#SOSNSBSB

[sweetloleepop]

𝑺𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑶𝒍𝒅, 𝑺𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑵𝒆𝒘, 𝑺𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑩𝒐𝒓𝒓𝒐𝒘𝒆𝒅, 𝑺𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑩𝒍𝒖𝒆

Chapter 13: One Night Stand

Synopsis: After the scene at the bar, where would the night lead the two?

Pairings: Zeke Yeager/Reader, Erwin Smith/Reader, Erwin Smith/Marie

Tags: Modern AU, Arranged Marriage, Reader is kind of a dandere, Erwin Smith is mean, slow burn, infidelity, consuming alcohol, smut

Chapter 1, Chapter 2, Chapter 3, Chapter 4, Chapter 5, Chapter 6, Chapter 7, Chapter 8, Chapter 9, Chapter 10, Chapter 11, Chapter 12

Wordcount: 2.3k

(Y/N) isn’t sure when and how they got here. All that she’s aware of now is Zeke’s lips on hers. His lips were very soft, very contradicting to the way his kisses are. They were rough, demanding, intoxicating.

The place they were in was dark. Not that (Y/N) is actually paying any attention, her mind was far too hazy to care about her surroundings. Although she is sure of one thing: there is a bed by the corner of the room, and she soon made contact with it, struggling to keep her balance as her calves bump against the foot of the bed.

The kiss was interrupted as (Y/N) fell on the soft mattress. Zeke took the opportunity to take his shirt off and guided her to move backwards. Before (Y/N) met the bed’s frame, Zeke stopped her from moving and once again, met his lips with hers.

They kissed each other madly, somehow rougher than before. (Y/N)’s mind was very mushy and they haven’t even done anything very explicit yet. She found herself worrying that she might just lose consciousness before anything even happen, ‘Geez.’ Zeke seemed to have caught up to her thoughts and whispered something along the lines of, “Don’t worry baby, I’ll take care of you real good.”

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(Y/N) violently gasped as she woke up. She just had the wildest dream ever. She blinked a couple of times and held her head, gosh her head hurts. She closed her eyes for a while and before she even opened them, she heard a groan. Her eyes shot open, her expression contorting into a confused one, then she slowly opened her eyes. She felt a hand adjust its embrace on her body, and she once again, gasped. ‘W-what?!’

She looked at the sleeping figure beside her. Blonde hair, beard, toned, naked body. ‘Oh my god-’

(Y/N) panicked. How did she get here? Who is this? Where is this place?? What did she do?? What if Erwin- Oh god, Erwin. ‘I just cheated on him!’

“Oh my…” (Y/N) unknowingly said out loud.

She heard yet another groan, “What was that?” A gruff, sleepy voice asked.

(Y/N) looked at him with terror in her eyes, ‘He’s awake!!’

She felt his embrace loosen as he retracted his arms and stretched his body. He sat up, and to (Y/N)’s dismay, the blanket that was covering his bare torso, fell down. She quickly averted her gaze and covered her face with blanket.

At that, Zeke chuckled. “Embarrassed, huh? Very different from last night.”

(Y/N) felt her face get hot. “W-we– what did we- wha-”

“What did we do? We did everything. Up, down, all the way.” Zeke blatantly said.

(Y/N) couldn’t even bring herself to look at him. She was embarrassed as hell. She was also having a hard time processing all of this. ‘I really shouldn’t have drank last night. Really shouldn’t have went to that place. Really shouldn’t have talked to this guy. Ah what about Erwin? God, he probably already knew. I’m such a disgrace-”

(Y/N)’s thoughts were interrupted as Zeke cleared his throat. (Y/N) slowly turned around, still covering her face. She looked at Zeke’s already dressed-up figure, “Well, I gotta leave now. You should too before 10, hotel’s only payed till then. I had fun last night.” He hurriedly said as he made his way out. He winked at her before closing the door, and (Y/N) was left there, emptily looking at the closed door. She cannot believe what just happened. She just slept with that stranger!

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(Y/N) stepped out of the taxi as the driver finished parking in front of their house. It was still a little dark out. She walked her way to the porch and took a deep breath before opening the door. She looked around, it was very quiet. Erwin’s not home yet.

She entered the house and proceeded to the bedroom. She prepared a clean set of clothes and removed her shoe. She then ran herself a nice hot bath in Erwin’s luxurious tub. She stripped herself and slowly, she stepped into the tub. Her legs were still a little shaky but she managed to get in safely. (Y/N) felt a huge wave of relief as the water washed her body’s soreness away. She sighed and rested her neck on the tub’s rim.

She closed her eyes and relaxed, clearing her mind of every negative and stressful thoughts that she was having just earlier. As her mind wandered, she slowly, but vividly, remembered everything that happened last night.

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(Y/N) was pinned on the bed as Zeke peppered her body with kisses. He sucked, kissed, and licked her neck, down to her clavicle, and finally, after expertly removing her top, he kissed her cleavage. Zeke kissed her cleavage lightly, trailing down slowly. His hands snaked their way from her hips to her sides, one of them made its way to her back, easily unclasping her bra and removing them. (Y/N) can feel Zeke’s eyes on her breasts, it was almost embarrassing how intensely he was looking at them. After a short time, Zeke finally gave her breasts kisses. Feather-light, and slowly, his kisses made their way near her nipples. (Y/N) watched as Zeke paused and stared at her. Just when she was about to avert her gaze. Zeke caressed her cheek and slowly, his index finger traced her body. He made sure to ran his finger through her nipple, which caused (Y/N) to flinch.

Zeke circled her finger around her nipple and soon, his thumb joined and he pinched the sensitive bud. (Y/N) gasped as she felt a little pain. But soon, the pain was replaced with pleasure as Zeke licked her. He made sure to make eye contact as he teased her nip with his wet tongue. (Y/N) watched as Zeke carefully flick her nipple with his tongue. Zeke continued his teasing for a while before he finally sucked on (Y/N)’s sensitive bud. (Y/N) involuntarily released a moan. She was so surprised at it that she instinctively covered her mouth. One of Zeke’s hand took her hand away, and his other hand continuously played with (Y/N)’s boob. Her breathing was heavy as she feel a pleasurable feeling that she is sure, she has not felt before. She didn’t even know she can feel things there!

As (Y/N) basked in the feeling of Zeke’s tongue, Zeke abruptly stopped with his actions. (Y/N), once again, looked at him, her expression a bit confused. “That feel good?” Zeke asked her, his voice a little hoarse. “Y-yeah.” (Y/N) answered. After a short pause, (Y/N) asked, “Why did you stop?” “Oh don’t worry, I’ll make you feel even better.”

(Y/N) was confused but asked no further. She thought, perhaps they’re about to do the actual thing, the penetration, but no, she was mistaken. She waited for Zeke to remove his pants but he didn’t, instead, he started trailing kisses down her stomach. ‘Huh?’

Zeke kissed her stomach, down to her navel. Then, he slowly slid down her skirt. He continued kissing her down south: he kissed her navel, her hips, her thighs, her legs. After successfully removing her skirt, he took hold of the band of her underwear and slowly, he took it off. (Y/N)’s breathing became heavier as she struggled to keep her shaking legs closed. Zeke, on the other hand, was busy watching her.

Soon, Zeke held (Y/N)’s knees. He carefully spread them which made (Y/N) incredibly embarrassed, and unknowingly, excited. (Y/N) was still waiting for Zeke to remove his pants, but to her confusion, he started to trail kisses on her legs to her thighs. As Zeke went closer to her bare cunt, (Y/N) stopped him and once again, closed her legs.

“Wha- what are you doing?” She asked, a little concerned.

“Hm?”

“Well, you– your face is too close.” She shyly answered.

Realization hit Zeke and it made his cock twitch a couple times due to over-excitement. “Haven’t anyone’s face been that close down here yet?” He asked. “No.” (Y/N) whispered and averted her gaze.

“Do you trust me?” (Y/N)’s slowly looked back at him, ‘Do I?’ “Yes, I do.”

And carefully, Zeke coaxed her to open her legs. (Y/N) obliged, slowly opening her legs for him. Zeke then started trailing kisses from her legs to her thighs, making his way to her cunt. (Y/N) was waiting nervously for what Zeke is about to do but before anything, she heard Zeke speak, “Relax and I’ll make you feel so good.”

And fuck did he made her feel so fucking good. She hasn’t the idea what Zeke did, but fuck was it so delicious. She released a loud gasp as Zeke gave her slit a long lick. Then, he started to lick and suck on her sensitive clit. (Y/N)’s eyes rolled back as she savored this immensely pleasurable feeling.

As Zeke continued his ministrations, (Y/N) was slowly, but surely, losing her mind. Her limbs were moving on their own: her thighs sandwiching Zeke and her hands grabbing and gripping on whatever they land on. Her moans spilled like sweet honey: messy and just scrumptious. It sounds like music to Zeke’s ears, which were slightly covered by (Y/N)’s thighs.

Zeke teased her entrance with his finger, and slowly, he entered. (Y/N) moaned loudly and her hand roughly met her face as she helplessly tried to cover her mouth. ‘Oh god, this is too much.’ She thought.

As Zeke picked up his pace, (Y/N)’s moans get higher in pitch. Soon, she felt a tight coil form in her stomach. She would’ve felt scared had her mind was clearer but since it was too mushy, she couldn’t have it in herself to care. Zeke sensed her upcoming orgasm as her cunt clamped tighter on his finger, and her legs almost asphyxiating him.

“Zeke, Zeke I- Oh, ah- I-” (Y/N) called as her orgasm is nearing. She doesn’t really know what to say and what’s going on but damn does she want this thing to hit her, and hit her HARD.

And it did! (Y/N)’s body twitched uncontrollably as an intense orgasm wash over her. She would’ve actually screamed if it weren’t for her hand that was covering her mouth. She was heaving and gasping for air as she tried to catch her breath. Oh, that feels so good.

Her eyes became heavy as she calmed down, she’s tired. But this night is far from over. Zeke waited for her breathing to become stable, and once it did, (Y/N) heard a sound of something metallic clinking.

It was Zeke. He was unbuckling his belt, and after he’s done with them, he unzipped his pants and pulled down everything that he is wearing down there. His cock sprung as he finished removing his garments, and (Y/N)’s eyes widened as she caught a glimpse of it. ‘Oh my…’

“Ready for this one?” Zeke asked, wearing a mischievous look.

