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izzy hands playlist; annotations, tracklist, and details under the cut
Updated 10/16/2023: literally so much manchester orchestra towards the end. but it's MY playlist I'll do what I want
A lot of kind of emotional, dark, passionate ed/izzy in this. So just keep that in mind :) This playlist was started last year. I think all of the songs fit still, but if you're looking for the more season 2 oriented content, I will mark the songs added since it aired. Hope you enjoy! It's nearly six hours I think I have a disease.
As per the uzsh the genres run the gambit. don't say I didn't warn you
- All This Time / The Beta Machine
When you rose up this morning
Did you take it for granted
That I'd be there when you woke?
That I'd still be there when you woke?
[...]
If you want me to adore you
Better get up off the floor now
I've said all I've had to say
But maybe there's some better way
- Lost at Sea / Kellermensch
The war is over and I lost
I learned the hard way not to trust
It's getting easier every day
To watch you slip further away
- You Should Have Known I'd Leave / Vast
Love is cold
Love is blind
Love is a sea
And I don't know what you want
But I know it's not me
- Blown Minded / Young Galaxy
In my heart I have lived without aught
It's been the war of attrition
Between a small-minded fool
And sublime intuition
- Breathe / Puscifer
honestly lads I don't know what to say it just goes ok sorry
- Holy My Hand / UNKLE
- Touched / Vast
The razors and the dying roses
Plead I don't leave you alone
The demi-gods and hungry ghosts
Oh god, god knows I'm not at home
I'll never find someone quite like you, again
I'll never find someone quite like you, again
- The Rat / Dead Confederate
This fucking song. I added it over a year ago but holy shit, has season 2 made it that much crazier. Honestly the entire song is just so... i don't even know what to tell ya tbh I would paste the whole song here if I could
Shoot from the back
And take good aim
Make sure I'm dead
Bang Bang
'Cause I'm a rat
There's no mistake
Under the bed
Where you sleep
Crush the skull
And make me tame
Sweep it up
Hide it away
No morals shown
In no way explained
Stupid human
Shit for brains
I am going feral over this song and how it slides in so neatly for season 2 so far (as of posting this, episode 3)
I'll follow you
Into the grave
And at the gates
I see the passing say
"The judge be judged
And all the wretched be saved"
I throw my curse
All across your days
<3 ty for coming to my ted talk
- Lovesong / Snake River Conspiracy
might be a little controversial since it's a cover of the original by the cure, but this is more the kind of music I tend to listen to so that's what's in the playlist lol.
- Structure of Love II (Renholdër Remix) / VOWWS
Take a look at me now
Have I disappeared?
Is this the structure of love?
Are you in here?
I can't get you out of my mind
Your love is so hard to define
- Tusk / Fleetwood Mac
I've said it before, I'll say it again. PERFECT edizzy song. If you think this is a stede/ed song you're wrong get the fuck outta here
- Bleak / Death Machine
Hold my breath
Known I am one of the walking dead you say
In my chest, there is a bombing
It's made of flesh
it's made of flesh
- The End Is Begun / 3
Watch what you say
Words can be heard from your grave
Pluck from a fist full of straws
You cannot resist your tragic flaws
And you said what you said
That I'd be better off dead
Than be fed into the furnace
Of the monster
Shall I cry, shall I die
Shall I be shot through the sky
As I fly into the furnace
Of the monster
- Breadwinner / BEA1991
- Martyr / Roniit, Saint Mesa
Drop all your hunger, kill your dues
So give me shelter, give me proof
I'll be the martyr and the muse
All of your sorrow, I'll consume
- Man Overboard / Puscifer
- Ennoea / Keluar
- Complicated End Times / O'Brother
You can try and measure what I do
By the sweat in my brow
But you don’t know a thing about me
You want to snuff the fire out
- Goliath / Woodkid
A sustained heart pain and a dark fever
How did I get fooled by such a savage curse?
The more I forgive you, the more it backfires
Now you're dancing through the smoke like nothing else matters
- Beat And The Pulse / Austra
- Spellwork / Austra
I work alone saving my soul
If yesterday hurts, tomorrow is worse
Send me a sign, for my body's aligned
I'm ready to waste all my limbs and my face
My pores are wide open
And bleed for your potion
Spellwork and lies
- Feral Love / Chelsea Wolfe
Your eyes black like an animal
Black like an animal
Crossing the water
Lead them to die
- Drift / So Below
Even if you change your mind
It doesn't have to mean that it's over
Even when the moment's gone I feel the same
Even when you bite your tongue
It doesn't have to mean that it's over
Even if it all goes wrong I feel the same way, hey
- Dancer in the Dark / Scratch Massive
Where did you go?
