#THIS IS SO LONG IM FUCKING SORRY I JUST!!!!!!!!!! wow

[whilomm]

billie joe armstrong: "DO YOU KNOW THE ENEMY? DOYAKNO YOUR ENEMY WELL GOTTA KNOW THE ENEMY RAEH"

11 year old me, nodding: "tigerstar"

[stuck-in-the-ghost-zone]

thought about prjme defenders greyscale arc for longer than 30 seconds

[bergarachan]

the way ryan and shane spent 10 years building an empire purely off of passion and love and friendship and steven's greedy business decision ruined it in a fucking heartbeat

[zenithpng]

‼️‼️ tw for suicidal ideation + vent in tags

[fellhellion]

Tbh Dana kind of reminds me of Daisy from the great gatsby, If that makes any sense?? I just get strong vibes of immaturity and not really understanding/not caring about the consequences of what she does from her at times.

okay i apologise in forward but you've reawakened my daisy enjoyer status from highschool fjdhsjkfhdskj i see the comparison and agree that there's some similarities especially when it comes to the waif like immaturity, but I have personally always read Daisy in actuality as someone who, for all that she sincerely grieves what she lost with Gatsby, knows that ultimately that despite any unhappiness with Tom, she was never going to abandon the place she's accepted.

To me that's always what her little line about her daughter ("I hope she'll be a fool—that's the best thing a girl can be in this world, a beautiful little fool.") was about. It doesn't matter how hard Daisy cries over Gatsby's shirts, how conflicted she feels, how much she still cares for him, ultimately she's accepted her place within the world and ultimately she wasn't ever going to abandon that.

There's a level of immaturity - as well as heartache - in never really communicating this to Gatsby (though considering he's wooing a visage of a woman long changed and with a version of himself that is itself constructed, who even knows how successful she would've been), but I interpret Daisy's choice as hinging upon the fact she intimately understood the ultimate consequence of her actions, of abandoning her husband.

Dana on the other hand seems utterly unable/unwilling to interogate the nature of her own actions for what they are. She sincerely seems to believe she dislikes active conflict, and this extends into lying to herself about just how far she goes to hurt Miguel over slights (hanging out with the guy that Miguel confided in her drugged him with an incurable addiction, purely because she's upset he hasn't been home enough). Dana seems to me more like someone who follows the whim of her own desires/impulses without consideration for the harm she stands to inflict upon on others. The way she speaks in the aftermath of cheating conversation to Gabriel is also just. bizarrely self-centered when it doesn't verge on martyrdom (I hate conflict, I just want people to be happy, hate me FOREVER if you need to but don't throw away your relationship with miguel).

[fiendishartist2]

i had a dream last night that they made a be more chill movie that was surprisingly accurate to the original cast recording except they did that thing that 80s/90s movies did where during the credits they reveal where each character's life went after the movie. and michael mell married a woman

[oh-mother-i-cannot-weave]

ack.

[puppetlooselystrung]

i think theres something really sick and sadistic about having extreme depression in spring/summer. like the sun is out its warm out i COULD go do things if i wanted to since im not snowed in but honest to god 9/10 times i will feel no better than i did during the winter at this moment.

[larryjohnsoncosplayonthursday]

last

for realsies

[acanthemp3]

does anyone else feel like whenever they make art out of their own experiences theyre just lying

[mrfoox]

Me: 'i dont have daddy issues or whatever 🙄'

Also me when I see an man treat an younger girl nice/kindly: oh my god... Im going to fucking lose it right now

[pheonix-inside]

I love no longer being super crazy over ships. So glad I outgrew that. Now I'm able to chill with fics where everyone's best friends, I have an easier time multishipping, overall the fandom experience is more fun now.

[trifolium-aries]

😔

[astrxealis]

me writing a lil post on my lil priv/moots only sb where i’m kinda :(( but then the music i’m listening to just kinda goes uwoah and OH my GOD

[normiewizard]

actuallythat post got me kinda upset thinking about elementary school gym class. maybe I shoukd become a PE teacher to heal 🕯

[beskad]

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