#THEY ALL MAKE SENSE HAHAHAHHAA

[fiendishfyre]

All your thoughts on Walburga Black please

Thank for this ask, I apologize for the incoherent mess Imma bout to vomit out.

First and foremost, I do not think nor agree with her (and in part Orion) using harmful spells on Sirius and Regulus. Using the cruciatus curse on her own kids???? Sorry we already have villains like Voldy and Umbridge. I hate Walburga being made into some pure evil cartoon level villain to her sons. I think she loved them. I can't say it was healthy but the Black family is complicated, no *family* is complicated. And I am not saying she wasn't abusive in a way, but I lean more it was generational trauma she imposed (orion would have as well), along with emotional/mental abuse. They leave their own marks and can be enough to want to leave a family. I mean look at well intention, for all accounts 'good' parents but are super controlling, people have ended up leaving that family as well (I say this as I've seen people share their personal lives and this be one reason why. Which is valid too.) Like praising the child that was behaving well while also throwing insult to other child, 'why can't you be like X'. But enough about her and how she'd have raised the kids. I love her having aspirations but it was cut short, forced to marry Orion. Keeping blood pure and all that jazz. Though I do also like her wanting Orion as well but I tend to go for the former. She was a potions master or at least wanted to be, it was one of her fav subject. She taught the boys early on how to make potions. She also played with Sirius specifically with the piano. Sirius was her fav child, apple of her eyes. She was so proud of him, even when he rebelled and ran off, part of her was proud of how strong her son was. Though she'd not speak it aloud. (Maybe in time she would have but life didn't allow it.) Her angry dictates her at times, she is more expressive in emotions than Orion. Which annoys her, she wants to see his emotions. Not saying she can't completely hold her emotions back, but just that she is more prone to outward emotions. Orion will look at something with disgust while she'll do the same and say it aloud too. She's a goth queen and Bella so took inspo from her fashion sense. Hahahahhaa. Wally was also an excellent duelist. Ruthless. Her relationship with her brothers is..hm, she is envious of Alphard, getting to be born a man and having different expectations. She was firstborn of her line, told she *must* wed well then must help carry the Black family line. Also Alphard had a more carefree (my hcs okay) personality while she thought too much and couldn't be like him. Cygnus was like an annoying little brother she ignored until he was older and less annoying. But she and Al were highkey mean to him. Taking advantage of their older siblings status. RIP Cygnus.

She totally would have messed with/bullied Tom Riddle, hahahaha. "Knights of Walpurgis? Fucking nerd." /joking, maybe.

She's the most gorgeous woman and knows it. Is a bit of a clean freak which she loosens up for when it comes to potions though she's still; careful not to make a big mess.

Okay, yeah, these are *my* thoughts only, please don't get offended or argue. c':

[lewis-winters]

If there comes a Sherlock-esque fic for BoB... Who would be Sherlock and Watson between

1. Lewis Nixon and Dick Winters

2. Carwood Lipton and Ron Speirs

3. David Webster and Joe Liebgott

And what kind of Sherlock and Watson on each ship.

I love how this is worded like you're running a survey for an upcoming fic you're making anon HAHAHAHHAA are you 👀👀👀👀??? I'll be keeping my eyes peeled.

1) Winnix

Lew is Sherlock of course. It's the addictive personality. You could probably do something very Elementary-esque with this one, and have Dick come into his life as his sponsor. People forget that in-canon, Lew may have been lazy but he was brilliant, a damn fine intelligence officer, and Dick himself said that. The only thing you're gonna have to explain away is his laziness and his motives for wanting cases.

I guess you just have to also remember that every iteration of Sherlock Holmes is always driven by a search for the truth. Not justice, mind you, though that's my personal interpretation of the character. I prefer my Sherlocks to operate outside of the scope of Lawful Good, and I think Lew's iteration of him would, too. Which I think would be perfect for a Sherlock Holmes!Lewis Nixon iteration, because something about him just SCREAMS chaos. And also his upbringing would lend that world view some credence.

Literally, I could see him as the embodiment of "I'm of the opinion that people shouldn't go to jail for objectively funny crimes." Which would clash with Dick's sense of justice nicely, especially if you'd like some commentary, in text, about police brutality and the failures of the justice system. They would clash, with Dick being an ex-military man and Lew being... whatever he is. But I also think Dick becomes kinda blind to Lew's shortcomings, I mean. He always has. He's definitely the kind of Watson who thinks, unironically, that Nix is the smartest person in the room. And Dick's blind faith in him could probably pull Nix out of the grave he's found himself dug into. He would always want to be the type of man who deserves someone like Dick Winters. WHICH now that I think about it, would be a VERY interesting motivation for him to solve mysteries, as it were.

2) Speirton

Ronald Speirs. And this Sherlock WOULD be a cop. Lmao, sorry Ron, but like even in canon Ron is following rules to a tee because that's how he sees the world and that's how he knows, for sure, that he's going to keep the people he cares about safe. That's why his reactions to Carver was a big thing right? I've already said it before, but his sudden deviance from order and chain of command in episode 10 (when in all the other episodes the worst he'd been doing was stealing) was his whole breakdown and an illustration of how the war was capable of fucking even his unerring moral compass/alignment. But I digress.

His Sherlock would be a cop. I say that with as much love in the world as I could (lmao ACAB amirite). If Lewis' Sherlock was anti-copaganda, Ron's would be copaganda the likes of Law-&-Order. You could go down that road too and make Lip like... the ADA who thinks he's brilliant, despite how unorthodox his methods may be, and works hard to transcribe Ron's deductions into something that could feasibly hold up in court. Ya know? Have fun with it!

3) Webgott

David Webster. And this Sherlock is AUTISTIC as they all fucking come. He's a disaster. His morbid curiousity gets him off the wrong foot with everyone he meets. He's an asshole. His flat is a disaster only he can navigate. He has body parts in his fridge. Dangerous chemicals in his cupboards. He is the embodiment of every picked upon nerd in high school except he is a grown ass man with a PhD under his belt. He's an anarchist but he was also raised rich. He doesn't like to do his own dishes because he touched wet food once and it sent him into sensory overload so bad he switched all his plates to disposable ones.

