#Unsteadyheathens

[dawnxtoxdusk]

Xmas Starter - @unsteadyheathens​

What the fuck was the point in meeting in secret when he seemed to choose not only the worst places but also the worst time? He’d written back that he’d be a little late - only for the bastard to then insist on him to hurry, a fact that was making his temper rather short as he jumped from rooftop to rooftop, having wrapped up the work for the day, a little messier than normal but it was done and that’s all that mattered.  Why, of all the places to meet, would Zane keep choosing the fucking apartment that Shirase knew about? Maybe the old hideout was also a little risky. By this point, the game of hide and seek was becoming boring but with how short tempered both brothers were, he somewhat understood the reasoning as to why Zane still wanted all this hidden. There was a whole lot of bad blood to sort out between them all. 

“So what the heck was so urgent that you couldn’t wait a few darn hours?”, he snapped out as he came in from the open window, closing it behind him before walking towards Zane, “Kinda a busy schedule this time of year”.

[breathless-darkness]

Blog Migration

So I’m back! It took a while, health and well life wasn’t kind to me. Though all that matters is that I finally have finished the new blog. I felt like I needed to move for my sanity. Things will be a little different from now on. This blog will ONLY have eight muses on it. All of them are BSD related except for Saruhiko Fushimi. This blog was made for my most active muses. Now, I will be making other blogs to keep things organized. 

Muses that will show up on the other blog: Dazai/ Shuji, Zane, Chuuya, Fyodor, Yuan, Yosano, Fushimi, and Arahabaki 

Find me at Unsteady Heathens 

Q & A below

Will I be continuing threads from this blog? 

Yes I will. Even if the muse isn’t one of the eight, certain muses will still be stalking the shadows of that blog. This will only apply to my BSD muses. 

What about asks? 

I have them saved in a Google Doc. Most of them are just Mira, and she knows my course of action. Though the course of action is well a big ol maybe. Dazai has always been my main baby, and of course most of the asks are geared towards him--- so it really depends. The best thing to do is ask me in general. I will be posting memes on my other blog, but I will not get myself in a pickle like I did here. 

How will things be different?

I will be changing things so they are more selective. This is actually where I got in trouble with this blog. I tried to spread myself too thin. Then my mental health took a BIG hit and I ended up disappearing from Tumblr and hiding on Discord.  

What other blogs do you attend to make?

I plan on making a blog dedicated to all of the Hunting Dogs. I’m not quite sure of this one, but I deeply blame the manga for this. I will also be making one focused solely on my Fruits Basket muses. Also joining the party will be SinoAlice and Bungou to Alchemist. 

I originally made a multi muse to make it easier, but my mind is weird. This is of course subject to change since I haven’t even planned anything out. We will see how things go and of course interest level as well. 

[diverse-hearts-moved]

@unsteadyheathens​ sent bithday wishes!?

He didn't answer, a frown formed on the brunette's face and pressed redial. He left a voicemail... he lost track after thirty times. He was simply bored. "Angooooooooo, stop avoiding me. Come on, ya can't hide forever Mr. Serious. Come have a drink with me.... come on happy birthday. Come on, come on~ I'll be waitin for ya.." He would call again and leave another voice mail. "I'll never forget" he half spoke in a sing song voice. "Don't think I won't come and take matters into my own hands~" 

At his lunch break, he’d been up to fifteen voicemails and by the end of his next tea break he was now staring at close to a hundred and after hearing the first few he could only imagine that they were all from Dazai. He’d been a bit foolish in hoping that the day would pass by unnoticed. He couldn’t even understand the reasoning as to why Dazai would attempt to meet up with him on his birthday, year after year. He should be hated - right? The only bond they now shared was the odd occasion of working with one another. That was it. That was all it could be...why was the other so difficult to understand? His fingers ran through his hair, a button hovering over the call button. If he called and said he was busy, he’d expect Dazai to somehow be in his office within the next hour or so. Or maybe he was already there? A shiver ran down his spine and he twisted in his chair to gaze back in the direction of his office as though expecting to suddenly see the other standing there. Secure government building or not - he knew better than to think that alone would keep him out.

