one. Lute has spent eons clawing her way back toward grace, earning her place in Heaven even if only conditionally. Yet Roo’s very existence mocks that effort, whispering the truth: no matter how sharp her blade, no matter how righteous her cause, Lute is a product of sin & sin knows its own… Roo doesn’t even need to say a word. Her presence alone threatens to unravel Lute's carefully rebuilt identity. Because if Roo was part of the Fall, if Roo enabled it…ㅤthen who, really, was Lute serving when she bit into that fruit?
Lute views as a personal stain she can never cleanse. Roo represents the origin of her shame. The knowing smirk behind every failure. The truth behind the lie Lute tells herself:ㅤthat her sin was entirely her own
#✧ moderator | update#✧ narrative | headcanons#✧ character | lute#[ -deep breath- toxic yuri toxic yuri toxic yuri!! EUGH like... besides Adam - Roo is the only other person i could ship Lute with ]#[ Lute HATES sin & HATES sinners; ofc she's going to hate Roo. but she can't do shit about it. Evanescence's 'Snow White Queen' is THEM ]#[ 'you're just like me' AUGHHH. this also works even without the context of Lute = being Eve honestly. that's the best part i think... ]#[ they have this parasitic type of dynamic ( in my head ); Roo constantly mocking & Lute lashing out despite knowing it's fruitless ]#[ i NEED that scene from Aladdin where Jafar reveals Aladdin's true identity to Jasmine but make it Roo / Adam / Lute pls pls pls ]
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why the lilith hate? did we get more info? it’s literally all my dash is rn is lilith opinions lmao
for the record I don’t think she’s evil, at all. This show is all about turning preconceived notions on its head and I personally believe Roo is masquerading as her. I think she loves both her family and her sinners very much, but I do believe she and Lucifer’s split might have been because of their opposing stances in everything.
Lucifer seemed to have just given up, or maybe wanted peace with heaven, while Lilith wanted to empower their citizens to resist. Alternatively they might have just split up because she had to leave and try to keep peace with heaven.
Either way I believe Roo has posed as her, maybe even for Alastor’s deal, and I think we will see the true mother of demons and it’ll be just like lucifer, where she had her reasons and winds up being an amazing mom lmao
CAUSE REMEMBER WHAT WE ALL THOUGHT ABOUT LUCIFER
#then again I’m balls deep into like portrayals like red’s lilith and can only see the misguided mom#who loves her family and her sinning babies#(ooc)
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Every fucking time I think my stupid ass hyper fixation for SPECIFICALLY getter robo Armageddon is gone it reignited at 2 fucking am when I’m supposed to be asleep and I dm my moot who has a different timezone then me about it cause he started watching and I’m telling him all the stupid shit I know and ohhhhh my god it never fucking ENDS
#meg text#this is not me even being mad at myself it’s just arma so fucking insane it really DID alt my brain chemistry#like are their shows more fucking weird and incomprehensible? Absolutely. But does it change arma being an experience? NOPE#we are legit in a era where everyone is sick of this show and i understand and yes new deserves more#HOWEVER yeah no the more i remember this show i get why its more fucking appealing to people#I said it shouldn’t be the only getter thing people consume but also not everyone going to want to get deep into it anyways#and if your gonna go with one might as well go with the one that doesn’t make any fucking sense#yet still is weirdly compelling for the fact it’s held together by fucking sticks and glue#oh and a lot of hot blooded passion#I’d say this is me coping that arma writing is poor but it’s honestly not the worst even if it’s not ideal#they did a lot of genius stuff just- yknow- swapping directors moment#but also something being a bit of a mess adds to the experience#I now wanna rewatch this too when I said I’d rewatch sins and I have two things im rewatching rn fuuuuck
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Dude max deserves to have a kid 🥺 (off note but idk why it reminded me of your fics)
Max will be a fantastic dad and happy to hear (well read) that the news reminded you of my fics.
#sin answers#though now i'm trying to think of other than i ❤️ milfs if i've written max being/becoming a dad#hmm time to go on a deep dive of my own fics#edit: i've only written fics where they discuss having kids#that's it#how???#i say as my next max fic technically has reader being pregnant#also i got this idea like a month ago this did not spawn from the news
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how was playing hsr? was there anything that you liked in the game and the story?
