#Sorey for rant

[mikaikaika]

Dude I'm so emotional about Charlie singing a rap lullaby to Sunny. As a person whose favourite egg was Flippa since the start (and still is) - watching Charlie do the same thing he did for her in the initial days means so much to me. There's so many things to be said about how Charlie is a completely different person than he was at the start of this journey. Life, choices, and, circumstances have all let him to a stage where he even if he tries to improve, everyone and everything around him is serving as a reminder of the mistakes he's made. On top of that these reminders are also serving as a knife being twisted in the already rotting away scar of his grief.

And yet, in this scenario now when he is emotionally down and his self esteem has been shot down all the way to hell - he doubts himself and his actions so much regardless of the intentions he carries. Now here comes Sunny like a whiplash - this little bundle of joy whose jumping around and wanting to be with Charlie and it's despite of knowing all the things she has heard multiple different people tell her - she still approaches him with the same love in her heart and the same shine in her eyes as the diamonds she carries.

However, this time instead of falling into his spiral of self-hate and becoming a catalyst to the destiny he fears, this time he tries to try despite his doubts and it's all for this Sunny who looks at him like he's her world and who kills someone just to be with her dad. And oh he sings for her the same way he sang when he originally felt the feeling closest to this. And maybe just maybe her love for him might end up helping him love himself a little bit more.

[mystycalypso]

living for your pv rants!

I'm tempting my diseased self's boredom with a laserblast based on right now, specifically how I think his natural powers were doomed in the societies image of heroes

That or maybe finally make one about the different outfit styles/background differences between Shadowy and PV that most people could not care less about

Either way, because of me getting sick, you can probably expect another one sometime today ^^

I literally downed dayquill, then mumbled to Kaydin how it felt just like this scene

Somebody sedate me I beg

[carl1ghts]

Happy birthday to this sweet baby angel :((

[nostalgic-muffins]

ok i love streamer levi. its great, its perfect, its wonderful. but hear me out. vtuber levi.

[pizz-a-pizza]

guys I still do sketchbook art I just hide it from you guys for no reason

by the way nobody has said this yet but you guys cannot eat my art because I lace it with food poisoning every time

I hate how the quality just flops but wtev

short comic text below if my writing sucks or got wiped out by the camera quality:

(I'll probably redraw the comic digitally since this one kinda sucks)

1st part

Rocket: I mean, UGH! Just look at this place! This place has sucked since the start!

Sword: What, Playground?

Rocket: YES!

2nd part

Rocket: Nothing good comes from playground or anywhere, really. I'm leaving Playground and never coming back. Everyone there sucked anyways.

Still Rocket:It's time for some new beginnings.

I bet anyone, anywhere, would frickin' agree.

Right, Sword?

okay guys if you reached all the way to here look at this for a sec this is fire right?? Betterthanthesleepparalysisdemonsmyfriendsdrawonmysketchbook

[losver07]

worst part of summer is when you want to drink cold water at 4am but the water is hot :(

[igneouswyvern]

the zestiria timeline baffles me to no end because i know all the camlaan stuff takes place 17 years before the events of the game and i know it has to be that way because that's the only way for sorey and mikleo to have originated in camlaan. and yet. what do you mean heldalf has only been living with his curse for 17 years. what do you mean the celestial record is 21 years old. what do you mean camlaan has only been around for less than 30 years. in my head all this stuff takes place on a waaaaaay larger scale like heldalf should have been wandering the earth in solitude for at least a century right? you're telling me it only took him 17 years to give into the malevolence? what a loser. and the celestial record felt like an ancient book from a time long past when they were nerding about it in the beginning of the game. you're telling me it's barely older than sorey and mikleo themselves? and you can't just go around calling a village that existed 22 years ago and was lived in for only 5 "the origin village." like nah that thing has to have been around for at least 50 before you go calling it something as dramatic as that. idk. in the two-and-a-half-years in between playing zestiria i forgot all the lore and i had it in my head that shepherds were like a once-every-one-hundred-years deal and michael was from like ages ago and all this stuff was ancient as hell. and it feels so silly to me that it was all so recent

