#RELIGION AND I…HAVE A VERY COMPLICATED RELATIONSHIP
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Hello! I'm curious to know, where do you draw the line between traditional Hekate worship and modern? After reading up on the history of Hekate, it seems like She has a lot less original associations than I thought. Like, Her traditional associated colors are red, black, and white, but what if I associate a deep berry purple with Her as well? Not specifically that, and I hope I didn't make this question too convoluted, but I guess what I'm trying to say is that I'm now starting to feel serious about working with and worshipping Hekate, but I fear there's a lot of rules and associations to stick to.
If one isn't completely disregarding Her traditional existence, how strict should the practice be?
This is a complicated question and I may not be the best person to ask depending on what you’re looking for. As a reconstructionist, my worship of Hekate is mainly informed by tradition and the structure of Ancient Greek religion. So for me, there’s not much I do without some precedent in Her historical cult.
However, I’m also not a religious authority. While I am a historian and I’ve devoted 15 years to studying Hekate, I can’t tell you what is and isn’t correct in an abstract spiritual sense, only what history informs us of in terms of practices related to Her ancient worship.
Personally I find rules very helpful. The structure of traditions and the orthopraxy of Ancient Greek religion provides an important framework for my spiritual practice. But I understand that not everyone feels that way.
If you are getting serious about worshipping Hekate, I encourage you to continue learning about the traditional viewpoint of this goddess. I understand that it can seem like a lot of things to learn, and things that are very different from pop culture and neopagan ideas about Hekate, but that doesn’t necessarily mean you are being restricted. It’s just getting to know a deeper side of Her, and providing a firm foundation to your understanding.
I’m not going to tell you that you have to approach your practice through Ancient Greek traditions, but I will pose a question to answer your question. If you feel drawn to worship Hekate based on non-traditional associations and understandings, ask yourself why. Why do you associate these other things with Her? Is it because they hold significance to you, because it matches modern popular ideas of what Her domains relate to, or because you feel spiritual connection to them? And if you find difficulty in connecting with a traditional view of Hekate, it can also be fair to ask yourself why you feel drawn to this goddess and why you wish to connect with Her.
This is not to say that if your answers to these questions complicate your approach that you shouldn’t worship Hekate. Rather I think it’s useful to have a basic understanding of all of the parts at play in order to build a strong foundation to your practice, relationship, and gnosis.
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hii to celebrate pride month i drew a little art of my favorite gay rocks




Also all except the first are doodles I haven't shared yet
sorry i couldnt do more i am kind of going through a personal rut but heeyyyy at least i finished school its summer time gangy #survived another month hahahaha.. hha... WOOOOOO I'M GONNA BE MORE ACTIVE NOW HOPEFULLY WOO WOO
#hey yall PRIDE MONTH#happy pride 🌈#i just wanted to draw my fav ship#WUH LUH WUH OR WHATEVER TF AYEAAAHHHHHHH#anyways i went thru my own stuff regarding sexuality yk#i actually started considering myself being on the aroace spectrum for a while#i have a pretty complicated relationship with love i feel#i considered this because#i had (and still have) crushes on people#but#if they reciprocated the feeling#i wouldnt want to persue a relationship#i think that just means im not ready for a relationship yet#or i am?#its really confusing#i still consider being on yhe aroace spectrum every now and then but probably not#i couldnt imagine doong the deed really so thats why i also consider asexuality#i grow though and change#but im pretty sure im bi now#bi but leaning towards men. i have crushes on women (very painfullu obviously..)#but i think id rather persue a relationship with a man (my religion also plays apart in this dilemma i think) but oh well.#i just love who i want to love. screw labels. love is love. and ill love whoever i do want to when they come into my life#ill figure myself out hopefully soon. bi most likely or maybe even demi or even pan or idk IDK#whatevers. sorry again but i should be more active now summer is heeereeeee#art#steven universe#verviellet#su amethyst#su peridot#amedot
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MiqoMarch Day 24 — Reason
Hear. Feel. Think. The words of a goddess she knew not the true nature, but would follow her call all the same. This was her purpose, the reason of her existence.