ITS BEEN AMAZING AS EXPECTED!!!!!!!!! i actually havent played genshin in a while since starting it, i have no motivation to do the filler event while a perfectly good star rail is sitting there waiting to be played :')
but for mechanics, i love they have auto battle so you dont have to nessecarily sit there and invest in every little battle you gotta do....and i love that the resin (resin??) system is a lot more forgiving with a higher cap, lower cost, and allow for overflow...thats nice...i also love that the mc and starter units are very useful. im so emotionally attatched to the star rail crew so im glad they never have to leave my team !!!!
storywise im LOVING IT SO FAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i started playing it at the beginning of spring break 2 weeks ago and im almost all caught up!!! i went through belabog and penacony and now im just doing those leftover intermission main quests which im only now realizing i shouldve done before going to penacony LMAO
and of course.....danmarch....im so soft for them......and also i love sampo i cant wait to see what they do with him
#besides the star rail crew and sampo im not too attatched to anyone else#im very much a (what would happen in canon) type of player so the only units i REALLY want are himeko welt and imbibitor lunae#(and sampo)#everyone else i can go without#so this game is probably gonna be a lot better for my wallet#overall it just like it better than genshin minus the open world part#i like the story and characters...i like that you can play as bad guys while theyre still bad guys???? like blade and kafka???#cuz in genshin you always gotta redeem them somehow first before theyre playable#not here hueheuhe#also i love that they actually kill off playable characters#(spoilers from here on out)#i know were supposed to be all sad for fireflys death but honestly.......i didnt care about her too much LMAO#i was actually a little annoyed for the secret base part because her base was SO FUCKING DEEP IN ENEMY TERRITORY#i was like (damn bitch how far away is this shit??!)#that by the time we got to the emotional part i was just mad#i never liked characters where the game tries to like....force you to care about them#and its implied you have some super close relationship ESPECIALLY when you havent known them long#now if march died that would be a whole different story#but firefly??? i mean rip but i didnt really know her#im loving the penacony quest so far though#any setting where its like a place of mind tricks and gambling and spending money and sin is always so scary to me#especially the dream within a dream within a dream shit#the mind fuck aspect is always a good plot that i enjoy#i also love that theyre not afraid to upgrade units#like we have dan heng and the dragon dan heng#so characters arnt stagnent forever#everyday i hope we one day get to see a 5-star secret power march#cuz that girl has some shit going on i swear#i just did her luofu memory quest#and those fuckers in the garden of recollection............
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arthur morgan is so eldest daughter coded GOD
#aristotle.txt#i think dutch and arthur mirror the relationship between a mother and daughter in many aspects#dutchs victimization of himself and his continuous denial and the anger he experiences and emotional guilting#the MINUTE arthur gains autonomy enough to betray his wants is just so peak mother and oldest daughter#the way arthur is HELL BENT on saving dutch is so representative of that#john has a much easier time questioning dutch and it is wholly because john is younger. he is the younger child#he has arthurs protection and he BELIEVES in that. so fully. in the way he carries himself#arthur lingers in johns life and his choices. john has the autonomy and freedom of a second child#ON TOP OF THIS. i think dutch loves both john and arthur. i dont think that is untrue#dutch is pathetic and he experiences major decline in sanity#the impact of arthurs death.... the abysmal reality that it was by dutchs hand that he died... dutchs sin is pride#he is hysterical in his attempt to prove what i can only assume is his worth as a father figure#he is so deep in denial and truly has lost his mind. that many has so much wrong with him#but he is well written and nuanced and so often feels motherly in his platitudes and preaching#a prideful mother and a daughter hellbent on making sure she is never lonely ohhhh theyre so#aough this game. this game is cooking me.#also the lengths that arthur goes to keep all of his tenderness wrapped in the pages of his journal and safe from everyone.....oh we're#really in it now arthur morgan#a.rdr2
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Running away because you don’t want to die/you want to live is a totally valid human reaction to danger, which is unfortunately always painted as cowardice in shounen series. So Donny, it’s really okay, and you really didn’t have to justify it with your dead mom telling you to live, it really just is okay to want to leave. If it’s shit, hit the bricks man
#pixi watches 7DS#I mean yeah he comes back#but it really didn’t have to be that deep#anyway again no offense Donny but aside from percival it feels like naciens is the only useful person on this team#not including sin because we know he’s op af#anyway 14 episodes in if course I’m going to get attached to these charas a little#I just like a little gang of friends traveling and having fun#until it’s not fun
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Sometimes I think that religion didn't have a big impact on me growing up, and then I remember my year long phase of wanting to be a nun to "avoid impure actions" and to "be forgiven by God" after I realized I was gay.
#i was deep in the “love the sinner hate the sin” mentality#like “oh if i'm only secretly gay in theory it's still bad but as long as i don't act on it and repent i'm okay :)”#HUUUH?????#anyway it gets better#lesbian#catholic trauma#religious guilt#turdy talk
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I love Jadzia’s bathing suit.