He stroked his cock a few times, watching as (Y/N) stared at him with lidded eyes. After lubricating his cock with pre-cum, he positioned climbed on the bed and positioned himself between (Y/N)’s legs. But before he entered, he remembered the condom in his pocket. He’s feeling too lazy to get the thing but he thought, it’s better to be safe now than regret things later. So after sighing dramatically, he went to get the rubber in his discarded pants’ pocket.

He hurriedly opened and wore the rubber, then he went back between her legs again. He, once again, lubricated his rubber-covered cock and slowly, inserted his cock inside (Y/N)’s cunt. The two simultaneously released a breathy moan as Zeke bottomed out. After allowing (Y/N) to adjust, Zeke started moving.

He was moving at a slow pace at first, but after (Y/N) told him to go faster, he needn’t think twice to oblige. He fucked her vigorously as he peppered her body with kisses, making sure to leave a couple of hickeys on their wake. His hands gripped her hips so hard, it’ll surely leave a mark.

(Y/N)’s legs wrapped themselves around Zeke’s hips as his thrusts became harder, hitting parts of (Y/N) that she didn’t even knew existed. It felt so good, too good. It was all too much and she’s starting to feel that familiar coil form tightly on her stomach. “Cumming yet?” Zeke asked breathily. (Y/N) nodded continuously, almost making her head hurt. Zeke sucked on his thumb and reached for (Y/N)’s sensitive bud.

“Yes. Oh, yes. Yes, yes, yes-” (Y/N) continuously chanted Zeke’s name like a prayer as she felt her mind going numb. Zeke grabbed her leg and placed it on his shoulder, fucking her even harder and reaching in deeper. “Oh, fuck. You’re so tight.”

He rubbed tight circles around her clit until finally, she achieved another orgasm. Zeke continued to fuck her, her thrusts becoming sloppy. Soon, he, too, reached his high. He muttered a string of curses as he gave her a couple more thrusts and then he fell on the bed beside her. They both lied there, panting, catching their breaths.

“Fuck, that’s great.” Zeke said. After not receiving an answer, he looked beside him, and to his surprise, (Y/N) had already fallen asleep.

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(Y/N) slowly opened her eyes as she felt a familiar tingling on her lower body. Her face is hot and her eyes felt a little heavy, she still cannot believe what she have done. She allowed herself to slowly sink into the warm water of the tub.

(Y/N) carefully stepped out of the tub and grabbed a towel. She made her way to the sink while drying her dripping body. As she came face to face with her reflection, she examined herself. Her body was peppered with red and purple marks. Her neck, her clavicle, her breasts, ‘oh my…’ is all that she could think for herself.

[saveadancejustforyou]

Gjjkkgf Kip Moore is like my all-time favorite 😍 but I respect your (wrong) opinion jk

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[adventureandpages]

Thanks @littlebookwormig for tagging me to do the #sosnsbsb tag. My something old is a copy of The Last Battle by C. S. Lewis and it's from 1974. A friend of mine bought it at Shakespeare & Company for me last year and it's one of my most treasured books. Something new would be I Was Here by Gayle Forman which I think it's he newest book I have. For something borrowed I used my mom's Brazilian edition of Winter of the World by Kent Follet which she is currently reading (for the 3rd time). And for something blue I used this lovely edition of The Tales of Beedle the Bard, just cause I wanted to include Harry Potter to the mix, since it's almost May which means Ali (@littlebookwormig) and I will be doing our #amonthofharrypotter challenge and you should all join us, we are both super excited about it 😁 #thelastbattle #iwashere #gayleforman #harrypotter #cslewis #jkrowling #beedlethebard

[mariethelibrarian]

Something old, something new, something borrowed, something blue Book-edition

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Thank you @kristinathebooklover for tagging me in the #SOSNSBSB tag. I may have got them in the wrong order but you get the gist 😜 #books #bookstagram #bookworm #booknerd #bookish #bibliophile #reading #igreads #classics

[sweetloleepop]

𝑺𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑶𝒍𝒅, 𝑺𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑵𝒆𝒘, 𝑺𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑩𝒐𝒓𝒓𝒐𝒘𝒆𝒅, 𝑺𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑩𝒍𝒖𝒆

Chapter 11: A Secret and a Proposal

Synopsis: After the reveal of Erwin’s secret, came his crude proposal.

Pairings: Zeke Yeager/Reader, Erwin Smith/Reader, Erwin Smith/Marie

Tags: Modern AU, Arranged Marriage, Additional Tags to be Added, Reader is kind of a dandere, Erwin Smith is mean, slow burn, infidelity

Chapter 1, Chapter 2, Chapter 3, Chapter 4, Chapter 5, Chapter 6, Chapter 7, Chapter 8, Chapter 9, Chapter 10

Wordcount: 1.3k

5:00, the clock reads. Erwin sighed and rested his back on his chair, it’s out time. Most people would cheer at this hour, happy to end yet another tiring day at work, but Erwin? He’s different. After he got married almost a year ago, things have been very different for him. He started to become more irritable. He started to become uncomfortable with many things, places. He started to dread the thought of going home.

The quiet opening of his office door made Erwin sit up. “Good afternoon, Mister Smith. Do you still need some papers done today?” Eren asked. “No, Eren. You may take your leave.” And with that, he excused himself and exited Erwin’s office. Just when Erwin was about to rest his back again, his door, once again, opened.

“Oi Erwin, we’re gonna go out for dinner, you comin’?” Levi asked upon entering. Behind him were Hange, Mike, and Nanaba. “ERWWWIIIIIIIIIIIINNNNN, come with us!! You didn’t go the last time. You should join us and have (Y/N) come too.” Hange not-so-quietly said.

Erwin, Levi, Hange, Mike, and Nanaba has been friends since high school. In college, Levi and Hange started dating, so did Mike and Nanaba. Erwin dated someone too back then, but due to his father’s debt, he decided not to make their relationship last long. Hange and Nanaba was unaware of Erwin’s circumstance so the reason for their breakup remained a mystery for them.

In present time, they all work together in Erwin’s company. They figured that having Erwin as a boss would be better than someone else bossing them around. Levi and Hange have been married, and so is Mike and Nana. On the day of Erwin’s wedding, he contemplated hard whether to have the two women know, but since he can’t really hide it for long, Erwin made the story of meeting (Y/N) online a few months ago. He discussed things with her beforehand in which (Y/N) understood and played along. On the day of the wedding was when they met (Y/N). It was pretty casual with Levi and Mike, Nanaba and Hange on the other hand, was overjoyed. They were really happy for Erwin to finally marry, “and to a pretty, nice woman too!” As Hange said. Ever since then, Nanaba and Hange would always invite Erwin to hang out with them and of course, have (Y/N) go with him.

Erwin sighed, “I’m afraid I can’t right now, Hange.”

“What? Why??” Hange asked.

“I still have some papers to finish and-”

“Oh, come on. We’ll help you finish ‘em.” Hange insisted.

“Yep.” Nanaba shortly said.

“I really can’t. I’m also not feeling like going out.” Erwin replied.

Hange sighed, there’s really not helping it. “We’ll go now then, good luck rotting in your office.” Levi bluntly said and waved goodbye to Erwin. Hange and Nanaba exited the office, feeling defeated. Mike was the last one to leave, and just when he was about to go, he looked back at Erwin and asked, “You sure you’re not going?”

“I am very sure, Mike. Thanks for asking.”

“Alright.” And then he left.

After everyone left, Erwin rested his head on his hands, covering his face. He stayed like that for quite a while before he felt the door open once again. He sighed and tiredly looked at the person who entered, but as soon as he saw who it was, his expression immediately changed.

“Hey. Going home?” His visitor asked, leaning against the doorframe.

“Marie…”

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“(Y/N)– shit-” Erwin cursed. This is it, he’s fucked. Or no… We’ll see.

(Y/N) averted her gaze, deciding to look down on the papers instead and start picking them up. Erwin hurriedly backed away from Marie and pulled his pants up. Marie on the other hand, pulled her skirt down from her waist and fixed herself.

After picking up the papers, (Y/N) hurriedly walked away from the scene. She doesn’t know what to do, how to react and what to feel. A wave of emotions washed over her; shock, disappointment, sadness, anger? She doesn’t know. She stepped inside the elevator and pushed the button for the ground floor. Her heart is beating fast and its making her head spin. The feeling is sickening, it makes her nauseous. The fact that she’s inside an elevator going down didn’t help.

The sound of the elevator ding gave (Y/N) a tinge of relief. She took a deep breath and stepped out. (Y/N) took notice of the empty front desk. ‘It’s already dark out and Miss Petra had probably go home. I mean, it’s strange enough that she’s still here at this hour.’ (Y/N) thought. She tried her best to keep Erwin out of her mind for now, and its slightly working.

She made her way out of the building and waited for a taxi. After giving the driver her address, (Y/N) sighed and rested on the backseat. She looked outside the window and before she knew it, tears ran down her face. ‘I should’ve known… I should’ve known, I should’ve known, I should’ve known! Am I really that unlikable?’ Countless thoughts plagued (Y/N)’s mind. She covered her face and sobbed on her hands, trying to hide the shame that she’s feeling. Ugh, it’s sickening, it’s making her nauseous.

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(Y/N) arrived at Erwin’s house, the place that she’s been living in for the past months. She trudged her way inside and proceeded to the kitchen. Her tears have dried on her face, and she needed to drink water. Shaky hands guided the water-filled glass to her dried lips, and she took a small sip. Before she finished drinking the glass of water, she heard the front door open. Erwin’s here. Footsteps were heard as he walked through the hall. Soon, (Y/N) felt Erwin’s gaze at her.

The silence was deafening. She’s still looking at the glass, afraid of looking Erwin in the eyes after what she just saw. She just saw– She just saw Erwin sleeping with someone else. She just saw him cheating on her.

“I–” (Y/N) started. “I can’t believe you’d do that to me…” she said, still looking down.

“Did what exactly?” Erwin asked. (Y/N) was taken aback. Her gaze immediately met Erwin’s.

“You– You’re– You’re cheating on me.” (Y/N) whispered.

“Is it really cheating when we have nothing to begin with?” Erwin said, shattering (Y/N)’s feelings. He’s right. There’s nothing between them anyways so why is she upset?

(Y/N) was left speechless. Her mouth opened but she closed them once again. There was nothing to say. It is true. What Erwin said is true. She has no rights getting upset about him having someone else. Sure she’s his wife but that was only because of an agreement, nothing else. (Y/N) felt so stupid, how could she not see this coming? She was too occupied with her role as Erwin’s wife and too busy exploring this new life that she has.