In contrast, Joe's Watson would be much like the Watson from that russian Sherlock Holmes-- no not the 1980 version, the 2013 one, where Sherlock is a nerd with glasses and there's an emphasis on Watson's POV and his motivations as someone who is a doctor AND a soldier. It was really interesting, actually, and you should give it a watch! Anyway, Joe's Watson is definitely a fighter. You will not forget his Army background. You will not forget that this man has seen Horrors. You will not forget that this man is brilliant, too, just in different ways. He sees things Web misses, but he also gives credit to Web where credit is due. However begrudgingly he might do it.

Their coupling would be like two sides of a coin, or two puzzle pieces, I think, but they'd have a rough start. Web's too arrogant, Joe's too tightly wound. They fight a lot, because Web's been alone for so long that he's forgotten to share, forgotten how to articulate himself well enough for another person to understand-- but that's the thing. Joe Knows him in ways Web thought he'd been above wanting. Web doesn't quite understand Joe, but the fact that he's so willing to try despite being so difficult, previously, is not lost on Joe, either. They both say trust is difficult for them to cultivate but they trust each other explicitly, almost as soon as they meet each other-- which annoys them to no end. They literally DO NOT want to think about how quickly the other has become their ride and die because they'd rather bitch about it than have any self-reflection, bless them. But you can't deny that their Old Married Couple vibes is there from the beginning.

Their Final Problem would be devastating. Just saying.

[sunshinelittlethings]

November 12, 2022 - Saturday

Hello Tumblr~!

Midterm exam is finally done! Yey! I did my best and all my efforts paid off! Especially today's exam! Inabot ako 1AM kanina magreview ng last subject which is Biochem lec, hinuli ko yung Biochem kahit alam kong second exam ko siya ngayong araw. Hindi ko alam lagi akong walang gana magreview sa Biochem but buti na lang nakasagot ako! T^T salamat sa mga quiz questionnaires na meron ako sa biochem lec quizzes namin huhu. Sobrang helpful and thank goodness yun din lumabas!! Wala akong kalahati sa inaral ko sa powerpoints na meron ako sa Biochem kaya kabado talaga ako sa exam.

Cytogenetics never failed me to feel frustrated HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAA yung short quiz namin about Pedigree Analysis muntik ko na iyakan kanina kasi wala ako magets at wala ako masagot T^T its either Autosomal Dominant or X-Linked Dominant lang naiisasagot ko, shuta talaga. Gets ko yung pictures pero grrrr yung sagot di ko gets TT^TT. Nakakalito. Sa mismong exam naman sa Cytogenetics, well, nakasagot naman ako pero madami pa rin akong mga hindi sure sa mga sagot at madami din akong hinulaan pero kahit papaano may mga nasasagot ako unlike last prelim exam wala talaga ako maisagot. Jusq.

I think I aced my ANAPHY lec exam! Almost half of the questions I answered it correctly---sana! Pero huhu ang astig kasi wala din akong ayos na review don though I created handwritten flashcards for Nervous System both CNS and Senses pero nakukulangan pa ako pero HAHAHA tbh, medyo nagsawa ako kay CNS and Senses kaya somehow kabisado ko na din siya. Kay Endocrine and Cardiovascular (Blood, Heart, & Blood Vessels) talaga ako kabado kasi hindi ko pa kabisado gaano yung mga hormones and yung functions nila pati yung target tissues sa Endocrine, sa Cardiovascular naman, nagets ko na yung sa Heart part pero yung Blood and Blood Vessels, hindi ko masyadong gamay pa. Nakakalito yung sa blood kasi madami ka pang need alalahanin. Pero all in all I did well sa ANAPHY ko hehe.

Sa ibang subjects ko before kami mag f2f exam ngayong araw, yung mga online exams ko, well, I did my best, I know it pero syempre kinda sad sa mga results kasi medyo mababa ako ng slight sa ibang mga subjects, medyo mababa ako sa biochem lab ko, sa Rizal ko and medyo sa PSTMLS ko. Hindi naman na ako aasa na mataas score ko sa Bioepi both lab and lec kasi mahirap talaga siya. Yung Filipino ko mataas siya-----sya yung pinakamataas na exam ko HAHAHAHHAA.

All in all, I did well! I am so proud of myself, and I will do my best also in Finals! Last hurrah and I will enjoy my Christmas break! Ahhhhhhh!!

Well, dahil proud ako sa aking sarili, I treat myself of coffee, cookie, and a large peach mango pie of Jollibee!! Yes, nagreview ako ng exams ko na hindi umiinom ng kape sa buong isang linggo, nagawa ko yon para maging worth it ang pagbili ko ng kape HAHAHAHHA. Legit to ginawa ko talaga to, tsaka drinking coffee in the middle of the night is not really good for our health kasi gising na gising ang diwa natin and yung melatonin natin (Melatonin is a hormone that that is releases in pineal gland controls our sleeping patterns and it is especially increasing at night that making us sleepy!) ay nababawasan, so, as a coffee lover, I am not drinking coffee every night na----gawain ko kasi yun dati kasi ang thinking ko gigising ang diwa ko at makakapagreview ako pero hindi pala ganon yun, if you want to stay awake in the night DRINK A LOT OF WATER!!! Mas better to kesa sa kape, promise! Tsaka drinking too much coffee ay nagiging mataas yung tolerance mo sa caffiene, good thing, nabawasan na ako sa kakakape at medyo bumaba na tolerance ko sa kape.

Also, I am happy that I met again my friends! Katuwa kasi namimiss ko sila and huhu finally nagkita ulit kami at naging mas close ako sa iba ko pang classmate! Nakakatuwa sila and nakakamotivate din talaga mag aral kapag lahat sa klase niyo nag-aaral talaga----syempre may iba na alam mo na HAHAHAHAHHAA. Basta yon. Pero sooooooo happy! <3

To all of my friends, you did great! I am so proud of you; grades will not define who you are! It's okay to feel sad and it's valid. I know you did your best and will do better for Finals! Kaya natin to! Para sa pangarap, para sa mga taong pagagalingin natin! Padayon! <3

And ayon! Done na ang chika ko for tudei's video! Yey! Pahinga time----bukas hindi na :< back to work ulet HAHAHAHHAHAA. Shet.