#and that is the only thought about this episode I have#/lying#i have many thoughts#star trek#star trek watch through#deep space 9#deep space nine#ds9#let he who is without sin...#jadzia dax#lt commander dax#dax#(basically I don't mind Dax and Worf in theory but I think it's ruining both of them)#(Jadzia in particular has felt weird recently)#(I can buy this from old school Worf but it feels like he should have at least covered some of this with Trio)#(like I'm pretty sure we even saw parts of it?)
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I’ve been thinking randomly more and more about how “yeah it be cool if the stuff I like wasn’t dead fandoms but if they were popular the fandom would suck” and I don’t think anything applies more to that then if casshern sins was more popular cause it would SADLY become apart of those “I only like deep anime” fucking intellectual memes right up there with shit like evangelion and it does not deserve to be ruined that way by the internet
#meg text#it IS a deep show with a good message but if people ran it into the ground it would get way more dismissed then it already is#since while it’s not the common take-most people don’t know it exists anyways-some people do just write it off as edgy#but if people were shoving it in your face ITS SO DEEEEP and then you can’t get through it then it’s only gonna worsen that stupid take#I still wish the fandom wasn’t a fucking ghost town though but like we don’t want the monkeys paw curling now#(Also I keep posting a lot about sins- no I didn’t rewatch it either just my brain is shaking it rn)
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I've been feeling actually sick about them. So many hints and clues point to the show not letting them be happy together after the next two episodes, and I feel like I need to find a way to distance myself before I legitimately get my feelings hurt. I feel like a dumbass for letting myself feel this deeply about them. I have a post in my drafts detailing why Petrigrof is so eerily similar to my relationship with my fiance, and I'm debating posting it to get it off my chest because I just have a lot of emotional skin in the game and I know myself well enough to know I'm going to be distraught if this show hints to me that my own marriage isn't going to work because of how we both kind of restructured our lives so that we could be together. I don't really have any doubts that my own relationship is in any danger actually, I just want them to be able to be in love. I can't break the line I've drawn between them and us.
I'm a mess I'm really sorry. I'm embarrassed about it! Lol I don't think I've ever been this emotionally invested in a piece of media, not even in my heavy fandom days when I was a teenager. I can't help but laugh at myself for allowing myself to feel this anxious about a fictional couple's emotional health. At the same time, it's made me so fucking happy. It's given my fiance and I something else to bond and laugh and cry over. We've just been reveling in the obsession and letting ourselves fantasize and daydream and it's been a super fun few weeks for us. And it's still a lot of fun! But I wonder if it's not time to take a step back to let myself breathe.
#There's probably something poignant in here about the nature of romanticizing and letting yourself get too attached to anything#but goddamn it I'm a human being#letting myself view my own life through rosy glass and loving things hard and deep is the only thing that keeps me going#Is it a sin to love too much? to feel too deep?
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↑them↑
#i love this photo so much it's so cute#anyways i watched trio of deep sin and i have thoughts#first of all i think that rintaro had the best visuals and the most interesting story#it's mostly about him accepting the blood on his hands and reiterating how these are the burdens he must bear as a swordsman#touma had a really nice storyline and i didn't know if i'd like touma as a father but i really do and it suits him well#they gave espada a new form but the visuals were kind of lacking in that section like the effects weren't the best#but the movie is show well for them most part although sometimes the camera zooms in slightly just out of nowhere and idk how i feel about#that decision but oh well#at the end they kinda hint that kento and yuina meet again and they are engaged on the manipulated timeline but let's be real they'd never#last like i feel like yuina did grow to care for kento and she wanted him to live but she still felt so much hate for him and it wouldn't#ever work as a real relationship at least not a romantic one considering her fiance died bc of kento like that's not something you can#really move on from like that#so all in all probably one of my favorite kr movies so far with a lot of great visuals and an interesting story#the most impactful part is when rintaro and kento meet and they've forgotten each other like i actually cried#i do consider kento and rintaro to be family so it broke me to see them speak to each other like strangers#the one fault this has is only kento and rintaro share screentime#we don't see kento and touma interact nor do we see rintaro and touma which feels like a shame considering how close they are in the series#but it does help in highlighting individual burdens though i still would have liked to see them together#kr saber lb#kr lb#umbrella.thoughts#umbrella.posts
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Why in God's great fuck
#just watched a video of someone deep frying ketchup bc yeah i guess we do that now#ive been online for too long today ig bc now im at the part of the internet where we deep fry ketchup ????#fuck this man i cant cope with this anymore we live in a godless world built only to punish us for the sin of knowing
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