#Second evaluation
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Hello! The twist ending of PYIH kind of shocked me. 'Twas really foolish of me for thinking that for the entirety of Kiryu's saga, Majima has just that twisted obsession with Kiryu, being a "Mad Dog" and all. I came across your PYIH analysis the other day and it really brought home what they were conveying with the ending.
I'm still having trouble wrapping my head around the premise of PYIH. Is the sole purpose of Majima's "filming/documentary(?)" is to rehearse telling it to Kiryu? Because if it had been, that would be even crazier.
Oh, and at this point, is it even reasonable right now to interpret their relationship as platonic or brotherly? What do you think?
YEAHHHHH imo I think yakuza kenzan yakuza 3 (rooftop scene) is where we first truly starting seeing a glimpse of a deeper dynamic between Majima and Kiryu that goes beyond the "weird twisted obsession" reading, and we see more examples of it later as the series goes on (gestures at yakuza 5 and IW) but moments like those were decently subtle/blink-and-you'll-miss-it (not to mention they lessen in frequency also probably in part to Majima's lessening screentime throughout the series), but pyih's ending really goes out of its way to ensure that you actually Know how deep and genuine Majima's feelings are, which I am both extremely appreciative of and Kinda Crazy about
I think the whole documentary thing is interesting. Given the fact that they went out of their way to get the equipment/crew/etc. for the "film version", I would say that the Majima's retelling of his story at the studio and at Kiryu's bedside serve different purposes, and that him telling the story on set was not specifically for Kiryu (what Majima plans to do with the "film version" I'm not completely sure, but I guess for now we can assume it's just a project Majima wanted to do while getting Majima Construction back off the ground?) I'd say the premise of pyih is both to retell Majima's story as he presents it to the "general audience" And Kiryu, hence why the game starts with one and ends with the other. It's the same story to everyone, for the mostpart, and the main difference between the two 'versions' is How he presents it (to the cameras/the players/main audience he puts on the fuckass pirate costume and the theatrics, to Kiryu he tells it to him straight, without the extra show stuff for the cameras. We can Assume the story he tells to each audience is practically identical, considering that the cutscene of him telling it to us in the beginning of the game and him telling it to KIryu at the end of the game use identical lines (cough cough in the Japanese audio), but his tone of voice between the two are notably very different)
Uhhhh shoot I don't know if any of that made sense 💀 Point is I think Majima telling the story of pyih is, in fact, meant for Everyone, it's just that Kiryu gets a sort of special, more authentically told version of it if you will (After all, Majima could've just shown Kiryu the film when it was finally done, but instead he went out of his way to tell it to him personally)
As for the question of "is kazumaji canon now", WOO boy. First of all I actually lowkey want to thank you for asking that question, I've been wanting to post about it for a while now but kept putting it off lol. I mulled over this exact question quite a bit during the week-or-so long time period that I was writing most of my analysis after finishing the game, and, despite the fact that I myself am very vocal about liking kazumaji in a romantic scenario/context, I would not personally call it canon, and I say it is still absolutely reasonable to interpret them as platonic.
While many of the aspects we see in their relationship (especially on Majima's end) such as obsession, devotion, etc. etc. are often associated with romantic interest (Especially in fandom spaces), I don't think they have to be considered specifically romantic. People who have read through my posts may remember a while back that I did an analysis of The Sun at 36.5 wondering if the song was written with the intent to represent Majima's feelings towards Kiryu (for the record this was incorrect and the meaning behind it goes past the scope of the game) and I was going pretty insane about it lol. That's because, had the song been written with that in mind, it would've meant with almost 100% certainly that they would be, in fact, canon, and that would've been Insane. However, this is not the case, and other than that theory I had there's nothing else in the games that would specifically state that either one has Explicitly Romantic feelings towards the other. Do they have a very deep and complex relationship, the likes of which they don't share with many other characters? Definitely. Is it explicitly romantic? I wouldn't say so
The main example I would like to bring up to argue against it would be minedai (*cough* my second favorite yakuza ship I fucking Love Mine Yoshitaka so much he's one of my favorites). I'll link this amazing post with all the examples but essentially, while minedai and kazumaji share many of the same themes in their relationship/dynamic (again, obsession, devotion, you get the drill (can you tell Majima and Mine are two of my favorite characters yet LOL)) the main difference between them is that, with minedai, it is basically outright said Multiple Times in Multiple Sources outside of even Yakuza 3 itself that Mine loved Daigo, with words used Specifically to convey strong romantic connotations, a choice rgg went out of their way to make every single time they wrote about them together. Kazumaji, on the other hand, does not use these kinds of words to describe each other, whether it be in words coming from Kiryu and Majima themselves, or official relationship charts, descriptions, etc.