Goodnight and enjoy reading my blog! My little trivia pa ako about sa melatonin o dibaaaa! So ayon! Next blog ulit!

Luv y'all! <3

Song of the day: Closer - Girls' Generation

a little treat to myself! <3

[briefcasejuice]

a low budget photoshop i think you'd enjoy

thank you so much i do indeed love this; this is fucking genius oh my lord

[kasey-writes-stuff]

hi can u do a sap x reader where the reader is streaming or doing something on their computer and sap comes in w a ler mood and starts wrecking them

Sorry this took so long I hope you enjoy it!

Minecraft challenge

You were about an hour into stream when suddenly you hear a knock on your bedroom door, you mute and turn your camera off for a second to tell them to come in and the door opens to reveal your best friend sapnap!

“Oh hey sap what’s up?” He smiles softly at you “hi y/n! Well not much it’s just I’m in a bit of a mood and Dream and George are out shopping and Karl Quackity don’t get here until tomorrow so that leaves you to help me with my mood!” You blushed softly immediately understanding what he meant “but sap I’m streaming right now” he smirks softly “that’s fine that’s fine I mean as long as you’re okay with it I can just wreck you on stream right?” You blush even more at the thought of thousands of people seeing you get wrecked live I mean sure during Q&A’s with the boys they had seen you get tickled a little bit here and there but a full wrecking? You weren’t too sure about that… “I uh… I don’t know can we find some way to make it not obvious that you’re just wrecking me out of nowhere like can you come play Minecraft with me for a bit and then maybe accidentally tickle me or something at one point which leads to you wrecking me? Ya know just so it’s not quite as flustering and embarrassing for me…” he smiles excitedly as he nods “yea yea yea that sounds great!”

You smile softly as you turn back to stream and Sapnap quickly grabs the spare chair pulling it up next to yours. You quickly unmute and turn your camera back on “sorry about that everyone but as you can see we now have a guest! Not a very good one but a guest nonetheless” you giggle softly teasing sapnap light heartedly, he scoffs in mock offense playfully poking you in the side making you squeak and jump “I think the reason I’m not a very good guest is because I am in fact the beat guest” he smirked softly looking proud as he says it, you roll your eyes softly a small smile on your lips as you gasp dramatically “You’re Quackity now?! Oh my gosh Quackity! I’ve been waiting so long!” His mouth gapes open as he says “oh that’s it! Come here you!” You giggle as you try and roll your chair back but he’s quick to stop it before you can get too far!

He slowly pulls it back into frame and then quickly begins squeezing at your sides, you squeal as you begin giggling “EEEP SAHhahahhahpppyyy!” He grime smugly “what’s wrong y/n? Why are you all giggly? Oh that’s right I’m tickling you and you’re really really ticklish aren’t you? Aweee” Your cheeks light up red as you shake your head “shahhappp plhehehahahssshehe” he smirks softly “awe does knowing you’re live make it all worse? Hmm does it make it more flustery?” You nod shyly and softly as you giggle, he pauses briefly before whispering “do you want me to stop or can I go on?” Your giggles slow to a stop and you shyly say “uhm well… I don’t really just want straight… ya know… on stream but maybe if we make it a challenge? Like maybe I have to complete Minecraft while you tickle me?”

He nods smiling “that sounds fun!” You nod softly “okay let’s go then” you adjust yourself and move back towards your desk “okay guys so uhm sapnap and me have came up with a little challenge…” you look towards sapnap to have him finish “so guys the challenge I’ve given y/n here is they have to complete Minecraft while being tickled! Uhm we didn’t discuss what happens if they win or lose but I guess I’ll leave that up to them?” You smile mischievously as an idea comes to mind “Okay guys if I win I get to do this to sapnap on his next stream! And if I lose then uhm sapnap gets to take over my next stream and do whatever he wants” sapnap nods “sounds good sounds good, okay you ready?”

You nod and begin loading up a new world, things start out good you immediately spawn in a village! The village has a black smith which definitely helps things! You immediately find a chest plate and two diamonds, along with plenty of hay bales outside of course, things were going good and you were just about to try and kill the iron golem when you felt sap’s finger tips creeping towards your armpits, you squeaked “eek! Sahapp dohohnntt” he smiles innocently “whaaattt this is the challenge so you can’t really tell me what to and what not to do…” luckily just before he began scribbling in the middles of your pits you were able to kill the iron golem.. he dropped three iron which wasn’t that best but you were able to at least make a bucket… you weren’t the best at speed running so this definitely was not gonna be a world record but you were having fun nonetheless! As his blunt nails began scribbling in the middle of your armpits you squealed as laughter poured out “EEP SHAHAHPPPYY NHHAHAHTTT THEHHERRRHEHHE IHIHITTSSS NHAHHATTT FAHAHAIHIHIRR!” He cooed softly “awe why not? Are you too ticklish here? Hmm is little y/n too ticklish in their little pitty witties?” You blush brightly it spreading to your ears and that makes him have a little mercy but also he just can’t resist the chance to tickle your ears!

He gently pulls his hands out of your armpits and begins gently scribbling at your ears you giggle squeakily but take a small breathe grateful for the break and to be able to get back to properly playing the game, you begin quickly caving and are very happy to quickly find enough diamonds for a diamond pick and diamond axe! You quickly begin building a nether portal and after making a quick shield you hop into the nether…. Everything goes surprisingly well! It doesn’t take too long and your out and on the way to the end portal!

Sap senses you getting close to beating the game and decides to teasingly up the anti… he spiders on your sides making you wiggle about and squeak as he nears your stomach “EEK SAP hahahahhaa plhehehheheagahhwsshehehe ihihimmm sohohoh cclohohsehehe” he shakes his head giggling “I know you are doofus that’s why I’m trying to make it harder! Do you really think I want to go through this?” You nod “yehehahha ihihih thihinnkk youuu dohoho!” He scoffs as he blushes lightly “I do not! So just hush and lose the game”

He gently spiders on your stomach making you squeal “EEEP!” Suddenly a Skelton comes out of no where and begins shooting you “SAP WAIT WAIT THERES A SKELTON!” He rolls his eyes light heartedly “well then kill it loser!” “Ihihih CAHAHnnnttt!” He giggles “well why not come on your supposed to be good at the game” you manage to kill the Skelton with only 3 hearts left and you quickly heal and finally make it to the end portal! He hears the familiar sound of the eyes being put in and quickly ups the anti, he begins vibrating on your stomach making you shriek as you begin laughing “aHaH SHAHAHPPY NOHOHO FRRIHIHICCKKK!” It takes everything in you to not immediately bring your arms down! He smirks “come on now darlin you can do this, look you only got three towers left!”