Erwin’s clearing of his throat pulled (Y/N) out of her thoughts. “Since we do have nothing, I’m proposing an open marriage with you. It’s more convenient for us. I’ll be with someone else and so can you.”

“W-what?”

“There will only be a few rules that both of us must follow strictly. First and foremost, no one else other than the two of us were to know about this. We both have an image to maintain and I cannot afford to be involved on a scandal. Second, practice safe sex. You cannot get pregnant by someone else, and I cannot get someone else pregnant. Third, whomever you get involved with must know about your predicament. This will help in maintaining the two first rules, that’s all.” Erwin stated before excusing himself.

(Y/N) stayed in the kitchen motionless for a few minutes, trying to process everything that just happened. She quickly finished her glass of water before finally standing up. She made her way upstairs and upon entering hers and Erwin’s shared bedroom, she saw Erwin on his side of the bed, already sleeping. She stared at him for a while before proceeding to her closet. She took a pair of pajamas and went to the bathroom to clean herself. After that, she slowly lied down on the bed and faced her night stand. She kept herself as far from Erwin as possible and finally she succumbed to sleep. It has been a tiring day…

[andrwjstn]

Something Old, Something New, Something Borrowed, Something Blue

Coming Jan 1st, 2015. 

Jan 1, Something Old - Not telling you what, but there's a 30k or so fic of mine that will be released on Jan 1st, complete. 

Jan 2, Something New - New fic, 75k, complete

Jan 3, Something Borrowed - It's actually a continuation of something else (i just didn't want to say something old twice lol), it's about 60k of fic. 

Jan 4, Something Blue - Sad fic. lol. 60k, released in completion on the 4th. 

I will be dropping hints as to which fic is which if you guys seem to care as we get closer.

If you're interested in beta reading for me, most definitely message me or respond to this, I need all the betas I can get, I don't want to overwhelm my current one with all this work!

In the meantime, I'll be writing =]

[sweetloleepop]

𝑺𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑶𝒍𝒅, 𝑺𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑵𝒆𝒘, 𝑺𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑩𝒐𝒓𝒓𝒐𝒘𝒆𝒅, 𝑺𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑩𝒍𝒖𝒆

Chapter 15: A Dress to Impress

Synopsis: (Y/N) searches for a gown to wear for the upcoming gala.

Pairings: Zeke Yeager/Reader, Erwin Smith/Reader, Erwin Smith/Marie

Tags: Modern AU, Arranged Marriage, Reader is kind of a dandere, Erwin Smith is mean, slow burn, infidelity

Chapter 1, Chapter 2, Chapter 3, Chapter 4, Chapter 5, Chapter 6, Chapter 7, Chapter 8, Chapter 9, Chapter 10, Chapter 11, Chapter 12, Chapter 13, Chapter 14

Wordcount: 1.3k

Erwin sighed as he came to a halt. He looked at his wrist watch, it’s 5:30am, he has been running for 30 minutes now. He stood still as he tried to catch his breath, it’s probably best for him to take a break for now. So, he started trudging his way to a nearby bench.

The park was quiet, which makes sense given that it’s still dark out. He came across some joggers like himself, and exchanged little greetings. He took a deep breath, taking in the fresh air. Erwin likes mornings like this— quiet, chilly, peaceful. The only noises that he could hear was the rustling of leaves as the trees danced in harmony with the wind’s song, and the gentle quack of the ducks that floats among themselves on the nearby pond. Erwin watched as the ducks swam gracefully on the waters, almost as if they are models walking on a runway. ‘They’re beautiful’, Erwin thought.

The annoying sound of her phone’s alarm woke (Y/N) up. She quickly clicked close to stop the device from vibrating, then she sat up and stretched her arms. She have plenty of things to do today, better start the work now.

(Y/N) took a deep breath and stood up. She once again stretched, but this time, she stretched her whole body. ‘Ah, that feels nice.’ (Y/N) proceeded to the bathroom and prepared a hot shower for herself. After attaining the right temperature, she stripped herself of her two-piece pajamas and undies. She folded the clothes and threw them in an attempt to shoot the fabrics into the laundry basket but man, was she bad at basketball. Sighing, she took her naked self to the basket, picked up her discarded clothes, and put them properly into the pile of dirty laundry, ‘Oh right, the laundry hasn’t been washed yet!’ This day’s supposed to be a happy, good day for her, but with all these mishaps going on, (Y/N)’s starting to feel a little disappointed.

(Y/N) shrugged and proceeded to the shower. She sighed as the warm temperature of the water embraced her body. Morning showers sure is nice. She took her time showering, cleaning every inch of her body as she sang her favorite song.

Soon after she finished showering, (Y/N) went to her closet to get dressed. She opted to wear a skirt and a blouse, then she went downstairs to prepare breakfast. She proceeded to the kitchen and took some eggs from the fridge and scrambled them, then she fried some bacon. She also placed a loaf of bread on the kitchen island to make an egg sandwich. After preparing her simple breakfast, (Y/N) sat by the kitchen island and made herself a sandwich. Just as she was about to take a bite, she heard the front door open and close. (Y/N) waited and soon enough, Erwin appeared before her. He was drenched in sweat, which made his nylon shirt stick to his body. His hair is a mess, and he’s wearing a pair of dark-colored shorts, a rare image to see.

(Y/N) sat still as Erwin made his way to her. “Good morning.” (Y/N) greeted quietly. “Good morning.” Erwin replied. He proceeded to pass by her direction and went straight to the fridge. Erwin took a glass and a pitcher of cold water and placed them on the kitchen island. He poured himself a glass of water and drank.

“Have you bought a dress yet?” Erwin asked as he finished his drink.

“No, not yet.”

“You’ve read the invitation, right?” Erwin once again asked which (Y/N) nodded to. “Very well, then I’m expecting you to comply to the event’s theme.” “Mhm…”

(Y/N) got dressed as she prepared to go out. She’ll go to Erwin’s recommended fashion designer to prepare a dress for the upcoming event. She took a look at the clock, 2:30. (Y/N) hurriedly took her keys and exited the house.

The roads were almost clear as the taxi drove through. Her destination isn’t far, she should arrive anytime soon. (Y/N) looked outside the window, there weren’t that much people around. She idly stared at the establishments that they pass by, reading the signages which contains the name of each building.

Suddenly, the taxi came to a halt. (Y/N) paid the driver before stepping out of the vehicle. The taxi left, leaving (Y/N) in front of a fancy-looking store. (Y/N) took a look at the store’s exterior décor before she walked through the revolving door. Inside the building were plenty of different gowns and suits. They were very beautiful, each one different from the rest. (Y/N) doesn’t know what, but something about this place feels magical.

“What are you looking for, dear?” A woman’s voice asked.

(Y/N) gasped, “I- uh… I’m looking for a dress.”

“Well, of course you do. You wouldn’t be here otherwise.” The voice, once again, spoke.

“Oh, Maria. If you continue speaking like that, you’ll scare off our sweet costumer.” Another voice spoke.

The second voice came from her back, so (Y/N) spun around to see if someone is there. And she was right. Standing by the door was an old woman. She doesn’t look so old, maybe around 50. She welcomed (Y/N) into the store and introduced herself, “Hello, dear, I’m Rose. Welcome to ‘The Walls’ Boutique.’ What kind of dress are you looking for exactly?”

Before (Y/N) could answer, another woman appeared from a door in the store and approached them. “Maria.” The woman said and stretched her hand out for (Y/N) to take. They shook hands as (Y/N) introduced herself.

“SMITH?” An exclaim was heard from another side of the boutique, surprising (Y/N).

“Oh you must be Mrs. Smith then.” The lady named Rose said. “Yes, I am. How’d you know?” (Y/N) asked.

“Well, Erwin Smith’s already told us about your visit today.” Maria uttered.

“Sina, our visitor has arrived!” Rose called out, to which another unknown woman replied, “Oh, good!”

(Y/N) has tried out more than ten dresses– or maybe twenty. She’s not quite sure, she’s lost count, and yet the three women won’t let her have it. “It’s too bright.” “It’s too dark.” “It’s too boring.” “Too big.” “Too small.” “Voluminous!” “Oh nope, too voluminous.”

It’s getting darker out and she’s getting tired. On the other hand, the women, whom she now knew are sisters, are too far from having their energy drained. “I think this is fine, Ms. Sina.” (Y/N) sheepishly said in a poor attempt to get the women to finally be satisfied. The three examined her and asked her to give them a little twirl. (Y/N) obliged and turned around on the little platform that the sisters had her stand on.

The three hummed and simultaneously said, “Nope!”

It’s half past seven. (Y/N)’s still standing on the platform, wearing yet another dress while the sisters examined her. “So?” (Y/N) asked, seeking for the women’s approval.

The three looked very serious as they try to look at the dress more meticulously. Then, much to (Y/N)’s disbelief, the three shook their heads ‘no.’ “Well it’s getting a little late and I’m sure Mrs. Smith, here, have some things that she needs to do.”

“Ya think?” Maria replied.

“Well, what are we to do?” Sina asked.

“We’ll make her a dress, obviously!” Rose exclaimed.

“W-what?” (Y/N) asked, stunned.

“What, dear? Think we can’t do it?” Maria asked, her face daring.

“It’s easy peasy!” Sina excitedly said.

(Y/N) was worried and confused. “But the event is in three days.”

The women laughed. “Oh dear, that’s all the time that we need.” “And more!”

Then the three of them carefully lead (Y/N) to the door, muttering things that (Y/N) can’t understand. They seemed excited as they talk about the dress that they’re going to make and how it would really suit her. “We’ll send it to you on Tuesday, dear. Send our regards to Erwin.” “It’s wonderful having you.” “See you again, toodle-oo!”

(Y/N) watched as the three seemed to have magically disappeared from inside the store. The door stood still and the shop went dark. ‘What a weird experience.’

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𝑺𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑶𝒍𝒅, 𝑺𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑵𝒆𝒘, 𝑺𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑩𝒐𝒓𝒓𝒐𝒘𝒆𝒅, 𝑺𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑩𝒍𝒖𝒆

Chapter 14: Aftermath

Synopsis: (Y/N)’s Saturday.

