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Torn: Nyx Ulric x OC x Tredd Furia Part 7: Recovery

Torn: Nyx Ulric x OC x Tredd Furia

Part 7: Recovery

PART 7! Wow finally getting ready to wrap this one up!  I hope you enjoyed this as much as I have writing it.  Note this is not the END this is just the I FINALLY MADE IT PAST THE HARD PART!  Thank you guys to reading.  Keep commenting let me know how you like it! I hope to push out some more stuff for you all! Again thanks a bunch! Also not so NSFW but there is mentions of it so yeah it’d hidden in there somewhere.

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A year, an entire year had passed.  It was long, and painful, but it got better.  Amaya had become her cheerful self once more.  She could look in the mirror and smile again, hell she even started dating… on occasions. She spent time with everyone, as she had grown used to seeing both Tredd and Nyx on a regular, without her chest crushing itself.  However, when it came to Nyx and Tredd, she was never alone with them, it didn’t matter the reason as both men did respect their boundaries, she just couldn’t.

Days went by as she would look at those frames in her drawer, but yet she still couldn’t pull them out, she tried not to think about them because when she did… the ideas of what could have been start to occur.  Often she did texted them, now just because she didn’t hang out with them individually, to be able to talk to them was something she completely different, and texting made it easier. She could write things out and delete them if she didn’t like it, or write out what she wanted to say vs. what she avoided saying.

Tredd had successfully returned to him old habits, a cocky smartass, but that didn’t mean he didn’t think of her.  Yeah his life had returned to ‘normal’ as he purposely steps on Nyx’s toes when he felt like it, and the sex had gotten better, a lot better, he was able to finally push the memories into the back of his mind but he definitely stayed away from women with black hair. When he would happen to be at the same bar as everyone else, she occasionally had a date, who could never live up to the chase as he usually left before the she did, probably losing his manhood around the other guys she was with or on the occasions when she would pop by his table and exchange a light chat, those nights usually had him leaving with the best piece of eye-candy he could muster, and he also noticed he was a hell of a lot rougher on these days.  Then it came to the days he got to talk//text her, that little fire that he had tried to extinguish over and over again would spark right back up, but he enjoyed the small amount of time he got to communicate with her, from the scolding she would do when he teased her or when he purposely pissed Nyx off… then he thought about her being with Nyx again, and for some reason, some unearthly reason, it was settling for him.  Then he would then be pulled into his thoughts deeper remembered those things she used to tell him in the secrets of his apartment… but he pushed them away over and over again, but they kept coming, so he thought how she deserved someone like Nyx… he could love and devote himself to her…

Damn those nights were the absolute worst.  Again, he would side swipe those thoughts, no fucking bullshit connections!  

No more feelings

No more emotions…

But there was that tiny problem…

That tiny unwanted problem…

…

…..

He still cared for her.

Nyx handled the year the best he could, he got to see Amaya a lot more than he thought he was going to be able to, since she was so close to Crowe, and everyone else for that matter. He respected her distance but, he couldn’t help but admit when she did bring a date around he would push that boundary, just a small light push, usually this resulted in the guy to leave early.  Amaya would them lightly whine at him for being that way but he always played it off as he was teasing the guy and he couldn’t handle it.  Nyx would notice she refused to do anything fully alone with him it stung a little but he understood, still didn’t make it easy.  

Nyx kept himself busy enough not to care about pleasure, because the only pleasure he needed was the burn of alcohol he consumed on a regular.  He wouldn’t consider it a problem, just a few beers after work, and some pretty good nights at the bar or club… and if that place had a dance floor, well that made his night both the single worst and best nights.  Mostly Amaya would pull either him or Crowe to the floor, usually being him as Crowe would be school Libertus in something, who knows what, but it was always something. When Amaya danced with him, he noticed he did keep her distance a bit, it was never intimate, much to his disliking, but he would take what he could get.  She did, let him put his hands on her hips her hands would sometimes end up on his shoulders, and if the song was slower she would, on occasion, get a little closer lacing her arms around his neck and out of pure instinct lay her head on his shoulder, he often found himself restraining himself not to fully embrace her.  Then there were the grinding songs, these really fucked with him, though she never pressed against him hard just that light amount of friction was enough to surface the memories of those tender love sessions he used to have with her.  This would cause him to grip her hips a little more and bring her into the crowd more just to have an excuse to be closer to her… these were the simple pleasures he looked forward to. Once he was back home though, the thoughts raced his mind once more.  Those thoughts on how he held her.  The way he would kiss her, from her lips all of the way down her body.  The way he could touch her, the soft touch of her skin on his fingertips, her voice as she would laugh as he tackled her onto the bed… her eyes as they glistened with pure love when she would pull him in for a kiss… These dreaded nights all he had to help himself out was the pull of his hand and the memory of her touch.

Amaya was now getting ready, however she was not going to the bar.  Today she was attending an art Gala with a young man her parents knew very well, along with so many others, and since they could not make it to Insonia in time for the gala Amaya would go in their place.

Amaya was a sight to be seen, she was fair and stunning in every way, the long black dress accented every bit of her, the slit up the side gave the dress just the right amount of sass and elegance, her long black hair was tied fully up and done properly, her eyes were lined clearly and accented with some light shimmer, and she added some light innocence with light nude pink lipstick. She walked to her dresser to grab her black shawl, as she looked inside she caught the glimpse of the two secret frame she often looked at, only to dream about, she touched them as though to pull them out but only stopped when she heard a knock on the door.  Amaya walked over opening the door seeing her date, stoic and proper.  His olive eyes were soft, his brown hair done properly as well.  

“You look gorgeous this evening.” he said to her, “Thank you, not that bad yourself.” she said in a courteous tone as he offered his arm.  The brunette walked her out of the building and opened her door before going to the driver seat.  

Ignis Scientia, his family had known hers for a long time, so they were well acquainted, but never romantically involved. Upon their arrival Ignis lead her in, explaining one of his friends was heading the Gala with most of his photography.  He introduced her to not only the Gala Host himself, but also to the Shield of the Prince, and the Prince himself.

  “WOAH! You’re THE Amaya Lunar!” The ecstatic blonde gushed and he looked at her with stars in his eyes.  “Why are you so excited about this?” The Prince asked as he was clearly not as interested in the woman as his friend.  “Dude! This is the Jewel of the Lunar family!  She was the Musical Powerhouse!  She inspired me to take up my hobby in photography.  I watched all of your documentaries!  Why did you stop performing?” he asked completely deadpanning at the end.  “Don’t be so rude.” Ignis scolded, but stopped his lecture as he heard the woman beside him giggle a little.  “I guess I just needed to step back, see the world a little bit more.  I was so sick of showcase love that I wanted to experience it first hand,” she explained, and it appeared that Prompto was even more inspired by the woman upon her answer.  “Come on then, if you’re so interested in what love looks like I want to show something to you!” he presented as he quickly pulled her along.  The prince chuckled as Ignis once again scolded Prompto for pulling a lady.

Prompto showed her a beautiful photo arrangement, all silhouettes but they told a story… the meeting. The First date. The First kiss… intimacy…..” I care” a voice whispered in her head, as she continued to look through the life shared in the photos.  She thought to herself... seeing brief images of herself and another... as it continued to a wedding and children, the images of the other became clearer … and clearer… than in her daydream all she heard was his voice “I love you”.... Amaya looked over at the boys, “excuse me, I have to go.” she quickly heads out of the gala, Ignis stopped her, “do you want me to bring you somewhere?”  “No, I just need to go, thank you for the invite!” she then smiled, “tell Prompto, he to has inspired me as well,” as she then rushed to the door hailing a cab.  

The ride wasn’t to long but as she was ridden with thoughts and memories, images of things she wanted more than anything, she needed to see him.  Amaya wanted the car to move faster.  Once she arrived home she paid the driver thanking him as she ran up to her apartment, over to her dresser drawer as she pulled out a frame as she traced her finger over it, she didn’t realize she was crying until a few of those small teardrops fell onto the frame… it finally hit her.  She loved him.