You groan through your laughter at him but your eyes widen as you somehow do manage to get the last three towers and in no time you have the dragon at half health, sapnaps eyes widen as he realizes he needs to go for the kill! He quickly begins squeezing your hips just as you manage to kill the dragon! You squeal as your loudest laughter yet pours out “EEEEPPP SSSHAHAHPPP SSHHHAAPPP IHIHIIHI WOHOHONNN YYOOUU CAHAHAHNNN SSSTOHHOHPPPP”

He looks up his eyes widen as he realizes you in deed did complete the game, he slows to a stop and you lock eyes with him and he understands what you mean.. He nods smiling as he gently runs a hand through your hair to help calm you as you giggle residually… He turns to the camera and says “Well guys I think me and Y/N are gonna end stream here I’m gonna help them settle down and get us some dinner! See you guys!”

Sap smiles as he swiftly picks you up, you cuddle into him your face pressing into his neck making him giggle and you apologize softly “sorry forgot about that” he shrugs softly as he places you on the couch “it’s okay, you just take a nap and I’ll make us some food” You nod sleepily and so with that it ends until he awakes you later for dinner and then after that you cuddle before each heading to bed

The end

[let-me-vibe]

Jin can you give us a breakdown of all that was wrong with it? I only see a few problems but I'm trying to learn

| Prepare for twenty minutes and thirty-one seconds of Please Stop.

https://youtu.be/TcOdCuluFyo

0:19- She defines an alter as "someone who has multiple personalities". An alter is an altered state of conciousness, not a person who has DiD

1:05- Just a quick note that she has not been diagnosed with DiD. This is okay to self-diagnose, but you really should be careful about it and actually do research

1:14- DiD and multiple personality disorder are literally the same thing

1:23- That's... Yes? Alters are different than disassociating, but they're literally tied, that's the disorder

2:47- Developing traits, like accents, of the people around you isn't having another personality

3:39- Quick note, also very obvious that she isn't trans from a video Keni literally hates from her, but I'm not gonna get into that

4:09- That's not how it would work, T would just be themself, not you thinking "I am T now I guess"

4:55- Not bad on its own, but it's a pattern, she calls T "the strength"

5:25- She back and forth refers to herself as both Trish and Trixie... While alters can co-front like Akio and I do, you're not both people at the same time

5:42- If Trixie's trauma began when you were 10, why would she have formed at age 7 and only left when you were 10?

6:11- JUST SAY DISORDER IT'S A DISORDER IT'S OKAY

6:58- It's not different personalities inside of someone, every alter is their own person. She's talking like the body is Trish and her alters are just different parts of her personality, and that's not how it works

7:09- I'm crazy 😀👍

7:14- Calls an actual diagnosed system crazy 😀👍

8:00- Tyson is "sensitive"

8:07- Once again, an alter left because they faced trauma?

8:24- Tyrany is "catty, sl*tty, and lies a lot". Not only is this yet another personality trait used to describe an entire person, it's just rude. Akio's not perfect, but I would never even consider telling thousands of people all about his negative traits

8:55- Of course the nonhuman alter is ace, of course we're doing that. If she actually had DiD, whatever, but she clearly does not and we're not even halfway through

11:41- (I'm making up spellings now) Tibolter has an eating disorder, this will come up later, but this is once again just part of her personality, "eating disorder" isn't a personality on its own

12:27- "Literally his personality is food". So is Dabi's personality hating food? We're now being awful to people with EDs

13:35- Trish is the "performer"

14:22- You don't name your alters, they name themselves

15:00- Trish became all of the other alters??? That doesn't even make any sense

15:10- You have to have switches to have DiD, also how could you ever have switches if all the alters are now Trish?

15:55- Nobody thought DiD was bipolar disorder, also "disassociative identity... DiSoRdEr I gUeSs? 😝" It's a disorder. It's in the name. Stop.

17:20- It's okay to not want to date somebody with DiD but do you have to be so rude about it? Especially since you think you have the same disorder?

18:40- She doesn't want to offend anyone HAHAHAHHAA she called everyone that actually has DiD crazy before we even hit the halfway mark

19:40- IF YOU'RE NOT AWARE OR UNDERSTANDING OF THE DISORDER THEN PLEASE SHUT UP

20:19- "Trixie, even though she's 10..." You said earlier that A.) you were Trixie, and B.) Trixie is Trish's twin?? Trish the adult??

All that aside, without specialized therapy the host (presumably Trish) is very unlikely to know they have alters, though they might know about one or two. It's almost like the entire point of the disorder is disassociating so the host doesn't have to cope with trauma they can't handle or something

[looselucy]

Are you kidding me?? There’s no way I will not have finished it before Wednesday!! But I will try to avoid spoilers at all costs. I just finished the chapter where they went to the Railway!! I am dying over intoxicated gay Niall - it is literally the best thing ever. And the moment outside with Harry and Alfie.... whew!!! Annnd my heart is absolutely broken with what happened in her home with Sam. Damn, I’m in so deep girl!!! Such a great story!!!

Arrrrrggggghhhhhhh this is SO exciting! Can I ask a favour - would you be able to send me messages when you read anything that makes you like SOEUFHIERUHGFIUERGFUIRUGH. Does that make sense?? Hahahahhaa. I just REALLY wanna hear your thoughts and it feels like forever since these chapters and I JUST WANNA HEAR EVERYTHING.

Thank you for being so lovely, I’m proper smiling like a fool over here!

[jjpmoans]

About me tag

I was tagged by @peachyparkjinyoung @goodnightkisseu @riceeater22 @jj-nyoung @prettywordsyouleft @itsallabigmess @ahgase55g7

Thank you lovelies. I just had time to do the tag. Here it is!