Can feelings including romance be heavily implied without needing to be explicitly stated? Absolutely, but with the way rgg tends to Very Obviously and Explicitly state when characters Are romantically interested in each other, and also simply because there is still (imo) plenty of room to read kazumaji as Not romantic, I wouldn't say it's canon. And for the record, I wanna reiterate that this is coming from someone who is personally very enthusiastic about kazumaji as a ship, so I'm trying to be purely objective here, and that is my verdict (Also this is just a random aside, but I really don't agree with the people who are (unironically) labelling Kiryu and Majima's relationship as "queerbaiting". but that's a whole other discussion entirely)
Thank you for shooting an ask !!
#yakuza#kazumaji#pirate yakuza spoilers#pirate yakuza in hawaii#rgg#pyih#asks#certified yap sessions#funnily enough i've re-evaluated a few thoughts i've dropped on this blog but i'm a little too lazy to go back and correct them LOL#but yeah while i do appreciate the enthusiasm for “kazumaji finally being canon”#and i share the enthusiasm towards that Insane “you never could give up on that one” line. Very Evidently LOL#i would not say that they are actually confirmed canon (at least objectively/if you asked me for a serious answer on that)#funny mildly-relevant aside but in fandoms i was never really the kinda person to ship the main/popular pairings#i was always a rarepair kinda guy. so i usually either wouldn't see the main pairings as romantic or just passively appreciate the idea-#-without really being into it. so the irony of me being into the main + second-ish main pairing of this fandom is absolutely hilarious LOL#on a far less relevant note i have finally started playing ishin :) wow this game is gay /pos
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Broke (2016): BBC Sherlock is a phenomenal piece of media and anything that seems like a flaw just hasn't been fully explored yet
Woke (2020): BBC Sherlock is an incredibly flawed series run by an egotistical writer, it never deserved the hype and is actively bad on so many fronts (especially representation)
Bespoke (2024): BBC Sherlock is flawed and bogged down by increasingly poor writing, which many fans refused to see while it was airing, leading to hugely misplaced expectations (particularly for the final series), AND it has the seeds of some compelling characterizations and portrayals, some genuinely solid performances, and touches--albeit imperfectly--on complexities that are still being discussed today (particularly as it relates to the relationship between Sherlock and John). The huge cultural impact of the show has created a massive pendulum effect in its public perception, leading to most people today remembering a caricature of the show (whether positive or negative) rather than appreciating its nuanced merits and failings...that being said Season 4 sucked
#these just sum up my personal takes at the years in question and also what i'm seeing on tumblr/other social media#bbc sherlock#sherlock holmes#and i actually have a lot more thoughts to share on this series#specifically relating to the cultural impact#there is SO much about the show that goes unappreciated in hindsight because of how public perception of it has soured#and i totally fell into this as well--i still regularly rewatch hbomberguy's video absolutely dismantling the series and he isn't wrong!!#but what i'm saying is that i think it's easy for us to look at a piece of media (especially one so massively popular) like sherlock...#with very black-and-white lenses. it wouldn't have become so popular if there wasn't something inherent in it that resonated with people#and that's being buried (and i totally forgot it) because 'sherlock is cringe and problematic. can't believe i liked that'#which again it IS full of issues and those are well-documented as they should be. future portrayals should not repeat those mistakes#BUT being able to impact so many people is a merit in itself. and that's only possible because of other genuinely good things about the show#yes the way they handled the relationship between john and sherlock was riddled with problems YES it was often queerbaiting#AND the way they portrayed that relationship had a deep effect on me. i saw a lot of myself in sherlock and the complex way he loved john#the nuanced feelings he had about john's marriage to mary. the part (in s4!) where john calls him inhuman for not feeling romantic love#there was genuine intention and care put into some parts of this show and it comes through in scenes like those. they impact people.