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dnangelic · 10 months

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btw how do u feel abt having the coolest url possible for a dnangel blog CUZ IT IS. SO NEAT

LOOOOL HELP??? PEACH UR FLATTERING ME??? FLATTERING ME!!! WAAAAHAHAHA ////.

funny story i was actually going to (or at least willing to) change it to match a friend's satoshi/krad but we couldn't think of anything that we liked together (also they're busy af/movin on from tumblr as a platform/hobby so it's mostly me clowning around actively.) dnangelic dot tumblr dot com preserved by the sheer fact that words like 'dark' or 'cursed' are impossible to grab ahold of... opposite of free real estate. were i a true phantom thief i would have simply stolen one of the urls away. alas.... my impulse url stays!!!

#*･ﾟ⊰ 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐒. ⊱ ✦ › OUT.#*･ﾟ⊰ ANSWERED. ⊱#its a brand now ig #i got rlly worried for a sec bc when u look up dnangel as a tag my blog shows up eEEEEVERYWHERE but that tag's been empty for 2489358395 yr #LOOOL #SO IT SHOULD BE OKAY. MAYBE.#THE ONLY THING THAT COULD EVER REVIVE IT IS LIKE #AN ANIME REVIVAL. OR A NEW SEQUEL SERIES. WHICH I HAVE HIIIIIIIIIIIGH DOUBTS.#its just me n everybody else's nostalgia for da world of tumblr rpc.....#ANYWAYS. TYSM THO 😭 I DONT THINK ITS THT CLEVER OR SPECIAL BUT IT FITS RIGHT. RKJGKJKKJH #THATS ALL THAT MATTERS SOMETIMES <3 #u kno i love urs too right. its so fresh n clean i memorized it right away

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t4t4t · 2 months

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Hi !

I got bottom surgery on July 25th :3

I'm recovering well but I'll be on bedrest for a while. Collie and I will need rent help for September/food/gas/utilities/etc. Two disabled trans women. Anything helps ! Thank yall so much for all you've helped so far, it's saved my life ❤️

https://venmo.com/u/nora-esther-rose

https://www.paypal.me/NoraEstherRose

https://venmo.com/u/Leah-Esther-Rose

https://www.paypal.me/androgynophore

#leah is still her legal name #her mom helps w us having a phone at all and can sometimes help but never a full months rent help so thats def the most pressing matter #but we already paid august rent and we have a month so we'll probably be fine #actually still havent paid utilities :/#i was wondering if more donations would happen since the surgery date and apparently not #got three the day of and two the day before but we're at 70 rn after all the gas of dropping me off and visiting twice or smth.#idk. stupid van. she should be taking public transit but i get why she doesnt want to. barely anyone masks on public transit here anymore :/#edit update: collies mom helped us pay utilities for last month which was mostly the electricity bill. water bill comes every 3 months #so i guess we'll see how much that is.

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bmpmp3 · 5 months

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dysgraphic artiƨts risɘ UP!!!!!

#raise your pencils!!!! and erasers. to fix the backwards letters 😔#sorry still thinking about my weirdness with my art professors. yknow a lot of em have been really pushing us as #students to make our personal identities a major part of like our 'brand' as artists #which. well from an art history major perspective thats a very contentious and nuanced topic. i love a lot of artists who live this way #and i think its great seeing my peers who focus on identity thrive. but also as an fine arts major (double major fool LOL)#i keep getting pushed by teachers into like. specific '____ artist' identities???#specificaly woman artist. which is a little bizarre because im a bit fat and a bit gnc so im generally like. ungendered? in day-to-day life #(which doesnt actually matter to me directly that much honestly LOL people tend to view me as like. buddy? buddy or pal.)#(not man. not woman. not anything human. sometimes i remind people of a beloved dog. which. hkdsahjk thats its own can of worms)#(a can of worms that also doesnt matter much to me directly because im a wannabe furry who chose to be the dog when playing house as a kid)#(LOL so um. well. theres that) but yeah i dunno i dont really consider myself a woman artist. its been. shockingly (and sometimes luckily?)#irrelevant to most of my life and experiences and art (although dont get me wrong misogyny is very real and very present) so i dont #have a whole lot to say about it from an art perspective. you could also call me all kinds of things. a queer artist. a mixed race artist #again technically correct. some aspects more visible in my work than others. but also very technical. i focus on race a lot in in my #art historical work but i dunno how much my drawings have to say. except that i keep making too many mixed ocs LOL #i dunno i just think my professors gotta focus that energy away from tokenizing me and over to supporting like actual #capital W Woman artists capital Q Queer artists capital A Artists of Colour who are doing far more interesting things than I #far more thought out and engaged in these topics directly. i just kind of stumble into my art blindly and confused <3 #sorry that was a long tangent WHAT IM SAYING Is despite all that: i do consider myself a capital D Dysgraphic artist #i think its an unmovable constant of my art and the way i draw and the way my hands move. the untrained eye doesnt seem to be as aware #of it directly. but those who are familiar can probably see it. the dysgraphia LOL if not just from whenever i write a letter or number #half of them are busted and frantically fixed HDKJSDJDS but its in all my art. if u can see it <3 ive been trying to embrace it #dygraphic artists raise your pencils indeed!! and throw away the eraser!!! make the legibility of your words everyone elses problem!!!#what does that say? what is that sketch? none of my business! none of your business!! its the business of my hand and the pencil alone #motor skill and spatial issues take the wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel

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stormyrainyday · 3 months

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this entire year has been flop after flop why am i losing so bad your honor i am literally just some guy

#im yapping u can move on if u dont wanna hear my life story #first i get nuked by stomach pains when i go to visit my friends #something that had been ongoing for years but #my best friend convinces me to see a doctor that year #my condition deteriorates no matter what meds they put me on #i finally get a more invasive exam that shows my intestines were inflamed #i get put on fucking steroids that fuck me up physically and emotionally #i go through multiple med school exams after spending months in crippling pain #pain so bad id be bedridden for hours #got 6 weeks of migraines near daily #sometimes multiple in a day #stressed out of my mind by the time my finals came around to the point that i could no longer bring myself to care #bc i was sure id fail no matter how hard i studied #visit my friends again bc somehow its already winter again #am a nervous wreck all the time and retreat into my phone #but also hate myself for not spending what little time i had fully present #constantly worn out and exhausted bc my meds are barely working #and id found out i was allergic to a lot of things so i was cutting a lot of things out of my diet #lmfao it was so bad my weight still hasnt recovered but yeah i come back i start 3rd year #the toll the last year had taken on my mental health finally registers #i become too depressed to study for my hardest module yet #UGH THATS SO CRINGE JUST SIT DOWN AND STUDY??#but nothing was sticking on god #anyway im sure ive failed #and la salud mental no es bien or soemthing idk i havent taken spanish in 3 years #anyway deep sigh i just stay losing #i cant believe im in like four fucking research projects and classes and trying to work on myself this shit sucks balls #and clinical rotations...#lord just strike me down

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s-ccaam-era-crepe · 2 months

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im such an emotional guy

#camera talks #both positive and negative #right now positive because i just cried over feeling loved #ngl that was cathartic but also kinda embarrassing. i feel like thats not a crying matter #but like i feel emotions of happiness and love and stuff so so strongly it genuinely hurts my chest sometimes.#also negative because of like. everything else BUT.#im thinking of the positive right now because today has been difficult #stupidly and annoyingly difficult but im going to ignoreee it <3 #anyways. i love you guys #i really really do #i dont Like being sappy that much but like. i really could rant about how cool and awesome and amazing yall are for so long #like. i dont do hugs very often irl but i would hug all of yall in a heartbeat forever #idk how to describe it guys.#uhm anyways thats enough of cam is vulnerable hours. im gonna hole up in my room again <3

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toastsnaffler · 11 months

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sometimes I wish I was a more interesting + charismatic person just so I could keep conversations going bc I like sharing space with other ppl but they routinely lose all interest and leave once I run out of things to say/start talking abt things that don't concern them :-(