#ffxiv#miqomarch#miqo'te#miqomarch 2025#miqomarch2025#gpose#hydaelyn#venat#ffxiv venat#sori#this is more of a symbolic one for today#sori has very complicated feelings for hydaelyn since arr#she is hesistant to blindly follow a god she doesn’t know no matter how much of a benevolent mother figure she seems#especially with Primals and all that she’s even more skeptical of religion and worship as a whole#she used to follow menphina with the rest of her clan but became jaded after the attack on them#she’s not willing to compromise her individuality and her own values bc some higher power said so#she does what hydaelyn asks of course but is always wary of the fact that she could be lying or have ulterior motives#and then it’s further complicated in shb when it comes to light that hydaelyn is a primal and that her free will could ne not her own#it’s extremely distressing to her and she’s not sure what to think and causes her to be cold to hydaelyn and go from wariness#to fill distrust bc it proves that sori was right and she was hiding information from her#I just think about their relationship a lot. once again sori is a reluctant but devoted knight to the greater good despite the personal cost
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Any other non-Catholics still make the sign of the cross? Idk my family is Catholic so I grew up not exactly in the church, but very very close to it. As my mom described my upbringing it was “Catholic adjacent but with liberal beliefs.” I did attend mass growing up and partook in a lot of Catholic traditions and ways of practice (including signing the cross) since that’s how she was raised, and also how most of family worships, so it feels natural for me to do so.
I typically just as I’m Methodist (and a veryyyy liberal one even by UMC standards. Some of my beliefs could be considered Unitarian / Unitarian Universalist even. Faith is complicated, I just say Methodist because it feels right) and culturally Catholic, so I developed this very bizarre relationship with faith and how I practice it. 🤷♂️
#From what I’ve seen you don’t have to be Catholic to do it but I’m also like one of the very few non-Catholics I know who still do it#My relationship with God has been the happiest and most fulfilling and healthiest it has been in yearssss#And part of that is because I’m trans—not despite it.#Even if the language I use to describe my faith is confusing and complicated it feels really nice to feel good in my religion again#I use to be scared my identity and my faith couldnt walk hand in hand. I was so SO wrong.#Anyways#Christian#Christianity#Queer Christian#Queer Christianity#lgbt Christian#Culturally Catholic#Methodist#Methodism#United Methodist church
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the inevitable bond between "person who has a habit of breaking everything she touches, mostly literally but also metaphorically, who truly believes she can never learn to be gentle" and "person who has a disease that removes her from almost every aspect of the culture she's tried so hard to love and understand but simply cannot connect with in the same way others can"
#Radecyetzi Astetettye (syTP-TC)#+#Amireze Kezyerei (syTP-TC)#if i had a nickle for every time i had a priest with a complicated relationship to casting and religion#who had a nickname that shortened to 4 letters#i would only have 2 nickles but it's weird that it happened twice.#pushing the rads/mira agenda <3#i really haven't talked about mira much. this is because she is Incredibly New and very VERY very subject to change.#don't get your hopes up.#sytp-tc#cererants
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i am aware i will sound. ig ignorant is the right word here? but every time like. i watch a wendigoon video where he brings up his connection to religion. or when he brings up other creators of horror content who are religious and use it in their horror. i am so baffled
like to me, from all the people i met throughout my life (both jewish and christian), it's hard to think about religion as a good thing. i know more people who are ex-christians or ex-orthodox jews than ppl who believe in god (or rather, the ppl i do know who believe in god, aren't really people i was ever close to. more like neighbors in my old building). religion is something that has been traumatic to most people i know who had any connection to it. i personally see it as something that's been forced on me and is still forced on everyone in my country regardless of if we believe in it or not, ever since we were kids
(not to mention my personal gripe with god as a trans + disabled person lmao. my biggest enemy fr)
so seeing people treat religion as something positive is. ig the best word here is. alien to me. people using it in horror not as the thing that's horrifying (or rather, using demons as the thing that's horrifying, rather than the god fighting them) just feels wrong
logically i know people find meaning in it. i heard stories of belief saving people's lives. i have met people who are incredibly sweet and still religious (tho, i can count them on one hand). but at the same time, as a whole concept, and the way its people are currently working to ruin the lives of almost everyone in my country besides themselves, i can't help but view it as something vile. the things it makes people do are awful. the wars it causes. the human rights being trampled because of it. it's hard to imagine how someone could be entrenched in it but come out kind while still holding onto faith
#i have an incredibly complicated relationship with judaism as you may have noticed lmao#this is the main thing I'm talking abt here. with some christianity on the side bc i do know a lot of ex-christians#(so don't @ me abt other religions i am not touching those here bc i don't know enough)#i also know reform judaism is very different from what we have here. so I'm not talking abt that either.#i try my best to be non-judgmental i really do. this is less judgement and more confusion#and i am aware i am very biased bc of my own limited experiences and of friends i met throughout my life#that being said. orthodox jewish communities are literally cults in everything but name. ok bye 👋
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Been doing some freakass divine shit with Vinny
can't help but hit my faves with angelic/holy beams bc I am haunted and unwell