Sighing, he decided to bite the bullet, pressing the call button. “Dazai - I’m working today. You know how busy it is at the moment. I appreciate the gesture but unlike you I don’t skip work for simple pleasures such as a drink on a birthday”.

[nycttophilic]

@unsteadyheathens​​​ ♥︎’d~ {Mori}

“I don’t want a new dress, I want ice cream!!” the girl—or, rather, ability—whined out in protest. She hated going clothes shopping with Mori because of how long it takes!! Elise would much rather just go to the mall with only the Port Mafia boss’s credit card as a ‘companion’.

And yet, instead she’s stuck with Mori. At least she can refuse to cooperate and make his life harder. Yes, that seems like much more fun than just clothes shopping!! She crosses her arms and turns away from him. 

“I want ice cream, right now!”

[mcwscollective]

“Being adorable and being fierce and deadly are not mutually exclusive.” (Akutagawa to Atsushi)

@unsteadyheathens

That made him pause. When had anyone ever thought those things were all meant to be part of the same package? Well... maybe with Kyoka. She was the only one that really came to mind; though, he doubted that Akutagawa would have called her adorable.

“I’m not sure where you would get that from,” Atsushi said, hoping he came off as honest as he was truly trying to be. “Fierce and deadly don’t even have to be mutual exclusive.” At least, not in his opinion. There had to be plenty of people — and animals, maybe even abilities! — that were fierce in other ways. “It doesn’t always have to turn deadly. I thought you would have learned that much from me by now...”

Oh crap!

“IIIIIII mean,” he backpedaled (verbally and physically,) wanting a bit of distance between them. It was the best chance he had at protecting himself, should Akutagawa decide to lash out in some way. “Just look at Kyoka!” He grabbed the most recent example to cross his mind. “She’s come so far since working with the Port Mafia! If she can do that, I’m sure you could too — if you wanted to.”

[diverse-hearts-ocs-a]

Xmas Starter - @unsteadyheathens​

“Is this okay?”.  They stood overlooking the city below them, away from the large crowd of people to have formed to watch the Christmas lights turn on. He was actually rather nervous about staying outside for too long but since it was Yosano who’d suggested they went to watch the lights, he didn’t wish to say no and besides he couldn’t stay locked away forever. How was that really an improvement from where he had been? But he knew his father would be out there somewhere in the crowd, watching over the events of the city, maybe even attempting to find where they were...but there was too many people around for anything serious to happen...right?  He needed to stop worrying. He still jumped at hearing Dazai most days and then there was just that general feeling that they were being watched. “Are you warm enough? It is a little cold up here, isn’t it?”. Would she rather be in the crowd? In the rush and excitement that surrounded this time of year? He honestly knew so little about her likes and interests and yet once more she was like a beacon of light.

[deathavoided]

Incoming Hiatus

Hiatus Alert: At least a month if not more. 

When I love BSD, including Dazai, I need to take a break from my blogs associated with BSD. I feel like if I don’t it will leave me with a sour taste in my mouth, and I might begin to hate the fandom. So many good fandoms have been ruined for me due to issues leading to soured tastes in my mouth. I do not wish to see this happen with this fandom. When I plan to finish out the Christmas asks I owe, my hiatus will begin at the start of the New Year. I will be trying to pile up as much as I can in my queue, but that is about it. 

When I will be taking a break from both this blog and Unsteadyheathens, it does not mean I will be taking a break from Tumblr as a whole. I will simply be active in a different fandom, as well as active on discord. This is the third time I have created a BSD blog and the second time that this blog will be going on hiatus. Though this is for the betterment of my own sanity. 

Things will be changing when I come back.

