Find it funny that I made myself a Vixx clipboard for work and my entire team has been forced to stare at their faces after it’s just left on a desk upstairs. Like I imagine them out in the wild randomly coming across this video and going “no way”
It also kickstarted a trend for all the other managers to invest in their own clipboards, so yay for individuality
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04/11/2023 (Scarlet Dream/Scarlet Memory)
Poem by: Queennie (sadfragilegirl)
I was supposed to be sleeping but I have other plans.
I was scrolling to look something when I saw something...
Something that it began to stop moving that the clock has stopped ticking.
That's when my heart stopped...as I saw a new memory.
A new memory that it could cut deep into my heart.
And it's no other than....
...The one that gave me happiness and brought me to a safe haven for all these years that held me so dear.
That's when...
The skies are began to turn into bloody red.
Trapped myself to a world full of nightmares full of dread.
Like I was being a tied up by red threads while I stand up myself and do nothing but seeing my happiness are taken away.
Tears suddenly began to fall.
Heart's pounding with anxiety like there's no tomorrow.
The scenes are turning red--scarlet red that is.
Memories between me and my happiness that held me so dear are flashing my mind.
And that's when...
I let myself to break myself in tears as my heart has began to shatter like glass.
Yes, my imaginary horror has finally come to life.
And that's how...
How I named this dream...
The dream about my happiness that held me so dear has fallen apart.
I call it...
A Scarlet Dream/Scarlet Memory.
No one is safe for me.
Behind The Poetry:
This is based on my real life experience after I heard the news about Ravi's departure from the Kpop boy group VIXX due to Military Service Issue Scandal last April 11, 2023. And that caused me such broken hearted reactions.
Among the news of Kpop members decided to leave group I saw for all these years as a Kpop fan with Autism for all these long years, that one took a toll on me and I was feeling affected big time.
Because why? Among my Kpop ultimate biases that I love, Ravi is the Kpop ultimate bias that held me so dearly into my heart and it brought me a deeper connection to him. Originally, last 2017...Ravi was my bias wreaker of VIXX but thanks to his R.EB1RTH mixtape and knowing that he produced, composed and wrote lyrics in most VIXX songs, I became his ultimate bias of VIXX.
When I listened to VIXX songs and Ravi songs, it made me imagine myself about being the main character in every Anime. He brought me such inspiration.
When he decided to leave VIXX because of his scandal, I was so devastated, just like Hongbin leaving VIXX due to the scandal last 2020 of August. Leaving me heartbroken.
Few months ago, I saw EXO-Ls were hating Ravi because of Kai's absense of Cream Soda MV and I was so angry. And there's STARLIGHTs (VIXX fans) are decided to continue supporting them without Ravi and Hongbin.
Thus, the news about Ravi's departure from the group VIXX has now given to a special name that I come with few months ago. That the unique name will be named as the only one to be only to be called that no one else will be named it in the bad new memories in the future.
And that's Scarlet Dream/Scarlet Memory.
Remember: Ravi's departure from VIXX is the only dream and memory that I can be ONLY be named as a Scarlet Dream/Scarlet Memory and no one else will be named such as that when another heartbreaking and sad Kpop news will be having in the future.
~Queennie
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