Rules are :

1. Tag the person who tagged you

2. Answer the questions

3. Tag 10 people ( I'll be honest, I'm gonna tag probably more than 10 lol)

Let's get it started!

•How tall are you?

Honestly in my group of friends, I am one of the tallest but right now here in Tumblr, I'm one of the shorterr one hahahahaha.

5'1 ft or 158 cm

•What color and style is your hair?

My hair is black in colour and straight cut. Honestly I don't have any other colour or any style bcs I wear hijab. But if you're interested in me wearing hijab, here's a pic of it!

•What color are your eyes?

I honestly don't know hahahahaha i think dark brown.

•Do you wear glasses?

No I don't. But interesting fact about me, I love glasses hahahahahaa. I always love to wear someone else's glasses and it messes with my vision tbh. So now I have astigmatism but not bad. I end up having headaches whenever I faced with some high brightness .

•Do you wear braces?

Again, nope. I'd like to but not now. And I'm happy with my teeth even though my teeth are not that pretty ahhahahahaha

•What’s your fashion sense?

I am hopeless. Idk you tell me hahahahahaha please do

•Full name?

I'm a Malay so i have three names. Nik Nur Syafina. Nik is a family name, Nur means loght and Syafina means pearl. That's all in arabic.

•When were you born?

3rd September (yes I am a day before markiepoo) and I'm the same age as maknae line (EEEAAASYYYYYYY~~)

•Where are you from and where do you live now?

I'm Malaysian. And still live in Malaysia (unfortunately)

•What school do you go to?

An education university. And no ngl I hate this uni so no giving their name. Not proud of it hahahahahah

•What kind of student are you?

I'm that naughty student. I don't pay attention in class, that one who always get called bcs I'm either sleeping or talking hahahahaha sorry teacher. That was me in high school.

Now I'm a good one-- but still distracted in class.

•Do you like school?

I like them as long as the teacher is bearable and it doesn't start in the morning. Hahhahahaha I'm serious, I'm Lee Ahn girl version in term of study habit.

•Favorite subject?

Back in high school, it was english. Now in uni, I guess Statistic. Or Ordinary Differential Equations.

•Favorite TV show?

I actually don't know which is tv show or not. Okay so back then, I love House. That medical drama on AXN. And now I love NCIS. And for korean drama, I'm interested in any comedy and romantic drama as well as-- actually I just watch anything hahahaha.

•Favorite Movie?

Now? The Outlaws hahahahahha I'm not kidding THEY ARE GOLD!! Please. Watch it hahahaha. Oh hm english movie? I guess Harry Potter.

•Favorite books?

I read malay novel so I don't think it fits to be written here. But I read a lot of fanfics hahahahhaa. I have my fav author from asianfanfic which is vanillasushi. And here? Oh god I'd be making two posts if I write them down hahahahhaa.

•Favorite pastime?

Sleeping. Hahahahahaa I'm ready to sleep anywhere and everywhere.

•Do you have any regrets?

I do. First was me being an idiot for liking boys and they insulted me to no end bcs I'm fat and too ugly for their liking.

Second, I regret not fighting for my study. I have two offers for oversea study, one in New Zealand and another in Korea. But I did not go for both bcs of money problem.

•Dream job?

Being EXO or GOT7 manager/staff because that means, I can see their true self. I'll be there when things are hard, even with them to actually go through it. Even if they won't end up with me, at least I've been with them for a short time.

•Would you ever like to be married?

Still yes. Though it's getting even scarier nowadays with a lot of divorce news in my country

•Would you like to have kids?

Fun fact, I love babies. But once they reached 4 or 5 y/o when they get annoying, all i know is to slap them away but I still love them. But please, get those hands away from my face.

•How many?

I'm happy with whatever number I'll get. But maybe 4. Hahahahhaha

•Do you like shopping?

As long as I have money to buy hahahahahaa window shopping is torturous

•What countries have you visited?

I frequent Indonesia, Jakarta, Bandung and Medan. I've been to Mecca. And that's all. So if someone wants to sponsor me, yes I'm on. Hahahahahah

•Scariest nightmare you have ever had?

Scariest? I dreamt of my late grandfather (he passed away early this year). I was there at his last breath and I saw him dying. So in my dream, I saw him struggling and it was so painful and excruciating. I can see myself crying bcs it was too painful to watch.

•Any enemies?

Not that I know.

•Any significant other?

Nope. I'm hopeless with love. And none of the boys feel attracted to me.

•Do you believe in miracles?

Yeap. I do.

•How are you?

I am half fine and half not. I'm having a hectic week and I'm still in it. Tomorrow is a holiday but I have a few things to submit. I just finished proposal defend and I'm exhausted shit.

I'm fine thank you. Hahahahahaha.

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I'm tagging @starhibiki @sevenpeaches @xiaojuxiyou @tuanyiems @ijustwantacue @katdefbeom @lamptastical and all my followers and mutuals who want to do this!

[thatfuzzyfamiliarspace]

Don’t have much to put other than I’m just pissed and anxious. Idk at what. Gym didn’t even help. I finally settled abit when I was home but even then I wasn’t great. And now everything is just shit and my brain just makes everything fucking annoying. The stupidest of things are just bugging me to the max. I don’t feel like I’m giving attitude. I’m not moaning or anything. I’m just getting on with shit. I might be monotone but that’s it. I feel like I’m pretty contained.

I wanted to flip the car when he called her George. My fucking god I was already in a shit mood and that just fucking pissed me off. Even now I’m trying to fucking type this shit COZ HE FUCKING ASKED ME TO and he keeps distracting me showing me shit on his phone. Ugh I cba. I tried. I tried to put oomf in. I was gonna start stuff tonight and try. I was gonna surprise him. But don’t feel like it’s right now. I don’t feel like doing it.