Pairings: Zeke Yeager/Reader, Erwin Smith/Reader, Erwin Smith/Marie

Tags: Modern AU, Arranged Marriage, Reader is kind of a dandere, Erwin Smith is mean, slow burn, infidelity

Chapter 1, Chapter 2, Chapter 3, Chapter 4, Chapter 5, Chapter 6, Chapter 7, Chapter 8, Chapter 9, Chapter 10, Chapter 11, Chapter 12, Chapter 13

Wordcount: 1.4k

Time seemed to have gone by painfully slow as (Y/N) finished dressing. She opted to wear a pair of jeans and a turtleneck to hide the marks that were left on her body. The marks, sigh. There too many of them: purples and red, big and small. She wondered if makeup could even do something about them, but she wouldn’t know unless she tried so she applied a generous amount of concealer on the hickeys that her clothes could barely cover.

After she got herself ready for the day, she went downstairs to prepare breakfast. God is she starving. After all, she hasn’t eat anything the night prior. All that she did was drank alcohol. Right, alcohol, the very thing that led her to engage in such activities. With a stranger, nonetheless.

(Y/N) sighed as she made her way down. “I’m so hungry, I can literally smell bacons. Oh, I am so gonna cook bacons today.” And on she went to the kitchen. And as soon as she step foot on the said place, her eyes widened as she gasped in surprise. ‘ERWIN!’

By the stove stood Erwin, cooking, well guess what? Bacons! And as if he heard (Y/N) call out to him, he turned around and looked at her in a rather serious expression. “You look like you’ve seen a ghost.” ‘Oh…’

“Uh- Good morning. I- I was just…” ‘I was just NOT expecting you to be here. At your house. Right, (Y/N) tell him that.’

“You were just…?” Erwin asked, lifting a prominent eyebrow at her.

“I was just not expecting to see you wearing sweatpants… I mean I’ve never seen you wear sweatpants before so I’m just kinda surprised… yeah…” (Y/N) said nervously.

Erwin hummed and turned his back on (Y/N), and after receiving no further response, she took a seat by the dinner table and waited patiently for Erwin to serve breakfast. A few minutes had passed before the food was finally served and (Y/N) eagerly yet gently took a generous amount of bacon from the serving plate and transferred it onto her own. Scrambled eggs and a fresh loaf of bread was also served on the dinner table, but (Y/N) was contented with bacons for now.

As she busied herself with satiating her hunger, Erwin cleared his throat and started a conversation, an action that was foreign to both him and (Y/N). “So, where have you been last night?” (Y/N) immediately froze upon hearing the question. Her eyes widened as her mind tried to come up with a believable answer in a span of mere seconds.

“Do you trust me?”

“Fuck, (Y/N)”

Countless thoughts and shameful memories filled her mind as she desperately tried to keep herself together. ‘Calm down, (Y/N) just- oh gosh’

“I’m proposing an open marriage”

‘Right, he did say that… but still, I have to think of something!’

“What do you mean?” Head slap.

There was a short pause as Erwin processed (Y/N)’s response. “I’m asking about your whereabouts last night. You weren’t here, and I know so because I slept on the living room and not a single soul had entered that door.” Erwin stated, his gaze not leaving the eggs and bacons on his plate.

“Oh, I’m sorry about that. I- I spent the night at this place. It was a- uh. It was kind of a club, I guess… I mean, yeah, it was a club and I just kind of fell asleep there.”

“You went to a club last night?” Erwin asked, his eyes finally meeting hers.

“Well, yeah. I haven’t really gone to any club before so I figured it wouldn’t hurt for me to try.” (Y/N) answered rather sheepishly.

“Is that so? Huh.” Erwin replied, amusement evident in his tone.

The following minutes was spent in silence as the couple finished their meal. Erwin, after placing down his utensils, finished his glass of cold water. He sat there silent for a while before clearing his throat and speaking yet again. “There’s an upcoming charity event that we must attend to. Shareholders, other company owners, and possible stakeholders are going to be there, and since you are required to go with me, I am expecting you to be on your very best: best dress, best behavior, best hair, and just anything of the sorts. It’s an annual event so also keep in mind that we must attend to these every single year. And if I’m not mistaken, you have experienced attending such events, right?”

Silence

Erwin cleared his throat. Nothing. (Y/N) was frozen. She was just staring at her empty plate. After some time, Erwin once again, cleared his throat, but louder this time. (Y/N) gasp in surprise and looked at Erwin as she replied, “Yes, I have gone to charity events.”

Erwin looked at her with a suspecting gaze, his eyebrows furrowed. He wondered what was wrong. Today is very normal, except he went home earlier than usual. The house is still the same, nothing is out of place, everything is clean. (Y/N) is still her awkward self, but something in Erwin’s mind tells him that something is different, although he can’t quite point out what is.

“Very well then, I’ll send money to your account. Use it to buy everything you’d need for the event. We’ll leave on Wednesday. It’s a three-day stay and the event will be held on Friday night. Although I do have people that I need to meet on Thursday so I won’t be around much.” He replied as he shrugged off the weird feeling.

“A-alright. Thank you, I’ll immediately pack my essentials as soon as they’re complete.” (Y/N) replied in which Erwin nodded to.

After that, Erwin stood up and took his leave, leaving (Y/N) to clean up.

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‘A charity event, huh?’ (Y/N) mused as she stared at the ceiling of the bathroom. She was sitting in the tub, letting herself relax as she gets herself ready for bed. The day went by rather fast after her conversation with Erwin. As per usual, he was inside his home office, a place that (Y/N) was not allowed to enter. He never directly told her but some time before he had implied it.

(Y/N) sighed as she sank deeper into the water. She closed her eyes as she thought about her interaction with Erwin earlier. It was a huge relief that he didn’t notice anything unusual, except for the fact that she didn’t went home last night.

She allowed her mind to wander off to more calming and relaxing things like ideas to what she might wear on the event; what the venue might look like; who might be the guests, and many more. Her body started to feel warm as her head felt lighter. (Y/N)’s finally relaxed. Until the door suddenly swung open-

(Y/N) yelped as her moment of relaxation was abruptly interrupted. She turned to the door and watched as Erwin, who was only wearing a towel, stepped inside the room. Her eyes widened as panic slowly crept its way into her, ‘What is he doing?? I am literally naked here!’

She subconsciously covered herself with her hands despite the bubbles that is already covering her bare body. ‘The marks!’ The thought of Erwin seeing them made her extremely anxious so (Y/N) checked and stared at herself for a second before looking back at Erwin again.

“I’m going to use the shower, there’s no need for you to panic like that.” Erwin stated as he started making his way to the shower.

After he entered, (Y/N) waited for him to switch the shower on before she slowly and carefully stepped out of the tub. She hurriedly wore her robe and took her towel before leaving the bathroom.

‘Geez, that was close.’ (Y/N) sighed as she made her way to her closet. She wore a pair of long-sleeved nightwear and proceeded to do her night routine. After she was done, she exited the closet and shut its door close.

The cold air coming from the airconditioner sent shivers down her damp body. (Y/N) hugged herself as she started walking towards the bed. It was already cold as she lay down beneath the thick blanket on Erwin’s bed. She tucked herself in tightly, basking in the warmth that the blanket has to give. Slowly, (Y/N) succumbed into slumber…

Meanwhile, inside the bathroom where Erwin bathes, the warm water from the shower continued to pour down on him as he allowed himself to think. Something is not right, he can feel it. The weird sensation of anxiety creeping up his stomach, making him feel uncomfortable. Urgh.

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I was tagged by @hyperashley to do #sosnsbsb: something old, something new, something borrowed, something blue! Old: my dad's The Grapes of Wrath New: Froi of the Exiles (swoon) Borrowed: Taken ARC Blue: Prodigy (Legend, 2) Partly blue interior, as well!

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𝑺𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑶𝒍𝒅, 𝑺𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑵𝒆��, 𝑺𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑩𝒐𝒓𝒓𝒐𝒘𝒆𝒅, 𝑺𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑩𝒍𝒖𝒆

Chapter 12: Friday Nights

Synopsis: Reader kinda gets used to things, except on Friday nights.

Pairings: Zeke Yeager/Reader, Erwin Smith/Reader, Erwin Smith/Marie

Tags: Modern AU, Arranged Marriage, Reader is kind of a dandere, Erwin Smith is mean, slow burn, infidelity, consuming alcohol

Chapter 1, Chapter 2, Chapter 3, Chapter 4, Chapter 5, Chapter 6, Chapter 7, Chapter 8, Chapter 9, Chapter 10, Chapter 11

Wordcount: 2.2k

It was 4 o’clock in the morning and (Y/N) lied still on their bed. A couple of weeks has passed after that night and ever since then, she failed to have a good night’s sleep and would always wake up at this particular hour. With a pounding head, she slowly got up and and made her way to the bathroom.

The cold water from the faucet completely woke her up. She brushed her teeth and washed her face. It’s still so early for a bath so she proceeded downstairs and decided to make breakfast. Erwin usually wakes up at 5 and goes down half an hour later, then he would eat his breakfast and leave so (Y/N)’s early morning efforts doesn’t really go to waste.

She opened her phone and watched some recipe on youtube. After all, she has all the time in the world to prepare something. It was a bit complicated but she made sure to focus and do each and every step; put each and every ingredients in; and serve the meal exactly how the chef in the video served it.

After that conversation with Erwin, (Y/N) struggled to find her self worth yet again. Just when she thought something would change in her life, Erwin slapped her with the fact that she will never be anyone whom someone would love and care for. Soon, (Y/N) found herself always busy; cleaning almost the entirety of Erwin’s mansion, cooking stuff that required full attention and effort, doing grocery almost every day, an excuse she made for herself just so she have a reason to go out. By the end of each day for two weeks straight, (Y/N) found herself incredibly exhausted.

Soon after she served the breakfast, Erwin arrived at the kitchen. He’s already wearing his suit, his hair neatly combed, and on his wrist, a very expensive watch. He cleared his throat before taking a seat at the end of the table. (Y/N) took a seat next to him, although she made sure that a fine distance is between them. She did not dare look at him directly, afraid that meeting his eyes would freshen the memory of seeing him in a compromising position with that woman. The thought made her wince and shiver. Erwin didn’t missed that, of course, he never misses anything.

After eating, Erwin excused himself and finally left for work. (Y/N) sighed deeply, it is somehow easier for her when he’s not around. She was left alone in the kitchen, staring at her barely touched food. It looks delicious and definitely tastes good but lately, (Y/N) struggled to build an appetite. After staring and poking at her food, she finally decided to just throw it away. Sure it’s a waste but it’s not like anyone would care now.

