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The guilt of him just wanting his friends back exactly how they used to be. The guilt of preferring them as they were even though he knows the pain it took to make them that way.
The good shit.
Cloud who is five and wants his Tifa back.
His Tifa.
Not the one that looks through him. Not the one who runs around with the other kids laughing and playing and unable to remember the ash and screams of their home burning like he could. Not the one who doesn’t know how to fight yet, who might not even learn this time.
Cloud who wants Cid’s gruff voice and Barret’s hand on his shoulder.
Cloud who wants Reeve’s laugh and Nanaki’s warmth at his side.
Cloud who wants Aerith and Zack who should be whole and alive and can still be saved.
Cloud who wants Yuffie who doesn’t even exist yet.
Cloud who can have none of them and in a panic goes sprinting to the nearest adult who should understand. Who stumbles unseeing down the steps of Shinra Manor and rips the lock off of the coffin before collapsing into desperate heart breaking sobs when Vincent’s red eyes are looking at him again.
He can’t have his friends. His family. No matter how much he wants them.
He can have one of them however.
Vincent who only hesitated for a moment before an arm was pulling him closer.
“Cloud?” His name sounded clunky on the man’s tongue like a dream only half remembered, but the simple fact that he remembered him at all was enough.
It had to be enough.
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rose's hair is slightly odd because it mimics 4a-4b hair (possibly 3c hair as well? but my point is that her hair mimics tighter curls lol) yet have a some looser strands as well. random strands in 3c, 4a and 4b hair that appear very wavy or even straight often means the hair is damaged/unhealthy. i like to imagine rose's hair is probably damaged. figuring out why her hair would be damaged is slightly difficult, but i'm leaning to the answers that she finds it difficult to manage & take care of her hair and/or is unmotivated (from depression, maybe?)
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I need to give him kisses urgently
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oh btw the injured pigeon has been successfully rescued, the person from the wildlife center came to get it earlier today :-) we will be able to call in a few days to get infos on its state
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Lewis Hamilton I’m smooching you on the forehead
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