Ugh he’s annoying me now. Fuck off. I’m not being angry, I was just moaning. But that’s pissing me off coz now he’s made me laugh and now I feel abit better. Hm. Now I’m at a loss and he’s ruined my train of thought. I can’t remember what I was gonna say. But eh. Idk maybe that little blip up hasn’t done much coz I still feel hella aggy and annoyed. It’s like pms. Oh my god. It’s that fucking pill. It’s that FUCKING PILL. I took em and now it’s reset my cycle. I stg if I come on in the next 7 days I’m gonna lose my shit. I was just getting back to being my normal irregular cycle shit but now I’m have to wait ANOTHER 6-8 or more weeks.

Omg I’m writing on my blog, why is he still talking to me and showing me stuff !! My god if I did that to him while he was typing sommin he’d fucking flip. Now my head hurts from all the word vomit. This hasn’t helped in one bit. I don’t see why writing when I’m like this does anything tbh. Because it’s not gonna make sense. There is no logic. There’s no fucking reason why I feel like this so none of the shit I’m thinking is fucking valid anyway. Ugh. I just want a fucking donut and he hasn’t even offered me one. Acc that’s just greedy but still. I do want one. He’s opened the box hahahahhaa oh no he’s closed it. I want oneeee. Omg he’s acc whiffing it under my nose. It’s like he fucking reading what I’m writing.

[lewis-winters]

PLEASEEEE the grumpy tol/sunshine smol for kittyharry is something i never knew i needed until now! the tall girl representation,, LOVE! im 5'10 (over 6'0 in heels, sadly) so imagining kitty being like. a head taller than harry is something that can actually be so personal pkhgawbvh .... this is actually all im going to imagine now omg thank you sm for planting the idea in my brain! ❤️

God yes I love GrumpyTol!Kitty and her dynamic with SunshineSmol!Harry! I'm so glad you like it, too. I've grown desperately attached to this incarnation of Kitty and I'm planning on writing more for her in the future.

I'm going to be honest: I, too, am a tall bitch who loves high heels. The construction of my headcanon for Kitty started where she's almost gentle-giant like, kinda like Lady Sybil Vimes from The Night Watch. But then the idea of her having gotten the nickname Kitty because she's just as aloof and picky with her displays of soft affection as a cat is stuck with me until I couldn't get her out of my head even if I tried. I imagine she loves high heels because it forces men to look up at her or them to be level with her eye-line. That and the click of them on the ground when she walks just makes her feel really powerful. In those times, that must've been so important to her.

She's also largely based off my grandmother who, upon first meeting my grandfather, told him to shut up. Everytime he tells us this story, he always makes sure to say that that was the moment he fell in love with her.

Harry Welsh as a massive simp for mean girls just makes. So much sense HAHAHAHHAA

[bb-brando]

Tagged by @einciels the homie

Rules: Answer all the questions, add one of your own and tag as many people as you want because it may be a tag but its also still your post, enjoy uwu

1. coke or pepsi: I can roll with both but coke

2. Disney or DreamWorks: disney probably

3. Coffee or tea: although I enjoy tea often coffee is the best tbh

4. Books or movies: movies hahaha I don’t like reading

5. Windows or mac: windows because I never used mac and I’m diggin windows

6. DC or Marvel: marvel, they have a sense of humor lmao

7. Xbox or playstation: playstation but like where’s the PC option

8. Dragon age or mass effect: haven’t played either but i’ve seen like bits of mass effect so mass effect?

9. Night owl or early riser: night owl but I’m like forced to be an early riser

10. Cards or chess: cards

11. Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla, i’m a boring person

12. Vans or converse: vans

13. Lavellan, Trevelyan, Cadash, or Adaar: what

14. Fluff or angst: either done right is good so ye

15. Beach or forest: beach, especially since I live by one

16. Dogs or cats: dogs one hundo percent...also im allergic to cats

17. Clear skies or rain: clear skies but rain is pretty cool

18. Cooking or eating out: eating out bc i can’t cook

19. Spicy or mild food: SPICY HABENEROS JALAPENOS LES GOOOO

20. Halloween/Samhain or solstice/yule/christmas: christmas.  always the best

21. Would you rather forever be a little too cold or a little too hot: too cold, i enjoy wearing sweaters 

22. If you could have a superpower what would it be: MIND CONTROL

23. Animation or live action: that’s tough tbh, it depends on whether it’s a movie or tv show

24. Paragon or renegade: i’ve only heard of paragon so I guess they’re alright

25. Bath or shower: shower

26. Team cap or team ironman: ironman, cap’s a bit of a drama queen sometimes

27. Fantasy or sci-fi: fantasy

28. Do you have 3 or 4 favorite quotes if so what are they: uhhh “if you’re early you’re on time, if you’re on time you’re late, if you’re late, you’re fired” I can’t think of any others :/

29. YouTube or netflix: youtube lmao I never had netflix anyways

30. Harry Potter or percy jackson: Harry potter sorry @perxeusjackson

31. When you feel accomplished: when I finish something like homework and know that I have nothing else to do for the rest of the day idk

32. Star wars or star trek: star wars 

33. Paperback books or hardcover books: hardcover, it makes me feel fancy

34. Fantastic beasts or cursed child: Fantastic beasts, I didn’t even read cursed child lol

35. Rock or pop music: alt rock but pop is pretty much up their

36. What is the most important thing in your life: people who don’t make me want to punch something

37. Mountains or sea/ocean: sea

38. How do you express yourself?: the musics

39. How would you describe your style of clothing?: classy af.  all the time. 

40. Fave Pokemon region: Kanto is the only one I remember hahaaaa

41. If you could go back in time 6 months and change one thing what would it be?:  Applying to college as undeclared hahahahhaa

whoever wants to do it can do it if they want to so yall can have fun with that, but I will tag @perxeusjackson bc I can ;)

[38across]

ty for the tag @withatalentforsquaddrill <3 !!

why did you choose your url?

there was something i rly liked on pg 38 of my copy of insel by mina loy & i was obsessed with crossword puzzles in high school

any side-blogs? if you have them, name them and why you have them.

literally just hoarded a bunch of bandom related urls in 2012

how long have you been on tumblr?