#and boy do I run out of things to say so fast when I'm talking to friends who ik dont give a fuck abt any of my interests...#theres only so much i can make small talk or ask them questions abt their own interests/lives yknow. man #it just makes me feel like im constantly competing with smth else for other ppls attention all the time + constantly losing #eg. when i say smth + my flatmate reaches for her headphones a little dark souls banner appears across my vision like INTERACTION FAILED #and i can feel my rsd + insecurities praying on it like the more i feel this way the more it prophetically fulfils itself #by making me less willing to try and take up space so i become a smaller and smaller person around others #it frustrates me a lot sometimes and i dont rly have the will rn to undo that and force myself to take up more space regardless #ik this sounds like a water is wet complaint like oh nooo woe is me people get bored of me when i talk abt boring things (!!)#but when im spending time w ppl i like i enjoy listening to them talk even if im not interested in the subject bc its Them talking #and if they care abt smth then its worth hearing abt!! to me anyway. but it rly feels like no one reciprocates that idk #oh well not that it matters. at least i like the shit im into so i can talk to myself abt it in my head or on this site lmao #and i like myself as a person even if other people dont so theres always that. ur no 1 should always be urself <3 #voicing this makes me feel so stupid + embarrassed urgh. i hate being anxious abt dumb shit i hate being the sort of person who worries #that their friends privately dislike/just tolerate them or whatever bc id never want a friend to worry abt whether i thought that abt them #and im not naturally a very insecure person!! i think im just feeling particularly vulnerable atm bc of the season + jobhunting so long #+ the fact im dissatisfied with my current social life + still feel very wobbly from not having other ppl i can trust or rely on etcetcetc #and thats just bleeding into other areas. and it sucks a lot. but theres nothing to be done abt it rn bc im not going to communicate it #to other ppl bc im not pathetic enough to make my anxieties someone elses problem + beg for pity attention im too proud for that 👍#anyway. gonna play some noita + then i rly need to work out today bc thats probs part of why im feeling so shite #if ur reading this ignore me im just venting itll pass. i hope youre having a nice day :^)#.vent #.diaries

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mothwingwritings · 1 year

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What is your current brain rot? What is itching the back of your brain but you just can’t write it out?

I would like to give a shout out to the Baki men because ideas for them usually come to me pretty easily. Sometimes I get in ruts with my Baki stories, as is prone to happen, but those ruts usually resolve themselves pretty quickly and for that I am very thankful. ✧˚·.*˚✦

HOWEVER. THAT IS NOT THE CASE FOR EVERY FANDOM. ᗜ˰ᗜ

Ever since I started reading Vinland Saga my mind has been consumed with thoughts of writing a reader x Askeladd story. I have the plot and progression and all that shit up in my brain but when I go to write it, it's just... so overwhelming. I know I just gotta devote the time, but I think I am still worn out after writing two longer fics that my brain is still cringing at the thought of truly having at it. (￣￣|| )

Anyway, he vexes and mocks me and it pisses me off. >:(

And if any of the rest of you are struggling (you included, miss Momo) with any writing issue BS know you got this and you are wonderful and that shit is gonna get written and be amazing regardless of if it is fighting you the whole damn time or not!!!

─=≡Σ((( つ•̀ω•́)つ LET'S GO!

Here's a visual representation of me rooting for you all, btw:

(__/) (_(\ (>｡<)💦 ٩(•o• ) < you can do it! (ა🪨 ( )

#thank you for letting me mini rant lol #someday... I will get his story out #but who knows when my darlings （─.─||）#sometimes the hardest part is finding the time and energy to get it all down in a coherent matter ya know?#thats why fanfic authors and writers are all incredible and ILU all you all inspire me so much and keep me going <3 #answers #...do I use to many kaomojis? maybe but that will also never stop me from using them heh heh heh ( ‾ʖ̫‾) they are my little friends

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anaalnathrakhs · 4 months

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"people love you uwu people care about you" okay? not my problem. love me less. can we work out a reasonable level of care where it's obviously not cool if horrible things happen to me, a human being, and you won't do any horrible thing to me, but you don't feel obligated to fuss over anything out of the ordinary i do and i have to shut up about it and perform Normal Human Emotions lest i commit an awful social faux pas and hurt your feelings?

#like idk. can you care about stuff that matters? i guess is what i'm asking?#sorry that my own self-directed problems hurt you <3 #sorry that i'm a horrible person if i talk about it and a horrible person if i don't <3 #i just shouldn't have problems i guess cant believe i didnt think abt that #sorry i don't really care if people would be sad to see me die #would actually be pretty nice to get past the huge feeling of guilt over not being helpful all the fucking time #like i can't go through life being a service dog for everybody around me #(and i dont to be clear. it's not possible and when i say i feel guilty over not doing it it doesn't mean i do 100% of the time)#(i do try to be helpful and useful and i hate missing an opportunity but also i don't have 24/7 free of obligations)#(and i can't magically spot and correctly understand what could need help)#(but i feel like it does take up a good portion of my life. mostly bc everybody around me has Problems rn)#(and because the overlap of ''things that feel good for me'' and ''things that are good for other people'' is pretty small so far)#it's just. yknow. i would like it if for once i could express a negative feeling without it being a huge offense to people around me #ejhrkthrjeh i know i'm just asking the universe if pretty please my actions could have zero consequences and it's overall unrealistic #but like. god. i wish for once it was met with indifference. casual vibes. not a huge deal yknow.#some of my friends do sometimes! it's nice! but of course i can't talk abt the problems that directly include them #i know it makes me so shit at reacting to ppls problems. like either i overcompensate with the worry cuz i feel like thats what they want #or i react coldly and dont provide anything useful to the situation #broadcasting my misery #vent