My mind is gone
I'm dancing in the dark
Just silent and grey
It's just silent and grey
- The More I Sleep, The Less I Dream / We Were Promised Jetpacks
I lost all hope
I left it with someone, some time, somewhere ago
And I picture it now
The house on the hill, with nobody wandering around
And I cry like hell
I'm hugging the floor and pretending there's somebody else
The more I sleep
The less I dream
The closer I feel
Oh my word
I'm nothing but a curse
Oh my word
I'm nothing but a-
- Ship in a Bottle / fin
Oh, captain, let's make a deal
Where we both say the things that we both really feel
I feel scared and I'm starting to sink
And I only sink deeper the deeper I think
- Toma / Puscifer
Stole my patience, stole my pride
Snatched the rhythm from my stride
Kicked my certainty up the middle
Knocked the wind out of my romantic side
Hopes and wishes set aflame
What's your purpose here, whatcha hope to gain?
Took my dignity, you took my dignity
Burned a lover so earned an enemy
- The Shore / Woodkid
I walked all day along the shore
I was made for loving you
I drown my pain in alcohol
How could you feel the same way too?
My feet will not walk anymore
So I guess you ought to know the truth
I wonder what I am made for
If I'm not meant to be with you
- Restless (16BL Remix) / UNKLE, Josh Homme
Well, I'm all restless but I don't care
You don't like me much, well, me neither
You go read my mind like some kind of God
You live, let's have you trippin' on the same one you lost
- Ship To Wreck / Florence + The Machine
And, ah, my love remind me, what was it that I said?
I can't help but pull the earth around me to make my bed
And, ah, my love remind me, what was it that I did?
Did I drink too much? Am I losing touch?
Did I build a ship to wreck?
- Lies / CHVRCHES
Always, we can sing, we can make time
Old songs, flood and flame, you could be mine
But you got to show me both knees, skin and bone
Clothe me, throw me, move me 'til
I can sell you lies
You can't get enough
Make a true believer of
Anyone, anyone, anyone
I can call you up
If I feel alone
I can feed your dirty mind
Like I know, like I know what you want
- The End / The Beta Machine
A million miles away from you this time
I'll do what it takes
I'm on my way
If lines are in the sand
I'll go under
If I can make it in time
I will bring you back with me
If all that's left of you is in my head
This is more than a bad dream
The end of all
I know
- Jealous Sea / MEG MYERS
This whole song... like bruh lmfao
Everything's right, everything's wrong
When you call my name
I can't handle the thought of always being gone
When I'm wearing this ring
And I want to go out, I want to get drunk
Being in love and I don't want to fight
But nothing makes sense anymore
And I don't think I can stop the jealousy
When it comes, it comes like waves and I can't breathe
And I don't think I can stop the jealousy
When it runs, it runs like lightening through my teeth
I want you to tell me what to do
I want you to tell me what you need
When you look at me like you do
Don't leave, I just can't get enough
I just can't get enough
- Holy Water / Zippermouth
I don't want you to save me from the demons only you seem to see
But don't you dare take my pride away and strip me of my sanity
I'm calling all of you out
I'm calling out of you in
To the party of unnatural sin
And my imperfections scare you, I can see it in your eyes
Water
That burns my bastard mind
'Cause I can love as good as one can love someone
In a perfect world is one I will love myself before I will love you
- Die For You / VALORANT, Grabbitz
Now there's only one thing I can do
Fight until the end like I promised to
Wishing there was something left to lose
This could be the day I die for you
- Choke / Hybrid
I'm not explaining myself to you
- Give It Up / Black City Lights
The fever's own
Filling in my bones and my blood
It's enough
But I still can't take it off
It's sickening
Hands around my neck
And my chest is burning with my breathing
- Elijah / Blood Red Shoes
- Love You Wrong / Husky Loops
I've thought about it all along
I am sure I love you wrong
- Autumn / Bear In Heaven
Silent romance guided by chance, just like everything
Altogether would it ever suffocate the pain?
- Hands On The Bible / Local H
Hands on the Bible
Scared like a child
God holds you liable
For what you've done
Homicidal
Stared down your idols
A pretty baby
Never born
You can't believe it
You didn't mean it
But they saw you do it
And they know your name
- Touch / July Talk
I want to make some space underneath my skin
Cut me open, I can let you in
Should I let myself be torn in two?
And will you give into that side of you?