#and because of this realization i'm going to (eventually) do a rewatch of the show. i'm much older and i want to see how i'll view it now#but i want to go into it--and i want everyone who engages with it still--to have an open mind and evaluate it for what it is#not what we expected it to be (secret episode anyone?) or what the cultural drift has turned it into (the tiktok of sherlock's mind palace)#but the messy problematic somewhat-heartfelt massively significant and ultimately meaningful piece of media it actually was#anyway that's my thoughts would love to hear y'all's perspectives#funny how after all this time making a sherlock post still feels like i'm poking a bees' nest lol please be kind!#kay can i just catch my breath for a second#kay has a party in the tags
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guys how long has reuben price been retconned to 23 instead of 20 i just found out about this i feel like my world is collapsing around me i need to recontextualise everything
#GRIZZLYYY. GRIZZLY AND YOUR STUPID DISCORD YOU CAN'T JUST RETCON A MAJOR CHARACTER ELEMENT OVER THERE#im nauseous bro im not even joking THERE IS A DIFFERENCE BETWEEN 20 AND 23 WHEN CHIP IS 19. OK.#maybe not MASSIVELY but like. in perspective now when reuben turned 18 chip was 14. as opposed to 17. do you understand what im saying#reuben price#jrwi#like its FINE if he's 23. i can adapt to this . but please make a patreon post atleast i cant do this. this is like the warriors qnas.#i havebeen understanding them as a year apart for years now. sorry. need a second to re-evaluate. imfine. imfine. imfine.#AND WAS THE COMPARISON TO VI AND JINX REALLY NECESSARY im not gonna make it. head in my hands.#its not even a bad change i just got so jumpscared. hello
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well at least I know that work stress is what primarily killed my ability to write fic last year
#still better than my previous place of employment tbh#though I am going to ask for a raise for sure in my evaluation this month#but I did not expect it to be such a clear cause and effect#week off of work: a fic a day!#the day I’m back to work: WORK FOREVER THEN ONLY ENERGY ENOUGH FOR MY SECOND JOB
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the absolute lack of media literacy from people who haven’t even seen oppenheimer is making my head spin but whatever
#like - every three seconds it’s someone talking about how it’s us military prop or it doesn’t cover the atrocities well etc etc#when a) it is so definitely NOT us propoganda- it is so clearly critiquing the us military and oppenheimer himself#and b) it doesn’t cover every small detail of the impacts of the bomb bc that’s not what the film is about#it is a screenplay adapted from a biography on oppenheimer#it is about him - a biopic - and how he got to the point of making atomic weapons and ends on a note of undeniable horror#it is a movie that constantly bombards you with anxiety bc you have the burden of knowing the future#it is not in any way forgiving anything - it acknowledges the fucked up nature of the situation#hell it’s mostly a courtroom drama that shows how fucked up mccarthyism was#i’m a big history buff - so this plays a lot into it#but y’all have GOT to just stop seeinf things on a surface level and engage with media w/ a deeper mindset of just ‘thing bad’#anyway - sorry it bothers me a lot#there are genuine criticims that can be leveled at both nolan and this film and i have seen them#im not sitting here calling the end all be all of cinema - but it’s a well made movie w/ something interesting to say and evaluate#not wanting to see it is one thing - by all means - but wringing it through the mud w/ absolutely no knowledge of the actual content of -#the film itself is actively annoying#media literacy#oppenheimer#mini rant
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Also, for what it's worth, I don't actually use the term 'baeddel' like, at all anymore and I don't encourage people saying it. Nowadays I tend to call the kinna person who espouses those beliefs transradfems, and they complain about that just as much, but that at least, imo, gets into a bigger debate about what I believe defines trans radical feminism, which is much easier to articulate and is more objective than a word with a complicated and toxic history going back centuries.
okay since you brought up transradfems: if any transradfems are reading this i think you're very cool and sexy. my DMs are always open.