[gertritude]

I binged🏴‍☠️ hazbo hotel like an hour ago and the songs and voice talent are insane. They carry the show. I especially liked the ones with alistor. Maybe I'm cringe but I find him very fun

There are nitpicks I have with it but overall I didn't find it too bad except for the horrendous pacing and way too many characters. Slow the fuck down

The post I accidentally deleted was actually about the poor pacing - specifically, I was a little peeved at people who excused it because "they might not get another season!" Like, if you're only getting eight episodes.... Then I'm sorry, but you're gonna have to start cutting plotlines and characters. I'm so extremely baffled by the decision to include what seemed to be every idea the creator ever had for the series in one season. Is it because they decided to have it be canon with the pilot, while also not including the pilot with the season and just kind of assuming you watched it...????

Also anon I am so sorry but alastor is the character that works the least for me. The writers want u to think he is so cool and scary and badass but he isn't. He's like if Jeff the killer and fandom bill cipher had a baby. One of my least favorite character archetypes/personalities in general. His design is terrible. Sexymancore but no sexy. The writers made him associated with voodoo solely because they thought it was spooky and it pissed off every actual practitioner of the religion. As if that all wasn't enough, he even has an undercut under that fuckass bob. I think his voice is cool and the general concept of "old timey radio demon who hates modern tech" is good, but these are the only bones I can throw him. Why does he have to be in two of the really good songs. My OC Mordred would kin him that is how goofy he is to me

[eyluvu]

I do really like Rick's small realistic (idk how to describe it) details, like-

The nightmares are a plot point from the very beginning, but apart from that there's mentions of panic attacks which is so important to me- theres NO way these kids are that brave all the time. And the getting seasick trope in HoO. And the feelings of inadequacy and loneliness. Like these books are so joyful but there's no sugarcoating and making the kids seem super powerful all the time like many other people do. Its subtle signs that these things happen to even demigods, you know? Very sweet

[alarici]

every hil son fic sucks unless it’s on either end of the horshoe of trope uncanny valley

[thestarlightbrigade]

I think i wanna participate in the ball this year but im having doubts.

[rose022]

GRRRE RRASSGGHH REASGHH

im gonna fight im gonna fucking fight. why does my college require an app with bluetooth to get into your room thays so fucking stupid. i hate the modern reliance on apps. literally for what. what if someone doesnt have an ios or android. what if someone doesn't have wifi or data. what if someone doesnt have their phone on them. what if their phone is dead. literally so many reasons this is stupid.

[enjolraspermettendo]

So, I have 4 exams days away, I can't sleep at night because of fucking mosquitos that are eating me alive, I've developed a huge and horrible stress rash all over my chest and under boobs which honestly is getting bad despite treating it, mosquitos fucking decided to bite me on the fucking rash and on the edge of my healing tattoo, I can't fucking wake up in the morning because I spend my nights being haunted by mosquitos and during the day I have no fucking Braincell left alive to actively study, so my stress gets even worse because I am going to fail thes exams so bad and I end up crying at 3am while looking for the fucking mosquitos

[rosedosed]

🌻 🌻 🌻 !!!!!

HIIII HI HI THANK YOUU 🥰

1. There’s Talks about two friends and me moving in together and though I’m a little careful (I’ve seen many friendships torn apart after becoming roomies) I’m CAUTIOUSLY VERY EXCITED!! I currently live in a small studio apartment with very little interaction between the housemates and I love a little personal space but Bro I Miss being having roommates. I don’t mind getting most of my social kicks from going out and meeting people but going on holiday I’m always hit with how pleasant it is to live with a whole bunch of friends around me at all times.