Amaya put the frame on the top of her dresser than she texted the man she wanted to see, since calling him would potentially but him in a state of worry as she was crying….

“I need to talk to you… can I come over.” is all she typed, as she waited for a reply… as it said… “Yeah,”  her heart pounded against her chest as she smiled at the response.  Now all she had to do was say it, and hope he too shared those feelings for her.

[amayalunar]

Torn: Passion Tredd x OC Tredd’s Ending!

Torn: Passion

Tredd Furia x OC

Tredd’s ending to the series!  Sorry, it took so long, that little thing called life happened and my mind decided it wanted to hate everything I put down on paper, so I rewrote these chapters probably 3 times...each.

NSFW

We jump into an AU! So I hope you enjoy!

I hope you liked the series! I fought really hard with the outcome of these final chapters. Let me know what ending you like more!

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Tredd’s thoughts lingered on the message sent to him, yeah it’s been a little over a year since he pretty much threw her out if his life, didn’t change the fact he actually regretted the action though.  The questions lingered... why?  Why did she want to talk to him?  Why did she want to come over?  Why did she even give a piece of shit like him a time of day?  So he waited, he waited for the answers.

There he was, sitting on his couch, pretending to watch TV, his phone in hand just in case she called off.  His palms sweating in anticipation, anxiety, fear? He tried making it seem like it was an ordinary day… not that it wasn’t, he had recently got off shift without the need to return the following morning.  Usually, he would be heading out, find some chick to go home with or take home, fuck and then leave… but not tonight, no tonight he waited.  He waited for the woman he fucking threw to the side, the one he has been trying to forget.  What was it she wanted to speak to HIM about… that she couldn’t with Crowe or another girlfriend?  His thoughts interrupted by a light knock at his door, it was like time stood still as he had to talk himself into opening the door and not pretending like he decided to leave without speaking to her, however, he convinced himself to open the door.

Amaya stood at the door the takeout in her hands with a few other snacks as well, probably going to get scolded because Tredd hated it when she brought the food… well, he used to at least.  When the door opened she looked up, a light blush covering her face as she looked off to the side trying not to look at his expression at the random house visit.  

“Hi.” she whispered to him lightly looking up at him, “Hi yourself.” was his reply, as she held out the food to him only for him to move to the side as he sort of welcomed her in.  As she passed him he could smell the familiar scent of her perfume… it hadn’t changed.  It still slightly aroused him like it did before.  So instead of shutting the door nicely, he let it go in an accidental slam, as he silently cursed himself.

Amaya had set the food down as she sat on the couch, her shoes off… how she always walked in heels was baffling to him.  However, for some slightly disturbing reason he enjoyed the sight of the pair of black heels kicked to the side next to his boots, it was… comforting?

Shit!  He almost physically shook his head at the thought. Tredd sat on the opposite side of the couch, making himself look not nearly as anxious as he felt, his back in the corner, his leg propped up but slightly off so it didn’t land on her and the other on the ground.  His attention was on the TV as she grabbed the meals out, she was handing him the food he took noticed how her hand almost shivered… he looked at her, his chestnut eyes scanning her body language, everything was off.  She sat proper, her knees together slightly angled away from him, her back was straight like she was having tea with the fucking King himself… but there was anxiousness in her expression, sadness even with a light flush over her fair skin.   Amaya was just as beautiful as ever though… Dammit!  He had to push it away again, why?  Why did she do this to him… well at this point how? How did she do this to him STILL!  They barely spoke to each other more than a few texts a week, maybe a couple small conversations at the bar… but it still made that stupid little inextinguishable spark flare into an uncontrollable flame.  

“You’re rather quiet for someone who wanted to come over and talk,” he bluntly stated, hoping it would at least put her at ease a little, she looked so tense.  “I’m sorry, I do want to talk, I just don’t know where to start,” she muttered softly, tucking a piece of stray hair behind her ear.  “Well we can start with the food.” he motioned to the boxes as she nodded, having yet to fully look him in the eyes, which kind of unsettled him; was there something wrong?  

“You know I hate it when you get the food, if you were hungry I would have ordered something,” he said with a little pout in his voice, as he heard a small giggle.  “Well I figured since I was probably ruining your evening I had to make it up to you, I even brought snacks.” She said putting out the small snacks on the table as he sighed shaking his head, “you planning on staying the night or something?” his question out of the blue.  “Well… it may take all night for me… to talk to you about…” “about?” she turned fully away, his brow furrowed at the action.  

Amaya turned from Tredd, her heart almost beating out of her chest, scared to make the next move, scared to tell him.  There he was, acting like it was back when she used to stay with him for days at a time, as though nothing happened…. Not even that night.  She wanted answers, but he probably did too.

“Tredd… why,” she paused to look at him, her eyes had a solemn look to them as he looked back setting down his food and looked back at her, trying to read her… this wasn’t just a house visit.  “Why did you push me out that day?  Did I do something wrong?” she asked, it was his turn to avert his gaze from her.  He didn’t have an answer, at least one he wanted to give.  

Giving out a deep sigh he looked back over to her, “no, you didn’t do anything wrong.” Amaya leaned forward to place her hand on his arm, “Tredd…” the sound of his name from her lips made his whole body tremble a bit, the urge to pull her to him and hold her there, tell her he was sorry for being a dick but he couldn’t, well he refused.  “Look, why not just forget about that and just… go back.” he hesitation on his choice of words to her, but it was true.  He wanted nothing more than to forget that night, forget how he felt towards her, his realization of how much she meant to him, the way her body felt on his… everything.  He wanted to go back, back to the days she would just be there, and they would point out stupid shit in movies or watch her try to outdrink him, or just normal conversations.  He would do anything just to go back.  

“You may be able to forget about it, but I can’t.  It hurt, so much more than you know.  You were my best friend, I could talk to you about anything!  Then when you finally opened up to me, you pushed me away and wanted me to leave.” Amaya’s voice wavered at the memory, the old hurt that would occasionally rise to the surface.

“To be honest, I didn’t want to push you away, I didn’t want you to leave,” his cool demeanor faded away leaving a hurt and confused man.  “Then why did you?”  The question circled in his own head, why did he do it?  He felt her hand removed itself from his arm as he settled into her lap.  Tredd was confused, he didn’t know what to say, how to explain it, he just wanted it to be forgotten, he never wanted to keep thinking about it anymore.  “I just did!” He almost yelled, his teeth lightly grinding to each other his fists tightened as his knuckles went white.  “I fucking got scared, I let you in on shit that no one else knows about me.  You were getting to close, and when people get close I destroy them.  That meant it was time to go, I don’t have time to deal with touchy-feely shit!”

“Well, I’m sorry!” Amaya yelled back taking him off guard, but only natural from his own outburst, “I’m sorry for ever asking you for help, for spending time with you and enjoying it! For the nights I would wake up with you as we would sit awake in your bed and wake up warm and comfortable!  I’m sorry for falling in love with you!” Amaya sobbed until her eyes went wide, “you what?”  Tredd’s expression was almost unreadable, she covered her mouth feeling her tears that were falling from her eyes.  She quickly grabbed her purse, “I’m sorry I have to go.”

Tredd didn’t register the words right, did he?  Did she really say she loved him?  He had watched leave out of his apartment.  He felt like he was drowning, those words echoed inside of him. After what he did, she loved him… there was a voice deep down, telling him to forget about it, he didn’t need love, he didn’t need her.  Let her go.  Move on… forget.  Tredd turned to face his door, he groaned a little running a hand through his hair, “fuck it!” quickly he put his boots on and flew out the door.  

Of course, it would be raining!  Amaya held her bag over her head as she tried hailing a cab, however, the bag did not help at all, and between all of the passing cars, she was even more soaked.  Right now she was thankful for the rain though, it masked the tears she was shedding.  