#transfeminism#ask me ask me ask ask me#velvetvexations#to all transradfems:#i don't know what you believe and i'm sure i don't agree with all of it#but staking out a position that there is utility for transfeminism in a critical evaluation of the second wave is very good#keep doing that#tell me what you think about wittig
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trying to explain to people why i am panicking over something that is likely not a big deal is so difficult. do you not understand this is my worst fear? stop trying to tell me the odds, i do not care right now.
#personal bullshit but the short version is that there might be something wrong with my eye ! like Very Wrong.#and i've had So Many eye issues that the second anything goes wrong i have to have it checked out#and people keep trying to tell me what it probably is#and while i appreciate that it's not very helpful. the only helpful thing is Actually Getting My Problem Evaluated#anyway always advocate for yourself in a medical setting yall.
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i think this was funnier in my head.
#puppy draws#yo-kai watch#katie forester#jibanyan#whisper#whisper ykw#usapyon#hailey anne thomas#as a diagnosed autistic person i can confirm that the autism evaluation results#just being a picture of the autism creature with text saying you have the tism is accurate#i don't even remember how this idea came to me i think i was just overly tired this morning and then this happened#also ignore the fact that i refuse to accept nate as being canon protagonist katie is like way better sorry besties <3#that's like 80% a joke. every main yo-kai watch character is my blorbo and nate is included in that#i just also prefer katie. playing 3 and rewatching the anime + reading the manga did endear me to nate more though#i like how he's average but also totally bisexual. no i will not elaborate#why do my tags always get so derailed. uhhhh back to autism. hailey is so fucking autistic ngl#there's like at least five different instances in 3 of her just completely failing to read the room#she's totally hyperfixated on sailor cuties and next harmeowny#she has adhd vibes too i think but. the tism is very strong#i can't decide my favorite part of this between the “yippee!! you have the tism” image and jibanyan asking what autism is#he doesn't know because he has autism by default through being a cat he didn't need a diagnosis#i feel like all of them are autistic tbh but that's probably just me projecting. i totally gave katie autism in the rewrite though#i wasn't even trying to i just don't know what neurotypicals are like because i got that autistic rizz. and adhd rizz. mostly the adhd#i am definitely also autistic but i think my adhd effects me a lot more in day-to-day life#since i usually just interact with my moms who know i'm autistic and are also both neurodivergent#and people online. most of who are autistic because it's mostly on tumblr and this is the autism website#yo-kai watch more like yo-gay watchtism amirite-#oh also very amused by hailey just poofing into existence in the second picture. as you do
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Woe, brave boy be upon ye
#I spent so much time looking at 87457 wikipedia pages to make sure has the vibe but isn't too similar to any existing robot#that I didn't realize I ended up with Roddy looking guy#but I'm probably not the best at evaluating the designs#because the moment I see two robots with similar color palette it's the same picture to me#anyway#he kinda sorta has a name but I'm not sure he'll keep it so#thinking of his second mode (drama relevant) as well as the rest of the team#will he get a giant flaming sword too?#stay tuned to find out!#go to sleep R#brave oc#brave series OC
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here's the thing. yes, some pieces of art are "better" than others. there are many criteria you can measure that with--technical skill, creativity, clarity, conceptual depth, successful execution of the artist's intentions, etc., and i do think it's useful to clarify which ones you're using as a measuring stick. but like, of course you can evaluate art. of course you can be critical (in the "art critic" sense) of art. (among other things, that's one of the most important ways to get better at making art yourself.)
however. when it comes down to evaluating what gets to count as art. what art even gets to have a seat at the table. i will go to bat for the thing that isn't as "good" every single time.