She placed the used dishes in the dishwasher and proceeded to clean the kitchen. After doing so, she started cleaning the living room, making sure that not a single dust or stain is left anywhere. Next, she went upstairs and organized her closet. It wasn’t messy, she just felt like she wants to organize her stuff differently now. Jewelries, shirts, shorts, pants, slacks, dresses, and many more, she organized all of them. She removed everything from their places and cleaned the room. She dusted off the cabinets and vacuumed the carpet. After that, she properly folded her already properly folded clothes. Hanged the shirts that needs to be hanged. Wiped her clean shoes with damp wipes, and placed her jewelries where they were already placed before. It was unnecessary, really, what she did, but it made her relax, helped her clear her mind and focus on something else.

After tiring herself with housework, she rested for a bit before taking a cold shower. She hates cold shower. As soon as the water hit her body, she tensed and shivered, ‘This is a bad idea.’ She immediately turned the knob and sighed a sigh of relief after the cold water turned warm.

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Days seemed to end quickly. Everytime (Y/N) finishes her chores, the sun just seem to disappear. (Y/N) would always prepare dinner after her late afternoon shower. At first, she cooks dinner for two, but after realizing that Erwin would never go home early and therefore never eat dinner with her here, she decided that she’s had enough wasting her efforts and started cooking just for herself.

As she got used to things, (Y/N) found herself getting better. She prepares breakfast for Erwin then have all the time in the world to herself. She tries new things, watch new shows, play loud music on Erwin’s expensive and high quality set of speakers. Things were nice, but not on Friday nights. Those are the nights that Erwin doesn’t go home. (Y/N) thought she’s fine. She thought she’ll be fine, but everytime she waits for Erwin to fill the empty space on their bed only to find that her waiting is in vain, she can’t help but feel depressed. The mere thought of Erwin and that woman together makes her wanna cry. She knows he’s with her, of course he is. He always is with her, but its different when he spends the night away– spends the night with her.

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Today is Friday. A December Friday. (Y/N) sat alone by the kitchen island. It was cold, very cold and she felt lonely. She just finished watching three movies but found herself still widely awake. She went to the kitchen to find some snack but found nothing. All Erwin has here is his collection of expensive wine. (Y/N)’s never had wine, in fact, she has never drank alcohol her whole life. So, to prevent herself from succumbing into the bed, feeling pathetic and sad, she decided to try one. Erwin probably won’t even notice, ‘I mean, he has too many of them anyways.’

She opened the lid of a grape wine that she saw sitting on Erwin’s wine rack. (Y/N) likes fruits and the bottle said it only has 5% alcohol by volume. After opening the beverage, she pour the reddish liquid on her glass. She was a bit disappointed that a grape wine is red, ‘kinda expected it to be purple but oh well.’ She closed the bottle and brought her wine glass close to her nose. She smelled the liquid and immediately regretted it. For a fancy-looking drink, it sure doesn’t smell good. ‘But maybe, it tastes good…’

(Y/N) took a sip. ‘Oh yeah, it’s not so bad!’ Then took another sip. Then another.

She finished her glass faster than she expected and she was satisfied with her “performance”. Before she started pouring yet another shot, she felt her face get hot and her mind pounding. It was foreign and (Y/N) don’t hate it.

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“Am I really so unlovable? Ahh, I’m so lonely!” (Y/N) cried. She’s drank half the bottle of wine and is now a complete mess.

Thoughts of Erwin together with that woman plagued her drunken mind. And now she’s upset. She sobbed once again before sitting up from where she lay her head down. She sighed rather violently and said, “Guess what? I’m tired of being the good little person wife here. I’m gonna go clubbing tonight.” And upstairs she went.

(Y/N) changed out of her pajamas, and while doing so, she kept on muttering, “And what? Erwin thinks only he can do that? Do this to me? He’ll see.” She opted whether to wear her usual long skirt or jeans but soon she decided to wear that one short skirt that she never really wore because of how short they were. She paired it with a black, sleeveless blouse with buttons and after changing, she finally went downstairs.

By the foyer are some of hers and Erwin’s shoes. (Y/N) took a good look at hers. Most of them are flats. Boring. She sighed and ran back up to the room and headed straight to her closet. (Y/N) looked at her collection of high heels. She have only five pairs, and one of them, also unused, is a black five-inch stiletto. (Y/N) felt a wave of excitement wash over her and that is enough for her to hurriedly grab the pair of feet torturer and leave.

Inside the taxi, (Y/N) felt a bit dizzy. The motion of the car is making her a bit sick but luckily, before she ended up vomiting inside the poor driver’s car, she arrived at her destination. She asked for the taxi driver to bring her to the East side of the city, where most of the clubs are. Erwin’s place is in the North so (Y/N) is very confident that she can go back there fast. At least just before Erwin goes back home in the morning.

(Y/N) paid the driver and thanked him. She looked around, feeling amazed. There were many people on the street, most of which seems to be having fun. The lights on the buildings are colorful, and music were heard from everywhere.

She strolled around for a bit, reading the many building’s names. After some time, she decided to enter a place called “Marley’s”. (Y/N) thought that the building’s external design was neat, so she mindlessly entered the premises.

(Y/N) wasn’t disappointed upon entering the place. It was neat inside too! There are many people but not crowded. She could hear the loud music but somehow, it doesn’t sound obnoxious. (Y/N) proceeded to the bar, passing by tables and booths.

She took a seat by the corner, near the bartender. The guy, upon seeing her, asked her what she’ll have. “What’s available?” (Y/N) asked. “Uh, many? There’s gin, wine, vodka, tequila, beer, whiskey…” the bartender replied with a confused look.

(Y/N) was flabbergasted, ‘Wha-what? There’s- there’s many types of alcohol?’ She definitely don’t belong here. “I- uh…”

“I’ll have whiskey on the rocks and a tequila shot for the lady.”

‘Hm?’

(Y/N) turned her head so fast, she felt her head spin and gave her neck a whiplash. She heard the bartender speak but didn’t really understood what he said, she was too focused on easing the pain on her neck.

“You didn’t break your neck now, did you?” The man who ordered spoke. The two looked at each other simultaneously, and (Y/N) immediately recognized him.

“You! You’re that guy from the office!” (Y/N) exclaimed in amusement.

“I don’t think we’ve ever met, miss.” The man replied, a slight confusion evident on his face.

“Well, I- I don’t work for you. But I have gone to your office once. You’re… uh…”

“Zeke-”

“YOU’RE ZEKE! Yes! Your name is Zeke Yea… Yeamer?”

“It’s Zeke Yeager.”

(Y/N) slowly nodded. ‘This is amazing. What a coincidence!’

“We’ve met at your office, I was looking for someone and… uh, yeah that was it.” (Y/N) sheepishly said. It was, after all, an embarrassing moment for her. She went inside the wrong building!

“Ah, I remember now. Yeah, we have met before. You’re miss (L/N), right? The lady who mistakenly entered our building.” Zeke said.

(Y/N) felt her face get hot, ‘He remembered it! Ah this is so embarrassing.’

She heard Zeke laugh, “I can’t imagine how embarrassing that must be, but hey, at least we met again, I might just get to know you better if the night will allow it.”

And the night did allow it. The pair have lost count of how many shots they drank, all they know now is that the world is spinning, although (Y/N)’s world might be spinning a bit faster than Zeke’s. The two talked about random stuff about their lives, leaving the important and actual personal informations and happenings that they’ve experienced.

Zeke, as (Y/N) observed, tells a lot of stupid jokes. And what else makes a lady laugh harder than poorly executed jokes? Nothing.

“Ah, that made my tummy hurt.” (Y/N) stated while she calms herself down.

Zeke laughed, “I know something that can ease the pain.”

“What?” (Y/N) asked, genuinely curious.

“Here.” Then Zeke handed her another shot of tequila.

“Oh no. No, no, no, no, no. No more.” (Y/N) said while gently shaking her head and shielding herself with her hands.

“Just one more, come on.” Zeke insisted.

(Y/N) looked at him for a while and replied, “Last one.”

And they both cheered as (Y/N) drank her last shot.

“You know, I’m really curious as to what a woman like you is doing in a place like this all alone. You’re obviously not used to the place.” Zeke said, his words a bit slurred.

“Well, I don’t have anyone to go with so I went here alone.” (Y/N) replied.

“What about the husband? Doesn’t want to join you?” At that, (Y/N)’s eyes widened. ‘How did he know?’

“You’re wearing a wedding ring.” Zeke stated. ‘Oh…’

“Oh, this? This isn’t a wedding ring, it’s an heirloom.” (Y/N) said as she nervously laughed.

Zeke was silent after she said that and that made (Y/N) incredibly anxious.

“Is that so?” Zeke asked.

“Y-yeah.” (Y/N) nervously replied.

“Say, (Y/N). Do you have a partner? A boyfriend or something?” Zeke asked, his face a little too serious.

(Y/N) needn’t contemplate about it. She doesn’t have a boyfriend. Or a partner.

“No…” she quietly replied.

“Then I guess it’s alright if I do this.” Zeke said before holding (Y/N)’s chin and closing the unnoticeably small distance between them.

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𝑺𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑶𝒍𝒅, 𝑺𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑵𝒆𝒘, 𝑺𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑩𝒐𝒓𝒓𝒐𝒘𝒆𝒅, 𝑺𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑩𝒍𝒖𝒆

Chapter 7: Mister Yeager?

Synopsis: Being the good wife that she is, (Y/N) tried to deliver Erwin a folder.

Pairings: Zeke Yeager/Reader, Erwin Smith/Reader

Tags: Modern AU, Arranged Marriage, Additional Tags to be Added, Reader is kind of a dandere, Erwin Smith is mean, slow burn, infidelity

Chapter 1, Chapter 2, Chapter 3, Chapter 4, Chapter 5, Chapter 6

Wordcount: 1.5k

The door opened and Erwin finally looked up.

“How’s it been, Erwin?”

Erwin’s eyes widened. He didn’t expect to see her right now.

“Am I not welcome anymore?” the person asked.

“No, that’s not it-” Erwin was cut off.

“What is it then?”

“I just didn’t expect you, is all.”

Erwin stood up and walked towards the door where his unexpected visitor is standing still.

“Come in.” Erwin spoke quietly, almost whispering. He looked outside his office before locking the door.

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‘Pasta… I need pasta’ (Y/N) repeatedly said to herself while roaming her eyes through the grocery shelves. She’s currently at the grocery store, looking for stuff to fill their pantry. ‘Ah!’