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cherrylight · 8 months

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i love my f/os so much i dont know... i dont know....... its hard to express love sometimes..... but i genuinely feel so much love for these two gaaaaaaaaaah rfhdjgdfh like i get so smiley seeing them or giggle or have to scroll away from fanart i see because im just a flustered mess........

i sometimes think i really needed a new f/o to be able to get so happy and excited and just overall gushy worthy about......

i still love my old f/os...... but i dont think its as much as i do with these two........ idk these two just make me so happy.... i also cant stop saying i miss them like every 5 seconds T_T but oh well....

#sorry this is a weird post...#but most of the time i just cant express my fondness very well....#well i can...... it shows that i can....#i dont know #i just...#sometimes i think when im really in love with a character it definitely shows......#like i just cant stop talking about them....#and its nice.... im having a lot of fun....#i just wish i can be more open to show / tell who they are actually #whatever! as long as they make me happy thats all that matters #i love 🍒 and 🌀 so much they mean the absolute world to me <3 #ashley talks

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womansound · 1 year

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hiiii … today was fun but my head is POUUUNDING now so i think thats a sign to sleep … <3 more things tomorrow ! sorry i’ve only had the brain capacity to do text threads lately i’ve got a little pea mind … but replies for everything ( and i do mean everything ! ) will come slowly but surely hehe .. mwah have a good night/day !

#fifi day ended with me doing more work </3 but #i had good food my schoolyear ended and i got to surround myself w lovely ppl who im lucky enough to love and be loved by #so thats all that matters #sometimes all u need! is a bit of love to get by!

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larrythefloridaman · 2 years

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captains! with a little bonus Casual:

#updated design for val. ive drawn him before but am no longer satisfied with it #and listen i know its sacrilege to not give valentine the heart shaped tiddy window. and trust me i am allured by it.#but if i could get pretentious about character design for a sec i dont think its all that in character for him if im honest #smthn that always stuck with me wrt val and quad is ryan saying 'val is like a rollercoaster. quad is like skydiving.'#val is a dedicated and professional showman. all about the buildup and mystique amid the exciting ups and downs #so i simply think he'd leave a little more to the imagination. hence a formfitting but not exposing costume #and a nice comfy turtleneck in his downtime <3 #i think about val a good bit and i like him a lot but i feel like sometimes people have a very different read of him vibes-wise than i do #val is a showman through and through but i think he's kind of awkward outside the routine and distant spectacle of it.#when people catch him off guard in intros it shows and just listen to him stammer his way through that serious talk with heartbreak #he's percieved publically as The Perfect Man to some extent- order says so #and between barry and kakyoin i dont think thats a matter of her personal taste.#and he does want a significant other but when you're thought of as the perfect man only people with obnoxious egos think they deserve you #and to circle back to the conversation with heartbreak.#theres sometimes a compulsion to compare val and crimson to quad and order for Red Trauma reasons but #i think its interesting that one of the only times Val's ever talked about his experience with crimson he compared him to cupid.#especially since. like cupid. Crimson expressed similar obliviousness to what he'd done wrong in cpuk orange #seemingly genuinely not understanding why Valentine refused to be around him #anyhow. i also think Quad's helmet was attached and didnt come off until J0hn got to fiddle with him #for the Symbolism of revealing the face = him gaining access to all of his feelings he wasnt allowed <3 #cpu kerfuffle

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g00ngala · 2 years

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i swear i have tmnt opinions yall are not ready for

#hannah.txt #it might not be on here but at least on tiktok theres this like feud between rise fans and 2012 fans right #and its like. i get it if you dont want to call rottmnt your favorite tmnt adaptation. but like 2012? really lol?#specifically people saying its better than rise and its like thats insane to me im sorry #if you want to say the 2003 version is better than rise then you know what? sure absolutely. 2003 goes hard. but like 2012?#to set the record straight i like tmnt 2012 i enjoy it. but not because it is good lmao. writing wise it is an absolute trainwreck #however its an extremely funny trainwreck and it has bits of salvageable characters and arcs #and its like #i dont want to be one of those new fans hating on the old shit or whatever because i really am not #but speaking as someone who is watching through all 3 shows. 2012 is bad and by bad i mean like inconsistent. extremely inconsistent #and like to sit there and say rise is worse than 2012 with your full chest is some unbelievable nostalgia blindness #i luv the 2012 characters and the show is hysterical however a goof 50% it is hysterical on accident and not on purpose #sometimes these 'old fans' (a little funny bc they're obsessed with what was the newest tv show before rise)#are so obsessed with familiar that any break from that is so mind shattering to ttem that they hate it #and heres the thing 2012 is not a wholely bad show i think it is an extremely 2012 show + the writing is misogynistic and not thought out #its just like idk. im not that heated about it i think its just really funny #how dedicated some people are to defending the show with an inc//est plotline and the worst romantic subplots ever #like. are you allowed to like it despite its flaws? 100% . like i said i like it a lot despite my criticisms #but like saying its better than rise or 2003 for that matter... come on now. face reality my friend. be honest w urself #ok rant over LMFAO