2. Jumping off 1^, I’ve also noticed I benefit a lot from having people around me as an artist. Art and writing (my big passions) are incredible but they’re also very SOLITARY experiences. I’ve noticed that many artist-influencers (especially on tiktok) are really good at editing their videos to make it seem like art is a quick, fun, relaxing and social process, but in practice art-creation takes fucking hours and usually those hours are spent in isolation. As much as I want to draw for the rest of my life, I notice that sitting hunched over a tablet for half a day without having people around me to pull me back to earth when I get too lost in the sauce just isn’t super good for my mental health, so I cannot wait to move into a home with palz and Exist & do Art Together

3. Now that I’m already monologuing lets make it 3/3; I notice that many artists stop drawing as much as soon as they leave high-school/adolescence. This is super understandable (adult life is busy as hell) but many of them (me included) are a little sad about it. Here’s what I’ve done to remedy this a little bit & keep drawing consistently as an adult;

Figure out why art appeals to you, figure out why you gravitated towards art, why you need it, and then listen to that need. If you create art to tell stories; tell stories. If you create art to make money; sell merch or take commissions. If you create art purely for yourself; DO THAT. If you wanna retain a hobby make sure you still do it for you. And if you find out that you don’t really feel the need to create art anymore don’t you dare resent yourself for it that’s fine. You’re not defined by what you create, you’re defined by what drives you & if creating art doesn’t drive you that’s totally fine you can do whatever you want forever! 💖

Find your Artist Identity Sweet Spot. I, for example, don’t find the life of a full-time freelance artist appealing. It sounds stressful and not suited to my needs, that’s why I combine it with two other part-time jobs and never refer to myself as an artist in a commercial way. What’s more, I try to make space for art as a social activity to meet my extroverted needs. Live drawing! Collaborations! Art-dates! Figure drawing! The lifestyle of the solemn solitary artist just doesn’t suit my golden retriever ass no matter how much I thought it had to, and the sooner I figured that out the sooner I could work to fit art into my life more comfortably. Don’t try to fit some arbitrary artist mold. It doesn’t exist and it’s only gonna make you sad. There is no The Artist, there is only YOU; THE ARTIST.

Speaking of you; draw for YOU I cannot overstate this enough. Appeal to YOURSELF and you’ll always have an audience. Cringe culture is FAKE. Online art discourse is a BLACK VORTEX. Following your passions is BASED and you have to do it RIGHT NOW. I’ve been unabashedly drawing SELF-INDULGENT TTRPG CONTENT for an audience of 7 for the past 2 years and I’m so in my own front-seat about it. I’m much happier than I was trying to appeal to ppl who only appreciated my art when I deliberately tried to cater to them. I promise; if you feel like people’s expectations are limiting you in what you truly want to do; there’s people out there who will truly appreciate your work and trying to cater to those who don’t is only gonna piss you off in the long run. Draw whatever makes you happy I don’t give a fuck what it is as long as it makes you happy.

Sorry for talking so much here’s a picture of a mural I saw yesterday

[evilrat-sabre]

Hiiii I have- well I was diagnosed with type 2 diabetis 7 years ago, when I was 15. Recently I discovered I was missdiagnosed and that It was never type 2. But brother, I feel that.

For YEARS I had to live with the knowledgement that I did that to myself. I ruined my life and it was all my fault.

I was a undiagnosed autistic 15 years old teenager. My own doctor made me believe I did that to myself, that it was my fault.

There is days I can't eat because of my sensory overloads, I aways had a bad relationship with food, and being told it was better for me to priotise eating stuff that would make me lose weight, or like even not eating, instead of eating stuff that doesn't make me feel ill and in pain, didn't help me magically become diabetis free. I *can't* just enter a diet, my doctor also made me feel guilty about that.

And like, it's not that simple, ITS NOT THAT SIMPLE. Can we stop shamming people for illness? I don't care if you think they did it to themselves. I DON'T FUCKING CARE.

People focused so much in the "You are fat" and the "you ate so much unhealthy stuff and made it to yourself." That I went years diagnosed with the wrong type of diabetis, taking the wrong medication, and wondering why I was never able to get my sugar levels to less than 280.

I didn't deserved to be blamed instead of receiving help from the person supposed to make sure I don't die, my 57 years old mom who eats the healthiest of everyone I know, doesn't deserve to be told that it's her fault she has diabetis type 2 (hers was diagnosed right) because she is fat.

Can we stop blaming sick people, and start treating them as beings that deserve to live.

damn people rly hate type 2 diabetics don't they