you can say you think a piece of art is bad. you can say you think it lacked technical skill, or clarity, or conceptual depth, and you consider those important elements of a successful work. i might even agree with you. but if you think that means it doesn't matter, someone is going to die on this hill and it isn't going to be me
#this is not apropos of anything#or like directed at anyone in particular#just to be clear#i just had a Thought that triggered something in my art student brain and made this click#because i am being trained how to critique and evaluate art. i know how to objectively and subjectively judge whether something is 'good'#('good' in scare quotes bc that is such a vague metric. i tend to use 'successful' more often)#but the second someone calls something 'bad art' or 'not even art' i will be ready to back it up instantly#and i realized that it boils down to acting like something doesn't matter because it has failed to meet a certain standard#i think all art matters. i think that doodle of a cat you drew in the corner of your math notebook matters#i think that poem you wrote when you were in second grade matters#i think that song you made up and recorded on a voice memo and then cringed when you listened to it later matters#i also think those abstract expressionist artists that everyone loves to hate on matter btw#their art doesn't speak to me that strongly but that doesn't mean it didn't have anything to say#everyone has something to say. and you can have opinions about what they said or how they said it#but you don't get to tell them to stop talking#that includes when that someone is yourself btw#anyway#this has been my monthly-or-so evening ramble#i've been overdue for one honestly#stars has thoughts
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Here's a fun random question - whats your biggest hot take/controversial opinion on fhdw that you haven't shared yet? Or if you can't think of one, expand on the ones you have shared :)
If we are talking about controversial opinions, I don't think the Ronodin we were presented with in the books is ever really redeemable. Not because his actions made him irredeemable but because he is perfectly happy with hurting people and does not regret it. I needed a scene where he showed genuine apology to someone who wasn't his manipulation target.
His backstory is sad, and you can trace the way he had good intentions all the way down, but simply saying you have good intentions doesn't mean much when you're also murdering families and causing world wars. A point is made, the current situation with the sanctuaries is untenable for the Dragons, but Ronodin doesn't really care about this point. He's using the dragons and demons as sacrifices to get the throne. Ronodin wants the Fairy Crown so that he can prove that he was right and that his family were all fools. He dresses up his goal in pretty fabric so he can feel good about it, but he is still sore that he fucked up in negotiating with the demons.
He is a character with the potential to be complicated and interesting, who deserved a better written ending, but I don't think he was ever righteous so much as he found the words to make people believe he was righteous. At best he is an anarchist who thinks things will just work themselves out once he burns the previous world to the ground, at worst he is a wellspoken abuser.
#I am not putting this in the tags I've seen people get weird about him before.#I really like Ronodin I just like him as villain rather than as a redeemable meow meow haha#he's manipulative and obsessive and he cannot for one second re-evaluate himself or consider that he may have done something wrong#The Seth Ronodin chapters were insane to reread he is so awful its awesome#dragonwatchdragging#dragonwatch critical#maybe this isn't a hot take anymore. and also I don't know what the non tumblr fandom takes are on him either#fablechatting
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no offense to mel shes great its not that i want her gone or anything, its just that her narrative role would make so much more sense for yaz to have
#it should have been yaz#14 finishes 13s story#but 13s story is wrapped up in yazs#yaz shouldve been in the specials and in this one specifically#theres mel slotted in without adding.............that much? that i can see? again no offense. i havent seen og mel#i dont know her relationship with the doctor so i cant entirely evaluate what she brings here. i enjoy her presence thats all i can say#But. yaz fits perfectly in her spot in this episode#adding a lot#like okay she doesnt work for unit so maybe not adding some. plot stuff#but emotionally yaz makes like immensely more sense to be in this spot#thanks for coming to my tedtalk#like it just.............it just makes sense?l ike when you imagine it for like 2 seconds youre like#oh all the puzzle pieces fit#i dont think thats just me having loving-yaz goggles on#i think that actually narratively it makes 100% more sense for yaz to have been here#you send her home at the end with 14 thats how you do it#15 sends them both home. 'call your mum. tell her where youve been'#14 can say all the i love yous to his old gang#yaz is too open a wound#but 15 has had time#he can tell her 'i loved you too'#like come on#she should have been there she should have been there she should have been there
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Mayo Clinic called and is like “oh, well, since you were diagnosed with fibromyalgia you’ll see one of our rheumatologists for an evaluation and have a two day educational class on the condition” so already we’re off to a fantastic start
#I explained that while I don’t doubt I probably have fibro. there is something being overlooked#and that what I would like is a second opinion/additional testing#is it EDS??? RA?? there’s pain in my muscles but there’s also pain in my joints and deep in my bones#also#I’m far from a hypochondriac but my kappa lambda light chain ratio was unbalanced and elevated#and our area has a hotspot of multiple myeloma (it’s what my grandfather died from)#it’s an incredibly rare condition for anyone under the age of 50 but not unheard of#so I don’t know. why did my rheumatologist neglect to mention that bloodwork#why did I have to find out from my PCP#(who said she doesn’t know what else that could indicate but she’s going to look into it)#I asked my mom what she knew about it and she is the first person to say ‘don’t freak out it’s probably not that’#but even she was a little put off when I brought up that blood test#she’s a nurse and she was right there the entire time my grandfather was sick. so she knows about this stuff#I seriously doubt it’s that kind of issue but like. something is Off#and it ain’t just fibro#anyways. I told them I wanted an evaluation and possible additional testing so she said she’d put that in and see if they’d take me#and she would call me back#sick and tired#probably delete later
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in therapy today i just talked about the dark urge and astarion and my therapist was elated about it. it was fantastic. “wow you’ve really been using this story and those characters to process things. that’s amazing!”