2009 hahahahhaa........

do you have a queue tag?

yes from years ago and i think it was a doctor who reference

why did you start your blog in the first place?

everyone i was friends with on mibba had tumblr (and i think 2 of them are still active!!)

why did you choose your icon/pfp?

self-explanatory

but actually... not to drop an anecdote here or w/e but when my worst ex and i were still acquaintances, they somehow found my social media??? and then they did a deepdive, saved a meme i made with cowboy bugs bunny (about the before trilogy), and then forgot where they got it because they showed it to me like two weeks later.....i’m spiteful and this still makes me laugh

why did you choose your header?

honestly, i could not tell you. i may have even stolen that photo

what’s your post with the most notes?

brian david gilbert leaving polygon dot com

how many mutuals do you have?

uhhh 100 maybe??? only like 25 are active tho

how many followers do you have?

460 (which puts me at 38.33 followers/yr if anyone cares) 

how many people do you follow?

264

have you ever made a shitpost?

no i am 100% genuine on this site all the time

how often do you use tumblr each day?

enough

did you have a fight/argument with another blog once? who won?

no b/c others already have enough of a reason to block me

how do you feel about “you need to reblog this” posts?

i haven’t seen one in forever so i know my mutuals got me

do you like tag games?

yes

do you like ask games?

yes? i do not partake tho lmao

which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?

how do i quantify this <3

do you have a crush on a mutual?

no but i would date any and all of them if that makes sense

tags?

i think i’ve recently interacted w/ @my-special-place-in-hell and @roseshell -- if y’all want! and anyone else who would like to!

[silkyandsurveys]

August 12 2017

1: Name Emma Grace Crawford 2: Age 14 3: 3 Fears Car crashes. Mice/rats. Storms 4: 3 things I love Hanging out with friends. Deer. Car rides at night 5: 4 turns on Good sense of humor. Kindness. Flirty(but only with me.) always willing to have fun 6: 4 turns off Smoking. Rude. Bad hygiene. Crude humor 7: My best friend Is named abby 8: Sexual orientation Straight 9: My best first date Ha 10: How tall am I 5'5 3/4 (just got measured today) 11: What do I miss Being a kid 12: What time were I born 8:00 am 13: Favorite color Purple/pink 14: Do I have a crush Yes kind of 15: Favorite quote "Everything will be ok in the end. If it's not ok it's not the end." 16: Favorite place Home 17: Favorite food Pasta/cheeseburgers 18: Do I use sarcasm Yes all the time 19: What am I listening to right now Nothing 20: First thing I notice in new person Well since I'm a tall girl I'm conditioned to recognize height but in appearance I see eyes first 21: Shoe size 11.5 22: Eye color Blue 23: Hair color Brown 24: Favorite style of clothing Casual 25: Ever done a prank call? Yes 27: Meaning behind my URL Umm lol it's "me answer questions" but just fucked up 28: Favorite movie Ummmm maybe titanic idk 29: Favorite song Don't stop believing by journey is my all time fav song 30: Favorite band Don't have one 31: How I feel right now Tired af 32: Someone I love My best friend 33: My current relationship status Single af 34: My relationship with my parents Good 35: Favorite holiday Christmas 100%. I love Christmas sooooo much 36: Tattoos and piercing i have Just my first holes in my ears 37: Tattoos and piercing i want Mmmm idk 38: The reason I joined Tumblr Cause it's fun 39: Do I and my last ex hate each other? No 40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts? Nope 41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted? Noooooook 42: When did I last hold hands? Probably jokingly with my best friend 43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning? Depends 44: Have I shaved your legs in the past three days? Yes surprisingly 45: Where am I right now? My bed 46: If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me? Abby 47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level? Loud 48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad? Yes 49: Am I excited for anything? Tomorrow 50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to? No 51: How often do I wear a fake smile? Umm quite a bit 52: When was the last time I hugged someone? Uhhhh my dad when he said goodnight 53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me? Ha 54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not? I have big trust issues so I feel this way with pretty much everyone 55: What is something I disliked about today? It was boring and I was told I have asthma like wtf 56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? Uh idk 57: What do I think about most? I over think everything so pretty much what happened in the day 58: What’s my strangest talent? I can snap my toes. Be jealous 59: Do I have any strange phobias? Breaking bones 60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? Behind 61: What was the last lie I told? Oh god idk I tell little white lies all the time 62: Do I prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online? Talking on the phone 63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens? Yes and yes 64: Do I believe in magic? No? 65: Do I believe in luck? Yes 66: What's the weather like right now? Raining 67: What was the last book I've read? Don't remember 68: Do I like the smell of gasoline? Yes omg 69: Do I have any nicknames? Yes 70: What was the worst injury I've ever had? Umm busted my knees 71: Do I spend money or save it? Both but mostly save 72: Can I touch my nose with a tongue? No 73: Is there anything pink in 10 feet from me? Yes my sheets 74: Favorite animal? deer 75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM? On my phone I think 76: What do I think is Satan’s last name is? Satan 77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it? Baby by Justin Bieber. An old school jam 78: How can you win my heart? Be funny and charming. Also perk if you have brown hair and brown eyes 79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone? It would be so cool to have like "this tombstone is cursed" just to fuck with people 80: What is my favorite word? Wanky. Projectile 81: My top 5 blogs on tumblr Eh 82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say? "Fuck bitches get money" I'm kidding I would probably get to nervous and pass out before I could say anythung 83: Do I have any relatives in jail? Not that I know of 84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power? Invisibility 85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on? Do you jack it? HAHAHAHHAA omg nooo 86: What is my current desktop picture? Idk 87: Had sex? No 88: Bought condoms? No 89: Gotten pregnant? Haha hope not 90: Failed a class? No 91: Kissed a boy? No 92: Kissed a girl? No 93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain? No 94: Had job? Yes 95: Left the house without my wallet? Yes 96: Bullied someone on the internet? Yes but jokingly and to my friends 97: Had sex in public? No 98: Played on a sports team? Yes 99: Smoked weed? No 100: Did drugs? No 101: Smoked cigarettes? No 102: Drank alcohol? Yes 103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan? No 104: Been overweight? Idk I'm sure 105: Been underweight? No 106: Been to a wedding? Yes 107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight? Yes 108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight? Yes 109: Been outside my home country? Yes 110: Gotten my heart broken? Yes 111: Been to a professional sports game? Yes 112: Broken a bone? No 113: Cut myself? No 114: Been to prom? No 115: Been in airplane? Yes 116: Fly by helicopter? No 117: What concerts have I been to? 4 of them not listing them though 118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex? No 119: Learned another language? No 120: Wore make up? Yes 121: Lost my virginity before I was 18? Don't know 122: Had oral sex? No 123: Dyed my hair? Yes 124: Voted in a presidential election? No 125: Rode in an ambulance? No 126: Had a surgery? No 127: Met someone famous? Yes 128: Stalked someone on a social network? Yes 129: Peed outside? Yes 130: Been fishing? Yes 131: Helped with charity? Umm does like small donations help cause then yes 132: Been rejected by a crush? Yes 133: Broken a mirror? Yes 134: What do I want for birthday? Hmmm clothes I guess