- Avalanche / Kosheen
He's nothing like me
So wrong and wretched
Your safe reality
Is living in sketches
And live out happiness
With no explanation
And peer out at the world
- A Long Time Away / Shearwater
A break in the clouds like a crack in a cylinder
But now there's blood on the beach and a wreck in the water
As the shadow arrives on the face of your innocence
You feel the shock in your eyes and the shaking in your own hands
- It's No Good / Depeche Mode
Don't say you want me
Don't say you need me
Don't say you love me
It's understood
Don't say you're happy
Out there without me
I know you can't be
'Cause it's no good
- Always Right / Ramona Falls
God is in the things you love
So don't you punch me with kid gloves
- No Tomorrow / The Birthday Massacre
Dedication to the ruin of the light within you
Darkness all around
It's so easy to let go of all the things that make you true
Watch it all fall down
You bait me, I follow
And if this night feels hollow
Then drown me in sorrow
There will be no tomorrow
- Flood / Saltillo
I wanna watch you wreck all the paintings in my house
As you run down my wall (Holes of my life)
Wash away these things I never needed
These papers and these clothes
- The Remedy / Puscifer
izzy @ stede bonnet tbh. well, in season 1 at least ;)
- Little One / Beck
Drown, drown, sailors run aground
In a sea change, nothing is safe
And strange waves push us every way
In a stolen boat, we'll float away
- Becker / Autolux
That's delirium's way
You know it seems so right
All the entertainment they spray
Atrocities contrite
It brings you back again
It finds you every time
The blackest quote they spit into the tin can of your mind
- Eyelids / Saro
In my eyelids, I’ve tattooed your words
To remember what I don’t deserve
Could you be why I feel so empty?
- Found You / Django Django
I've heard my name spoken in vain so many times
You called, well here I am, what is yours is mine
There's nothing you won't sell
But I don't want the wealth you made
That's not what I returned for
- Darkness At The Heart Of My Love / Ghost
There's a darkness at the heart of my love
That runs cold, runs deep
- Dangerous / Son Lux
I watch you fall
Hollow and depleted
A city razed
Oh, to bury you beneath it
- Numb / MARINA
- Fear and Loathing / MARINA
- O My Heart / Mother Mother
And I throw my heart back to the ocean
But it don't go far, it come back floating
And I watch it wash it up with the dead fish
But it ain't quite dead, it just is like this
- Bones / The Qemists, Kellermensch
Fearless: my heart
Open my arms
Laying on the dark isle
Every way is down
- El Monstro / SkraeckOedlan
(There beyond the dawn we see you, but our longing is an agony)
Där bortom gryningen vi ser dig, men våran längtan är ett kval
(They have robbed you of your future, we belong together you and I)
De har berövat dig din framtid, vi hör tillsammans du och jag
- Relocate / Kauf
Do you feel any better now?
I'm trying to follow what you told me
I'm just a dog, mystical empathy and carefree
I can't forget the skin pulled tight, every letter read
Is it your justice we never see?
Do you feel any better now?
Your father is lying where the bones are
A little lost colony from the start
I can't forget the skin pulled tight, every letter read
Is it your justice we never see?
We never see what only you can say
We are ready for it
-> SONGS ADDED AFTER SEASON 2 STARTS HERE
- Before We Drift Away / Nothing But Thieves
- A Place To Call Home / Big Wreck
So how do you beg for what's your own
Pick the pieces, lick the wounds
Stoke the fire, fan the flame
Squeeze the clouds until it rains
Would you champion the cause?
'Til you find out what you've lost
Who do you dare to call your own
And where's the place that you call home?
- My Name Is Ruin / Gary Numan
My name is Ruin, my name is vengeance
My name is no one, and no one is calling
My name is Ruin, my name is heartbreak
My name is lonely, my sorrow's a darkness
- Run From Me / Timber Timbre
- Symphony No. 7 in A Major, Op. 92: II. Allegretto / Beethoven
- Because the Night / Patti Smith
- Dear Brother / Puscifer
Reminiscing on our indestructible days
The party never seemed to end
We donkey punched the night away
Some risky business, my friend
Fortune seemed to favor us
'Round every dark and twisted bend
- The Moth / Manchester Orchestra
This song makes me so insane tbh
Forced myself to take a different name
Buried with metonymy
Decide for me
Throw the man you used to be away
Bury him with rivalry entirely
My entire life you've been obsessing with the light
The closer that you get, the further up you've got to climb
You wanna hear it hurt, you wanna feel it when he dies
If you walk that path alone, you've got to look him in the eye
- Brevony / Ramona Falls
- Graveyard Shift / Battle Tapes
I fell asleep at the helm of a runaway train
And laid myself at the feet of what I couldn't slay
- Black Cloud / POSTDATA
There's nothing outside, there’s nobody left
There's nowhere to hide, nowhere to run or to forget
No one to find you if you ever tried to
And nobody tries to
Sand in the sky, drowning in the wind
Look in my eyes, mama, I've been contaminated
Little by little by little, just a little bit
Can you forgive me?