“There you are.” She said to herself while grabbing a pack.

She looked at her phone and checked the pasta off her grocery list. It was the last in her list so she proceeded to the cashier. While in the queue, she looked around the shelves near the counter. There, sat a magazine with a red-haired woman on the cover. The woman has long curly locks and a skin as white and clear as porcelain, not a bit of freckle to be seen, how pretty. “Next, please.”

(Y/N)’s attention was caught by the cashier. She pushed her cart forward and placed her grocery items on the counter. The lazy beeping of the scanner and the quiet conversations from the other employees were the only noises heard inside the mini market.

After the bagger put her items inside an eco bag, she headed out of the store. The early 8:30am breeze whooshed and made their way through her hair, making them flow mid-air and give her nape a smooth and breezy touch. She took a deep breath, basking in the early morning breeze.

(Y/N) placed her bag of grocery on the counter, taking the items out, one by one. She organized the whole pantry, putting what to where they should be. Once she finished placing the items, she folded the bag and headed to the foyer. She placed the bag in one of the foyer’s drawers, putting it neatly amongst the other bags.

Upon standing up, she noticed a folder on top of the foyer shelf. Curious, she opened the folder and scanned its content. ‘Oh…’

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(Y/N) contemplated for a good while whether or not to deliver the folder to Erwin’s office but as she thought about how important the folder might be, the more she had the urge to give it. ‘It might be important’ ‘he might need this today’ ‘what if his company relies on this??’ And so, she decided to get dressed and deliver the folder.

She headed downstairs and caught a glimpse of the kitchen. The angry grumble of her stomach reminded her that she hasn’t eat anything yet. ‘Maybe later’ she thought and proceeded to the door.

(Y/N) decided to call a taxi but upon waiting for a good three minutes by their yard, she realized that no taxi passes by and that she has never called a taxi before. She used to have a driver but after getting married, all of her helpers was left with her parents. Sigh. She walked her way to the park, watching people do their own stuff. She came across an old lady, ‘Maybe she knows how!’ (Y/N) approached the woman and greeted her.

“Excuse me?” she started.

“Yes?” the lady asked.

“Good morning. If you don’t mind, would you tell me how to get a taxi?” (Y/N) asked with a sheepish smile.

“Oh, of course!” the lady replied with a smile.

And with that, she made her way to Erwin’s workplace, thanking the woman for helping her. The trip was fine, the driver made a small conversation with her before he played the radio, quieting himself and letting the music play throughout their trip. (Y/N) sat quietly, watching the busy streets and people as they pass by. She wondered what it would be like to walk around a busy street such as that. Must be overwhelming. Or maybe fun. Maybe she’ll go out by herself some time, try to explore and do outdoor activities.

When the taxi stopped, (Y/N) payed the driver and stepped out of the car. The taxi driver drove off and there left (Y/N), staring at the skyscraper. ‘So this is where he works? I hope I got the right address, it’s the one written on the papers here.’ She thought, holding the folder close to her chest.

Pushing her doubts aside, (Y/N) proceeded to the building. She looked around and saw a logo behind what seems to be the main desk. She opened the folder, it has the same logo, now she is so sure that she is in the right place.

“Excuse me, is Erwin Smith here?” she asked the woman behind the desk.

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A knock on the door caught Erwin off-guard. Shit.

“Who’s there?” Erwin asked, trying his best to sound calm.

“Mister Smith? It’s me.”

Erwin muttered a few more ‘shits’ before fixing his tie and opening the door. On the other side of the door, there stand Eren with two cups of coffee.

“I’m here with your coffee, sir” Eren said, offering Erwin a cup.

“You sure that’s not yet cold?” Erwin asked.

“Yeah, I just prepared these-”

“Why don’t you make me another one? Make it faster this time, hm? Thanks.” Erwin said before retreating back to his office, closing the door behind him.

‘Weird’ Eren thought before turning on his feet.

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“No, Ma’am… I don’t think Mister Smith has a meeting with Mister Yeager today.” The woman behind the desk answered.

‘Mister Yeager…?’

“Uhm, who’s- who’s Mister Yeager…?” (Y/N) nervously asked. ‘I can’t be- I cannot have entered the wrong building’

“Mister Yeager is-” the woman was cut off by a deep masculine voice.

“Mister Yeager is me”

Both (Y/N) and the woman turned to the source of the voice. It was from a man. A tall, blondie with glasses. He wears a blue suit with matching tie. His blonde hair is neat and tidy, his expression is serious. ‘Kinda scary’ (Y/N) thought.

“Good morning, Mister Yeager.”

“Morning.” He replied to the woman before turning to (Y/N). “And who do we have here?”

“Oh, uhm. Me?” (Y/N) asked.

The man looked around and hummed, “No one I don’t know except you.”

“Oh, right. I’m (Y/N) (L/N)”

“May I ask what Miss (L/N) is doing inside my building?”

“You- your building?” (Y/N) is now sure that this building is NOT the one that she is looking for.

“Yes. This is MY building, Miss (L/N). I own and run the place. Now, I want to know, what are you doing here?”

“I was looking for someone but I think I entered the wrong building, s-sorry. Now, if you’ll excuse me.” (Y/N) said, almost mumbling. She rushed to the exit without looking back, leaving both the woman and that Mister Yeager amused. ‘That was soo embarrassing!!’

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(Y/N) lifted her fork and brought the fried dish into her mouth. It’s delicious but her face failed to show how she feels about the food. She can’t stop thinking about her embarrassing moment earlier today. ‘They must’ve thought I’m a stupid woman’ sigh.

After (Y/N) exited the building, she continued walking until she reached a bench. She sat there panting for a few minutes, trying to forget about what just happened. After she calmed down, she looked around for a bit before calling a taxi and made her way home.

Erwin noticed (Y/N)’s seemingly disappointed expression. It made him curious, what made her look like that? He kept on thinking, it can’t be. Erwin found himself in a state of paranoia. His heart is pumping and his forehead starts to sweat just little. He can’t quite put what does he actually feel. Anticipation? Fright?

He decided, he can’t stay this way. He hates feeling like this so he took a few deep breaths and spoke, “I don’t think the fish is bad.”

(Y/N)’s head turned to Erwin’s direction so fast she had a whiplash. Her hand instinctively held her neck. She mumbled a little ‘ow’ before replying, “Really? Thanks.”

“What’s making your face look like that if you thought the same?” Erwin asked.

“Oh. It’s just- well you see, earlier this morning, I saw a folder on the foyer drawer and I thought it might be important so I decided to deliver it to you and then when I told the taxi the address written on the paper there and I arrived, it occurred to me that I entered the wrong building.” (Y/N) stated, sighing and slumping her shoulders.

‘She almost went to my office earlier.’ “Is that so?” Erwin, yet again, asked. (Y/N) hummed as reply. “Very well then, next time, make sure to just call my number.” Erwin offered. “Alright.”

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(Y/N) is laying on her side, facing Erwin. He fell asleep an hour ago, it’s now 10pm. He looks very calm when he sleeps, it made (Y/N) feel light. Erwin seemed very stoic when he’s awake, always looking so serious.

She rolled a hundred and eighty degrees to her left, now facing the far wall. She closed her eyes, welcoming slumber…

“And who do we have here?”

He looked around and hummed, “No one I don’t know except you.”

“May I ask what Miss (L/N) is doing inside my building?”

“Yes. This is MY building, Miss (L/N). I own and run the place.”

“What are you doing here?”

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𝑺𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑶𝒍𝒅, 𝑺𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑵𝒆𝒘, 𝑺𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑩𝒐𝒓𝒓𝒐𝒘𝒆𝒅, 𝑺𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑩𝒍𝒖𝒆

Chapter 9: Mirrors

Synopsis: A repeating cycle.

Pairings: Zeke Yeager/Reader, Erwin Smith/Reader

Tags: Modern AU, Arranged Marriage, Additional Tags to be Added, Reader is kind of a dandere, Erwin Smith is mean, slow burn, infidelity

Chapter 1, Chapter 2, Chapter 3, Chapter 4, Chapter 5, Chapter 6, Chapter 7, Chapter 8

a/n: I've faced some drastic changes lately and I don't think I can finish this fic anymore. It's actually been sitting in my drafts for months now but for some reason, I just can't post it. I know it hasn't gotten to the "exciting part" yet so I'll try my best but just in case I can't, at least I've told you guys about it (｡•́‿•̀｡)

Wordcount: 1.5k

As the sun peeked through the curtains, (Y/N) slowly strayed from her slumber. The warm morning welcomed her as she sat up and stretched. Erwin has left earlier, he told her that there’s no need for her to cook breakfast for him for then on. It was quite a relief since she struggles to think of what to cook every morning and to get up before the sun has even rose.

She got up from the bed, slipping on her slippers and proceeded to the windows. She slowly pulled the curtain blinds up, narrowing her eyes a bit as the bright sun meet her face. The clock ticked 7:00 and (Y/N) headed to her closet. She sat down, facing her vanity and there, she picked her comb from one of the drawers. She combed her hair gently, untangling the strands that came from when she slept. She yawned and grabbed a hair tie.

She tied her hair into a bun before heading to the bathroom. There, she brushed her teeth thoroughly. She brushed for who-knows how long before gargling the minty cold mouthwash. Afterwards, she gently washed her face with soap and water. Then, she took her face towel and patted her face, gently drying it up. The clock ticked 7:10 and since it was still early, (Y/N) decided she’ll bathe first before eating breakfast.

She once again entered her closet and spent a good 5 minutes choosing what to wear. She picked a white blouse and paired them with a peach skirt. She then went to the bathroom and opened the shower. She measured the water temperature, making sure that its warm enough for her to not freeze. After she found perfect temp, she lifted her shirt up and pulled her pants down. She threw them to the direction of their laundry basket and cheered for herself as they successfully shoot.

(Y/N) carefully entered the shower, sighing as the warm water reached her body. She basked in the warm feeling of the water caressing her for a couple of minutes before she started to apply shampoo on her hair and scrubbed her body with a loofa. She hummed a song while enjoying her shower and it didn’t take for the song she was humming to finish until she’s done.

She took a towel and dried herself. She wrapped the towel around herself and finally, she stepped out of the shower. She first dried her hair and then she took her time getting dressed. Afterwards, she headed to her closet vanity to apply powder on her face and lip gloss on her lips. She styled her hair with a basic tie and finally, she headed out.