[sawson]

Spiritale (chapter 22)

960 words

                                        Chapter 22: First Death

….*Beep*….*Beep*…*Beep*…What’s that… sound?

“…..Frisk?”

Wha?

“Frisk…Frisk…….FRISK!!!”

“*GASP* CHARA!!!”

“There you are, I was so worried about you!”, Chara said walking towards you.

Oh wow, how long were you out? How were you unconscious? You just remember falling, then suddenly everything went black. You looked down and found yourself in the water, how did you not land in the flowers? Looking at the little flower space, you see why you didn’t land there. Anyway it’s time to keep going, Chara agree feeling little happy. The two of you are in the dump, nothing is different at first glance. Oh look another save point….why do you suddenly have a bad feeling about something. It’s not the same bad feeling from before, it’s something different. You’d really like to know why and at the same time, you really don’t. You hate to say this, but the way to find out is to keep moving ahead. Into next area where the dummy waits is where you are and there are a few changes that catch you interest. The bicycle is a unicycle with a heheh steering wheel and bell? That doesn’t make sense, haha! Chara rings the bell, it sounds like cute birds chirping. Next was the desktop computer, Chara press a button and out popped a cd. It says: “The Twin Sword Samurai: A Journey of Fate”. Hmmm…could this belong to Alph- YOU MEAN UNDYNE! Ugh you forgot again, HAHA!

“You okay Frisk?”, Chara asked raising their eyebrow.

“Hahah yea, I keep forgetting how different things are here”, you said shrugging with a smile.

“Oh right you’re world is the opposite of mine, what there wasn’t a cd in the your desktop?”

“…..heheheh”

“What?”

“No Chara there wasn’t a cd in my desktop, but there’s one in yours”, You said with a big smile.

“….OOOOOOHHH HAHAHAHAH!!!”, Chara laughed trying on hold themselves up, “Hahahahhaa, man that was good!”

“It so was!”, You said place your hand on your knees while looking at Chara.

“Oh I’m starting to run out of room”, Chara said looking in their backpack.

You told them to leave it, they’ll come back for it later. Chara place the cd place in the desktop for safety and moved onto the next thing, which was the cooler. It contained three astronaut food packs, Chara took them and looked for an expiration date. Well what are the odds, it won’t until three more days. What luck! The three items filled Chara’s backpack, they have no more room. And lastly the was the dvd case, it was empty. It reads: “How to get a date: The Do’s and Don’t of dating”. Too bad it’s empty, oh well. Now ontooo…the…dummy…the bad feeling is back, oh no. Chara walks up to it and stares at it, then they give it a smile.

“Hello there heheh~”, Chara said happily.

“….”

“Okay then, bye bye”, Chara said walking away.

“What was that about?”, you asked confused.

“I couldn’t help but- AH!”

“Well isn’t that just rude, we’d JUST met and you’re leaving ready”, said the dummy that appear in front of Chara.

“I-I-I’m so sorry, really I am!”, Chara apologized scarily.

“You are as rude as what my cousin described”

“C-cousin?”

“The one from the Ruins”

“THAT’S YOUR COUSIN?!”

“How rude, needlessly shouted in the place like this”

“I’m sorry!”

“I’ll have to teach you some manners”

Chara was brought into the fight, this is all a BIG misunderstanding. Their name is Calm Dummy? Well that make sense here, so what’s going to happen.

“Chara tries talking the calm dummy …they don’t feel like starting a conversation, no one is happy with this*  

“Rude, rude, and very much rude”, the calm dummy calmly mad, “My friends and I will show you some respect!”

*Other dummies show up and start throwing magic cotton at Chara*

*Chara dodges them*

*This goes on for 30 minutes, the dummies begin to get tired*

“Dummies, dummies, dummies”, the calm dummy called, “There’s no need to over work yourselves, take a break I’ll handle this”

*The dummies listen to them and leave*

“Relaying on friends was good, but now I’ll use my true powers”

*The Calm Dummy is getting cotton all over the- AAH!!*

“GET IT OFF, GET IT OFF, GET IT OFF!!!”, you shouted getting covered in magic cotton!

“F-Frisk?! *GASP*!”

*BOOM!!!*

Wha-What happened?! Chara? CHARA?! Oh no, they were killed! You mean to-huh?!

Before you knew it, you and Chara were back at the save point.

“Chara!”

“Frisk!”

“ARE YOU OKAY?!”, you both shouted at the same time, “….I’m okay, I mean!”

“D-d-d Stop! Stop, stop, stop!”, you said crossing your arms back and forth, “You talk first, then I’ll talk”, you said pointing at Chara and then yourself.

Chara was nervous , but agreed and explained they heard you shouting. When they turned to the dummy they were hit by all the missiles. Oh no, it’s all your fault! You explained you were getting buried by the dummy’s cotton, you apologized feeling awful about what happened! You feel really REALLY awful!

“Frisk it’s okay, we both made a mistake”, Chara said, “But it’s okay, as long as this save point is here I’ll be fine”

“Right…you’re right”, you said calming down.  

“…Thanks for caring for me again Frisk, you’re a really good friend”, Chara said with a warm smile.

“Heheh…hehe…*Sniff*”

“…Frisk”

“Yes?”

“When I’m done with a dummy, do you want to talk?”, they asked, “You look like you have something weighing you down”

“That…sounds about right, okay”

Chara tried to give you a pat on the back, but…yea…ghost. You both should get going.