#truth is im an art history spinterest haver and my fave niche ended up being a certain kind of religious art and objects#esp icons and altar pieces ouuuuugh i looooove them so much#anyway i am unfortunately hitting vin with the beams bc im insane#scribbs#max ocs#original character#ocs: vincent#ocs: bastard gang#im non religious and have a complicated personal relationship with the religion my fave arthis is from but the arthis itself is very#interesting to me and im an mcr so fan i love the themes and imagery but in a fag type of way 🫶#do i tag my use of f slur if its at the bottom of my tags lol??? mssg me if so ill leave it for now#artistic nudity#but also hes covered so???#foster scribbles
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thinks about arab sam celebrating ramadan all alone at stanford. yet another aspect of his life he can't bring himself to share with jess. bawls my eyes out
#txt.toothdecay#i think sam would have a very complicated relationship with religion (both islam and christianity) as well as ramadan#hmm ... fic idea maybe >.>
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Yes my finals are going great! (<- has been obsessing over Solomon a Gaenor for the past 48 hours and has been rendered completely incapacitated by it)
#there are no good gifs of it otherwise i would add it to my cool little tumblr sticker collections#might make a post on my main idk#i don't even know why it's making me this insane like i'm not even sure what there was to be insane about#like it's literally giving romeo and juliet but make it even more depressing which i feel like is not usually my thing#but it was so interesting!!!!!!!! and like very nuanced in talking about religion and complicated relationships to it#this may have been helped by i watched the whole thing in welsh first and understood about 20% of the words on a good stretch#and so was really mostly watching the imaginary movie made up in my head based on images and snippets of dialogue#but also this morning i did a side-by-side with the english version and it was very interesting because it's literally two different takes#and so you can see the actors acting differently and the difference the language change brings out in their dynamic...very interesting stuf#anyways i've now written almost 2000 words of What If Solomon Didn't Die#because i think it would be really interesting to make them work out their life together and how they'd find community and such#idk man they're making me so insane i don't think i've ever been this insane about a cishet couple in media before :')#i need to stop thinking about them. i have like three and a half papers to write#perce rambles
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Hey quick thing, does Tom in any of your AUs express any kind of religious trauma? Or things that make Tord go
‘huh’ *jots down in a notebook*
At like any point in his life? Doesn’t have to be big or anything just something that managed to trickle into his teen/adult life unconsciously
You’re talking to a catholic guy.
Yes he has religious trauma, in all AUs lmao
#asks#anonymous#I’m non-practicing#I have religous trauma rhsjdj#I have a VERY complicated relationship with religion#and when I write Tom I like to sneak that lil tidbit in
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so glad i have therapy tonight im. Ready to talk about scary things
#gonna talk more seriously about hrt. im so scared but theres been Enough happening that makes me feel. ready ig#it's the yearning it's the longing it's the being envious of my friends when i am actually overjoyed for them#it's the i want to be a visibly trans philosopher it's the fathers day special on npr that made me sob in my car#it's the singing along w my favorite songs makes me cry it's the i dont sing on the rare occasion i go to church it's the. uh.#i don't go cuz i want to i go because i want to see what's being shared in the sermon bc that's what people take messages from#mini book reports and challenging the passages selected bc sometimes they are Vague or whatever#it's the i have a complicated relationship w religion in general lmfao#i am very scared of ruining my relationship w my parents though#im incredibly lucky and incredibly grateful every day that i had a good childhood and good relationship w them#never ever want to take that for granted#but im terrified bc i told them my name and mom carefully didnt show a reaction and dad uh. idk we were at starbucks and i did the order#bc im a starbucks girlie zillennial#and i gave my name and he went 😶🤨#this is my blog i can say what i want here but im baring my soul in the tags becauee i trust ~3.2k strangers more than my father xo#anyway#blah blah blah in the tags
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#morning everyone#i was tired last night but i stayed up a bit longer#went to sleep at 12 something#not bad considering my sleeping habits#had a dream about teaching high schoolers. they were so bad and hectic i told myself (in the dream)#am i actually made to teach high schoolers? the little kids wouldn’t do this#oh and the dream also featured me trying to get back to my old home in el salvador but not being able to#(we sold that house. to someone who doesn’t know about the house’s history)#and my friendship bracelets breaking#very very fun dreams#something better. last night i prayed for the first time in years#i’ve been having conversations with god but never prayed#last night i felt compelled to do it#i know many people don’t believe in god. and that’s alright. i have a complicated relationship with religion#i don’t think of myself as a christian or any other religion.#i think the closest one to describe my beliefs is paganism#but despite that i prayed#i gotta finish my discussion board today#i hate it so much but i gotta keep my good grades so i can finally graduate#we’ll see what the day brings us#logan.txt
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I think another thing that always bothered us about the specific brand of xtianity we grew up with was how selfish it felt. probably mainly through the dad. because it was all about redemption and preparation for the afterlife and getting in god's good graces and never about making earth a better place. always about the saints who were martyred for their beliefs and not those who helped others. about jesus being persecuted but not the people he fed. the sex workers he befriended.