Can you forgive me?
- Keel Timing / Manchester Orchestra
Yet another song that makes me insane. I put too much Manchester Orchestra in here but I'm living my best life
Don’t let 'em in your bed, we're lying
Don't let 'em in your bed, he is lying
Little more, a little more, he is biting
I was folding slowly frozen
Changed for you
And it wasn't right, but it wasn't wrong
It was holy
- Pale Black Eye / Manchester Orchestra
This entire Song is so fucking wild
I don't have yours or mine
I don't hurt you like I used to
Amy, you must be tired cause when you sleep, you sleep alone
And understand the throne
Cause if he didn't pay what he had paid I'd undeniably become erased
So whatever you want
Take whatever you need
And bite your veins
Bleed your pain
Into me
Goddamn I'm tired of lying
I wish I loved you like I used to
So hold on, you pale black eye
Cause when I sleep, I sleep alone
- Strawberry Letter 23 / Shuggie Otis
- Pygmy Love Song / Francis Bebey
- In The Dark / Cathedrals
I can see you fall apart
You turn away and fade out of sight
But I hear you call in the night
Let it go, let me hold you this time (don’t say a word)
- The Sailor Song / Autoheart
ty @soundless-storm for the suggestion :)
I was your sailor, your demon, your lover
Your overbearing best friend
Hoping for some attention
- Megalomaniac / Aeseaes
Eye to thigh as he sharpens his blade
Thick sweat, sick salt, lead bellyaches
I don’t know what I’ve been drinking
Dripping dread as all the lights start scrеaming
Seven-inch steel bolt fed to thе head
Now is then and I am now bound to forget
The devil wears a cotton dress over his gun
Jagged mumbles wispy warbles blushing in the sun
- Rule #9 - Child of the Stars / Fish in a Birdcage
You were a wanderer
Back when you were young
I remember your eyes were clear
Brighter than the sun
With hands so soft
Delicate and sweet
You learned to fall
And balance on your own two feet
I could only lead you so far
I believe in who you are
- Vessel / Dan Mangan + Blacksmith
There are other lyrics in this song that are good too but this just reminds me of 2x01 when Izzy tells Fang to unhand him when he starts to cry
Stop
Wait
Un
Hand Me
- Cover Me / Black Math
One hand above the skin
My head below the water
As I float in the deep
As I float in the deep
- Let It Storm / Manchester Orchestra
This is very post 2x04. For the new unicorn :)
I don't wanna hold back my faith anymore
I don't wanna fall into that man again
I just wanna keep both my feet on the floor
So let it touch me
And let it storm
- Disciple / IAMX
Sorry this song is kind of a lot lol
Disciple, I absolve you
So forgive yourself enough to obey the naked truth
That you need to be owned
And you beg to be controlled
- Bed Head / Manchester Orchestra
This song is SO season 2 ed/izzy it makes me so insane it's the entire fucking song tbh I'm posting most of the song lyrics sorry.
"Bed Head" is two old friends existing in two separate realities. It's a conversation about the lives they lived, the consequences of life's decisions, and finding purpose in trying to be better.
Arguing with the dead
I'm not alone but it sure feels like someone left
Deaf notes and talking heads
Carrying on your debt
Blood on the bed head and volumes you left unsaid
Let 'em talk and let it habit, now I'm afraid you're alone
Oh, my God
Let me relinquish and start to distinguish my past, and my time
You and I are oil and fire, so
Oh, my God
Let me extinguish the habit, the sequence, the loss in my mind
Now I believe in the ghost
Ghost
Clawing against your skin
Clutching my neck said, "It's all supposed to end like this"
You and I are panoramic
Now I'm afraid of the ghost
[...]
Right by the entrance, you broke
Finally, reality's taking its hold
You're not who you were, but you can't let it go
You're not where you're from, but you're always alone
So I stick a flag in the ground
I think I know who I'm living for now
I am what I am, same above as the ground
It's not what I want, but I'm figuring it out
I'll keep updating the annotations as I have free time :) the playlist is almost 80 songs long and growing lol. Enjoy!
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