the era of being ashamed of my interests is over. it’s apparently Cool and Healthy to use fiction to cope. i wish i could tell fifteen year old me about this it would blow her mind
#origpost#shaedan plays bg3#bad brains blogging#you’re gonna have to pry SFF from my cold dead hands because ‘this creature is not human but nonetheless a person’ is THE most#important thing ever actually#i love taking my feelings and experiences and externalising and concretising them through metaphor#my favourite thing about astarion is how he both has literal cptsd AND metaphorically through his vampirism#that fucking rules#also shoutout to another thing therapist said today:#she was originally sceptical of my potentially having autism#then she was like ‘ok you have some traits but you’re probably not diagnosable’#then today she was like ‘you make so much sense when one thinks of you through the lense of autism’#amen sister i’ve been right there with you#but now i’m getting my second assessment soon! which won’t change anything about me i am and will be ‘tism-y regardless#but it’s going to be interesting to see what happens#also i told her about my WISC scores and she was like ‘jesus christ tell them to evaluate you for adhd too’ so uhhh#they already screened me for that and i believe i tested negative but let’s see#the WISC score was why i was even referred for an assessment so
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When I finished Assassin's Creed: Odyssey, I realised it was my 22nd platinum trophy. I had planned on finally earning the platinum trophy for Dragon Age: Inquisition this summer. But wouldn't it be nice, I thought, if it was the 25th?
In 2018, my friend sold me his PS4 after upgrading to a Pro himself. He knew I was interested in gaming and so I didn't have to think twice. He sold it to me for £80 and threw in Dragon Age: Inquisition for good measure. So I'd have something to play. My very first Playstation trophy was The Wrath of Heaven - by finishing the prologue of the game.
For a couple of years now, I've had only one trophy left to earn - beat the game on Nightmare difficulty. I've been postponing it, not for fear of failing at it, but for fear of the finality it seems to imply. I will, of course, still be able to play the game, but I won't be able to earn any trophies for it any more. A sad thought.
#dragon age#dragon age inquisition#playstation#playstation trophies#bioware#I told my friend who I've written about before about being possibly autistic and she was like “ha yeah I thought so” and she said#it's a neurodivergent thing#we like numbers and patterns#and yeah yeah I do#it's nice on the brain#calm down dalish I've got a referral to get evaluated haha#assassin's creed#assassin's creed odyssey#ubisoft#gaming#currently going back into an old safe of assassin's creed syndicate#and the second game I'll try to platinum might be uncharted 1#stay tuned#a story every day#23 July#2024
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I know I still have a job
I know nothing about next year is written in stone yet
I'm doomsaying and psyching myself out
but fuck I wish I had a solid answer
#the whole reason I'm stuck in my head like this in the first place#is cause I had my second official evaluation#and my principal went real heavy on the stuff I need to work on#and really really scarce on the stuff I actually did right#so that made me feel like shit#like if I can't do this job right#and no one can tell me if I have a job next year#how am I ever going to be good enough to get hired anywhere else?#I don't wanna play the waiting game#it's gonna give me a stress ulcer#personal
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