#like we still have a very complicated relationship w religion in general#but thinking about all the best parts of organized religion and how they were never ever presented to us#it was always xtian = good and everything else = bad#about helping and befriending other xtians first always.#aboutkeeping us in the church with emotional bribery and threat#as opposed to even showing how to live a life like jesus#just having thoughts. i dont think we would ever have it in ourselves to return to the church in any capacity.#we are so disappointed with the church as an institution.#it failed us as a child and continues to fail around the world#confluence.txt#religion cw#xtianity cw
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~~~~~UNDER THE CUT~~~~~
It had been the night they'd taken the throne; once they'd talked Scott down from his panic enough to sleep they'd left him in the palace and gone straight to the church. They'd thrown the door open and stormed across the threshold and up the aisle to the altar. Lurching side to side with exhaustion and unfamiliarity with the added gangliness they'd gained from their most recent growth spurt. Trailing mud and blood and the smell of the soot and smoke that was all that remained of their parents' corpses.
The few priests still there had scattered. Even those who had taken their side. Xornoth had ripped the crown from between their antlers and slammed it down on the fine woolen altar cloth, staining the white and gold with the rusty-brown of old blood. Their father's blood.
"If he ever hears your voice the way I hear Exor's," Xornoth had proclaimed through gritted teeth, the heat gathered at their fingertips singeing the fabric. "Then I will burn this place to the ground, grind the ashes into the midden, and turn that statue of yours out there into so much dust."
That's not how it works, you fool! The demon in their head roared in rage, You cannot escape me. And he cannot escape my brother. It is fate! Balance! A Battle forever locked!
Xornoth did not look away from the golden antler crest above the altar. "Do you understand me, Aeor?"
There was no response in words but the atmosphere in the sanctuary shifted, the few candles still lit flickering as if bent by a breeze. A vague sense of acknowledgement rolled over Xornoth's soul and they took the choked off anger from the place in the back of their mind where Exor dwelt to mean it was an affirmative.
Xornoth had never been an elf of many words. They left the heat-warped crown there on the altar, glistening golden in the low lights.
And Scott's mind had always been his own.
His mind but not, apparently, his life, Xornoth thought as, decades later, they once again stood on those same, flawless quartz stairs, a different crown for the same kingdom settled between their antlers, a weight rendered almost invisible from familiarity.
And whose fault is that? Exor sneered. Xornoth ignored him. Turning on their heel to jab a finger at the back of the stag statue's head.
"If I step foot in here and you smite me, Scott will be sad. And he'll have to be king and then he'll never have a full nights sleep ever again and you know it."
They pause a moment. There is no response but there is no roll of thunder either or sudden stormhead over the mountains, so that is probably as good as Xornoth is going to get.
Enough procrastinating. They have a brother to apologize to.
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AU Masterpost
Fic Snippet: Complicated Relationships
Religious trauma comes in some interesting flavors when gods walk among you.
random little snippet from The AU In Which All the Marriages Are Arranged that i thought y'all might like
~500 words, canon-typical gods and possession talk, also some referenced murder.
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Xornoth had been inside Aeor’s church exactly once since…since Everything.
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#empires smp#empires smp season one#esmp s1#To Be Tagged#minecraftbookshelf's marriage of state au#prev's tags#both the rivendell siblings have very complicated relationships#with gods and religion#theres a lot of nuances there im planning on poking at#Lizzie also has a lot of half-resolved religious trauma#of a wildly different flavor#:)#also to all my regular readers i apologize for the radio silence#it will be happening again over the next month or so#my job is directly impacted by the weather and its tornado season babieeeeee#i also feel like im being a bit misleading with all the angsty snippets#there will be so much comedy in this shit#even if its a little tonally dark on occasion
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its been a while since ive been to church but im thinking about asking my mum to take me to a friday service at my primary school
#ellis.txt#i have a very very complicated relationship with my religion but i think maybe going to a service might help me work it out a bit better#its a primary school service too so they steer clear of the sin-bashing and stick more to the positive aspects of the bible#what to do rather than what not to do#so on and so forth#religion
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hey y’all sorry for the sudden burst of religion-related posts I just discovered there are chill religious queer people on tumblr and nearly cried with joy
if you come to tumblr and want to avoid religion for whatever reason (I know it’s hard for some people, for a variety of reasons) feel free to block the tag shorline (re)blogs religious stuff
#I have a very complicated relationship with my religions culture#but I love a lot of the core doctrine so this was a very happy discovery for me#shorline (re)blogs religious stuff
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