#THEY MAKE ME WANT TO SCREAMMMMM

[ethereal-maia]

tell me about the “why an i writing this. what is up.” one please!!!!

omg you’re joking. YAYYYY sorry I haven’t really talked to anyone about this ASUSUAGSGAGAH.

Afternote: this post is much longer than I intended it to be. Be prepared.

Anyway. So it’s going about George Warleggan and Dwight Enys from Poldark 2015 because I think they’re incredibly interesting. Not even romantically I just think their dynamic is WILDDDD!!!

I don’t think you’ve watched Poldark so I’m going to give you a rundown of the two characters involved: Basically George is this rich guy who has an incredible grudge and hatred towards the main character of the show, Ross. For good reason too like I don’t even blame him. But Ross is Dwight’s best friend. So right off the bat that’s enough.

But it gets worse because Dwight is a doctor. One might even say the best doctor in town because he is the best doctor in town. But George refuses to ever hire him out of principle. But ohhhhhh it gets WORSE!!!

The doctors that George DOES hire are terrible and don’t prescribe good medicine they just want money… so when George’s wife gets sick and dies because she overdoses in order to give birth early (because her previous child with George was born early so she wants to make it look normal for her) (but oh her previous child with him was not his child… it was Ross’s child and George knows it…), it sends George into a spiral… he hallucinates that she is there with him still, and he talks to her and he’s fallen into a major depression. George’s uncle hires a bad doctor to get rid of George’s mental illness and the doctor basically just goes “LEECHES ICE BATHS PAIN MEDICAL MALPRACTICE” and this further worsens George’s depression, to the point that when he is left alone on night, he sneaks out of the house to go see Ross’s house bc he sees Ross as what he should be. The jealousy goes WILD with this one. But he sees Ross’s house all lit up, and he has people over, and he’s doing well, and it’s really hard for George to take. So he turns away from the house.

But Dwight is one of the guys at Ross’s house. He sees George in his nightgown, no shoes, walking slowly towards a cliff. And Dwight books it. He catches George just as he’s about to throw himself off the edge. GIF for reference.

No because what the fuck. Dwight has zero obligation to help him. In fact, he doesn’t even like George. But my god does he care about the wellbeing of everyone around him. Doesn’t even matter who. (dwight enys i love you forever btwww)

He takes George home, sees the situation, and basically takes George’s case as his own and fires the other doctor on George’s behalf. God they’re so fucked up about each other. George denies he needs help ever, and all Dwight wants to do is help. Anyway. Even throughout the whole series these two are wild because Dwight pulls through on so so many occasions. He sees how much George looks up to Ross. Oh I don’t even know what to say anymore.

But the fic im going to write is going to be like Ohhh Noooo George’s daughter is sick… who will he call to help… oh no… god forbid they begin to form a friendship… I’m SOOO excited to write it like I LOVEEEEEEE layered relationships in media. Sigh. The Ross roadblock in their relationship is FHFHFHRHEJAKSKALA. I can’t believe I’m writing this because Nobody cares about them but I will write it for me <3

[apopcornkernel]

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[mechawolfie]

I can feel the cold dad brought in here getting hold of me like some sort of mold if this is covid I'm killing him with my fists

[welp-back-on-my-bs]

Protective Sil! Protective Sil!

... damn I want them to kiss T-T

I'm not a princess?- but thanks?-

Honestly- with everything I got from this route- yeah- I see that-

Gilbert with that sweet weak expression makes me want to screammmmm

[wurm-food]

obamitsu moments getting animated makes me want to screammmmm

[madame-mongoose]

ghhhh every day im like. yeah no i think im finally normal about wheatley. im not im not. he makes me so happy hes so stupid and weird and silly i just aughhhhh so much affection i want to screammmmm

[co27]

watching documentaries abt ai makes me want to SCREAMMMMM

[sentada]

I’ve been trying to be normal about your selfies, but honest to god you’re so hot it makes me want to SCREAMMMMM!!!!

i literally look like this

[devilmademewriteit]

I love your new Javier Peña series!! I swear we have a telepathic link bc this is exactly what I wanted to see so fun so sweet so hot. I can’t wait for more!!

I’m gonna kiss u anon. More coming soon!!!

You make me want to SCREAMMMMM WITH JOY

[todayisafridaynight]

That's true! Those were some short and sweet but pretty impactful appearances from Mitsu. I have Misgivings™ about the dub but SungWon Cho (and JYB!) absolutely killed it, it was awesome to see him in such a high-profile game. Fingers crossed for LaD8!