“You’re going to catch a cold like that,”  Tredd yelled between the passing cars, however, a single cab pulled alongside as she opened the door as it was forcefully shut.  “Please, let me go.  I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to-”  his lips were on hers in seconds, the rain drenching them bother as one hand was on the door of the car the other on the back of her neck.  The kiss was needy, deep, and desperate, so when he pulled away he looked directly at her, “don’t go.  I know I fucked up, and I know I don’t deserve you… but please, don’t leave, not again.” his chocolate eyes lit by the street lights around them, sincerity behind them.  Amaya then released the door only to grab his collar pulling him down for another kiss.

“Hey lady you getting in or not,” the annoyed cab driver chimed in, instantly pissing Tredd off, as he walked to the front window… she wasn’t quite sure what was said between the two but she assumes it was some kind of threat considering how fast the driver took off after Tredd was finished.

Tredd walked back over as he looked back down at Amaya, her raven hair stuck to her face, her green eyes glimmering as the lights hit them, her cheeks were flushed between being cold and emotion… so he stood there just looking at her.  “You know, I don’t deserve you.” his words came out more of a sigh of realization.  Amaya smiled, “does it matter what we deserve?”  

Tredd put his normal smirk back on, “not really, but sounded good when I said it.” she laughed at the response… he never said he was good with words.  “Seriously though, you will catch a cold if you stand out here any longer,” the woman only nodded.

Once the two were back inside Amaya had shivered a little bit.  “Do you mind if I use your shower?” he shook his head as he watched her go to his bathroom, hearing the water start a flicker of mischief played over his features.

Tredd waited for a few short minutes making sure she was fully in the shower, as he walked in.  He made sure to thank his stealth training for the fact he could open doors and sneak into places without being heard.  Inside of the shower, he could see a faint outline of her, as he rid himself of his own clothing.  

Amaya was rinsing her hair of the cold rainwater, replacing it with the warmth of the shower.  She was humming a small melody as she did so.  The warmth of the shower was comforting, but her eyes shot open once she felt an arm encircle her waist as Tredd placed his face in the crook of her neck.  His facial hair contrasting against her soft skin.  “What are you doing?” she tried to ask in fluster, a slight stutter as she blushed crept over her cheeks once more.  “Keeping you close,” he muttered into her shoulder, his body was much colder than hers, but was warming up due to the water.  Soon his other arm was placed on her shoulder as he pulled her tighter to him.

Tredd closed his eyes, the feeling of being so close to her riled him up, but also comforted him.  Those voices in his head telling him he was foolish or an idiot were pushed back, the soft skin under his hands was enough to keep him from listening to them.  He felt her pull away from him, only to turn face to face.  Placing her hands on his chest as she slid them around his neck as one went into his hair.  Tredd had closed his eyes taking it in, taking in the fact she was here with him, then opened his eyes once more, he went to speak, “Look-” she had placed a finger to his lips, “you don’t need to say anything… just show me.” she whispered.

Tredd leaned in, capturing her lips in his.  He held her like she was the most precious thing in Eos… well, she was, to him at least.  His lips hungry for more, he pushed harder as he had pressed her back to the tiled wall earning a gasp from her, and well… why waste an opportunity like that?  So he didn’t, his tongue laced with hers, taking in her taste, earning him a small moan from her… and that right there was enough to get him hot, letting out a deep groan as her hands trailed his back, his neck, his shoulders, everywhere.  He parted from her as she let out a whine, “what you enjoying yourself?” he teased as she gave a little pout.  

Amaya was breathless, well, of course, she was Tredd was never one to disappoint.  She looked at him, his normal cocky grin over his face, but his eyes showed the true side, the lust, and fire that burned in him.  She wanted him to let loose, to feel everything he wanted to give, and for that to happen she had to tell him that.  She leaned forward a bit bypassing him as she shut the water off, feeling his impressive length on her thigh as she did, it sends shivers through her as she remembered the last night she spent with him.  She got out as she went to grab the towel but he stopped her, Tredd went straight for her neck leaving light nibbles and kissing down to the crook of her shoulder. His breathing was staggered and heavy, he was clearly holding himself back, but doesn’t mean he was being nice about it.  He ground himself against her from behind, humming at the friction between them. “I want you,” he whispered into her ear, pushing himself against her a little harder than before. Amaya’s breath becoming a bit more labored, she wanted it just as bad at this point.  “Then take me.”

Tredd could swear you could physically hear the snap of his self-control when she uttered those words to him, he quickly turned her around placing a deep and hard kiss onto her, her back against the wall as his hands traveled up her wet body, her moans were driving him mad, and yet he wasn’t even inside of her to feel the real satisfaction.  His hand traveled between her legs as he massaged her clit, gaining louder moans from her.  He traveled his lips from her neck, down her chest making sure to take in all of her before proceeding to her stomach… then her thighs.  How she brings him to his knees with just her moans made him almost laugh at himself, no other woman had ever been able to do that, no other woman had ridden him like she had either, just that thought once more sent electricity through him, he fucking wanted her… NOW! But he was going to make her feel just like what he did, he wanted her to fucking beg for him to take her, yell his name so the whole fucking city knew… she was his.  

Amaya leaned her head on the wall behind her as Tredd placed her leg over his shoulder taking her heat into his mouth like it was his last meal on the fucking planet.  She let out her gasping moan, her breathing heavier than before, her hands in his hair.  She gasped his name and praises… but soon she began to beg for him.  This only made him work at her harder than ever, savoring every bit of her, taking in her taste… intoxicating.  “I-I’m gonna!” those words were the only thing she could utter before she almost screamed his name to the word.  

Tredd lapped up every bit, he was insane at this point, no more self-control no more play time, no he wanted her, no he needed her.  His cock harder than ever, but damn that view.  From where he knelt her thigh leaning on his shoulder, her chest rising and falling rapidly as she tried calming herself from his wrath.  He moved her leg as he swiftly stood up grabbing the back of both of her thighs as she wrapped her arms and legs around him.  

Tredd barely made it to the bedroom, stopping almost at every wall to slide himself over her wet heat, running his lips over her time and time again.  All he wanted was to hear his name off of those lips of hers.  So when he did get into the bedroom he surprised himself that he was able to lay her down on the bed softly, as he crawled on top of her, once again taking her body with his lips until he was back to her lips fully positioned, his hands trailed her as she did the same.  With one single thrust, he sheathed himself within her as she let out a gasping moan as he growled trying to hold it in, but fuck! He swore he died and made it to heaven!  

Tredd moved, his motioned becoming hard, he pulled back from kissing her as he felt her legs on his waist tighten as he proceeded to thrust harder and deeper.  Her moans turned to chants, his name rolling off of her tongue at least every other word, and he loved it.  He pulled one of her legs over his shoulder gaining a new angle causing her to scream in ecstasy, he laced his free hand with her own as he groaned at how deep he got.  His pace increased, “say it,” he groaned, “tell them who you belong to.” he pushed harder on her, “you, I-YES! TREDD I’M YOURS!” her scream to the world blanking his mind, no one else existed, no war, no pain, nothing but the two of them.  He could feel her walls constrict him as he groaned out more, “TAKE ME, TAKE ME! YES! YES! TREDD YES!” her passionate screams echoed as she released on him!  His mouth ajar as he fucked her even harder than before coming close to his own released until it finally hit him!  “FUCK!” He yelled into the night air, usually, he wasn’t so vocal but this second it didn’t matter.  He almost collapsed on her, letting go on her thigh as she finally could full hold him, he leaned over her, his body actually hovering over her, his upper body held up on his elbows as he kissed her over and over again, staying inside of her for each moment.   “Say it again.” he breathed looking at her, “I’m yours,” she whispered, as he leaned in, “Not that.”  Amaya was a little confused until she smiled when he faced her again, her thumb tracing his scar as he the adjusted himself so her hand fully laid on it, as he fully accepted the soft warmth of her palm.  “I love you Tredd.” he smiled, not smirked, but smiled as he pushed away her hair from her face.  “I love you too.” he finally confessed capturing in her lips once more as he pulled out as pulled her to him holding her there… not letting go...ever again.