The walk to the park felt shorter than usual, probably because of her fast walking pace that was caused by her good morning energy. A familiar lady greeted her “good morning” as they walk pass each other. She greeted the lady back and gave her a smile. (Y/N) recognized her as the lady whom she asked how to get herself a taxi a few days prior.

As (Y/N) reached the park, she decided to order on one of the cafés and eat on one of the park benches. She headed straight to a small café. As she entered the glass door, a small ring from the bell could be heard. It felt like everyone and everything stopped for a second to take a look at her.

The inside wasn’t so busy, the people are quietly eating, some are chit-chatting but aren’t loud enough to become obnoxious. (Y/N) took in the sight of the café. The beige and woods, the cabin feel to it, it feels nice, it feels calming. She trudged towards the counter where the cashier greeted her.

“Good morning, ma’am. What can I get for you?” the woman behind the counter asked.

(Y/N) took a good look at the menu before she replied, “I’ll have an avocado toast with hot chocolate. And also, a pair of waffles, stuffed with cookies and cream.”

“Would you dine in or take out?”

“Take out, please.”

“To whom shall I name the order?”

“(Y/N) (L-” ‘My surname isn’t (L/N) now…’

“(Y/N) Smith.” She simply said

“Alright, Miss Smith. You can sit there while you wait for your order, thank you.” The woman said as she stretched her arm to her right, pointing out where the waiting area is.

(Y/N) sat on one of the chairs. There, she quietly waited for her food as she contemplated. That was the first time that she used a different surname. A small smile made its way to her lips.

As she looked around her surroundings, she heard calming music, playing throughout the café. The speakers, which were hanging tightly by the corners, were where the music are coming from.

As minutes gone by, (Y/N) heard a bell from the counter. She looked at where the sound came from and as she did, she heard a woman spoke through the mic, “Order for (Y/N) Smith, please. (Y/N) Smith.”

(Y/N) stood up and took her food. She thanked the cashier and exited the café. She looked around for empty benches as she walked outside the building. ‘There!’ (Y/N) made her way to a bench. She sat down and took her toast from the bag. She took a deep breath as she basked in the fresh morning air.

The bench that she was sitting on was facing the playgrounds but is far enough for children to run around to. (Y/N) ate quietly as she watched the children go about their businesses. Some are playing on the swing, some are on the seesaw. Some of them were climbing the monkey bars and some are simply running around. On the other benches around the playground, (Y/N) saw who seems to be the children’s parents. They were chatting and watching their children play. (Y/N) observed quietly as she finish her food.

The walk back home seemed long as (Y/N) finished her hot chocolate halfway through. Without something to do other than walk and look around, her walk became boring. She also would like to have some more hot choco, ‘I should’ve bought two.’ Sigh.

As she entered the house, she took of her shoes and wore a fluffy slipper instead. She prefer them since shoes are a little hot to wear and they also feel hard and uncomfy when used against tiles. (Y/N) headed to the living room and inspected. The room is neat, no dust, no dirt, nothing to clean. Sigh, she has nothing to do.

(Y/N) isn’t used to relaxing on places other than her room and now, she’s on a different home and shares the bed with Erwin. ‘Yes! I’m on a different place now. Alone. I can try to relax here and watch. After all, I DO my chores. I clean the house, I cook the meals, and I wash the dishes.’

Having been decided to lazy around on the living room, (Y/N) sat down on the couch and tried to relax. She rested her back on the soft cushions and took one from her side to hug. She leaned over the cushion and grabbed the remote control from the center table. She pressed the power button and entered the show that she watches. ‘I’ll start doing my chores later. At 2:30, yep.’

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(Y/N) slowly opened her eyes. The sight of the opened television welcome her and she blinked furiously at it. ‘W-what? Why am I-’ (Y/N) slowly stood up. She looked at the window on her right, it’s already dark. She grabbed the remote control and shut the TV off. ‘What time is it?’ She looked at the clock hanging by the wall near the window, 6:50.

(Y/N) remembered feeling incredibly sleepy while watching her show earlier. She also remembered watching plenty of episodes. She grunted. ‘I should start cooking dinner.’

In the kitchen, (Y/N) started looking for something to cook. Inside the chiller, she saw a fillet. ‘Fish? Aren’t there chicken here? I could’ve sworn I bought a pack a while back…’ (Y/N) started looking further, taking raw things in and out, up and down from the chiller. There’s no chicken fillet in sight. Having been sure that she bought one, she closed the chiller and looked on the freezer instead. ‘There!’ She grab hold of the plastic and tried to pull it out. ‘It’s frozen.’

After a while of struggling to take the frozen chicken fillet out of the freezer and thawing it, (Y/N) started to heat a pan and prepare the food for frying. She carefully put the fillets on the pan, letting them swim on boiling hot oil. She turned the fillets upon being satisfied with the way it looks, repeating the same process until all of them are cooked.

7:25

‘Dinner is served.’

(Y/N) sat quietly on the dining room, waiting for Erwin to arrive. It’s 7:30 and the food is starting to get colder by each passing minute. It’s just like last night. And the night before. ‘And… the night before, I guess…’ She’s not quite sure. It has been happening often, recently. ‘Is Erwin really that busy? I mean, maybe, he does own a company. I’ll give him a call, if he don’t answer it, I’ll eat dinner. But it’s not like I’m really hungry-’ Grumble. ‘Nevermind…’

Ring, Ring

Ring, Ring

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Bzzzz, Bzzzz

Bzzzz, Bzzzz

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𝑺𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑶𝒍𝒅, 𝑺𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑵𝒆𝒘, 𝑺𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑩𝒐𝒓𝒓𝒐𝒘𝒆𝒅, 𝑺𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑩𝒍𝒖𝒆

Chapter 3: Les Nuits Parisiennes

Synopsis: What comes after the wedding? The honeymoon of course. And where else is it best to celebrate it other than the city of love?

Pairings: Zeke Yeager/Reader, Erwin Smith/Reader

Tags: Modern AU, Arranged Marriage, Additional Tags to be Added, Implied Sexual Content, Reader is kind of a dandere, Erwin Smith is mean and cold, angst, spoilers in tags, slow burn, mild smut, vaginal fingering, fingerfucking, loss of virginity, p in v sex

a/n: I'm trying my best to update as fast as I can and I hope I didn't made you guys wait for so long!! Also, here's chapters 1 and 2

Wordcount: 1.8k

“Will you, Erwin Smith, take (Y/N) (L/N) as your lawfully wedded wife?”

“I do”

“Will you, (Y/N) (L/N), take Erwin Smith as your lawfully wedded husband?”

“I do”

“By the power vested in me by God and man, I now pronounce you as husband and wife. You may now kiss the bride”

Erwin and (Y/N) faced each other. He gently lifted her vail and slowly inched closer. (Y/N)’s heart kept on beating so fast, she hasn’t kissed a man before, this will be the first. She tried to calm herself just before Erwin closed the space between their lips.

The kiss was short, only lasting at least 5 seconds. Erwin thought kissing her for so long would be too immoral and kissing her without making it last would look too suspicious so he decided to count to five when their lips met.

After the kiss, the newly weds looked at the people in the church, they were all cheering for them.

In the corner of (Y/N)’s eye, she saw her father, he doesn’t look happy but not mad either. (Y/N) thought to just ignore him for now, after all she’s married and she doesn’t have to stay with them anymore and that gave her a sense of relief.

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(Y/N) found herself reminiscing in the earlier events. She’s currently sat down on the hotel bed, wearing only a nightgown. Their trip to Paris was short, thanks to the fast and steady flight of Erwin’s private plane.

(Y/N) felt a bit nervous. They’ve finished their dinner earlier and have took a little rest. It’s what’s going to happen next that is causing her anxiety. She has never slept with anyone before and she’s afraid that she’ll make a mistake —worse, displease her partner.

She jumped a little as the door suddenly opened. Erwin looked at her with his stunning blue eyes. They looked shiny and dreamy in the darkness of the room.

(Y/N) examined Erwin. He’s wearing a pair of pajamas in dark shades of blue, he looks so enticing. Her thoughts were interrupted by Erwin’s heavy steps. He’s heading towards her and she can’t calm her rapidly beating heart.

“May I?” Erwin asked while pointing at the empty space next to (Y/N).

“Sure”

Erwin sat down on the bed next to her and cleared his throat.

“I’ll be forward with you and say it. We both know what’s supposed to happen tonight but I won’t force anything on you. I know that we still barely know each other but this needs to happen anyways. I would rely on your decision right now for your body is greatly involved but do know that you’re free to tell me when you’re not feeling comfortable about something or if we should do anything at all tonight.”

(Y/N) didn’t know what to say. Erwin is being considerate and she’s glad that he is but having her decide on this is very unexpected. Personally, she’s anticipating something to happen tonight but saying that out loud is very embarrassing.

“W-well, I mean, we’ll need to do it eventually anyways so why not do it tonight?” Gosh, if this isn’t incredibly embarrassing.

(Y/N) looked up just in time to see Erwin nodding.

“I see. Very well then,” Erwin stood up and picked out something from the mini fridge inside their room. “Would you like something to drink before we get to it?”

“Sure, I guess”

Erwin gave her a glass of red wine. She watched as the red liquid swirled inside the glass.

“Thank you”

“You’re welcome. Cheers to our wedding, hm?”

“Cheers” They clicked their glasses and drank the red liquid. (Y/N) hummed as she tasted the bittersweet wine.

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Erwin and (Y/N) drank for a while and talked a bit. (Y/N) found herself feeling more comfy with Erwin as she knew more about him and see more of what he’s like. Erwin feels the same way but of course, he can’t forget what all this is about.

Erwin gave her yet another glass and they raised their drinks together. (Y/N) drank it almost immediately, feeling as the bitter taste of alcohol caress her tongue and ran down her throat. She was honestly feeling a bit light headed but not really that drunk.

“This should be enough for tonight, don’t you think?” Erwin asked.

“Oh, yes, sure” (Y/N) simply replied.

Erwin took their glasses and put them away. After that, he came back to his seat beside (Y/N) and they just sat there in silence. Both knew what they’re supposed to do yet no one’s doing anything.

For the first time in Erwin’s life, he is unsure of what to do. He know what he has to but deep inside him, he doesn’t really want to do this– Not in this circumstance. He took a deep breath and looked at the woman beside him. (Y/N) must’ve noticed his gaze because not long after he looked at her, she looked back at him. Erwin took that as a cue and held (Y/N)’s chin between his thumb and index finger.