Of course! The movie was insane, but I'm happy I could share. SPEAKING OF INSANE MOVIES... I've only seen Play in Hell once, but. Yeah. Incredibly incredibly fun movie, and the cinematography was gorgeous! I would recommend The Mole Song movies for a similarly wild watch (ft. Tsutsumi's Smile) if you haven't seen them!

DANGAN RUNNER THOUGH. SORRY BUT MY VERDICT IS THAT IT SLAPPEDDD. SABU was just deadass obsessed with Tsutsumi and cast him as the lead in all of his first five films (though there's a recurring cast in general, Kawara's actor Susumu Terajima included). I Have No Choice But To Respect That. And, I cannot stress this enough, they are ALL insane, if not even more so.

Like it's simultaneously true that you could make a SABU bingo and that you'll never guess how each of these movies go. They're movies nobody but him would make and it's just awesome to have that kind of authorial voice honestly. I was thrilled to see them work together again in My Blood and Bones in a Flowing Galaxy (even if Tsutsumi's character makes me SCREAMMMMM). Because It's A SABU Movie, it's what I'm used to, but so much more refined.

OK infodumping aside... yes... definitely a movie. (Also, I'm glad you enjoyed my breakdown of my translation!!)

For sure! Dubs/English translations can’t ever be perfect just because of the limitations of translation and all, so I feel like Y7 did especially well with who they casted and I can’t deny that I love the English cast (probably also because I recognize so many names so I’m probably a liiiittle biased ;;)!

Ooh, I’ll make sure to add The Mole Song and My Blood and Bones in a Flowig Galaxy to my watchlist (hopefully I can find them this time rpdhaj)! AND YEAH LIKE. NONSTOP/DANGAN RUNNER IS DEFINITELY A UNIQUE MOVIE I CAN’T DENY THAT... I also can’t knock someone making a movie they want even if they don’t think it’ll reach The Biggest Audience- THAT is definitely something respectable (and I have heard that his other movies really are just as niche, so I’m stoked to see more when I get the time!)

[borathae]

BEFORE I FORGET YOU STARTED CHAPTER 2 WITH THEM NAKED SORE AND BLISSED OUT AND DEPRIVED US OF THEIR RÉUNION??????

thanks btw I don't think I would have survived the smut where yoongi breaks a tile or two for control 😭😭😭😭😂😂😂😂

NO BECAUSE CHAPTER 2 HAS ME BY THE THROAT. THERE IS A SPECIAL MAGIC IN YOUR MxM SMUT OR THE THREESOMES BUT THE KIND YOU WRITE FOR YOONGI AND OC?? FUCKING SHIT I NEED TO LEAVE THE ROOM AND GIVE THEM PRIVACY OR SOMETHING

I WANTED TO WRITE IT AT FIRST BUT THEN I THOUGHT THAT I COULD NEVER TRULY CAPTURE THE RAW AND DEEP EMOTIONS THEY FELT DURING THAT MOMENT jfajadsfjas I think writing hints to it and letting our imagination do the rest kinda makes their reunion hotter though 🥴 like idk what it is with me but I'm such a sucker for hinted smut HAHAH like give me short descriptions of it and my mind will go WILD 🥴

HONESTLY THOUGH YOONGI SMUT HITS DIFFERENT AFADSF HE IS SO OBSESSED WITH HER I WANNA FUCKING SCREAMMMMM 😩

[acesammy]

Oh man I know you can’t judge yourself on other people but I see where my peers are at and it makes me want to screammmmm. I should be better by now on GOD

[tasteofyourblood]

fucked up little soundtracks that make me clinically insane

[mrs-nate-humphrey]

oh my god, y’all. not to yell about another fandom on here again, but i’m watching “the sex lives of college girls” and firstly, i love it, it’s a great show, but secondly, ironically, hilariously, the character named leighton reminds me so much of blair?? and her girlfriend + their entire dynamic has such blairnessa vibes??? 

[barrysberkman]

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[rotzaprachim]

honestly one of the sexiest narrative tropes is the use of older stories or classical themes and imagery or biblical themes in gangster and crime family dramas it makes me SCREAM like the themes of family power lust money revenge you can do? the interplay of family bonds with family violence? the replaying of age old stories in diaspora? the circular tragedy of human failings? the tight claustrophobia of ancient kingdoms and city states in the modern City? gritty capitalism as evolution of divine right of kings? I will scream