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The night morning hit, Tredd opened his eyes as the memories from the previous night flooded him.  He looked to the side seeing her there fully nestled into him. He moved as he could feel her shift, “morning already?” she mumbled, as he nuzzled her hair, “yeah” he replied just laying there with her.  The voices in his head he telling him he was fucked, he was so soldier, he could die any day, that’s when his thoughts hit him a little more, as did his crazy idea.  

“Come with me,” he whispered as she looked up, “what?”  “You and me, let's get out of this damn city and go somewhere, anywhere.  Magic be damned, I know how to provide, I know how this world works.  Come with me, leave all of this shit behind.” he said, she was confused as his outburst.  

“Where would we go?” she questioned as he smirked, “anywhere,” he whispered as he kissed her, “let's just go.” he begged as she smiled and nodded, “you lead the way and I’ll follow.” he nodded. Tredd’s reasons for fighting changing, he no longer needed to risk his life for people who looked down on him, a crown that tossed him out, no… his reason for fighting laid beside him.

Tredd left the Glaive, didn’t really bother him too much, other than leaving a few of the glaive he called friends, but he stated to them he wouldn’t be too far.  Though he didn’t have magic, he was still a very talented demon hunter, and he was fucking good at it too.  

The couple went to Altissia where he met her family, at first it was a bit awkward, not ever having a family before. This one welcomed in with open arms.  Her mother fully welcoming him in, hugging him, making sure to acknowledge he was handsome.  Xander, Amaya’s older brother tried to play the big brother role, but soon came to like the redhead, Xander soon was interested in Tredd’s demon hunting.  As for Amaya’s father, he took Tredd in pretty well, Tredd was the one not as accepting at first, his own father abandoning him, but he soon became close with the older gentleman.  Family… something Tredd never thought he would ever have.  

When the new Insomnia fell was upon them, he felt a pinch of hurt, for his comrades, however, he knew it hurt Amaya much more.  The city was her home for so long, her friends were there… all probably dead now, he wouldn’t bring it up, no he just held her as she cried onto him.  He stared at the screen, he sighed into her hair, if he was there he’d probably be dead… she would probably be dead, and for the first time in his life, he thanked the Astrals.

When they sat alone in the hotel room they rented out, even though her parent's house was huge, they enjoyed their time alone.  He held her close, “I love you,” she whispered to him.  Tredd never stopped loving those words from her, “I love you too.” he whispered back as his hand rubbed her sides… He finally found it, his heart and his home… took him years to do it, but he finally did.

There was one thing about passion… you can’t fucking fake it.

*End*

[amayalunar]

Torn: Nyx Ulric x OC x Tredd Furia

Part 6: Realization

Well part 6, FINALLY! Only took me FOREVER to do…  Lets just say I completely rewrote out the remainder of the story, just because my other concepts will just be better as one-shots or mini series.  Anyway, not so much NSFW but it gets a bit mouthy, so yeah swearing is in this (oooo bad words).  ♥

*Picture does not belong to me, I found it on google, so credits to the original photographer*

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Amaya walked the dock with Crowe, the trip had been a breath of fresh air. Only being a week into her vacation, they decided they would return home and just have a staycation instead. Now they sit on the dock as they took in their last night before going back to Insomnia.

“So, what one?”

“Pardon?”  Amaya asked looking at the brunette with a slightly confused look.

“Nyx or Tredd?” Crowe’s voice was a bit forward, meaning she wasn’t joking about the question, and wanted a real answer.

Amaya walked over to off of the steps onto the beach where she sat in the sand, Crowe following shortly. “They're both very special to me…” Amaya started before taking a breath, “if I choose one, I will lose the other.” She turned to the beautiful sky above, “you know, I should have let everything go… I should have just gone on with my life and not worried about what anyone saw of me.” her gaze still fixes on the sky above.

Crowe let out a light sigh, “I feel like I should level with you here,” Crowe shifted herself so she too could stargaze as well, her hands placed behind her propping herself up, “That day, when Nyx walked out, he was a fucking mess. I had never seen him like that before.  He missed his targets, barely said anything and if he did it was harsh, he could have put multiple glaives into the hospital during training, that’s if Drautos didn’t interfere… Now I’m not here to speak on his behalf, because I get it, he was an absolute asshole to you.  As an outside point of view, you should know at least.  However, Tredd had changes as well.  I never knew he had any other types of emotion other than flirt, or asshole… I had never seen him genuinely happy, though he tried to hide it, and must have been good at it because the other guys are completely blind to see his change in behavior.  I know this decision is hard, but you can’t just lead them on forever, eventually they will confront you… or one will kill the other.” she tried jesting at the end, she watched as Amaya let out a little laugh, but her eyes showed the sadness and hurt that had taken over her life as of late.  “I know… that’s why I made my decision.” Amaya said as she rubbed her hand into the sand, feeling the soft grains over her skin.  “I decided to choose myself.”  Crowe gave the single most confused look one could ever give, “you’re saying you aren’t going to choose either of them?”

Amaya returned to her gaze up above, “I’m so lost Crowe, these men love me… a dysfunctional and tormented me.  I’m not happy, I’m actually scared, I constantly feel ashamed or dirty.  Now they compete for my affection, yet I’m not even sure who I love or what it is at this point.  I need to find my way back to life, instead of playing games.” she explained, scooting closer to Crowe as she leaned on her shoulder, “one day, love will come my way… it’s just not today.” she slightly whimpered out. Crowe gave Amaya a warm hug, this decision was almost harder than choosing one, she had chosen to let both men go. “Shh, I’ll be there no matter what.” Crowe said, “I have your back.”  The two let go as they returned to the stars.

Tredd had a shit week, he felt like shit for doing what he did, he also had to take a day off as an order after punching a guard in the face during gate duty.  He was a heated mess.  Again he tried going on with other girls, though successful, he wasn’t as satisfied as he should have been.  Laying in bed he stared at the ceiling, “damn what is wrong with me?  I’m not a love sick fool.” he tossed a bit… this was normal as of late.  The memory replayed in his head.  The tears that streamed down her face as she asked why, the pain in her eyes… if he wasn’t this way, if he wasn’t broken, he probably would have her right beside him right now, she probably would have decided to stay with him, if he wasn’t like this.  But this is who he was… a broken man, a war machine… he didn’t want the feeling of love or happiness, because everything he had done in his life didn’t require it, it only got in the way… then why did he feel like shit?

Nyx didn’t have any better of a week, again gate duty, but the thing about gate duty… he lingered in his thoughts.  His mind changed in a variety of… everything.  The worst ones were when he remembered all of the nights with her, and the morning afters.  Made the shift unbearable. So finally having a chance Nyx went out to have a few drinks with Libertus and Pelna, though he couldn’t shake her from his thoughts.  She should be there, beside him and leaning against him, laughing with them.  He drank most of the night too, draining his thoughts into the beverages.  He couldn’t think about her, if he did he would try to talk to her, like right now. He thought of her, the memories of her beside him, her smile as it brightens the dreary bar...the light snuggle she would do to do to keep warm. Damnit! He needed to stop, he fucked up bad.. twice!  All he wanted was to hold her.  Yet he knew he couldn’t.  He took on the drinking game that apparently started while he was in his daydream… but, what better way to get rid of unwanted thoughts thank to drink them away?

The next day Amaya got back to her beautiful apartment, she forgot hot lonely it was being alone.  She turned on some music, and unpacked her items.  She added a couple pictures into frames she bought on the way home and put them on her dresser.  It collectively had multiple pictures, her and the gang, her and her family, and more.  She picked up a frame, it was her and Nyx, a random shot Crowe had gotten of them kissing in the rain… she remembered how Libertus teased Nyx about being so cliche.  Amaya smiled at the memory… but frowned, if he did that, why couldn’t he just accepted her confession… not push her away.  She set the fame down in the drawer and grabbed the one picture she got with Tredd, he wasn’t the photo type, but it was a memory, ~a game night where they played phone truth and dare, as the phone told them to do a dare, and she had it on the PG setting… “Dare: surprise the other person in the room with a picture… it took a second, but she sat next to Tredd on the couch and leaned onto his side, she looked up at his face and stroked his facial hair, his eyes were closed as he was slightly turned away, “you’re blushing.” His eyes snapped open as he went to protest only for her to have her phone out as she shot the picture…~ But not long after, she was just the new catch and release…  She shook her head as she took both pictures and put them in her drawer.  Amaya finished unpacking everything shortly afterwards as she hummed along to the music in the other room.