[kpopprincessx]

Introducing The Mun

name: Aly

birthday: February 23rd

gender: Female

orientation: Bisexual

age: 27

favorite soda: Coke or Pepsi

favorite candy: Sour Patch Kids

favorite pizza: Cheese or Pepperoni 

favorite salad dressing: Italian 

favorite meal: I love Chinese food but I get it once in a while. Other than that I’d probably say pizza.

best memory:  Swimming with Dolphins with my future sister-in-law. 

best friend(s): @unsteadyheathens, @andthentherewasanightfall, @gcmblingdice, @tuggeriisms, @xjinyoung, @sadisticlifeline to name a few. Honestly I love my rp partners and consider them my friends.

best relative: My aunt/godmother

best pet: My cat Galaxy Kitty. Although I love my dog Jedi too but my baby kitty is #1 in my heart.

best celebrity:  I CAN’T CHOOSE! For those who really know me you’ll see the hidden answer(s) here lol

one random fact about you: I’m a cosplayer in the anime community 

one random fact about your day: My boss who I absolutely hate actually thanked me for working early. I think hell froze over or something. 

one random fact about your job/school: I bet I could win Supermarket Sweep. Enough said.

one random fact about your favorite tv show: I don’t have one at the moment. 

one random fact you wish was a fact but it isn’t: I wish I was a hidden princess or as talented as an idol. 

TAGGED BY:  Stolen from @unsteadyheathens

Tagging: Whoever wants to do this

[diverse-hearts-moved]

@unsteadyheathens​ sent Birthday Wishes

He wanted to do something special for Odasaku, yet he wasn't quite sure what he could do that would be truly special. Going to Lupin was normal , nothing special.He couldn't exactly cook for him. So he decided something completely different. He wrapped his arms around the taller male when he finally saw him. "Odaasaku. I thought we could just have a special day today just us. Complete with dinner and anything else ya wanna do." He did try to celebrate birthday, he just wasn't the best at it. 

I’m so god darn late *rolls away*

He’d honestly thought that perhaps birthdays were simply things that Dazai didn’t celebrate and if he was honest, it wouldn’t have bothered him at all if the day had gone by without any mention to such an event. The orphans were excited by the day more than he was - wasn’t as though he had been trying hard to keep on living until recently. “Are you going to put all that on a tab? I think the waitress in that one place looked as though she was about to cry the last time that me and Ango had gone there...she was looking for you...either for your money or blood, who quite knows?”. He finishes off the paragraph that he’d been working on, a short story for the orphans for Halloween. Nothing too scary - just something to spook them a little.

“I’ll go anywhere you like - I do need to be back early tonight thou or the kids will kill me in my sleep”.

[nycttophilic]

@unsteadyheathens​​ inquired: “listen, asshole. i’m gonna carry you home whether you like it or not. you’re not in any condition to get there yourself.” (Dazai to Chuuya OR Chuuya to Dazai ;) )

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Treating Stubborn Muses—No Longer Accepting

                                                          ~ ~ ~

“I can....make it...” 

Too long. He was in corruption for too long. What had happened..?? Why didn’t Dazai pull him back sooner?? He body was broken from the inside, his muscles shredded and flesh oozing out the blood that came with the fractures to his body. He knew that he was in no condition to go back home himself... But he had to try. 

Show no weakness... Be stronger... He was strong enough, he was sure of it. He will crawl on his hands and feet back to the Port Mafia if he needed to, for his pride prevented him from wanting the aid of anyone else. Even if that someone else happened to be his fiancé...

Chuuya coughed violently, spatting blood on the ground before wiping his red-stained lips with a shaking arm. “I’m...fine....”

[diverse-hearts-ocs-a]

Okie dokie!  I cut 365 drafts down to 97 and...yeah that’s still alot but it’s better!  Anyways more details under the read more. 

Number of Threads Kept With Whom - 

@lachrymosestorm x3 

@smol-sirens-garden x13

@havmaner x5

@somegremlin x1 

@nefer-seshen x4 

@unsteadyheathens x9

@frozcnlight / @frozcnhearts x24 

@agent-candyfloss x11

@floralcrowncd x3

@jxbakuhigure x1 

@tetsuwan-atom x2

@jezebelsmultimuse x1 

@canarius x1 

@abilitypossessed x4 

@madamhatter x1 

@nycttophilic / @hxlf-bred x10 

@multilili​ x1

@great0ld0nes​ x1

@thedetectiveofinaba​ x1 

PLEASE NOTE - These are all threads that it is my turn to reply to. If there is anything that you have and still wish to reply to then please feel free to do so. I know this still looks like a lot but it’s way better than what I was at!  Again - I wish to say sorry for how I’ve been running things the last few months. I’m lucky to have such wonderful partners!  As each reply is posted I’ll add it to my tracker and that way if I’m way behind on some reply because I’m a numpty and let things build up again - I’ll have a thing there to scream at me about it.  There may have been drafts lost in the great Tumblr mess of code too. If there is something that you reallllllly wanna continue plz let me know. If I reply to anything and you don’t wish to continue just feel free to drop it - I honestly don’t mind!  I can’t wait to get back out there and begin to make new stories with you all <3  Once again - thank you! 

