#Want to bang my head against a wall

[bluerosedreaming]

god i get such gender envy from men in flowy button up shirts but when i try to emulate it my tits just get in the way. and it’s not that i want them gone and god sometimes i feel so hot with them but then i miss being smaller and having a smaller chest cause the fabric just flows right and i don’t even know what the point is other than i’m just very insecure right now and i don’t know what to do

[that-tall-queer-bassist]

Right as I'm thinking about cracking down on my late or missed assignments theres new stuff to freak out over in the fandom.

This is terrible timing. Im so behind.

If any of y'all are also procrastinating work in favor of fandom, i am totally willing to do accountability buddy stuff (just reminders/updates/check ins about like. one or two projects assignments a week? I think that's doable/reasonable?)

[majunju]

[nyxofdemons]

i'm sorry but stolas bound and powerless and tortured to tears still pushing himself off the ground snarling threats at the man who would dare even mention his daughter. the breathless all-consuming fury that striker would dare to speak a word about her. stolas knows striker is going to kill him and could make it painful beyond imagination and the only thing he cares about in this moment is octavia's safety why the fuck aren't we talking about this scene more

[freckles-dean]

They are the cutest and no, I will not take criticism

[sainzifies]

a reminder that this video exists

[theminecraftbee]

every time i exit like, an exchange writing period, and i no longer have a deadline, i start to become dizzy with "i should be writing right now--no writing??? i do NOT need to be writing right now??? cannot be right?????? writing??????"

anyway i've decided to use a poll to make you all into people who can create a deadline for me (and also i've started using habitica and want to try to write a LITTLE daily). there's no guarantee this is the one i'll actually go with given i've asked this like SIX TIMES in the past few months but this time it is a poll and also this time i'm trying to start writing daily again, so maybe this time it'll stick, idk??? so:

[sailforvalinor]

Could I ask for prayers that I get a job soon? I’ve been applying for weeks and weeks and have been met with near absolute radio silence and I don’t know what to do anymore

[evermoredeluxe]

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[brookheimer]

none of y’all ever talked enough about how fucking insane the choice of famous blue raincoat by leonard cohen was for connor’s karaoke song

[mugentakeda]

zuko was at the docks waiting to leave for his banishment all alone until iroh showed up. zuko told him that he didn't need a babysitter, but iroh asked how about a friend. like how zuko had been iroh's friend during his darkest hour, with him sitting all alone at lu ten's funeral until zuko showed up and stayed with him when nobody else would. they aren't just uncle and nephew you guys. they're also friends

[tugoslovenka]

this is the ONLY relevant fix

[tanadrin]

Der Spiegel has an article talking about whether the AfD should be banned outright, and it's like... I don't think you can ban a party that is currently polling at almost a quarter of the electorate for extremism, and pretend that you can just keep conducting politics as normal after that! They have like a third of the seats in the Saxon Landtag! Purely aside from the civil libertarian concerns (which are grave), your political leadership has clearly failed on a massive scale if your only response to that kind of reactionary wave in your politics is to ban the bad guys, and then pretend like mainstream politics is fine and nothing needs to change.

(And no, the answer is not, as Scholz and others seem to believe, to try to outflank them by becoming similarly reactionary on key issues like immigration. There are in fact options besides "ban the reactionaries" and "become the reactionaries"! But those other options might require confronting why the biggest parties in German politics are so sclerotic, and why people are so dissatisfied with them in the first place.)

[shitswiftiessay]

swifties really talk about their 34 year old white billionaire like she is the most oppressed person on the goddamn planet.

poor BILLIONAIRE wasn’t allowed to be BEJEWELED.

[beanghostprincess]

(Sanuso NSFW / Not explicit tho)

If Sanji ever caught Usopp smoking I think he'd moan on the spot and would start malfunctioning. Like. His brain would instantly stop working and it would only be filled with Usoppsmokingusoppcigaretteusoppusoppusopp- And while he's having a whole sexual crisis wondering why the hell he finds Usopp smoking so hot, Usopp has no idea what the hell is going on.

Imagine Usopp smoking just because he smokes from time to time, just not as much as Sanji because that's fucking insane for an average person like him. And suddenly he has his boyfriend stuttering and blushing and visibly shaking next to him because he's... Smoking? Usopp finds out rather quickly that for some reason that does something to Sanji.

My brain is going wild with ideas right now but... Let's say Sanji ends up sitting on top of Usopp and let's say Usopp shotguns Sanji. The cook is a whimpering mess and Usopp isn't even trying to be sexy.

[rileys-battlecats]

i really gotta get better about listening to my own brain and needs when i'm making things. i've been working on a video and i'm almost finished (yippee!!), but drawing this One Specific Frame was giving me trouble. i could have just brute-forced my way through it and finalized the initial sketch, since it was relatively good enough. but instead i left it and took a day off from working on the project, let myself recharge, and came back to the sketch with fresh eyes today. and what do you know, my redrawn sketch today is WAY better! now, i can finalize that frame and be genuinely proud of it, instead of just powering through on something i was less than happy with.

i hadn't done any other art stuff that day when i couldn't get my sketches to look right, so letting myself stop and have a break from the project felt sort of "unearned" i guess. but it's just. what i needed! and the break did what i needed it to do; i was able to come back later and make something i could be proud of.

anyway i guess this is me saying that, if you're like me and have this weird morality-complex about letting yourself rest, it's ok to take breaks, even if you feel like you haven't "earned" one yet :)