Amaya day carried on, she cleaned up a bit, ordered some new bedding online, cleaned her glassware. Crowe has called her asking for her to come out with them tonight. For some reason, she agreed, more like Crowe forced her to go out with everyone.  It was something that was needed, and it was not to see everyone… but only to see  Nyx.  

Amaya wasn’t going to hide, she just hoped she could just stick to her roots, and not get caught off guard, since she even admitted to herself her defense was weak when it came to him.  With light effort she put on a maroon long sleeved shirt that hugged her, black pants, and black heels.  She tied her long hair to the side, added some smokey makeup and left.

Ofcourse she was the last one there, as Libertus had to announce it to everyone.  Nyx took a glance at her, Six she was beautiful.  That smile… he was putting himself into a lighter daydream but was snapped back into place when Crowe nudged him over so Amaya could sit next to her.  The raven haired woman sat next to Crowe as she accidentally brushed Nyx slightly.  Pelna got up to get her a drink, since he paid attention to the fact she never drank beer, she just never really liked it.  The night was lively, she laughed at the attempts Libertus went against Crowe in something, it didn’t matter what it was Crowe came out the winner.  Nyx’s arm was on the back of her chain, however she refused to lean into him, she couldn’t.  Soon she was just smiling, until she looked up catching a familiar brown hue. He was there too. He stared at her, his expression hard to read, but she was cut off by Nyx asking if she was alright.  Turning to him she nodded and smiled.  

Tredd watched, he watched her laugh with them, however he did notice she didn’t get too close to Nyx.  Luche sat in front of his complaining how Tredd had already upped him in numbers gathered, only to waved his hand in front of Tredd’s face.  “Hello…” he turned to look behind him seeing Amaya with the others. “Oh come on, still star struck over the Hero’s girl!” Luche laughed.  Tredd refrained from wanting to punch him, knowing there would be some kind of consequence.  “If she’s that good, I may might want a taste as well.” Luche joked once more.  Tredd rolled his eyes finishing his drink, “I dare you to try.” Tredd responded a light threat in his tone, he watched as Amaya and Nyx got up, so he decided he followed them outside.  Tredd’s narrowed, with some complaining from Luche as he did, not that he cared anyways.  

Outside Tredd saw Nyx standing a bit of a ways away from Amaya, Tredd looked at her, his eyes giving the apology that would never come. “What are you doing here?” Nyx asked in a low almost threatening tone, Tredd mimicked the look he was being given, “what’s it matter to you?”

Amaya turned to them both, “Stop, both of you just stop.” she said as they looked at her, both noticing how tense she was, she lightly shivers from the cold breeze.  “It’s better with you both here, that means I don’t have to do this twice.” she whimpered, Nyx went to say something only for her to look at him, “I’m sorry.  I’m so sorry for starting this stupid game, but I’m here to stop it.  I can’t choose either of  you, you both have too much meaning to me regardless of both of you being complete asses to me… not that I was much better.” she let out a strangled breath. “I can’t be with either one of you because right now, I don’t even know what love is! I wake up feeling like I need to shower, I feel worthless and terrible.  The girl you two keep thinking you have feelings for is a depressed dysfunctional and needed attention, then when she got it she was too attached to another.  That’s why I’m stopping it, I can’t choose between you because…” she sniffled a little as she held back threatening tears, “I need to be able to look in the mirror and be happy, so I  know if another makes me happy.  If you want to stay in my life... it’s going to be as friends, but only if you want, if not... you won't ever have to speak to me ever again. Love happens when you don't expect it to, but the question is... where will you be when it does?” she asked, letting a few tears down, she wanted one of them to hold her, tell her it’s alright but, they both were frozen..  “I’m sorry.” she said again before turning around and walking away.

Nyx watched her leave as she was about to walk after her, only to feel Tredd grab his shoulder. He quickly pulled away turning to him, “don’t touch me,” Nyx threatened, turning when he heard a car door open, as he watched Amaya get into a cab.  

“Clearly this was hard enough for her, let alone one of us trying to chase her down.” Tredd said, Nyx stepped back a little bit glared at the other glaive in front of him.  “What do you care, you have no reason to even be out here in the first place.” Nyx said, Tredd gave an amused look.  “Oh really, I have no reason to be out here?  Well what about you, the one who couldn’t take the single fact she had feelings for you until someone else was in bed with her.”  Tredd was only taunting him now, his smirk widened a little, “you know my favorite noise she makes is that soft little moan she gives when you-” he was cut off by Nyx throwing a good right hook to his face sending his stumbling back. Tredd only laughed it off spitting out the blood from the blow. “You don’t deserve to even have been able to touch her like that.” Nyx growled as Tredd lined himself up, “and you do? The one who tossed her out… you know, if you would have just accepted it, I would have never gotten involved.”  Tredd went for the attack, Nyx caught his arm as he spun and hit Nyx with the back of his arm with equal to or more power than the punch Nyx landed on him.  Nyx glared at Tredd, pulling only for them to both grab each other's collars  “If you would have just fucking manned up and took her confession I wouldn’t be here, I would fucking feel this shit that I do!  I never wanted to feel like this, I never wanted to even care! I am a disease for her, a plague that has sucked the life from her, only to fucking get a reaction out of you!” Tredd pushed Nyx away, “I don’t fucking want this, and yet watching her walk away is the hardest damn thing I have to do, just to keep her away!” Tredd yelled out, his fae a combination of pain and anger.  Nyx took in a breath, he wanted to say something back, but refrained, didn’t need an all out brawl, though it probably would have been more entertaining than going back home to sulk the night away.   Tredd started walking away, “I don’t need to explain myself to you, or anyone! I know I am no good for her, you at least know what family is… what love feels like.  I don’t want that shit, it only gets in the way.” without another word Tredd left, Nyx stood there as he text Libertis and Crowe saying he went home.  

Tredd fell onto his bed, he silently cursed himself over and over again.  He just wanted everything to stop, yet for some reason he felt relieved.  Was it because she didn’t choose Nyx… or was it because she didn’t choose him?  Tredd ran his hands down his face, “what is my fucking deal, she’s just a girl!”  he whined, but he just laid there, letting non-existent sleep take over… She was a beautiful girl, who had brightened his dark nights, who made him smile and laugh...made him feel pain.  His eyes were closed tightly as she shifted back onto his bed before he felt his face wet… a tear? That’s when he realized he actually cared for her.

Nyx walked into his apartment as he took his shirt off throwing it to the side harshly.  He grabbed a beer and then sat down as he ran his hand through his and thought about what happened… was she really that far gone he couldn’t reach her?  He actually hurt her that bad? He beat himself up on the subject, but then thought about it more, he understood… so he would wait. He would wait until she was ready, and even if it wasn’t him, he would just have to accept the fact his chance had come and gone.  Nyx closed his eyes taking his drink down quicker than needed, as he then went to his bed where he would let the midnight sounds' usher him into a sweet dreams where she would be with him only for those to be replaced by tormented reality… a reality where she isn’t there.

Amaya made it home, finally letting herself fully break down, she slid down her door letting her sobs out.  She wanted Nyx there, to hold her protect her comfort her.  She also wanted Tredd there, so tease her and make her laugh.  That wasn’t going to happen, she made up her mind and she had to stick to it.  No matter how hard it would be… so that night to took all of those memories and put them into her laptop, not wanting to forget them, just erase them from her day to day life.  Amaya only found sleep knowing… tomorrow could only get better, as the worst has passed.

[amayalunar]

Torn: Nyx Ulric x OC x Tredd Furia Part 5: Distance

Well part 5!  Thank you all for reading again!  I’ve gotten some responses and I am hoping to get more.  This chapter is less of a NSWF and more angst! But still due to language and reflects I still will continue to rate this NSFW. Also, we bring in some more Nyx, I feel bad that I don’t have a lot of him in this, when initially when I started this fic it didn’t have Tredd in it… but now it does.  Please continue shooting me who she ends with!!!!!! Thank you all again!