((This doesn’t include group rp’s since all involved are on discord so we scream at one another for replies anyways xD))

[diverse-hearts-ocs-a]

Xmas Threads

Here is the list of starters I’ve to work on for THIS blog. If I’ve missed anyone out then please let me know! 

Fam Thread ( @smol-sirens-garden and @somegremlin ) Sabriel x Mori ( @smol-sirens-garden ) Sabriel x Bowen ( @tetsuwan-atom ) Garth x Dazai ( @deathavoided ) Garth x Yosano ( @unsteadyheathens ) Garth x Rio ( @nefer-seshen )  Rai x Miran ( @frozcnlight ) Annastacia x Miran ( @frozcnlight ) Ashely x Sehun ( @frozcnhearts​ ) Ella x Sehun ( @frozcnhearts​ ) Ella x Hans ( @havmaner​ ) Kyran x Dazai ( @deathavoided​ )

[deathavoided]

I wonder why I am torturing myself. I’ve gotten little to no sleep. I have been suffering from med side effects and yet I’m over here somehow having my OCD take over and want me to perfect bios over on the multi muse. Then the ADHD kicks. It is grand. I’ve gotten a few bios done over at @unsteadyheathens​ though \o/.

Anyways poke me if anyone wants my discord. I shall haunt over there as I continue to wonder about my life. Also if anyone wants to plot -- hit me with em. Someone wise and not saint like once said that sleep avoidance is a great help when coming up with plots.  

[deathavoided]

New laptop - check!

That means I’ll be blog hoping to start revising my BSD multi blog. I have most of the entries already wrote, but they need some tender love and care. Not to mention need to work on it so it works with the new coding set I have over there and what not.

Another thing is when I could have my icons and banners and all from my old laptop--- I think it is saying that since things aren’t making it kind to transfer multiple files--- it might be time to make new things. Actually... the icons have been coming for a while. They aren’t exactly fancy or anything, just icons. I’m sort of feeling just plain compared to a lot of the icons I keep seeing around here. Though we will see on that. 

So I will be making rounds here and on @unsteadyheathens​. Queue is going here, I will keep filling it. 

[diverse-hearts-ocs-a]

let me psychoanalyze you but also be nice

you push everyone away.

it's not that you don't appreciate help, it just feels so wrong. you still have a hard time saying 'i love you' back. but you don't ever have to. tell people you love them by remembering little things they tell you. paying for their lunch the next time you go out. telling them you saw a movie and it reminded you of them. sometimes it's hard to remember that just because you've felt unloved before, it doesn't mean you're unloved now. I love you :-) 

Tagged by - Stole from @somegremlin​​ Tagging - @smol-sirens-garden​​ @frozcnhearts​​ @nycttophilic​​ @unsteadyheathens​​ @jxbakuhigure​​

[deathavoided]

So, new laptop has arrived \o/ Though the process of downloading everything is sort of slow. It is given, but the main thing is it is here. I’ll most likely end up having to fight with things to learn things along the way with it. The laptop is a tad different than my normal ones. I mean I got my other laptop fixed regardless. Who knew Kitty could fix computers?? 

Anyways I have filled up the queue. I’m still probably gonna keep it going at two per a day, just so it doesn’t run out too soon. 

Ya know what a new dependable laptop means?? It means I can start working on my BSD multi muse blog finally (or rather adding muses and changing some things around.) Ya can find that @unsteadyheathens​

Only reason I’ve sort of been staying just here and not hoping around with blogs--- I didn’t trust the laptop exactly. I only just now decided to start editing some things pictures wise. I didn’t want to over load my laptop and have it bleep out on me again. Even though I’m sure it was good regardless. Better safe than sorry.