They looked into each other’s lips and eyes then finally, they closed the space between them. The kiss was soft, almost tender. It wasn’t rushed which made (Y/N) thankful for she’s still learning things and this is very new to her, in fact this is her first real kiss– except for hers and Erwin’s shared kiss at the altar.

Not long after, she felt Erwin’s tongue swipe through her lips and she subconsciously opened her mouth. Erwin took that chance to enter (Y/N)’s mouth. He guided her tongue and she followed his ministrations. ‘So this is what kissing is’ (Y/N) thought to herself. She felt Erwin’s hand caress her cheek and touch her waist, he was trying to guide her to go near the bed’s headboard. (Y/N) obliged, trying her best to not break the kiss while moving backwards. They soon reached the pillows and Erwin made her lay down.

Erwin broke the kiss which made (Y/N) release a small involuntary moan. She was blushing so hard and was catching her breath. (Y/N) felt very embarrassed under Erwin’s gaze and so she averted hers. She felt Erwin’s fingers run through her gown and she looked back at him.

“May I?” Erwin quietly asked.

“S-sure,”

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Erwin removed (Y/N)’s clothes. He slowly traced his fingers through her body and caressed every parts that he could. He watched as she twitched and squirmed under his touch, ‘sensitive’ he thought. He started to remove his own clothes, leaving only his underwear. Just when he thought (Y/N) couldn’t get any red, she blushed harder when he saw Erwin’s body. She’s never seen a man naked before and the anticipation and excitement that it gives her is almost unbearable.

(Y/N) watched as Erwin slide his hand down in between her thighs. Her breathing is hard and she’s covering her face with her hand. She sighed as she felt Erwin’s finger wander near her clothed entrance. He’s teasing her. Erwin wanted to make sure he preps her well so kept the teasing going until (Y/N) is practically grinding into his hand. He slowly removed her lacy underwear and threw them away.

Erwin slowly encircled his finger near (Y/N)’s entrance. He slowly but surely gathered enough of her slick to rub her clit. He sank his finger a little and swiped through (Y/N)’s folds. She released a moan as she felt Erwin’s finger slid through her. Erwin started to rub his finger in circles in her clit, making her whimper. He continued with his ministrations for a bit before he slid his finger down.

Erwin slid one finger in, making (Y/N) gasp and close her legs. He was fast to catch one of her leg though, opening them again. He thrust his finger in and out for a few times before inserting another one. He fingered her with two of his fingers for a while and then he tried to insert yet another one in.

(Y/N) felt Erwin trying to insert a third finger. She felt herself stretch and she released a hurt whimper. She tried to bear with it for a while but she’s getting too hurt and uncomfy so she looked at Erwin with teary eyes.

“I know, but I need to prep you well or it’ll hurt more” Erwin told (Y/N) as if he’d read her mind.

(Y/N) endured the pain which soon turned into pleasure. She felt Erwin’s fingers slid in and out of her repeatedly and curl inside her. It wasn’t long until she felt a weird sensation in her stomach. Her moans became louder and she bit her hand. Erwin noticed that (Y/N)’s about to cum so he traced circles around her clit with his thumb. As (Y/N) reached her high, she moaned a loudly, gripped the sheets and arched her back. She twitched a lot afterwards, having been so sensitive after her first orgasm. (Y/N) felt heavenly and light, it was a feeling that she’s never felt before. Erwin waited for her to come down from her high and while waiting, he started to remove the only garment left on his body.

(Y/N) took a look at Erwin and her eyes widened at what she saw. She- She’s seeing a man’s- And- Ah-

“Don’t worry, I think I’ve prepped you enough. I can’t guarantee that it won’t hurt though”

(Y/N) only nodded as a response.

After (Y/N) calmed down from her previous orgasm, Erwin took his time making himself fully hard. He slowly stroked himself before he placed himself between (Y/N)’s legs. He positioned his cock in line with (Y/N)’s entrance and slowly, he entered. (Y/N) felt hurt due to the stretch even though she’s still so wet.

Both released a sigh of relief as Erwin bottomed out. (Y/N) felt so full but the lack of friction made her a little frustrated. She bucked her hips which Erwin took as a cue to move. He slowly started to pull out, then he’ll enter again with the same pace.

Not long after, Erwin has started to pick up a fast pace. (Y/N)’s cunt squeezed Erwin’s cock so tightly which made the man almost lose his rational thinking. (Y/N)’s still so tight, something Erwin hasn’t felt before. He only ever realized he’s never had sex with a virgin. It’s only her. While Erwin’s body is busy, his mind wanders to think of a certain someone, that woman.

Erwin’s fast pace made (Y/N) feel that same sensation in her stomach as before, she’s close. She doesn’t have anything in her mind except from chasing that high. She quietly whispered Erwin’s name.

Erwin snaked his hands between their bodies, trying to locate (Y/N)’s clit. He started to rub tight circles on her before she finally came. (Y/N) tightly gripped Erwin’s arm causing for him to groan.

Erwin’s orgasm didn’t take long after (Y/N). After a few more hard thrusts, he finally came. His arms trembled and he let himself fall beside (Y/N).

As both tried to catch their breaths, silence enveloped their room. This will be the start…

[sweetloleepop]

𝑺𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑶𝒍𝒅, 𝑺𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑵𝒆𝒘, 𝑺𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑩𝒐𝒓𝒓𝒐𝒘𝒆𝒅, 𝑺𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑩𝒍𝒖𝒆

Chapter 4: White Roses

Synopsis: New chapter, new beginnings

Pairings: Zeke Yeager/Reader, Erwin Smith/Reader

Tags: Modern AU, Arranged Marriage, Additional Tags to be Added, Reader is kind of a dandere, slow burn, fluff

Chapter 1, Chapter 2, Chapter 3

Wordcount: 945

Four days in Paris came by fast. Erwin and (Y/N) took their time knowing each other more and exploring the place together. It was nice and refreshing, having to wander through a new place and knowing that Erwin, her arranged partner, isn’t really bad. He has been a gentleman throughout their stay there.

In current time, (Y/N) is resting on hers and Erwin’s shared bed in Erwin’s private estate. She has just put all her stuff in their designated places. The room was nice and so is the whole house. Their room has a king-sized bed, a bathroom, a television, a couch and walk-in closets for both her and Erwin.

Erwin has already given her a tour of the place. All its ins and outs and everything. He’s currently downstairs, cooking dinner. He told (Y/N) to take a rest for now since she’ll be doing most of the housework since he’ll be back to his office on Monday.

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(Y/N) is walking downstairs to the kitchen. Erwin has called her earlier saying that dinner is ready. (Y/N) thought it was very nice of Erwin to cook for her but then again, he is a gentleman.

She arrived at the kitchen and took a seat next to Erwin. They had small talk in between bites and everything seems peaceful. It was very refreshing for (Y/N), to finally live without the fear of doing anything wrong around the person that she lives with. For the first time in her life, (Y/N) felt light. The heavy pressure that her father has brought upon her was finally lifted up.

After dinner, (Y/N) and Erwin did their own nightly routines respectively before hopping onto the bed. (Y/N) felt very comfortable, everything about Erwin now makes her feel safe and comfy, oh how she wishes this would last. One might say that she fell in love so easily but none could ever take away that feeling of freedom and lightness that (Y/N) felt for the very first time. That feeling that so far, only Erwin has ever made her feel.

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The following morning, (Y/N) woke up with a soundly sleeping Erwin next to her. He looks so peaceful just like this. She admired the way Erwin looked for a good five minutes before she decided to get up. It was 7 in the morning and the sun is already high up. She carefully got out of the bed and watched as Erwin didn’t even flinched. He’s a deep sleeper, (Y/N) thought.

She headed down to the kitchen to make breakfast. Bacons, eggs and toasts, yep. It wasn’t long after she started cooking that Erwin entered the kitchen.

“Good morning,” (Y/N) greeted.

“Good morning” Erwin replied.

“I just started cooking so it might take a little while.”

“Mm, it’s alright, I’ll wait. Thanks for your courtesy of cooking today’s breakfast.”

“It’s nothing. Would you like something to drink?”

“Tea would be nice.”

“Alright.”

The breakfast was nice and delicious. (Y/N) and Erwin ate them together on the dining table. After eating, Erwin took her on a walk around the subdivision. It was a quiet and peaceful place. (Y/N) noticed how most of the houses on their neighborhood are high, rarely a one-storey building. Erwin brought her to the park. There were cafés and a playground. Lots of children are playing and screaming but the sound wasn’t obnoxious in any way, if anything, it sounds peaceful.

The change of environment really had a positive impact on (Y/N), everything she sees are new and everything new here seems peaceful. She and Erwin took a seat on a nearby bench. (Y/N) took a deep breath, this place is wonderful.

They watched as the children played on the playground. They all looked so happy. (Y/N) thought about how nice it must be to be innocent and carefree just like those children.

After a while, Erwin and (Y/N) decided to go home. On their way, (Y/N) noticed a bush of white roses. They were beautiful. She touched its top and felt as its soft petals made contact with her fingers. White roses, a symbolism of purity, innocence, fresh starts and new beginnings. It reminded her of those children in the park and their young, innocent minds. It also reminded her of something– No. Perhaps someone she know, all too well. Herself.

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Erwin’s office leave is ending and he needs to go back to the office tomorrow. (Y/N) felt a bit sad upon knowing that she’ll be left here alone but she tried not to think much of it, Erwin’s just going to work. That day, they both watched a movie and took a walk in the park.

Monday arrived, Erwin got up early to get himself ready for work. When (Y/N) woke up, she was alone on the bed. She quickly got up and tried to look for Erwin but he was nowhere to be found. She thought Erwin must’ve left early without waking her up .

“Good morning” a deep voice suddenly spoke which made (Y/N) yelp. She looked back to see Erwin in a blue suit. He looks so formal, smart and stunning.

“Sorry, I didn’t mean to startle you,” Erwin spoke again.

“Oh, it’s alright. I thought you’ve already left for work”

“I was just about to, I just forgot this,” he took an envelope from his nightstand and showed it to (Y/N).

“Oh, I see. Goodbye then, I don’t want to hold you for long”

“Thank you.”

(Y/N) walked Erwin out and they said goodbye to each other.

“Take care!” (Y/N) cheerfully said to Erwin while waving a little. Erwin gave her a nod before entering his car and driving away.