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Tredd was the first to wake up, he smirked at her as she laid there.  He adjusted himself so he could bring her closer to him.  He played with her long dark hair, briefly brushing over her soft skin.  He had never actually felt like this, ever… it was peaceful.  He thought of all the shit he dealt with, and what he deals with, and yet how just waking up in the morning, her beside him, was enough to settle him mind for one.  No wonder why Nyx wanted her back, a moment of peace among the chaos and war they fight daily. He laid his head down as he closed his eyes again, not necessarily wanting to sleep but to take it all in… this was happiness… joy… and love.  For some reason his brow knitted together a bit, love, it was a foreign word to him… and there was a reason for that.

Nyx knew, and it fucking hurt worse than before.  He didn’t want to ever make her feel she wasn’t good enough, or that he wanted to outdo someone, no she was supposed to be his and he fucked that up too. He leaned against the shower wall letting the water brush over him, he couldn’t shake the image of him touching her.  It was worse than before, where he was just angry at Tredd, but now the ass had feelings for her… before the possibility of getting her back was almost 100%, especially after she said she only tried to make him jealous… now, he felt that chance was gone for good… and it killed him.

Amaya finally stirred as she no longer felt a presence beside her, she put on some clothing as she walked out to the sitting room where Tredd was just on the couch, sweat pants on as he just looked at his phone.  His face was unreadable, a mixture of pissed off and confusion.  “Good you’re up.” he said getting up, “yeah, I was surprised to not see you there.” she said walking up to him a bit noticing her purse was on the counter her shoes laid out.  “Yeah, I’ve come to realize I’m not up for this.” her breath hitched, “what do you mean you’re not up for this? What is this?” she asked, a bit angered, “I mean these so called feelings will only get in my way.  I do want to say…” he got up as he walked to her, his smirk playing his face, “last night was probably one of the better nights I’ve had.  You want another just let me know.” he said.  Amaya looked at him, tears brimmed her eyes as she smacked him, “you said you loved me!” she yelled, he chucked, “yeah, well you seemed to like it, and who am I to deny a lady what she wants?”

Tredd let his asshole self take over, but Gods it killed him inside, he didn’t want to let her go, not like this, not ever!  However, it needed to be done, he doesn’t live a life their love was welcomed in, he made a vow to never love someone.  He was going to prove it, he wouldn’t fall, and if he did, then he damned his own heart as he was going to personally tear open his chest and get rid of it.  His cheek hurt like a bitch, but he wouldn’t show it. He watched her cry, he watched her grab her stuff and run out the door, that’s when he leaned on the counter letting out a breath as he ruined the only thing in this war torn world that brought him light and happiness… and that happiness was walking away with tears streaming down her face… it was necessary.

Amaya walked down the streets, right now she didn’t know where she was going to go.  She didn’t want to go straight to Nyx after what she did, she felt worse than before.  How could she… she took her phone out.  Crowe would at least slap her when she needed it, so what better time than now?  She called Crowe, who answered immediately, “Amaya what’s going on?” she asked, knowing something was up, Amaya never was one to call.  “Can I come over?”  “Yeah, but what’s going on?”  Amaya tried not to cry over the phone, “this is something I need to say personally.”  her voice cracking, “alright, I’ll see you when you get here.” it was a simple statement but it made it clear she was ready to listen.  Hailing a cab she quickly set off for Crowes place, as she watched out the windows as she cursed herself over and over.

Upon making it there Amaya knocked, she looked like shit, since she was literally thrown out of an apartment right after waking up. Crowe answered, she at least looked good, “Sweetheart.” she said lightly as she took Amaya into a hug as Amaya then started to cry harder, Crowe dragging her in shutting the door.  “It’s never to early for something to drink, clearly with the morning you have had.” Crowe said as Amaya sat on the couch and Crowe pour them both mimosas. “Okay, let it go, let me have it.” she said sitting across from Amaya, who didn’t look up.

“I actually slept with Tredd.” Crowe’s mouth slightly hung ajar, “not to mention literally one day after sleeping with Nyx.” she continued.

“And?”  Crowe asked, she knew the situation, and she was all for it.  Yeah she was friends with Nyx, but he fucked up pretty bad to think one night would fix it and Tredd, well he was there.  

“And… he played me.  He played my feelings like I was the easiest damn instrument in the world.  He played off of Nyx’s mistakes, he even said he loved me… then I wake up and he wants me gone.” she said drinking at least half the glass.  

“Tredd’s been always an ass, and as much as I don’t want to say it, I don’t think the man is capable of commitment or love.  He thinks with his dick, he would he anything to go what he wants… clearly.  Anyways, you look actually heart broken just like…” she veered off not wanting to bring up the fact she looks like shit, just like she did when Nyx told her he didn’t want her.  

“I know I look bad, and it’s because I cared for him, I wanted to be there for him… clearly after seeing how easy I was for Nyx… he didn’t waste no time on that.  Now he has no use for me.”  AMaya finished her drink.  “Why do I let this happen, why do I let these men use me and then just...poof… let me go?  Am I wrong? Is there something terribly wrong with me that makes men think I want this to keep happening?”  Amaya rambled Crowe reached over placing her hand on Amaya’s, “you know, we all hit this place, at some point of another.  You just need to face yourself first.  Make up your mind, do you love one of them, do you not?  Did you just want to be with them and then leave them?  You need to take some time for yourself.” she said, Amaya nodded.  

“Maybe a trip to Galdin…” Amaya said, Crowe smirked, “yeah me, you and a couple girls.  We can make you forget these ass hats… though I do think you should talk with Nyx.” she said, hearing a defeated sigh from Amaya.  “If you just up and leave, after a fight, things may never get better.  Nyx does care for you Amaya, he is just stupid sometimes… ask Libertus.” she said, Amaya smiled.  “Fine, you make the plans and I will wait for a call.” Amaya said, Crowe nodded, “you go rest up a bit.”

Amaya set her cup in Crowe’s sink, not without washing it out first, and then took her bag and headed out, right as she was, Crowe had started making the plans.  That woman… always so straight forward.   Amaya started on her way, Crowe didn’t live to far from Nyx, so why would she go home?  She got to his door and knocked as she waited, she heard mumbling, as she smiled, Nyx never liked unexpected company and that’s usually what he got.  “Libertus I swear if you’re here to tell me to -” he cut himself off seeing her stand there.  Her eyes stained with tears, her hair was a mess, her clothing was sort of disheveled.  Amaya went to speak as he quickly pulled her into him, “what the hell did he do to you?”

Nyx was furious, he knew that she went home with Tredd the night before, he wasn’t that blind.  However, seeing her like this, right here, how defeated she looked.  No, this game had gone far enough.  :I’m sorry.” she cried on him, “I’m sorry that I keep doing this.” she continued, as he stroked her hair, “I’m so easy to fall for anyone that I can’t see when they don’t.” she said, he kissed the top of her head.  “You shouldn’t be sorry.  I’m not going to fault you for this.  If I wasn’t an ass to you, if I wasn’t so damn hot headed, this could have all been avoided.  If anyone is sorry it’s me.” he said as he pulled her chin up to look at him.  He wanted to kiss her but, he knew that wasn’t an option on the table.  She didn’t need physical right now it was all emotional.  