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doctorwhoisadhd · 1 year

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btw please always read my opinions re: public school as the opinions of a music educator aka The One Subject Area Where Teachers Would Just Simply Not Grade Anything Ever If Not For The School Administration

#NOT kidding at our conferences the professional development sessions OFTEN are like:#Btw Heres a way u can make this an Assignment if admin wont get off ur ass #(often with some annoyance that administrations make us grade things)#its also so funny because every single assignment is like. Nothing. yea theres playing tests in bands SOMETIMES but like.#1) there is an entire contingent of band people who are actively AGAINST the playing tests. (and thats not even all band ppl who dont do em #and 2) 95% of the time the assignments are just. NOTHING. (partially bc MOST music classrooms are elementary school.)#you know what we did for grades in high school band??? all u had to do was 1) be at the concert 2) there was a SELF EVALUATION FORM #that u filled out urself and the band director would just enter it into the gradebook verbatim no matter what.#(actually i think once he called someone out during class for giving himself an 18/50 like an idiot. but other than that)#basically what im saying is. i can forget how traumatic the american public school system can be bc im busy doing Not That #ari opinion hour #teaching tag #bc my subject area is 1) i will do anything to get out of grading things 2) no exams 3) biggest concern is how to get kids to STAY IN MUSIC #(aka creating an environment that is safe for everyone and safe to fail in. and also constantly teaching kids how to work together)#aaaand 4) please god please please pblease give me money please pleplease administration please bleaes please dont cut my program pleaseple

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little-candy-store-of-horrors · 1 year

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They meow meowified him like that.......

#Honestly this passage made me so apeshit u dont even know 🤬🤬😤😤😳😳🫦#charles v #Emperor Charles v #16th century #history shitposting #I don't care this shit is written more like a novel than a historical biography idc anything #It enables me to hold him in my hands like a disgusting little rat and sometimes thats all that matters </3 #About to be all fake deep and boohoo on it again but like. See its possible to write how he looked without dissing him #That or maybe im just h*rny

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anachronistic-falsehood · 1 year

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clenching my fists on ym keyboard writing my road trip au. i'm not turning this into a lemon i'm not i'm not i'm not it's not happening IT'S NOT HAPPENING I PROMISE. but the tension here is so thick you could cut it with a knife

#whiskey yelling into the void #i wrote meryl and wolfwood arguing and they are this close to making out about it and the implications of what happens after are THERE.#but i'm not saying it i'm not doing it. IT HAPPENS OFFSCREEN I'M NOT DOING IT!!!#part of my hesitance is a) i want this 2 be a fun road trip fic!! they r travelling and they have each others company and the main plot is #very nice and soft and agh oghg agh INSURANCE WIVES!!! oh the main plot is gonna b so cute i'm screaming #also b) never written smut before. hi. it would be terrible and i would b so so so embarrassed even tho ik theres no shame in writing it #im not writing smut NOT YET! sometime far in the future probs it's only a matter of time before i get over myself and dive in headfirst #but not with this NOT YET!!!!!!!#just know. they r fucking nasty in an old motel shower. thats all i got thanks <3 #sry this was a rant. anyway. merylwood <3<

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nururu · 2 years

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Sanji: that's the disgusting guy who saw u guys naked in the bathhouse while I was secretly hiding in the bathhouse to see you get naked

nami&robin: and we think ur a pathetic uncool virgin for that btw

#i have to give up hope on sanji #oda is the worlds funniest comedian tbh #he said #sometimes no matter how much character developing situations someone goes through #sometimes ppl just dont change #oda also said:#wouldnt it be funny if i dedicated 3 seperate moments totalling over 100 eps to this one character #and then nothing comes of it at all #hilarious #based oda #so funny #at least sanji knows hes loved #thats all one can ask for

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