Amaya followed Nyx as he ushered her in.  “Tell me, what happened.” he said, his tone was a bit more on the demanding side but right now, he needed to know.  “I was played Nyx… that’s it.  I fell into the trap like a little mouse. I thought he cared for me, I thought there was something there… but as you see I’m not there right now so that’s what happened.” she said, not giving many details but he understood the meaning.  Nyx’s chest tightened, “did you want him to feel something for you?” he asked, “Nyx, i don’t know what I want, I don’t know if I wanted to make you jealous, I don’t know if I want you to love me, if I want him to love me! Hell I have slept with both of you within 48 hours, I feel like some cheap whore who just wants attention!” “Stop!” he yelled, “don’t do that, don’t put yourself down just because you think something.  Fuck people go out nightly with different partners doesn’t make them wrong!” he argued, she looked at him a bit stunned, “but… aren’t you mad?” she asked, he ran his hand through his hand, “Yes, i am fucking belong pissed, but not at you.  I hate myself right now for ever letting you go, especially enough to let another man have the ability to touch you the way I have.  That’s my mistake, we aren’t in a relationship because I fucked up, you wanted comfort and unfortunately found comfort in Tredd.  The bastard knows the game and he fucking played his hand enough to get under my skin and enough to get you in his bed.  I want to kill him, but I won't… I just want to… you don’t deserve this.  Neither one of us deserved to ever have the chance to hold you, to be with you.” He said, his breathing a bit thick, he never wanted this to happen and now it did it was hitting him hard.

Amaya’s phone went off as Crowe must have finished the planning, she looked at the message.

“Leaving TODAY!  Going for 2 weeks!  You and me!”

Amaya smiled, then looked back up at Nyx, “well looks like I will have some time to think.” she said, “I’m going on a trip with Crow for a couple weeks, might get my head together a bit.” she said, he knelt down.  She almost forgot how beautiful his eyes were, “I’ll be here when you get back.” he forces a light smile, putting his forehead to hers closing his eyes, “just one kiss” he thought, as his voice was almost quieter than a whisper. “Nyx” she said as she put her lips on his lightly.

Nyx felt her lips on his as he leaned in a bit more, not wanting to push too far.  He reminisces on all the times they were together, sharing a few kissing on the beach, sitting on the couch, out at dinner… how he randomly would dance with her in the middle of the sitting room… remembering the time when he realized he actually had more than friendly feelings for her… he pushed himself into those memories, aching for them to no longer be memories anymore. Reluctantly, Nyx pulled away from her.  “I know you need to go, but just hear me out okay,” she nodded. “I love you, more than any man could love a woman.  I was a fucking idiot for letting you go, for not running after you.  You are the one thing in my life I want to keep going, to see how far we can go.  You bring me so much joy, and yet you can give me the worst heartache ever imaginable.  You’re perfect, everything about you,” he laughed a little taking her hands in his, “You brought a light back into my life, even now.  I want you to know I’ll wait, even if I have to wait forever, even if you find someone else, I will always love you, and these aren’t just fun words I am throwing around.” he fully confessed, something he should have done two days before… this is how it should have been, if he had… he probably would have woken up with her beside him.

Amaya smiled a little.  “Thank you Nyx…” she said kissing his cheek as she walked out.  

Amaya went home where she gathers her beachwear, her clothing and a few other things for her trip.  It was needed.  Once she was all packed up she took a quick shower put on come comfy clothes for the trip and went to the station to meet with Crowe.

Tredd laid in bed most of the day after she left, he tried pushing every thought of her out of her head.  When he did get up he fell into a pit of rage, he pushed everything from his dresser down, punched his mirror, threw his empty bottles at the wall, at some points he yelled out in pure anger.  He looked at his reflection through the broken mirror.  This was necessary… this is what needed to be done.  He was not meant for the ‘good life’ he was a soldier, a weapon, nothing more.  The happiness that he felt was an illusion, the only things he needed in this life was the strength in his body, the please he got from women in his bed and… “NO!” he shouted, as he fell to his knees as he looked at see a necklace, one she had forgotten… more like one he didn’t know she had when he packed her stuff and pushed her out the door.  He reached for the necklace letting the chain dangle in his hand as he brought it to his chest, bowing his head as he let the memory from the night before haunt him… she was a beautiful dream… that’s what she was… nothing more than a beautiful dream.

[amayalunar]

Torn Chapter 2- Tease Tredd Furia x OC x Nyx Ulric NSFW

I just want to say thank you all for reading, It means a lot... and even more honest I do not understand this site for the life of me, so if you want to be tagged or what ever it is let me know *then PM me how because I suck at this*

THUS Part 2 is here, I hope to update every night pretty much… hopefully, depending on this thing called life. 

 Anyways pretty much from here on out I will label this NSFW, though somewhat minor again it’s growing, and to be frank it’s will only get more smutty...er... from here.  Anyways Nyx isn’t in this much, be he will be soon.  Without further ado… here is your part 2.

Torn Chapter 2- Tease Tredd Furia x OC x Nyx Ulric NSFW

Chapter 2 – Tease

Amaya moved a bit as she got comfortable again, until her pillow groaned in annoyance. Quickly she pulled up to see she had fallen asleep on Tredd, who was awake. “Did I?” she asked looking around, “yes you stayed the night, and since we didn't consume much alcohol last night I assume you remember our little plan.” he said looking at her with his deep brown eyes. Amaya nodded, “yeah I remember, but how? I mean you clearly have have the idea but how do we make it look like-” she was cut off by him pulling her back down, pulling the his larger shirt over her shoulder a bit and bit down. She gave out a light yip when he did out of surprise. She pulled away with red tinting her cheeks as she had her hand on the 'love bit'. “Now you put one here.” he said pointing to the side of his neck, she shook her head, “well I usually get something after I take a gir-” he was cut off this time as she bent down and did the same to him, however on the opposite side. Being the tease he is, Tredd let out a low growl, as she did, since she did surprise him. Tredd gave her an amused look, his smirk showing he clearly enjoyed the action she displayed. “You seem to like to get back at people.” he stated, “no, but Nyx would know something was up if I did it to that side of your neck, since I usually go straight for the other.” she explained. “Well, this is going to be more fun than I thought.” he said.

The two got up, her natural alarm made it so she wouldn't be late, however Tredd wouldn't necessarily let it happen either. Amaya was a prepared woman, though her previous shirt was low cut her dark jacket played enough roll to get her to work, where she had other shirts. Her pants and boots were normal, just she usually didn't wear thigh highs, but hey it was a fashion statement? She knew they would all know, at least the Glaives would all know, this was the same set of clothing she had on the night before, where they all witnessed her leave with him. Amaya blushed at the thoughts everyone had, though nothing really happened, other than the make out session that lead to take-out, then ice cream and falling asleep on the couch, using him as a pillow. Yeah still just as scandalous in her book. Amaya washed her face and then reapplied some lighter makeup she had in her purse, she then brushed her long black hair , straightening it out. Once she emerged Tredd was finishing getting his uniform on, she starred a bit admiring him. The uniforms always made them look good, it was deffinatley a girls weak spot. “Hey you didn't want to go that far last night.” Tredd sassed, straightening the jacket as he walked over to her, he placed his finger under her chin lifting it so her eyes met his once more, “the offer still stands.” he whispered. She shoved his hand away as he laughed a little. “Oh... hush.” was all she could say out of being so flustered.

Tredd watched as Amaya was getting flustered by his words, and honestly he loved it. She was a beautiful woman with a shy personality, and a kick or sadd, he liked it a lot. Tredd found his way out the apartment, listing to her heels click on the floor as she tried keeping up with his pace. He then had an idea, again an idea that may get him punched, but he was going to get multiple reactions from his comrade today, and she was going to help with it.

Tredd was nice enough to drive, he peered over at her a few times. Her body language spoke 1000 words, she was nervous. She was worried. She was scared to face a man who fucked her over and show him she moved on. She was scared to lie. “You know, if you want to stop we can.” he said as they sat at a red light. “No, I need this.” she said, her truth catching up with her, “I shouldn't be scared or worried what he thinks of me, yet here I am worried he'll get all bent out of shape when I show up with a bite mark from you on my neck.” she said pointing to his mark on her lower neck, clearly exposed until she got to her other shirt. He pointed to his which was a little higher than her collar. “Well I'm gonna show mine off,” he stated with a smirk once more. “Do you ever smile?” she asked him, “only when I'm in a good mood, or if I'm alone.” he said as she rolled her eyes.

Once the two reached their destination Amaya exited the car, purse in hand, Tredd on the other side, as they walked in together. They were about the pass the Glaive gathering spot, or well the main area where they would settle until given orders or figured out their training for the day. Amaya noticed Nyx was there right away, next to Crowe and Libertus of course. However Crowe had pointed out the two as they got closer. Amaya went to ghd side only to be pulled back to the cocky redhead, as he gave her a kiss. Knowing she couldn't show her surprise she kissed him back as she pulled her hair away from her shoulder as she walked by the trio. “Wow, didn't think she had it in her, and with you of all people.” Crowe stated, giving Tredd a sassy look, that she was so great at.

Nyx noticed not only the bite mark on Amaya's shoulder as she passed by, but also the one on his neck, right where she use to put them on his own skin. It hit him hard, to think she had touched another, for another to touch her.  To do things to do he would only be able to do, someone else did it. Kissed her neck, pulled her close, for pure pleasure… no real connection at all… yeah it hurt, knowing she did it back to him, yet his words were lies.

“Well, she moved on. Bigger and better.” he said, Nyx straightened up getting close to him. They were pretty much eye level at this point. “I suggest you back off now, before I actually have to hurt you, you’re not good for her.” Nyx said, his voice threatening. “Oh what you are Hero? You gonna toss her in your bed and shove her out the next morning? Come on, she's a good and tender lover, she likes her body touched, caressed as you run your hands from her shoulders to her hips, and loves to be woken up to a few soft kissed to her neck in the morning. I mean when you have a woman like that beside you when you wake up, you can't help but touch her.” Tredd stated, flat out. He hoped he pushed a button, specifically the one that says ‘DO NOT PUSH’, and clearly, by Nyx's reaction he nailed it, hit it right on the dial. Nyx grabbed his collar as Crowe and Libertus stepped it. “OK you two,” she said as the two were pulled apart.

Day 1 – Success.

Tredd and Amaya did this a few times a week, where she would spend the night at his place, leaving the bar or club with him, wearing her same clothing to work, only to always have a spare waiting, leaving marks on eachother just for the hell of it.

The two had a variety of different things they would do when they would get to his place, from card games, cooking nights, her personal favorite was the take out and movie night like the first night. On occasions she would have on some sort of lingerie, oh he hated those nights, she only did it because he needed a few photos to prove his “intimacy” with her. Apparently those photos were the things that got to Nyx the most, other than the marks, they made the man go all out. Tredd would enjoy the training sessions as he could actually use excessive force, while Nyx would as well. The two would probably kill each other if the others wouldn't have broken them apart. Tredd knew he would never kill his comrade, he just really enjoyed pushing his buttons.

However tonight… tonight was one of his favorite nights, the 20....thousand questions night. Where one would ask a question and the other had to answer, if the question was not given an answer they would need to do 1 thing the other told them to do, with respectful boundaries of course. Still he enjoyed the conversations that lead up to, What’s your favorite position? Do you like hair pulling. Geeze the two knew how to get the other off and they haven’t even slept together.

Tredd found himself staring again.... There she was sitting on the floor her legs pulled to the side of her as, once again, she wore one of his shirts. Amaya deemed them as comfortable, and apparently this meant she owned at least one when she was over. He found himself trailing her with his eyes, he couldn't help but notice that every time she wore his shirt it made him feel...good? He shook the thought from his mind, he couldn't have feelings, Tredd already put those feelings aside a long time ago. No he didn't have an ex that hurt it him badly, no he just never found the room.  He lost everything when he was young, and he spent so much time fighting for what he had, he didn’t have time to dwindle on feelings, but damn... the way she ate that ice cream, the way she put it in her mouth, spoon upside down, pulling out the spoon slowly. The way her tongue ran over her lips to lick off any of the extra sweetness... Fuck!

“What?” he asked, she laughed at him, “Not paying attention already? Come on this was your idea.” she said as she laughed. Yeah… her laughter was also addictive, her smile brightens the normally gloomy room as well. Astrals damn him right now, before he went any deeper into this.

“I asked what's your favorite type of kiss was?” she repeated, “there's different types now?” he joked she rolled her eyes taking another scoop. “I guess I don't know. Never really thought about it.” he said as he leaned up over the table grabbing the spoon from her hand taking the ice cream from her. Amaya gave a pretend offended look, her hand over her chest and everything. “What about you? Since apparently you know there are different types of kisses.” he said laying back down with the ice cream in hand, his back was more propped up on the arm of the sofa while he had one leg on the couch the other on the floor. He was in just casual sweats and a tee-shirt. Amaya got up and jumped on the couch as she tried pulling the tub away from the redhead, having to fully lean on him to do so. “Wouldn't you like to know.” she whispered, getting close to him, but before she got too close to took the tub away as he rolled his eyes. Tease.” he complained.

Amaya sat properly on the couch then, or as properly as she could as the man before her was pretty much sprawled out on it. “Seriously though, what is it?” he egged on. “You want to know that bad huh?” “Part of the game.” he said with his normal smug smirk on his lips.

Amaya thought how truthfully handsome he really was, I mean she knew beforehand he was, but now, right now, the way he was just being... himself. Not the smug glaive, or the playboy. This is who he was. She coughed out a little, pretending it was the ice cream. “Well, my favorite kind of kiss is the passionate ones. The one where he would stroke my face lightly. He would lean in, slowly. The kiss would start off slowly, but get heavier and heavier... until, well until the rest of the night happens.” she said taking herself out of the day dream. Yeah, that's how Nyx use to kiss her, on the sands of Galdin Quay, to the normal bedroom, that’s how he would do it, she missed it.

Tredd saw her expression change, from her day dream to her uncertainty once more. Tredd then shifted himself so he was sitting next to her. He was determined now. Tredd got up and knelt down in front of her, his chocolate eyes looked directly into hers, he realized how beautiful they were. They were green, with a light blue and yellow hint in them. He then took the tub of ice cream and put it on the table.

Tredd was going to show her, the Hero wasn’t the only one who could make her feel good. He put his hand up and lightly touched her cheek, leaning closer. Her hands went to his chest, a reaction and symbolizes uncertainty, but he was a determined man. He leaned in lightly touching his lips to hers, as he could hear her breath, it was unsteady as he did so, however she didn't push him away, actually, her hands were spread on his chest. He leaned in harder, she let out a muffled moan to him as he did. She then grabbed the front of his shirt as she pulled him closer, signalling him that she was moving back. Tredd followed hungrily, her back hit the couch cushions while he climbed over her. The kiss got deeper and deeper. She let out moans into his mouth. It was driving him into insanity. Tredd was losing himself completely, his hands wandered, pushing roughly against her, wanting to hear her again, needing to hear her again, and again he did. Amaya grabbed ahold of him once more, this time her arms around his neck, her nails ran over the top of his shirt as he pulled away, his breath uneven, as he stared into her eyes once more. She wanted more, but to her it was wrong... right she was thinking of Nyx right?  No, this was all him, Tredd Furia...

“See, he's not the only one who can do that.” Tredd said, kissing her lips lightly once more. This time, they didn't sleep on the couch, or him on the couch and her in the bed, or both of them on the floor. No this time she pulled him to his room, where she laid down and ushered him to lay beside her.

Tredd stared at the ceiling. What the hell was he doing, what was that? He tried shaking off the feeling of turning over and grab her, bring her into him. Kiss her neck. Run his hands down to her hips. Waking her up, undressing here, feel her nails run over his back, Listen to her moan his name as he pushed deep- FUCK!

He was fucked, he knew it, he fell... and he cursed himself for it too. The point of this game was to make the Hero see his mistake, to come clean, beg for her back.  So why did he let himself go do deep.  Tredd turned his head to her, Amaya’s sleeping form beside him, her back facing him.  He reached out a hand taking a few strands of her hair as twirled it around his finger, then decided to get comfortable.... for now. He propped himself up and took his shirt off, then returned to the original position he was in, but instead on on his back he was on his side, as put his arm around her waist pulling her closer to him, feeling her snuggle her back into him being as he was a heater pretty much, and he held onto her that night. That's all he could do... for now.